Inspiration Saturday ☔️
Phew, I haven't done one of these in months! But hoping to actually get inspired and also to prove that I am working on that last chapter and because I think I actually finally know how to get through that last bump, here's a little tease from the last chapter of the mudslide fic:
The hours leading up to that felt heavy. Eddie could feel Buck’s worried looks on the back of his neck all throughout, sticking there like he accidentally rolled into flypaper. Eddie couldn’t blame Buck for it much, but by god, did it make him feel like shit; like some fragile porcelain doll that couldn’t handle the pressure without snapping.
And he could handle it, damnit. He’s done this before and he’ll do it again.
After coming back from his first tour in Afghanistan, they sent out dates and locations for all upcoming funerals and Eddie had spent five days driving around in his old truck, wearing his cheap suit, sweating yellow stains into his white shirt and trying to get to all the places that he could afford the gas money to.
That was the one time of Eddie being selfish and leaving Shannon to deal with Christopher alone, that she never rowed up for him and he was still thankful for that to this day.
Those funerals were different, however. Most of those soldiers he’s never met or only so briefly that he probably wouldn’t have recognized them on the street — after that, he made a great effort to commit their faces into his memory, by staring at their framed smiles at ceremonies day in and day out.
This time, he was attending the service for someone who, inadvertently so, but saved his life and Bosko’s. Ramirez made the ultimate sacrifice and the least Eddie could do was to honor his memory.
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Hello!
It's been months, years. I'm very sorry for desappearing suddenly, I didn't want to but work life got busier and busier that I had so little time to draw or even finish, coloring my drawings and commisions that got stranded. I'm sorry for such delaying, I'll communicate soon with the ones that couldn't get their updates and finished pieces.
Well, too much happened, unfortunately I got stuck in deep depression since the pandemic and the pressure to keep up with my career led to long hours working that it made me unhappy I didn't have much time and energy to keep drawing my own projects, then came the lack of motivation. Met some toxic people at work and ended up too stressed up that without realizing my body's inmune system was in danger and then I got an illness. It affected the vision of my left eye, my normal vision got lost. I have monocular vision now. And you know, as an artist this is very hard and scary. I needed time to grieve and adapt to a new life. I hope you can understand, I'm still working on myself, luckily I have good doctors and psychologists that are helping me. I'm doing better, still is a process and I have to be patient. I had to let some people down, is not what I wanted but couldn't help it.
Sometimes life is unpredictable. I feel like Anakin after he lost his arm. However I'm very grateful I still have my right eye with me. I still have a mission to complete and that's keep drawing my art and share it with those who enjoy it as much as I do ❤️
Thank you for keep sharing the blog! I really appreciate it and I hope to return with new SW fanarts 😊
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Those weird little things are back... tsums, as everyone calls them. One of them actually looks like you, how strange.
Includes: soft/safe vore, somewhat willing prey, ambiguous and maybe not good ending
★✦Quick Snack✦★
☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚☆゚.*・。゚
"Little guy!!! Come onnnnn, where are you?!" You yell as you search the school's campus for your tsum lookalike... the thing had run away from you for like, the third time today, slippery little bugger.
You'd been asking around to see where it could have gone, but nobody on campus recalls seeing it.
The next place you decide to check is the botanical garden... you enjoy hanging out here sometimes, so your tsum lookalike might too, right?? It's worth a shot, at least.
You walk through the gardens, enjoying the calming smell of the strange, magical flowers and such...
Though... eventually... you hear a sound.
"Stop squirming already." -a slightly muffled voice says with an obvious growl in its tone. You could probably tell exactly who it was based on voice alone...
You ran over to the source of the noise. Lo and behold, it was Leona... with your little tsum lookalike in his mouth.
"Uh... what's going on here...???" You ask, looking on at the scene before you.
Leona swallows down your lookalike bean plush thing...
"Mind your business, herbivore."
"...so uh... that tsum that looks like me, have you seen it around?" You ask, knowing the answer. "It ran off and I don't know where it could've gone."
Leona looks at his stomach, something clearly squirming and struggling inside.
"No idea, sorry." He says, lying with a straight face. "Hope you find it, or whatever. Now leave me alone."
"You do realize I saw you eat it, right?"
"I said leave me alone."
"Not until you get it out."
"If you want it that bad..." Leona opens his mouth, and points to it. "You could always go in after it~"
...you're not going in after it.
You're definitely not going in after it.
...
Right...?
You decided to go in after it.
You hold onto your tsum lookalike as you sit cramped in your lionman schoolmate's belly.
"Okay, are you gonna let us out now?" You ask, slightly annoyed.
"No. But thanks for the quick snack."
...dammit.
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;; Hi! I'm not dead, I swear! Switched positions at work and some life shenanigans happened... I've been mostly chilling on Discord. My energy levels have been all over, but I hope to return soon!
Hope you guys are well! <3
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