;; Hi! I'm not dead, I swear! Switched positions at work and some life shenanigans happened... I've been mostly chilling on Discord. My energy levels have been all over, but I hope to return soon!

Hope you guys are well! <3

Several months ago, I said to myself, "I can't wait to finish raiding this tier so I can RP again and go back to venue hopping!" Fast forward to today, over a month after our last P12S reclear, and I suddenly realize my second Savage group begins (re)prog in December. So starting tomorrow, I'll be raiding five out of seven days a week, with three days being dedicated to TEA and two committed to Anabaseios 2: Electric Boogaloo.

What have I done?

for possible future reference, and cause i’m genuinely curious, what’s ur muses coffee/tea order?

my overconfidence has left me riddled with pain. my body taut with agony ... i ate yogurt. im lactose intolerant.

Look how close this squirrel got to me tho

my muse is so high on felicia ( shocker deax, since you've written her for six years now? ) but guys, i am also tempted ... to add a lowkey muse.

my strong, precious love coded demon hunter.

going a little insane remembering jane drew rj's smiley on his hospital room wall (presumably with his own blood).

im off to bed, y'all should watch mob psycho 100

today ran away from me, i spent most of it sleeping lol i probably wont be on tmrw cuz i have some stuff i gotta do after work, but we'll see !! 💗✨

I'm in a weird funk where i dunno what to send for asks, nor am I able to do any replies

;; Today is chore day. Not sure when/if I'll be on, but here's some additions for test muses(Hazbin Hotel):

- Adam

- Lucifer Morningstar

- Sir Pentious

- Emily

// violently tweaks at yalls doors

And if anyone ELSE has FFXV muses, and you've not thrown them at mine... that needs to be SWIFTLY changed.

Ship Bias

UKIGUMOS - »❝浮雲❞«

(claps hands together)

I was going to say 'I'll keep this brief', but then I'd have to put on a clown costume. So instead, I apologize beforehand for this absolute mess of a tangent. This is a painfully obvious list of ships but here we go.

TLDR:

18->80, 1880, 8018, 80->18

BONUS:

1833/3318, 1859/5918

Detailed desc under 'read more'.

18->80

The appeal of the ship in general is mutual respect and trust, not needing to hide/change anything and their shared traditional Japanese aesthetic. My favourite part of any ship is the pining, so I tend to lean heavily towards bitter-sweet outcomes / one-sided ships. Yamamoto Takeshi is so compatible! He's friendly, caring and clever! But Hibari? Oh no. He hates authority figures. He hates being tied down and restricted. He hates weaklings. He hates owing people. Contradictions are confusing. He hates so many things, it makes it hard for him to really bond. Everyone treats Hibari like he's this troublesome delinquent (I mean, HE IS) or someone to be feared. Most reactions to him are: "EEEE, it's Hibari!" (cowers), "Ugh, this guy." (done), etc. Yamamoto seems to be the only one who is genuinely happy to see him at all. He's also the only one that's happy to hear that Hibari has gotten stronger and even says he wants to fight him again (i-is he a m-masochist?). The point I'm trying to make is that: Yamamoto doesn't want Hibari to change or to behave in this way or that way. He doesn't try to 'fix' Hibari's behaviour and accepts him as is and likes him for that. And I think Hibari reciprocates (mostly) those feelings too. But because Yamamoto is so popular, and Hibari is a moron, I think for the most part, Hibari would sit there pining and pining and pining. He doesn't know how to love or be loved, so this longing feeling and this desire to watch over Yamamoto is very ??? Which is why I tend to lean for a very 18->80 approach.

1880

Reciprocated 1880? Good stuff, good stuff. I think as a couple, they'd keep each other entertained rather well. Admittedly, I have a tough time writing dominant muses but the Hibari that lives in my brain is very much a needy weirdo. He gets cuteness aggression towards Yamamoto LOL. Hibari and Yamamoto both like fighting. Yamamoto can keep up with Hibari and vice versa. I think Yamamoto would be a good influence to Hibari too, gently challenging him about opinions here and there. Overall a solid ship and I will not shut up about them if given the chance (Exhibit A)

8018

I have a massive 1880 bias but that does not mean I don't appreciate a good Yamamoto top (slapped). Their height difference is everything.

80->18

Again, me and my angst loving self. This is also tasty, but it's VERY hard for me to register a world where Hibari doesn't love Yamamoto. I think Yamamoto pining is extremely tasty regardless.

I don't particularly have any ships I genuinely like outside of 1880/8018 because I can't unsee Hibari's gay gaze and his bias towards Yamamoto. Saving him over and over and over is one thing but entrusting your school duties to him, turning up to his ring conflict battle then getting second hand pain and then interrupting a crowd (that he hates) to be like 'what are you talking about, that's Yamamoto Takeshi' is??? Ok, we get it, you're down bad.

Bonus:

These are more like, ships I can tolerate / see the appeal to and won't be too opposed to explore.

1833/3318

They're both senpai! And it seems like they know how to handle each other for the most part. I just have concerns that Hibari would find him too loud LMAO. But they're both morons so maybe they have the chance to share a brain cell.

1859/5918

It's a pretty cracky ship, but I just think it'd be interesting. They'd probably get into petty arguments a lot.

I'm still jetlagged from my 20 hour flight back, I'm behind a week in my anthro class and behind three weeks in my medical spanish class...and i'm getting sick...just before thanksgiving. can i get some spells of cure sickness and focus on hwk plz

[ I'm going to sicken you all with my updates but I am here to tearfully (happily) announce my mother had a sudden upswing this afternoon. Her oxygen levels are back to normal, she can take deep breaths, she can talk for long periods, and the sudden and intense pain in her chest has dulled. I'm so happy. Theyre going to keep her a few more days to ensure she's okay and see if they can get a proper diagnosis, but she was smiling. She was smiling and sitting up and eating when I left. ]

God I miss writing my Second and Fifth Doctors sometimes.