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Can we all agree on the fact that @alhad-si-simran is one of the reasons we all use tumblr for? She is a celeb with a such a kind heart 😭💗🌻
#pragyawrites#desiblr#simsim supremacy#simmu the best#facts only#she is the best#i am totally in love with her <3#touch wood#pakpak with pragya
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dark justiciar shadowheart is genuinely so interesting to me as like... a facet to her character. like it really hammers home how desperate she is for shar's love and affection (+ the validation and love from other worshipers of shar). like in a lot of ways I get that it seems shocking to others / some fans because it really does contradict some of the morals we see her express BUT imo that just speaks to the level of desperation she feels. her comments on how shar "must" love her for her to survive the shadowcursed lands, or the bit where she talks about shar nurturing her and loving her and sounds... almost more like shes trying to convince herself more than shes trying to convince you. theres a bit about other sharrans not thinking she had earned her name, and of course the mother superior not thinking she was ready / worthy of being a dark justiciar. like shes just so completely desperate to feel unconditionally and securely loved, and to earn the approval of others that shes entirely willing to injure herself in the process (as well as.... the people who actually love her, of course).
not to mention that mechanically, afaik, she can only end up there if shes encouraged to by the player. ie... she needs to know someone else approves.
#CHEWING ON GLASS ABOUT HER BTW IF YOU EVEN CARE!!!!#shadowheart is the character EVER dude im so unwell about her#also this is not me judging her at all. shes just like me fr fr on this#baldur's gate#bg3 spoilers#bg3#baldur's gate 3#shadowheart#my post#eta: at risk of projecting here she seems so like. disorganized attachment to me. like that NEED to be loved#and craving that approval and fearing ur not good enough to get it#BUT ALSO being so scared to trust people in the first place that its hard to ever get that love#and kind of. how prone she is to rapidly going from total love and trust and openess about her feelings to just#completely walling off the player character if they say something she deems mildly uncomfortable or unsavory#oughhhh#im unwell man i am. simply unwell.#also tbh these tags are a fun game in: disorganized attachment style or bpd? why not both! sjdbdbdg
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2023 reads
The Spider And Her Demons
YA Australian urban fantasy/horror
about a Malaysian-Chinese girl who’s half spider-demon, just trying to keep her head down and survive high school
when she accidentally kills and eats a man in front of the most popular girl at school, they strike up a strange friendship and she starts to learn more about herself and the supernatural world
aroacespec/sapphic ish
#The Spider And Her Demons#Sydney Khoo#loveozya#aroaessidhe 2023 reads#you give me a teenage girl with giant hair spider legs who scuttles across her bedroom wall on page 3#and then eats a man and i am already sold.#also aus books are always so familiar compared to US books :)#and yes sexuality stuff is ambiguous but basically: a bunch of discussion on relationship hierachies (ie friendship equally/more important)#themes of feeling unlovable bc you're different and different forms of love#multiple times the MC says she has no interest in dating or relationships and also is touch (and maybe sex) repulsed#- but of course that Also has to do with the whole Being A Monster thing#and it definitely shows some kind of attraction to dior - ie looking at her lips/bare skin; blushing; etc#and ends on sort of hand kiss / 'is this something??' vibes#I asked the author and they said they see them as QPR / platonic soulmates but are not at the point where they would know what to call it#which makes total sense to me!#the part of me who wants more obvious aroace YA wishes it was a little more specific#but also I DO love ambiguity and I think it wouldn't be true to the characters#who are clearly not even ready to start figuring that stuff out.#and also. aroacespec sapphics is like. also something i want#also like. I think it's reductive to assume just because 'looks at lips' is a common allo attraction trope....doesn't necessarily mean#it has to be that. yknow.#anyway. i loved it a lot.#gross spidergirl (affectionate)......#also dior is such an interesting and complex character. like another book could have made her nicer or less fucked up
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Portal 2 replay review: Hrmnnngggngmngm 💕💖💝💞✨❤️💗
#WPP#WPP2#Portal#I've only just revived GLaDOS (obviously had to play at least that far lol) but like hhnnnrgng <3 <3#The graphics! The space! The levels from Portal 1! The cutesy Aperture animations and the three(!) voice actors!#I've completely fallen in love with GLaD's P1 design but honestly what could possibly compare to her P2 design she's so pretty <3 <3#Stepping over her corpse to wake her up I'm normal I'm fine#And that we start in Test Chamber 1 and then fast track to 19 and end up in the toxic goo ravine fjdlsakfjsdf#I'm Fine I Swear#I forgot so many little details like the floor falling out or the buzz of the portal device (don't like but! Learned a new thing! -#- If while you're carrying Wheatley and you want the buzzing to stop just ''set him down'' - since he can't be set down lol#It cancels the noise :) Much nicer on the ears)#And Wheatley's voice actor ♪ His little flusters and chuckles hehe he's quite personably#I am So excited to get to the audio commentary fdjsalkjfdsf I found it and I'm biting biting biting#I have taken so many screenshots don't even get me started#Like all told for Portal 1 I probably took what like maybe 50 total? I'm probably already at 20 lol#Oh and I picked up a turret and it exploded on me :( I'm so distressed#I only want to knock over turrets I don't want them to explode!! Weh#Hhhh looking forward <3 Yay finally <3 <3#WPVG
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y'know what we don't talk about enough? Hazel died. We talk about how she grew up in the 30's and 40's and we talk about how out of place she feels in the modern world, but! She died! She was dead! She has spent more time dead than alive, and not by a close margin!
How does that effect a person??? We got some of it in the flashbacks, but once those caught up with her present timeline and she shared them, they just kind of... disappeared. And she was a regular girl with some weird past experiences. That's one way of doing it, sure!
I think it would have been a lot cooler if she was just a touch creepier. If she felt a little bit Wrong. Yeah, in general she's more approachable than her brother, she's more sociable and less closed off, but. If you actually spend any time with her, it can be difficult to tell which child of the underworld is actually more unsettling.
Hazel is bright of personality and has a dazzling smile, but sometimes she'll just... shut down. She'll go completely blank for like half an hour and nobody knows what to do with it. Sometimes she forgets she's alive. Sometimes she'll spout the grimmest shit you've ever heard like it's nothing, she won't even notice it's weird until the room goes quiet. She spent decades in Asphodel, which is designed to make people forget about themselves and wander around for eternity, only she didn't have the luxury of forgetting! Wild! After she comes back to life, sometimes she forgets that she's allowed to Do Stuff now. She can spend so long sitting and staring at nothing. Sometimes she'll start crying on cloudless days because it hits her again that she can actually feel the warmth of the sun on her skin and she can hear birdsong. Every little mundane experience is a blessing and she will make you remember that in the most foreboding way possible.
#hazel levesque#hoo#mj talks#like. i am fascinated with characters who die and come back different and it JUST hit me that there was so much potential for hazel there#the idea of how death lingers was not explored At All in heroes of olympus#of course there's the obvious part in that there were what. 3 named character deaths total? 4 if you count leo#which i very much don't because it didn't stick! there were no consequences to this gigantic war!#the first series did well with that because we had plenty of named characters who died#even though some of them were introduced only to die like six chapters later. we still knew them on some level#and more importantly percy knew them. he felt their loss in a way that made consequences seem real#heroes of olympus didn't have any of that. hazel could have been a great way to talk about it a little more!#also i just love characters who have obviously gone through death. that has to change a person! tell me how it changed you!#anyway. i think i'll make hazel creepier from now on in my writing#she deserves it <3#nico is creepy in an obvious way. he's got power over death and that clings to him like a second skin. he can't hide it#and he's learned that he doesn't have to. there is power in being othered#hazel seems lovely when you first meet her! none of the death power all of the glitter and gold and riches#and then she'll look you dead in the eye and say 'you really don't know how lucky you are to be able to breathe until you can't anymore'#and move on like it's nothing! what!#underworld siblings
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Miryumi uni au!! Its been ages since ive drawn them and uni aus are so dear to my heart
#theyre the cutest#jock x nerd is peak relationship dynamic#except rumi is kind of a nerd too since she does medicine#she just doesnt show it as much#fuyumi on the other hand is totally glasses-wearing-book loving-muttering-tripping over her feet nerdy#she is the stereotype#and because i project onto her every so slightly although shes doing psych she still has a strong love for math#on a theoretical level#she does psych because she wants to be the therapist her and her family needed#btw#and rumi i mean obviously rugby captain#rugby fits her so well#and medicine makes sense to me because of how she improved a tourniquet when she was beating up the nomus#shed probably specialize in sport injuries#im kinda wishing id given her a prosthetic now#for backstory purposes#making my own headcanons about my AUs😭 bitch i am the canon#anyways#them<3#fuyumi todoroki#rumi usagiyama#mirko#miryumi#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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Mother is back
#asajj ventress#i love clones#the bad batch#season 3#i am totally normal about this#star wars#tech is alive#i need her
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I LOVE YOU
#art#bella#lc ocs#horror art#if this needs any tw tags or anything lmk!!#love this one a lot tbh. hope i got the horror across here!!!!#that caption is from the red shoes btw! <3#some rambling on this one from discord:#this piece has a few meanings so it was. so hard to pick text for it#1. how bella thinks others percieve her - lots of eyes staring at her. “i am being eaten from the outside in.”#2. the red shoes - it being a parasite. spreading and growing (it grows across her arm as you look down!). the whole fish swimming through#a river thing. being eaten from the inside out#“i am loved (being eaten) / from the inside out / from the outside in” managed to apply to all of this#even the first line - while primarily being about her relationship with her corrosion and the red shoes - could also be about her friends'#views of her. they love her and thats eating her up#i debated a lot on what i wanted the text to be for this one#one of my drafts was 'i am an ant under the magnifying glass' which i am totally saving for another time. i love that line#ALSO MORE DETAILS <3 the eyes' glow and the shaking lines around her arm are pixelated#the pixelation is like censorship. something to be hidden away. you dont need to see this
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pics? pics of poetry for the soul?
Here she is, in all her glory: Bhaal's pinkest disappointment
and a bonus: The original doodle I did on a sticky tab before I decided to make the character
#simon says#bg3#bg3 screenshots#art#my art#doodle#still on the hunt for pink dye#also when we reach the city I am going to go CRAZY in those clothes shops#none of the screenshots show the nightmare dye jobs of everyone else's armor though#okay well the only nightmare one is Astarion because I have yet to find a good color for him so he's constantly wearing ugly colors#another reason he dislikes Poetry added to the list: dyed his armor yellow multiple times#also she plays the lyre because the item description says worshipers of the goddess of love associate it with her#and her name was SO close to being a love related name#also she totally smooched Wyll :3#she is head over heels for the blade of frontiers and gets lots of fun dialog because she's also a warlock#im VERY excited to get to the circus bc apparently fae patrons REALLY wanna go in the circus and will let you use their voice to get in#also yes I did the volo eye thing and shockingly enough it was the first time I ever did it#most of my characters are not dumb enough to let him do that but I needed the benefit for honor mode#honestly I've been wanting to make a pink tiefling for a bit because like... look at her#she's just a regular Asmodeus tiefling too. they come in pink! i didn't even have to use the 'use all skin tones' box it's just available!#honestly making a fun colored tiefling is grand#I think her and Fizzlewood Fleetfoot (my halfling wild sorcerer) are my favorites at the moment#Poetry is just so adorable and I'm absolutely using her to get that achievement for getting lots of gold by playing music in a single game#and Fizzlewood is so silly he's just a nice lil guy wanting to find fun ways out of combat#it's even funnier because Fizzlewood is my Karlak romance and that was by accident but I totally went with it because like...#6 foot something hot hot barbarian and her 3 foot something combat avoidant boyfriend is so fun#anyways highly suggest making a fun colored tiefling or a halfling they're so fun to play#and use the dyes!!! i love using dyes so much!! everyone gets dyed clothes in all my playthroughs!! dye it up!!!#edit: I mispelled Karlach im so sorry baby girl
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Spear has filled my brain with Murasa thoughts I am thinking so much about her my favourite moist wood consumer
#touhou#minamitsu murasa#i love the skrunkly ship phantom touhou#she’s so awesome#so cool#so amazing#i am totally normal about Touhou and how much I love the characters#Murasa my beloved <3#i would eat moist wood and die just for her#i would let her sink any ship im on#i would let her hurl any of those giant fucking anchors at me#i love Murasa.#raymoojabber#moist wood murasa
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Therapy?
Vids and images of cats 😺❤️🩹
#pakpak with pragya#pragyawrites#desi shit posting#facts only#desi tumblr#cats are the best#cats#cats of tumblr#cute cats#kitty#i am totally in love with her <3
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sometimes i will get bored & go through someone's entire blog since its creation
#& if they have their blog made unsearchable therefore no archive to pick posts from i take it as a challenge#& i really read every post not just skimming i gave up archives caus i find it hard to pay attention to individual posts#plus you never see the full tags & clearly from my postings they serve as the single most important part of a post#the actual post is more of like a title or a sort of epigraph#& i am interested in the Posters themselves like i feel compelled to absorb&gather as much information about them as possible#in an effort to understand them ( as well as myself Many epiphanies & revelations came to me from this activity i recommend it )#i just did this BTW not saying who but god if you never knew of her you totally missed out on the best Poaster tumblr has ever had to offer#her mind was unlike any other & her influence on me is so noticeable even today. wishing her well today & always#also (moving on from that) i even constantly have like 40 tumblr blog tabs open at all times#some that are even i think 3 years old now#i never close them they keep me company i will not really click on yhem either To be honest but those are like my friends My chums;#on my phone as well two year old tabs from when i was still in highschool of tumblr blogs i was reading#i just have so much Love in my heart for Posters real genuine love not interpersonal just as an Observer#well kind of interpersonal when it comes to some#so if you have a tracker & you see someone from north africa spending hours or even days or months on your blog#that would be me#i actually did spend months once back when blogs opened on the side i never shut my laptop off & my tabs are always saved#had to go back & scroll a little to keep the page active to not refresh & i got as far back as 2010 i think#because their blog did not have an archive but NOTHING will stop me OK if you got a Beautiful Mind or Gift Of Curation#i will do anything in my power to enjoy it. without disturbing you ( as much as i can anyway )
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what if we kissed in freddy fazbears mega pizzaplex
#flora not being a glamrock is retconned bc whenever i imagine her interacting with anyone the setting is the pizzaplex so. boowomp#im not really into glamrock fronnie but ill make it work#anyways idk if flora and ivory would be 100% serious gfs but they definitely do like eachother and kiss sometimes#realistically i cant even make them canon bc ivory dies in 2007 and security breach takes place in like. 2060 or some bullshit#but if we disregard that theyre totally in love or whatever#btw flora is lesbian and ivory is unlabeled/sapphic. she doesnt know exactly what she is but she knows she likes girls LOL!#her parents and glamrock freddy r very supportive of them#anyways rambling over sorry for posting this at like almost 3 am#fnaf#fnaf security breach#fnaf sb#security breach#fnac#five nights at candys#fnaf oc#☆ my art#☆ my ocs
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Eddie Diaz' puffy face when he's distraught, am I right?
#I am having a mental breakdown about this#This is everything and more#I would also like to take this moment to thank my 3 month old#for choosing this moment to prolong her nap#so Mommy can quietly have a mental breakdown#about fictional firefighters who love each other#I am totally normal about this#She lied#Eddie Diaz#Buddie#911#911 Spoilers
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they didn't really specify what happened to doctor scott after the end of none shall sleep except that she got fired (understandable considering what happened under her watch) but i feel like her life after the asylum mission also probably involved a lot of staring at the wall having an existential crisis considering she genuinely thought simon could be reformed and the first thing he did after being let out of his cage was eat someone's face immediately followed by vivisecting them
#sorry to blog about the serial killer book again but i haven't managed to get anyone i know irl to read them#at least kristin isn't totally delusional about what her brother is#but i knew he was going to do something BAD as soon as scott was like 'and i think having emma as a friend is good for him <3'#i love irony#pie says stuff#pie reads#none shall sleep#ellie marney#murder tw#cannibalism tw#i am…not actually sure if he ATE the person but like. chewing was involved???#SORRY i should not be blogging about this on christmas lmao
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i am at my fucking limit
#my mom is drinking again and she's so drunk she just broke a lamp because she's too drunk to walk#and its like. this is so cool. this is so fucking cool i love alcoholism#i am so totally not about to go fucking ballistic#i was gonna stay up for a bit longer because i didnt get out of bed until like. almost 3#bc i came home from work yesterday to her drinking and it made me super upset so i just hid in bed#but i might just go back to bed. idk. im tired. im frustrated. im upset#i dont know why i bother anymore
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