#i know im extra :'3
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With my plane fixing study notes lately I've been writing little factoids or small supporting details on little scrap pieces of paper or sticky notes that I'd staple or tape in the corner or margins of the paper. Helps break the walls of text
Kinda thinking once I've caught up and got the last part of my license, gonna do the same with the little notebook I've been keeping of little ideas I want to draw (cause good ideas that spawn up randomly quickly get lost just as fast for me, I write em down so I can play with it later c: ). Little scap paper pieces kinda scrapbooked in there alongside main written ideas with little headcanons, thumbnails, a particular composition for a drawing or comic, maybe a blurb to help develop a new character or idea. :'3
It's kinda fun to me c:
#writing stuff#plus in the end ill have a cute notebook completely stuffed with little things that make me go :]]#better for me in the long run bc im very bad at keeping track of my digital files with stuff like this :'))#might end up getting one of those beefy sketchbooks to expand on this in the future >w>#like not a super cheap scrunkly one thats made of printer paper like the kind you find on clearance at ross#but not too fancy id subconsciously want to save it for pieces id want to plan and put composition and effort into#i have a bristol board sketchbook i do that kind of art with. but theyre kinda pricey for me rn so i do just that :'))#i know im extra :'3#ash babbles
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RULES: put 5 songs you actually listen to, then tag 10 people.
Tagged by @izzy-b-hands ty <3 i pulled these from my on repeat playlist for a little variation from the things i always say!
Two's a Crowd - Cartwright
Atrophy - The Antlers
To: Myself In Colorado - Everybody's Worried About Owen
Someone Somewhere Somehow - Super Whatevr
I Won't Follow Him to the Grave - Emma Pollock, Distant Voices
Tags for if you want to do it!
@humblexwanderer @crustose @wolfpoets @faith-orise @kaarijafag @fryingmintbunny @origami-butterfly @trashkingtater @mushroom-intimacy @gydima
#assigned miserable my top repeated songs on spotify#i included links bc im extra- they go to youtube <3#nyxtalks#tag games#i mean. the antlers is something i would always say but shhh#twos a crowd is positive though#ok maybe not. its upbeat !#aro anthem (i really wanna love but don't know how)
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journalists underestimate the magnitude of my addiction and how far i'll go for the bit
#snap chats#im lying i physically could not marathon this i got school LMAO BUT IMAGINE#my god speaking of school i signed up for a japanese history class. because of course i did#i also needed an extra class and i didnt know what else to put LMAO but i might swap it or somn#thinkin i should get back into theater..... i got like two months to decide anyway#i was thinking about how im gonna play IW during streams... if the lord will let me i might stream for 2~3 hours or so#im putting such a small time limit due to Aforementioned School but also idk if my computer can record any longer than that#when i tried saving the video to my flashdrive it only lasted about two some hours right ? maybe 3 if i remember right#i decided to record to my computer's hard drive instead of the usb since it has more space so maybe i can record longer#ill prob do a test run later today and record a nonsense video. i WILL delete it i just wanna see what the limit is#cause my plan is to just Record One -> Upload It -> Delete OG yk. Lazy Susan type of plan#didnt mean to type out my whole gameplan in the tags LOL BUT HEY I WANTED TO TALK BOUT IT AT SOME POINT#my final message is that ive Hopefully preordered the ichi statue. i say Hopefully cause i am once again doing it through jp rabbit#and i didnt get the confirmation it was successful yet so I Will Simply Wait.#point is it was a lot cheapter than i thought it was going to be <3 yay <3#ok im running out of tags tl;dr im gonna marathon IW until my eyes bleed BYYYE
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babysitting the team!
#apex legends#conduit#rowenna valentina coffey divina#octane#wraith#octavio silva#renee blasey#my art#I don't have her unlocked yet Im so sad but anyways#I know she is going the extra mile to babysit her team lol tho she gives off bunso energy sometimes#hitting octane and wraith with the baby beam <3#got inspired to copy how this one artist draws their little guys HAHA
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I think Squalo should get to throw things back at Xanxus. As a treat.
better yet: what if he picked up the batting skills from Takeshi.
#i know i took like 2 or 3 years to reply im SORRY i have raw adhd#also i wanted to draw the reply so its extra time even if its a quick doodle#anyway!!#yapping#art#khr#khr xanxus#khr squalo
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apollo: valentine’s day is a corporate holiday it isn’t even that special
trucy: you were just yelling and blushing for three hours because klavier got you a bear that says “i wuv you bear-y much”
apollo: that’s not fair those emotions were because i’m afflicted with feelings for klavier and NOT because of capitalism induced romance
#ace attorney#klapollo#aa incorrect quotes#apollo justice#klavier gavin#trucy wright#essentially-#apollo: i hate cheesy things#klavier: *does something cheesy*#apollo: that doesn’t COUNT—#im a ‘apollo is secretly extra cheesy and romantic and just doesn’t know it yet’ truther#he’d be like surely I of all people don’t care much for classic romantic gestures etc#but THEN—#i LOVE grumpy apollo but he’s ALSO a big emotional softie and we NEED to talk about it more#i think about him crying like two seconds after meeting trucy when she faked being hostage#like All The Time#also!!#happy valentines day beloveds!! <3!!!!#i <3 you!!!
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That one scene in legally blonde but snowbaz :3
I hope this is not too much for t umblr 💦
Commission for @thewholelemon, thank you! I'm always happy to draw some snowbaz 💕
#im sorry#i was so thirsty for simon#💦🔫#i had to do his thighs extra tick :3#i'd be one of those people in the background blushing#🥴🥴🥴#snowbaz fanart#simon snow#tyrannus basilton grimm pitch#i don't know how to tags this#snowbaz#playboy bunny#pato's art
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yk at this point i think its safe to say that Barnaby is my favorite. ive been trying to maintain an 'i love them all equally' mindset but lmaoooo there is a Very Clear Top Dog Here
#and because of that he's almost definitely gonna die#my favorites always do! im like a bloodhound for character death!#i sniff out a favorite and then next thing i know! they're dead and im Sighing Loudly bc of fucking course#& also the other things that kinda point to barnaby dying....#But That's A Whole Theory In Itself!#the milk!!! THE MILK!!!#anyway barnaby my life my love my everything#i look at him and im filled with happy chemicals <3#he makes my brain go weeeeee Yippee Yahoo!!!!!#absolutely unprompted#all this to say that the extra ad clown posted made me sooooo fucking delighted#barnaby!!! his voice!!!! new words from him! yippee!!#AND howdy! barnaby and howdy! yall already know!#awwww barnaby's gonna get his own plush <3
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Folks, now that you have heard my story
(Say, boy, hand me over another shot of that booze)
If anyone should ask you
Tell 'em I've got those St. James Infirmary blues
St. James Infirmary Blues, performed by Louis Armstrong, Cab Calloway, and various others
#the knick#perioddramaedit#tw gore#tw suicide#tw death#theknickedit#filmtvedit#filmtv#smallscreensource#honestly idk what else i should trigger tag if someone needs something tagged let me know!#as promised! in honor of my functional photoshop!#welcome to my beaaaauutiful gifset that i love so much and which nobody wants to see <3#im sorry but i love the knick! a show nobody has watched! yay!#as long as i enjoy my content lol#in terms of the song... there's like 200 different recordings of it#louis armstrong and cab calloway are probably the most famous?#and i'm using an amalgamation of their lyrics for this set... louis version for the gifs and cab has an extra verse i put in the caption#GREAT fucking song. love that song <3#anyway enjoy im going to BED <3
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Thinking about how Astarion insisted on staying up to keep watch in the beginning of the game
Yeah, it could be because he needs to go hunt at night without anyone noticing, or because he's keeping an eye out for Cazador/his minions. But... It could also be because he's scared of sleeping/trancing in general?
He's got severe C-PTSD. I have that too. And one of the things I experience from it is a fear of falling asleep.
Sleeping is vulnerability. You're completely defenseless. It's terrifying to fall asleep when you're used to danger! And some abusers will purposefully do things to you when you sleep. I wouldn't put it past Cazador to have done something like that.
It's especially terrifying when you're sleeping somewhere unfamiliar, or as out and open as a forest. With strangers.
Add in the elvish reverie (if we assume Astarion still experiences it as he would if he were alive at his current age)... and he might even be reliving horrible memories every time he tries to rest.
(If you're unfamiliar with elvish trancing/dreaming, I made a post about it and some ways it might affect Astarion as a vampire spawn a while ago)
One of the reasons I think this could be the case is actually the other spawn, specifically what I noticed when we first meet Dalyria and Petras. At first I thought Astarion's eye bags were just a product of being undead. But... Petras, the very human looking spawn, doesn't have that. Dalyria is an elf as well, and like Astarion, she's got some of that tired sleep-deprived purple under and around her eyes.
So all this considered... I think it's very possible that Astarion has a fear of sleeping too. Or at the very least, trouble resting. Him and the other elvish spawn.
It also makes me wonder if he sleeps any better later on in the game. By Act 3 he probably feels more comfortable with you and the group. Sleeping near familiar people (especially people you're very comfortable with, but that's very dependant on your own choices in your game), and having established night time routines can make sleeping feel a little safer.
Plus by that point he's made many new memories he can visit in his reverie. Maybe instead of remembering the terrible things, sometimes he dreams of sun bathing, the first time he bit you or that bear, or any other happy memory he's created since being tadpoled.
Maybe for the first time in centuries, sleeping isn't such a terrible prospect.
#bg3#astarion#text post#its just something thats been on my mind#my fear of sleep is bad enough that i usually cant fall asleep without pushing myself to the point of passing out#or sometimes i need to take a sedative just to manage it#so i wonder how bad it is for him given that he doesnt have the option of sedation#it makes for some interesting headcanons/ideas though#pretty sure a druidic Tav can offer to put together an herbal tea to help him sleep#what if that sort of thing worked and it became a nightly routine?#i assume he can drink tea given that he can drink alcohol#or if you've romanced him#would sleeping near Tav help?#i know sometimes its easier for me to sleep when im around someone im comfortable with#though sometimes it has the opposite effect and it makes it harder to sleep because i feel like i need to be extra alert to protect them#trauma really does a number on you#act 3 spoilers#bg3 act 3 spoilers#astarion spoilers#bg3 spoilers#q
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ok posting it here bc im not sure if its going to stay in the doodle page
#delete later#deleting soon bc eyes on me#for those of you who kept asking about Something last year LOLLL#sorry this is too entry level vent comic ykwim i jst needed to get it out#im over it in the sense that like ok yeah whatever#but not in the sense that i came out worse than before. i was already Small. ive been further Smallened#i was a rebound and lied to and discarded...which thank god i was Set Free but wow!#all my personal fears reinforced. it is embarrassing for me to want and need...i get it neow. i was a stepping stone i am an npc#idk that i could do it again! im not sure its worth trying i am too much of a...project.#as i was told from day 1 but still ran directly into it#and i was too much of a coward to leave myself. if it happened again i wouldnt be able to leave then either.#im happy that i dont think it could get much worse than all that for my first experience but it was also exhausting#and weirdly at the same time i dont think i cld ever expect better#its almost been a year since its been Done and the words and treatment linger <3#this is also why i had to enlist talon as imaginary bf number 2 LOL need extra reinforcement and love#cringe as fuck but it rly will never be as good as whats in my brain...i know that neow. i will spare everyone the trouble#and remove myself from the dating pool (<- implying he was ever even in it)#i dont even hold any ill will toward em bc they were right...its just hurts ykwim
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i really hope they’re both just freaks
#extra under a cut cuz i hate formatting <3#precure#precure all stars f#all stars f#prim#cure supreme#puka#pc spoilers#pretty cure#we know nothing abt these guys. idk if puka can even talk.#im sorry if this ends up totally being ooc but u gotta understand i cant wait 4 months to figure out if it is.#PC
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ollie did so well 🥺 best of all f2 drivers 🥺
he did!!!! only f2 driver to be less than a second behind the guy in the same car <3<3 so proud of him
idk why but i felt like doing a list of the f1 rookies/f2 drivers and their fp1 times (& vs their teammate)
p6 - oscar piastri, 1.20.463 (lando p4, -0.226)
p14 - logan sargeant, 1.21.157 (alex p2, -1.344)
p15 - ollie bearman, 1.21.313 (nico p12, -0.345)
p17 - isack hadjar, 1.21.941 (daniel p8, -1.373)
p18 - jack doohan, 1.22.109 (esteban p9, -1.432)
p19 - frederik vesti, 1.22.937 (lewis p11, -2.213)
plussssss i just realized this in the shower tooday that.... pietro fittipaldi was signed to indycar this week... it would be hard to be both an indycar fulltime driver and haas's reserve driver.............. 👀
#ive always been thinking that it would be waaay too soon to put ollie in f1 but haas seem to be really pushing it#i wonder why hmmmm#god now im extra excited even tho nothing has happened lol#ollie tho <3<3 he really did do so well#and i know that the list doesnt have to mean anything bcs they were testing tires and their could be trying out different stuff and blah bl#but still cool to see ollie up there <3#and ofc oscar but i mean him being good in an f1 car is nothing new 😙#asks!#anon!#f1#formula 1#formula one#ollie bearman#f2
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so it's my birthday today!!! 😎 i'm 23 years old, and i've had this blog for almost 3 years now, so i thought now is as good a time as any to celebrate!
because i thought it would be fun, i've decided to curate a list of some of my favorite blorbos in their respective pairings and put them into this poll! after a week, i will make a special gifset for the ships that make it into the top 5 spots!
the winning ships will be announced in their own special post and anyone can join in on the fun and make a gifset/fan-art/writing/etc of the top 5 ships as well! just @ me in the post or include the tag #emilysbbb and i'll be sure to share it! :D
rules:
reblogs aren't necessary but are greatly appreciated!
if you want to, you can put your 2nd and 3rd choices in the tags, i'll make sure to add those to the calculations when the poll is over! :)
this is a very silly, unserious poll, and this is not my complete and definitive list of favorite ships (since tumblr polls only allow 12 choices rip), this is all just for funsies!
tagging some mutuals below the cut:
no pressure to reblog!! just thought it would be fun to give yall a heads up and the chance to be the first ones to vote! <3
@latr1nal1a @willgaham @milkovichys @his-name-is-ed @stedebonnets @blakbonnet @rainbowbonnet @kendallroycos @userstede @figmentof @captain-flint @cobbbvanth @startreklesbian @crowleyaj @queerbuck @djarin @djaarins @captain-stede @torybrennan @seance @dykefaggotry @ad-astrah @nobie @edwarbteach @stars-bean @jacobglaser
#emilysbbb#(birthday blorbos bonanza)#thats the tag i'll use for this#is it very stupid and silly??? yes it is#but im an adult and i get to celebrate my birthday how i want sdhfksd#hopefully this actually works out the way i imagined it would in my head lmaooo#considering the state of my blog i have a pretty good idea whats going to make it in the top 5 lol#but still fun to see the way the polls might turn out!!!#a week from now i will be home in my new apartment with my roomies and my computer and i cant wait!!!#also i might be missing a few mutuals im so sorry i really need to find a way to better organize who is and who isnt a mutual sdjfhs#just know if ur my mutual you are extra specially invited to my birthday bonanza <3#emily.txt#poll
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now i dont know anything about demons but ive never seen someone do a beelzebub interpretation and so heavily drop the whole lord of the flies bee bug thing like that other vivzie show has
#as im typing im noticing she has wings outside of just the ear antenna and extra arms i just didnt see em but its still eh#i know like 3-4 beelzebubs off the top of my head that come across better like do what you want with character designs#you dont haaave to have the theme be apparent but idk having a character b an interpretation of a theologoical figure id hope you'd keep#some themes at least#and even outside of that shes just doesnt look that great below mediocre to me personally but whatever im not a professional idc#and i dont get why shes a wolf maybe theres an in world reason there are so many canines but i feel like its shooting the design in the foo#not that you couldnt do a bug wolf demon but i like...wouldnt have done it like that ig#kae.txt
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Jujutsu Kaisen asks many important questions such as: mentally healthy daughters that are happy but racist OR son that isn’t racist but is so mentally unwell he rarely smiles and has no will to live
#there’s something really funny about Geto conceptually having raised the kids in his care better than Gojo#for a bunch of reasons#like I get there are other factors#but the only drawback to being with Geto was apparently the racism#meanwhile Megumi and Tsumiki got whatever you’d call their lot#comedic fr#the Habaras seem to like Geto too meanwhile you already know Gojo hates that Megumi doesn’t like acknowledging him#his own fault for being annoying but like. that’s hilarious#Geto didn't even make the girls racist im pretty sure they're fine with human things so that's hardly a downside.#also funny in jjk is that the jujutsu society is corrupt and wants them dead but Gojo is the one who stays and follows the rules#while Geto is the one who left. but instead of it being for a good moral reason like you’d expect from early flashbacks#it’s because he’s decided to start killing humans#he could’ve just stuck to that first village but nah has to kill all the humans now#‘sounds like a better plan than any’ says man who hasn’t slept in 3 days#Gojo stayed behind but also refused to do anything about criminal Geto indefinitely which is extra funny#why are they like that#jjk
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