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ghourlfiend · 5 months
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love playing w/ lighting
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dawnleaf37 · 2 years
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ev youve made me so happy I cannot begin to describe
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min3nc · 10 months
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Austistic Weiss is so reall
DUUUUUUDE YES.
like. my girl is over here simply copying what she sees her team do (unbeknownst to her, autistic as well). i can see her being as very selective of who touches her or not (her whole "don't touch me!" thing lmao). she's 100% hyperfixated on dust and what comes with it, but being the schnee heiress it gets passed off as her just being very prepared to become the new head of the sdc.
it probably gets weird to some after she's not the heiress anymore. something like.
weiss: *talking about dust bc she just bought some for myrtenaster*
yang: oh, you're still studying about dust? we're not in school anymore... and, you know, the whole sdc thing with whitley...
weiss: but i like dust :(
yang: *feeling like she just told ruby to stop talking about a cool weapon she saw* SHIT. MY MISTAKE. PLEASE CONTINUE
weiss: :)
also! there's this scene where she's going to talk to winter in v2 and we see her practising how to smile. and as a fellow person in the spectrum. cmon. weiss. ASJKSJDS.
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angiemelon · 5 months
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me: man i love being a normal person not hyperfixated on random media
my adhd: hey want to hyperfixate on something thats not related to any media at all?
me: no not reall-
my adhd: we're hyperfixated on swiss army knives now
me: oh come on
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dsaf-confessions · 22 days
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ASFGRTTIU so reall,, dude i just watched it and ive been hyperfixating on stu and billy so bad to the point i made stu on ponytown </3 - davetrap (Also yeah, ik, im the best Dave /sarc)
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gyaruogutz · 1 month
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👀 i'd be curious... (about your last post)
You’re in luck , I love talking about myself when asked ~
Information is under the cut , mostly for my personal preference ! CW for , well , transharmful things !! I don’t really go into detail until the very end , but still . I’m trigger-tagging this as a vent just in case.
It will probably be a lot lmao !! Be careful what you wish for Anon !!
A lot of my harmful thoughts come from rage . And that sounds very stereotypical , right ? Like “ oh, of course the transharmful person has homocidal thoughts , that’s a given . “ You’re right of course ! But it’s not just homocidal thoughts I get .
I get paraphiliac thoughts and urges as well when I’m in a heightened state of emotion , whether it be a positive OR negative feeling that I’m experiencing . & I’ve gotten homocidal thoughts from excitement or joy before . With heightened emotions these days comes heightened impulse .
I’m very good in retrospect with controlling these impulses , for the saftey of me and those around me . I’ve done nothing that warrants suspicion from those who trust me IRL , and nothing to tip off any mental health professionals , much less anything authorities would be concerned about.
I experience these thoughts near-constantly . I’m either wishing to be violent , aggressive & homocidal , or I’m fantasizing , usually sexually , ( but not always , to be fair ) about one of my paraphilias . When I’m not in these states of mind I’m almost purposefully distracting myself with special interests or hyperfixations . And mind you this is while I’m ON my medications , haha !! Though I doubt I’d be at risk of offending for either side when I’m not , my medication moreso keeps anxious paranoia and depression away .
These thoughts at this consistently don’t just come out of nowhere . To start off with , I’m also cis-traumatized , and had a C-PTSD diagnosis at the chrono age of 14 ( though apparently it’s not a diagnosis anymore ? correct me if I’m wrong ). My specialized therapist and I have determined I have genuine plurality that is either mostly or completely traumagenic , most likely P-DID or DID . I also have reason to be weary of having suffered R4MC04 ( censoring in case of antis jumping my post ) abuse as a child , due to knowledge of some of my alters I have experience with , and how I react subconsciously to certain things .
However , I have also most likely gained these thoughts from doing harmful things in my adolescence , usually impulsively and on purpose.
Disclaimer , chrono-minors ; I cannot and will not recommend you do ANY of these things listed . I’m not your parent and I can’t stop you , I understand that , but I feel obligated to put this warning here . Additionally I’m not providing details on how I did these things myself , and I will not do so if asked .
For one , as a young teen I would purposefully seek out sexual contact with much older men for my own sexual and emotional amusement . This is where I developed a lot of my sexual tastes from , honestly . I never felt bad for doing these things , only shame for getting caught by then-friends who were appalled.
I would also frequently ( with their consent ) use friends in my group for that same gratification . I lost my virginity to a friend I met in my first year of public middle school , years later in our friendship , for example .
I was also ( and still am , honestly ), a stalker of those who gave me enough attention to be interested , whether online or in person . I was also obsessive , checking messages and getting intense emotions when I saw my various objects of affection over the years do something I didn’t approve of .
There were also some things in younger childhood ,
— I ( unintentionally ) scared the absolute shit out of most boys in the two grades below be because I was notorious for harassing them for my amusement as a kid . ( my autistic ass simply thought that’s how people played at the time , but I thought it was also REALLY funny )
— for some odd reason , in my small impoverished Catholic elementary school , my year consistently had the most traumatized kids out of all of them . I was faced with sexual assault stories , parental death stories , physical abuse stories and more by my close friends all before I was ten, and besides the parental death ( which was a singular case ), all of that was normalized and unfortunately almost romanticized by the girls in my grade .
I specifically remember a friend of mine getting assaulted by a college boy when we were in third grade , and recall three girls asking her excitedly about the experience . ( STATING THIS IS NOT TO ROMANTICIZE IT, this is a genuine example of how serious violence was romanticized in my childhood. )
— I can name at least one teacher I know in middle school that clearly had eyes for me sexually . Nothing ever happened with him in my active memory , but I knew , and I think he knew I knew , and I definitely used it to my advantage . There was also one in high school , who , again nothing in my active memory happened with him , but I definitely knew and again used it to play him like a fiddle .
Until I was TOLD that these things were wrong , I wasn’t aware . I saw it as normal , fun , and exciting .
So those are most of my thoughts on the subject . Not sure if I’m cis-harmful or trans-harmful really .
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mugzymiik · 4 months
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YOU AINT FROM THE WARRIORS CATS FANDOM IF U NEVER HYPERFIXATED ON A ROLEPLAY SERVER SO HARD TO THE POINT WHERE U LIKE LITERALLY START SHAKING FROM EXCITEMENT WHEN THERES A NEW EVENT DOC POSTED
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^^^REALL AND TRUE FOOTAGE OF ME RN. ALL /POS.
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neokatt · 1 year
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thought i should do this so yeee lessgo
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Intro!~
Hihi there, the names Cat! I also go by Neo, Frezzi, Arle, Amitie and Flareon, feel free to pick and choose!
I AM a minor so dont be comin with that icky shit please and thank you!
I use She/Her/Purr pronouns, but anything but He/Him work :>
Im a Demiromantic Lesbian in a relationship with a very awesome bird :3
I have a ton of interests, my main interest being Pokemon! (I really like Pokemon :3333)
My hyperfixations change alot, but my current fixation(s) is: Fortnite
I am a Furry as well as a Domestic Cat therian and a Flareon, Catte and Gummy Bee Fictionkin!!
I honestly post whatever on this blog, mostly whatever my current hyperfixation is, but I also frequently post art and just whatever I feel like!
My asks and dms are open 24/7 so feel free to send me whatever you want!
I also take art requests! If you want me to draw something for you (whether that be a oc or character or other) just send me a ask or dm and I'll try my best!
I have basic DNI conditions (Homophobes/Transhobes/Xenophobes, Pedos, Pro-Shippers, Zoophiles, Anti-Furry, Anti-Irl/Anti-Therian/Anti-Fictionkin, and anything else that im forgetting rn) but just dont be a asshole to me or my friends and im chill.
[My last Carrd is outdated, will be working on a new one soon, stay tuned!]
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forgot to add this but heres my tags!
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#cat's-rambles : just me rambling sbout anything from hyperfixations to random irl stuff
#cat's-art : all my art!
#cat's-reblogs : all my reblogs and stuff hehe
#cat's-responses : me responding to asks!
#cat-gaming-real : cat does the video games
#cat-being-irl : me being irl reall
#love-this-art-nom : just art I like!
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and thats it! enjoy my silly lil blog!! :3c
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cybertizm · 1 year
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Hi!! My name is pearl im 19 and I reall just looking for more friends and maybe roleplay partners sory just folks to talk to. I’m have autism and am semi verbal and have chronic illness so I’m online alot :) my DMs are always open for women, non-binary and queer folks, men please ask to dm. Some of my hyperfixations are: FNAF, Hello Sanrio, sally face, bluey, MLP, molang, marine science, stuffed animals, VOCALOID, the walten files…and more that I can’t think of rn 😅 anywayyy MWAH 💕🫶🏼
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fic ask game, 2, 7, 17, 18?
2. What fanfic do you wish you got more response on?
this one's hard because i feel like the response on my fics so far has been like extremely generous. like i feel like the things i decide to hyperfixate on are like, dead characters who people don't really seek out fics for, like lisa castle or jack murdock, so i don't exactly expect a big response?
i'd probably pick porcelain chips, if i had to pick one. I loved porcelain chips. it's probably one of my favorite things i've written.
porcelain chips happened a bit on a whim, a bit because i couldn't figure out how to get across why peter was like that in the first step of kintsugi. like, so much of peter's motivations in pottery shards was a lot of moments that formed his subconscious and impacted him forever. frank wasn't going to fucking figure it out--one of the main conflicts in pottery shards was that frank and peter are very different people and they don't really understand each other either. But I don't think peter's emotionally processed his own motivations and life experiences in a way that's simply put into words. the first step of kintsugi is a very straightforward, traditional narrative. but peter's mindset was always this kind of dreamlike compilation of these little moments that sort of chipped away at him and made him who he was.
like, how can peter explain that he thinks the sound of his uncle's door closing on the day daredevil took down the NYPD carved its way into his brain, and it's never quite been buffed out again. ben is someone who's a monument in his mind, and he had a very quiet anger to him that Peter's constantly trying to understand and unravel. there's so much of peter wrapped up in the moment he realized the thoughtless cruelty of people who price epi-pens, of the constant worry around money, of how badly he just wanted ben to be proud of him. so porcelain chips became this very poetic series of snapshots that i loved. peter in the first step of kintsugi needed an origin story, and i'm really happy with the one in porcelain chips.
7. What’s a troupe you love to write?
okay so like. i'm very obviously an angst and hurt/comfort writer, but that's kind of broad.
it's ironic that i'm going to say these are my favorite tropes, considering it's nothing i have on my AO3, but i love fake dating with a twist. i've got this hugely elaborate BNHA Fake Dating AU--except it's more as like, All Might and Inko being fake bitter divorcees. I've got Captain America and Sam Wilson fake dating, I've got Captain America and Matt Murdock fake dating. It's to fight Nazis. I've got May and Natasha fake dating. It's also to fight Nazis. I've got jon and gerry and danny all fake dating to fight evil and get free desserts (not in nhthcth). god why have none of these seen the light of day yet.
17. Are there any writers and/of stories that you consider an influence?
so, Kurt Vonnegut is probably my favorite author of all time, and a lot of my style came from cramming pieces of his works by the handfuls in my own pockets and walking away very very quickly before security spotted me.
i read slaughterhouse five in high school, and the non-linear narrative structure became something that immediately became a hallmark of how i wrote. my favorite of his is cat's cradle. if you read anything of his, i'd suggest slaughterhouse five, cat's cradle, mother night, and--if you really like his style--breakfast of champions.
I think the biggest takeaway's of kurt vonnegut's style, besides extremely fascinating narrative structures, is 1) he's a masterclass in messy characters, and 2) he's a fucking genius at embracing the narrative he's in.
There is not a single character in Vonnegut's works that's truly good or likable. they're just people. they're understandable people, but they're people. there aren't heroes. there isn't nobility. just humans. i think a big core of vonnegut's works is the absence of the divine plan (read sirens of titan if you really want biting commentary in the absence of divine plan). people can be good, if they fucking go out and do it. the world is fixed or broken on our terms. so you get these horrible, ugly, messy portrayals of humanity that's weirdly hopeful at the same time.
but vonnegut's also visceral because he refuses to flinch. if you want to see how little of a narrative flinch instinct this man has, read breakfast of champions. like, there's this entire part of breakfast of champions where he includes a character's dick length in the descriptions. cat's cradle includes this entire thing about feet. he will have weird shit in his writing that lesser writers would flinch from as being too scandalous or alienating to the reader. it somehow underscores his point perfectly and makes for a visceral gut punch of a story.
Terry pratchett's discworld series is also a must-read that influenced my style a lot. he's also got a very serious-funny style. like, his books are hilarious, imaginative, and his style is incredibly distinctive and unique, an he has some very incisive commentary on the world that comes through a very funny story. absolutely amazing stories all around. read small gods, the rincewind storylines, and the night watch story lines.
neil gaiman's also one of my favorite authors of all time, and he's sort of got this amazing balance of these amazing, imaginative, mystical worlds, absolutely beautiful and poetic prose, humor, and compelling narrative structure. like, the man knows how to nail chekov's gun to the wall and convince you that it's just a decoration, nothing to see here. he's also really good at not having a flinch instinct in his writing, like vonnegut. neverwhere, american gods, and a short story compilation called fragile things are some of my favorites.
lastly, there was this one fanfiction i've already rec'd, but it's probably the fanfic that was most influential on my own writing. it's a mirror, darkly by silverpard, and some of the lines in it are just so hauntingly visceral that it really made understand in a second what the character's felt. like, their entire description of jack the ripper is probably something i've been chasing in writing for a long time.
18. Recommend someone else fic! (And tag them if they have a tumblr!)
I made a daredevil fic rec list here ages ago, renewing shoutout to these authors.
if it's magnus archives, i'd recommend terror management theory by @prismatic-et-al. it's a really interesting concept, and it's super well executed as well as beautifully written.
for marvel, i'd recommend Steve Rogers is (Not) A Good Influence by attackofthezee. I think they're @stevergrsno on tumblr now. it's so funny, and i absolutely love the characterization in it.
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only-lonely-lovers · 3 months
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08.12.2022 (2)
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Bird is あ / Avvy is つ
つ:there are so many possibilities for the wizard and nerd boys it is fun to spin around. like an alternate thing is almost as a result of the sheer… lack of any and all challenge, and therefor non-discovery of paraphilia through like the misery of near-loss, Amane being like, so inert. for so long. if only Nene could sortof kickstart something and tsukasa just be like :y …… this is very fun. i like to see this new thing. thank you nene-chan. watches Amane struggle to jerk off and do worse at his robotics. fuck up… late for class. Woooow❤️
あ:He's such a funny little particle to think about , it's how Amane indeed has some..? like….?? withdrawn quality, it's the nonsexual interest in space and sciencey things, combined with the sheer asociality, like they could kiss in a way that results in a turbo virgin subdued boy. with no challenges in life nothing kickstarts anything, the sheer comfort provided in tsukasa gets to be this perpetual crutch. Nothing stops you from being hyperfixated on stuff for hours , its like if my puzzle brain just had perpetual fuel but also i had no stressors. like since i was. doing mathsheets to pass time at school recreationally and playing sudoku etc. AND i literally never jerked off……. it's so easy to imagine actually
actually its funny this is almost like, a sunny-amane fusion… when you like your comforts and your toys. nonsexually.
つ:its like you dont need to think about sex, for a long time.
あ:Nene engaging with him really challenges his little brain like. [just so confused someone not tsukasa is talking to you regularly] 6.6 ………………[stilted replies when asked about special interest… rambles a tiny bit] ……………….. [she is turned to face you pleasantly, the updraft of her hot pussy like makes you shut down]
I do love her pose here, it makes me feel like she turns around in her chair and hugs the back of it while talking to him pleasantly
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[receives her pheromones] augh………………
つ:its good to have a world amane is maybe harassed a bit you know. girl really talking you up while youre doing a sheet… but you are into her….
あ:a little equilibrium its funny though to get derailed by thinking about poon
like mghhh starts leaking in the middle of the day. NO….!!! why……….. tsukasa observing this can just feel like well………………….. a little challenge is good for amane maybe :3 its like, enrichment it seems he is learning about himself. his body. kya
つ:I help in all matters. Perhaps its such a funny situation to think abt bc its like. YOU'RE THE LOSER NOW in its own way.
あ:its funny that it is reversible amane's endearing lack of self awareness at times. its like at its max here. having sexuality would just mean being fully accosted by it like mgh whuhh….. why is this happening…………………
つ:seeing amane has not finished some sort of thesis in time and is panicking and crying and tsukasa getting to be like ahhh don't worry❤️ I'll explain something to your teacher…. you'll get an extension on it…. don't worry❤️ just stay home for a few days, we'll say you're sick….. !
the talent of being perfectly convincing. meanwhile amane struggling to not just take the extra extension time to jerk off more. aouurgh
あ:💭 it feels like i AM sick……………………………………………… how long is this going to keep going on……. is it gong to pass like a fever…. a week…. two weeks…[a month goes by] 😭 no im scared
ahhh my robotics tourneys its like i dont have new ideas or concepts anymore idont want to keep tinkering with my drones. BUT I CANT KEEP RUBBING MY WEINER ALL DAY
but i am thinking about how i could use the time i'm usually granted to go to robotics events and just skip and stay home and touch my wiener. starting to wish to know what pussy looks like
つ:yashiro in her short short skirts and much more whore looks just needs to happen in order to tip the scales here you know she cant be a… subdued normal girl. in this AU. if amane is a little nerd she has to be the skank. its crazy but true
we really reverse it all in this one so funny, aidairo
あ:its soo funny but like im listening its like well but nene is skanky in her heart
its so funny if it remains to be true that no one here is conventionally attractive though A yashiro of whom is going to be flashing you bra straps more and like you see her panties when she bends over. its necessary
its crazy shes in like thigh highs in that drawing its so like hello. what are we doing. I guess brandishing absolute territory
つ:you need to make amane feel very like…. shy…. and reserved… like ah… no. please dont….
あ:Its kind of funny though that making him more feeble doesnt change the fact that he is going to be evasive and avoidant i think…. its like there's no timeline where your boy is open. i think being attracted to her does scare him in all worlds lol
its like please god… dont provide me temptations…. [rests textbook over my lap]
Yashiro like damn pussy on blast today…. oh well………. [later, Amane is like smelling the air unconsciously but like a lot. like wehn i dont realize im smelling avvys pussy] [this just creates a sort of ohhh??? emotion] [sucks in mouth]
i do think seeing amane have feelings makes tsukasa like [salivates] like wtf . my little nerd guy. is he horny. hi
つ:hi sweetie!!! I will enable everything. I will gradually let you procrastinate and shirk off your robotics and encourage you to take time off and quit clubs until you don't notice you have little going on
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moonwaltzed · 1 year
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3. What’s your story? Give a paragraph statement (or two) about yourself and/or why you are roving the RP internet.
10. What does your everyday, average day look like?
11. Why did you last take a risk and what was it?
20. Why are you really RPing? 
31. When was the last time you did something for someone and what was it? Did you have a motive behind it or was it something you did out of being genuine?
44. Think about some strong opinions (about anything) that you have. Could be about RP, life, school, work, people. Where did that come from; what happened to make you feel or think that way?
57. Name one or two other hobbies apart from writing you have. How did you get into them?
58. How important is writing to you?
3. What’s your story? Give a paragraph statement (or two) about yourself and/or why you are roving the RP internet.
uh. well! i first got into proper roleplaying waaay back when Pokémon X came out in like,,, 2013?? and i figured tumblr was a more ""sophisticated"" platform considering i come from like. msparp and omegle, and honestly i've just stayed because even when i didn't know what i was doing, plenty of people were kind enough to make me want to stay and keep creating and expanding different characters so. i'm still around the rpc because my muses mean a lot to me and i like exploring different scenarios with them 😌
10: What does your everyday, average look like?
boring, basically. it used to consist of me just waking up, booting up Genshin or whatever my hyperfixation was at that time, then playing till i passed tf out, but as of late it's... still that, except now i have to work in the middle of all that
11. Why did you last take a risk and what was it?
well. see, i'm paranoid about everything, so i don't take risks. if there's a chance to fail, i simply will not <3
20. Why are you really RPing?
because i got sucked into the rpc when i was 12 and tumblr's kept me locked in the basement for 10 years so that i could never leave–
31. When was the last time you did something for someone and what was it? Did you have a motive behind it or was it something you did out of being genuine?
just today actually!! earlier in my shift, a little girl came in to buy a candy bar and only had a dollar, but tax made it More than a dollar, so i just used a dollar of my own to cover the rest of it and she looked so happy aaaa,,, technically i don't think i was supposed to do that but. money is stupid and she couldn't have been older than like 12 so it was just a nice thing to do 👉👈
44. Think about some strong opinions (about anything) that you have. Could be about RP, life, school, work, people. Where did that come from; what happened to make you feel or think that way?
perhaps a hot take, but when it comes to headcanons about a character's orientation, i strongly believe that as long as it's unspecified in canon, i don't think anyone should be shamed or made to feel guilty for headcanoning them a certain way. some characters are absolutely coded a certain way, i agree, and there are some characters i personally can't see any other way. but if a mun is more comfortable with muses that match their own orientation or just has valid reasons for writing them that way, then making them feel bad about that is incredibly shitty. have your opinions, whatever, but i guarantee no one wants to hear them if it'll make them upset. just hush <3
also, second opinion no one asked for: shitting on a rarepair because they haven't interacted in canon is stupid and makes absolutely no sense. just because it isn't explicitly shown in canon doesn't mean it hasn't happened, and even if it never does... so what? as long as it's a ship between two adult muses, why is it a big deal and who tf cares?? is rp not like, entirely about putting characters in different situations anyway???
57. Name one or two other hobbies apart from writing you have. How did you get into them?
oh gosh, uh. playing video games and,,, i dunno, watching youtube??? i don't really do much at all man lmaoo. i honestly couldn't tell you how i "got into" youtube bc that's just always been there for me BUT when i was like six or sevenish, i used to watch my step-dad play GTA: san andreas and. i thought the gameplay was fun and so i asked to try it and it all went downhill from there 🧍‍♀️
58. How important is writing to you?
very. i'm the kind of person who's always thinking of something new creativity-wise, and a lot of what i think i feel gets twisted into different stories for different characters from time to time, but i clearly wasn't meant to be a musician or an artist, so writing is basically my only creative outlet and the only way i can properly express myself.
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EYYYY mario hyperfixations gang!! ive been watching my twin play Partners in Time and i have NOT been able to get the sillies out of my head
HONESTLY REALL
partners in time is such a good game too look the mario & luigi rpgs are just baller games im fixated on esp superstar saga rn
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the-stray-liger · 5 years
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Not to be that bitch with a hyperfixation that just wont’ shut thef uck up but it never stops breaking my heart that Wolf is denied the most basic of his righs-the right to a name, to an identity. He has no name. They call him Wolf but that’s not a name, because to Owl and to people around him he’s a a tool and an animal and just generally something expendable that can be used and discarded
Owl didn’t even bother give him a name. Or if he had one at some point Owl started calling him Wolf and made sure he couldn’t remember it again, denying him the right to have an identity
Up until he Tengu starts calling him Sekiro (which I believe he never even uses to refer to himself?) he never had a name and. Yeah? that. that shit hurted
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dyrwoodan · 5 years
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trollol360 · 2 years
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GAY PPL GAY PPL
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Them reall!!! Fuehfudjgjf,,, Kipo hyperfixation so fucking bad right nowwww,, 💥💥💥 AND SPECIFICALLY BECAUSE OF SCARLEMACK-- HRNGNGJFJG!!!
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