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My life be exotic frr i mean who ever almost died of an explosion in school like?sad part is because of that i had to walk on the rain all to my house :( but I'm okay don't worry duckie!
-🐢 anon
🐢 anon what even happened-
IM GLAD UR OK BUT LIKE.... DAMN BRO.... YOURE NOT HURT OR ANYTHING RIGHT??
I am sending you all the warm drinks and blankets through the screen RIGHT NOW!!!!! Someone as awesome as u should NOT deserve a near death experience via explosion
#'i almost died of an explosion in school' is SUCH a raw opening line HDSHDHS#im glad ur doing ok tho!! dont know how id live without 🐢 anon coming into my ask box </333#i will do literally anything that would help you feel better 🐢 anon i hope u know that#i can write a quick drabble on whatever you want no cap#i need to get to writing anyway </33#GRAHHHH I HOPE UR FEELING BETTER AFTER ALL THAT!!!! YOU DESREVE TO FEEL BETTER#🐢 anon#edit: forgor to add the 🐢 anon tag </33
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f to my parasite mu dreams </3 i thought i may as well finish this right now since otherwise id never post it
#kusunoki muu#muu kusunoki#mu kusunoki#kusunoki mu#milgram#milgram fanart#my art#i started this (checks file) oh god half a year ago#and got like 70% done and then never got around to finishing#so i just fixed the lines and cleaned it up a little in about 2 hours#when i first drew this i intended this to be a lot cleaner but if i did that i would never finish#it doesnt need to be perfect it just needs to be done etc#especially since i have uni now so im going to drop off the face of the earth#im. planning to focus on fic writing too so uh. <33 see you guys in a year i guess#rip to the mountains of 01 and 03 fanart i will never get around to cleaning up enough for posting#i love doodling them but finishing proper art is pain#its 1am. i ignored homework for this.#anyway i dont care what canon says i will continue to listen to parasite and imagine mu amvs to it
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fuck it friday!
starting fuck it friday with an extract from the wedding timeloop in the hopes that it'll make me start writing again because i didn't write down buck's speech after my shower last night and i can't remember anything about it😭
"What the hell was that?" Maddie hisses at him, eyes wide and burning as she stares him down. Eddie doesn't know exactly what it is she's accusing him of, doesn't know if she caught his and Buck's moment at the altar, doesn't know if this is big sister protectiveness or just plain fury.
"I don't know," Eddie retorts, obstinate and desperate. He's a big brother, an eldest sibling, he can handle Maddie. "You're the one that yanked me into a supply closet."
"Because of whatever the hell happened up there." Maddie jabs an accusing finger at the wall, pointing through to the ceremony room. Eddie's heart freezes in his chest.
"I don't know what you're talking about," Eddie mumbles, cowering a little under her unimpressed eyebrows. She scoffs, folding her arms over her chest as she rolls her eyes in a move that would give Christopher a run for his money.
"Really?" She turns a little softer then, face scrutinising as she examines him. "You don't remember turning to face Buck so fast I kind of want to check you for whiplash?"
"Nope." Eddie swallows, thick and cloying.
"So then, you don't remember Buck looking at you instead of his wife?" The last word comes out like an accusation, and Eddie can only squeeze his eyes shut as it lodges itself between his ribs like a serrated knife.
"No," he chokes out, just a hiccupping breath as it falls out of him.
"Eddie." Maybe it's a Buckley thing, saying his name like it means more than it does. It knocks him sideways, and Eddie rests his shoulder against the doorframe just to keep himself upright. "What was that?"
"I don't know," he breathes. "I don't know, Maddie. I wish I did, but—" A sob rises in him unbidden, and Eddie presses his fist to his mouth like he's about to throw it up.
"Eddie, hey, what..." Maddie trails off as she steps closer, hands hovering just a few inches away from him like she's not quite sure if she can touch him without him shattering into pieces. It's a fair assumption, Eddie isn't sure either. And, really, despite all the people they have in common, neither of them know each other well enough to provide comfort. So, Eddie wraps his arms around himself and takes a deep breath. "Eddie, why did Buck look at you like he'd just seen you for the first time?"
and i shall tag @danielsousa @diazass @butchdiaz @shitouttabuck @try-set-me-on-fire if you guys have anything to share <3
#sami rambles#couldnt decide between this and the bowtie scene but i want to keep the bowtie scene secret for a little longer#anyway i know its just the process and bc im still getting into it but i haaaaate this fic so far#i need to get to the bit i actually want to write#bc like im already being viciously cruel to eddie but it only gets exponentially worse and im so excited about it#palm springs au#buddie wip#fuck it friday#tag game#mutuals<33
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hehe. crackling
#just me hi#hey do your ears crackle and get kind of uncomfortable when people yell lol#sometimes regular loud noises do it but not really#it started happening like a year or so ago and blahh hfh#and then like a chill goes down from my ears to the back of my neck ? it's weird man#do i probably know why that is? yea lmao. do i wanna speculate anyway? Yes it's fun ehehehehegh :33#the fairies dropped some dust on my bed during one visit and now it makes my ears itchy on the inside i guess#the ocean is whispering but reception is poor#old tissue paper from some birthday some years ago is still hangin around#tv static lives in my head and goes for walks sometimes :)#the characters stored inside are opening their packages#Thought Blender 3000 (Guaranteed Blending (Max Puree)) has been invoked#my neurons are playing musical chairs#brain is doin a little jig#the possibilities... Endless.........#//anywhoooo i have GOT to write#not because i have to but because i Need to. you understand#so i'm going to see which part of the universe will decide No. Not Now when i start hbvfhs :3#let's seee#ofc i'm going to reblog a handful of things beforehand though. it's just the way things are done lol :33#toooooodles :>>
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Hi! 💕 34 for the spotify wrapped ficlets? 🥰
hi riley! this is such a cute song and was definitiely fun to write 💗 thank you!
Sat in a pub on the Heath, first kiss, first Friday in June
You asked what I tell my friends, said, "It's a glowing review"
Baby, nothing much has changed, I guess your buzzcut, it grew
But I'm still the girl with the blush, giving a glowing review
The little bell above the door rings as Bucky enters the cafe, and he checks his phone for the time. Only fifteen minutes late, he thinks. That’s still forgivable. He scans the tables that are busy with other Sunday-brunchers, and then spots his friends in the back left corner.
With a smile, he makes his way over to them. “Hey, guys.”
“Good morning,” Wanda greets. “You’re late.”
“And you’re wearing yesterday’s shirt,” Natasha adds.
Bucky frows and lets out an incredulous huff of a laugh. “What? You didn’t even see me yesterday.”
“Yeah, but you are very active on your Instagram story.” Natasha gives him a smug little smile as he sits down across from her.
“That,” he says with a pointed look in her direction, “is stalker behavior. And why am I being interrogated so early in the morning?”
“It’s after ten,” Wanda laughs.
Clint frowns at her. “That’s early.”
Bucky leans across the table to high five him.
The girls roll their eyes, but say nothing for a moment as they all take a minute to look at the menu. Bucky knows what he wants, really. He’s been getting the blueberry waffles here since they first started coming.
Instead he looks around the bright, colorful space and lets the June sun fall on his face through the window and let’s himself think about last night, and this morning. He’s smiling into his hand before he knows it.
“Okay, Bucky,” Natasha interrupts his daydream. “Your grace period is over.”
“That was the grace period?”
Natasha doesn't respond. “Spill. I assume the date went well since you didn’t go home last night?”
And Bucky really isn’t good at being subtle. He can feel his lips straining to hold back a grin as soon as she asks.
“Oh my god,” Clint remarks. “He’s whipped.”
“Shut up,” Bucky says pointedly. “I am not whipped. But, um. Yeah. It went really well.”
His friend all just look at him with pointed stares like he’s not off the hook yet. Bucky lets out a long breath, and then gives in.
He tells them about how he had really only been going on the tinder date because his therapist said he needed to get out more, and also because the guy was gorgeous on his pictures, but how that had had nothing on him in real life. He told them that Steve was nice, and funny, and seemed genuinely interested in the world and in Bucky. They had gotten burritos for dinner and then gone for drinks and talked until the bar closed at 3 AM. Nothing had happened, he explained with a pointed look, but Steve’s place was much closer and Bucky was really tired so Steve had offered his place up.
“He’s a gentleman,” Bucky tells them. “He offered to sleep on the couch, for fuck’s sake.”
Wanda barks out a surprised, happy little laugh. Clint snorts.
“He didn’t though?” Natasha asks with a gracefully raised eyebrow.
Bucky feels himself blush, even though he knows its ridiculous. “No. I wanted to cuddle.”
Wanda laughs in earnest then, and the others join in with chuckles of their own. It’s not mean, though, not at all, and Bucky feels a laugh bubble out of his own throat at the joy he feels reverberate around the table.
“A glowing review, then?” Wanda asks, still grinning.
Bucky nods. His cheeks are warm.
“We’re happy for you, Bucky.”
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This time, he’s almost thirty minutes late. The bell above the door still rings out in the same jingle, and Bucky still finds his friends at the same table in the back corner by the window.
He goes to them swiftly, still slightly out of breath from his power walk from the subway stop. “Hey,” he greets. “Sorry I’m late.”
Wanda rolls her eyes good-naturedly. “We’re used to it.”
Natasha checks her watch. “This is a pretty significant one, though. Have a good morning?”
Her voice is teasing and suggestive, and Bucky off-handledly gives he the finger. “Shut up.”
“That’s a yes,” she says, and Bucky wants to wipe that smug look right off her face.
Bucky still orders the blueberry waffles and a large coffee, and Clint still gets a giant strawberry milkshake. Wanda wants the fresh orange juice. The whole thing feels very familiar, like stepping into a timeless scene of unchanging comfort. Bucky basks in it.
But he’s also grinning again, thinking about Steve and how he had looked that morning, with sleepy eyes and messy golden hair, and how he had kissed Bucky goodbye with an easy, familiar ‘see you tonight’.
Bucky hears his name suddenly, and looks up to find Natasha giving him an amused look.
“What?” he asks dumbly.
Her amused smile widens. “We were wondering if you’re free Friday. They’re playing that Scorcese movie at the Spectacle.”
“The mafia one?”
Natasha nods.
Bucky thinks for a moment. “I’ll have to see. It’s mine and Steve anniversary, but I’ll ask.”
“Not it’s not,” Wanda says quickly, and Bucky shoots her a questioning gaze. “You got together at my birthday party on the 16th, I remember.”
Bucky lets out an incredulous huff. “You guys know way too much about this relationship,” he comments. “But, yeah, sure, that’s when we made it official. But we just say the first Friday in June.”
The others nod. They must also be remembering the way Bucky came in almost a year ago, fifteen minutes late and in yesterday’s shirt.
“It’s still going well, then?” Wanda asks.
Bucky feels himself grin and blush before he’s even opened his mouth. “Yeah. Really well. I- He’s just wonderful.”
Natasha laughs. “Oh my god. Truly nothing has changed.”
“His weird haircut grew out,” Clint points out.
And before Bucky can protest that it was cute, Wanda chimes in. “But Bucky’s still sitting at brunch with a blush, giving a glowing review.”
Bucky’s blush deepens. He remembers all those months ago, when Steve had worried about what Bucky told his friends. He really needn’t have.
#i need to get myself under control because oh my god why are all of these 1k#that was not the intention skskks#anyway i hope you like it <33#stucky#stucky ficlet#glowing review by maisie peters#also omg peep the goncharov plug#tortle writes
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i think i played sims 4 with my sister for six hours straight today?
#vixella + james turner's sale promo post convinced me#$33 dollars down the drain BUT it was for the two packs i'd most likely use anyway#we made ace attorney characters partly to captivate my sister's attention and also because it's funny as fuck#though i do have OCs in mind... yes it's 1:30 AM but i might just like...#write some more OCs. and watch more vixella :) i love her content sm#i also kind of wanted to figure out what sims traits my irl friends would have because i think it's funny#but i can't tell if that's the sort of thing i need to debrief them about#or to like never mention because who the fuck cares#ultimately i truly do not think any of them would give a shit but you know#(btw we got romantic garden stuff (free); city living ($16); and seasons ($16) + base game (free))#both city living & seasons would ordinarily be $30-40 so...#we also want to circle back to grab cats & dogs (~$30-40; $16 on this sale but it's only 24 hr)#but i thought that city living was more strategic at the moment#+ i would in the long run LOVE to have growing together or parenthood... and parenthood runs cheaper in general...#but i already have spent a lot of money this semester :/#mostly because Ooh Purchase Euphoria! and also because my college is located somewhere which. sigh.#has FAR higher prices than where i currently live#in a way that is truly horrifying but i do in fact go to college and need to get groceries somehow#so it's more of a desensitization thing because that does still need to occur#so like $33 dollars is very reasonable is my point
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#periodical life updates#genuinely about to write a whole post explaining wxs ship dynamics because they ALL work well together. i love them <33#i have a LOT to say about emurui specifically. i know the big ship in this group. i get it! people /love/ the gays. but emurui is so cool#from the small things (rui understands what emu means when she says ''BANG-POP-WOOSH!'') to big things (their parallel arcs in WxS)#just! nene and tsukasa going to be big worldly actors and emu and rui curling in on the memories in the bubble of the wonderstage#how long will it last. how long do they still have together. they don't want to hold their friends back but this was everything to them.#do you THINK ABOUT THEM!! believe me i love every connection in this polycule but i need more people to think about emurui hdkjdh#anyway moving on. i have lgbt club tomorrow and a bunch of deadlines are definitely closing in :/ ive got a lot to do and i DONT WANT TO.#i definitely want to start the queue up again ive got a lot of things in there i want to reblog <33#i want to start on that eca comic again. waughh theres a lot. there's always a lot. oh well. we'll get through it.#idk what else to update on other than ''im really busy'' ''i'll restart queue'' and ''i think emurui is cool'' so i guess thats it!!#see u ily!!
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a girlboss (sad) and the cause of half of her problems (a daughter)
#hii this is like a timeline kind of template so there's spoilers be warned :]#and hiii again this is the first time i come up with my own template if u see smth weird don't mind it please <3 jkdfnk#DO NOT LOOK at vhanya's fc i just idk i struggled so hard bc i need someone with blonde hair so it's easier to edit to white and just jsdnfk#i was losing my mind truly#anyways rhaenne and vhaemond <33 my current brain worms#*ocstuff#oc: arianne#oc: visenyra#mine#this was supposed to be an arianne only show but then i was like...i will never get the energy to make a template from scratch so i'll#squeeze this as much as i can. i just needed smth like..relationship template but also timeline?? then i wanted to talk with no sense about#them and the second template was born. idk i just like intricate stories. much to say just vhanya is both sooo dumb and sooo..i want to hug#i could've easily go with haha she sides with the blacks :) but noo i want her to feel the pain coming with her choice till her very last#moment <33 i love torturing my ocs huh. and arianne..girlboss gaslight and so on..her putting her daughter above love...#the resentment and hate but love and affection that goes on between mother and daughter...shocking#there's so much i could say but my brain feels blank rn so rip#also watch me trying to find alternative ways to not just plainly write 'these guys fucked lmao' in vhaemond timeline dkfjfksd
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it's definitely extremely funny that after i start writing a smut For Real (not clickbait) i proceed to receive. a fucking nosebleed. like this is anime.
#it's definitely Something that it also happened like. after i seem to have lost interest in writing it#BUT ALSO THE NOSEBLEED JUST LIKE. FUCKING HAPPENED???#LIKE I WAS TRYING TO SLEEP (had been for like an HOUR) AND THEN SUDDENLY. I FEEL THIS RUSH OF LIQUID OUT MY NOSE????#and i'm like 'oh it's like when i'm ill and have a runny nose.' but i also wasn't sentient enough to think 'but i'm not sick???'#however i WAS sentient enough to think 'what if it's a nosebleed? let's taste it' AS IF I HAD A NOSEBLEED IN THE LAST DECADE#and then i was like 'hmm well it's kinda thick and metally. let's turn on the light just in case.' AND WHABAM.... BLOOD ON MY HANDS#okay well that's a lie i also smeared some on my fingers n squinted at it in the dark n was like 'that's awful dark. it might be blood'#and THEN i turned on the light and saw all the blood. my sheets have tinie bloodstain on them now. and also my stuffed unicorn :c#and then it just like. wouldn't stop. but it has stopped now! huzzah#i almost went to the bathroom to get a wad of toilet paper but then i remember i still keep a box of tissues by my bedside#from my plague days when i Definitely Fucking Needed Those Things All The Live Long Day#(oh right i got vaccinated yesterday <33 well i guess two days ago now. we love inoculation!!! i'm doing my part :D)#anyway i'm now chillin in bed with the lights on and my head tilted back bc i'm worried#that if i just try to go back to sleep then my nose will just start gushing blood again#anyway i also went and got a glass of water. that's supposed to help right? right#anyway (2) we'll see what happens to that smut. i Need to be better than my archnemesis at this#tho considering she writes like Peak any two guys shit these days i imagine it would not be that hard!#花話
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okay so BASICALLY my theory is that there was originally a trio of goddesses - the sun, the moon, and the stars. as aster and lunadeyis are to the land and sea, the third had taken the sky.
(this is, in part, why the sun city is suspended in the sky - it used to be a community dedicated to the star goddess, and a nearby island was aster's, but the community was decimated and the island was flooded. this is a thought for another time though.)
there's also the fact that the prophecy is a hero born of moonlight, storm, and sea - two elements pretty clearly attributed to lunadeyis, and the third sort of... toeing the line of aster's. however, in the sun temple's interpretation of the prophecy, this champion is first chosen by aster, then basically approved by lunadeyis.
storm feels very out of place here. aster and her followers are known for being very rigid about rules and specific rituals, following certain practices. closer to black and white. contrasting that, luna and her followers are Much more relaxed, and are far more forgiving. neither really align with the storm element of the prophecy .. blinks slowly
it's also minorly important to remember this is first and foremost a conflict between lunadeyis and aster, one between sea and land. so. clearly this third goddess won't need too much sway in its outcome.
now. why would a third goddess exist in the first place? she has no stake in the happenings of mana - none of the people living there have anything to Do with the sky.
but. the black.. ooze. the egg.
what would anyone else have to gain from a corruption sweeping over land and sea?
i don't think lunadeyis would have anything to do with some other force taking over part of her precious ocean. i doubt that after the establishment of the prophecy aster would be so bold as to make a direct attack, either - and very much not one that doesn't do anything to convert it from sea to land.
you wish on shooting stars for luck. that place they ended up during the final voyage asked what their desires were. it's darkness, the kind that corrupts.
and a third goddess may be vying for power.
#from the deep dark#screw it.maintagging.#jrwi#jrwi riptide#eclipses jrwi#another smallll reason is becuase i Need things to come in threes so i made up vereina to fill in that gap#ivesat in a silent vc watching a mouse eat chocolate the entire time writing this post amen#sorry this gets less comprehensible the longer it goes.i dont care. brain dump#there's ALSO a connection to be made to niklaus. but im not writing that right now.#anyway hiiiii :33 i made up a third goddess :3333#i call her vereina she exists to Me#i havent. watched the prequel oneshot in a while sorry if theres wrong details.#lunadeyis#riptide aster
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happy monday friendz !! the sun is shining today and i am feelin v rested this morning (which is surprising bc normally the sunday scaries get me !!) i hope everyone has a wonderful day !! && please be extra kind to yourself at our lil start of the week !! ^_^
#i mean the sunday scaries did get me but they didn’t tire me out so a win is a win#woke up feelin weird but nothing a lil music can’t fix !! :3#im hoping i get a chance to write a little today#wanna write for kuroo ;( !!!!#need that lil boost of comfort yknow ?#anyways sending out lots of luv <33#⁺. ʚ aims lore ɞ ⋆˙
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good morning!! <3
#woo now i get to work on the hsr events#and if i wanna i can finish up exploration now that the quest's over#the quest roped so many areas off which was silly - i just wanted the chests in the various dead ends lol#but anyways#that's my main like 'plan' for today#other than that i'll probably like try to write a little or smth#still trying to come up with a tag for raf - maybe i need to read his anecdotes again for ideas#i'm very picky when it comes to the tags i give f/os so this is just usual for me lol#anyways#i hope today/tonight is kind to you <33#morning rambles
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D3molish.
#i don't like this thst much but itssss ok?#ive fought with this drawing for over a month and restarted it at one point bc the perspective wasn't extreme enough#and its still not enough now auughgh but im gonna post it so i can get myself to draw other things#its supposed to be a perspective from the ground looking up but#i wanna talk about him so bad and i was gonna do it here but im tired<33#i need to write the plot outline but im still not used to just making a post randomly talking about my ocs#ill get over it one day but i have a lot of stuff (mainly school work) to deal with so im not in the mood#oopss this turned into me ranting anyways rise and grind#stole the title from Splatoon can you tell I've played too much side order#portal 2#portal#portal oc#vampire core
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having SO many mike warren thoughts i want to share but THEYRE ALL IN MY NATIVE LANGUAGE AND ITS TOO ENERGY CONSUMING TO ACTUALLY TRANSLATE ANY OF THEm like what the FCUKK
anyway its once again going insane over special agent mike warren hours happy going insane over special agent mike warren hours to everyone who celebrates < 3333
#YOU DONT GET TO TALK TO ME#because youre not sentimental mike#yes i am#i would be like 10x times more active here IF ONLY i could like. immediately straight up write down all my thoughts in english#i mean i can and i do occasionally but like. fucking UGH#anyway. thinking about literally EVERYTHING#mikecharlie and mikejohnny bromances. mikes death. adhd mike. .#mike who tries his best and forgives people who hurt (MORE LIKE LITERALLY MURDERED < 33) him and who just wants to be loved#tender and caring and supportive mike emotionally vulnerable mike mike who cries and needs help mike who does everything he can#he wants a friend he wants someone to trust w whom he can be himself and not be afraid of being used n manipulated he wants someone to love#hes so tired of everyones shit hes been dragged through literally EVERYTHING hes seen murders hes seen tortures a person committed suicide#right in front of him hes literally been dead hes been abused hes been addicted hes been shot two times and at second time he couldnt even#go to a hospital he was lying injured and shot in some fucking garage on the cold floor and was alone should i go on with the list#he didnt deserve any of that shit AND IM GOING TO FUCKIGN PROTECT HIM WITG MY LIFE#because youre not sentimental mike yes i am. he cares. he cares so much you cant even imagine#hes been through so much and he still holds love and hope in his heart. this shit is insane and im going to kill someone!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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I'm now on AO3!
Hello!
Thanks to @skamskada I've made an AO3 account!
My Don't Think About... write-ups and chapter 1 of my first ever fic have been uploaded!
Come say hi to me on AO3!
#personal#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#having an ao3 account seems a bit daunting honestly#hopefully i'll get used to it?#i need to update the fic omg I NEED TO WRITE#but instead i make armpit appreciation posts#which are....very important btw...for me...#ANYWAY#come see me on ao3?#<33
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me and the besties are making an organization together! idk if any of my mutuals/friends here could join but maybe (if you're around our age range of being around high school/college i think) if you're filipino :] or know any of us irl uhh yeah. ANYWAY. small update. i've tried making my dear darling in bg3 character customization and i adore him i wil share him soon <33 but gods i am so busy w school aaaghhh
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#it's been really fun so far (school) but also quite stressful (mostly in relation to quizzes & socializing & college upcoming. generally.)#i've made friends thru dnd/bg3! made friends from friends! say hi a lot to a lot of ppl i know! made friends in my classroom! etc!#and i've still been playing ffxiv sometimes and getting into bg3 and writing in my free time and even reading as well#so life is good#it's a mix of up and downs and: it's good <33#idk just a little life update#i'm sick again rn can you believe it !! i will need to head to sleep soon since i'll be waking in around 3/4 hours agh#but dw lol i always get sick and then better soon after <3 90% of the time ..... yeah.......#anyway :P fun fun fun. stupid. crazy. crying. good gods i HATE my nose <//3
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