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myriad--starlings · 1 month

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didn't kill me, can't kill me. still alive bitches. still kicking, still enjoying life despite it all. and oh how fucking sweet the taste of it all is. like the first long drink of water after a year of thirst. like a cool breeze on the neck in the hot sun. like the first break of light after the depths of night. I am alive alive alive alive despite EVERYTHING and I have so many years ahead of me. so what if I lost a year? if it's taking me time to recover? my healing deserves my energy as much as my creation. piece by piece. piece by piece. I am becoming again. like a tree, leafing out after the winter. watch me stretch for the sun as I feel her warmth again. watch me drink up the rain as she visits me again. I am determined to flourish.

#local birb opens beak #growing and hoping #i think it's finally starting to sink in that i #feel....alive #i feel real again #solid #living #i'm aware of more than just...this exact moment and the very next thing in front of me #it's astonishing how narrow your focus must get to survive mortal danger #god i feel both so alive and so incredibly sad for my past self

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anna-scribbles · 4 months

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inspired by recent events from my sister’s actual real life

#i feel crazy you guys. i feel crazy about it.#stabby #(<- her requested tag)#i listened to a playlist this boy made her today and😭😭😭😭guys romance is alive and real. for my sister #anyway #ml #my art #miraculous #miraculous ladybug #adrinette #adrienette #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #alya cesaire #nino lahiffe #he booked flights to come and visit her…the day after meeting her..#they hadn’t even talked yet he didn’t even know if she liked him…and he was booking flights on the off chance that she might want to see him #again #sorry but adrien agreste behavior😭😭😭😭

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thirdtimed · 2 months

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some more lifers

#on my neverending quest to draw all of them...#ft. grian again becasuse. eayah #life series #life smp #trafficblr #my art #i feel shy tagging all of them but in order from left to right itssss #grian joel lizzie tango scott jimmy #:D #no real rhyme or reason to this just have been ambiently doodling them throughout the day

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punkitt-is-here · 1 year

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you gotta believe her

#mlp #mlp:fim #horsecomix #twilight sparkle #applejack #fluttershy #rainbow dash #rarity #pinkie pie #starlight glimmer #my posts #my art #i just like that starlight glimmer has to take lessons on how to be normal in the show. i think thats real good.#theyre literally called friendship lessons. thats a grown woman. she lead a cult #anyway hehe it feel fun doing these again

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bacchuschucklefuck · 30 days

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truly this one's just for me. I can do what I want foreverrr

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #adaine abernant #figueroth faeth #kristen applebees #riz gukgak #gorgug thistlespring #fabian seacaster #việt phục #tbh the thing Im the proudest of in these sets is the skirt hike+áo tấc flap combo. and of course that went to riz lol #will use that again for other things later down the line. for now we play dressup. come play dressup game with me #some of these couldve done with more cookin time maybe... I feel like. for example adaine's gorgug's and fabian's silhouettes are #a bit too similar for my taste #esp. adaine and gorgug. fabian I feel like I just need to make his waist more apparent #and I really like what Ive got with adaine rn... just gotta rethink gorgug #lmao. the dilemma with using áo tấc is it's generally a rectangle #this never stops me however. if I like a guy enough I Will give them a set #it's not about them it's about me. its for me babeyy #also I love the way scabbards are worn in wuxia. like its just dangling back there #guess the amount of fabrics those characters have on mostly immobilize it. just a real good cushion

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cosmicwhoreo · 4 months

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took a stab at drawing ocean lesbians.

#gonna be 100% real with you #I never liked moonlight's design #just in general #tho I feel I could use the yellow tone to my advantage to make her look a lil more celestial and like a moon...#might need to try again on a different date-#Moonlight cookie #sea fairy cookie #cookie run kingdom #cookie run #crk

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turtletaubwrites · 2 months

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My greasy boy 🥰🔥

#portgas d ace #ace one piece #one piece #one piece screencaps #i feel like he needs to take a shower #but i wouldn't fucking care #i just want to throw him in the trunk of my car #and hide him from the world forever #we can have stinky car sex and he'd never have to face the real world again #😭😭#turtletaub screencaps

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extrashortshorts · 2 months

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Do you ever wonder... what is going on up there...

#OPEN THE REST OF IT!!!!#💀💀💀#one piece #one piece fanart #cross guild #dracule mihawk #sir crocodile #buggy the clown #i used hawkeye as a vessel of my own thoughts again #but for real #it's like buggy is trying to have some big mom influenced visuals on purpose #as if it would feel more natural for everyone else to see him as important guy

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ultravioletness · 1 year

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gay knights and dames collages part two

#gay knights #knightcore #knight x knight #arthurian legend #medievalcore #john william waterhouse #edmund blair leighton #lesbian dames #pre raphaelite #decidedly less so this time around #uuh what tags did I use last time #the other post really blew up this will be its less successful cousin #although there are some real gems in here not to brag lmao #anyways I was feeling so many knight feelings that I started historical fencing #again I did this on my tiny phone at work so be nice i know they’re wonky #the hardest part is finding head rotations that actually work #also since people mentioned a lack of lady knights nothing is stopping the ones in armor from being lesbians be creative

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eggsploded · 6 months

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cold one open with the crack boys or however it goes

#egg art #homestuck #dont want to see this ever again i painted it twice #she with squad b: people that make me feel normal #squad a (dave and rose): people that make me feel stupid - are too busy to hang #kanaya maryam #karkat vantas #sollux captor #its solkat if youre really desperate #real ones will understand the shirt reference

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time-slink · 4 months

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out here playing dress-up

#my art #ethoslab #he’s like a mannequin to me. truly #actually ignore that he would not wear this and that the folds make no sense thanks <3 #ok but for real this is me experimenting w flat(mostly) colors and it’s fun! feels really weird to me to leave it like this #also because i tend to fix all the mistakes by rendering over #so this way is like drawing straight in pen #helps me see my bad habits #also having fun w exaggerated proportions again :]

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vaguely-concerned · 4 months

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sometimes I think of all the on-the-surface warm, well-meaning but deeply ineffectual advice and attention john gives harrow through harrow the ninth (make some soup and get some sleep! get a hobby! don't be so hard on yourself! self care harrow! as long as I need take no actual responsibility in this relationship whatsoever I would have loved to be your dad!) set up against the stark truth that with his other hand he has been staging her attempted horrific murder again and again and again like a living nightmare on the logic that it will 'put her down or fix her'. and then I find that I wish there is a hell. a special hell where twitch streamers turned necromantic death emperors go