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There's something so crushing about the theory that Hopper is actually Will's father, and it truly is the Jonathan of it all. Imagine Jonathan finding out and thinking what? really? For a split second before realizing that no, it's not both of them. That would be crazy. It's just Will. Of course it's just Will.
#supports my 'jonathan has a really hard time stepping back and letting hopper actually BE a father bc hes spent so much time supporting them#& hop trying to be a parent to HIM is going to really rub him the wrong way for awhile bc hes never experienced a good father figure' theory#jonathan finding out that hes WILL'S dad? ACTUALLY? HE'S the one stuck w/o a dad AGAIN?#they all get to be one big happy family and he doesnt even know his place bc if he isnt the parent and he isnt the son then what is he?#culminates to a good old fashioned 'why do you even CARE you arent my dad!!' which is when FINALLY hop just hugs the shit out of him#and hear me OUT.#mike s2 punching him til he sobs parallel#'yes i am kid. i am.'#stranger things#will byers#jim hopper#jonathan byers#byler#<- girl u know why
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your pepstavo is literally the best thing in the entire world ur recent post sent me to heaven….I love ur hcs for their intimacy it’s EXACTLY how i see it too!!!
i think peppino struggles extremely with intimacy to the point where he’ll just end up crying before anything can start, which gus never minds and he’s always there for him to hold him and remind him he’ll always wait for him for when he’s ready…😢😢RAGGHH ilovethememmm…..
Thank yuuuu 😭💖💖💖💖 its prob out of the blue bc 98% of all of my hcs are just rotating in my head but i think about them sooo much. Peppino is a scared but ANGRY man and hes fun to work w bc i see him as both incredibly expressive and also extremely emotionally constipated; wants intimacy, cannot understand WHY it sucks so bad when he gets invited to partake in it. He is frustrated and anxious and he has like 400 million thoughts conflicting w each other and it ends up w him being angry and pissy wo knowing WHY hes angry and pissy.
And Gus is a saint but he is also a VERY stubborn little man and is probably the only person in the world stubborn enough to tolerate this messy, messy man. He doesnt treat peppino as a fixer-up; he treats him as someone he KNOWS has hang ups about Everything. The thing is, Gus has been interested in peppino even when he was in the throes of being in his literal Lowest Point of his life; Gus was ride or die from jump and he knew he would have to have the patience to deal w peppino and his attitude.
And its kind of funny (sweet) to Gus bc now he (and rlly everyone now) gets to see what peppino looks like when hes not BEYOND stressed, and Gus sees that hes in fact soft and kind of a silly man ! He likes any and ALL displays of affection, he likes being pampered and he likes being coddled a lil and he likes existing in Gustavos space :) Hes REALLY coy and equally playful and hes a bit (alot) of a brat; it makes Gus wish he got to see Peppino when he was younger (bc peppino will show him pics from when he was young and he mentions that he used to be a BRAT w these older men lmao) like theres more to this (at first glance) grumpy man, but hes like more than happy to have the peppino he knows rn 🧡
#chattin#answered#long post#saucy#not really but wehg#pepstavo#WAMBLIN…….i care about them sm#its funny that u mention him getting frustrated bc yes thats exactly how i see him#like hes a CRYBABY and he will cry over any strong emotion and getting angry definitely fits in that category#but like i am drawing them being so BAD and its bc i like that once gus gets past that outer anxious shell#gus gets to see that oh. he is SO playful and silly…#and hes got a ton of confidence when hes like. yknow. not drowning in debt and a constant reminder of his failures#gus was really ready to be w this angry man FOREVER but hes happy to know that peppino is not actually this angry and bitter all the time
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my beautiful friends recommending songs.. There’s literally nothing better on this earth.
#im SO HAPPY i have some new absolute faves already#like. all three of teo’s songs (esp tonem u noć & idealan tim) and the dawn songs man i have to listen to that album. abyss felt like a#punch to the GUT (biggest compliment i could give a song btw)#AND DISGUISE HELLOOO SOOOO GOOD (nat if ur reading this MWAAAAHHH your contributions are SO GOOD)#also mira & losing game both of which i’d never heard before and mira left me DUMBFOUNDED i gotta listen to more Lexie liu#also end of tha world pt 1 added to likes immediately it’s So fucking good#and black hibiscus as an artist i am SO getting into. both the songs exactly what i love to hear#AND AHWAK HIBA HIIIII i gotta listen to that whole album too. if there’s more where that came from pls rec more of those btw 💖💖💖#that’s about as far as i got w listening to them all but my heart is literally exploding w how happy this makes me FOR REAL 🥹#you all have such wonderful diverse tastes and it is SUCH a gorgeous experience to get to listen!
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happy average normal everyday non-holiday sunday everyone
#waaaaaaaaaauuhuhghg i stayed up til 5am bc i hate this dayyyyyy i hate celebrating this daaaaayyyyyy#staying up all night is my way of procrastinating this holiday like if i just stay up i’ll get my enjoyment in#and then i will be able to handle this day. AUUUUUGH#im not gonna lie it’s been getting worse#it’s crazy what secrets do to u like whoa. i thought u were joking but no i actually am rotting from inside lol 🙈 but anyways#happy sunday to the normal people and to those with good relationships w your mother um goodmorning to u too i guess#thats bitter of meeee im sorry im happy for yall truly. and jealous 🤒#vent tw#lol me putting a trigger warning on my vents is so capricorn moon of me
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alexis said morally gray yan!gojo and now my brain is . Poisoned
#I DONT WVEN REALLY LIKE YAN!CONTENT BUT ;;;;;;;;;#i am. thinking abt him#may or may not have started writing something#may or may not be a little obsessed w him#just . yan!gojo who truly treasures you … who knows he’s a little ill…….. who would never cage you in#so he just . bends the world into a kinder shape for u instead#alexis mentioned him threatening ur prof’s family to get u an a because ur classes have been stressing u out and IM JUST ;;;;; (i need him)#like he really truly does want u to be happy above all else its SO important to him its what he lives for#he’d never ever hurt u i dont think he’d hurt anyone u care abt either bc that would stress u out#so he limits killings to ppl u meet in passing. murders youll never learn abt#like some guy catcalls you in public and you flinch and look nervous and the moment the two of you make it to the restaurant he booked#he excuses himself to go to the “restroom” and when he comes back there’s a shine in his eyes that wasnt there before#YK??????#alexis if u see this . when i catch u…..#like i legitimately am not a huge yan fan cuz im squeamish lol BUT ill make an exception for yan!gojo he could do no wrong <3333#ari noises ✩
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i will return on tumblr soon bcs i'm graduating hs soon and acads r done so i have a Lot of time on my hands for now Anyway can i just say am very proud of myself. got into the Top 1 school in my country, top campus, and a vv competitive stem course. yay 😁💝💘❤️🔥✨
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#it's hilarious bcs i got waitlisted for compsci#which i'm actually rlly proud of bcs i didn't take the exams that seriously and most of jhs was online#compsci competitive af man#but i prove my worth both online & onsite ^_^ always straight As baby! even this gr 12 LOL <3#i got into my 3rd choice (2nd choice was psych i am So glad i didn't get in i ended up not wanting it anymore. also competitive asf so i'm#ok w that) WHICH IS the best possible outcome actually bcs it Is my dream course.#i will reveal more another time tho ... >:)) Anyway am just super proud hehe. also of my twin (we both passed & all that <3) ^___^#also my friends !! barely any passed actually and even then i know only like 10-15 of ppl in my whole school who Did pass#and less so for their first choice/dream course or their preferred campus#MWHAHAHAHAHA >:))) ok i'm not shitting on anyone tho i'm just so so so proud and happy#gbye i am busy tho relaxing LMFAO i've been getting 12 hours of sleep the last 3 days. god. school was tiring af#but i'm a weirdo so it's fun B) Amen. i like saying amen despite being this rlly agnostic/atheist person LMFAOOO#upcat i love u. ty for loving me LMFAOOAOAOAOAOAOAO#so proud idk ig. i knew i'd make it (i hope thsi doesn't come off as pretentious) but i didn't know exactly Where#but the universe did its thing and i got into my dream school dream campus dream course#unsure abt dream school really but it's upd or not up. and also def my dream course ^_^
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vash w this hairstyle is literally so cute.. .. wolfwood matchies or smt T__T
#litearlly dont talk 2 me i saw the knives panel again and smashed everuthing inmy room and set myself on fire#am i wrong 4 thinking that he shouldve had a little more time.am i wrong for thinking this guy.having lived in terrible fear#his whole life 4 what he thought could happen 2 him. to his brother. DID happen 2 his sister#should be able 2 experience some happiness and comfort for once#like yeah the guy killed hundreds of thousands SUREE ok.AND??? let the guy breathe a little#BAHAHA no i think i do still agree w the ultimate ending of him using the last of his energy 2 generate that apple tree#its sweet and i do like the sentiment it was just. Too.soon after it was literally right after#and im like coughing and hacking and wishing.that he and vash couldve spent those few months living (somewhat) peacefully#and secluded.before everything that happened#i guess there is a bittersweet tinge to knives dying before vash woke up / could say gbye but idk.i just grieve 4 this guy#even if a clean redemption isnt like#feasible in a sense U KNOW!!!!!!! but then again i dont think. satisfying endings have to be clean cut and perfect#like he doesnt have to be redeemed i think. not everyone needs Redemption as it exists in its current form#&& i do think that even after all he did.comma.he wasnt entirely wrong?like you cant rly blame him 4 rejecting coexistence#based on the way plants have historically been treated (assuming he also telepathized with exploited plants after the great fall)#though not to say that his decisions/methodology is right ykwim#and i know yeaa yeaa there was a lot of hypocrisy in how he used the other plants 2 amass power#ok this is literally getting too convoluted there r so many conditional aspects to this but long story short i do thnk he deserved.#a little something at the end;______; even if just 4 me to see art of them together post-final arc .#< me dragging my knuckles in the sand w open wounds or smth#sry vash post turned into knives sadblogging EHAHEHA but its like the nature of this^ guys life anyways LMAO#trigun spoilers#trigun maximum#trigun#vash
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🐁☁️🌫️
#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant#nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it#it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer#ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know#it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are#but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom#bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park#i cant even go to cafées bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that#i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none#my sisters havent talked for me in over a year#and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w#nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao#i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots#i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay#and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like#when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things#i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))
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i think it should be completely normal and encouraged to tell people you love them if you love them, and to say when you're in love with them when you are.
i don't want to say ily i want to say i love you because I Do, i am simply not in love with you. ykwim
#LOVE YOUR FRIENDS. basically#strictly platonic or not#if the love is there say it#I'm not in a bad mood or nothing ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა im just kinda overflowing w it and i wanna be Real about it#i say i love you all the time on here abt so many people and creatures and Things bc i actually do love them#there are many kinds of love and it's a lovely feeling to give someone. i am Fond of u‚ i would do anything for you‚ i think abt you#i love you !!!#like yeah hi u give me Nice Feelings n im rly happy around u. i think that' a kind of love‚ how can u get close or comfies w someone and Not#it's just somethn stronger and more beautiful than i just kinda know you yk. it just happens#girl help me hopeless romantic nature has spread to every enjoyable facet of life
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Much Ado About Nothing, II.i
#much ado about nothing#i am finally reading this play#the 29th shakespeare play ive read and im just finally getting to this extremely popular comedy#u can question my choices if u want im ok w that#shakespeare#beatrice#elizabethan literature#english renaissance#comedy#also i bought another edition of the shakespeare simply bc. i wanted tah.#this one has different supplementary material and it's not as chunky and unwieldy as the riverside (even tho the riverside is my beloved)#it was only like 14 bucks or so where i bought it#shakespeare: 23 plays and the sonnets revised edition edited by thomas marc parrott#it sparked joy#it's also so beautiful and has so many plated illustrations of performances over the years#it makes me soooo happy i have no regrets#as im getting closer to finishing the plays i haven't yet read im realizing that im going to want to reread them all my life#like i just have an inexhaustible love of shakespeare. unfortunately#so rich in magic and wonder and meaning. he really is one of The Greats#i like a lot of old dead people who wrote poems very specific to their time and place#and shakespeare belongs very firmly to his own time and place but the complexity and richness of his work really is so eternal#his stories and characters are fundamentally human and i do think upon a proper acquaintance just abt anyone can find smth to love in them.#the praise of shakespeare is not hollow. he's Really That Good#ive read so much literature in my life from various times places and cultures. only a drop in the bucket are Really That Good
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HI @mjrdm HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! im always shy posting my art buut i hope u enjoy these butlers :] ty for introducing me to the homicidal manservant ever
#im throwing confetti and he ^ cut the cake with telekinesis#god. the blorbo. the wife. u have great taste fr#i keep thinking abt the thing u said 'i wish this guy threw me into a wall and beat me to death' like#<- 1. this is SO funny i chuckled out loud when i read it and 2. i get it. now i understand#i watched a playthrough of the game and when he brought down all the statues ?? like damn ok... 😳 who said that.#if his hands got free he would be unstoppable i think#also i love how he just fucking kills the player. hes so focused on his job that he's like 'i dont have time for this. WASHING MACHINE'#and i love his outfit every other adult has like stains or something on their outfit but his trousers are ironed with a damn crease#i hope he gets enough vacation days#and after the pretender + raincoat girl went away he just went 'screw it' and eloped w the craftsman <3 msndjssfjk#^ i still need to think abt their dynamic pls educate me if u would like i am curious !#ANYWAY..... I RAMBLED skdsfshjf happy birthday and i hope ur able to relax!!#vln butler
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bisexual bobby. i'm right.
#ok so let me paint the scene: it's bobby's college years. he's been roommates with this guy idk lets call him derek for a few months now.#they INSTANTLY clicked yk? and bobby's been feeling weird around derek but he jots in down to the thrill of having a new friend (he#experienced this before w his middle school bsf but never figured out why) and anyway when derek comes out to him he's like 'woah why am i#literally about to float out of my skin with happiness???' and he ponders about that for a bit and THEN we get the classic#practice kissing trope where they're like 'hahab wouldn't be fun to see hahaba' and anyway so they do that and bobby's like 'OH' so he#kinda distances himself away from derek cause he's like 'if he liked me he would've said smth' while derek OBVIOUSLY likes him and he's#hurt and confused about bobby not talking to him so he's like 'listen i really didn't mean to make u uncomfortable and i think it's best#that i move out' and bobby is like too shocked to say anything so derek takes that as his cue to leave and then they see each other in#hallways and basically yearn for each other for the rest of college#damn bro wrote a whole lore and everything#sorry im really passionate about this for no reason at all u dont have to read all that#bobby nash#911 fox#911 show#911 headcanons#bisexual
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someone called me 1 of their fav twsb artists....🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
#smiling so hard...#along with pen..!!! who i love they r great💖#my lifeline to twsb fandom lol#they have been supplying me w non-spoilery twsb fanart since i cant search thru the tags myself due to spoilers KDJKS🫣#and also was the first to comment on the first twsb art i posted into the void without even knowing if anyone would see it🥺#v nice introduction into twsb fandom... thank u pen-nim...#wild to think ppl think i am contributing to the fandom... since twsb fandom is relatively small (en fandom at least)...#im just rambling now but im rly glad i got into twsb#the fans ive interacted w are all so nice and i get so happy reading ppls tags on my posts#like even tho twsb fandom is small and its only like 5 ppl commenting#ppl still leave nice tags more often than on my cookie run fanart before??#so its a small but dedicated fanbase... love to see it#also ive gotten to interact w korean fans on twitter too and that makes me rly excited too aaaa#i want to make more mutuals but im scared to follow ppl bc spoilers aldjslsk#also i love how dedicated the kor fandom is... like organizing birthday cafes for the charas... thats so exciting to me!!!#i wish us fans did that too ladjks (well twsb is too small here but... like for fandom in general... it would be so cool)#anyway i love twsb the work and ive had positive experiences w fellow fans so far so its nice..#/end ramble
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i don’t think the opinion that rei and shigaraki’s mom played a role and have some responsibility in their children’s abuse and trauma is wrong. i think its hard to understand if you haven’t been the child/been in a similar position to dabi, shoto ect
#its so strange seeing the todoroki family dynamics; bc i get it SO much#like u dont blame your mom. u do for a second; when ur angry; when ur still living it. u ask why she didnt protect u.#but those thoughts are completely overwhelmed by your love for her; your misplaced guilt that you couldn’t save her;#and your anger at the actual abuser#when i see fictional parents fail their children; even if they were vicitms; i still get terribly angry for the children#bc i get it… that thought shigaraki had… why didnt you do anything.. i know you we’re struggling but i was your child#but also bc i know those feelings so well i also know that ill always reach my mom w endless empathy#almost too much; to the point where im carrying the blame and forgetting shes an adult#but anywho i think i get frusterated w fictional parents; even rei; because kids can do nothing. when ur a kid u have absolutely no power#and if the adults dont help you; no one will#and when they dont; it fucks you up for the rest of your life; and you spend a long time trying to heal from it#and you were a child; you couldnt do anything. the adults could. but they didn’t#so i do think some blame for dabi and shotos trauma goes to rei#i do think some blame goes to my mom#but like shoto… i forget all of that; and i just want to protect and love my mom more than anything in the world#it doesnt matter; you just love your mom and your heart breaks for her and u want her to be safe and happy#and rei is a victim ofc#i think its the part of me that lived similarly to dabi/shoto that always feels v protective of children who were victims of abuse#and finds it important to recognize the areas where these parents failed their kids#and where rei failed dabi and shoto especially; and the ways the blame is hers as well#also i am NOT an enji fan i do not like or care ab him at all#this is not an enji defense/support or rei was as a bad as enji post or whatver
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it hit me what makes me the most miserable abt my work week is how it’s just school all over again. just hanging in there until the weekend. repeat. repeat. repeat
#5 outta 7 days im at work. 2 days of freedom#2 days to do chores n run errands n relax n sleep n draw n catch up w/ friends n go places#and if u gotta reschedule itll be weeks before ur available again#like for months now ive tried to get together w/ friends but our days off dont match n shit keeps coming up#not to mention im fucking tired! im exhausted! i want to sleep in and then draw the rest of the day!#i think the worst part is that back in school.. at least it didnt matter as much? because it all led to an end aka graduation?#like i didnt mind the wait for next weekend as much cuz it was temporary#like eventually ill graduate and then ill have freedom! (i thought? for some reason??)#but now its like.. the weeks are going by so fast this year is already almost over i turn 26 in 2 weeks#and this is.. the rest of my life? like youre kidding right? this cant be it?#i get off work n then i have to take care of the cats n chores n then eat dinner n then shower n then its late and i gotta sleep#before work the next day. i dont have time nor energy to rly do anything#and ill get that feeling of like. oh well at least it brings me closer to the next ‘weekend’#but i dont wanna live weekend to weekend#i mean im thankful to have a job n coworkers i love like i truly hate it there sometimes but i also am happy and thankful for it#but yknow.. it shouldnt have to be like this#i worded this so much better in the shower but im tired of feeling like school part 2 like what the fuck man#ive had work every single day since we came back from our trip n i just dont have time/energy for anything#i need to open commissions back up but i havent even gotten around to starting one a friend asked for#not to mention this years christmas card ive barely got the sketch done for#and again. my favourite holiday. halloween is on tuesday and while we did plan halloweeny stuff it just has not felt like halloween#i havent had any ideas/energy/time for any halloweeny art#+chores n errands etc lmao we havent even been to the grocery store yet (calling us out here)#it just. suuuuucks aaaaaass man the world is so beautiful life is a gift i dont wanna spend it like this
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Good mornooning my beloveds, my new personal setup consists of a curved monitor, an RGB keyboard and an RGB mouse mat. My dreams have come true.
#𝙷𝙾𝙻𝙳 𝙾𝙽 - 𝙿𝙾𝙿𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙰 𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃. (OOC)#this time six months ago I was w my mother and not even being allowed to set up this kind of stuff#and now I'm here w my fiancee he has been determined to make sure I have what I want#my new lil writing space looks so cool I am so happy aww yiss#ANYWAY#tonight is horribly humid so I may or may not get much done#hope u are all doing OK xoxo
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