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lunar-lattice · 5 months
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ima put this under a cut but i wanted to put it to metaphorical paper where i knew id come n revisit it
thoughts on my christian upbringing and how the idea trans/gay ppl were a sin just. never made sense to me as a kid
when i was younger, i really never got the idea that gay/trans ppl were some affront to god bc i thought that surely we are all the way we are bc god made us that way (and we all know god doesn't make mistakes)
now that im older, i realize the part that christians don't say: the implication that if you are gay or trans, you are choosing to be that way, rather than naturally being that way
anyway, i never considered the former point, and thought there was two implications: either you were saying god makes mistakes (which we already clarified doesn't happen) or that someone else (most likely satan) was making ppl that way in a literal sense
this also didn't make sense to little me! bc i thought this meant he was able to change ppl in a very literal sense which honestly felt a little outside the scope of what the devil could do and a little too close to literal actual god powers (and considering there was only one god, he couldn't do that)
it didn't really help that none of this actually came up in the church i went to or what my mom told me other than the very abstract 'love the sinner, hate the sin'
since no one ever gave me a concrete answer as to WHY it was a sin, like the overly logical kid i was, i just kinda. discarded it and decided the idea wasn't really that important
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mvshr00m-1 · 3 months
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NEW ROTTMNT AU IM MAKING!!!
Okay so hear me out yall... What if the rottmnt turtles were in Pokémon? Had their own Pokémon teams? Etc etc.
Over the past week or so I've been doing a bunnnch of posts on tiktok abt it, and finally have sat down to post the drawings I've done so far here as well!
Designs:
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Through these designs I wanted to practice the way I draw clothes, do designs, and ofc colours! Also backgrounds ofc- just everywhere I've been lacking
Also wanted the turtles to all have their own personality and style, while also having small themes and details connecting em together
Even made silly lil designs with the turts with some Pokémon:
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Very silly indeed
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Never draw like that, nor have drawn Pokémon in ages, but I feel like it turns out alr lol-
In addition I also made full teams for each of the lads! With some little bits of context as to why aswell
(the highlighted names are the mains)
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For Mikey it was just mostly food themed Pokémon + electric, cause yellow/orange lol- but at the same time I feel like he would have just a tank of a main, that he would train like fuck (with the help of raph) and the rest of his team, tho not the weakest, is mostly for fun.
Raph would be far have the best trained team, and these would be made of mostly rly big Pokémon, a lot of fire, ground, rock, dragon, fighting, all that sorta stuff- and then he just has one small Pokémon breloom who was probably one of his first Pokémon, and he got attached too and couldn't take out of his team :3
Leo's team, like Mikey, would be mostly for the look- with him having some of the 'prettier' Pokémon, or just blue Pokémon- he would 100% main the big gay looking duck (aka quaquaversal), with the Pokémon colours being simular to Leo's, and just both having a similar vibe- he would also have a abra who is known for their teleportation ability! Also just being really small and cute- (not sure if mystic would exist in this au, but for now I'll say it doesn't unless I state likewise)
Donnies team would, like raph, also be on the stronger side, with his being a lot of psychic, dark, ghost, steel, electric, etc- bro would have one scary ass team lmao. In addition this au's Sheldon would be his shiny rotom, who Donnie would even make little bits of techs and even a robot body Sheldon can possess
Design/drawing of that shown below:
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Overall have A LOT of ideas for this au, and I don't think I've ever made a crossover au like this before- always being none for my bad future content/au's lol
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homochadensistm · 2 months
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Hey. This might sound super mega stupid and you are welcome to call me an idiot/lazy/etc, but I was wondering if you could give a very small guide on how to research/look for reliable info online? (Specifically about Israel/Palestine but could be in general) I feel like everything is a sea of clickbait. Sincerely, a very inexperienced teenager :( .
Thank u for asking about this, but I have to preface my answer by saying - you don't have to do any of it. You don't have to have any kind of opinion on the matter, not for israel, not against Israel, not for palestine and not against palesitne. Saying "I don't know and it doesn't concern me" is a take leagues more intelligent than picking a side like a football team based on reading 1 article or watching 1 video. I know nothing about what's going on in the Congo and it doesn't concern me. I know nothing about what's happening in Kashmir and it doesn't concern me. I cannot know everything about every single war or conflict on the planet and the only ones I'm interested in are the ones that directly impact my life. It really is OK.
I can't give you a good answer because every single piece of media is by definition biased. The bias doesn't have to be malicious, it could just be business (I.e., news outlets make more money the more ppl click on their articles, and clickable articles are sexy articles, and sexy articles are usually bombastic, controversial and anger inducing). In order to gauge which piece of information is MORE LIKELY to be true, you need to have the cultural, social and historic knowledge and contexts in ur brain, and these are available almost exclusively to the ppl who live here (the rest are the ppl who spent years studying the conflict and the region in general). I'm sorry if this isn't rly helpful or not what u wanted to hear, but it is the truth.
There's one thing I can recommend to u that transcends the Arab Israeli conflict and should be applied to anything, and that is the following statement popularized by Carl Sagan - extraordinary claims require extraordinary evidence. And, my personal build up on it - extraordinary evidence won't always produce an extraordinary claim. If you read something outlandish claimed to be true, it can only be true if it's accompanied by a breadth of concrete evidence. And, on my addition - just because you have a plethora of information that, when organized and presented in a particular way, points towards Conclusion X, doesn't mean that it actually does support conclusion X. The solution is again, having contextual knowledge of the specific issue you're discussing, which, in the case of the Israeli Arab conflict, would be a good understanding of the broad history of the Middle East and particularly the Levant; a good understanding of Jewish history, and a good understanding of Arab imperialism and its persistence in modernity. This requires A LOT of reading and time, so personally I think your time would be better spent on things that actually matter and meaningful to you.
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levmada · 2 months
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Hi, hope ur having a good day! I really enjoy your fanfics and you are extremely prolific on top of that, I was wondering what your writing process is like (outlining or vibes), what sparks your ideas/motivates you?
wow thank you :D i’m so flattered that you would ask omg😭❤️❤️
for what motivates me… i guess this is a little exposing😭but it explains why i write a lot. out of an abundance of issues past and present, and not much support irl, i fixate on media and fictional universes heavily, and aot is my biggest fixation. i’m kind of constantly treading a riptide of emotional shit, and fiction has always helped me to cope. so when i feel any sort of way… bc im not good at working through or expressing myself… it’s easy to create scenarios out of that.
i have really strong emotions too, so feeling a certain way helps me think of plot ideas that relate. creating is my coping mechanism definitely, but it’s also vital to me being able to express myself.
with the state of fandom, i try not to look forward to interactions that will make me excited to have shared something, but it’s super rewarding when that does happen, so that’s a motivator too.
i get ideas the same way i think most creators do. based off experiences, like a single moment that kind of stains my memory that sticks with me.
DEFINITELY from other media i consume (especially fiction(??) podcasts but im getting back into reading real books). sometimes songs.
i’m really introspective in general which makes me good at various aspects of writing imo. whenever im doing anything (like going out for a walk or something) it’s really easy for me to imagine additional context / characters in a fictional scenario for some reason, so that helps.
if im doing something boring or tedious like sit in traffic i can daydream about a wip and the continuation of the last thing i’ve written for it. it’s like throwing events at the figurative wall and seeing what strikes me as fitting, engaging, or w/e.
for planning, i think im in-between vibes and proper planning lol. i would be noooowhere without outlining at least a little. stick little ideas or things i want to have happen in the order it fits, and sometimes separate them into sections so that writing it seems less intimidating and the process more rewarding. sometimes i write stuff out of order and go with the part i most want to write (which side note i believe is important, if not necessary to helping cure writer’s block).
i almost always have one chapter planned ahead of the current wip, but i play really loose with whatever ending im seeking in exact detail. because in general, it almost never goes the exact direction you planned lol.
so loose outlining! i always have a folder for a fic to throw in ideas or stuff to remember for the future. editing takes far longer than writing for me, just because i fully believe in the fact that being a perfectionist while writing is enormously unhelpful and rly creates stagnation. when i want to use a word i can’t think of, i just put in a placeholder to fix later. having the writing WRITTEN makes striving for perfection much less taxing.
when there’s several characters to keep track of, or important aspects to remember (ie, a character has a drink in their hand), i make a note so i don’t get confused or create inconsistencies.
i write on my phone and computer equally🤷🏻a lot of times with headphones in. it doesn’t matter so long as i have a set time from start to stop that im only writing and nothing else.
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doyouevenshipbr0 · 2 months
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another live action ATLA rant. who’s shocked.
so im seeing a lot of ppl saying things defending the show, and whatever, fine. i agree with some. this show is NOT all bad. not even close.
the one defense i CANNOT get behind is “the people that dont like it are mad they made changes and mad its not a complete copy of the original”. do not get me wrong, i am completely aware that i (and many others) had a bias coming into this. everyone loves the original show. so many of us are very protective and dont want to see changes, bc why change something that was perfect to begin with.
however, no fucking shit they were gonna make changes. duh. wtf would be the point of this if they werent gonna change ANYTHING.
just bc i/other people don’t like some of the changes, that doesn’t mean we dont have valid critiques and were just mad at the idea of any types of changes.
i, and many other people, really enjoyed some of the changes. everyone loves the kiyoshi addition. ive seen people praising the zuko saving his crew plot line (and i completely agree). from what ive seen, most people like that azula is in the show already (ive seen people hating on her actress tho which is 1 nuts bc she did an awesome job and 2 stemming from misogyny/pedophilia but thats besides the point). everyone loves the scene w lu ten’s funeral (personally i dont care for this one bc i think the show was showing iroh’s cards way too early. they clearly know hes a fan fav and they wanted to show the best of him from the very start. which i dont think is fair to his character.)
but anyways, point is, there were a handful of things this adaptation changed that people really like!!! me included!!!!!!!!
so when i see stuff like “people are being pessimistic and miserable and hating on the fact that its not exactly the same” (paraphrasing) i get so frustrated bc that is SO not true. im not just looking to hate something.
ur telling me, if u didnt watch the show beforehand, u wouldn’t have thought that omashu episode was a fucking mess? like genuinely. try ur hardest to think about this show as a standalone piece of work, like u suggest all the haters should do, and think about that episode. u would be so confused by the whirlwind of seemingly pointless character/plot dumping. like teo and his dad, jet and the freedom fighters, bumi, and the cave of two lovers stuff? why in gods name would alllllll of that be going on at one time? like that is just one example of the changes being messy. but when u have prior knowledge of the show, ur like “oh! thats jet! yeah i know him.” but in the context of the new show he is so removed from everything other than katara and has like 6 mins of screen time, and his presence feels so forced and near pointless (ok yeah he helped katara w her bending for like a sec).
yes i am a hater, but im not gonna hate the show (which i rly dont hate the show anyways) just for the fact that there is change!
but yes i am gonna hate when they changed something and the change is worse, or illogical, or messy, or pointless. which a LOT of these changes were.
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lunchables--official · 8 months
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Gordon is notably characterized by his obnoxious and deeply uncool behavior but he's also defined by an incredible earnestness and desire for things to be taken seriously . And Benrey, on the other hand, is obnoxious too but for the exact opposite reasons-- devaluing things that, by Gordon's standards, should be taken seriously (such as murder) while playing up the absurdity and inconsistent application of rules in general (and also acting like a fucking third grader).
In that way the two of them have a lot in common, but with that one major caveat of seriousness . Really, they're both pretty earnest, and they both just wanna make jokes n have fun-- Gordon wants to be a justin.tv streamer and he talks to himself like an anime protagonist (GORDON SPRINT!!) and Benrey's whole thing is having his day ruined bc he couldn't play games with his friends . But Benrey also knows treating the game like it's real is idiotic, while Gordon can't help but treat it as if it were (and Scorpy Socpens n Wayne R. TV use this for some extremely good comedy).
In addition to THAT, you have Coomer, who, over the course of the webseries, realizes his life is a lie and his world is fake - subsequently becoming more lucid, serious, and aloof. His character arc brings up the question of What Does It Truly Mean, To Be Alive? (a tried and true story point !) They're all functioning on different understandings of their world-- they all understand nothing matters, but Coomer is just now realizing, and Benrey's always known it, and Gordon method acts so hard that he almost forgets it.
With that context HLVRAI becomes an argument on existential nihilism -- Coomer presents the question "nothing is real so is living this life valuable?" and Benry's response is essentially "no- if nothing matters then why care ? Do whatever you want forever ." And Gordon's is "of COURSE it's valuable, fuck you, this may not matter but I can care and try and hope and LIVE, BABY!!! leave me and my magmar plush OUTTA THIS!!" Quite a 4chan vs Tumblr argume(I am shot and killed)
But even though I describe Gordon as v earnest and sincere, it's not enitrely accurate, bc while he has a lot of Genuine Expressions of Emotion, he also seems to use anger to mask laughter ("if i had a knife i would gut you" said with an audible smile). Makes him seem less genuine and more like he's playing up the reactivity, but you still get a rly potent feeling that these are people he enjoys being around, and I'm sure that's also just Wayne R. TV playing gmod with his friends bleeding through .
Coomer's obviously the MOST sincere, he has literally the only lines that are SUPPOSED to be taken seriously. And Benrey may not be very sincere, but he IS (in Wayne R TV's words) the most sentimental, which is REALLY weird. He's constantly talking bullshit, but Scorpy Socpens still gives him these moments where it seems like he might actually care ("we should turn back.. we're going further . into HELL" and "why are we here? ..what happened to your arm?!") LIKE!! he and the others are all entertainers, they're all supposed to make you laugh (except for Dr. Coomer at one point), but Benrey especially, as he's this manifestation of insincerity and irony and absurdity--and yet?? some semblance of motivation??
If hlvrai is an argument on nihilism, then it's ALSO about how what makes life worth living is the people around you actually . Because of benrey's "nothing matters" mentality he gains Gordon's ire and subsequently becomes the antagonist as his stupid shenanigans are reframed as actively hindering the group (even though yeah EVERYONE gets in the way of everything all the time). Thus he becomes the Big Bad even though he's really just, not cut out for it . he knows his actions don't have meaningful consequences, but that sentimentality inevitably slips out, and yeah, his whole purpose is to be funny. you can't be funny to yourself now that's just embarrassing. he has the powers to shapeshift and time travel but he only does it when it's relevant to Gordon. i am constantly thinking about how he says "it replenishes your electronics" in this calm, mellow voice like he's got nothing to worry about and is just enjoying the moment . he just wants to play games with people, man!!!
and even though Gordon is so SO fucking uncool, he's allowed to be because he actually gives a shit!! even though they're both annoying, Benrey is the one who becomes the villain because of how detached he is. Gordon can stumble over his words and be clumsy as hell but he cares so deeply-- about the others, about putting on a show-- that his embarrassing attempts at being the hotshot hero of the story don't detract from his value. yeah this world isn't real but my friends are. yeah nothing matters but we can still try to help each other out. you are supposed to care!!! bitch
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Nominating Shay Cormac as a werewolf if you'd like! Beautiful work as always either way though, your art's got such a vivid/animated style to it :)
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Shay’s pretty tough for me to draw so I hope I did alright!!! But thank you so much!!! That means a lot to me!!
I wanted to try something different with shay, so for extra lore/context for this werewolf verse: one can become a werewolf through being bitten, or through enchanted wolf skins (how or what the enchantment is or came from is up for interpretation). This bit of lore is inspired by the folklore of Irish Luchthonn (correct me if I should omit this idea entirely since it’s not rly my culture) my additional note below is more just my own version for this verse
Someone who uses skins to transform is more in control of their state during a full moon, whereas those who are bitten have more animalistic werewolves due to internal rejection and pent up anxiety/frustration. The transformation process is still painful for both (for Shay’s case, as the skins meld to his own and he becomes smothered/covered), but again he has more control over this form.
Hope you like it!
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aihoshiino · 4 months
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who are your favorite OnK characters (apart from Ai)?
i love that you clarified 'apart from Ai' because my blorbo brainrot derangement so thoroughly speaks for itself <3
From the main cast, I'd say my faves are Kana, Aqua and Ruby in that order. Up to Tokyo Blade I'd say I like all of them about equally, but from TB onwards, it's more like Kana --> Aqua ----> Ruby. Not that I dislike Ruby or anything…? There's just some weird bumps in how she's characterized post Tokyo Blade and I especially just really don't like Black Hoshigan Ruby as presented in the manga so she's kind of a miss for me in that regard lol. I looooove her in the first 30-40 chapters of the manga though and especially the anime… Yurie Igoma's portrayal of her is so cute and sweet and earnest. It's fucking insane to me that Ruby is her first main role in a show?? I rly can't wait to see where her career goes from here because I really think she's gonna blow up.
ANYWAY… From the side cast… Melt my beloved <3 His arc in Tokyo Blade is so fucking good and tbh his interlude chapter was easily my favourite of his. Sooooo excited to see his glowup moments in season 2. I'm also really fond of Miyako for similar reasons! The anime especially does a ton to make her and Ai's relationship a lot warmer and closer and that combined with her relationship with the twins has me so fond of her. I like Ichigo a lot as well, though that's kind of mostly just in the context of his and Ai's relationship and the Strawberry Productions family dynamic in general and I'm not necessarily crazy invested in him as a character on his own.
I also ADORE Kyun and Nino. Viewpoint B is my favourite OnK sidestory and Kyun and her relationship with Ai are a big part of that. I'm also SOOOOOOO excited to see more of Nino in the main story… I was always so fascinated by the 45510 narrator and the mess of emotions that story lays out re: her relationship with Ai so it's been such a surprise and a delight to see her getting additional development and seeing her relationship with Ai being fleshed out even more. Huge w for gay people and evil women enjoyers everywhere.
This also might sound bonkers but uh, Ayumi Hoshino is also one of my favourite side characters?? Yeah, Ai's shitty mom! I am just so endlessly fascinated by her and am really sincerely in awe of how incredibly well realized and well characterized she is across the literal four pages of on-screen panel time she gets in the entire manga. Her abuse is so, so foundational to literally everything about Ai and her presence was this horrible black smear across Ai's past that we could never get a proper look at, so the absolute gutpunch that was the anticlimax of seeing her in person for the first time and realizing how sad and pathetic and normal she was……………. bro…………………. I may have a lot of issues with how Akasaka writes certain things in OnK but he writes toxic moms in such a raw and real way, I can't get enough of it
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caduceussky · 4 months
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rly wanna get back into drawing/illustration because i just wanna contribute to . mythology . to it’s growth and it’s ever expanding interpretations/additions/etc because i think it’s so important for us to continuously show our gods, even and especially in modern/current times like chfnfjfnbfnf !!!!!!!
like one of my fave things is just hearing ppl talk abt the theoi in the context of their ‘modern’ daily lives (ie attributing hitting sequential green lights to hermes, adding specific ingredients to your morning coffee to certain deities, talking to zeus when you’re on a flight/closer to the sky, ppl adding symbols related to athena to the corner of their school notes, etc etc)
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comradeboyhalo · 6 months
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I think the Fed Worker storylines would feel better if we also still had the eggs. As it is, it kind of feels like they're filling in the gap of NPC Storyline left with the eggs missing, which just brings out the feeling if missing the eggs even more. If the eggs were running around still, it would just be additional world-work, and be fine, yknow?
yeah, and the eggs just felt more "permanent" ? or should i say, they felt like main cast characters. whereas the federation workers very much feel like side characters, but i dont want to watch an arc about the side characters. i want the main characters. im sure tazercraft viewers with walter bob or tubbo viewers with fred might disagree with me, but also im a bbh viewer with ron and i still dont rly care about ron himself? i mean i do care, but in the way i care about characters of a tv show i forget about when im not immediately watching it. ron, to me, is only interesting in the context of bad's character development.
(also...im not a fan of info-dumpy, long book passages as a way to learn about characters. im fine when the eggs do it bc theyre the eggs and i will love and be endeared by anything they do. but i just dont hold the same feelings towards the workers :/).
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maya-chirps · 3 months
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I don't like talking about twitter drama anywhere but I just found the funniest twitter drama I've seen and it's literally about turon (a filipino snack made up of a fried wrapped banana with glazed sugar). Here's the translated thread as I guide you to this insanity:
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"I SCOLDED CASHIERS AT SM MANILA SUPERMARKET. The line to buy a turon was long and there were only a few turon left on the stand. I was in the middle of the line and there was a lot more people behind me that wanted to avail a turon."
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"There were 2 cashiers that were on break or had clocked out maybe that went to the cashier of the turon stand, and I heard that they were trying to reserve 2 turon. The cashier said 'Go to the line hey' but these two insisted that they don't need to go on the queue. So my blood started boiling because I really hate getting cut off in line."
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"Then the one cashier took 2 turons for the two cashiers that cut in line. One of them said 'Dat ours?' then the cashier gave the turon to the two cashiers that cut in line and were waiting at the counter to pay. So my blood boiled even more."
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"Then I told the cashier 'Miss you actually let these two cut in line while there's so many people in line, you're being unfair to the people waiting at the back' the cashier said 'Ah the two, sir?' Then I replied 'Obviously, yes!' with a bit of an angry tone in my voice."
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"The 2 cashiers that cut in line for the turon were already holding them then I told these other two who were assigned in the counter that 'If you don't give up the turon, I'll let your manager know, there's a lot of people in line hoping to buy it too.' Dont tolerate that kind of attitude. So unfair!"
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"The two cashiers didn't really say anything and they took the turon from the other two that cut in line. I just don't get why there's these kinds of people that could already see that there's a line but are still forcing themselves in and would choose to be unfair to others."
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"Given that they're employees of SM, shouldn't they be more understanding because we're customers where they work. I'm not saying that the customer is always right, I just wish that they also know what's right and wrong. And there, I was able to buy a Turon with Chocnut*. Delicious!"
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"And the people in line behind me because they were also able to buy some. 😊"
Additional Context:
Turon in SM is priced at PHP 25 which is relatively cheap. It's bout 0.50 USD?
More comparatively, seeing as OP looked at least middle to upper class (we'll discuss that later), it would've been easily affordable to him, but maybe a bit of a struggle for the two cashiers since they make less than the national average and are also contractual, often losing their jobs and not having any benefits.
Chocnut - a popular Filipino peanut butter chocolate that has a powdery consistency. it often melts in your mouth and is widely popular and beloved across the country.
This shit blew up and I mean blew up like this was just over ONE thread
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It blew up so much that TURON started trending in Filipino twitter
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Most people agreed that although cutting in line is bad, it seemed like OP felt way too proud of himself and probably should've just let it go because they were probably underpaid, overworked employees who only had 15 minute breaks.
OP's replies were also reeeeally self-important like
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Person 1: mygod girl just dont anger a hungry person. lols OP: I stood up not for myself but for the people who were in line too and willing to wait. Again, respect and let's just be fair. Person 2: Oh no, he rly thinks of himself as a hero after what he's done here 😭😭😭😭
People jokingly started calling OP patay-gutom (lit. dead-hungry), a term we use here for someone extremely hungry and typically those who are hungry because of extreme poverty so OP decided to prove the haters wrong by... telling people that he was actually a millionaire???
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Person 3: You're a bit patay-gutom sis in this part. All that lashing for turon? Hahaha. Get a life girly! Person 3: This is the deleted tweet of sissy @/op's handle [Screenshot of OP's tweet with an attached censored image of one of his bank account information that shows that he has 1.5 Million Pesos. OP: Me who's patay-gutom and a girly with no life, is this okay now? Or do I SS my other banks? Jkkkk✌🏻]
So anyway, here's some of my favorite tweets translated!
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The turon of SM, bow The turon of SM is queued for The sweet banana, sugar and chocnut Spreads at every bite Giving joy to those in line and the cashier Yet the poor cashier Who stood for ten hours Was denied two of the turon...
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Next time you should just buy turon here I mean you have P1.5 M in Metrobank anyway [Image of the top of a menu for Amanpulo Clubhouse Restaurant]
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The line for turon at SM jk: [screenshots of two videos of people slowly walking in a line in a crowded railway station]
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motherfucker your thread is so long that if you just used the time you used to type to just go to the next sm to buy turon
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It's officially been about a day and half since this happened but it's still trending right now which is pretty crazy. I don't think I've ever been this blown away with discourse over filo twitter until now. I will probably think about Turon Man for a good while.
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kafka-pilled · 1 year
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the obligatory pinned info/about me post:
hiiiiiii so um,
i’m 20, femme cis girl (she/her). for now I’ll go by lavender on here.
extremely bisexual (plus a switch). i’m attracted to people of any and all genders. probably arospec. idk not sure
i’m also autistic if that’s relevant idk don’t be fucking weird about it if you’re NT
DNI:
minors (duh)
sissy kink blogs
bigots
s/h blogs
gold star lesbians (and biphobes in general)
men who fetishize bi women. get the fuck off my blog.
incest kink blogs
terfs, detrans kink blogs, raceplay, misogyny kink etc. are blocked on sight. i also block people that steal photos to add cringey fetish captions.
also don't slide into my dms if you're a cishet dude over 26, you can enjoy my blog and stuff but trying to hit on me would make me uncomfortable. i’m not attracted to people more than a few years older than me, full stop.
my kinks:
hypno (rly specific abt it tho, i don’t rly reblog spirals and the like i have better taste than that)
somno
medical/test subject stuff
praise/LIGHT degradation (pls call me a whore/slut but if you imply i’m nothing but a set of holes i’m out)
basically anything kafka from honkai: star rail does
uhhh yeah just kinda scroll and you’ll see em lol
my limits:
breeding/pregnancy
bimbofication (ik it seems contradictory but i don't like being called a bimbo in a sexual context)
actual bodily harm (pls don’t hurt me)
DDLG/daddy kink (“mommy” is still on the table)
the phrase “little girl” in any capacity (i’m probably taller than you so don’t even try with the “it’s a size thing”)
intox play involving alcohol (seriously just. fucking don’t)
i’ll edit this later to pretty it up and make additions as needed but that’s all for now <3
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kae-karo · 2 months
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🛠Is there a scene or anything in the WIP you are struggling with right now? ❤️❤️❤️
BELLAMY hi hello !!!! <3 for context (x)
🛠Is there a scene or anything in the WIP you are struggling with right now?
u know i rly was struggling with the rest of spellbound for a bit, i realized i needed like. three whole additional scenes? to really round out the emotional arc of the story, but i think i've got it mostly sorted now in a way i'm quite happy with
that said, i AM struggling a tiny bit with the spinoff, which is kaisae centric - or, it's sort of kaisae centric, but also shaping up to be very shidou&sae centric as well? and i suspect it'll trend more toward the shidou&sae end, which wasn't really what i intended, but is probably the only thing that makes the Plot make any sense? so i think honestly i'm just kinda trying to reconcile that fact lmao
i think the crux of the issue at this stage is trying to balance what i Want to do (write kaisae) with what the story probably Will be about (the shidou&sae relationship) so i'll probs start poking around and just seeing what happens LMAO
send some wip asks from this list!!
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herzspalter · 2 years
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So I just read the first chapter of your comic and I found it rly interesting and cool! Can’t wait to see more! But anyways, you mentioned in the description that it had inspiration from Swiss folklore. Could you tell us more abt that and what folklore it’s based on bc I’m super curious. Thank you!
Helloo! Thank you so so much for reading the comic, I'm so happy you like it so far! ;_;
The folklore based parts start appearing in the next chapter! I was thinking of adding a little section on the website where, as they appear, I go into a bit of background and additional context for the folk tales I took inspiration from! :D
Thank you so much again for reading, it means a lot to me! ;_;
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barbreypilled · 1 year
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⭐ for ikte!!!
hehehehe
anyway I started writing this silly ahh fic in July 2022 after rereading the series and I have a lot of silly headcanons and silly little facts that I cooked up in my crazy brain hehehe also this is going to be annoyingly long so I'm putting it under a read more
-I’ve had the headcanon that the victors were trafficked out of a physical brothel since about 7th grade when I found out what a brothel was, i liked the idea of them all kind of commiserating. In my mind sex trafficking is actually a huge moneymaker in the Capitol even before Ptolemy’s time but he streamlined it in some way and eventually was able to monopolize it (I won’t get into that fully yet bc there’s a pretty big plot point related to that) (I spent way too much time thinking about this lmao), in addition to victors and ‘roadsiders’ as mentioned in the 3rd chapter he also gets his pick of new shipments of Avoxes, which go for way cheaper. (I’m trying to remember what has actually been published yet lmao I’m just omw home from work rn, none of this is like. major spoilers tho like I won’t talk about [REDACTED] or the [REDACTED] 🤪😎 anyway I love writing about evil shitty ppl doing weird evil shit my Baby Book headcanons are very ASOIAF coded
-idk how many chapters there are going to be yet but as of right now probably about 70, I’m contemplating breaking it up by year bc it starts w Annie’s games and ends right at the beginning of CF w a post-MJ epilogue. Im also giving pre-canon POV chapters to a few characters, as of rn I have one for Asenath and one for Ronan aka Ciaran’s dad but I can’t decide who else…. also on that note Asenath’s backstory is fucking bonkers and I can’t get into it rn without just openly spoiling a huge chunk of the second half of the fic but it’s. a lot. it starts to be hinted at in the 7th chapter which will ideally be up soon… >:)
-I have entirely too many opinions about fanon Annie and how I am literally the only person who Gets Her and I won’t get into all of that now but as an Actual Mentally Ill Person™️ I definitely don’t think the Capitol would have just left her alone after she Came Back Wrong like I definitely think the upper echelon would have kind of pretended all that never happened especially bc (at least in my take as we will see soon bc I have actually finished those chapters hehe) she was INCREDIBLY inconvenient as it pertained to mainstream entertainment/network tv but the tabloids and more low-brow media outlets would have had an absolute field day w her and that’s a major plot point in The Piss. Also as someone who has had actual psychotic episodes and has actual OCD and actual autism I’m definitely taking her in a different direction than most ppl do lmao. Also somewhat on that note I know there is a high demand for like. rly saccharine odesta content there is absolutely none of that in the piss lmao. Like they have cute little couple-y scenes but for a good chunk of it they are two deeply traumatized unemployed 18/19year olds w way too much money basically just sniping at each other until one of them overhears someone talking shit about the other and gets their child gladiator sleeper agent murder instinct triggered
-A few scenes I'm rly looking forward to publishing in no particular order without any context are The Seal Scene, Angerona Heavensbee's Wedding, the 72nd games, The Ismene Reveal, The Phoca Reveal and Persephone's introduction hehehehe and half of these are already fully finished >:)
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mysteryman-17 · 2 years
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* ...Well, no use trying to change the past. * Only thing to do now is keep going.
Time’s End is an AHIT/Undertale crossover AU of sorts, taking place in the aftermath of a timeline where you lose the final boss fight against Mustache Girl. You can find the write-up here! In addition to the AO3 link being updated with lots of new material, you can also find the write-ups for the Neutral Endings and TimeWarp Route requirements over on Google Docs! The logo for Time's End was designed by @bittybattybunny. She's an incredible artist, be sure to check out their work here on Tumblr and over on Twitter!!
Mustache Girl takes on a hybrid Asgore and Asriel role. Years ago, she took Hat Kid's Time Pieces and set into motion a chain of events that would drastically change the world as everyone knew it, including her being in charge of the whole world. She thought this would be the best way to serve "proper" justice back then, but now? She's just tired. Mu's been done with this for quite some time, and she feels deeply trapped. That no matter how much she just wants to turn back the clock and just have a friend, or even a home to call her own... she's come so far, she can't stop now! The spark that started this mess is long gone and that's putting it lightly, but Mu sure as hell isn't going to actually say it, let alone give in to Bow without a fight.
Motifs:
Judge, Jury and Executioner
Get Lost (modified)
Main Theme/Title Screen (chords)
Did not expect to be updating one of the tracks that I actually bothered to port over from my main SC so soon, yet here we are! Have rly started to dislike the V1 more and more, so I wanted to do smth more fitting as a Determination replacement (even without the AU context.) Kept the instruments from Darkness Falls like the V1, but incorporated further sound elements from Faint Courage; also referenced a mf scale this time(!!!) And while Main Theme/Title Screen is still here ala the second half's chords, I decided to incorporate Get Lost as the melody in that section this time. Am much happier with this track now, and I hope you guys enjoy! --Chris
You can also listen to this track in high quality on the AU’s SoundCloud here!
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