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I know I already posted about this but it was on a reblog that I think got buried under the original and I need someone else to lose their mind with me.
So the wonderful human that commented on this post about Hell's understaffing problem made me rethink something that I think a lot of us are sleeping on: Hell is RATIONING something.
At the beginning of S2 in between other remarks, Shax mentions that Beelzebub has put some lower ranking demons "on half rations." But we know celestials and infernals generally don't eat, so surely it's not food, right?
So what could they be rationing?
And then I remembered how both Heaven and Hell keep close tabs on the miracles done by Crowley and Aziraphale on Earth--even the little things.
And how, in S1, Hastur is stuck in Hell waiting for "maintenance" to come fix a leak in the ceiling. It's played off as a joke and it's something that would be so mundane for a human in an office or apartment building, so we don't give it much thought... But they can do miracles. They could literally fix that with a snap. We've seen Crowley fix the Bentley, so surely a little leak is nothing.
And Aziraphale gets reprimanded for doing "too many frivolous miracles," which we initially ignore because it's exactly the kind of bureaucratic/corporate BS we'd expect from Heaven and Hell.
But what if it's not just BS?
What if the power sources used by angels and demons are not infinite? Worse, what if they're not replenishable?
What if Hell is rationing miracles, because there's not enough power to go around?
And if so, where's the power coming from?
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#good omens meta#good omens s2#good omens s1#I have not stopped thinking about this fr#There's so many ways it can go#And I can't think of one other thing Hell could be rationing that makes sense#And this could have serious implications in the whole “We need Armageddon to happen” ordeal#don't send help#I'm just screaming into the Void#Sorry void
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A Billy Loomis headshot because I need to figure out how to draw this man before I go insane.
#scream fanart#scream movie#scream movies#billy loomis#billy loomis fanart#headshot#scream billy loomis#i can't stop drawing him#pls help#ghostface#scream 1996#the 90s#oceanicjessie-art
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hi i have a bit of an odd question and im so sorry if it comes off as rude at all!
ive seen a lot of your posts about canes, i have hEDS and chronic pain and im trying to convice my mom and my doctor to let me have a mobility aid. my mom is very adamant that i dont need a cane because i dont have balance issues, but my knees and ankles are pretty much always aching. i was just wondering if you think a cane would help with chronic pain or if i should look into other aids?
Canes can help chronic pain, they are not guaranteed to help you specifically
You can get a cane for ~$30 at most stores and try it out
A physical therapist and/or a specialist in rheum will most likely know more than your PCP about your specific pain and situation
Parents often don't want to admit their kids have health problems
I wish you luck
I won't be answering any more asks about mobility aids.
This is nothing about you specifically, you were not rude, I just get a lot of questions like this in my inbox. It becomes draining to get so many asks with people's personal vents about their medical issues or religious trauma or the homophobic situations they're living in.
While I would love if I could help people, I am not a doctor. I am not a therapist, I am not a social worker. I'm just a random artist on the internet who has EDS and is barely getting by myself.
I prefer to keep my blog about my art and about my work, not about my disability. It is relevant to my work, of course, and discussing my conditions in vague terms in how they relate to themes present in my work is more than okay, but I prefer this space to be dedicated to my work and getting to engage with my readers through my stories.
Personal information about my pain, my medications, my tests my doctors and my trauma are not things I want to make public.
Thank you for understanding.
#cane stuff#asks#anon#I think this might actually be the second time I've said I won't answer asks about mobility aids#but this time I'm gonna put it in my fucking description or something#I dont wanna hear about the character you're writing and whether or not I think it's ableist#I'm not the arbiter of ableism#I'm not someone who can help you out of a situation where your dad won't stop screaming at you#I can't help you#and it is so so so hard to have people come to me and just dump their pain on me#I cant help you!#I just have to read your messages and SIT with them!!!#KNOWING I can't help you!!!#I cant teach you to use a cane I can't hold your hand through your breakups#I'm sorry#I'm so sorry but I can not help you#and to help myself I have to put up a hard line and commit that it is absolutely not my responsibility#it is not fair to come into my inbox#and dump on me#like!#idk!#idk.
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Blootis appreciation!
I wanted to redraw some of my favorite screenshots of this lil dude because I love him and he deserves the world. (also Pootis because I can't get over how cute he is with his apple juice, okay bye)
Bonus Medimedes:
These birbs belong to @quazies
#lil pootis#blootis#he's so cute i wanna scream#i can't stop drawing them help#pootis#medimedes#his bird hands are deeply unsettling#tf2
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IT'S LAST TWILIGHT DAY!!!!!!!!!!
THE WAIT IS OFFICIALLY OVER!!!!!!!!! AFTER 11 MONTHS AND 2 WEEKS IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!
#SCREAMING SHAKING CRYING THROWING UP SPINNING COUNTERCLOCKWISE ON THE CEILING#IM GONNA BE SO USELESS AT WORK TODAY#kinda sad im still at the office when the episode air so i can't watch it with everyone and help it trend on twitter#i feel like by the time i'll be able to watch it everyone will already have talked about stuff#but is this gonna stop me from annoying y'all with my screeching? OF COURSE NOT#GOD I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S REAL#m: txt
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Rain Code Chapter 5 and Epilogue Spoilers
The ending of this game has given me such intense major brainrot it's unbelievable. And not to mention all of the FUCKING SYMBOLISM AND PARALLELS AND FOILS I CAN SQUEEZE OUT OF THIS THING
Yuma and Makoto being Number One, looking for a Perfect Solution without Emotion.
Yuma taking the first step to grow out of that ideal by entrusting his memories to Shinigami.
Essentially shedding himself from the chains of his previous identity as Number One. By giving Shinigami the Key to his memories.
Shinigami who creates Solution Keys. Solution Keys that can unlock the Chain of Mysteries blocking the path to the truth. (Chapter 4 Mystery Labyrinth)
And time and time and time and time again throughout the game, Yuma had others helping him. Being there for him. Taking care of him. Loving him.
And despite him falling in despair time and time and time and time and time again, as Shinigami reaps the soul of the culprit, someone was there to pick him up again.
It might've hurt. It might've been painful. Uncovering and facing the truth. But together, he was able to handle it. He was able to live more freely, more happily being unchained from mysteries. Having people there in his life.
Maybe he been different when he was Number One.
Maybe he had been alone.
At first.
But now, he is not.
And though he may have lost Number One, he has gained freedom and happiness through others.
It's ironic how The One chained to a Death God was the free one.
Now let's think about Makoto.
Did he had anyone there when he learned the painful truth?
Had he known during then that there was others like him?
Facing the truth of being a Homonculus all alone...
It would be painful.
It would be lonely.
And even then, when he had found out he wasn't the only one.
He alone was the only one that could've saved them from themselves.
Saved them from the sunlight.
Caging them all in the unending rain.
He faced all of the problems of Kanai Ward by himself.
Manipulating those he see fit in order to keep Kanai Ward safe.
Despite being Number One, He could not seek the Perfect Solution through the Truth.
He covered and chained himself in so many lies and mysteries that he could not help himself.
And others could not help him.
There was no Solution to be found.
Here was no keys to be found by him or someone else who could've helped him escape from the entangle of chains of mysteries he had trapped himself in.
Think about it, in the Mystery Labyrinth, his Mystery Phantom acted so much like the lost and scared Yuma we have known. So blinded by all of the mysteries and alone that he refused the truth.
There was noone in that Labyrinth helping Phantom Makoto except Actual Makoto.
There was noone in that Labyrinth helping Actual makoto except Phantom Makoto.
He, quite literally, wrapped himself up with all of his clones that wore masks.
He, quite literally, continued to change his masks as he see fit.
He, quite literally, hid himself among his clones that wore masks.
Masks upon masks upon masks.
And despite having had multiple Solution Blades at a few points, he had cut nothing. (From what I remember)
I can't help but think about how Yuma said Makoto was asking for help.
And how in Makoto's last stand, he was quite literally asking for help.
Makoto needed Yuma to use the Solution Blade, the Solution Keys, to cut his mask.
Makoto needed someone to help him.
He was looking for a Perfect Solution, no, an answer, as we stared at his real unmasked face.
He had begged for us to search for the truth and now here we are.
If Yuma making a pact with Shinigami was his cry for help to change.
This was Makoto's cry for help to change.
We just have to wait and see if Makoto can finally be free and happy.
(Though seeing the Epilogue, it seems like Makoto still needs some help to truly finally free himself fully.
His journey isn't over yet.
Let's just hope that help won't come too late yet again.)
#may asher rambles#rain code#makoto kagutsuchi#yuma kokohead#rain code spoilers#shinigami#I hope this is atleast a bit coherent#My brain is fucking screaming and squealing and going on overdrive because of these fuckers#My GOD#WHEN WILL I STOP FALLING IN LOVE WITH FUCKED UP GUYS??!!!#But yeah#It's fascinating seeing Yuma and Makoto's character development#And the Solution Keys and Mysteries and the so called Perfect Solution#Like I said THERE IS SO MUCH SYMBOLISM AND PARALLELS AND FOILS AND SHIT I CAN SQUEEZE OUT OF THIS SHIT#So I can't really say all of it and I am going absolutely fucking feral just thinking about it#Oh to be organized in brainrot to give an actual comprehensive meta analysis post#Ngl this also started because I wanted to draw Yuma and Makoto in their respective chains of mysteries#With Yuma holding one of the Solution Keys and Shinigami and the NDA's hands-#-all holding out their own respective Solution Keys to help him out#While Makoto was completely wrapped up in his chains of mysteries#Solution Keys all scattered about around him but out of his reach#Not a single Solution Key in his hand#Completely alone and helpless#If anyone wants to draw that#Feel free to for me#Knowing my track record when it comes to drawing I will never actually finish an art piece like that lol
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"Get down."
Danny jumped off the table, surprising Tucker with the quick maneuver, as he pulled him along under the desks. As soon as they hit the floor a swirling of green energy manifested itself above them. Danny put a hand on Tucker's mouth, making sure he didn't make any noise, not to grab the attention of the apparition.
As fast as the ghost formed from nothing, it vanished even quicker, phasing through the wall entering the hallway of the school. Shrieks and screams filled Tucker's ears as he covered in his hiding spot. Danny let go of him and looked out from under the desk.
"What is going on?" whispered Tucker, barely keeping it together. His eyes couldn't leave the spot where the ghost had vanished, his feet planted to the ground in fear.
a little art for a scene in chapter 2 of my fic v.v
#help i can't stop thinking about them#i have so many ideas i know where the story is going and how everything comes together#i just need to write it down dhjskslsfhjdks#screaming because i wanna get to a certain part of the fic#and i realized too late that i messed up the perspective of the chair oh well lmao#and i still dont have a red marker hsjgh need to get one#danny phantom#im like oh boy i cant wait to see chapter 12 and 23 because hahahaha (random numbers they dont matter) but i am still on chapter 3 and i#still have more to write for it hdjkdkdhfx
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Im so obsessed with this scene
#cookie run kingdom#crk#Macaroni cookie#Cheddar cheese cookie#IDK WHY BUT IN THIS SCENE THEY LOOK SO IN LOVE#It's a shame it's not dubbed BUT I LOVE IT SO MUCH#They're so adorable#THIS SCENE MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME#MAC N CHEESE NATION LITERALLY WON#I can't stop thinking about this scene HELP-#they deserve everything btw#WHEN I SAW THIS SCENE FOR THE FIRST TIME I WANTED TO SCREAM WITH HAPPINESS#I LIVE THEM SM#THIS SHIP SO BEAUTIFUL AND I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC SM#mac n cheese
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feeling real normal about them
#like. they didn't have to clutch each others' heads like that?#but they did#and i've been internally screaming about it for 2 weeks#jason bateman#will arnett#dumbdumbs#pro-am 2023#andithil edits#help i can't stop staring#/lays down
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let me preface this by clarifying i am not anti therapy in any way whatsoever and in fact encourage people to get therapy if they can and even go the extra step to help friends find the right type of therapy that may help them
ok now that that's out of the way.
therapy is bullshit man you go to a therapist saying "hey. i wanna kill myself. can you help me stop wanting to kill myself somehow?" and they go "sure! first step, stop wanting to kill yourself" and you say "well i can't. that's why i came to you. bc i don't know. how to stop wanting to kill myself" and they'll say "that's a shame. i can't help you if you want to kill yourself. that'll be 125$ please"
#mad abt my old therapist again#even checked the cost of sessions in usd to make this accessible. came out to be 124$ and a bit. and i did that on a weekly basis for YEARS#and i'm extra mad bc trying to find a new therapist is already hard esp with bpd where your options are very limited as is#but when they ask abt my history with therapy and they ask why i stopped seeing him after years. what am i supposed to say#so that scares them off and they say they can't help me or they're like. scared to go deep with me ig. bc idk. they're scared I'll snap?#what am i supposed to do. hospitalizing myself isn't an option obvs. what is there left.#it feels like a cycle#like. 'i can't help you if you don't want to help yourself'. but i need help even figuring out how to want that#and it's not like ppl in my life know how to help. tbh they usually make it worse. so loved ones aren't an option and professionals aren't -#- an option. so what is there left. how am i supposed to do a thing that comes naturally to others but not to me#even with medication even being in a recovery program i want to kms more than i used to for years#I'm supposedly taking the right steps. but. to get metaphorical ig. the road is crumbling and there's nowhere to go#and that only makes me spiral more. despite taking the right steps i feel like i'm only getting worse. there's no hope for me. lol#vent#suicide //#negative //#ask to tag#i need a good cry like full-on sobbing and screaming but unfortunately. i became too emotionally constipated for that
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I love harry walking or riding the bike or swimming in a boat with all his besties brad and james and new gf and her dog. I want more! And larries can keep hating on him for promoting this or that not realizing they're actually upset because deep deep down they know larry isn't a thing anymore. Because honestly this is when Harry should be touring around with louis but he's very blatantly not.
U SAID IT
#i feel like honestly that's 99.28% of it#hey here i am!#guess where i'm not!#stop it with all the 'we don't see him ipso facto he's backstage'!#preemptive reach blocking#i love 2 c it#after listening to guts in full today#i can't help but add bad idea right (amongst others) to the f2f list of songs harry is screaming in a karaoke bar somewhere#i kid i kid...unless
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spn bobby and brba/bcs mike should fuck isn't something i could predict my brain from thinking and yet here i am
#the scream i almost let out seeing bobby in this show#like damn spn truly will never stop haunting me LEAVE ME ALOOOONE i hate you#i repressed so much shit from this show but i do remember bobby and crowley making out. a win for mark s. and me.#it was CERTAINLY played as a joke in that ep of spn because obviously 🙃 men kissing 🤣 omggg ew lol no homo right lmao crowley is so crazyy#i did clap and cheered the first time seeing mark s in doom patrol tho. because he truly is. the most guy ever#but bobby actor is still too close to the bros for me somehow so i can't help but take psychic damage seeing him#psy dmg reduced by thinking about old men yaoi 👍 thank you mike for your services
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Hey as a super introverted but not shy person I'd just like to say the jokes about extroverts "adopting" introverts to "get them out of their shell" are actually completely unfunny and it just goes to show how little respect a lot of y'all have for the fact that we genuinely don't want excessive social interaction and that y'all are forcing us to do something that brings us extreme physical and mental discomfort because you perceive our introversion as a failing rather than as purely a difference in personality.
We don't need your "help" to socialize. We're not children. We're simply not interested in spending every waking second of our lives talking to people and being talked at in return.
#again i scream from the rooftops that there is a monumental chasm between being shy and actually being an introvert#a shy person is someone who's afraid of social interaction. an extrovert can be naturally shy.#a shy person can WANT lots of social interaction but simply have not learned to feel comfortable in social situations.#people who are just very introverted simply have little desire or capacity for excessive human interaction.#we're not “afraid” of it. we just don't enjoy it and it wears us out.#you don't need to swoop in and save us because we can't handle ourselves. we're perfectly fine thank you#extroverts are constantly demanding that we get out of our comfort zones but few of you are willing to make the alternative more comfortabl#if you're a very extroverted person please do not take it upon yourself to jokingly “adopt” introverts you meet.#it's not funny and it's not helpful. it's irritating that you perceive our quietness and low social battery as something that needs “fixing#we won't miraculously learn to love and be comfortable with excessive human interaction. that's not how we're wired and that's OKAY#i'm honestly getting so sick of the “the lonely introvert and the extrovert who adopted them” memes#i can guarantee you that if you are an extrovert who operates this way then your introvert “friend” is actually probably very uncomfortable#and just don't want to say anything because they think it would be rude to bring up the fact that they don't want what you want from them#this does NOT mean extroverts and introverts cannot be friends nor am i saying all extroverts are annoying or that they all do this#i'm simply saying that if you are very extroverted and you have a friend who's very introverted#then it's on you to be aware of your introvert friend's limited social battery and STOP pressuring them to just “put up with it”#don't spend every second with them constantly talking. be willing to spend some time just in the quiet.#be willing to let them bow out of something if they're exhausted and are low on social energy.#don't expect them to want to come to every meeting or party or get-together because it WILL drain them completely.#be willing to let them spend time alone when they need to to recharge.#letting an introvert cool off and recharge when they need to is ALWAYS going to make social situations less stressful for them.#PLEAAAAASE take their feelings into account and understand that they do NOT perceive social interactions the way you do.#most very introverted people do not find socialization relaxing or invigorating. they don't do it to unwind#they have to unwind AFTER lots of social interaction#that's about it. thank you and good night
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"It was the way he carried his heart in his eyes"
Daniel Jackson, everybody. That is all.
#daniel jackson#stargate sg1#hi I'm back again#i can't help myself#this was just screaming his name#his soul so easily seen through his eyes#the most beautiful soul and the most beautiful blue eyes#I'm in love#and I know it's not right#he doesn't exist#but I've come too far to stop any of it now
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lloyd canonly being an angry crier gives a lot of potential moments of both vulnerability and endless teasing, ngl 👀👀
god it really does, i know it's not very realistic but i keep hoping one day we'll get to see him get into a full blown fight with someone and that particular characteristic of him will pop out at a very inconvinient time hjashdka
also i'm so glad i finally have someone else confirm that trait i was kinda scared i had exagerated it ajkshdka
lloyd would probably get so frustrated, because he's not sad! he's not hurt! he's just so mad it feels like everything it's bursting at the seams and he can't even talk because there's a knot in his throat and if he blinks he knows he's gonna start tearing up and he! hates it!!
it's one thing when it't just javier bickering with him and cornering him to a point lloyd doesn't have a good comeback and it maybe a stung a little more than normal and he got a little bit angry and ok so he's tearing up but that doesn't prove anything! shut up javier!
javier starts carrying a hankerchief with him and offering it to lloyd with a smug smirk when he notices him tearing up which makes lloyd get soooo mad. sometimes he'll just stop their bickering by being like "i don't want to upset master lloyd to tears like last time :/" something lloyd also detests with his entire soul but he can't actually deny and he hateeees it
but it's another thing completely when he's actually angry and he actually wants to make a point and he wants to scream because he can feel his chest start getting tight and his vision is getting blurry and he hates how pathetic it must make him look, how easy it is to get under his skin, how vulnerable it makes him feel when he can't help but cry out of anger. it frustrates him to no end knowing the person he's arguing with probably thinks they already have the upper hand just because he can't help tearing up when he's enraged.
and i think javier wouldn't be able to handle this actually, if he saw that lloyd was getting genuinely upset with him to the point where he was full on crying, even if he knows it's more likely out of anger, he wouldn't be able to help worrying that there is actual hurt underneath and he'd start trying to defuse the situation. or at the very least it would shook him enough for his own anger to slow down.
and if he saw another person pushing lloyd to that point, they probably wouldn't live for very long lmao
#tged#the greatest estate developer#lloyd frontera#hey i got an ask#lunacurse#ahsjdhajk sorry this got away from me again asjhdka#also also also#i loveeee the idea of lloyd and javier getting into their usual bickering except maybe they're both a little raw because of recent event#(still don't figure out what exactly but y'know what i mean)#so it gets a little more intense than normal and before they know it they're full on arguing and lloyd starts tearing up but this time#javier doesn't stop because he thinks that's just lloyd being his usual self and it's not until they're both screaming at each other#that lloyd just. breaks down. completely. full on crying and sobbing. that javier realizes this was a lot more serious than he thought#and then he just. stops. because he never meant to make lloyd feel like that. and lloyd notices and it infuriates him even more so he just#storms off because the last thing he wants is javier pitying him#and then later on when both of them have cooled off javier quietly sits besides lloyd and without saying a word offers him his handkerchief#and lloyd just sorts of scoffs but can't help smiling a little as he accepts it. and then they make (out) up <3#javier asrahan
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#where is the 'do things scared' post when you need it#because i really need that reminder right now#like things between me and tinder dude are going so well i am terrified#like i know technically that's a good thing but holy shit i'm scared#we're probably gonna meet very soon and so many things could go wrong i can't stop thinking about it#i need to force myself to do this even if i'm scared because what if things actually don't go wrong for once in my life#i want this so bad but i am so scared#send help#i didn't expect this at all but omg he's such a wonderful person i'm screaming into my pillow as we speak
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