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lucabyte · 21 days

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your ocs!!!!! please ramble about them!!!!

i love your art so much

(GRABS YOU) H. CAN DO BOSS.

So ! My ocs. I guess I'll do an overall explainer for the overall groups. If you check out my Toyhouse (LINK!) there's a bunch of folders up top that are how I categorise them. It's primarily by universe except for the folders that are just "misc."

So folder 1: Blatant favouritism:

These are silly little guys that don't fit in any specific wider universe, but I really really like. So I'll spotlight the two important ones before i get real in the weeds with my main universe.

In here are notably, my Fursona (self explanatory), Ali and Pittsburgh Cincinnati. There's also Hauntkit and Clearpelt who are warriorcats ocs that *is dragged away by airport security*

... So, Pittsburgh, lovingly sometimes called pissbug, is a weird little Thing who I made as like, an homage to characters like happy bunny and Sweetypuss. She (and her weird dog) exist to stand next to strange and offputting captions. I love her. No further context. She's just silly. and violent.

Now. Ali.

Ali Alighieri has thoroughly stolen the show, and also ties into the next folder along, Making Your MK.

With over a hundred extra images compared to second place (Sorry, Tabitha). Ali is my fucked up little scrunkly. My little baby guy. They're a shared character of mine and @samhainian's, and is from their Creature Feature setting (A modern fantasy setting wherein Cryptids and Magic are real but in our modern world.) They are as such, a modern human young adult... Who is also a demon + magic user.

Strange little pansexual altersex genderqueer poetry-nerd that they are... The modern setting also means they are literally just a tumblr user. A fellow countryman, so to speak.

HOWEVER.... Ali's true origin was in *Purrgatorio*, a scrapped visual novel of mine set in the MYMK universe! They were simply retrofitted into CF as the joke with Purrgatorio was that a regular human had mysteriously just shown up in MYMK's pure-furry setting.... And then when we scrapped the project we got all attatched to our little not-so-blank-slate protagonist. But I'll put a pin in Purrgatorio for later.

Making Your MK.

(Guest of honour: My super unfinished website <3)

Okay so here's the big one. The setting with.... (looks at spreadsheet) 109 characters not including so-called incidentals. At time of writing.

MYMK is home to... Multiple stories. As you would hope when a setting has 100+ characters. I'd wager each story has about 10-20 relevant characters tops but with a big shared universe like this there gets to be overlap between casts!!! Yay !!! 😊😊😊

MYMK is the name of the main story in the setting. Pronounced "Making your Mark", it is centered around Markus Felidae (The purple one) and their family. It's very action-adventure-y. It's also the plot I'm most secretive about the backend of since I WILL!!!!! Turn it into a nice prose story with pictures SOMEDAY!!!!! But for now tee hee hee secrets secrets. Markus' family is strange and ragtag and is keeping something from them... I can't ramble on too long here unless further prompted in asks about specifics but!!! Everyone in the MYMK folder has a fully furbished little profile with a blurb about them. So if you're curious....

But yeah, I tend to think of the MYMK setting more in terms of its Locations than its Casts, due to the overlapping nature of them all. The Malbranche may be the villains of the main plot, but they're also major players in relation to The Palsgrave who are the antagonists of Moraine, etc etc,

The country everything in MYMK is set in is called New Orphidian, Southern hemisphere little thing, here's a very cartoony map of it.

Um. Cliffside!

Since it's the best map I have... Here's an exclusive sneak peek of a Zine I'll be getting back to once the fandom brain cools down a bit.... :3c

(... I REALLY NEED TO DO A TOUR AROUND THE MINECRAFT CLIFFSIDE SAM AND I BUILT..... IT'S SO CUTE....)

Cliffside is situated on a big ol' Cliff.

A tiny hamlet of a place, it used to have reason to exist, and now does not. It's not even a good tourist locale, as the cliff is much too dangerous compared to the nicer tourist spot of Welkin just a little north. Not to mention nearby Moraine's allure as a tax haven with no labour laws place where a bunch of TV and Movies are filmed!

It's where most of MYMK's main cast reside (except the antagonists from the Big City Varmonte), and is as such a location I have a lot of tiny little worldbuilding thoughts about :)

I won't go into the other locations here just because then this post will SUPER get away from me but... I think most importantly for Cliffside right now...

Is that it's where Purrgatorio is set. Yes, that VN I said got scrapped. It's not dead. It is in fact serving it's original intended purpose as "A (mostly) noncanon exploration of character voice and setting"

It's back and its prose babeyyyyyyy!!! (A BUNCH OF THE EARLY STUFF IS ME BEING SUPER RUSTY ... BE WARNED)

Purrgatorio is currently the most publicly available coherent work I have out of my ocs! It's very low-stakes and serves mostly to bash my toys together and see what character dynamics come out, but you can look if you want to!

(There's also a whole THING on the meta of its Canonicity... It's not canon, but it's also not NOT canon. But if I talk about Metanarrative Timeline Collapse in my normal mundane non-magic setting im gonna sound bonkers ✌)

Ali's dynamics with the MYMK cast are so goddamn funny to me. Like I literally just handed my OCs some ET shit but ET is a sexually repressed tumblr user with a mood disorder.

But yeah I don't think I can coherently string together much more about MYMK without just actually explaining THE WHOLE PLOT.... Though I will absolutely elaborate on any given character's Whole Deal if i'm prompted. (OH MY GOD I DIDNT EVEN TALK ABOUT CHROME AND TABITHA. WAIT. OKAY THERE'S. OK NO IF I TALKED ABOUT THEM IT'D JUST END UP AN ESSAY ,SORRY..)

So here's some bonafide classic images for the road.

(IF TUMBLR BREAKS THE FORMATTING AND JUST PUTS THESE ONE AFTER THE OTHER INSTEAD OF IN A GRID IM SO SORRY LMAOOOOO)

... And as for the other folders on my toyhouse!

Misc and Fandom are what they sound like. Self explanatory,

Then, Ysden is @samhainian's fantasy setting. It's where our DnD games happen to be set but it's also a general fantasy setting :)

and Monster of the Week... Is currently being revamped! It used to be a modern world setting with hidden magic, now it's going to be more... Adventure Time-y. Fantasy world get iphone. Yknow. It has a lower Age Rating than MYMK's "anything goes", as it started as a Pitch Bible Project in my animation class. They're a little neglected but I still love them :) The revamp is extemely recent and not reflected in any of the art/writing yet but I'm workin on it. It still doesn't have a proper title..... OTL

So yeah!! Uh. This wasn't as comprehensive as I was hoping but it turns out I have way, WAY too many thoughts on my guys. And no idea what to do when im actually asked about them so !!!! This was not a very coherent ramble but it was a ramble !

There's things like essays on Chrome and Tabitha (Link) and also The Queer Gender Identities Of The Whole Cast (Link) hiding around on my toyhouse, and once again, Purrgatorio (Link) serves as my sandbox for playing with how these characters act in situations.

But..... ! I did try to make my toyhouse approachable for the average layman. Every character in the MYMK folder (Link) has a *blurb* of information, rather than a giant wall of text explaining everything about them. I want people to be able to understand their general vibe at a glance rather than be overwhelmed.

In any case ???? Uh. Fun game for everyone: If you know your homestuck classpect, every single MYMK character has a classpect and lunar sway. and a birthday. Try and find your andrew-hussie assigned kin! As a Prospitian Witch of Heart, I share my classpect and lunar sway with Chrome. No I don't know what this means. It worries me honestly he's kind of an asshole.

#oh my god this is so long and not coherent at all anon i love you thank you so much for asking but this is unintelligable from me LOL #long post #EVEN LONGER IF TUMBLR BREAKS THE FORMATTING WHICH IM SUPER SCARED IT WILL DO #but yeah. BURSTS INTO TEARS. I LOVE MY LITTLE GUYS THERES LIKE 10 YEARS UPCOMING OF DEV ON THEM ITS UNWEILDY #THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ASKING AUGH.... SORRY THIS IS MOSTLY JUST SAYING TO LOOK AT MY TOYHOUSE LOLLL #but if anyone catches your eye dear reader feel free to ask about them in specifics? even if they seem niche or under-drawn...#i will have had a lot of thoughts on them. no matter what.#also my toyhouse doesnt make it clear whos trans gender because i only list pronouns and not gender identity but . theres a bunch.#i have so many goddamn nonbinary characters who use binary pronouns too its . i realise i make it hard to tell LOL #anyway the classpect assigned kinnie thing is my fav thing to do. everyone should do this with their ocs #lucabytetalks #LUCABYTETALKS LIKE. A LOT. THIS TIME. THIS IS SO DISORGANISED GOOD LIRD.....

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vampiresfromxenon · 8 months

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Currently writing my next Astarion fluff piece, and while I wanted it to be short, I’m nearly at 2k words and i only just started writing the part I intended to be the main focus… oops

Buckle up friends, we’re getting extra sappy, lots of consensual, non-sexual touching, as well as reader/Tav showering Astarion with words of affection

I was hoping to have it done today so I could post it right around this time, but i want to take my time with this one, so expect it some time later this week (aiming for earlier in the week but we’ll see!!)

Edit: Since this is still getting attention (I’m not 100% sure why), It’s finished and posted! You can read it here

#astarion #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #astarion fic #astarion fluff #astarion x reader #astarion x tav #reader/tav #soft astarion #he needs love #real love #tav gives him so much affection that I can feel my heart aching writing this #tav softens him up so much too #and he softens them up so like #augh they’re so adorable together #tav is still reader though #i actually haven’t even written ‘tav’ at all in this piece #anyways I’m so excited for you guys to read this

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amee-racle-ofmyown · 3 months

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one thing I love about iswm is that even though the Captain hardly talks, engineer Mark always seems to understand them

I'd like to think that in the monster captain au, the two of them would still find their own ways of communicating, despite being very different

#birdy (the creator of the au) replied to this on twt saying yes they would use body language to communicate!#as well as morse code which I think is cool #might do smth with that idea too #augh I love these two so much you guys #I LOVE THEMMM I LOVE THIS AU AAA #giant majestic ethereal being and tiny human trope my beloved... those dynamics are so GOOD #and it works so well for an alternate captain and head engineer mark #because it's that cosmic connection they have! it goes beyond them even being entirely different species in this au!!#they learn to adapt to each other and I think that’s beautiful #despite the odds they always find each other🥺🤧#MAN my heart #iswm #in space with markiplier #my art #monster captain #cw cosmic horror #I think? Idk what to call it but captain eating looks a lil freaky #an oddly specific thing but still might make someone uncomfy #ask to tag Ig! if you have a more accurate/common term lmk #iswm captain #head engineer mark #engineer mark #engineer!mark #headcanons #character headcanons #markiplier cu #markiplier egos

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portpebble · 2 years

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Ok ok on the topic of Toriel though like. I think the watering down of Toriel's character from "deeply traumatized woman who blames herself for the deaths of eight whole children and is self-isolating out of fear of the world she left behind in her own perceived cowardice" to "mom." is just like. A perfect example of how fandoms have the tendency to reduce nuanced, complex characters to one trick ponies.

Toby Fox is a phenomenal writer and Undertale is full of characters like this- who have complex, conflicting motivations, and who make mistakes and yet grow and change throughout the narrative. All of which is then erased when characters are reduced to a single aspect of their multi-faceted personality.

And while the Undertale fandom is very much stepping back from this mindset of character assassination, I think many people don't realize the absolute scale of it. Especially with the characters who are women, like Undyne, Alphys, Toriel and Mew Mew. There's been a lot of recent pushback for characters like Sans, Papyrus and Chara to be written better (all rightfully so! I love these characters too and I'm so glad they're getting the characterization they deserve!), but I dunno. I feel like sometimes people forget that within all That, the women got sidelined and had their characters diminished too.

#okay rant over. ive just been thinking about undertale so much recently you guys like so much. AUGH i love these characters #safeutdr #toriel #undyne #alphys #mad mew mew #pebble ponderings #undertale

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cutter-kirby · 8 months

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okay so i’ve been gone all day so i’m finally posting my fionna and cake initial thoughts. and since i’ve seen only a few people talking about my second favorite alternate finn, i’d thought i’d share the big thing i was thinking about during episode 5.

how the fuck does farmworld finn have that many kids???????

so i’ve always thought that farmworld and ooo operated on parallel timelines, and the show seemed to follow this too, but literally how does a 29 year old have a dead wife and a preteen kid, especially fw finn, who i seriously doubt was mentally and emotionally ready to start a family so soon after the crown was destroyed. so unless the show changed its mind and farmworld is suddenly farther in the future than ooo, i have no idea how fw finn has such a big family (cause like. the show clearly wants us to think that they’re all biological kids as opposed to adoption).

let me share my initial theory for who jay was. when i first saw him i thought he was going to be little sibling.

i mean. the years match up perfectly here, so i have no idea why they went with the option that completely messes up the timeline.

also to clear up a misconception the flashback at the beginning is almost definitely during the year ice finn spent alone freezing people (between jake the dog and crossover) before prismo's meddling destroyed the crown in the nuke, so that part holds up at least.

i could be missing something that makes all of this make sense. i'll probably rewatch this episode tonight if there's any info i missed i might add it idk

#side note adult farmworld finn is so fucking cool #my man was forced into being an ice wizard and got himself a flamethrower arm to cope #godspeed buddy #also the man's raising 5 kids BY HIMSELF. please help him #where the fuck are his parents????? where's little sibling?????#it sucks cause we'll probably never see him again #i love fw finn sooooo much you guys AUGH #he just needed to talk to simon for like 5 seconds and then simon would've realized how stupid his plan is #okay yeah i'll make a meme of that later #anyway maybe i'm missing something but idk #jay should have been little sibling end post #adventure time #the rest of the kids are fine they're clearly younger #but jay's like. as old as the timeskip what the fuck happened #fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #farmworld finn #ice finn

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bylertruther · 1 year

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those mike pov fics that really actually show the difference between mike and will's exterior behavior in the sense that mike sees and knows that will is less "tough" and "masculine" than him, but he doesn't think anything negative of it at all and is trying to break through to will who is trying to hide that bc he feels shame or embarrassment for it..... they jus hit different .

and when will sees that mike won't judge him for his sensitivity and that he actually loves that about him? that mike doesn't view him as any less of a man or view it as abnormal? and so he comes out of his shell and becomes so much more vibrant? bro im tearing up just thinking abt it like—

AND WHEN THAT IN TURN MAKES MIKE COME OUT OF HIS SHELL, TOO, AND BECOME MORE EXPRESSIVE AND VULNERABLE?! GODDDDDDDDD

#AUGH........... IT'S JUS SO GOOD...........#no one is one thing all the time but they do have a clear difference to them they aren't the same character replicated #and it's just so NICE to see that in fanfiction it's so satisfying to watch those personalities come together #please lord let mike be a bitch and blunt and rude -> mean at times etc etc he can be soft yes but that #is made so much more .... impactful by the fact that that ISN'T how he presents himself to everyone or most often it's a side of him that #you have to Earn !!#and will omggggggggg he's a shy little thing. compare how he acts with jon vs mike vs the party vs other figures .#he becomes more silly n snippy when he's comfortable with you and if he isnt on stable ground currently then he zips it all up n its when u #*ur on good terms again tht it comes back out etc etc like #these guys have layers. and they're so satisfying to watch come together #giving these characters a big fat kiss on the forehead bc i love them so much theyre jus so . Perfect

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bidokja · 5 months

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only on episode 3 of the untamed but my fav characters (aside from the obvious wwx numero uno) so far are lan xichen (so sweetie 🥺💖), jiang cheng (YOU HAVE SO MANY ISSUES i just know hes gonna break me), and wen ning (SO BABY...HOLDS HIM SO GENTLE...)

#also i really like literally every character so far except wen ruohan fuck that guy in particular #LIKE. aside from being a horrible person he jsut doesnt interest me much as a character yet he feels relatively flat so far. but again. ep3 #xue yang has only briefly appeared but i can TELL hes gonna commit atrocities a im gonna wanna shake him like a maraca #ALSO JIANG YANLI....SHE MAKES ME SO SAD AND IS SO SWEET AUGHHH....#i dont know anything about the untamed except like. non-major-plot-related character info #im watching it with my boyfriend and he gave me the 'jin lings uncles' version of the summary lmao #but we got to the point where we entered The Flashbacks and i went 'ah. so ive been fucking shakespeared.'#DRAMATIC IRONY I LOVE AND HATE YOU...THE AGONY OF KNOWING THIS ALL ENDS HORRIBLY...AUGH #the untamed #ky speaks

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tanjir0se · 30 days

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The Ghost of You--FINAL Chapter!

Sanegiyuu/Sabigiyuu Angst/Hurt Comfort Total words: 28.5k

Giyuu reckons with the past and faces the future

FINAL CHAPTER/COMPLETE FIC UP NOW HERE!

Urokodaki’s cabin was quiet, and pitch dark. Sabito had come to bed late after tucking Makomo in in her room adjacent to theirs and found Giyuu already lying on his bed roll, his back to him. There was a spring rain still trickling outside their window.

He’d made a show of poking fun at Giyuu’s new kitsune mask once Urokodaki had turned his back, good-naturedly of course, just to make sure Giyuu knew everything was fine. He’d seen the way Giyuu barely picked at his noodles across from him at dinner that night, had fallen back into his characteristic silence while he and Makomo tried on their new masks and read a few books before bed. Sabito stood in the doorway for just a moment watching Giyuu breathe, then moved past his bedroll to slide into his own.

Giyuu was not asleep. He was staring at the wall, at the kitsune mask he’d rested beside his pillow, the practice blade in its sheath at arm’s reach with the little red fox charm hanging from the hilt. He did not move when he heard Sabito come in, hoping he’d just ignore him and go to sleep. They both were going to need their rest, after all.

In his mind he repeated the instruction Urokodaki had given them over dinner. It’s just like another day of training, don’t think of it as any different. You’ll use your breathing, your reflexes, and each other, just like on the mountain. Though even their sensei had been a little tense, but when he tipped up his tengu mask to eat with them, Giyuu could see clear pride in his eyes.

Giyuu didn’t want to disappoint Urokodaki; in fact he was terrified of it. Disappointing his sensei at Final Selection meant…

Distant thunder rolled outside. Finally, Giyuu sat up.

“Sabito?”

Sabito rolled over. He knew Giyuu wasn’t asleep without looking at him; he could tell just by the pace and depth of his worried breathing. “Yeah?” Giyuu was looking at him owl-eyed and nervous, running his thumbs over his fingers.

“Are you scared?”

He looked at Giyuu for a moment, then snorted and flashed him his favorite grin. “Of course not! Those demons should be scared of us !” he proclaimed. For once his smile didn’t seem to catch on.

Giyuu looked at the floor between them, then scooted himself a little closer. He knew Sabito was going to say that. He also knew Sabito was lying. As much as he’d tried to joke and grin his way through it, Giyuu didn’t miss that he too had barely picked at his dinner. The smile didn’t quite reach his eyes.

“But what if--what if something happens?” He wasn’t like Sabito. He never had been. He wasn’t courageous and bold and loud-mouthed. Even if Sabito was scared, he could hide it and press on anyway, confident and brave. He tried to share Sabito’s optimism, but couldn’t. In his twisting gut he felt death creeping up into his throat, like he was marked for it. Like his name was on the top of the reaper’s list.

“What if I die?” his voice was little more than a whisper.

For once, Sabito wasn’t quite sure what to say. Giyuu pulled himself closer and folded his legs up to his chest, hugging them tightly. Older now than his sister was when she was killed. Had she felt marked, too? When she looked into her future what had she seen? Did she, like Giyuu now, look into the future and see nothing but a black shroud, her clock ticking down to zero? Tears welled in his eyes.

Sabito edged closer too. “Giyuu, you’re not gonna die.” he finally said sincerely. “You can’t. You’re Momo-chan’s favorite and if you die she’ll be stuck with me!” He bumped Giyuu’s shoulder with his fist like he always used to. Even that failed to jar him out of his silence.

That running out of time feeling pressed him closer and closer to the edge of some kind of precipice. Maybe the Tomioka bloodline was just fated to end here. Maybe he was never meant to have friends, someone he liked, someone to kiss. He wanted to run, like he did so long ago. After another moment of silence, Sabito grabbed him by the wrist.

“Hey. Listen to me.” he said, uncharacteristically serious. “You’re going to be fine.” Sabito grinned at him again, bigger and crinklier this time. Giyuu released his grip on his own legs and set his hands down on the floor instead, taking a deep, shaking breath. Sabito put his hand over Giyuu’s. “C’mon.” he said lightly. “You know I’ll always look out for you and Makomo.” Sabito squeezed Giyuu’s hand, brought it upwards to examine the little scars on his fingertips and run his own fingers over them.

And Giyuu finally nodded, because he did know. And Giyuu finally raised his free hand to gently touch the scar on the side of Sabito’s face. He still didn’t know exactly how it had happened. Sabito leaned into his touch so Giyuu’s palm rested completely on his cheek, and grinned even wider. It met his eyes this time.

“You’re kind of a sap, you know that?” he said with a laugh. Giyuu sniffed but nodded again. Sabito reached out and ruffled Giyuu’s hair affectionately before taking the hand Giyuu had placed on his cheek in his. “That’s okay, I won’t tell Makomo. She still thinks you’re cool.” Giyuu even laughed a little at that. Sabito laughed back. “In a week, when we get back, lets see if sensei will get us some more konpeito from town, okay? I think we’ll have earned it.”

“Okay.” Giyuu nodded, still in awe that Sabito had yet to knock his hand away from his face, that the pink flesh of his scar was so soft. “I’ll let you have all my green ones.”

Sabito slung his arm over Giyuu’s shoulders and squeezed him, then leaned back in his bedroll with Giyuu still resting on his shoulder. “I’m gonna hold you to that, Tomioka,” With his head against Sabito’s chest Giyuu could feel him still chuckling. He thought he might have felt Sabito pressing his lips onto the top of his head. They finally fell asleep entwined, his hand still in Sabito’s and his head still on his chest. Giyuu had never felt so warm in all his life.

While he listened numbly to the strange woman giving him instruction, Giyuu had never felt so cold in all his life. She was saying something about rocks, how he was supposed to pick one, he watched the meager few of the starting class who had managed to survive all come forward and do as they were told, but he couldn’t seem to move. His body didn’t feel like his own without Sabito’s arm around him, without Makomo’s little hand in his.

The walk back to Urokodaki was so long he wondered if he’d ever make it at all, so long that by the time his path headed into the mountain forest, he’d nearly forgotten where he was going. His left side had been badly injured at some point, now everything was such a blur he couldn’t even recall when or how, but it throbbed and sent shockwaves of pain up his spine with each step. Each step that carried him further and further away from Sabito.

His body carried on as if independent of him, like a cockroach that refused to just die already, like it didn’t know it was supposed to have died back among the wisteria and distant screaming. His kitsune mask hung heavy around his neck; his practice sword and fox charm dragged on the ground beside him.

Urokodaki fell to his knees when he saw him. Just him. Giyuu didn’t move while Urokodaki grabbed him by the arms, then the face, begging to know if he was alright. Giyuu didn’t say a word. Not when Urokodaki threw his tengu mask to the side to reveal tears rolling down his age-weathered cheeks, not when he grabbed him and hugged him so tightly he could barely breathe. Not when he’d taken him inside and asked what had happened to his left arm--bleeding, Giyuu realized, looking at the trail of red he’d tracked in--and not when Urokodaki held him again, his hand on his head, apologizing to him , begging his forgiveness for sending them out to Final Selection at all.

It felt like he’d just woken up when he stood in the doorway to their room and stared at their bedrolls. Giyuu’s neat and folded, Sabito’s still rumpled and in disarray. He could see the imprints of their bodies where they’d slept side by side. He wanted to throw up. Finally then, he spoke.

“I’m sorry.” he whispered to Urokodaki. To the bedrolls. To the imprints of their bodies beside one another, where he wished he was now. A body. But beside him. “I’m sorry.”

I’m sorry was all he said for two weeks.

He laid facedown on his bed roll that night, exhausted but unable to sleep. The room was so quiet it was making his ears ring. Urokodaki refused to leave him, sitting silently vigil in the corner of their—of his— room, his hands trembling as he mended the damaged left side of Giyuu’s haori to keep himself busy. Much of the fabric was beyond saving. He’d have to use something he had on hand. Giyuu barely noticed him.

Through the crack in the door, in his exhaustion, he thought he could see Sabito leaning out toward him with that wrinkled-nose smile, missing the tooth on the front left side, just like that first night. He couldn’t even cry.

It wasn’t until the blue light of dawn was fading through the window that the mercy of sleep finally dragged Giyuu into unconsciousness. His pale hand stretched out from his bed roll and resting on the cold floor, he swore he could still hear Sabito’s promises. You know I’ll always look out for you. You’re not going to die, Giyuu.

He wished Sabito would have warned him there was something even worse.

Giyuu’s hand was resting on something warm, he realized before he opened his eyes. He wasn’t even sure when he’d fallen asleep. The last thing he remembered was—he tightened his hand and felt his chest tighten with it. He’d kissed Sanemi. Or, Sanemi had kissed him? Had he been dreaming?

He opened his eyes and froze. It was Sanemi’s chest his hand had been resting on, the ribs he’d bandaged. And Sanemi was letting him. Giyuu blinked. No, no, Sanemi’s just asleep. His arm closest to Giyuu was raised, his hand tucked behind his head. Giyuu cautiously lifted his own hand and began to retract it. Sanemi’s eyes opened and practically snapped to him.

“Hey.” Sanemi said while Giyuu’s mouth hung open in shock....

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#sanegiyuu #sabigiyuu #SANEGIYUU SATURDAYYYYY #kny #demon slayer fic #guys i'm fucking rotting over this #normally i don't post this much of the chap on here bc i dont love the formatting and prefer ao3 directly but #but guys . b but #AABITOOOOOOOOO #AUGH the whole thing was leading up to this but GOD.#ouch #i'm so sorry #please go read this you will suffer me

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plugnuts · 1 year

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an outlaw tweekee for u <3

WHATAGT OHBYYM GOODD IM!! RIVER YOU CANT JUST ATATCK ME LIEK THIS 😭 ILLYYY🥺🥺 /POS

#ask it like you mean it #rivozara #south park #Tweek tweak #AAUAGH RIVER IM #IM GRABBIYN YUU AND SHAKRING YOU RN (AFFECTIONATE)#HESSPERDEDT #LIL DIRTY GUY #A DIRTY GUY #shakingnghn oh myh godsh #got me stimming my lil heART OUT EHAT #hesso cute I’m gonna die I can’t- AUGH LOOK AT HIM #he’s shaking but he’s got his thumbs up he’s smiling he’s got lil heARTS #imfiflled im so filed with power rn oh my godhsh tbis made my dAYY 😭😭#gently holds him… holding him so gently he’s a little guyyyy AAGH #ILYYYSM 🥰💖🥺 I CANANT AUGH #I. I prommy you that when I rbed that post I wasn’t asking forr art or anthyhgin but 😭 but you did somethin anyway I 🥺 i love him thansk you #thank you so muchhh 😭 I’m gonna be thinking ab him all day I’m off to change some of my website icons!! 🏃🏻#I had to go and make a heart emoji South Park reaction image bc of how much feeling this gave me oh my gOSH you literally made me act like #the Kyle on the right- I couldn’t find the perfect one I had to do it myself— river oh my god ily I’m kissing you rn I hope you can feel it🥹#fav #BIG FAV

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onomatopiya · 1 year

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Here was something you didn’t hear in the interviews: Anthony Mason fucking hated mirrors.

Sheets covered every mirror in his bedroom, and he averted his eyes around reflective surfaces at every opportunity; when he was younger, he’d hidden under tables and rocked himself, his eyes squeezed shut to avoid meeting his own gaze. It had been enough of a concern for his parents to consider finding him counseling, but they hadn’t wanted word to get out that their heir wasn’t right in the head. In the end, Anthony learned to hide his terror behind a perfect smile, and no one had spoken on it since.

Twenty-one was found in cheap clubs and the sun on his face, in boys kissed in the shadows and eyeliner smeared dark under his eyes. Twenty-one was a pulse beating frantic against his wrist. Freedom so limitless it ached. Beautiful ugliness that he’d never gotten to taste. Anthony didn’t feel twenty-one. Sometimes he hardly felt a year old.

He wasn’t living in his parents’ shadows. He was the puppet doing tricks on their stage. First and foremost, Anthony Mason was an heir, investment, figurehead—he was theirs. Even if he wanted to, he couldn’t have been anyone else. He didn’t know how.

“I couldn’t do this without you,” he exhaled, and he saw the way Lahar swallowed, the tips of his ears red. “You have no idea what this means to me.”

“What does this mean to you, Anthony?” Lahar asked, quiet, his voice wavering with the same nervous energy that thrummed through Anthony’s veins as he stepped close enough for them to share breaths.

Everything, Anthony thought, and kissed him.

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