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#happy December 10th or something XD
shirohige-pirates · 5 months
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Birds of a Feather
CisFem Reader x Marco
CW: Violence, blood, language, adult themes and scenes. 18+ only
Summary: Life has not been kind to you. After a string of bad relationships, you're a little jaded and a little depressed in all honestly. The worst day of your life seems to be the turning point, but the roller coaster ride that follows could either throw you soaring free, or have you caged forever?
Tag List: @clumsyraccoon
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Chapter 23: Talk it Out
“So, when’s the party going to start?”
“Five. My brothers prefer to party into the night, instead of starting in the afternoon like normal people.”
“Are you going to work beforehand?”
“Mm, probably, yoi.”
“Are you going to work on your actual birthday?
“… I’m suddenly afraid to say yes to that.”
“Even I take my birthday off work.”
“I don’t sleep overnight at the clinic.”
“…Touché.”
“Don’t worry, the staff won’t let me overwork that day, yoi.”
“Mm, this food’s almost as good as Sanji’s.”
“Yeah, Zeff doesn’t slouch, the recipes are solid even when he’s not actively preparing them, yoi. We should try and catch the Baratie when it’s nearby.”
“It doesn’t dock though.”
“Afraid of sailing?”
“Not… implicitly.”
“I’m sure we can ask Sanji to have Zeff come really close, yoi. Couple hours out at most.”
“I feel like I’m abusing my friendships doing that.”
“I bet Sanji won’t see it that way.”
“Humph, no, he wouldn’t.”
“… You have any questions? About earlier, yoi.”
“Yes, and no. He called you an old friend, do you see him that way too?”
“There’s no bad blood there. But we have different definitions of friend.”
“It’s just… This is going to sound weird no matter how I word it, but I don’t want to be nice to him if he hurt you, is all.”
“… Oh.”
“When you blush a little it’s hot, but I’ve never seen you so red…. You’re getting redder.”
“You’re killing me, yoi.”
“I… find I can’t honestly apologize.”
“Yeah, yeah. Ahem. Things just didn’t work out. I don’t think it was anyone’s fault, yoi. Shanks is… a lot, but he’s not a bad guy. He’s probably genuinely happy about all this.”
“About… us?”
“… Yeah.”
“…”
“…”
“It’s hard to talk about, and it shouldn’t be.”
“You’re not wrong, pretty bird.”
“Because it’s happening so fast, but who says you have to wait X days before you can do something, or say something, or whatever. I… I wanted to… I want to invite you to stay over.”
“I thought I was staying tonight?”
“No, yes, I mean, yes, but I meant like… bringing over a toothbrush, and… and work clothes, and you know, staying over.”
“That’s -.”
“Too soon, yeah, but I mean, it’s been on my mind and, I just needed to say it.”
“Pretty bird-.”
“If we could carpool at least, I just want to… um… see you more… Even if you can’t stay over, because maybe there’s reasons for you to go home to your brothers, and I don’t want you to think that you have to decide between them or me or anything like that. I understand if it’s too fast or too soon I won’t be upset, and -.”
“Mi cielo.”
“… Yes? That’s… that’s me, yes?”
“Yes, and I want to… stay over as well. I’ll bring over what I need, and… we’ll go from there.”
“Yeah?”
“Yeah.”
“It’s not… I mean, it is kind of fast, but, it’s not too much?”
“It’s not too much, yoi.”
“…”
“…”
“…”
“You were quiet the rest of the ride back, what’s on your mind?”
“I… didn’t let Kid into my house for months. Not for coffee, not for… anything. Everyone else I dated was either just visiting, or… yeah. I just… I’d say I don’t know what to do with this, but I do, it’s just-.”
“Scary?”
“… Vulnerable.” You admit, sitting cross-legged on the couch.
“Same thing sometimes,” he says, sitting beside you and pulling your legs across his. Warm hands start to massage your calves and you can feel your bones melting already. “You don’t have to say it right now. I’m not going anywhere.”
“Where’d you learn to do this?” Your words are slurring a little as Marco’s fingers push and rub the muscles in your legs.
“When my family sailed a lot.” He explains, continuing his work. “Vitamin deficiency could happen even with the best planning, and you mix in strenuous work in the hot sun and all those factors lead up to muscle cramps. Especially in legs.”
“Family trait then?” You murmur.
“Little bit. I was, effectively, the ship’s doctor. I’d been apprenticing since I was a kid, and at ten I started learning medicine and techniques like this.”
“Then you became a vet-trim… veteran… puppy doctor?” You’re pretty sure your leg muscles are connected to your brain with the way he’s turning your entire being into mush.
“Glad to see I haven’t lost my touch, yoi.” He muses. “But yes, when we settled here, my generalized medical knowledge translated into Veterinary care easier. I bought the practice for someone getting ready to retire, and here I am.”
“Here you are.” You smile, flexing your toes and legs before moving them aside and slowly sitting up. Marco reaches out and helps you, teasing you about your melted bones even as you move - and he moves you - onto his lap.
A leg on either side of him, sitting on his thighs, eyes moving up his stomach to his chest. He’d spent most of the day in a t-shirt, having worn a heavy jacket when you’d gone out. His hands are loosely set on your hips, but he’s not moving as he watches you look at him.
“Here we are.” You say after a long moment, eyes shifting to his. You can see his eyes shifting a little, searching yours, trying to see what was behind the irises that he seemed to take every chance to lose himself in. Searching, but also waiting, wanting you to say what you wanted, when you wanted.
“I’ve… never felt toward someone what I feel toward you.” You admit, pressing your lips together and looking away a little. Despite your desire to continue, you still found yourself painfully shy on the matter. “I’ve felt connections with people, but not like this.”
“Never scary like this before.” He agrees.
“Yeah, never quite so strong.”
“Steals the breath from you before you can even breathe.”
Your lips are a whisper away from his. Your next words are quiet. Painfully quiet, but you know he’ll hear you - there’s nothing else but you and him.
“I have a devil fruit.”
“I know.”
“What if this is because of that?”
“It’s one and the same.”
“We’re… just vessels bringing them together?”
“Thousands of islands, miles of ocean, six seas, and here we are, yoi. Years on the same scrap of land, working in the same city. They aren’t that patient.” He insists. “How did I not see you all those times in his café?”
“I kept my head down.”
“You couldn’t have kept it down far enough.”
“M-Marco, haaa-nnngh!”
“From the moment you stepped into my clinic.”
“Ah, hahah, oh gods, but everything was going wrong that day!”
“I don’t think it could’ve gone better.”
“Yooooo-ur haaaaa-ands!”
“You don’t have to say it.”
“I know.”
“I already know, yoi.”
“I know.”
“I should’ve seen you sooner.”
“There’s years ahead of us.”
“One life isn’t long enough.”
“Yesteryears don’t matter.”
“I won’t focus on the what if’s, I promise.”
“I’m here now.”
“You are.”
“We are.”
“We are, mi cielo.”
“Marco.”
“…”
“I love you.”
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putschki1969 · 1 year
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December 17: Kalafina Acitivities & Ambient Border -DAWN- Pre-Event Report
Tweet 1 & 2 by Hikaru | Instagram post by Hikaru
Finally have some time to sit down and post a little. I did tweet a few pictures here and there so if you follow me you will already know what I have been up to. But I have been feeling too exhausted to actually make proper posts. With such a busy schedule, it’s really no surprise that I keep falling into bed as soon as I get back to the hotel. Today was a more or less relaxed shopping day so I got back early.
After arriving in Japan on December 16 and having a pretty hectic first day, I spent December 17 doing a ton of Kalafina-related stuff. Was wearing a HiKei-inspired outfit to match the occasion and of course I brought my Cakey-beret which I won during her fan club lottery. Feels so nice to wear it here in Japan.
A fellow Kalafina-fan was kind enough to accompany me on some of my Kalafina activities. I get lost quite easily so I am always grateful to have someone around who knows the area.
Kalafina Pinky Ring: FINALLY!! I have been waiting for this opportunity FOREVER! The ring is so much prettier than the one they came up with for their 10th Anniversary. Also, they actually wore this themselves. Quite religiously back then. Keiko wears hers regularly up until this day! The other day Hikaru also wore it for Keiko’s birthday live broadcast. I am sure Wakana still owns hers as well.I have always wanted this ring but in the past I was too stingy and then the pandemic happened and I really didn’t wanna order something this pricey online. So yeah, first thing on my list was the AHKAH store. Best Christmas present ever! Is it weird that I kinda feel married to them now? XD Haha, okay, maybe “married” is not the right word. Oh well.I guess you could say that I am feeling a very strong connection now. Even stronger than before.
PIERRE HERMÉ cake: We all know that Hikaru surprised Keiko with a special chocolate cake on her birthday. It was actually quite easy to figure out where she got it from so of course I had to get one. It’s affordable and pretty small so I was able to finish it within a few days. Since it was a special limited Christmas edition, it tasted a LOT like Christmas. Very gingerbread-y with a hint of jam. Delicious!
Meguro River: I’ve never actually been to Meguro river so I thought I’d check out some of the spots that Hikaru had visited. One day I wanna see the cherry blossoms. I kinda regret not coming at night because there seems to be some sort of nice illumination thingy going on there...Oh well...maybe next time.
Ambient Border -DAWN-: Still can’t believe how easy it was to get a ticket for this. Was a bit intimidated by the TIGET service at first but it turned out to be quite convenient. Simple payment and you get a digital ticket. Had no issues with it. Seems like it was on a first-come-first-serve basis because depending on how early you bought your ticket the lower your number was. People were then allowed to enter the venue in order of their number to find a good spot. Thank God they provided chairs! Wouldn’t have liked standing for this event. Anyway, my number was 41 and I ended up on an aisle seat a few rows away from the stage. Pretty much had a clear view. I chose the Christmas ticket so I got a little A4-sized character card as present. Also bought the pamphlet since I hadn’t ordered that online (only got the Asebi bromides back then). The event started with Hikaru’s Ambient Border and OMG, seeing her in real life again for the first time in THREE years almost killed me. I quite literally teared up. To get an up-close view of her in such a tiny venue while she was wearing this super sexy cyber-punk outfit, I mean, who wouldn’t have combusted at that?! Hikaru sounded great and I was happy to finally hear the song live (it’s one of my faves from her album). Also made sure to buy the special Hikaru drink ^_^ It was a fruity ice-tea so thankfully something I was able to enjoy. After Hikaru, Yuki Sasaki sang his song for the the play and that concluded the first live corner. We pretty much transitioned right away to the two Q&A corners. The cast of the play is way too big so they had to separate the group. During the first set Hikaru was on stage together with a bunch of the other cast members (including Yuki Sasaki and Marina Hamada - I feel like their stories will be quite tightly interwoven which is also why they are singing the insert song “Under the Rain” together but more on that later). The mods had a little box from which everyone got to pick two short questions. It was mostly play-related stuff but I loved how carefree everyone was. I’ve actually never seen Hikaru like this on stage. Usually it takes her a while to warm up to her surrounding and most of the time she is a bit nervous or reserved but among this group of nerds she seems to feel 100% at home. She was clowning around with everyone as if she had known them forever. Super precious. Won’t lie, the second section of the Q&A and the prologue act for Ambient Border dragged a bit because Hikaru wasn’t involved in those but overall they were interesting and got me quite hyped for the play. I REALLY hope we’ll get a broadcast just like we did with her first play. They finished the event with another live corner. First Marina Hamada performed her solo song and then she was joined on stage to reveal a brand new insert song called “Under the Rain”. It’s a collab with Hikaru and Yuki Sasaki. All three got to sing a verse and then they all sang the chorus together. The verses are really lovely, the chorus is just okay I guess. I wonder if this song will ever get an official release. There was some talk about a CD but they didn’t really make an official announcement. Honestly, a CD for the entire play would be neat.
I really regret not getting a ticket for the evening show as well just to see and hear a bit more of Hikaru but then again, it was probably a good thing because jet lag would have kicked my ass sooner rather than later.
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8ofdecember · 4 years
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The last time I did something like this was 4(?) years ago, but this is just so funny! They’re attending ZIP! from their own houses. Any weirdness is purely on my grasp of what they’re saying. I don’t own the video btw.
Masu pretends to press a button and connect the call: Ah, we’re connected! Good morning everyone!
Everyone wave and say good morning.
Masu: Amazing. This is quite the sight! Ah but I feel that there are people present who are giving out this sense of “who’s this?!” First there’s Naoki.
Kenjiro: Eh? Naoki? Why?
Masu: Probably his hairstyle?
Kenjiro: Recently he’s going for this singed Naoki style.
Naoki: Please allow me to burn you.
Masu: I also feel that Imaichi’s image is a little different?
Ryuji: Oh really?
Naoto: He feels fresher.
Kenjiro: Yeah that’s right. There isn’t that prickly feeling
Someone says he feels softer (more approachable)
Ryuji: I am at home after all.
Voice in the backgroud: The members who are showing a different side of themselves because they are at home.
Masu: There’s something I’m a bit curious about. Are the wallpapers of the homes of the members of Sandaime J soul brothers all matching brick wall patterns?
Iwata: It’s just coincidence that Naoto and I have brick wallpapers:
Masu: You’re not living together, are you?
Kenjiro laughs out loud.
Iwata, Naoto: No.
Masu: And Elly’s house is full of Marilyn Monroe (actually you only see two portraits XD)
Elly: I really like Marilyn Monroe.
Masu: How many Marilyns do you have?
Elly: All in all, 4 Marilyns.
Background voice: And then we go to this request
Masu: Since this a precious opportunity where you’re doing an interview from home, if it’s alright with you, we were wondering if you could share a treasured item with us.
Naoto: This thing (as he brings a big box into view), I’m not sure I should call it a treasure. It’s more like a treasure and a bother. Gun-chan told me, “Naoto-san this is your birthday present.” The bag holding it was really really big. I bought it home and it was really heavy and I was wondering what it was. I opened it with a great deal of excitement and it turned out to be a kayak!
Everyone just starts laughing.
Iwata: Isn’t a kayak great!
Naoto: I wanted to ask the guys: do I look like I go kayaking?
Ryuji: No you don’t.
Meanwhile Tosaka claps gleefully.
Iwata: Naoto-san is the kind who likes hills and rivers (Naoto agrees) and I have this image of him going to these places. I had this thought where maybe he would just happen to go to a river in private and think “AH, there’s a kayak loaded in my car, why don’t I bring it out for a run?”
Tosaka: Do you really expect that kind of miracle to happen?
Background voice: Although the conversation doesn’t stop here, we need to move on to the main theme.
Masu: To the members of sandaime J soul brothers, it’s still a bit early, but this year’s November 10th is the 10th anniversary of your debut. Congratulations! (The members thank him) This is a great opportunity so we would like to look back on ZIP! and sandaime’s history from our first meeting.
Background voice: From the precious archive footage of ZIP!, let’s look back on the 10 year history of sandaime J soul brothers. The first one is from June 2011 at their first album release event.
Footage-Naoto: From the bottom of my heart, I’m really happy.
Tosaka: His face was sharp!
Naoto: My eyebrows were so thin!
Background: Then two years later in April 2013 we have an interview. The members who are watching this footage (Elly and Kenjiro were partnered up: cooking demonstration + beatboxing) 7 years later are curious about-
Naoto: At the back, Naoki’s hairstyle was eyecatching.
Elly: Yes! I noticed too!
Ryuji: I noticed the hair.
Kenjiro: It was a refreshing bob cut.
Naoto: It looks like a bob.
Naoki: It was not a bob. It was an Okappa (おかっぱ, google it :D)!
Background voice: They were curious about the long hair. It’s totally different from what it is now. Then we have footage from December in the same year of their first live performance in the ZIP! studio. After that in March of the next year, Sandaime’s first participation in ZIP!’s spring fest. Here the event that left the most impression on the members was the dance collaboration with Announcer Masu. (They did 君の瞳に恋してる~can’t take my eyes off you)
Elly: For Masu-san to have managed to remembered all of that choreography, it was really quite hard.
Masu: Yes, they gave me a week and so I had the time to turn the steps into words and from there I managed to remember.
Tosaka: Oh yeah you turned them into words
Naoto: You transcribed the dance moves.
Footage-Masu: I transcribed your steps into words. (someone comments that he was all serious business) Macho pose~Macho~macho
Footage-Naoto: This has never been heard of before right? This transcription of dance choreography into words.
The clip switched to Elly rolling across the stage while everyone took turns jumping over him.
Ryuji: Masu jumped over Elly.
Masu: Elly told me, “It’s okay if you step on me”, but there was no mirth in his eyes at all so I was really afraid.
Background voice: Then in June 2014 the release of Ryusei whose dance moves became a social phenomenon. After that the star studded Sandaime J soul brothers also appeared on ZIP! several times. How much of the interview do they remember? Let’s find out! The interview we have prepared is from November 2015, where after appearing on the music special “Best artist”, they were asked about a recent “Best scene”
Naoki: So on November 10th we will celebrate our 5th anniversary, and it is coincidentally also my birthday.
Background voice: That’s right. November 10th is an important anniversary for Sandaime J soul brothers: Debut anniversary and Naoki’s birthday! On that day-
Footage-Naoki: Naoto invited me to go eat very casually, when we got there and I opened the door______
Background voice: To give Naoki a suprise, Naoto prepared a surprise. What kind of surprise did he prepare? Everyone remembers, right?
Tosaka: Eh? What was it? I don’t know.
Iwata: What was it?
Masu: Naoki you yourself remember don’t you?
Naoki: No, I forgot.
Naoto: OI! You cold hearted man!
Background voice: And we start off unexpectedly with Naoki himself not remembering what happened, but what of the other members? We asked, just in case.
Elly: Something like Naoto dressed up as a girl waiting for him?
Naoto: My image in Elly’s mind is that?!
Ryuji: Other members were also present?
Kenjiro: Isn’t that it? That’s it right? November 10th to me is a special day. Since it was a birthday, the surprise was all members gathering together right?
Masu: So if Naoki asked you all to gather together for a surprise you will all gather together?
Kenjiro: If we can gather around on that day we will.
Masu: Ah then let’s go to the video showing the correct answer
Footage-Naoki: Naoto invited me to go eat very casually, when we got there and I opened the door and Gun-chan was waiting there (as a surprise)
Kenjiro: Gun-chan?
Elly covers his face and laughs uncontrollably.
Footage-Naoto: My plan was to have all 6 members waiting for him, but after I informed everyone, only Gun-chan turned up.
Footage-Gun: I was also wondering, “What kind of energy should I be using to welcome him?” “Sorry it’s just me?”
Iwata: We’re so bad at gatherings!
Kenjiro: It’s so bad that we were all asked to go but no one went!
Naoto: And you just said, “If you ask us to go we’ll go”! That was such a huge lie.
Masu: Kenjiro-san, what were you doing on that day?
Kenjiro: I really no longer remember.
Masu: Naoki how do you feel?
Naoki: It’s really lonely. I was thinking that I should always maintain a good relationship with Gun-chan.
Iwata: That’s good. That’s good.
Background voice: A fray in a 10 year bond? and then we go to another interview, this is right before their debut, about the pose that Iwata showed the fans.
Footage-Iwata: At the time I was still an amateur who couldn’t tell left from right, and I was standing on the stage without any clue as to what posing meant. and I ended up doing _____ weird pose. (footage-naoto agreed) They’re still laughing about it today.
Background voice: The weird pose that Iwata did when he was still a newbie, does anyone remember?
Kenjiro: This one, yeah
Ryuji: This I know.
Masu: Does everyone remember?
Tosaka: If you cue us, we can all do it at the same time.
Masu: The pose from Iwata’s newbie days, cue!
They all do the exact same pose
Masu (laughing loudly): That’s right, Let’s go to the answer video.
Footage-Iwata: It was simply a pose where I held my right wrist with my left hand. They’re still laughing about it today.
Masu: Iwata-san, are they still teasing you about this today?
Iwata: 10 years later today it’s still a joke that can be thrown around, that’s conversely quite alright. At the time I couldn’t quite make my hands calm down, and while thinking that I had to do something, I ended up with this pose where I looked like I was holding an injured wrist.
Background voice: We have the actual footage here. among all the members who had cool poses, there was Iwata: holding his right wrist tightly with his left hand.
Masu: Iwata-san, would you mind showing us that pose a second time?
Iwata: Ah it’s our 10th anniversary so I would like to promote this
Naoto: Promote?
Tosaka: I’d like to see that!
Background voice: This strong bond that Sandaime J soul brothers have built up over a 10 year period, another strong bond that goes without saying is their bond with the fans. Although they were supposed to celebrate this important year together with the fans, they faced extraordinary circumstances. However, the members are already prepared for this
Tosaka: The time when we can’t meetup, whether it’s the fans or the members, the frustration that builds up from wanting to “have fun at a live performance”, that’s a good kind frustration. Of course we all hold these feelings of wanting have a live performance, the build up of these feelings clash and lead to the birth of a tremendous amount of anticipation for both us and the fans.
Naoto: After the lifting of this emergency state and we overcome all this with everyone, we hope to be able to bring you all a lot of fun with the power we have accumulated, the ideas that we have thought up in this period. We are doing all these preparations. So let’s look forward to the day when we meet up in a live performance. We hope to continue to have your support.
Lady in the studio: You could really feel their bond in the interview
Masu: I’m sure the viewers at home also have this feeling, when you’re doing meetings remotely there’s usually a clash where everyone tries to speak, but the sandaime members didn’t face this situation and everything was smooth so I felt this was the result of a 10 year bond.
Kenjiro (laughs): Really? I think you’re praising us a little too much. (Masu: no really!) Looking at the footage from when we debuted, you can only feel a sense of wonder realising that that artist has successfully stood on the stage of a dome tour. The 10th year anniversary is a really special year to the sandaime J soul brothers, although it’s shame that we can’t do any live performances, we will fully utilise this time, arrange meetings. so that when this emergency state is lifted, we can deliver unbelievably fun live performances and entertainment. I have the confidence that we will be able to deliver, so please look forward to that.
Masu: Please work hard on that. ZIP! is also in its 10th year so I hope to continue to have your support.
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silverlulus · 5 years
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1 slot left!- comic con funds commission open!
wales comic con fund- commissions open- Full body/flat colour pony commissions open-3 slots left - read below for more info!
- I am aiming to go for Saturday on the 7th of December!-
I am going to try again with commissions as wales comic con is something i would love to do!
it has been a dream-like many for years to meet matt smith and David tenant.
aka the 11th doctor/10th doctor.
I have about 3 months to save up as i am only on benefits and it would not be enough to cover travel/and the price for both to get photos is about £80 each.
travel can roughly depend as well, the coach does not go to the area i need to be at so train is the only option.
So i am going to open up about 3-4 spots each time on commissions and it will be pony only this time! 
funds needed for the comic con - £12/£460-
examples/prices of my art can be found here!
( some might be old ones so the style has changed a bit since some of them!)
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Single character/full body/flat colour- $6.21/ £5
there will some shading added on for free! mainly on the body though but it is also an option if you want it or not :)
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extra character/full body wil cost an extra $2/£1.61
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: All art will have a sketchy outline 
: Payment beforehand otherwise i will not work on the image!
: Time on art is normally done within a day or can sometimes span out to 3 days.
: I have more art examples that i am happy to share in pms!
: PayPal info will be Pm’d once everything is agreed and so forth.
: you must be 18 and over to buy art from me due to PayPal's policy and 
my do’s and don’ts :
Dont’s :
 :i do not do NSFW works/nothing lewd nor sexual/no fetishes
: No underage shipping
do’s :
: I can do cannon characters from the show
: oc’s are welcomed 
: possible turning a character into a pony is possible!
: Alicorn oc’s/sea pony oc’s and other mlp species are welcomed! 
: Yes, you can buy more than one slot from me! :)
: I can do some angst content, won’t look great but i can never say no to some good old angst/blood themed art! XD
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If you have any more questions, feel free to ask me!
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I look forward to doing business with anyone who is interested and hoping to save up for wales comic con.
thank you!
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shizen-hime · 5 years
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Hello!! I saw your post about free readings! I was born on the 6th of January 2001, in Dublin, Ireland at 2:32 pm. Thank you in advance if you get around to seeing this 💖💞💞💗💘💓
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Okay so this is your chart~ As always I’m sorry for my English and note that I’m still learning (so if you have any type of feedback or criticism I’d be happy to hear!).
Oh, a wise Capri person~ Hmm, definitely a weird chart. It’s like in some parts you have an intense development and in others you’re like “stuck”.Starting from your Asc. Gemini rules Mercury, and yours is in Capri too (8th house), making a trine with Saturn in the 12th house.. hmm so I think you’re.. rather introvert, or at least you think too much in what you say and what you don’t and you put a lot of guilt to yourself for any mistake you make (specially talking). Capris are like super wise, very stable and correct but that’s only because they put a lot of responsibility to themselves (and if behaving wrong, on others). You just have to do things right, and that’s cool but also tiring. We actually live in a Capri society if you think about. It makes you think that if you earn it, you’ll be on top but in this path we forget to see other stuff, other people, etc. All Capris (and you will be having a Node return this August) are having a lot of transformation these years (2018-2022 aprox), so don’t try to resist to them! If you gotta change, you gotta change. Also, Capris are highly spiritual if they work on it, so (well you guys can do anything you want you just have to want to lol).
Well let’s talk about what matters lol. So your Sun and Mercury (your Asc planet) are in Capri. They’re both in the 8th house, so I bet you’re totally up to growing mentally in thinking about life and death, in searching what’s beyond everything. You’re probably never satisfied in what’s on the surface, you want to know it all. Super analytical and you’ll definitely work veeeery good in anything that requires communication or just using your mind. Stuff related to astrology, Tarot, magic things and such would be fantastic for you. Your MC is in Aqua and very Uranian so I think you’d be more up to in working in something very original and like.. transgressor¿? like, something that would blow someone’s mind. Something that’s mental too. IDK actually lol.So we can see your Sun is in opposition to your North Node (and now it’s returning to this place this August), so you’re probably these last year(s) thinking like.. WAIT I also think you have it in the same grades as the eclipses (was there an eclipse in January 5/6th? because if so, this will be more intense and crucial for you). So yeah, all Capris/Cancer are like having this thing between “what’s correct, work, authorities, what you gotta do (Capri)” and “past, roots, your family, loving more, showing up your failures (Cancer)” and I bet you’re feeling like this too. You actually were born with this Nodes position. Lunar Nodes are something like “what you’ve come to do in this life and what you bring from past ones”. It’s like you were (and are) someone who’s veeery Capri, someone who feels they have to do things right or you’re a total failure, very earth like but you kind of can’t end to.. hmm.. enjoy it? I feel like it’s something like this. Your Saturn is in Taurus (2nd house ruler, where your North Node is). You have your South Node (past) very in you, since it’s with your Sun. And your life will be always kind of telling you or making you feel unhappy if you don’t try to chase your North Node. You’re still super young tho xD. But Your NN is telling you to.. enjoy your life a bit more? In the 2nd house it tells you to not desire for social power, to not abuse of yourself and others, to enjoy your life, enjoy with your money, with food, with the earth (Ireland is like the perfect place to do this lol -I loved it when I visited it!-), to be stable, peaceful, not aggressive and to achieve things by yourself. Being it in Cancer, it also tells you to try to open up your feelings a bit more, to show up your flaws (yeah I know Capris definitely don’t like that lmao), to love your family, etc.I think you’re like in this moment of your life that you’re like waking up and telling yourself “what’s to be successful, what’s to be a good person”, etc. And as I mentioned, society will tell you to be a Capri, it will tell you to be the best (since your IC is in Leo your family kind of could increment this? like you’re proud of it or they can make you feel like you have to be the best, that person who stands out? here I’m interpreting stuff for myself so idk).
OOF we’ve only talked about your Capri stuff (but definitely important, at least this year). Also on December there’s this crazy Pluto/Saturn conjunction in Capri and you have Mercury there so definitely changes and changeeessss. All Capris are a bit crazy and lost these days hahaha.Okay, let’s talk about other stuff. Your Moon is in a conjunction with Jupiter (but in 12th). You’re definitely a super wise person (tho you’re 18 just now) you’re bringing a lot of knowledge from other lives or something. Very spiritual but you have to work on it. I mean, you’re blessed with this Jupiter/Moon. People LOVE you, you’re very trustable and you give the best advices (plus this Saturn/Mercury and your Capri Sun oF COURSE I’D GIVE MY LIFE TO YOU TO PROTECT MEeee). You may feel (here it’s kind of important to know if you’re a male or a female) you have like secret enemies (which can totally be yourself or your family -kinda makes me feel like your family but it could be anyone-) that kind of can put sticks in your wheels and success can be a bit difficult to achieve (but anyways you don’t know what difficult means lmao). It’s making a square (difficult, hard aspect but NOT bad if you work on it) with your Venus in Pisces, that’s like it’s best place! Super comfy place.This Venus is exalted there and Jupiter kind of can exalt it more (although they seem like enemies). Emotional, mystic you like to help others psychological, poetic. Again, it’s like life is telling you to choose between being emotional, showing up your feelings or be more empowered and cold. BUT I tell you: why not both? It’s like you can feel your feelings are being unappreciated. But that’s probably because you’re not showing them properly. I think you may feel your mom doesn’t support you (and it could be your enemy if you don’t do things right). You’re kinda  rebel here, like you don’t wanna follow the rules, you wanna be original in what you do in your life, and I think you may feel this is wrong or this is too difficult too. You’re very lost, probably right now that you’re 18 since you might not know what you wanna do as a career, since as we said you feel it has to be original, transgressor, destacable¿?. You also feel like you can’t trust others (which I tell you to go and follow what your heart tells you). I think you’re feeling you have to make decisions and you’re too perfect to be wrong in what you choose. I tell you: it’s ok to be wrong, it’s ok to study a medical career and then discover that what you liked to do was actually opening up a coffee shop, for example xD.I see a lot of potential in this chart, but also a lot of contradictions (which are basically the same since it means you have a lot of energies coming from everywhere). The only thing you kind of lack is Fire, but I don’t think that’s a problem, since you already have a lot of cardinal energy. I actually think you’ll never be impulsive or not think about stuff before acting. So the thing about life is to try to use all this energy you got to work together, to make something. I see a lot of love in what you will end up doing as a career, and that’s important. As I said you may feel you’re making others unhappy with your decisions, but that’s okay. Just try to show up you love everyone the same and be thankful for all the things they’ve given to you and everyone will understand you just need to be happy, as everyone else.Pluto from 6 to your MC might tell you’ll make a total change in your career at some point, and that’s ok! I definitely see a lot of potential to study stuff like astrology and help others with it tbh. Neptune (and Venus) in your MC/10th house says you might want to work in something artistic-like or something that helps people, to makes you a generous person.
You definitely still have a lot to think, have a lot to live. Oh my, we’re forgetting this Mars in Scorpioooooooooooo which is also important since Mars is ruled by Scoprio (and Aries) SO you’ll put a lot of effort in making YOUR life better and in putting in service of others too. Remember the NN that told you to enjoy life for you too! The point of fortune (which is something that doesn’t exist, is like maths stuff that makes a point) is right there so you’ll have a lot of luck in that BUT it’s squaring Neptune and your Liliths so I think you kind of could “surrender” at some point to vicious stuff (like drugs, alcohol, sex, idk stuff that will make you want to disconnect a bit). So be aware with that (tho I can tell how responsible you are so). But yeah, if worked this could be an incentive on wanting to be more artistic or feeling a need to put your service in others. You definitely like mystery stuff and deep and magic things that’s why you’re interested in astrology. Sharp mind as we said, very deep (you definitely love long talkings about stuff we don’t understand). I see a lot of possibilities of an herence or a legacy too at some point of your life (which will probably shock with your idea of wanting to earn stuff by your own, your NN). Also I bet you have to bit your tongue sometimes since this Mars might make you wanna insult some people at some point lol.
AND LET’S END WITH THIS POOR CHIROOON (I always recommend to search about Chiron’s Greek myth since it’s basically it’s energy). You definitely think people hurt you. When you see and know others deeply you might feel they’re not enough? Or you feel others don’t love you enough or that you don’t deserve love from them? It’s a hard aspect for marriage, which can bring you unhappiness at some point (tho you’d give the best advices for marriages lol).
Hmm so yeah, I think that’d be all. Feel free to tell me anything about it!
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TSUBASAlon Ameblo 17th December 2017「mahalo!」Short Summary!
I would translate it but he has gone into a bit of depth and it’s mainly about some events and info for some of his upcoming work and what’s still going! So I will summarise all of that here!
Oretabi Tokyo Event:
The Oretabi Tokyo Event has finished. He was hoping that everyone who attended could feel the atmosphere they wanted to convey during the event. He was happy to see how everyone reacted to the photos that have been shared for the first time during the event and he hopes to do the same for the events in Osaka and Yokohama. And since there was a blackboard in the waiting room, he was playing ‘Teacher’ with Mario. (Hence the photo of Tsubasa at the blackboard) And to finish off talking about the event, he says “Today I’ll be in detention when the lesson is over” xD
Laughing in Purgatory (Rengoku ni Warau) ~Stage x Original Works~ Exhibition:
This is a new original work that combine the 3 main characters from the stage and it exhibits everything from the stage such as costumes, props & photos from the stage and from practice! As well as the original works such as some of the original drawings from the Manga as well as some first-out special contents that will also be displayed! The exhibition will start on the 23rd of December and finish on January 8th 2018. The voice guides that you can get when going through the exhibit are the 3 main characters from the stage, Ishida Sakichi (Suzuki Hiroki), Kumou Baren (Sakiyama Tsubasa) & Kumou Okuni (Maeshima Ami). From the 23rd-25th of December will be Christmas versions of the voice guide and then they will go to the normal voice guides after Christmas. He says to take this opportunity to see it by all means! And he will be waiting for Sakichi and Okuni. (Thus giving us a photo of him as Kumou Baren >//<)
And he also announced that there will also be a soundtrack CD from the stage that includes the opening theme of the Stage by Wagakki called  雪よ舞い散れ其方に向けて (Dancing to the point of dissolving snow), Sakiyama Tsubasa with Sakura Men’s insert song 月花夜 (Gekkaya),  曇まぼろし (Clouded Dream) and many more songs from the stage!
W! Magazine Interview:
Tsubasa has had another interview with W! Magazine! He says to look forward to the release and it should be coming out in early February next year! So he has provided us with 2 shots from the photoshoot :D
Ochanomizu Rock OP:
He spoke about the OP for the Drama starting on January 10th 2018. He also talked about the CD being available from the band MY FIRST STORY who sing the main & opening theme for the Drama on December 13th. He also says that there is a new song by SHO from MY FIRST STORY during the drama (meaning that in one of the eps or something, his band (or only Tsubasa himself) have done a spin of one of the songs that was sang by MY FIRST STORY which could be on their new CD.). And since the main theme of the Drama was lifted, they decided to show the actual OP for the actual Drama also. (Hence the main photo of the Drama. And the YouTube link he provided was the old link to the OP! I’ve provided the new link in the title!) He says that the OP is pretty cool! And that the Drama will start in 1 month too and he wants us to look forward to it!
Shinken Ranbu Sai 2017 at Saitama Super Arena:
The performances will soon begin again and it will be at the Saitama Super Arena which is where the Live Viewing will be held also on the 20th before heading over to China! He says that he will like to increase his spiritual power and for us to believe in it. He also goes on about drinking tea and having tea cakes at the Citadel, there are two people (suggesting him (Ishikirimaru) and Mikazuki Munechika (Kuroba Mario)) are talking to each other. But in this 3rd dimension, they are having soba and buckwheat tea, whilst they are talking to each other. (Hence the photo with Makizuki Munechika who is known as “Jiji” and he likes his tea and tea cakes xD)
Source: HERE
NOTES:
[1] Mahalo is a word in Hawaii that has various meanings such as thanks, gratitude, admiration, praise, esteem, regards, or respects.
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sl-walker · 6 years
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The Striped Zabrak Awards
Or: Supporting the authors of everyone’s favorite Nightbrothers (and winning while you do it!)
All right.  So, I am hosting a Review Hunt.  What’s a Review Hunt?  Basically, you review stories, earn points, and whoever has the most points wins actual capital.  Authors get much-craved feedback, you get recognition for your reading and commenting efforts and I get to throw prizes at you.  It really is a win for everyone!  You don’t have to sign up or anything.  Just follow the instructions!  Starts now!
The rules
1.) Has to be Nightbrother centric or have a very strong Nightbrother presence.  (I was gonna make it just Maul centric, but let’s face it, Savage, Feral and the entire subspecies needs more love.)
What this means: Stories starring one of the Nightbrothers are great!  Stories that don’t star them are okay, as long as they have a clear, concise and strong presence.  Reviews must primarily be about said Nightbrother presence, too, though mentions of other characters is fine.  (And you can review the whole story chapter by chapter, even if they don’t count!)  An example of a solid presence would be, like-- the epic tale The World Undone, which is Obikin, but Maul plays a great role in.  Or Lead Me From Fear to Love, which is QuiObi, but again, the Nightbrothers get a decent role.
It doesn’t have to be a happy role.  Just not, you know, a two line cameo.  They can be villains, they can be AU, you name it.  Just as long as it’s about them, at least in decent part.
What this doesn’t mean:  They appear in the character tags, are in it for three lines, then never seen or heard from again.  Not everyone tags correctly.  So, basically, if Maul’s tagged in it just so Obi-Wan can chop him in two, he gets no lines and is basically cannon-fodder, it doesn’t count.
2.) Replies to reviews of your own works don’t count; this is for reviews of someone else’s work.  If, however, you get into some indepth discussion with an author about their works, I’ll add +50 points for every discussing comment, though only the initial review will get the word count points.
3.) Quoting the story in the comment doesn’t count towards your word count.  But feel free to do it anyway!  I’ll just strip the quotes out.
4.) Have fun!  Re-review old favorites, if you want.  Or go discover something new!  Long as it fits the rules above, it’s all good.  Any site is fine, too.  Ao3, FF.N, etc.
The prizes
1st prize: $25 Amazon voucher (if that doesn’t work, contact me privately and we can work out an alternative.) 2nd prize: $20 Amazon voucher (ditto) 3rd prize: $15 Amazon voucher (ditto) Any participant who crosses the 2000 point threshold, win or not: $5 Amazon voucher (ditto)
Check out my willingness to spend to promote fanworks and feedback. XD  How can you not be interested?
Point Structure
Base word count = base points, as measured here. Bonus points:          25-50 words = +5          51-100 words = +15          101-150 words = +30          151-200 words = +45          201-250 words = +60          251-300 words = +75 ...and so on.
So, you write a review of, say, 132 words.  Your points would be 132+30; 162 points.  Pick a few stories you love and you’ll rack ‘em up fast, trust me.
Submission
Stick your link URLs to your reviews on separate lines in a plaintext doc, and then copy/paste and submit them to me here.  IF YOU DON’T HAVE TUMBLR, you can paste them here; just remember to put your penname so I know who you are!  Once a week, if you want, I’ll post the scores on Sundays (unless real life eats me.)
Deadline: December 10th, 11:59PM, EST
Happy hunting!
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abloggeringermany · 7 years
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1 Year Tumblr Diary!
Today it’s the 18th July 2017! I can’t believe, that it’s 1 year ago now, since I posted my first Diary Text on 18th July 2016 :O. I remembered how it came to this: I went to the Edersee with my grandma and grandpa on 14th July 2016, and it was so beautiful there, and I thought it was ad, that I can’t share the thoughts with others, and that I will forget this moments in a couple of years.  So as I arrived home, I had the Idea to just write a diary. I first started to write it down on a normal paper with a pencil, but that was too old school for me. On 18th July 2016 I went to my grandmas house with my mother. In the evening, I decided to reactivate my tumblr account, that I created in 2014 for my old YouTube channel :P. I gave ashort Introduction of who I am, and then I wrote the first diary Text ^^.
Sometimes it was really annoying to write a text, I don’t wanted to write something in the evening, So I often wrote 2 Texts the day after. On the Christmas days, we had no Internet at home, and at my grandmas house, so I needed to write 5 Texts on 28th December 2016 D:. But I’m really glad that I made it now to 365 posts!... Oh wait... I forgot to post something on 20th December 2016. So it’s just the 364th post... but who cares?
I saw that I forgot the 20th December 2016, as I saved all the texts on my computer in April. But I remember what I did on this day. I needed to write 2 exams, becaue I went ill a couple of days before that. I needed to write chemistry and German on this day, and both tests were rather easy. (I got a 2 in chemitry, and in German I got a 3, but with 1 point to the 2, like always).
But now i’m coming to what I have achieved since this one special year. (Ok, it wasn’t special at all, but who cares.)
-I went to Denmark in the Summer of ‘16.
-After that we went to Wismar, Luebeck, Schwerin and Hamburg.
-I broke up with my 3rd Girlfriend L for the first time. We came together again on the same day.
-We broke up again, only a few days before my birthday. I don’t know when that exactly was, but I know it was short before the 22nd September ‘16. I destroyed all the things that she made for me, and cutted up all the post cards that she sended me, and sent her the detroyed stuff on Facebook a an reaction.
-I celebrated my 16th birthday with I and J. It was a cool day, but it was very disapointing to, because I only celebrated with 2 friends, and we just talked about the broke up with L, walked to Hanau and played Monopoly... The 2 also slept in my room.
-My friend I had a dispute with my old ex-girlfriend L in October ‘16. I was very happy about that. It also ended there friendship.
-S, and old friend of I and J, that we knew from Skype and Teamspeak, is talking with my friend I again. We all had a little dispute in May ‘16, because we thought that my friend I and S are in love and so on... It’s complicated.
-In December ‘16 L is writing me on Facebook again. It seemed like she still wants a relationship with me.
-I went to a christmas market with my friend I. I drank very much alcohol. My friend needed to bring me home, because I couldnt walk anymore. I really thanked her for that, although I never told her. Sad that we have no contact anymore, but life changes. I didn’t met her untill the 11th April 2017 again. It was the second-last time I saw her in the 16 years we know eachother.
-My old friend N, that is ghostly disabled felt in love with me too. I had 2 girls that were in love with me for about 2 months. I was very proud of me that 2 months xD. Normally, I’m not the boy for all this dramatic stuff.
-Me and my friend I have more and more disputes, since she ened her friendship with Le/L.
-I finished my home exam about child poornes in Germany on 14th November 2016. It was one of the best days of my live. I hated this topic so much...
-Christmas days :D I had no Internet all the time, so I needed to read books and cycled a lot more.
-On 4th January I shot a photo of the Frankfurt Skyline. It’s a personal ritual of me. I’m shooting a photo every year on the 4th January, to show how the Skyline of Frankfurt evolved in all the years. I started this in 2015. I always posted the photos on my personal Facebook page, that I nearly never use xD
-On the 10th January I need to held a presentation about the topic that I picked for the home exam. The day before, I had a big headache, and I nearly puked, because I was so nervous. I was the first one that needed to held a presentation of all students in my class. I got a 1 for it :D I was very happy about that. I directly called my grandpa and my father after that. I walked to my fathers flat on that snowy day. I couldnt use my bike on that day, because all of the snow, so my stepfather needed to drive me to school.
-On 12th January I had a big dispute with my Ex-girlfriend L, I blocked her after that. Since that day I have no contact with her anymore.
-In February I had the first REALLY BIG dispute with my friend I. It was about that she told me that i turned to an asshole since I broke up with L. And I laughed about her all the time. We had no contact since the beginning of the April ‘17.
-In the end of February N stopped writing me on Facebook, I’m glad about that, because she annoyed me. But I think she still loves me. I still like her, because I know her for so long, but she wrote me way too much messages :D
-On 2nd April I bought “something” for the first time, from a friend of my classmate M.
-On 11th April J celebrated his birthday. I drove to his city, that is about 100 Kilometers away from our hometown with my friend I. We took a train from Frankfurt. I still was in a little dispute with I, but the things were getting better with us, we even laughed about a couple of jokes in the train, but I recognised that she had become very arrogant. On J’s birthday we did very much stuff with J’s brother and his friends. In the evening I (me not my friend xd) nearly puked, because I ate so much. I stayed at J’s house untill 13th April, my friend I just stayed untill 12th April. It made more fun, as my friend I was away. The 12th April ‘17 was the last day I saw my old friend I, in the 16 years I know her.
 -On 21st April I had the final dispute with my friend I. We had a big shitstorm in a whatsapp group with J, S, I and me. Since this day we have no contact anymore. S also broke up the contact with me, but stayed in the whatsapp group. my old-friend I leaved it. The things between J and me are still cool.
-On 4th May, my classmate F changed the class, because she were to dumb for the 10th class. She was my only real friend in the class, beside N and M.
-On 8th, 10th and 12th May I wrote the final exams in German, English and Maths. I was really nervous on the day we wrote thi exams, and the days before. I started learning for that 2 weeks before. In the end, they all were rather easy (except German).
-I visited Wiesbaden, the capital of Hesse on my own. Although I already cycled to this city by bike in April 2016, I didn’t visited it. Today I took the trains and trams to it. I really love trains and trams :P But I hate busses xD. Wiesbaden is a very beautiful city.
-Drama alert! Ok it was just a little notification. I heard from my stepgrandma, that is living in the same house as my old-friend I, that I is doing Party the whole night, because of her birthday. I was really surprised, that my mother and stepgrandma didn’t asked why I don’t celebrate with her. But it’s probably because of the fact, that my grandma (the mother of my mother) has birthday on the same day (3rd June).
-Drama alert again! Ok it was just a little notification... AGAIN. And it’s the very last time that I heard of I. On 12th June ‘17, S wrote me in the old whatsapp group, where my friend I, J, S and me were, that my old-friend I wants an apologize from me. I didn’t apologized, because I don’t think that we will get good friends after that, and I will lose my proudness if I’m going to apologize because of OUR dispute. We both were dumb, not only me!
-On 20th June I got a dispute with my classmate M. We experienced very much sh*t together. I did my first bike tour with him in May ‘15 (30 kilometers). We had an old whatsapp group, that I left, because he turned to a big asshole, since he found “cool” friends.
-Just 3 days later, I had my last school day. I got told, that I got a 2 in every final exam ^^. All in all I have an average mark of 2,1. 
-In the first holiday week, I stayed at my granmas house for the first time without my mother. I stayed there for 5 days with my grandpa, untill my grandma left the hospital.
-My friend J drove to me and stayed there for 3 days. We played a lot of CS:GO, and experienced some stuff. We walked for about 20 kilometers, only because he needed to buy something in Dietzenbach xD.
Woah! That’s a long text xD. I didn’t thought, that this is goint to be that long :O. I think I even forget a couple of things. I wrote on this text one freaking hour. It’s very dark outside, my window is open and insects are flooding my screen now xD. But all in all I must say, that I don’t experienced much in these 365 days. I got a lot of disputes. The most of them were dumb ones. I did mistakes, and they did mistakes. But I’m not the person who is able to apologize to others. I often experienced, that when I apologize to somebody, he’s going to laugh about me, and I lose my proudness. That’s the reason why I stay hard and don’t apologize to someone anymore. Maybe it’s a mistake... That could be the reason why I’m so alone. My only friend is J, and I also share some contacts with my old classmate Mo. But I don’t know when I’m going to have disputes with them... I hope for better years to come :D
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