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trying to remember how to draw again 🐠
#my art#geminitay#sketch#mcyt#hermitcraft#mcytblr#art#hermitblr#mcyt fanart#geminitay fanart#hermitcraft s10#hc s10#hermitcraft fanart#i've never drawn a fish in my life can you tell#my mom switched us to an ISP that works really well in the rurals but we dont live in the rurals so the speed is hilariously poor.#I'm reliving 2011 against my will. it took 3 hours to download all 20 of the stardew mods i use. i watch youtube videos in 140p.#it takes 5 minutes to send an email. like. from pressing send to the mail being sent.#autosaving this post failed!!! i didnt know that was something that could happen#customer support has been unhelpful. this whole thing feels like an elaborate april fools joke. im not upset btw it IS funny
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got like five asks requesting aku or chuuya so i just drew them together🗿
#i don't ship them btw lol i hc them as mentor/student but you guys can do whatever ig#idk how to draw aku im so sry his hair is so hard for me fsr💀💀#since bones or asigiri didnt give them interactions i had to do it all by myself :(#its hard knowing your two favs will never get screentime together even tho they probably see each other everyday at work#also they are so father son coded after dazai left i'd like to think chuuya took responsibility for aku#since aku was the result of his partner's failed apprenticeship so chuuya felt an obligation to pick up where dazai left off#anyway they’re besties but i can’t prove it#bungou stray dogs#bungo stray dogs#ryuunosuke akutagawa#akutagawa ryuunosuke#chuuya nakahara#nakahara chuuya#bsd#lotus draws
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listening to this song and it vibed to me like duck team and i went to look up the english translation and YES IT IS LIKE DUCK TEAM. anyway. the sillies on karaoke + game night
#naddpod#ba2mia#ba2umia#solum bufo#calliope petrichor#calder kilde#kenna ironheart#anyway to all the ppl who didnt fail their chinese exams by age 10... real sorry for the absolute butchered characters i do my best#if i had a penny for every time a HK canto media reminded me of naddpod id have 2 pennies. which isnt a lot but its weird that it happened#anyway guys projecting is very fun#also btw. game night is sol (only child) lets have fun :) vs callie/calder (siblings) i have to win so bad ill burn everything for a +4#posts by me dot com
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New pfp yippee!!! Trying to do art again agh agh agh I got into a new game and jshsvsvbbgfffffffggcvvbvgffvv
Anyway here's Angel! Updated their dark worl design teehee ^^
#art#help how do i anatomy#utdr fanart#deltarune vessel#deltarune player#separated Strings au#utdr player#player deltarune#deltarune sona#deltarune soul#deltarune au#utdr au#utdr art#uhhhhhhhh hiiii. i didnt. die yet.#anyway im actually redisignin Calm Petals that Fall and her slugcat form#big fan of copy paste not cut paste. there is. two of them. but they can never know why it failed properly#btw this is . uhm . petals tried to turn herself into a slugcat because she wsnted to be free.#but the process basically just copied all her memories/personality. so theres her as a slugcat. and her in the iterator can.#petalslug knows tho. but due to her new anatomy she cannot speak to herself. stuck with the unspeakable horrors. rip petal#anyway uhhhh yeah new design for angel! love them#LIFEBLOOD BUTTERFLYS ILYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
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Cheerful Oblivion
Thought that I was hungry for love…
Maybe I was just hungry for blood.
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I met a woman in a club once. Years ago.
Can’t get her out of my head.
If I didn’t still have the napkin with her number on it…
Well. Would’ve been easy to assume I dreamed the whole thing up.
It was a miserable night to be out.
Rain was coming down in buckets, flooding the streets. Could almost hear it over the music, pelting the roof.
But there she was.
Filling the entire doorway.
No coat. No umbrella.
Nothing but a black tank top and jeans that looked too tight to be comfortable.
Soaked to the bone, dripping wet, faded blue-raspberry-bright hair plastered to her neck.
She looked like she’d dragged herself straight out of the ocean.
In hindsight, maybe she had.
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England is only ever gray or green.
The girls glitter,
Striding glorious and coatless in the rain.
I remember falling through these streets,
Somewhat out of place, if not for the drunkenness…
It makes my chest hurt to think of it,
Not of regret, but of missing that…
…cheerful oblivion…
**********
I remember the way she stood there, caught under spotlight rays of blue and green, the rain on her face sparkling like diamonds…
She looked like an angel. Could’ve been.
Probably wasn’t.
More than likely…something else.
She didn't belong there. In the club.
I don’t mean that in a judgmental way. Maybe philosophical.
She didn't really seem like she belonged anywhere.
But I could see it in her eyes, almost fluorescent blue under the lights.
To her, it didn’t matter where she belonged.
What mattered was where she wanted to be.
And she wanted to be there.
In that club.
On that night.
I’d never been afraid of being noticed by a beautiful woman.
I craved it. Don’t we all?
This was different.
She was different.
Never felt my blood run colder than the second our eyes locked.
It felt like being hunted.
**********
It was not all pain and pavement slick with rain,
And shining under lights from shitty clubs,
And doing shitty drugs,
And hugging girls that smelled like Britney Spears and…coconuts…
**********
She flowed through the crowd like water, parting the proverbial sea, leaving a wake of awestruck stares.
If she knew she was the center of attention, she didn’t care.
She was a full head taller than anyone else, a titan amongst mere mortals.
Muscles rippled when she moved.
Wet skin shimmered.
I tried not to stare, I really did.
Couldn’t help myself.
I could’ve watched her for days.
She swept ashore at the bar, smelling like petrichor and oil slicks.
Ordered a drink.
Smiled down at me, sitting so small a million miles beneath her.
There was nothing human about that razor-sharp flash of teeth.
She asked if I wanted another drink.
Hadn’t realized I’d finished the one in my hand.
I nodded.
Couldn’t find my voice.
Tab’s on me, she’d said. Not here for long, least I can do.
After tonight, you’ll never see me again.
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And with your mermaid hair and your teeth so sharp,
You crawled from the sea to break that sailor’s heart.
You only get one night upon the shore,
So dance like you’ve never danced before.
And the dance floor is filling up with blood,
But, oh Lord, you’ve never been so in love…
**********
I asked her where she was from.
She laughed, a harsh bark of a thing that ripped out of her throat like it hurt.
Nowhere.
I asked for her name.
She didn’t answer.
But that animal grin flashed back, a bright white scar across her face.
For no reason, I thought about moths.
And flames.
We stopped talking.
Kept drinking.
Started dancing.
God, the way she moved.
Like a machine.
Like a predator.
Like a ballerina.
Equal parts precision, power, beauty.
I couldn’t keep up.
She didn’t seem to care.
I was a prop.
A plaything.
An entertaining little toy, something to keep her distracted.
From what, I didn’t know.
But it didn’t matter.
It felt like an honor.
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And the mermaids they come once a year,
They climb the struts of Brighton Pier,
They come to drink, they come to dance,
To sacrifice a human heart.
And the world is so much wilder than you think.
You haven’t seen nothin’ ‘til you seen an English girl drink…
**********
I do still see her. Sometimes.
In my dreams.
In those hazy amber-clad memories.
It’s hard to know what was real.
Don’t know who she was.
Or what she was.
Never did call that number.
Not sure she’d really wanted me to.
Probably for the best.
I get the feeling that if we’d been in that club alone together…
She would’ve eaten me alive.
And I think I would've let her.
#woe. fic be upon ye#gonna give this a test run on tumblr for a day to see what edits i need to make#cause this is. pretty raw.#which was the point#an exercise in loose writing#halo#halo fanfic#my writing#kelly 087#the song is 'mermaids' by florence + the machine btw. if you didnt already recognize it#if you don't know it#it's worth a listen#it's very sinister#an idea about kelly related to this song has been haunting me for a couple months now#i wanted to play with how the spartans are perceived by people who. aren't them#anything can be a terrifying fairy tale creature if you look at it with enough awe#this same night from kelly's pov would be so depressing tbh#she has a couple nights of shore leave#wants to immerse herself in some semblance of normalcy#fails to do that#makes someone obsessed with her#also. i can hear you all saying#'hey ash. that narrator wouldn't happen to be you by any chance would it?'#to which i say#get out of my house#it could be anyone#you don't know me
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happy birthday miyu!!!! (im sorry i almost forgot, i got distracted!)
#crow's scribbles#d4dj#d4dj groovy mix#miyu sakurada#haruna kasuga#miiko takeshita#kurumi shiratori#harumiyu#HAPPY BIRTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i got distracted w the analysis i almost forgot to post miyu!!! im sorry!!!!#theyre on a date btw. (both of them dont know--)#haruna is trying to do what she learned from aoi but she's failing and also succeeding????#she lent miyu her jacket so she managed to do something....#kurumi and miiko were inspired by the muses and cherubs. i hope you enjoy them <3#the flower haruna's putting in miyu's hair is a white margaret (which is a white daisy. marguerite is its french name)#all u harumiyu fans know what that means <3#waughghgh im sorry i didnt do something. like. rlly cool and swag w miyu like what i did w yuka but i think this drawing is fine!!#anyway. happy semi belated birthday miyu!!!!!!!!
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we need more ford haters in this fandom. this dude is a fucking loser. it has nothing to do with him being a nerd, and everything to do with him being a borderline narcissist who has ruined the lives of every single person he's come in contact with
#gravity falls#ford pines#stanford pines#fuck ford#yall i cannot describe how much i hate this fucking dust bag#i hate how much the fandom is obsessed with him too#even alex acknowledges that ford is an asshole whos in love with himself and has no problem destroying peoples lives to get what he wants#examples; stan fiddleford (almost) dipper and mabel (almost) his au self and fiddleford in an au AND the entire dimension of that au#fiddlefords entire family- their parents (specifically his mother who loved stan more than she loved ford and NEVER GOT TO SEE HER SON AGAI#BEFORE SHE DIED BC OF FORDS FUCKING ACCUSATION)#which btw let me just side track slightly to point out that ford DIDNT make a pwrpetual motion machine.#if all it takes is one screw loose for it to stop working it isnt a perpetual motion machine. period.#he wouldve gotten into thr college with a lie and he wouldve absolutely failed to meet the expectations in his 'dream scgool'#(a school he didnt even know about until the day pRIOR. a school he was willing to abandon his TWIN over and... again.#destroyed stans life over.)#theres so so so so so so so many other examples#so mamy#but im getting TOO mad
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Found someone complaining about the price of this creation mod on twitter, and they are kinda right, and I typically refuse to pay for this sort of stuff, but oh my god I need this. I need it so bad. I'm gonna explode
#honestly i wouldnt be bothered by this stuff at all if people didnt make it sound like a moral failing that it exists#so i probably wont get it because it will make me feel anxious and embarassed if anyone ever knew i got it#but oh my god... . . . forgotten vale stuff#it was made for me#mine#screenshots are from the tweet btw not me#i dont think ive even gotten this update yet
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A week ago or so i was doing some... research and watching a bit of the vod where foolish and cellbit begin the castle. Leo shows up midway through the process to help out and while watching i just had a moment of "holy shit qcellbit has always been so good to the eggs". Like its been so long since cellbits seen the eggs and hes gotten so much worse since then (and me not being a cellbit main also contributes) that i forgot that he used to be everyones favourite uncle with good fucking reason.
Anyway i miss qcellbit.
#qsmp#qsmp cellbit#was a good time btw#i never finished vodwatching cuz i got the info i needed and my attention span failed me#but i remember i didnt watch much (maybe even any) of cellbits pov in the regret arc#BUT i did watch the castle get built#so it was a fun throwback
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Ngl youtube videos suddenly got me slowly turning into a Justin Russo hater.
#like mainly later seasons him#early seasons him is fine#but like i guess plot wise you could argue he becomes more iffy because you know the competition will be soon#and justin does want to become the family wizard#as for some reason this show still never fully tackled the fucked up shit of the idea that wizard siblings have to grow up studying magic#only for one or two or whatever number siblings to lose it to one sibling in a competition#like stevie was the closest we got to that#but like it still dont make it less bad with how justin was#like the worst example i can name is him literally refusing to save alex whose his sister btw and shes always dropped shit to save him#because he wants to project onto her that she purposely fucked up his chances to get back into the competition via#pushing the students to take the test only for them to be failed because bad guy being bad guy in reality#and basically blames her for the failure and such as a result and acts like its all an act when she is mad on the students behalf and shit#and his students have to drag him kicking and screaming just to save her from the bad guy's shit#and there's also the competition itself where harper and zeke get grabbed by a creature during it#but alex has to convince her brothers to save the two and thats just cold already on justins end with zeke#but cause they took too long they all lose the competition and magic#and both brothers especially justin proceed to treat alex like shit even during work hours meaning#fucking over family business just to get at alex#and when the dad ultimately almost sells the place justin STILL blames alex#like she was the only one working fully max was being max and justin was being a little bitch to her#aka the infamous refusing to make her orders only max's and when he does he throws the sandwich at her#and cause she was holding drinks at the time and didnt see it coming the drinks went on a customer#and also throwing table trash into her already full bin shes carrying around while cleaning tables#and therefore messing it up for her like#and alex's logo...well from sounds of shit thats just justin again being a hateful bitch to his sister with zero consquiences#even one commenter pointing how he sadistically smiled while telling her all her friends hate her#like dear god if the show was doing this to make everyone root for alex its working i hate later season justin#gonna be interesting if hes matured or not as an adult
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I once said that I thought Steph would make a great Black Canary, and I still think that's one of the realest takes I've ever had.
Like, this moment seared itself into my head and never faded:
{ Robin 80-Page Giant }
#stephanie brown#dinah lance#spoiler#black canary#me learning about how dinah lost her cry which was as much BULLSHIT as steph's death btw okay hold on i need to get this out of my system#because they had to nerf her SO HARD for that to make sense and it STILL DIDNT BECAUSE ?????? SHE'S THE BLACK CANARY???? THAT GUY WAS A#NOBODY WITH A KNIFE ARE YOU JOKING??? and then the story that follows isnt even really ABOUT dinah it's about ollie and im so. ohhhh my god#JUST like how steph's death was largely brished aside to deal with bruce and jason's angst like. yeah i wanted there to be angst but it#wouldve been nice if it had been about HER for more than five seconds. honestly im so mixed about her death and return tbh. the way they#went about her passing was so weirdly inconsistent through the issues that bruce managing to get her to leslie in time does make sense but#then they do that weird thing with leslie and it's like ???? wha???? i go back and forth on how i feel about steph's return. on one hand i#love how she comes back more focused and stronger largely by her own means but on the other i did want#... something. i wanted her to be angry a bit longer and to deal with the complicated emotions between her 'failing' and bruce's 'failing'#and what that meant for her now. idk i love her batgirl run but it wouldve been nice if she had a bit more space to grieve herself.#anyway later in this issue dinah agrees to mentor steph for a bit and her rules are pretty much the same as bruce's when he made her robin#and if dinah had mentored steph instead of bruce she never would've died ok send tweet#wjshshsk#i love the panels of them looking at each other. dinah looking into steph's eyes and recognising the look in them.#i love how she smiles at stephanie both times. it's so gentle and kind. ily black canary#love posting on blogs where no one follows me. i can just say shit#comic ref#freya talks comics
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Day 433 : Dream live Synchronic Spheres visual !
#enstars#mao isara#makoto yuuki#subaru akehoshi#trickstar#hokuto hidaka#random post but its bc there was a starry live recently . thats kinda it. also i caught a cold even tho i didnt go outside this weekend? why#btw rmbr makoto failing to do a handstand gif? also from dream live
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still so so fucked up about the qphil lore. idk idk it's just something about him earlier in the day at forever's bed side, trying to wake him up and yelling about how much he worried everyone. how stupid it was for him to take medication from the bear. because obviously it was a trap, right? how could he not have known?? (meta aside bc viewers know he didn't choose to take the meds they were forced but I DIGRESS, QPHIL DOESN'T KNOW THAT)
but all of that and then. qphil follows the books anyway. he knows it's a trap, surely. he knows it's suspicious. he shouldn't have done it. but he did, he couldn't help it, how could he ever have walked away if there was even a slight chance that he could find his kids again?
but now he's the one who needs help. he's the one who's stuck, alone, and needs to be broken out. he needs someone at his bedside.
#qphil let urself lean on others for help and admit that ur struggling challenge (failed) (impossible) (didnt try)#block game#qsmp ramblin#i say that w all the love in my heart btw#repressed and paranoid bird man cubito my absolute beloved. i love u so much but also u give me gray hair
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scrolling past every babygirl joke people make with a frown on my face
#💬nia.rambles#we as a society can do better than this#i think a lot of people can. struggle with What else to say#'babygirl coded charas“ specifically . talk about how easy it is to fluster them. how ur gonna annoy the shit out of them#call him a sopping wet kitten. say god hes such a dumbass im going to kiss him on the lips and serenade him#say missionary because his eyes pretty and his face handsome. say youre going to tuck his hair behind his ear#His x y z looks and cringe fail personality have captivated me. his big eyes and loser boy personality.#this is also for when ur trying to talk about female charas w/o saying girlboss/mother btw#just go god shes so fucking cool. no ones doing it like her#someone might want her but you want her in a deeper intellectual way. no crimes to forgive because she didnt commit any.#she could fix me could make me worse she could say whatever and i would heed her call like a devout follower to their god#go i need them so bad im dizzy. i could change their life#like u have the brain capacity and meme/reaction album to think of jokes outside of. 3 terms. i believe in u#& how did babygirl charas go from ironic Big (serious) muscular men to Feminine Featured(?) Easily Flustered 'Pathetic' Men.#like im sure both cases existed before but. what its turned into now....its majority the latter... Hrmm....#< part of why i switched to saying my handsome beautiful prince etc etc. uve made me feel odd and upset..#babygirl character just say pathetic guy . loser dude. shy and silly . errrrghhhh...
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carth watching in increasing despair as this random soldier he escaped the endar spire with and who agreed to keeping a "low profile" makes an enemy of tarisian nobility and the local crime lord, loses all their credits in pazaak games, enters a dueling ring with the excuse of regaining the credits but really just wants to blow off some steam, goes to a sith party with the excuse of searching for leads on bastila's whereabouts but really just wants to see how fun the sith are to party with,
#the 'prodigal knight' and 'dreaded sith lord' is also the wildest party-goer in the galaxy babyyyy#the sith are not fun to party with btw. cant hold their liquor and the music choices are mid#this is what ultimately sets liah on the light side path (not really but thats what she tells everyone. half-jokingly.)#also i havent actually lost any credits in pazaak yet. i beat that one guy in the cantina who claims to be the best player around. ha#but like Canonically liah is so bad at pazaak. or maybe its just bad luck. either way she keeps losing but cant stop playing#she simply cannot say no to a challenge. be it card games or duels. i love her#ch: liah#el plays kotor#im having a blast w this game but i cant stop thinking abt what it could be if it werent so old n limited by the technology of its time#the quests could have more layers n paths n outcomes......#like what if the sith party was bigger what if you could get absolutely shitfaced n fail to find anything that could help in ur search. lol#instead of just. u walk in to apartment. u briefly talk to guy who invited u. screen fades to black.#everyone except for u is passed out on the floor bc they had too much to drink. u didnt even get a chance to drink.#quest proceeds. loot sith armor for disguise and be on ur merry way. no partying for u.#sigh. kotor remake....... you remain in my dreams........#also disclaimer theres nothing wrong with a game being more linear!!!#not every game has to have the complexities n permutations of modern rpgs!!! sometimes simplicity is better!!!#but im just saying. it would be fun and its fun to think about.#also btw some of the dialogue in this game sounds like its written by a child. its a bit painful at times. but anyway
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damn, shadowbringers is just like orv for real
#i mean this 100% seriously btw#like. the parallels are Uncanny#orv#ffxiv#kim dokja 🤝 graha: doing their best to guide the story to a happier end for the sake of all those around them excluding themselves#kim dokja 🤝 graha: trying to paint themselves as the villain and everyone around them going 'how about we Not do that'#kim dokja 🤝 graha: having their very existence be at risk due to timespace shenanigans and all their friends coming together to save them#THE LIGHT AND DARK....#wait does this make urianger yoo sangah or han sooyoung...probably the latter but good mix of both#the scions = kimcom#IS.....IS SELCH ANNA CROFT. HOLD ON- (the answer is no but almost asdjhgf)#selch is more like the 4th wall or dokkaebi honestly#WAIT THIS MAKES THE WOL = YOO JOONGHYUK#the way i am having this realization ON YJH'S BDAY ASKDJHFG#guy who has only read orv and played ffxiv lately: orv and ffxiv have similar vibes#and im RIGHT#shadowbringers is like the 10th main scenario if kdj failed but also yjh didnt fully become the demon king cause an outer god interfered#thats an oversummarization. but a fairly accurate one#ky speaks
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