i was starting to feel distant from my only 3 childhood friends i have left and being i spent my birthday alone... i would say i def don't even feel like i'm important. sure they wished me a happy bday, but usually they'd ask if i'd like to get something to eat which isn't much but they'd at least spend it with me but nope. i stayed home and nothing eventful happened. ig this taught me to enjoy my own presence but i can't help but feel a little hurt. ig that kinda solidified how i was feeling. i'm very much a loner these days, i did try to be as active with them as i possibly could. hell last month i went to one of their bday's and wracked my brain to give a gift that was personal to them (for their dramas). i just... feel so small. idk if i should continue this friendship. i mean one was barely hanging on, i genuinely feel they hung out with me the few times they do out of pity. sometimes i see on facebook how people celebrated their bdays and wished i was that loved. its only a bday but the lonliness i felt hurt a lot, esp for such a big birthday. yay me... 😔

i am really so sorry that this happened to you, nobody deserves to be left alone on their birthday, especially when that day means a lot to them. but remember that the way you spent one day of the year does not mean you are not loved, sweetheart. you know.. maybe your friends had a lot going on, maybe something else is happening that made you feel distanced from them in the first place... i'm not defending their behavior but i think you should talk to them, you know? :( before doing anything, or before assuming, it's always good to talk first. tell them about how you felt during your birthday, and that you wanted to know why they didn't want to spend time with you. I promise you, it's not going to sound desperate or silly, you have the right to be hurt and to wonder why they didn't make sure to make that day special for you, especially if they know that it means a lot to you. also talk to them about feeling alienated, anxious and disconnect from them, ask about it all, don't be scared, honesty is the key to relationships, no matter what is the outcome. on the other hand, most of the time you have to let people know when you want something, honey. sometimes initiating these things might feel hard because we want people to surprise us and make us feel loved 'unprovoked', i know... but that's why it's important to communicate, even about smallest issues, to ask why it went that way and if you could think of other ways of celebrating next birthdays. if they really care about you they'll catch up on it right away, they'll want to make up for it, they'll remember for the next time. but if they will react in a negative way... maybe it really is time to rethink whether it's worth it to continue the friendship if you guys don't feel good around each other anymore :( you deserve to have someone who enjoys making you happy, and knows you good enough to know what will make you the happiest, and if celebrating your birthday is one of those things then i wish upon the stars that you find a person who will take care of it 💓 you deserve your special day to be cherished the way you want to.

~ happy belated birthday @jojo-schmo made this drawing for your birthday I hope you like it ;w; I love your Forgotten Land roleswap au so much🥺🙌💕💖🎂💙

Hi there! It's probably late on your end by now, but Happy (Belated?) Birthday! Your discussions on the Castella Banana series are always very fascinating, so please know that whatever you share is truly appreciated. I wish you well and for good things to come your way. ^^

Chibi Hector 🥺 I want to squish him 🥺

Aaaaaaaa dw, thank you so much for the birthday wishes and your very nice words! I admire you from a distance for your lovely art (I would eat your Trevor and Juste jsyk lol) so I'm very glad that my obsessed ramblings are appreciated 💖

MERRY CHRISTMAS JASE!!! AND FUCK SHIT FUCK DAMN A SUPER DUPER BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY DLSDFGLKGFLKG I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU AND I MISS UUU 🥺🙏💖

I love you too!! Happy christmas and thank you for the happy birthday :3

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ONE OF MY FAVORITE HUMANS ❤️ 💙 💜 💖 💗 💘 💝

PLEASE NO I LOVE YOU SO MUCH WHENEVER YOU COME ACROSS MY DASH I AM ALWAYS SMILING AND LAUGHING AND HAVING THE BEST TIME 🥺😭💕

thanks for your work, i am going through a hard time right now and reading your work is a big comfort 🥹

i love your work so so so much. also happy belated birthday ( i noticed the 25 -> 26, wishing your the best and a lot of blessings 💖 )

i am sending you the biggest, warmest hugs, my love!!!!!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍 you're very strong, and i wish you nothing but happiness!!!!

and thank you so much!! 🥺🤍🤍

my dearest stella 🥹 i’m so sorry i’ve been so busy i missed your birthday, which upsets me cause i knew it was coming! but belated happy birthday 🫶🏼 i hope you had the loveliest day. thank you for being such a wonderful person, you know how happy i am to know you and how much i appreciate you 💜 sending you so much love always 🫂

no worries friend! thank you so much for you lovely message and for all your kindness, you’re amazing 💖🥺

IS IT IT YOUR BDAY DID I MISS IT???

anyway happy (maybe belated) birthday, i hope you get to spend your day exactly the way you'd like to!

U SENT THIS LAST NIGHT JUST IN TIME 🫵🏼🫵🏼 thank u smmm 🥺🥺 I’ve been jumping around all day from ur guys lovely messages ILYYY THANK U THANK UU 💖💖💖

Indiiiiiiieeeeeeee!!!!!🥺🥺🥺🥺

I'm sorryyy i'm late but Happy (Belated) Birthday!!!!!!!

One time for the birthday chick Two times for the birthday chick Three times for the birthday chick Mess it up if it's your birthday chiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiccccckkk

I hope you enjoyed your day bby!

*MUAH*🥺💖💘🔥😤

CRYINNNNGGGG THANK YOU SO MUCH I LOVE YOU DEEN!!! MWAH 💋💋

I missed your day 🥺 but HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY 🥳🫂🎉🫶💖💗💌💝💖💗💝💌🫶🫶💗💝💌💖🫶💌💌💖🎉🎁🎁🎂🍰🧁💐🥳‼️‼️‼️‼️ I hope you had a good one and you receive lots of love and blessings and gifts!! 🎁💖✨and I enjoy being moots with you and seeing you pop up here on this website yayyyy!!! 💗💝💖💗💝

AWE OMG.... tysm!!! ☺️☺️☺️ ❤️🩷❤️🩷❤️🩷 i being moots w you too 💞💞 and you don't have to worry about wishing me a belated birthday, im glad you still wished me a happy birthday 🥳🫂

I saw the fic and just had to say happy (belated?) birthday! 🎶🎉🎈🎉🎁🎉🎂🎉🍾🎉🎶

Hugs and love 🫂💖💖💖💖

Ahhhh thank you so much and no worries!! I will always accept belated birthday wishes and edmar gifs 🥰🥰 that first one is one of my favorites 🥺

Thank you friend and hugs to you 💜💜💜

I hope you have a happy birthday babe. Mine was yesterday 💜

Thank you so much lovely 💖🫂!! And omg happy belated birthday 🥺🥺, I hope you had a happy day yesterday!! Wild how we are almost bday twins shkdgksgjksxjnn

HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!! 🎂🎉🎉🎉 I hope you had a fantastic day and got everything you wanted 💖💖

AHHH HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU FRIEND !! I hope you had an absolutely lovely day!!! i've barely touched tumblr the past few months but it's so nice to come back to messages from you 🥺🥺

it's belated my love but Happy Bday! 💐🎆🌟

I hope your entire birthday week was so sweet to you, and even though I'm sooooooo late, I hope you still feel my absolute adoration for you and your kindness and or friendship, in the air 🎐💕

I'm sure everyone would agree, that you are the brightest, sweetest star in this entire community and we are all so grateful for you :)

POM❣️ Nothing wrong w/ belated bday wishes — tyty !! 🤗

My bday week was full of work, writing, & yummy food (+ snuggles heh). 😅🤓😋🥰🥳 I always feel your adoration, and am grateful for our friendship. 💞 Knowing you exist makes everything a lil more bearable, and m’not just saying that to be cute! 😤🥺

WE are bright, sweet stars !! ✨ And I’m proud and happy to be a part of our lovely galaxy. 💖

Sending you warm soup and warm tea (warm everything, really) vibes !! 🍜🍵

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY?!??? 😭💕💖✨️ I checked my calendar and I only know one person w your name so I'm assuming it's you (otherwise I'll be embarrassed lol). Sending you tons of hugs and warm wishes!! 🥺🎉

SKDJSJDJ it is me! my birthday was the other day Sunday?

Thank you so much, my love 🫶🏼🥺

⤑ 9 months to fall in love 13 replies.

@starbtslove replied: Why do I feel this extreme sense of satisfaction like it’s me who was treated to that D 🫣🫣🫠🫠 Their feelings are now in the open and it makes me so so so so very happy. Jin, OC and Glob are the cutest. Absolute best. 💜💜 Your writing and stories have to have to be my favourite of all times 🫶🏻💜 Thank you so much for the updates 💜💜

LMAO I felt the same after writing that scene! Thank you and I’m so happy you’re enjoying the story 💖

@sweett-nightt replied: “You wanted him to call you that always.” just made me literally combust 🥰 this is the best birthday gift ever 😫😫😫

awwh happy belated birthday!!!! 💞

@travelgurrl replied: OH. MY. GAHDS. THAT was beautiful

thank you :’)

@nanied93 replied: Yesssssssss thank youuuuu 😌 I’m glad his mom came around quickly And I’m glad they came too 🤧💦 cause I couldn’t handle anymore abstinence lol

LOL I’m glad they came too! thanks for reading!

@murphbearr replied: Omygosshhshhshskskksks my head just!! 🤯🤯🤯🤯 But it was so hot at the same time!! I'm so happy that they finally are together and having the best time!!

The wait is finally over 😭 so happy for them!!

@bri-mal replied: I'm in love with them! Ugh the sense of relief this chapter has brought 😌 freaking finally! But RIP Sergio 🙏🏽

Sergio will be forever missed 🥺 lmao!

@rapunzel824 replied: Found this series last night and binged. Now I'm all caught up and can't wait for the rest. I'm glad they finally talked and finally hooked up.

I’m so happy you’re enjoying! thank you! 

@purest-expressionofgrief reblogged and said: completely forgot this was dropping today - what a nice surprise to wake up to !!!i'm glad jin's mom took the news well after his explanations! at least that's one less thing to worry about for oc and seokjin 😬 but i'm glad, most of all, that oc finally got the d 😩 congrats sis omg 

We’re all so happy for her 😂 she deserved those orgasms! Thanks for reading! 

@liz3056 reblogged and said: IT FINALLY HAPPENED !!!!! I'm glad they are progressing in their relationship I'm so happy. Also I'm glad his mom was do nice about the news  now let's see how the family dinner goes hopefully nobody is mean. I'm so happy for them and with hiw good things are going. 😁

Seokjin’s mom is a sweetheart! Everything is so good and happy right now, they deserve it! 🤧

@munirecs reblogged and said: UNLIKE SEOKJIN’S DICK,, WHY DO I FEEL SO SOFT FOR THEM?? 🥹🍆  i miss them already…..

😂😂 this gave me a good laugh! 

@jjungcookie reblogged and said: I think this was the moment we had all been waiting for. The reaction of Seokjin's mum was a lot better after she found out about everything and now I can't wait for lunch on sunday when the mc is going to meet the rest of the family! Also now you've put into my mind the scene of jungkook flirting with Seokjin's mother and I can't wait to see that or something similar hahaha. And I can maybe see the mc calling jin Seokjinie when she wants a favour or she wants to baby him hahah I don't know. I think it would be cute.The chapter was great and I loved it! ❣️

The thought of Jungkook flirting with Seokjin’s mother makes me laugh so hard 😂 Jungkook loves milfs 🥰 and I can totally see Oc using ‘Seokjinie’ when she wants something from him/wants to baby him! (We know he loves it!) Thanks for reading and happy you enjoyed this chapter! 💞

@yoontaethings reblogged and said: this chapter turned me into mush 🥺 i'm glad my worries didn't happen and although seokjin's mom was a little skeptical at first, she was also very accepting and understanding of the situation despite the unorthodox way of conception lol 😅 i already like seokjin's mom and can definitely see him in her!and for the second part of this chapter 🥵 we FINALLY got what we've all been waiting for and it was written so perfectly i'm so soft. i'm glad their second time wasn't like their first and you can definitely see how different it was from the first time around because now there's feelings involved and they've both admitted to these feelings as well which is 🥺😍💘💞🥰😭💝 uGH i love this couple so much 🤧

We all should have trusted Jin when he said his mom would be shocked at first but happy with the news afterwards lol! I’m so happy you can see the difference between their first time to now! The sex was still hot but now it’s done with feelings 🥺 Thank you for reading!!!

@8211997 reblogged and said: FINALLYYYYYYYYYYYY Please do not expect me to be okay and functioning for the next month BC IT FINALLY HAPPENED!!!!!!!!! Also your versions of Jin (no matter the story) always make me feel single as hell and this did not disappoint and I'm so glad that Jin's mother was so accepting after her initial shock and Y/N gets a chance to not only create her own family (including Yuna and Jimin ofc) but to literally create a new family with Jin and his family and Glob 😭 ugh let me recover until the next chapter comes out. 

I make myself feel single as hell, don’t worry 🤣 no one is living up to these fictional Jins! No one!!! I’m so happy you enjoyed this chapter! I feel as if by the end of this story Oc will have so much family to depend on and be loved by 😭 She deserves it!

@minttangerines​ reblogged and said: Jin talking to Glob before sex 😭 I’m glad his mom came around quickly. They do have a lovely relationship when she’s not being pushy. This is only the beginning of announcements so let’s see how everyone takes it.

ikr 😂 like man what are you doing?? stop!! There’s still a couple more announcements to go! One in ch14 and one in ch16.... let’s see how it goes! 😬

@moonsrecs reblogged and said: In all seriousness!!!! Can’t believe Glob just sat there meeting his grandma and said nothing 😖 we are not raising you to be rude Glob! (Okay joking over now seriously 🤣) . I’m so glad everything went smoothly with Jin’s mom 🥺, and I’m happy to see OC have another motherly figure around, Glob is gonna be so loved 🥰. Also!!! The confessions!!! 😩😭🥰  so cute and fluffy and amazing and I just fucking adore a hopeless romantic man expressing it so 🥺. And of course, the sexy time: GOOD FOR HER!!!  It’s what she deserves!!! 

How rude of Globby! That baby is going to be SO spoiled when they’re born 😂😭 Seokjin really is a hopeless romantic, I adore him so much 💖 and I’m so happy for him!!! and Oc of course. She waited a long time for that d 😮‍💨

@purpuravm reblogged and said: I can't wait for then giving the notice to the Kim family I'm sure that they go na be so happy for them. But I'm kind of worry for y/ns family. Nevertheless, looking forward to the next chapter, that end was 🔥🔥🔥🔥

Oc will be telling her family very soon! Let’s see what happens! Will it go as smoothly as telling Seokjin’s family did.....? 😬 Thanks so much for reading!