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yelenasdiary · 3 days

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hi!!

with this new yelena content, i have a "sort of" request??

i mean, i have like a phrase that buzzes in my head, a phrase that if it were said to Yelena the entire fandom would break down in pain.

so, the quote is this: "i want to be able to worry about you"

it is possible, even in the future, to have a fanfiction or even a short one shot with yelena x r, and r says this to Yelena?

the context of why that phrase is said I would leave up to you to decide :)

(or maybe all this only makes sense in my head, idk lol)

Drunken Sober Thoughts

Pairing: Yelena Belova x GN! Reader.

Summary: When Kate's birthday party comes to an end, you and Yelena find yourselves alone.

Angst, Fluff.

Warnings: Mentions of drinking, Mentions of death, Reader has dark thoughts. This is not proof read or corrected | 0.8K

AC: I loved this idea, I hope you enjoy it! x

Red and blue plastic cups littered the rooftop of Kate's studio apartment, the young Avenger had just celebrated her 24th birthday and threw a little party with her closest friends. Kate has been one of your closest friends since you recruited her to the team, and although you were a few years older than her, you've seen her more as a little sister than anything else.

She introduced you to Yelena shortly after she had joined the new Avengers team, you already had some kind of background on Yelena from Clint but the two of you seemed to grow close quickly.

"What's going on inside of the big, smart brain of yours?" Yelena's accent brought your thoughts back to reality as she took a seat down next to you, the two of you now looking over the city of New York. You took a sip of your drink and smiled softly, "nothing new" you replied.

Your comment made Yelena frown, "come on, you talk to me" she said, placing her red cup beside her. "You've been a little distant recently and I know you don't like to worry Kate but she's worried too" the blonde added. You couldn't help but sigh to yourself. "You don't have to worry about me, nor does Kate" you replied before taking another sip of your drink.

There was a moment of silence between the two of you before Yelena spoke again, "you know, you remind a lot of Natasha sometimes" she said, looking over at you.

"Natasha was a very smart and respected woman" you replied, looking back at her.

"Yes, but she too was closed off. Although I only got to spend a little time with her, she was happy. You gave her a family when she needed one and now your family has retired but you haven't?" Yelena questioned, "why not?" she added.

You shrugged, "I guess, outside of being an Avenger, I have nothing. An empty home, nothing to keep my mind from replaying everything that ever happened in my life plus, Kate keeps me busy"

"You're hiding" Yelena said, taking a sip of her drink once more.

"Hiding?" You questioned with a frown. Yelena nodded, "you're using this new Avengers team as an excuse to let yourself be happy"

You couldn't help but let out a small chuckle, "trust me, I am not someone that somebody wants to come home to every night"

"I do" Yelena said softly.

You looked over at Yelena to find her already looking you in the eyes. The look in her eyes told you everything, a simple look and you knew what she was about to say. "Yelena" you started.

"I know, I know what you're going to say and you can try to tell me just how much you don't think you're worth it but I want to be able to worry about you, I want to be able to come home to you, I want to see the world with you, to take you out for dates and do all those little things that love so much.

I don't want to waste what is the rest of my life letting my past control what I do and how I feel, I've had feelings for you since that day you came to Nat's tombstone on her birthday. You left her favorite flowers you didn't leave the site until you knew I was okay. We had only met twice, and you had it in your heart to be there so a stranger. I think about that day a lot" she explained.

Your mind went back to that day, Yelena sat with Nat for hours. You didn't mind waiting and making sure she would be okay, after all, you promised Nat that you would be there for her whenever she needed, and something told you that day that Yelena needed somebody to watch over her.

"You would've done the same" you replied.

Yelena shook her head, "if I didn't know you, no I wouldn't" she replied honestly.

"Yelena, you're probably just drunk, you don't mean any of this" you added, rising from your seat, "it's late, I should probably make sure Kate isn't chocking on her own vomit" you added.

Before you knew it, Yelena had a grip on your wrist, not a hard grip but even to make you stop trying to walk away from her. She pulled you closer to her, never breaking her eye contact with you, "I can handle my vodka, but I can't bare another moment without you" she spoke softly before kissing you deeply. You dropped the plastic cup in your hand, letting it hit the ground and splashing your drink as you found yourself wrapping your arms around the back of her neck, deepening the kiss.

You pulled away for air as a tear rolled down your cheek, Yelena smiling softly as she wiped it away with her thumb, "don't worry about Kate, she's been drinking punch for the last two hours" she said, making you chuckle.

"You're not going to reject this in the morning, right?" You asked as worry filled your eyes.

"Not in a million years" Yelena replied.

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wellgoslowly · 2 days

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HAPPY FIRST BIRTHDAY GROCERY STORE INCIDENT YOU HAVE CHANGED MY LIFE FOREVER I AM NOT THE SAME PERSON I WAS A YEAR AGO TODAY

@ikeasupremacy HAPPY ONE YEAR OF LINNIEMAYRA FRIENDSHIP

also thank you so much to everyone in this incredible fandom for loving the grocery store incident as much as mayra and i do and showing your love for it 🫶🫶 genuinely the gsi means so much to me it was at first just a silly little hc i came up w while in class after obsessively watching and rewatching the show and getting the first couple of books and to have it receive so much love is genuinely so heartwarming. it’s given me mayra, one of my favorite people in the entire world, and it’s given me such an amazing array of fandom members who love and support my ideas <3 to see the way some of yall adopt the gsi into your perception of canon, to see yall add it into your fan works, TO HAVE KING JONATHAN HIMSELF SEE IT?????? you all have genuinely changed my life i could not be more thankful every time i see someone reblog or comment on the gsi post i get all giddy i love you all so much mwah mwah mwah 🩷🩷🩷

#lockwood and co #renew lockwood and co #anthony lockwood #lucy carlyle #george karim #locklyle #george cubbins #lockwood netflix #save lockwood and co #locklyle brainrot is real #gsi #the grocery store incident #grocery store incident #linnie and mayra #love u mayra

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cipherr · 20 days

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#swtor #sith warrior #eralei audroti #gonna ramble in the tags real quick hope u don’t mind #six years ago today i created one of my most beloved characters of my whole entire life #and i may not really Go Here(TM) anymore but i still love her just the same #i can’t even really put into words how much she means to me #without getting too much into it…as corny as it sounds she really did help me realize so much about myself #im no stranger to putting myself in a character i have been doing this since i was a child #but there are such sacred precious pieces of me in eralei #pieces i never even realized i planted #and i will forever be thankful for this beautiful little creation of mine #she inspired me so much #led me to deepen some friendships even #even though i don’t play swtor anymore she will always have a special place in my heart #i will seriously cherish her until the day i die #she may just be a fictional character in a video game born from my imagination #but to me she is so so so much more than that #happy birthday eralei #i love u

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hueningkai · 1 year

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happy birthday @choiyeonjuns !!

#tomorrow x together #yeonbin #yeonjun #soobin #txt #moasource #moacentral #txtnetwork #gif*#txt*#gif: yeonjun #gif: soobin #HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIVI!!!!#sorry it's not more exciting <3 but not being entirely back in the gif scene makes me rusty BUT i still wanted to make you something #you have been a constant in this tumblr's life and one of my first mutuals and i truly cherish you and your friendship and wonderful content #i hope you have THE best day ever!!!! full of love and joy and cake and txt!!!#also i see you got a new job! congrats<33333 ily #vivi day 2022 #txt's parents

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eeblouissant · 1 month

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light Dorothy angst (I can’t get enough) inspired by the song fear & loathing :’)

#the entire Electra heart album is very Dorothy (at different stages of her life) to me actually #<- fear & loathing is from that album #the golden girls #dorothy zbornak #it was my birthday up until an hour ago so. I get to be self indulgent okay #I’ve always loved the ‘character dancing with a younger & possibly less traumatized version of themself’ thing (trope?)#I promise I’ll draw her happy & being so loved on by her wives soon I promise she’ll be happy soon #art #artist #digital drawing #artists on tumblr #digital art

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uneviemorose · 14 days

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lool I really am a social failure who sets myself up for disappointment and I'll never open up my heart to another person ever again

#well atleast happy birthday to me i guess #let's fucking kill this year and work really hard #i hope to meet one person who would shower me with sm love and i promise that I'll be devoted to them my entire life #whether romantically or platonically

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kiyomarus · 8 months

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Happy birthday, Percy Jackson!

The literal strongest demigod in the world, the boy who shaped my entire life, who got me into Greek mythology, he who's trauma is overlooked so much, this day goes out to you.

WE LOVE YOU SIRR <333 (And hopefully you get a break from monsters lmao)

And the fact The Chalice of the Gods is coming out this year too-

#thank you percy jackson for shaping my life #as to what it is now #same with rick riordan #i owe them my entire life #rick riordan #percy jackson #pjo #percy jackson and the olympians #happy birthday percy jackson!!#we love you #everyones love life revolved around percy jackson #he IS the standard #got up at 7:30 for this man

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vivaciouscynner · 6 months

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Divinity's Forgotten Birthday

Heads-up: The following takes place in my Divinity and Her Flaws universe because that's all I can think about. This occurs on some timeline after chapter 13 which is still being written. Do also note that I am writing this on a whim - time does not permit me to write well or proper at the moment. I'm so tired and busy BUT WITHOUT FURTHER ADO

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Catra came back from visiting Mara who found Adora by her window. She held a little flower in her hand. It only had three petals with sharp points like a star. Adora loved any flower that changed color depending how the light hit it and this was no different. It reflected six colors if looked closely and more if you had Catra's eyes. It went from blue to purple to red to yellow and if you angled it just right, there was a bit of transparency and then finally a dark black. Each petal tipped with gold, the only part that wouldn't change.

"And what's this?" Adora asked.

"Oh nothing really, Mara sending you another invitation to see you again. I think she likes you more than me." Adora laughed at that. Catra then pointed to the window, "How's the fam?"

Adora smiled, trying to hide secrets the best she could. "Good," she said simply, "Actually, we wanted to talk to you about something."

"Oh?" Catra tried to glimpse into Adora's mind but could only see spotty blips of love for her. She raised a brow.

"Yep!" she said quickly, "I know you told me once that you must have had a 'beginning' and I wanted to share one of our traditions where we celebrate such begin-"

"You've given me a birthday?"

"If you want?" she opened her hands into a shrug. "I- we wanted to show you how much we care and are so thankful that you exist. So...," Adora held on to her amulet and thought of her family and in a moment the pools in the window revealed her family awkwardly holding a few poster signs. Adam let his rest on his foot. Marlena and Randor held theirs close to their chest.

Adora sank her fingers into the portal window and said, "She's looking now. Hold them up." Her family startled to the surprise voice in their heads and then held their signs up to the sky. They said in unison, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATRA!"

Adora retracted her hand and told Catra, "Happy Birthday, C'yra." She drew Catra, who seemed to be in awe, into a hug. When she didn't return the hug, she brought herself back, "Was this a bad idea?"

She blinked, "You gave me a birthday?"

Adora shrugged, "More like a day where we appreciate you and remind you that you're important to us. I may be a billion trillion eons too late, but you know what they say, better late than never?" Catra seemed expressionless. Adora was unsure if she was processing or hated the idea. "Erm, I'm getting never vibes...," she looked a little sorry and then realized her family was still holding the signs up. "Oh, right," she stuck her hands into the window again, "You're good guys, you can put the signs down. I'll uh... keep you updated." She turned back to Catra. "Um, Catra? Are you okay? I'm sorry if-"

Catra embraced her. The warmth enveloped Adora and there was a brief wave of euphoria that went down Adora's shoulders and back. "You give me little surprises?" Adora went, Mmhm. "You planned this without me knowing?" Adora went, Mmhm. A little smile rose to Catra's tail swishing back and forth. "And do you have any more surprises?"

Adora pulled back and kissed her. Then she said, "Maybe. if you're up for it?" Catra narrowed her eyes. "Please stop trying to read my thoughts, it is SO hard to block this." The both snickered.

"Show me."

Adora held her amulet and thought of her town center. As before, her fingers reached in. "She's watching now."

And a huge crowd suddenly gathered at the town square. Ten of them, at least, began to unravel a statue. It was Catra sitting cross-legged on the ground with several cats climbing over her. And Catra, a giant smile across her face. They looked to the sky, the view that Adora told them she'd be viewing and all shouted out on a count of 3, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATRA!" and cheered.

"I was going to do this last year but the statue wasn't ready and they didn't have a whole lot of references so..., it took a while. But hey, it sorta looks like you! And I gave them pictures of the guardians, er well, Mom did, I just sorta said hey can you give-"

"Adora." Adora went hm? Catra gently brushed back Adora's hair. A fingertip traced the edge of her ear as she Catra looked sweetly into her eyes. "How do I repay you? Hm?" She mocked the hm. "How do I treasure you like you deserve?"

Adora laughed, "That's just it, C'yra, you don't. Today is all about you. And getting reminders that we appreciate you and love you. So, how 'bout we head down there and hear what they all have to say? Hm?"

Divine finger raised and placed upon Adora's forehead. Then a smirk. Then she tilted her head at Adora to hear a bit more truth of how she was able to keep a secret from her so well.

With a roll of her eyes, "Okay fine. Scorpia, Perfuma, and Mermista did most of the work. It was my idea like 2 years ago. They set it up, didn't tell me, and then surprised me with it only a couple days ago. But I still did it, even if it was a couple days. You should be impressed!"

She was. "I am, actually." She gave Adora another kiss and off they went to meet the people who celebrated her.

#for those who haven't read my fic:#Adora's window refers to a portal that she can peer into #Catra is a goddess that Adora used to base her entire faith in but is now her wife.#You gotta read the fic for the guardians reference #Adora and Catra are on a distant planet far from Adora's home world #In all the eons of eons of time that Catra had lived her immortal life #no one had appreciated her as much as Adora has #read #divinity and her flaws #also tell me how you love catra #spop #catra #happy birthday catra #my fic

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comraderoscoes · 1 year

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#going to a friends birthday dinner tonight with a group of friends who love nothing more than to project their unhappiness in their lives #onto me #even though I’m actually very happy with my life 😭😭#in for an entire evening of them insisting on setting me up with men and insisting I have something missing in my life 😭😭#and psychoanalysing me 😭😭#anyway looking forward to drinking my body weight!!!

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pierswife · 7 months

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Women want me, I don't know what fears me but there's something out there that does

#okay now I'm going to bed #I'm so fuckin tired lmao #also shout out to cherry my favorite pain in the ass and favorite lesbian love you sis <3 #hope you enjoyed your yearly donation /j #giving my entire life savings to all lesbians cause yall deserve it #okay NOW I'm going to bed happy birthday lesbians I love you and will always be willing to kill for yall #or throw you 5 bucks if you need it #either one--

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astrozuya · 8 months

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happy birthday to choi yeonjun, the light of my life <3

#ok im gonna get sappy in the tags #he was my first bias and is my forever ult i could talk about him for hours #he brings me so much comfort and is always going to be my safe place #whenever i'm going through a hard time just seeing him makes me feel better :( i love myself a little more because of him #he's so kind and talented and pretty and sweet and and and #just perfect. i love him so much #jjunie i hope u have the best day ever and that the rest of ur life is amazing !! bc u deserve the entire world #and i am so lucky and so so grateful that i have got to grow up alongside you #im so proud of u and um. ily. happy birthday jjunie <3 #— starring luka ☆

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elytrafemme · 1 year

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i think into the new year i am going to have a more forgiving perspective toward myself regarding my mental health and what might come of it, because i think being more accepting of my behaviors and feelings has allowed me to more suitably take accountability for it (which i could go into a whole side spiel for) and also that i’m tired of torturing myself over things that have gone on my whole life. i love myself, love my body and my mind and my passions and my words, at least the majority of the time. and it’s a disservice for me to keep finding loopholes to hate myself considering that.

it’s hard to commit to anything for me, i’m pretty much the exhibit A of non committal tendencies especially regarding myself. but i’m not helpless in the face of that, and i want my new year’s resolution to be something along these lines:

i want to forgive myself. i want to have more good days than bad days. i want this year to be memorable. and i want to fall even more in love with people and this world, even if it disappoints me.

i don’t think any of that is inherently difficult. we all inherently want to grasp some kind of happiness. those with bad memories want better ones. we want to support ourselves and we want to love others. i think it’s more of a struggle of pushing through all the bullshit to get there, to put it simply (God knows 2023 is full of... anniversaries, and strange major changes, and everything), but i want to do that. i really do.

i want to, by the end of 2023, look back on my life and go. i like this. i like this life. i took something that was shitty at the start and made it beautiful. and that beauty is myself and the world and people i have kept close.

#nightmare.personal #i am thinking about this right now because #in the past few minutes my mood has been fluctuating. wildly. like very much #and it's uncomfortable! i don't like the feeling of going from euphoric to bitter #but i need to understand that there's no morality to my feelings #and that i'm okay. will be okay.#every rage episode is followed by a day so blindingly happy i can't even imagine it #it's hard it's hard and it's painful knowing this is the year #i go to college. my family leaves the house (and city) i have lived in my entire life. i leave high school.#this year has two five year anniversaries too which. are a lot to handle.#but i want to fall in love with the world and i know i will!#not all this is bad! i'm growing! i'm healing! i'm moving on! i'm alive!#i don't want to be a tragedy!#i want to move out! kiss a girl! wear lipstick! cry my eyes out! go to gatherings! celebrate my 18th birthday!#i want to feel the sunlight on my face and know that things are getting better #that's what i want from 2023. i don't want a perfect year #God knows my mental health has been very destructive recently #i KNOW my year won't be all sunshine and it'll actually be so so much darkness #but i want to be the sunshine. i want to walk through the dark and never stop #because i know. i know that i'm not the only sunshine out there #and i'm going to find that other light. and maybe we'll embrace each other.#and i'll hold her in my arms. not like an old friend. something far more personal #and i'll forgive her.#yeah. yeah i think that's good.

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girlscience · 1 year

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the fact it's been five fucking years and i still sob like a baby any time some character comes out and their parents accept them fucking sucks

#i did not expect to be so tense i started sweating and my jaw started hurting just from watching a silly episode of schitts creek #but here we are.#i do not like coming out stories. they are constantly stressful and i avoid them as much as possible #but i didn't know that's what the episode was going to be and then it was #and like i knew they weren't going to have his parents Not accept him but all the nerves were there #and then he told them and they just told him they loved him and wanted him to be happy #and i started crying #it just fucking sucks. all my friends know. day to day i don't think about it #but like earlier my mom asked if i wanted to do something with her tomorrow and i got nervous #because what if i do the wrong thing. what if i say the wrong thing. what if this is the day she decides i'm too queer and she brings it up #what if this is the time church gets talked about again and i can't hold it in #i have been on eggshells my entire life and i'm so fucking tired of it #i'm scared to even looking into transition. i don't feel like i can even try to date. i can't buy things i want cause what if they see them #what if i do and they stop talking to me. if i don't wait till my grandma dies will she disown me?#will i still get to see my cousins if my family finds out? will i get to go to holidays and birthdays and family dinners if they know?#it would be easier if i didn't care about them or i knew they didn't love me #but i do and i they do and so i'm scared #and i could just get it over with and be done with it and tell everyone #but i don't have a girlfriend and i'm not transitioning so what's the point #it seems stupid to tell them when i'm not changing at all. so why change my relationships with them #i don't know. i'm just fucking tired of it

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kedsandtubesocks · 6 months

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okay. I know I asked the harbinger of evil, satoru-chan, to wish you a happy birthday, and I know I sent you an ask when you opened your event, but I wanted to send you another day of so, once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ERIKA!!!!

you are such a wonderful, kind and sweet soul and until this year we were merely in each other's peripheral vision, but luckily thanks to our agreed and mutual hatred of the blue eyed menace, you've come into my life and I've never been more lucky. It's my sincerest hope that you have a wonderful awesome birthday full of yummy and tasty things!!!!!!

NIKU?!? N I K U