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Ruler Of My Heart
#i had to make gifs IMMEDIATELY#alien stage#i am GOING CRAZYYYYYY#LUKA IS SUCH A CUNNTTTT I LOVE HOW FERAL SHE WENT#tfw all u want is your girlfriend and instead you have a cheap knock off cunty imitation of her that is enjoying ur suffering
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HERE WE MEET AGAIN 三分野 — 2023, dir. Tien Jen Huang
#here we meet again#三分野#cdramaedit#cdramasource#chinesemedia#userdramas#asiandramanet#chineseartistsinc#dramasource#hwmaedit#gifs#zhang binbin#wu qian#i saw a little tongue and i am going crazyyyyyy
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web weaving or whatever
#last night my brain had two thoughts collide like atoms producing a nuclear fission in the form of THEE most insane trope to ME which is#pet psychopath and his even crazier handler -> brandt and luke respectively#watching brandt get at it with an OHL dad over the boards during the playoff like YEAHHH that's my dman with character issues#SO BEAUTIFUL. and the tsn video too. god. the one where he gets into a playfight but ends up spinning the dude around#the potential is THERE and i am cooking up SO many scenarios in my head i am actually going insane.#when you're the kid who used to beat up your brothers friends during street hockey and you were called a pitbull like CMONNNN#it's not that luke doesnt have character issues its just that it was trained out of him by ellen who would NEVER let that fly but unlike hi#lady byng finalist brother and his +2 penalty drawing brother luke has ZERO compulsions actually shithousing someone#and he's such a bitch about it too. he's more of a bitch than his two brothers combined. if penalties weren't a thing in real life#the clarke/hughes dpairing would be the most rat bastard shithousery penalty drawns tandem in the LEAGUE thats my inteprid take#and the thing about pet psychopath and his even crazier handler is it that the devotion goes CRAZYYYYYY#brandt going fucking insane and luke having to haul him off before he starts beating up the dude himself like NOBODY FUCKS WITH MY BABY!!!#even if my baby started it lol. if brandt's crazy luke is batshit insane and then brandt has to go haul luke off before he gets kicked out#someone tries to chirp brandt over him fighting for luke constantly and brandt is like :) you're fucking lucky it's not luke#because CRUCIALLY luke is the better fighter. again. his even crazier handler. always ready to answer for brandt's attitude#in the locker room brandt like good job baby that was so sexy of you to right hook him -> rest of the devs staring in horror#JUST SOMETHING ABOUT COMING TO BLOWS FOR YOUR MAN!!! LOOKING UP AT HIM WITH A SMILE FULL OF BLOOD LIKE DID I DO GOOD? DID I MAKE YOU PROUD?#AND THEM RESPONDING WITH 100% RECIPROCATION. OH IT WAS ALWAYS ABOUT THE RECIPROCATION.#need them to be fucking bitches on the ice beating everyone up that would be so sexy to me!!!#the brandt/luke agenda#thinking. perhaps even thoughting. thunking.
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hi im gonna say goodbye to her in like 5 mins im waiting for her to wrap up another meeting rn. and i burst into tears in front of my colleagues and VERY visibly just cried 😁👍👍👍👍👍👍
#purrs#i am so INSANELY triggered rn and don’t know how to keep my emotions in check. i don’t want to cry or be messy. oh god. this is the worst#thing that has ever happened to me LMFAOOOOOOOOO actually it’s not. but it’s up there. this is so bad. i feel like im going to die or#explode or both. it’s literally not thst deep bc we’ll keep in touch and she’s not moving away or anything she’s just retiring. but it’s#making me CRAZYYYYYY how i am reliving the same horrors from last year. THE SAME HORRORS. before even having a chance to heal from the FIRST#horrors!!!!!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HELL. i can only take so much. i can’t withstand it all. i couldn’t suppress the tears anymore i just exploded#LOLLLL. the way i ugly cried and might do it again IN FRONT OF HER…. HELP. lol ♥️ and we will only have 10 mins to talk bc she has another t#thing at 12:45 and i squandered so much time crying and having to clean my face off that now i burned our last precious moments. AWESOMEEEEE#delete later
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sudden memories of one time when i was in mdzs fandom i got a really angry anon barraging me with asks for hours because i mentioned in replies to a friend that i didn't think saying a guy had a gay thing going on with the guy he torturemurdered was on the level of like csa type shipping or something and in the course of this anon getting very mad at me i said something like "well csa is a widespread problem in our real society so you shouldn't treat the topic lightly but all that crazy torturemurder stuff is just not a real life problem so it's different" (or something like that you get the gist) and this anon proceeded to get even more mad at me and went "are you saying torture doesn't happen in real life? you sound so fucking stupid right now"
yeah man. real-life torture of political prisoners is totally the same thing as pretending to be your sworn enemy's bestie for months and tricking him into killing his boyfriend and all that other stuff because you're a twisted fucking cycle path. that is totally the same issue and the latter is actually an insensitive depiction of the former. sorry i'll do better.
#what the fuck ever.#ok i am just reminiscing being in that fandom was legitimately crazyyyyyy. i will go to bed now#💌
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liam payne shut up challenge
#i'm catching up on everything that happened and i am truly at a loss for words fksjkfsk#we all agree it was harry who threw him against the wall right#he has a temper you guys just dont want to believe it#🤭#we already know liam & louis hated each other for at least the first few years#wasn't there allegedly a fight between them bc louis kept messing up liam's trailer to be annoying?#i could be remembering that wrong but im pretty sure they did have a fight#and after everything he said he didn't even speak on any questions i had 😭 tragic#i want to know if zayn really asked louis to leave 1d with him#because no one has ever disproven this and it makes me crazyyyyyy#he should've left with him#but like louis was always open about how he didnt want the band to break up#bc he knew it would be harder for him to find solo work#and he was RIGHT and i HATE IT#it makes me so sad#it was always going to be harry 😑#idk man post-breakup 1d makes me sooooo ugh. sad and nostalgic#and the way everyone hounds them for answers until they finally just trash each other#makes me sad!!!#stop doing that!!!#let us all live in a delusion where they were besties <3
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I'm so happy to have housemates (means I won't get evicted.) But I am also getting quite done with how much stuff people are bringing into this tiny house. How is this going to work.
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no cause dream going for black and red is absolutely insane for the drouis economy. LIKE THIS IS THE COVER OF LOUIS’ LATEST ALBUM (STREAM FAITH IN THE FUTURE)
#i am not a fan of the cover BUT THAT ISN’T THE POINT. WE’VE KNOWN FOR YEARS THAT LT2 WAS GONNA BE BLACK AND RED AND IT WASSSSSS ‼️‼️‼️#LOUIS LOVES HIS SILLY RED LIGHTING IN SHOWS AS WELL. LIKE I AM GOING CRAZYYYYYY#*
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Unspoken Feelings...
part 4.
social media au: Charlie Bushnell x Fem!Actress!Reader
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Liked by Iamcharliebushnell, walker.scobell, roseyposey, aryansimhadri and others
y/n- Huge shoutout to @Iamcharliebushnell for being an amazing person and an even better best friend. We've been through so much together this past year and I love you so so much. You will always have a special place in my heart until the day we die. Me and you Charlie, Always and Forever❤️💕💋
Iamcharliebushnell- Always and Forever me and you pretty girl. I love you so much. Your my bestfriend and My future 💕 You will also always have a special place in my heart and I will always be there for you. Through your ups and downs, high's and lows. Through your accomplishments and your failures. I love YOU, so much and I appreciate everything about you.
↪walker.scobell- This is sooo cute!
↪y/n- dw, your next walker!❤️
↪walker.scobell- yayayayayayayaya!!
dior.n.goodjohn- Awwwww, your friendship is actually adorable!
↪y/n- thankssss! I love him so much!
↪dior.n.goodjohn- Oh honey, I know....😉
↪y/n- stop.
roseyposey- ooooo, what's Dior implying????? Hmmm y/n?
↪y/n- girl, you don't start LOL!
↪roseyposey- hehehehehehe
aryansimhadri- This is adorable:)
↪y/n- thanks Aryan!
Iamcharliebushnell- Don't forget we have an interview tmr! I love you more btw
↪y/n- yea! I didn't forget but thanks for the reminder! No I love you more!😡
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Liked by y/n, dior.n.goodjohn, leahsavajeffries, walker.scobell and others
Iamcharliebushnell- 2023 recap with @y/n. I think you guys can tell I spend the most of my time with her.
y/n- Can I just say that I took like half of these pictures if not all???
↪Iamcharliebushnell- Oh yes, creds and praise to you!
↪y/n- stawpp, you know how I get when you praise me...🤭
↪Iamcharliebushnell- Your so cute pretty girl.
↪y/n- gee thanksss🫣🤭
leahsavajeffries- I'm convinced you guys are dating, JUST COME OUT AND SAY IT ALREADY!!!!
↪y/n- OMG YOU GUYS!
roseyposey- Do you know HOW BADLY I NEED THEM TOGETHER!!???
↪IlovePjo1- OH GIRL WE KNOW! I NEED THEM!!!
↪loveydoveydove- I AM SERIOUSLY NOT OKKKKKK!!!!!!!
walker.scobell- GUYS! I JUST GOT NEWS! That surprisingly only Dior knew?!!?!?!
↪y/n- @dior.n.goodjohn YOU TOLD WALKER!!!!?????
↪dior.n.goodjohn- IM SORRY BUT THAT'S LITTLE BRO RIGHT THERE! I coulnd't keep it from little bro! (plus he wouldn't stop bugging me)
↪y/n- omggggg!!!!!
↪Iamcharliebushnell- Do I need to be informed on this little secret????
↪y/n- NO CHARLIE! IT'S NOTHING! I'll tell you on my own time...
roseyposey- OHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT'S THISSS??????!!!!
loveydoveydove- THIS IS ACTUALLY CRAZYYYYYY
The Demigods
Tuesday, 4:21pm
My Pookie Charlie💋- Guy's what's going on???
Twinn!!💕- wdym???
My Pookie Charlie💋- This thing happening on Insta!!???
y/n- Ohhh it's nothing! Something about me and then only dior knew, so she told walker!
Little sis🦉- HOW COME THE REST OF US DON'T KNWO!!??
My Pookie Charlie💋- Yea, I wanna know too
y/n- OMG, This is too much! Ughh Dior whyyyy!
Twinn💕- I'm sorry, I didn't expect Walker to say anything! Especially on social media of all places!
Seaweed Brain🪸- I'M SORRY! I'M SOOOOO SORRY Y/N!
My Pookie Charlie💋- y/n, I'm gonna text you! Cuz what the hell is going on???
y/n- Omg Charlie I promise it's nothing...
Little sis🦉- It's clearly not nothing if Waler made a big deal about it! If it's an embarrassing memory or photo then we won't judge
y/n- that's the thing, it's not any of those things! It's something personal that I trusted dior with. I'm not saying I can't trust any of you guys but I just wanted to keep it a secret with just me and dior. I'm not mad at you dior or walker. I was just scared to tell the rest of you...
My Pookie Charlie💋- Answer me. Now y/n.
Twinn💕- Again, I'm sorry pookie.
Seaweed Brain🪸- I'm sorry too y/n.
My Pookie Charlie💋
Tuesday, 4:31pm
My Pookie Charlie💋- y/n?
My Pookie Charlie💋- Answer me
4:50pm
y/n- Yes Charlie?
My Pookie Charlie💋- What is going on? You can tell me anything. Always and forever remember?
My Pookie Charlie💋- Why are you keeping things from me?
y/n- I just don't know how to say it...
My Pookie Charlie💋- pretty girl please... just tell me
y/n- I'm sorry I can't... I love you, I do but I just can't tell you. Not yet at least...
My Pookie Charlie💋-Y/n...
My Pookie Charlie💋- cmon answer me!
5:15pm
My Pookie Charlie💋- y/n? ARE YOU OK!
My Pookie Charlie💋-Why aren't you answering me!
My Pookie Charlie💋- Answer my calls now!
My Pookie Charlie💋-cmon I need to know if your ok!
7:52pm
My Pookie Charlie💋- baby you're scaring me...
My Pookie Charlie💋- cmon pretty girl... please text me back
My Pookie Charlie💋- Are you ok????
Messages between Charlie and the groupchat...
The Demigods
8:11pm
My Pookie Charlie💋- Has anyone heard from y/n!!!???
Seaweed Brain🪸- No, why?? WHAT HAPPENED!?
My Pookie Charlie💋- we were talking and then hours go by and i'm texting her and she's not responding!
Little sis🦉- The last time I texted her was around 5:00, she didn't text me back tho. Is she ok?
My Pookie Charlie💋- I texted her 15 minutes later, she didn't respond. I can't drive to her hotel because I'm all the way in Vancouver.
Twinn💕- OMG! Maybe she's taking a break? Turned off her phone?
Seaweed Brain🪸- I just tried to call her... straight to voicemail...
Twinn💕- I mean I'm the closest to her hotel, I'm 15 minutes away. Want me to go over there?
My Pookie Charlie💋- Please. My flight isn't going to arrive until 9:30, I won't get down there until around or after 11:00 today for our interview tomorrow. I'm omw to the airport now.
Twinn💕- i'm on my way now! i'll be there soon!
Back to you...
Your sitting there contemplating on whether or not you should really answer Charlie or not.
You finally turn back on your phone and see a whole bunch of worried and missed calls from Walker, Dior, Leah, and Charlie...
Oh god what have you done...
Just as you were about to call them back you hear a knock on the door... Who could that be?
Taglist: @lizziesfirstwife @angelicdanvers @prettyinsatiable @glorywielder101 @urmomsbananabread @repostingmyfavs @leo-lvr @csifandom @istillremberthefirstfallofsnow @reader-bookling123 @maryann2013 @angelinajolie0213 @rhydianissuperior @kneehe-nehar7
A/N: CLIFFHANGERRRRRRR! I'm so sorry! Lol, but I will be posting the next fic today, I'm so sorry it's taken so long!
#luke castellan oneshot#luke castellan pjo#luke castellan#lukecastellan#charlie bushnell x reader#charlie bushnell#social media au#social media fic
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10 Minute Method + Whisper/Talking Method?
Okay so I've been watching and getting into Sammy Ingrams videos lately and at first... I wasn't sure about her but I warmed up to her after a few videos.
She talked about this 10 minute method she did where she affirmed for her desire for 10 minutes straight and she manifested in three days.
She talked about success stories of people who did the same and got their desire almost instantly.
I was like... "Do I really want to affirm for 10 minutes straight? Like thats ALOT!" But I did it anyways.
I chose two different affirmations that have to do with the same desire and legit said them out loud over and over again for 10 minutes straight.
It felt GOOD and it definitely hyped me up.
Then later that day, my thoughts started to go downhill and I started reacting to the 3D... while I was at work.
So instead of spiraling, I started affirming over and over again for 20 minutes in my head while I worked.. pretty much rampaging in my head just fed up with everything.
Later that night when I was going to sleep, I imagined myself telling this person telling them how they feel about me, telling them what they are gonna do and I kissed their head and went on my way.
I am not kidding you, the NEXT day...
They texted me when I was least expecting it wanting to make plans for lunch this week.
BRO THIS ISNT A JOKE
AFFIRM AND PERSIST AFFIRM AND PERSIST AFFIRM AND PERSIST
Cause there were times the next day that I was still spiraling but I kept affirming in my head even if I didn't feel it real.
CRAZYYYYYY
#shiftingforyeonjun#manifesting#manifestation#law of expectancy#law of assumption#reality shifting#law of abundance#specific person#manifest specific person#10 minute method#manifesation#manifesting tips#manifest#sp
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a explanation
so uh
Hi its petra :3c
OK FIRST OF ALL I HAVE TO SAY if you were one of the people i messaged i must confess i did not move away I LIED!!!! i just wanted to be alone and didnt want anyone coming to my house to check on me if they thought i was dead. I AM ALSO NOT DEAD!!! I AM ALIVE AND THRIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im doing sooooo much better (sadly still under familys control god i WISH the moving part was true sometimes but Oh well what can u do). Ummmm yeah i REALLY needed a break from the internet it was getting slightly strange being Known for something online. Like my inbox was constantly blowing up with just everything….anon hate, stupid radblr drama, discourse, ppl diagnosing me Whateverrrr it was overwhelming a lil bit. I was also like NOTTTT going outside except to work my shitty job that i hated and was overcompensating by partying way too hard but also being chihuahua level scared and noided at the same time. I maybe seized in a parking lot a little bit. Maybe. I dont remember. It is okay now. So i started getting paranoid (normal paranoid, not mentally ill paranoid) that ppl were stalking me and doxxing me and i was afraid for no reason that ppl were following me around town and coming to my house. So i wiped like all my social media and told ppl that i moved away. THAT WAS CRAZYYYYYY im okay now.
Soooo whats actually been going on with me? Welllll although i did not actually run away, a little part of the messages i sent was actually true! i quit my shit ass bartending job and now i am….a medical marijuana farmer!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!! I also met a bunch of friends irl but they r very libfem so i have to tone down the troonhating irl. However now i get to party (RESPONSIBLY. Most of the time.) and i am very happy. Got to do a shroom (just one) and have more opportunities for more shroom in the future. All i ever wanted. I watched chainsaw man. I read chainsaw man. I went to some conventions. I went to some shows.
idkkkk I think i am going to come back to online i need a place to actually be myself and have a social media where my irl friends dont follow me. I also searched my url on here and felt very very sad when i saw all the ppl being like OMG PETRA DELETED bc i missed u guys. i think i will just leave anon off so that i dont get fucking spammed with bullshit.
Now for some shoutouts:
Swaglet i miss you. Crinkle i miss you. Alora i miss you and sorry for being the female worldoftshirts. Sapphic schizo i miss you and your free store lean. Miss svintsovoe i miss you. Uhhh uhhh uhhh who else am i missing. I miss all of u guys if we were oomfs and especially if you commented on my insane shit. Idk feel free to ask me what’s up and shit!!!! Im chilling
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after hearing mentions of that paradise dabihawks fic on your blog i decided to check it out, and now here i am, over 350,000 words later, feeling on the verge of frenzy. frankly i don’t know what im going to do with myself until the next chapter is released. nothing will ever compare to that slowburn yaoi. i ignored everything in my life and read it in two days. my life is ruined yet richer because of it
Two days is crazyyyyyy
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gaiden ramble below cut - major, major spoiler warning (for the entire game)
i genuinely feel ill over gaiden but like in a good way. honestly can’t even remember the last time a game made me feel like that.
i was having the same giddiness and excitement and pure fun i was having playing 0 which i think is why 0 has now been dethroned as my favourite yakuza game. IT TOOK 8 GAMES but 0 was finally dethroned.
before the list was this (so basically just this time yesterday to 2am this morning):
1 - yakuza 0
2 - yakuza kiwami 2
3 - yakuza kiwami
4 - yakuza 6
5 - yakuza 7/ like a dragon
6 - yakuza 5
7 - yakuza 3
8 - yakuza 4
but now gaiden is top of that list which is crazy. (didn’t include dead souls because i haven’t played it, but i have watched it, so if it was on this list, it would be between 3 and 4).
it was so nice not having turn based combat after 39 hours of 7 like i was hitting combos these fuckers didn’t know existed.
i really liked how it took place at the same time as ichiban’s story, that was really cool and it is so evil of sega for not having kashiwagi being at survive.
another thing i found really interesting was how kiryu touched on yumi, kazama and kashiwagi. kashiwagi is mentioned like once in the chotddt akame mission (yumi is also mentioned) and kazama is mentioned in another akame mission. him still having the ring after 24 years is mad, and how that very last scene links in with 8 is cool.
KAZUMAJI 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that entire scene was tragic, i almost started sobbing then, there were tears in my eyes. the entire end of the game was really cool, and the final boss theme was crazyyyyyy.
the scenes at the temple were my breaking point though. as soon as taichi started talking to the camera i just fucking lost it. kiryu crying like that broke my heart, and then the picture haruto drew took me out even more. the poor man.
kiryu is just so horribly tragic throughout the entire game. i really missed playing as him, but god almighty in the last two chapters it was just fucking miserable. i thought that i was gonna cry at it, but i didn’t realise how fucking depressing it was gonna get. my heart was breaking for him throughout the game but the last few scenes were traumatic.
i am still not over the ryuji fishing as well. i was desperate for him to come back i love him so much, but no!!!!!!
going back to a previous point, i found it really interesting how kiryu spoke about his past life, particularly with ryuji. there is an entire akame mission about looking into leads about ryuji goda turning up, and kiryu’s reaction was very interesting to me.
i feel so horrible for him. he reminds me so much of snake, and that ended painfully enough. i am not looking forward to 8.
also hanawa is nakajima right??? that’s not just me? at first i joked about him looking like the guy from the kingsman but after he said those lines at the end of the game he really looks like nakajima who’s lost a bit of weight.
coming back to this quickly because they were so evil for using amazing grace in the credits. rgg i’m fighting you. you’re really gonna end the (most likely) last ever kiryu game with the same song you started the first ever game with????? 🥊💥🥊💥🥊💥💥 i’m not having that
i think that’s all of my thoughts, for now at least.
#rgg#yakuza#lad gaiden#lad gaiden spoilers#like a dragon gaiden#yakuza gaiden#yakuza gaiden spoilers#zad talks
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