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opoki · 11 months

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So when Riza almost died because of the gold-tooth doctor, Roy's reaction gets me everytime. And it took me watching FMAB three times, to notice the tear in his eye. I checked the manga, it's only in the anime. But whoever decided to draw this has my gratitude.

I love the heart wrenching feeling I get from this and other sad RoyAi scenes. It's a pleasure to feel my heart ripping into two pieces every time.

#fma #fma brotherhood #fma manga #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #roy mustang #riza hawkeye #fma royai #Royai #royai week 23 #I really want to cry

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rams-gallery · 2 years

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! Important !

Hello this is not something I usually post here but please help me spread awareness. If you don't know what's happening in the art community in my country (the Philippines) let me show you this.

Currently Ferdinand Romualdez Marcos Jr. commonly known as Bongbong Marcos/BBM is leading the presidential race. BBM is the son of Ferdinand Marcos (the 10th president of the PH) he was known for his corruption and brutality.

Because of this many foreign clients are cancelling art commission from Filo artists (with some claiming they "don't want to support someone who supports a dictator")

I just want to make it clear that not all of us voted for him and not all of us supports him. Many Filipinos are grieving right now because they don't want the Marcoses to rule the PH again.

I don't do commissions but I have friends who do and I can see how people cancelling greatly affects them. Most of these artist rely on art to earn. Most Filo artist also rely on foreign commissions since the value of art here is dirt cheap.

Please support us. Please don't make assumptions and cancel a commission without hearing the artist's side first.

If you're a filo artist please feel free to share your commissions.

I'm sorry for posting too much about the elections here but I really don't know what to do anymore.

#art #ph #Philippines #important #spread awareness #halalan2022 #ph elections #filipino #filipino artist #i also want to make it clear that i DO NOT support the marcoses and i would never support them #i really want to cry #it's so unfair

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divingintothewatersoftheworld · 1 year

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I'M DEVASTED 💔

I'm not sure whether it's because of the writer's strike or not since the show is English so I won't say too much about it but I will miss this show so much <3

#i really want to cry #i don't think i've ever felt that sad about a show being cancelled #rip lockwood & co you will be missed #lockwood and co #netflix

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denadoodles · 1 year

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Empty tears

#digital drawing #digital painting #digital art #art #I can’t feel anything #it’s pretty right?#why do I want to slap her?#cry cry cry cry #vent ig #I really want to cry #I haven’t done that in a while #no one cares #no one does #haha

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painterofhorizons · 1 year

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Was at a bookstore today and saw a probably otherwise great book for kids that was titled with "boys club" and "for boys" so I start complaining to my companion about how the unnecessarily gendered title already ruins the otherwise maybe great book to me (I was looking at it for my niece and nephew) and an employer hears me complaining and comes over to ask what's wrong and I tell him what bothers me and how of course that's no issue of the bookstore but of the company making the book but how it's just not necessary to gender this book when you can simply make it an "adventure for kids" book instead of an "adventure for boys" book. And I really appreciate that the employer took time to discuss the matter with us but goodness it is so frustrating.

So I get the whole capitalist "gender marketing sells better" argument and if he had simply let it there I could have probably let it there too. Like I don't like it but I understand that the small store needs to make profit to survive. And the (bullshit) topic of (bullshit) gender marketing is a whole different one and doesn't even need to be addressed here rn.

He even suggested that I as a customer should write that to the company making the book and tell them and how that has more weigth than when the bookstores complain. So that part was even helpful.

But then as the discussion went on he completely started to argue from a biological perspective. That the matter that boys prefer cars as toys and specific activities and girls prefer dolls and other activities was first and foremost a matter of genes.

I wanted to drop to the floor and start to throw a tantrum.

While I am aware of the studies that show that genetic stuff (sorry for not having the correct terms at hand rn, tired non native English speaker at my end) has SOME influence (or can have) on preferences, the much bigger and more definitive part is goddamn socialization and culture and adults. Like, it has REASONS why boys go to this book in the store and girls go to others, and it. Is. Not. Genes. It is not biology. It is not "that's how boys are, I can tell because I see them buy this book and ignore that other book all day long" yes dear sir but have you ever wondered WHY boys go to this book instead of that one. Have you ever wondered about what and whom imprints on children. Have you ever wondered about-

I kept asking him about it and argue with socialization and he kept repeating "no but I know because I see children I read as boys come in and take this book and not that one every day and it's all genes" and aaaaaaaaaaaaaah-

Oh dear cheesecake I aged within those xx minutes of conversation. And really, I appreciate that he took time to have it, but for everything good in this world people like him are not part of the change this world (and the kids!) need to see.

It's not genes that make children prefer this or that book. It's marketing. It's society. It's parents and other folks living with the kids making some activities more attractive to them than others for reasons that are archaic.

I really want to cry.

#Listen I deal with gender equality on my job already #Having to have to the same discussions in book stores is really depressing #Reminds me of that time I worked at a bookstore #And the boss was 'here's the ladies section full of romance'#'and here's the male's section'#And I was like excuse me sir but what the fuck #I really want to cry #I want children to grow up in a better world #One without stupid damn fuck gender marketing #Just to begin with

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rainysaturdayafternoon · 1 year

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i’m probably going to fall asleep without having gotten anything done

#i really want to cry #leah’s lost thoughts

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golden-barnes · 2 years

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Europe has really been testing my mental health. Especially Italy. Two people declined to sit next to me and preferred to stand up in the ferry.

#just for them to sit next to my white friends #ive never felt more uncomfortable and felt like im disgusting #and my friend that speaks Italian was telling me about how one said that she would never sit next to me #i really want to cry #nami rambling

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calmmyfears · 1 year

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trying to pretend my sister didn't almost threw me on the floor. it rarely gets physical but when it happens, they act like it's the most normal thing and i freeze and then i dissociate. they can shove and push me around like a puppet and i can't do anything about that.

#i really want to cry #but i am trying to act like it didn't bother me #apart from a few bruises i am fine #toxic family #trauma #abuse tw

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moonstrider9904 · 2 years

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I just need a hug you guys

#this day has been crap #i really want to cry

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dollelujah · 2 years

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my brother might have exposed me to covid, knowing the numerological effects it can have, let alone what a mere fever can do to lower a seizure threshold in someone with epilepsy.

I literally quit my job in December and started living on my savings and eating nothing but dried beans and multivitamins because I had this crazy, insane, STUPID belief covid would be over by summer of '22, but I just had to quarantine for just a little while longer.

I'm so upset and worried and all I can do is sit here and wait a few days until I can get tested for the 7th fucking time because we only hung out this morning, then he got his results a few hours later.

#I really want to cry #I know i can't pass it on via clothing or surfaces but I don't even want to sew rn #he said he just had a sinus issue and i was stupid enough to believe him #hes trying to guilt trip me like i should feel sorry for someone not masking and going out all the time #i keep telling him cases are going back up since mask mandates ended #but i guess im the stupid sibling

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saygoodbyetothedawn · 2 years

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its in moments like these i feel...wilted, shall we say

please darling, press me like a flower between the pages of your favorite book

remember me for the vibrance i used to have, no the sickly withered little thing ive become

please remember me and love me enough to keep me even though Ive wilted and all that remains is the memory of my colors

#muttering #its embarassing to be this way #i really want to cry #it feels like im shouting into the void #but what else am i meant to do i suppose #i miss the person i was before all this #so much less depressing then i am now

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eatyourdamnpears · 7 months

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I’ve been in such a funk since the concert. I’m not even sure I enjoyed myself that much. maybe I did. I don’t know

#I don’t think I’m a concert person #parts of it were fun but parts of it were like …I’d rather be in bed right now and watching clips of this off tiktok #isn’t post-concert blues a thing? right? it’s a thing?#all I know is I feel really shitty and all I want to do is cry about it

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beepbopalien · 7 months

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Just had my appraisal meeting today to debate the value the district came up with, the board wanted to raise my property tax more than the district already is. I really don't understand the benefits of owning a home in today's economy.

#I really want to cry #Time to burn down a government building #if all of the documents are gone do we get free taxes for eternity #why am i alive

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sadisthetic · 2 months

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