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#i just didnt think he was that much of an eboy......
f1shart · 1 year
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unfortunately mercutio does not learn from his mistakes 😔
originally saw this on pinterest and i could not stop myself LMAO
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mlm-blues · 10 months
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for the mlm ask game: all of them. every single one
- @ollie-ollieoxenfree
ollie you absolute legend 🙏🏽 ty for this
do you enjoy playing with boys hair? 🐛
DUH boys' hair was made to be played with <3
2. whats your favourite eye colour? 🍑
brown bc. puppy dog eyes <3
3. whats a cute quirk that your crush/boyfriend has? 🥐
i dont have a crush or a bf (sick and twisted) </3
4. have you come out as mlm? if so, when? 🌸
uh yeah i guess? i mean ive always liked guys and then i came out as trans and then it was liking guys in a Gay way 👍🏽
5. do you prefer to have boys lie on your chest, shoulder or lap? 🌾
shoulderrr<3 or maybe my lap idk people dont lie on my lap that often :(
6. what music genre reminds you of boys?
what. i. i dont know. whatever sunset rollercoaster have got going on
7. do you prefer to play with tidy or messy hair? 🥟
i dont think it makes a difference tbh. hair is hair just let me play w it :)
8. are you gay or bi? 🏁
gay
9. who is your favourite mlm musician? 🥮
HMM LET ME THINK /s mika. next question
10. are you more sporty or arty, and do you prefer sporty or arty boys? 🍰
im a little bit of both tbh ive always been into sports and have done sports since i was younger but ive also done music since i was young so. both. and i dont have a preference, both are amazing<3
11. eboys or soft boys? 🥀
like. both? idk
12. what scent reminds you of boys? 🍄
citrus-y things :)
13. have you ever gotten a crush on one of your friends? 🍯
brother i do not get crushes (i dont think). i tried to convince myself i had a crush on one of my friends a couple years ago and like. yeah i had Zero feelings for that guy lmaoo
14. how long have you know you were mlm? ✨
i have always liked guys so. since i realised i was trans?
15. expose who you have a tumblr crush on 😳
no one . yet
16. talk about the guy that made you realise you like boys 🧩
uhh i dont think he made me realise i like boys but he was the first kind of. mlm experience i had. it was likeee 4 years ago now n it was an online thing... we just became very close friends and thennn didnt talk for 6 months. then he confessed that he had a crush on me and i panicked and left him on read for. a whole fucking month and that was the end of it :) im soooo good at this stuff can u tell
17. do you tend to like masculine, feminine or androgynous boys more? 🐚
any is good <3 i think maybe masc boys a little more but thats probably to do with the whole trans thing i got going on and myself wanting to look more masc etc etc. all is good <3
19. what makes you feel rejected from the mlm/lgbt community sometimes? 🌻
not being white lol. there is so much mlm Stuff that is just. white boys. and it's like. i dont rlly see myself here At All 👍🏽
20. who is your favourite fictional mlm? 🍃
speaking of white mlms. david rose <3 sc has been my special interest for yearsss and most of my mannerisms n stuff i have Stolen from david (i love how expressive he is with his hands and how he talks etc) and he's so funny <3
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rrxnjun · 1 year
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it does fit him kinda but i also just can't imagine him just teaching someone maybe i just don't know awsten enough🫡WAIT HOW HAVE I NEVER HEARD ABOUT THAT???? but this is my new fav fact about them wow🥹 wahhh tommy does deserve everything he is a savior for real🫡 my minecraft addiction is unhealthy istg i don't think i will ever be able to get out of the phase at this point it's a lifestyle ngl 🤣🥲but i'm glad to hear that u also had a minecraft phase it's just such a fun game!! ohhh i never really got into sideman but they seem very funny that's for sure!!! tbh the first time i ever heard of alex will and memeulous was through probs wilbur but i listend to their podcast in quarantine and they were very funny tbh so i understand the chokehold!!!
I DID SEE SO MANY CLIPS FROM IT IM AO EXCITED FOR THE ALBUM I CANT WAIT!!! NINGNINGS SOLO WAS SO GOOD SHE IS JUST SO AMAZING EVERYTHING WISE ITS CRAZYYY and i'm going to be very upset if the solo songs do not make it to the album they will hear from my lawyers for sure!
take ur time with it u have the all the time in the world to listen to her! my fav song from her is definitely you're here that's the thing, it's like the cutest song ever but i also really love apple cider those two would probably be my favs and also sunny day as well!!!
WE LITERALLY ARE 🫢 it has never really happened to me before as well so i'm very surprised! I LOVE THE DIRVER ERA DUDEEE🥹 SO SAME LOVE THE MAN SO MUCH i will always be thankful for austin and ally for introducing me to the amazing man ross lynch is🫡 i listened to wallows and they are pretty good definitely will listen to them more however nothing dethroned scrawny for me so i'm staying with my basic as hell fav song🫡 BAEKHYUN HOWEVER I FOUND ONE OF MY NEW FAV ARISTS I THINK!!! amusement park is just so me core i love it so much!! claiming it as my song hihi! but the whole ep was🤌🤌🤌(i still believe in u beating him one day!!!)
OH MY UR REVIEW JUST MADE MY WHOLE DAY MY GOD!!!🥹 IM VERY GLAD THAT U DIDNT REALLY DISLIKE ANY OF THEM AND THE FACT THAT SOME OF THEM MADE IT TO UR PLAYLIST IS JUST🥹🥹IM VERY GLAD THAT U ENDED UP LIKING SOME OF THEM🥹🥹🥹
lovely neighbor!!! hi!!🤭i think i knew that u were slovak but i kinda forgot:( HOWEVER I MIGHT ACTUALLY VISIT SLOVAKIA IN LIKE 2 WEEKS OR SO!! VERY EXCITED TO SEE THE COUNTRY!🥳(or more like the one city we will be visiting)
IM GLAD U ENJOYED!! I ENJOYED TALKING ABOUT MUSIC VERY MUCH AS WELL AND THANK U FOR LISTENING TO THE HUNGARIAN SONGS U ARE VERY LOVELY FOR IT!!! and also if u have any slovak song recommendation tell it to me pls as well!
LMAO NO PROBLEM FOR WRITING HER AS A CHEATER I KNEW THERE WAS PROBABLY NOT LIKE "ANY GOOD REASON" THAT U WROTE HER AS THAT BUUUT HAVING A CRUSH ON MY GF💔💔HOW COULD U /j
LMAO probably most likely it would be similar but i actually want to see them and like properly throw jisung up in the air like i still think about that every time i see jisung!! u portrayed it so well my lord!!!! oh my the renjun bathtub pics inspiring it just makes it even more perfect my god!!! THE LAST SCENE IS JUST SO SUPER GREAT IM VERY GLAD UR INNER JOHN GREEN PULLED THROUGH XD I LOVE IT WHEN MEN ARE SIMPS ITS SO RARE BUT I LOVE IIIT🫡 i wrote it right after i read it and my emotions were all over the place it showed very much i think xd AND THAT IS CRAZY WHAT ARE THE CHANCES OF THAT PLAYINGGGG (liebestraum anon💕💕)
no thats so valid i couldnt imagine him being a guitar teacher either LMAO. and tommy deserves the world for that song alone AHAH also i understand the minecraft lifestyle the other day i wanted to download it too but it didnt work and i am not paying for that game so i just gave up after a while lmaoo. sidemen are funny sometimes but sometimes they also miss w their humor so take it as you will AHAHA. i didnt listen to the eboys podcast if u mean that one!! i am not a podcast girlie tbh i dont enjoy listening to people talk jfkdals but their videos were honestly my favs. also i sometimes still watch george memelous drinking vids where they watch terrible movies because i just think that is peak comedy
MY GIRLFRIEND NINGNING DID SO WELL the solo is stuck in my brain i NEED A STUDIO VERSION ASAP. i honestly never really stanned any girlgroups but aespa have such a chokehold on me istg- my friend said its only bc theyre the girl version of nct sound-wise and i was like :D ok then.
I STILL HAVENT LISTENED TO BEABADOBEE BUT I PROMISE TO GIVE YOU A REVIEW OF THESE IN YOUR NEXT ASK
no bc when austin and ally aired i was fundamentaly changed as a human. everything about ross lynch was just- DFJKA i even watched the teen beach movie like three times because i had such a crush on him LMAO. i wasnt really ever big on r5 (however i still have some of their songs in my playlist) but the driver era are sososo good. scrawny is so good!!! i think my fav from wallows (at least atm) is definitely wish me luck. it has such a good sound and the lyrics are honestly sososo good ugh. YES CLAIM AMUSEMENT PARK!!! ITS ONE OF MY FAV SONGS EVER AHHH i personally claim bambi because it's my nickname irl and when he came out w the song i lost my shit so hard i made it my whole entire personality. (thank u for believing in me. rather than beating hyuck i now fantasize about us going to a baekhyun concert together in my dreams<3)
THANK U TO INTRODUCING ME TO HUNGARIAN MUSIC!! i really have nothing against trying songs in diff languages if thats what you were afraid of!! i really enjoyed all of the songs they were so vibey<33 your music taste>>> AHAHA ITS OKAY IF U FORGOT IM SLOVAK i mean i dont really talk abt it here as much?? on my main tho,,, i dont shut up about the fact i even shitpost in slovak sometimes bc i just can. slovak music recs are hard for me to give bc i dont listen to slovak music much?? and the ones i do listen to i would get clowned for in slovakia bc they are just objectively not good songs but theyre my guilty pleasure AHAHA but if you really do wanna listen to some i recommend my by yael (it was in my top 10 on spotify wrapped last year LMAO), vďaka ti by yael and puerto (which is a badbunny cover lmao but listen to the ver on youtube and not spotify bc the spotify one sucks ass), valeriya by samey (THIS is a guilty pleasure for sure. the rap is weird but the lyrics are beautiful), staré časy by medial banana, káva by medial banana, záverečná by iné kafe, nad prahou by zoči voči and včera som miloval by fishing strip (for some good slovak punk rock<3) ALSO WHICH CITY ARE U VISITING (if u wanna tell me ofc)
the renjun bathtub pics....altered my brain chemistry so much iykwim. like i knew my man was hot but i didnt know he could get THIS hot. AHAHA MEN BEING SIMPS IS RARE BUT SO FUCKING GOOD thats why i even started my series in the first place the original title was the simp diaries bc its all about men being simps AHAHAHA
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nagitoedit · 11 months
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listening to new the used album again and rating again without looking at my old post to see if i feel any differently now
i hateee that like sudden bash of Loud that the used keeps doing now it just hurts and it sounds bad. also this song just isnt great
embarrassing. "does anybody else feel NUUUMB 😩" stupid sounding literally sounds like something a tiktok eboy musician would make. but the outro intstrumentals is cool that should just be the whole song instead
stupid. embarrassing. laughable.
better than the other ones. okay its actually good so far i think. could be better though. okay it started good and then just got boring as hell and was so short ?? wadda hell
was kinda boring but its okay 👍 had so much potential though..... could have been so awesome but instead its just sortof alright but not really anything really special
not good.
lmaoooo . bad. so disappointing bc i knowww the used can make such great songs but theyre making some of the most bland repetitive embarrassing overproduced slop. and something abt heartwork and now this is just that its so. loud ? it is unpleasant to listen to because its just so overwhelmingly loud for now reason and just hurts my ears. theres not many
SGHSDHGSHG STUPIDEST LYRICS EVER. its just embarrassing. tbh the tear it DOWN ! tear it DOWN ! tear it DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN DOWN !! is fun but the rest of the song is . :/ heaven is not the place for me . god knows that i dent believe . ! song could have been so great. but . it isnt. fighting death is like dancing with a brick wall is the stupidest line i might have ever heard.
hell yeas 👍 still could be better and suffers from the over production but its better than most of the album so far
good still kinda boring but its niceys also one of thee best songs so far.
its alright. not all that interesting to me but still better than most of the other songs.
my overall thoughts : they should never ever work with john feldmann ever again. after this album i realized why my favorite the used albums are by some suuuper odd coincidence the only ones he didnt produce. how strange.
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berryunho · 2 years
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THANK YOU I KNEW YOU’D BE ANTI-GREEN SCREEN TOO 😭💖 the only green screen pcs that deserve rights are San’s and Yunho’s idc idc BUT MINGI’S PCS THIS ERA W O A H CALM DOWN SIR 🫣🫣 and PERIODDDDDD we love an ot8 album pc collection ✨✨
But pause, world stop 🛑 ✋, did you just say that there is?? A character ppt??? DROP THE LINK NOW FR DHFINDIND I NEED TO SEE WHAT WENT ON IN YOUR GIGANTIC BRAIN WHILE PLANNING THIS FIC (only if you want to ofc pslspslprp)
Also, would totally be down to read an interim of Yeosang dying his hair suddenly cause he want’s to be in his #eboy era but this lowkey brings up another question like is there a beauty salon in the cult territory or smth? And how do they get their more harder to get naturally supplies like gasoline or finer ingredients and spices for food? Do they maybe have a fixed group that goes out to the nearest town to get supplies when they need them? If so, OUR MAIN GIRLIE NEEDS TO GET UP ON THAT TO ESCAPE LIKE HIDE IN THE TRUNK OR SMTH IDK BUT DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO GET O U T
- Much love, 🍓 anon
LKDFJSD:LKFJ i got the last copies that im allowing myself to buy in the mail today (okay. minus digipacks bc im probably gonna buy at least yunho and hongjoong but i have no self control so itll probably end up being ot8 but... shhhh) and im .... alksfjasdk i didnt pull anymore dupes so major slay LMAO
and trust me i really would drop the ppt but there is apparently no way to share a google ppt anonymously and i dont have the energy to remake it on an account that isnt linked to my irl ass self KLDSJ:FLKDSFJ and also there are minor spoilers involved and some things have Changed since i made the ppt SO instead i took screenshots of highlights:
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so anyways... im kinda funny sometimes i like to think KLJDF:LKJSDF ANYWAAAYYYSSSS hehehe thats a good idea i think actually ..... i like to think that they all struggle to do their own hair like picture mingi bent over a sink w yunho freaking out about him missing the entire backside of his head and his hair turning out entirely uneven LMAO hehe you're spot on w that idea of a fixed group and trust me itll definitely come up later .... (ominous writer pause) :]
hehehe i hope the sneak into the ppt was sufficient enough heh honestly the other members were either (a) all spoiler or (b) completely uneventful so i just included those 4 but AALKFDJLKADJF thank you sm for asking questions and being interested in all of this hehe ily <3 <3 <3 i hope you're well <3
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therealsehinton · 3 years
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HI I SENT IN SOME SHEPARD HCS AT LIKE 4 AM YESTERDAY BUT IM STARTING TO WORRY THEY DIDNT GO THROUGH 👉👈 so here they r!!! sorry if they did SHSJWGNW imm really bad w/ this kinda thing
• darry, two and tim were friends as kids, but drifted apart when darry became an asshole in high school. twobit and tim gradually stopped talking because darry was sort of the one thing holding them together. they slowly got closer again after darry graduated, and they don’t really talk about it much. it’s easier for them to act like it never happened.
• they r a musical family! it started with tim finding an old guitar chucked in an ally that (after a bit of tlc) still worked, and he taught himself purely by ear. he taught curly a few years later when they wouldn’t stop asking, and curly taught angela after losing a bet. they have jam sessions sometimes and actually know their stuff pretty well! bonus: tim’s has two little doodles of a cat on it that two drew when they were younger.
• angela loves the colour red. she finds it so pretty, so she finds it weird when people around her use red to describe anger or danger. maybe that’s why she likes it.
• curly’s a thembo. they’re a fucking idiot. they once climbed to the top of the curtis house to break into pony and soda’s room, fell, and broke their leg. darry had to drive this screaming 15 year old boy all the way home at 4 in the rain. curly has been too embarassed to speak to him since then.
• curly loves lakes. just looking at them. one time they sat on a dock and stared at a fishing lake for hours until someone came and asked them to move.
• there are a lot of stray cats on tim’s turf, so he takes care of them whenever he can. he’ll swipe a bag of cat food every now and then, give them water, let them stay in his room during the rain..he’s really sweet with them. nobody knows this except for angela, who walked in on him asleep with five feral cats laid around her sleeping brother.
• curly always tells people they don’t know angela’s their big sister. angela doesn’t know this, but curly just thinks it feels right to call her that. he knows, deep down, that she’s way more mature and smart then they ever will be, so they refer to her as such whenever they can.
• modern!angela likes anime and her favourites are madoka magika and little witch academia (which i reccomend btw! both r on netflix they r vv good) she likes animes about strong female protagonists that are pretty but powerful and determined at the same time. they remind her of herself.
• modern!curly has a tiktok where they make really dumb eboy shit but Once in a blue moon they’ll post an enby joke that’s genuinely really funny. tim is convinced they have a ghostwriter
• modern!tim watches buzzfeed unsolved but only at ungodly hours. catch this man in his living room at 3 am with all the lights on watching a video about the ohio state penetentiary. mr tim shepard this is an intervention.
thats all!!!! i really hope these were good ^_^ happy shepard day!!!! - darry (anon)
!!!!!
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vortomorto · 4 years
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Recently I’ve seen a lot of talk about Angelika and George(Memeulous) dating and him and James being racist? And I guess just overall not good people, and I haven’t actually seen anybody talking about it, so if you know anything abt it could you share? Because I really like George and co, and would hate to be supporting a racist(if he is one, obi.) thanks! xx
ok thats a complicated question
for context heres ellie's tweet and george's private apology for a clip of him saying the n word:
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the apology wasnt about ellie's claims, it was about the clip.
do i agree with ellie's decision to out their relationship like that? no, i just think thats not the part we should be focusing on. while, ellie doesnt actually have any concrete proof, its not like she can record him saying the n word in private. this is a he said-she said situation and a lot of people just dont believe her. personally, i do. since youve sent me this ask im assuming you have read what ive said in the past. (if you want to read more of what i said, type memeulous critical on the tumblr search bar, i think thats the easiest way.)
george has NOT addressed any of ellie's claims but he has liked mia's response to her (which was extremely weird imo, why did she even reply)
anyway, about the clip, it was 2017(?) george reading a hate comment on club penguin with the n word in it. instead of apologizing publicly, he decided that apologizing on a private groupchat where most of the people there are white, young and hardcore stans of his was a better decision?? it wasnt their apology to accept. he also uploaded a single, black square on instagram for black out tuesday which for me is the height of hypocrisy. oh! he also donated like 2k or sth, which was also extremely suspicious. like throwing money at a problem to make it go away.
about james: basically during the beginning of the b l m protests (spacing out so it doesnt show up in searches) he released a single. it was because of his contract, but it still rubbed people the wrong way bc he only tweeted about b l m twice (?) and he kept promoting his song. personally, i didnt follow the situation cause i was never that much of a fan and at the time i had already stopped watching/following him. but people felt he didnt actually care and his actions were performative.
youre asking if george and james are racist and the truth is, i dont know. i dont know them personally and i dont know whats in their heart. i do know, though, that george didnt go out of his way to publicly address ellie's claims and he showed his immaturity when he cowered behind his fanbase. he and the other eboys constantly fuck up and constantly use shock humour as an excuse to say the dumbest shit. their white privilege really jumps out.
i no longer support george. i could never see him the same way again. i cant tell you what to do/not do, thats up to you. do your research, apply some critical thinking and see for yourself whether or not you want to support them.
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midnightwaters65 · 4 years
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Coronavirus
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Genre: Oneshot
Summary: Your stuck in the house with Jungkook and soon you'll end up alone....
Word count: Confession😆 Including the mistakes. Editing on here is difficult.😅
His parents are my OCs.
Authors Note: Do you guys want me to make a kinemaster? If so please leave a like and comment to watch this instead. This whole story is a teaser😆💜
"Welcome! Welcome"! Your mom invited her friends inside the house. My dad and I helped the suitcase my mom put on the porch for us too pull up in the living room.
This was a bad time of world going through a terrible time called the Coronavirus. They pulled hundreds of students put of their schools. News, commercials, Ads, tells us too stay home and wash our hands.
My mom knocked my room door to tell me a couple and their one son was spending a night a couple of says. Friends from South Korea was coming too vist for a new home and Job at [Your State/Town]. The airport was closed.....this was good. I jogged to see if their were more luggages and that was it. I watched a scene outside of my mom friend says [Your/moms/name]. Hugging her in a tight hug.
"Awe! I'm so happy your staying here", My mom shrieks. "But oooo I'm so sorry you can't go home for the moment". I herd my dads loud trunk van shut tightly. My dad and the womans husband already had passed me. My mom did tell me she had a son. (😳)
There was a boy that was my age. He had a unique name because I've never heard of that name before.....right now. I just forgot everything existed.
"Helllo! Y/n"!
My heart gaped. I sucked in my stomach trying not too make a scene of making a mistake in front of a cute boy.
"This is my bestfriend Seo-Yun! We used to work together at the same job", Shes says rejoiced hugging her against her side. Seo-Yun smokes just excited as her. "Yes! Your mother is just the best! Without your mom I would have NOT know where too go. Gosh! We already spend way too much money on these hotels -".
I laugh at these moments. When a person talks to you , telling how your feeling but goes on how their day has been.
I giggled, we all do that when your happy.
"Oh! Jungkook! [Y/m] you've met my son", Seo-Yun says proudly.
I stayed on the porch watching how he reacts, listens,.....talks. I couldn't smiled but fighting back a smile. I was excited.
I pretend I was cool and my anxiety got the best of me. When his mom was introducing him to my mom. He popped off his headphones and quickly wrapping around his iPhone leaving it in one hand to shaking hands with her with his free hand. I didn't see him smile because he was wearing a black colored facemask. From protecting him. I was sighing. He looks good for being careful. The corner of his eyes curves to show that he was smiling. He kept looking down when my mom was embarrassing him with the 'good looking' comments. I couldn't think of anything else but actually agreeing with her. She was doing me a favor.
"Yes! The handsome devil Jeon Jungkook"!
He looks at her and chuckles down saying , "Its nice too meet you".
I looked away at the moment to smile behind me. They were on the sidewalk not close nor to far. But hearing him speak, he was as shy as I was.
" Yes Jeongguk here keeps growing and growing and growing! It took him a very long time too agree too come here. He shy at times but when he really gets too know you ; I ask him how he gotten so confident! Such a talented boy! His voice- oh gosh I heard they have a karaoke here! Such beautiful voice"-. While the time his mother kept on going, he was looking away like he wasn't there. He zoomed out NOT to be in this conversation anymore. I was happy! After the whole month of suffering on schools work on the internet. This was entertaining than ANY youtube vidoe.
"Oh gosh! Please let's go in! Let's go in", My mom interrupted. But not on purpose. The weather was nasty. The mist began to feel humid. Tiny drips of water began to fall on the car windows for proof it's about to start raining. Before my mother turned around I quickly ran back inside so they wouldn't see me eavesdropping. Like it would've mattered. I jogged in the kitchen for some water. My dad and Seo-Yun husband was talking about jobs and the risk of the Coronavirus.
" Y/n", My mother calls me in the living room. I was nervous. Like this was a life or death situation. I looked at my clothes and felt a confident of my choice of style today. Wasn't a flirty vibe but it was casual. I checked my teeth in my reflection on the cleaned stove and slap lightly my cheeks too be ready. My dad and his new friend left the kitchen early too meet Seo-Yun.
As I was walking, my heart was speeding. I was actually going to be in a room with a cute boy who's not just visiting- STAYING here for more than two nights. And hes talented!
I acted like how I normally walked in my living room and saw Jungkook sitting on the couch. Going through his phone like any teenager would. My chance of catching of his attention wasn't impossible. It's the fact HOW would I?
"I want you too meet Jungkook", My mom says forwards too me. With a secret wink. I blushed , only because she knows theres a boy in the house and normally I don't....act cool around boys. "He's shy! Say hi too him"!
I frowned at my mom not to do this. SEO-Yun energy felt like she KNEW. And she was okay with it.
"Ya! Jeongguk", His mom calls out.
He snapped his phone off and stands up. My legs almost began too wobble when I couldn't stand. He looked like those eboy tik toker but way better. Way hotter. Does he do Tik Tok? He become famous! His mask wasnt fully off but under his chin.
His smiles at me reaching for my hand. I was going to shake his hand. I wanted to shake his hand. I commanded to shake his hand. But I was looking down at it. Puzzle must've been on my face because I was staring at it!!! STILL. NOT. MOVING.
For a minute he pulled his hand away nervously and just gave me a hesitant nod.
I quickly received it and started shaking.
I began to smile and laugh. Scratching the back of my head after pulling my hand away.
"Its very nice to meet you! I'm ugh- I'm [Y/n]"!
He looks behind me and our mothers must've been watching us. His face was speaking to his mom like he needed permission to speak too me. But he looked back to me and acted everything was fine.
"Hi. Nice too meet you". He bows. Than clears his throat looking away.
I just watched him. A blush after he bowed. I know he was being polite but I didn't know what to say to that. I herd my mom speak behind me , I had too look away too. This tense tension was getting on my nervous. Only because I wasn't confident than I thought I had. I wasn't popular in school. But I had enough friends that I've never rarely felt cautious how I reacted with. Just seeing him...I was wondering what he must be thinking. Going spend a night in a stranger's house? I would be homesick with a fit!
"Jungkook! You must see your room"-.
Let's just say dinner time came. After what happend in the living room was worse! Going to school , obviously I don't speak to my crushes. So it's easy to say to make a move. Become close with them. To actually do it. I called [ Bestfriend ]! And when it comes to times like this, they never help! I'm always that to come down. I get off the phone with my friend, turn off the music and use the bathroom. Watching Jeongguk leave the room as late as I was. Butterflies in my stomach turned into cramps. I finally walked down the stairs. Yawning. The smell was nice and it was turkey. Looking on the table - dame! There was more than turkey! It was a feast! A table that made it look like Thanksgiving! All the adults were talking. There was Jungkook sitting at the end of the table next to his dad. He had headphones on and he looked down every 5seconds to look on his phone.
Silly me! I was on my phone all day. It needed to be charged. My mom did call me to come downstairs a couple times but since she was talking to her bestfriend she didnt see a long time. I wasn't notice at the table. Cause of my anxiety, that never bothers me. For boring 5mins I was hearing my parents conversation separate and togther about how, why and when. Time to time my eyes watched Jungkook like a stalker. He just was being himself. Eating looking through his phone. Not paying attention too anything else. When he decide to look up, he didn't watch me. He was looking at his own dad who was now speaking proudly of him.
"Jungkook here been doing all kinds of things. Choir, call kawtaedo, dancing, his friends say hes good at insterments. He's been joining a lot of clubs"!
Jungkook took a earbud off and smiled shyly. He looked straight at him and says something I didn't understand in his language. "Couldn't do it without my parents support", He says korean. It sounded sweet. Jungkook mom messes her his hair. "Hes good at english but hes justbreally shy. I'm sad I have too put him in a middle of moving but we're still deciding".
So my MOM tested it. She asked him his school, who's his friends , what he liked for a hobby in english. I felt embarrassed...I kept my cool and smiled too myself how my mom is crazy. Honestly this was the only time I wish I could trade places in moments like these in life. His english was good. They weren't settled but they were better than what I could learn in [your struggle language class]. I liked what I was hearing. "Yes. It would be sad too love. I have 6 bestfriends waiting for me at home. We don't always join the same thing but we met after I auditioned for bighit. I still didn't get a call", He says softly. His voice wasn't too deep, or high, but it sounded calm and careful. I smiled. I couldn't look at him, he would have my attention 24/7 and I wouldn't hear a thing. My ears because too rang because goosebumps came to my arms. I felt cold...
"Yes. His friends also went in but no one has results because of this virus. Gosh! You have too hear him sing"!
His dad was all for it too. But Jungkook shook his head , waving his hands shyly no.
"Not today, not today! I'm p- pretty tired".
Every 'awe' at the table. I chuckled shaking my head. Bummer. "Y/n, after your done eating pull out my purse from the car please, I left it in there by accident", My mom says. I murmured, eating mash potatoes. "Okay".
I wiped my mouth with a napkin and decide to go get it anyways. My mom went back upstairs to use the bathroom.
Seo-Yun picked up her dish too grab more food on the big counter. I was beginning to head to the door. Grabbing the keys beside the microwave. "Jeongguk! Go out with her! I left my phone in there".
I froze with my hand on the door knob. I herd his "okay" from the kitchen. Should I wait for him? Should I leave? I caught his shadow put away his dish too. Coming closer, I started - running out the door and quickly opening the cars lock. I saw my moms purse in the back seat and I finally see him catching up. "Hey", He calls out for me. I pretend I was in my own world who finally herd him. "My mom left her phone", His eyes scammed for it. I searched for it too. I found it.
"Its on the front seat", I say jumping inside the car , grabbing onto it. When Jungkook received it from me, he smiles. "Thank you". Bowing. I thought this was the perfect time to say something! "You don't have too do that"! He was turning around too leave but he stopped looking at me puzzled. "Bow. I mean. You just. Seemed. Um. Tense". Maybe it wasn't.
"Oh", He smiles shyly again.
I nodded in an awkward silence. Than I use the not flirtous line. "If you need anything just ask me. If it goes by serious go by my parents".
He nods. "Thanks". He slowly finds his way to walk away. Finally for both of our sales he did.
I looked away , not looking back at him until he went back inside the house. He was wearing crops as shoes. In a random unmeaning thought , I didn't wear crops.
After my job was done. I went into my bedroom and stared at my door. No one was answering my calls and youtube wasn't distracting me. I was staring at my door. Didn't know if I showed cry or I should start giggling like a maniac.
He likes music.... I looked at my guitar. Walking closer to it, I started fiddling with it. I didn't know how to use it. My mom bought it for me because the school finally made a guitar class. Which I didn't get to start because it was my second quarter.I closed my eyes and started imagine if Jungkook suddenly appear and wanting to help me. I felt dum at the moment because that would've been a good question. "What music do you like"?
I started too sing my favorite song while fiddling a string to a tune. I sang it in different tones, giving myself a little credit at it. My ipad dinged. That was my homework..... I woke up at 2:00am wanting to pee. A silent voice came in front of me....
This was Jungkooks room. Right in front of MINE. His parents was next door. So was mine. Their rooms were for guests and we normally used them for random junk that we had too clean all day until they came the next. I watched the door. Blocking a sweet voice from the other side. But I couldn't stay longer, I had to pee. Than inward fully awake! I gasp , "Oh"!
He had open his door! He didn't notice me when he was leaving his room until I gasped. "Sorry", I said. He looked up at me and his wide eyes showed me he was startled too. "Sorry", He says in the same time. We both gave a nervous laugh. "So..need too pee", I asked. Like somehow that was a normal question! He nodded. "Someone was in there so I waited", He says pointing to a now empty bathroom.
I nodded dum founded. "Oo..well it's all yours! I needed some- um I need water"! I smiled widely. His look of convinced, did not give me strength. He stares at me like he wanted to say something but it wasnt his place to say. So instead I walked away. This was my first time holding it in when I wasn't the only woman in the house. -.-
Instead of grabbing water. I grabbed milk to try for a theory. I waited 3mins and Instill didn't hear the door open. I knew that because that's how long I left my milk-.
"Great! Its hot!", I groaned annoyed. I couldn't touch it. I hover my hand to feel the heat against my skin. My hearts poped. I hear someone coming. I closed the microwave. It was dark in the kitchen and the living room. Because of the night lights. I saw a figure coming by. "Jungkook"? I said blinking. First I assume he thought he looked other places until he finally noticed I wasn't sitting I was standing. He gave me a smile.
I was now puzzled.
"Its all yours", He says. He waved me a goodnight and walked away.
I looked back the microwave with a milk inside.....I wish I could fit in the microwave........
~●Next Morning●~
I was wearing blue sweatpants and a black hoodie. It wasn't looking but it was definitely not bad for him too see me on this. Styles, I didn't usually have favorites or diffrent actually. I never tried to impress a boy before. I sighed.
Opening my room door, Jungkook was coming from the the bathroom. He was off his phone. He was wearing a white tshirt with black pajama pants only. His hair was messing and his eyes seem droopy. He didn't notice me at all until I said "Goodmorning". He stopped and looked at me and says " Goodmorning ".
"Did you enjoy your sleep", I asked shyly.
He smiles nicely and starts to stretch. "Yes. Well. Kinda of. I was awake all night".
I laughed. "Me too! I was messing with my guitar", I lied. I was definitely not thinking of dum ways to die of an embarrassment.
He starts rubbing his eyes. "Oh", all he says. I smiled watching him. I wasn't a morning person either. He went back in his room. That's a sigh not to be seen again.
I stayed in my room too. Hearing two couples talking loudly upstairs. It was too the point I was walking back and fourth in my room to firgue out ways too get ways of him inside MY room. "What do you think Timmy", I asked my pink rabbit. "Should I make my move"? I pulled my stuffed pink bunny of my desk , pointing a ruler at it.
"Wait! Stop there Timmy! I think I know where your plan was going". I toss the ruler and at least put some socks on. My plan was to knock on his door.... he needs a friend? No ones telling me not to be.
I was here... 7 seconds I was here. Going to knock. I will knock. Yes I'm ready! What will a whore do? Was that even the right thing to ask? "She will knock"..... I thought shamelessly. I instead close a door. My door. "Timmy", I say slipping down on the floor. "Your fired".
Afternoon came by and I was playing the piano. I was thinking hundreds of way of an excuse to eat my room but I could lie and eat after they all fall asleep. I'll be hungry until than. I shook my head fiddling with the guitar again. "Mmm m mmm", I sang. A knock came from the door.
"Hey! Come down the dinners ready", My moms voice calls out for me.
I yawned out stretching, "I'll be there! I'm doing homework"! I scratch my head and put my sheets away. I stood up , wearing a white tshirt but I pull my black hoodie on top. Putting my hair in a messy bun, leaving the door.
~After Dinner~
"We should do karaoke", My mom says.
I choked on my water but still swallowed. It seems to catch Jungkook reaction too. The dinner was same as yesterday but the food was less. And the main meal was chicken. We were going to put away the plates but my mom made announcement "My husband found a karaoke box in our closet! Oh come on! It'll be much fun"!
I looked at Junkook who still didn't say anything but stare at her. Than we both looked at his mom. "Oh! That would be so much for Jeongguk"!
I smirked. This was fantastic! I can here what he's hiding! If he can sing, I would have something for him to sing me about while I'll help him with my -. "Don't worry Jungkook! You can sing any song you like", My mom says, "When we'll let Y/n tune anything she likes on her guitar I bought her"!
"Oh", Jungkook laughs bashfully. When I finally gone mad!
"Who's playing tunes"?????
She comes up to me and kissed my forehead. "Well I want to hear him sing. Unlike you sometimes, he goes out there and does a lot! Because hes always out there and doing things, I dont want him to stop now. I wanna hear"! She helps grab my plate.
"But I still dont know how to play", I mumble. Seo-Yun laughed out loud. "Are you kidding! I passed by your door and you seem really good at it. Jungkook here can play anything once he puts his mind to it! He can help teach you"!
"Oh! That would be nice", My mom says to her. They finally left with the living room with the men fixing the karaoke machine. I looked at Junkook who blinked the same time as I did.
My small desperate for Jungkook attention annoyed me a little when all I hear how he was better than me. I did things too! My parents even talk about me [ your past activities]. I scratched my head. I just didnt to much as he did. Did I?
"What was that one song we used to love to sing togther! Remember our works meeting at a restaurant!? They had a dance floor there", Seo-yun claps excitedly.
My mom kept slapping her thighs while laughing. "Oh gosh! Yes! Honey! Put it on"!
My dad grabbed the TV remote and clicked in the letters. Jungkook was on afar side of the couch smiling taking a sip of his coke can. Our dads were between us. Our moms was the first to be singing together.
🎙So tell me what you want. What you really really want🎙
🎙So tell me what you want. What you really really want🎙
🎙I wanna really, really, really wanna zigazig ah🎙
I..was...dead....
"Mommy", I muffled in my couches pillow. I was looking away, laughing with the others. I felt as I'd this would never ended until they did. I closed my eyes clapping for them. "Perfect...that was...great".
They bowed down at their beautiful ✌singing ✌ and sat down on the couch. It was our dads turn but Seo-Yun gave it to Jungkook. He hesitated to stand. My own mom attacked me!
"Think fast", She says tossing me a mic. Luckily I did but confused.
"What's going on here"?
"Its your kids turn", She says ploping next to dad. I still didn't move but watch Jungkook, confidently walk up chosing a song. I felt my dad nudging me but I still didn't want to go. "Chose a song Y/n! Go help him"!
I whined standing up. Why does it always have to be me! I gazed at him closer and he was still finding a song. I watched how calmly he was acting. Rubbing his one eye to watch closer of the titles on the screen. He finally looks at me and I looked down at my mic. We never really done this before. It was nice to hold a mic like this.
Music was all I ever listen to but singing it for fun than random was strange to me.
I think it was because I get to sing with a cute boy. "Do you want to chose", He asks me. He hands me the remote. I was refusing not to but it tell me it was okay too. I didn't have a thought on my mind. Whatever song I was tuning into my room I was shy about it. So I played eeny, meeny, miny, moe in my head.
"Would you know this song", I asked.
He smiles and nodded. I smiled too.
🎙We don't talk anymore. We don't talk anymore. We don't talk anymore, like we used to🎙 ~ Jungkook.
🎙I just heard you found the one you've been looking. You've been looking for. I wish I would have known that wasn't me🎙 ~ Me.
🎙Don't wanna know. What kind of dress you're wearing tonight. If he's holding onto you so tight. The way I did before🎙~ Us
I almost lost my concentration. Hearing him sing, I felt cold when it was my turn. My voice was shaky because I was nervous. I even had to clear my voice between lines so I wouldn't have to mess up but I already missed a letter or forgot it was my turn. It was a bad idea to partner us togther. Listening to his voice I wish I could've have recorded. I gazed at him a couple of times too see how serious he looked. And that's how I felt when I was alone.
🎙Ooh, it's such a shame. That we don't talk anymore🎙~ Us.
Once it was finished. Our parents applause to us. I smiled widely. Laughing at finishing score. It was actually good. I was glad.
"You did really good", I told Jungkook proudly. I reach to pat his shoulder. Giving him my smile , he smiled back at me. He was. Already looking at me with curiosity eyes. "You did amazing", He says with a thumbs up.
I bit my lip. "Thanks". He laughs along with me. "Your really amazing", He tells me. I gave him suspicion look. "Thanks", I still said. "I really want to hear your solo..."
He shook his head. Using his index finger for a "🤫" he does with a smile. I nodded giving "👌okay" sigh.
Our parents were getting drunk...they were drinking alcohol during dinner. Now beer during taking turns with eachother. Jungkook sang with his dad even. I wasn't paying attention because my mom passed out on the couch. I started to slap her cheek gently saying bedtime. No. Still not there. "Jungkook", The only name I called for. He was staring at his own dad crawling into other couch sleeping.
"What now", I shrugged. He scratch his head annoyed and grunted slyly. "Any blankets"?
I sighed. I finally snap my fingers. "Yes", I answered. I head upstairs to a closet.
We grabbed totally four for all of them. Jungkook and I end up cleaning and putting away the karaoke machine. I turned off the kitchen lights. "Okay! Time for bed", I say going upstairs. "You coming"?
He sets the living room light off. "Yep". He started to catch up with me.
"I love your voice", I said to him before he left inside his room.
He smiles scratching the back of his head. "Thank you. You were really good to. I can tell you were nervous. I hear you singing sometimes".
I hesitated to say anything ruien the moment I was feeling. He looked back inside his room to show he was tired but he was also being polite.
"Oh", All I said. I nodded at him. "Goodnight". He smiles at me closing the door. I scratched my head. Biting my lip. Closing my door next. Wait! Did I say thank you?
~●Next Morning●~
Taking a decent show last night, I felt comfortable but woke up to early. I checked the time and saw it was 10am. I wanted to sleep more but my dreams became werid even I couldn't remember what happened. I decide to use the restroom. After brushing my teeth, I step out to see Jungkook going downstairs. When I took a show I saw my mom going in her room last night. I wasn't sure about the others.
Walking into the living room, no one was there. That answered my question. I herd cabinets closed. I walked into the kitchen to find him alone. He spotted me. Looking relived.
"Morning", Hes shy voice says. "Do you have cereal"?
Cereal would usually wouldn't be in any cabinets. Looking through again for his benefit. There wasn't.
"No...Do you want me to make you breakfast"?
He looked at me surprise. "You can cook"?I nodded smiling. "Yes! Let me cook for you". I started getting supplies out. He watches me but he interrupts me cracking an egg.
"Can I help", He asked. I shrugged. "I wasn't hoping you would ask". (😅)
We cooked togther silently. I was cooking the the mixes in the pan while he chopped up the veggies. When his part was done. He stares at my cooking admiring. I did a flip or two and almost failed. This was my first time making him laugh. He...was dreamy. I thought I was imagining it.
"Yes"! I slipped an omelet on his plate. He looked so excited his eyes widen. "Wow! Amazing"! He smiles wider. I even started giggling how excited he looked proud at me. "All yours", I told him.
He gives me a bow sitting down. And his hands pressed together. I smiled putting the pan away. He prays. That was the greatest sigh! I hurriedly rush across the table to eat my breakfast. My creation was appreciated! We started digging after a small prayer.
"What can you cook", I asked him. He started thinking. "Mmm". He swallows. "I cook whatever I put my mind to it. Usually only scramble eggs. What you made is really good and.... impressive".
I scrunch my face at him and told him stories about my cooking. He responded with his own stories I was actually satisfied hearing about it. He started teasing me about how clumsy I was dropping the omelet on the pan. I started blushing. This was a first moment I ever felt with a boy.
"I hear them coming", I said drying the last dish he gave me. I started putting other omelets for the adults in the house. One by one came down and sat in the chair smelling breakfast.
"Awe! Honey. You beat me to it! You made my favorite"! She kissed my forehead. I smiled. "No problem. Going upstairs. Enjoy you guys".
I started to realize Jungkook was going upstairs too. Alone in the living room, I waited until he was done talking to his parents. He steps in seeing me wait for him. His reaction was no different from mine. What can I say now? Instead he said something instead of me.
"You have any instruments"?
We were in my room! I have a boy in my room! I have a cute ass guy in my BEDROOM! He was looking around. Seeing [Your room]. My heart started speeding.
"Interesting", He says. He finally pointed. "You did say you play guitar". He smiles at me. I just stood there beside the open door. What would I say if our parents by the door? Would we be in trouble?
"Y... yes! I've only known a few tunes. You can touch it! If...you want". I walked more closer to him. He still looked at me for permission, I tada it and sat down on my bed. He sat in a chair , tuning with it. But once he played. I saw guitar notes started dancing circle around the room. I started clapping after he finshed. "I'm still learning", He says chuckling.
"Wow. You have a way with learning", I said with lightly. He glance at me. He looked at me funny. I coughed chaging back to my regular voice. "You know! Because you seem okay". He keeps that look on his face that was killing me. "Okay? Than show me your moves".
Oof. I blinked , taking the guitar in my arms.
I sat in front of him. Playing the guitar in while I made him sing during the melody. He stopped and rolled his tounge during his mistake. I rolled my eyes. "Keep going", I encouraged him. "That was beautiful".
He looks up at me. I didn't notice how our face was almost close to eachother once I decided to lean down and patted his shoulder. He was staring at me like he was staring at the omelet I made this morning. I blushed, my hands feeling him come closer to my face....he was going to kiss me!
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