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#i have serious depression. and i cant even take anti depressants because im on seizure meds.
femme-malewife
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1 year
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😶🌫️hm.
#im trying so hard to distract myself
#im blasting music in my ears to the point i might end up with tinnitus one day
#im replaying some of my favorite songs
#im playing my comfort songs
#but im ngl im still a bit nervous
#the urge to just grab my pocket knife and just. slit my wrist open where a major artery is or smthin or down a bunch of pills is SO strong
#im tired of living. im tired of suffering everyday and being too scared to message anyone abt it bc i hate bothering people
#not to mention when i finally DO have the guts to msg someone theyre already going through sht and i dont wanna put more on them
#its not the first and it wont be the last time that i have the urge to just fuckign kill myself but.
#i genuinely just dont see the point in me living.
#people on here only see the brighter sides of me bc i only post the best of my days usually
#but ive been in an abusive relationship. i have religious trauma. i have trauma from when i was a child that gave me ptsd.
#i have serious depression. and i cant even take anti depressants because im on seizure meds.
#life has always been nothing but shit and im sick of trying to be positive for everyone only to be called all sorts of names and abandoned
#idk. maybe dying really wont be so bad. maybe it wont be painful. i dont know. i really dont.
#im typing everything here bc i dont want to post this openly and ik 99.9% of people dont read my tags anyway so its...a nice way of venting
#i think.
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