tired Hua Chegnzhu from tired me

who wants to pay me $1,000/day just for existing

ever since i was a young child I knew I wanted to be unemployed

Today is a day when I feel like crying about those two idiots in love.

Today is also a day when I have my period.

(Jensen saying Dean's biggest regret is that he couldn't save Cas doesn't help AT ALL)

I've come to realize that I'm not meant to be a boss bitch CEO, I'm meant to be a

✨sugar baby✨

muse: “creativity is hard work, my child.. for your creations to become better you need to work on yourself”

today is my first day back to work since surgery.

wish me luck 🙃

When you wish you had covid so you could go on a sick leave, but the negative covid test tells you it's just a nasty cold.

I really just want to retire already, live in a small house with a garden and spend my time with a cat writing my stories and reading

last weekend of unemployment. i'm not kind of crying at all.

take me back to yesterday when i was just streaming for sae and then played fo4 for 3 hours just tidying up sanctuary

why do I have to work? why can't I spend my days making silly little gifs of my silly little boys?

3-minutes snake at work

You know, something that really pisses me off is the concept of marginal profits or savings. Like gas for example. If I've got gas that might be ten cents cheaper a gallon than at another place, I've saved a whopping $1 every ten gallons. If I fill up once a week for a year, that adds up to $52 extra dollars I've been paying. But not buying the cheaper gas isn't going to make an extra $52 materialize in my bank account. $52 over a year isn't going to buy me insulin, or get me the extra $400 a month I need for rent. Even if I was really "foolish" with my money it doesn't make that much of a material difference. If I spark joy in myself buying deodorant and face wash that's more expensive, oh no! I bought some that was $16 for both, and if I got cheaper stuff I'd probably have them for $8. I go through them pretty slowly for whatever reason, so if I pay an extra $8 every six months I've "wasted" $16 over the year. Add it to the $52, I've wasted $68. $68 is the cost of a good grocery run, so I guess the reason why I wasn't eating for the rest of the year was because I didn't find cheaper gas and toiletries. That isn't gonna make me rent. Doing that for brand name groceries vs off-brand groceries, spending $20 a month for fun subscriptions, I did some quick math for me and that would be about $1,078 if I fucking quadrupled my numbers. $1,078. The cheapest rent in my area is MINIMUM $1,200 a month. But I guess I can't move out because my ARFID only lets me eat brand name Pop Tarts instead of the Kroger ones.

And don't get me STARTED on marginal profits with companies. I'm a repair technician for DeWALT Factory Service and there were seventeen late clock-ins at work last week. The production manager brought us into a meeting and said that if everyone's five minutes late every day for a year, that adds up to hours and days of lost work. I'm sorry, what? Because again, that's not time you're actually getting work done. I dunno about you but again those five minutes from each person don't actually materially add up to eight hours or whatever that someone was dicking around or late. They don't actually mean anything. All they mean is I get anxious and feel such incredible guilt when it's hard for me to get up in the morning, and my boss sees the same number of tools repaired on my production reports.

It's all bullshit and I'm so tired. The best budget in the world won't save someone from rising costs of living and the strictest tardy repercussions aren't going to make the damn numbers go up.

HOW’RE WE FEELING ABOUT THIS EVERYONE???

waking up at 4am and getting ready to go somewhere is ungodly