#hate naps sm
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*gurgling, covered in blood and debris with tears streaming down my face* heyy g uys i took a nap
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good morning everyone are there jobs out there that don’t make you want to kill yourself
#worked from 2pm-3am last night :)#i should try and sleep more and maybe i’ll nap later but my body hates me sm#i don’t work today though thankfully#it would’ve been my 8th day in a row :^) hahaaaa fuck
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i just want to rant a little EW feel free to ignore this i just needed a void to yell at <3
#for the past week especially ive been so anxiety-riddled because of a some deadlines and exams#but its like the universe hates me sm </3 (am i being dramatic? yes probably)#like my skin has been breaking out#my atopic dermatitis was flaring up#ive been losing so much sleep#like i just cannot fall asleep bcs i keep worrying if i can make the deadline or pass my exams until im absolutely exhausted at like 4-5am#and everytime im on my phone on tumblr or a game or other social media to distract myself from the anxiety i just feel guilty#for not being productive#but anyway i got some things done today and i think im a little calmer now#so i dont feel like im simultaneously numb and but also had 10 shots of caffeine at anymore#and i want to catch up on here too sobs#but it IS 3am rn bcs i accidentally took a nap at like 8pm oopsie#i think#i just need to get through the next two weeks or so preferably with all my tasks completed#idk if im less anxious or if ive just reached the acceptance stage LMAO#but anywayss hello if ure reading this!! sorry for the negativity and i hope ur day is going well!!!#u can click away and pretend u never saw this post now <33
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Me when my disability disables me
Me when my disorder causes me to disorder
#willowblabbing#i'm so so so tired#I hate it here#I am OK with my autism I am very happy with it#But I hate it when people get nasty with me or I make people upset because of this#Like pls leave me alone I'm just a wee girl#And the NPD#Sometimes it feels like I'm just lying to everyone#I feel but I don't feel??#I love my partners sm but sometimes I can't help but feel like I'm manipulating them to like me#And my chest just goes blank sometimes when I'm around them#I love them but its just not a nice feeling#I'm gonna nap
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Gonna be one long hell of a night
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luffy: hey, wanna hear my duck call?
also luffy, hands folded around his mouth: c'mere duck
#i hate him#not really#imma be around working on sm stuff!#then imma take a nap#that dream woke me up way too early
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Rant stuff
I feel a bit shitty about it but no sorry I don't wanna go bowling at 7:30pm after deep cleaning the house and my bathroom for hours
And I feel bad. I feel like an asshole but gOD CAN I JUST DO WHAT I WANT ???? Like take this time to actually try and relax and rest
i spend all day EVERY DAY from literally the moment I wake up to when I have to start getting ready for class in front of the PC doing shit (research, writing papers and reports, etc) I wanna just Not today
Nothing, nada, zero
And can I say ???? I feel restless, I feel so uncomfortable Not Doing anything but even JP classes I have NO BRAIN efforts left to do today
I had a full on breakdown Wednesday in the middle of writing a paper and after 15-30 mins of uninterrupted crying I had to go back to writing shit
Things are not okay and just being invited to go out gives me UNDENIABLE anxiety and unease cause either
1. I'll be forced to go and be even MORE exhausted afterwards
2. I won't go and I'll feel like AN ASSHOLE ! Like a terrible awful person who doesn't care or love their friends
And that's also not great for my mental health, I fear
#thanks mom for choosing saturday WITHOUT WARNING ANYONE#i hate it sm#I WOULD'VE MADE BETTER CHOICES#and i hate that ppl (specially ppl in their 20s) are expected to be like super outgoing and to go out to clubs ajd parties and bars#if I took a nap rn I'd probably wake up tomorrow in the afternoon#also cause I'd have to start getting ready like... rn (?) cause im always late#i hate going out : D#it's like some sort of moral failing when i don't wanna soend my resting days like OUT OF THE HOUSE being a sociable person and shit
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Feeling like a genius for solving Genshin puzzles that I didn’t have to look up on yt for help
#I haven’t opened GI in months I just let it update while I took my nap I hate this game sm#rambling
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they should make lectures that're able to be followed from the comfort of my bed...
#im sooo sleepy and this isnt helping...#i wanna curl under a blanket help.#yeahyeah 'oh you would fall asleep and not follow anything' SO???#smh this oarld hates sleepy guys sm.#sillyposting#ik this is good & better but i just want a nap man.
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#bro i keep like . . taking weird ass 'naps' i guess lmfao 🧍🏻♀️#like btwn like 12-2am or sm#or liek after 11pm#so like normal times to sleep TT#but instead i accidentally fall asleep and then wake up and do more stuff#try to do more stuff#;-;-;-;-;-;;-;-;-;-;-;-;;-;-;#i hate that i cant just like#take a few days of not thinking abt this coding class#bc i should've been grinding the next project those few days i was recovering from the last project LOL#so now i feel like im slightly behind again :star-struck:#it's fine it'll be fine i just hate this class LMAO#the class is fine it's just too ooo fast TT#and i have so much to do rn i feel like lol :'''D#am falling aseleep again lolll will maybe go take a shower and then wake up a lil more so i can do some more stuff hopefully#but very tempting to just like take a short nap..... lollll#fucking up my sleep schedule even more bro liek who know what my like net sleep is at this point LOL#iajdofidhgiagierngidiflauhguiarhifjakdgka#guys every day..... the amount of doubts that are brought up in my mind abt being director............. :DDDDDD#it's ok we're doing it lmao full send#:'') anywayfyfhdhgkdjhgk#jeanne talks
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i feel like for the longest time i thought that to get any kind of proper fulfillment id need to like,,, do great things! help a lot of people! make an impact! or whatever but idk,, thinking abt it i jus wanna have the time to draw and sleep and walk around outside sometimes
#qhhfjfjf i just kinda wanna nap for a while#for like 2 weeks mayb#idk i kinda feel like i probably dont have the aptitude for leadership roles or anything#and i feel like i needed to b good at those since its how everyone else makes changes! or whatever#ive been in a leadership role twice and i hated it sm ughfhfhf#im too small and dumb to lead ppl around... i fr fr dont think i can do it at all ><;;
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how do you know if you’re dealing with your emotions vs just distracting yourself away from feeling them?
#idk I think of kids crying and everyone just saying it’s ok so the kid stops#I need to calm down rn cuz I’m too heated#I’ve eaten chocolate#still lingering feelings#debated taking a nap#is that dealing or just distracting/repressing and subsiding?#ugh#fucking hate life these days#everything’s such shit#rant#I just need#idk#a lot of things#support and comfort being the main ones I guess#and just#a lot more idk#too aggravated to think properly#dealing with SM and cleaning and things going on with Joey#just trying to avoid everyone and everything lately#and nothing’s fun#I don’t even know what to do if I went outside to distract myself#smoke in the car?#that’s not a healthy coping mechanism#idk what else I do anymore besides mind numbing and it fucking sucks#I am mentally unhealthy and I need help getting back on track#but how
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looking after enhypen [౨ৎ] when they’re sick
( rbs are very appreciated !! ) | pairing. ot7! x fem reader wc. 0.9k cw. sick ppl (jst fevers and colds!) genre. fluff a/n- i loved writing niki's sm idk why, i hope u guys enjoy this, this is mostly bc i'm sick rn and i'm projecting
lee heeseung:
heeseung’s so pouty when you try to look after him, trying to insist that he’s completely okay despite his flushed cheeks and very evident fever
mumbling under his breath about something along the lines of, "don’t worry about me baby" when all you can do is worry when he’s been tucked in bed all day, napping
begging you for another blanket to stay cosy, even though it's gonna make him feel warmer and worse, till you cave and swaddle him up
lets you feed him soup and press kisses to his forehead even though he’s complaining about how you’re gonna catch his cold too, (he’d be lying if it didn’t make him feel so loved and cared for, he’s already plotting how he’ll make it up to you when he's feeling better)
park jongseong
jay’s already trying his best to take care of himself , sleepily attempting to make some soup when you arrive back home in a rush, arms decked with supplies to help him feel better.
hates to complain, he's practically insisting he's absolutely fine even though he's so tired
giving him the princess treatment, even though he insists that’s usually his job.
letting him lean on your shoulder, combing his soft hair as you feed him the little warm dumplings you bought for him as a treat :(
kissing his forehead telling him about your day while he dozes off slightly on your chest just because he likes to hear your soft voice lulling him to sleep
keeps saying thank you over and over even though you told him to rest his voice, because he appreciates you looking after him so so much
sim jaeyun
so cute n whiny about it actually lets you tuck him in bed and put on a movie while he's plowing his way through a box of tissues..
swears that he's going to pass away from his little cold, and it's cute even though he's been a little drama queen just for your attention
says he can't move just so you can feed him, another man who deserves princess treatment
won't let you kiss him though, doesn't want you to get sick!! but he knows he'll fold if you keep asking,
whenever you say he's getting hot, his go to response is "aren't i always baby?"
keeps up the flirting even though he swears he's on his 'deathbed'
park sunghoon
he never gets sick, he’s always somehow at the peak of health, usually it’s his job to look after you when you catch colds but this time it’s his turn to be coddled, quite unlike his usual taste
cheeks and nose all red and he’s clinging to you, even though he swears he’ll be okay in a day (he was not)
hugs you from behind as you make him something warm to drink because he just wants to be close
even tries to insist he’ll sleep on the sofa because he doesn’t wanna get you sick, pouts when you shut that idea down before he can even finish explaining himself
gets really irritable and groans about how much he could be doing right now if he wasn’t all ill and if it wasn’t for the fact you’ve put him to bedrest for a while
kim sunoo
very much a little drama queen like jake but sunoo’s sweet about it. insists on trying to take care of himself, failing miserably when he almost falls asleep trying to make toast and having to call you to help him
sunoo very much enjoys the coddling and princess treatment you’re giving him, but does promise he’ll make it up to you even though you’re only doing it because you love him
running him a warm steamy bath to clear up his sniffly nose and making warm herbal tea to share~
he loves you so much, constantly mumbling about how much he does in his delirious state
yang jungwon
tries to be productive even when he’s coughing his lungs out and half lucid, that’s always been his issue
complies when you drag him to bed because he loves you too much to go against your words
does complain about it though, saying he’ll be okay and it’s just a cold.
almost falls asleep as soon as you start brushing his hair gently
even though you’re scolding him for not taking care of himself, he can’t help but smile at how much you care for him
cuddles you tight, even after saying he doesn’t want you ill too, because he doesn’t wanna be apart right now
“you look adorable all bundled up like this” “hehe yeah <3”,
nishimura niki
is an absolute brat, in all honesty
complains the medicine tastes bad, and you have to plead and beg for him to take it.
“just take it niki” ”what will i get if i do?” “you’ll get better, that’s what you’ll get”
whines complaining how he can’t kiss you now, tries to sneak in a couple cheek kisses though
bundling him up in 3 blankets because he’s shivering.
won’t give up the drip even though he’s sick.. he’s gotta keep up hot boy appearances and let everyone know that his hot girlfriend has a hot boyfriend too
taking him on a walk and hes trying to leave his coat at home because it ruins his outfit.
moans about the fact he looks like a kid, when you pull a coat, scarf and a hat around him before you take him out, making him look so so cuddly
takes a nap on your chest after you get home, when he finally shuts up and calms down <33
#elle.txt#enhypen#enhypen fluff#enhypen x reader#enhypen imagines#enhypen scenarios#heeseung#heeseung fluff#lee heeseung#jay fluff#jay x reader#park jongseong#sim jaeyun#jake fluff#jake x reader#jake sim#sunghoon fluff#sunghoon x reader#sunghoon imagines#park sunghoon#kim sunoo#sunoo fluff#enhypen sunoo#sunoo x reader#yang jungwon#jungwon#jungwon x reader#jungwon fluff#niki scenarios#niki imagines
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Doodles from a tiktok I made!!! @/wcfreckles made a video of what Pokémon starters they’d give stranger things characters and I replied with a video drawing them!!! They plan on making a part 2 which I plan on drawing so more to come!!!
(Hcs in the tags I went crazy on accident lol
#Mike with his Oshawott mimicking him was my favorite to draw#i think he’d have one that acts like the one from the anime#like his Oshawott is just immune to Mike’s phases of being a little shit it remains a goofball#Mike gets mad at everyone but he could never be mad at Oshawott he treasures it#more hcs now Cus why not lol#Dustin’s Mudkip definitely hated Dart it was suspicious of it and got jealous of how much attention it got#Dustin spent a lot more time with Mudkip after season 2#they train a lot together Dustin’s big on Pokémon battles and loves making competitive strategies for battles against the party#his Mudkip is very over protective of him especially after Dart and just all the upside down stuff it’s only rlly friendly with the party#Lucas’s Froakie is super chill it helps him make dnd models or practice basket balls#also provides ammo for the wrist rocket#little guy is always down with whatever Lucas wants to do#like the moment he broke away from the party and tried to track where the gate was in season 1#Froakie was fully down for breaking into the lab if that’s where this led#it naps a lot on Lucas’s shoulder and after him and Max start dating it clings to her as well and Lucas gets jealous#Sobble loves that Will’s an artist they help him out by providing water for water paints#always knows where Will is hiding if he wants to be alone or is having a breakdown and hides with him so he’s not alone#Will doesn’t have him near during DND games though Cus sometimes the theatrics make it jumpy and it knocks stuff over#Will draws his sobble a lot he loves them sm#sobble and Oshawott are close the way Mike and Will are close it took sobble time to be used to Oshawott though#El 100% stole the Mew before she broke out of the lab#it’s good at calming her down and sometimes the two get distracted by just playing together#Mew’s able to follow her into the void and other people’s minds and memories too but it respects when she doesn’t want it to as well#El thinks of Mew less like a Pokémon partner and more like a sibling she does everything with it and is sure to take it everywhere#hyperfixations go brrrrrr#IM ALMOST OUT OF TAGS FUCKKK#stranger things#Pokémon#stranger things au
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Instagram, Tik Tok and Twitter be like:
'Having a timeline that makes sense? In this economy?! Unlikely.'
#just in case you cant tell i just spend 45min scrolling thru Instagram searching for a post#just for it to tell me#YoU'Ve BEeN aLl CAugHt uP#ive been not all caught up you are hiding post from me#f you instagram#i hate it sm#i am having a terrible time and i will not stand for this#so i will lie down now and have a nap
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here’s a request if it’s okay—r desperately trying to wake hobie up. he’s okay! it’s just that mr. i hate the am needed a nap before a show and the man sleeps like a log. a dead log. a dead log that snores
Hi, bestie! I love this prompt sm! Thank you 😘 (you're so right, he does sleep like a dead log)
Pairing: Hobie Brown x fem! Reader/ Spider-Punk x fem! Reader
Tags: Use of Y/N, No specific physical description of the reader, FLUFF.
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“Hobie?” You gently poke his cheek. “Hobs? Poke “baby?” Poke “Handsome?” Said man doesn't even stir awake or to even let out a signature Hobie grunt.
After kissing every inch of his face like the sleeping beauty that he is, Hobie still sleeps on the lumpy gray armchair of the green room with no care in the world. If the circumstances were different you'd let him rest.
“Is he awake yet?” Ned peeks around the corner, bass in his shaking hand. “Please tell me he's awake, Y/N”
“Not yet, Ned. I've got him don't worry”
“I can't help but worry! We're on in five!” He bounces by the balls of his feet, audibly groaning somewhere to nervously pick at his bass. “We're fucked!” You jump at the sudden sound. “Our guitarist is fuckin' dead!”
You look at Hobie to check if the yelling got him to wake from his deep slumber. His mouth is slightly parted, snoring away. If not for his soft snores you'd think Ned was right.
Sitting on his lap, you hope the added weight wakes him up. Hobie doesn't even flinch, his head is still lolling over the armchair, fingers twitching.
“Hobie,” you tap his chest with your palm, sending out an SOS that could translate to his dream. You push out your curiosity, wondering what kind of dream he's having that got him sleeping like a log.
No dice on the tapping.
Maybe calling him by his alter ego might activate something in his brain that would wake him up?
Leaning closer to his ear, your hands are on his shoulders to prop you up, his breaths fanning your cheek. “Spider-Man” nothing. “Hey, spider”
You don't want to scream in his ear, his face twitches into a soft smile, but maybe as a last resort you would. “Spider-Man we need you”
He chokes, his snoring stops completely. For a second you thought he'd wake up. But your smile falters, growing concerned when you don't feel his chest heave up.
“Hobie!” you panic.
He opens his sleepy eyes, grabbing onto your waist instinctively. “Huh?” Hobie lifts his head up to meet your wide eyes. Relief washes over you when he beams up at you. “Hello there, gorgeous.”
“Oh thank fuck!” You lay your head over his heart, listening to the steady beating. “I thought you wouldn't wake up” your voice is muffled by his leather vest.
“Just sleeping, love.” Hobie traces your shoulder blades with his dancing fingers. “I was havin' a good dream”
You look up at him. “I would love to hear it but for now you have to get on stage. You're on in–” you flick your eyes at the clock on the wall. “Two minutes.”
He chuckles, wrapping his arms around you instead of getting up. “It'll be the best two minutes of my life,” he leans up to meet your flustered face. “They can wait,” he said with a cocky smile, “I want my dream to come true right here.”
You meet with him halfway, smiling through the kiss as he slips his hands under your shirt to cup the small of your back.
“Christ! Can you two wait after the bloody show?!” Ned looks like he's about to burst a vein.
#request done#hobie brown x reader#spider punk x reader#hobie brown#the kr8tor's creations#x reader#spider punk#atsv fanfic#atsv hobie#atsv x reader#hobie brown x you#hobie brown x fem!reader#spider punk x fem!reader#spider punk x you#hobie fluff#hobie x reader#hobie brown x y/n#spider punk x y/n#fanfic
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