silly little brebby . silly little song :3

[ WHY DO YOU HAVE TO STEAL MY QUALITY TUMBLR NNGHHHSH ]

★ song : " colorbars " - Ghost and Pals

Bradley sketch i probably won't finish

vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

firstly, i love the idea of this blog, and the execution is absolutely lovely and well-thought out. the art is 👌💖 and full of personality as well!

secondly, i have an inquiry about names. have you ever changed any of your character's names, or do you stick to the generated ones?

have a wonderful day!

Aww, thank you so much!! Your praise is much appreciated ^w^

And I ALWAYS change the name (or at least most always). I'm so particular about following the rules of a universe when it comes to making ocs so i cant stand the idea of warriors with names like "Oliviatree", "Peanut Wigglebuttbreeze", or "Blinky Stubbinsstrike". And yes, those are all names I've seen the game generate haha

But like even ginger cats named Shadow- or non-tabbies named -stripe, that kind of thing makes it hard for me to take a character seriously and I don't want that, especially for a project like this.

That being said, most of the founders names are unchanged, including Russetfrond, Smokyrose, Sagetooth, and Songdust! I got pretty lucky and only had to tweak a few of them.

Thinking about cleaning the Ask Box again...

And leaving it with just some few asks (Max 3 or 4 of em), so u can make new questions, cuz some of them I'm pretty sure have been just there since 2021 and I feel very bad answering them now lol (Sorry x''d)

So, what do you say?

(I hate the the only options for the polls are 1 day or 1 week I CAN'T WAIT SO MUCH, BITCH--- HELP)

i have an incredibly weird relationship with death and I'm gonna make it everyone's problem

Fursona mask wip :]

Pieces aren't glued yet, plus I still need a bunch more to cut out (the ears are very obviously missing, plus fangs, eyelashes, inner eye.... still a lotta work to be done)

Also still gotta figure out how I'm gonna color this thing...... I don't have paint so I'll have to make do with markers I think

should i post more poetry here. would that be hot

But it always goes back to Yashiro’s childhood and how any organic and natural development of his identity, self image and self esteem was forever derailed. I think that this is inescapable. I am trying to write down my thoughts but I keep having only notes with a lot of parentheses and a feeling of incompleteness, uncertain and dissatisfaction in my efforts. But I love your art and reading your thoughts and I would love to have a conversation about Yashiro’s building an identity first to survive and not going to pieces every day and then having to acknowledge his more vulnerable feelings and the people he have fallen in love with.

thank you, i'm glad you like my art and reading my thoughts (sorry for my "untreated adhd" writing style), and i completely agree that any conversation about yashiro would eventually circle back to his childhood. i also think that the feeling of incompleteness when talking about it is inevitable, yoneda kou leaves a lot to interpretation and there are just too many things to discuss even if you try to focus on something specific. regardless of that, i do hope you'll get to a point where you're happy with what you're writing, and i'd love to read your thoughts when you're done! i would also love to have a conversation about what you described, i have so so much to say, but due to my current situation i don't really have the time for any analysis or discussion. it takes me forever to at least somewhat organize my thoughts (and make sure my english is passable) and i always get carried away when re-reading chapters or checking the japanese text for certain scenes, and as much as i love doing that and want to start writing up my thoughts on saezuru more regularly again i just… can't right now. i'd love to go back to this once i'm out of this horrible time loop tho, the next chapter will probably come out by then and potentially give more food for thought in regard to yashiro finally accepting and/or opening up a little about his feelings

It's been three years, rook. Three years I've been hooked line and sinker to your sweet, sweet words. Where's Amalgam? Where is my fucking soulmate -- I mean Alan? He lives in my dreams, but only but

Well Avulsion isn't finished yet, and since it's been decided that the IF comes first, it'd be hard for me to work on the sequel before the first game is done. I know there are devs who work faster, but since I am a one-person-team doing the coding, art, and writing on my own in my free time, in addition to work and my personal life, the speed at which I currently work is the best I can manage, sorry if that's disappointing I'd love nothing more to work on devi-ng full-time, but it is what it is

He's on a sudden ?? Vacation ??

the ideas i'm having right now vs. my ability to express them and myself

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Can you maybe tag for cannibalism and vore on your ghost cannibalism posts. Its a kink.

It’s gross and makes my stomach drop every time I encounter it in DPXDC fandom.

I'm not trying to be contrary or argue or anything like that, but I'm genuinely not sure what I've posted that has cannibalism or vore?

I'm fine with tagging for any stuff like that (with the fair warning that I may not remember) but I'm kinda confused on what this is in reference to?

I'm slightly concerned something I wrote implied things I did not intend them to imply 😬

being frontstuck sucks anyway all the time but ESPECIALLY when i'm fronting completely alone.