Talks in later post about n trying to post semi-regularly, doesn’t post for another week or so-

Hihihi I’m back :DD so sorry abt not being that active, school is actually sucking the soul out of my body. But is okay RE4 DLC GOT ME GOING INSANE (I saw it like yesterday and I’m FERAL) so here’s sum re4 art I made a while ago, for funsies. (I’ll post more ace attorney stuff soon, imsorryy)

[day 232] something about spring showers and may flowers?

Queen is not okay

Classic regretevator oc content

love like a sun-kissed road

Rated T | maxiel | 9.8k

Max’s relationship with himself, racing, and Daniel. Or, more simply, Max’s relationship with love.

It’s an angsty 2018 Red Bull character study, Max focused, revolving around Daniel leaving RB. They’re dealing with issues both separately and together, and they’re not perfect but there’s something kind of beautiful about that. I’m very proud of this hehe, hope you like it! For @albertparks ilysm <333333

He imagines an interview where he’s asked to describe Daniel not as a teammate or a driver or anything related to racing and not even as a friend, but as he is just like this. Describe Daniel when he’s your favorite, maybe. Or—

What does love look like to you?

Love looks like the Australian sun and dark eyes that see through him and light up, like warm hugs and blood racing and the smell of tires on the road.

i recently saw a post about how fanfic authors shouldn’t take commissions because it’s “greedy” and you’re “using someone’s work as a crutch” and “you should write for free as a passion”…i understand you can’t monetize your work on ao3 because of how the site works and how you shouldn’t have to monetize your hobbies, but oftentimes the current state of the economy makes any means of making money necessary…

a writer’s word has a lot of sentimental value that varies from person to person. the work’s potential financial value is the same. it honestly doesn’t matter if said writer is struggling financially or not—they deserve to be compensated in the event they are making a creative work requested by someone else. if a writer wants to do requests for free, that’s fine, but it’s not “entitled” to want to establish a payment for fic commissions.

if an artist is “allowed” to do commissions for fanart (as they should), a writer should be, too. the fact that that’s even a debate or that writers feel the need to defend themselves just goes to show the state of fandom and how “content creators” are really valued.

idk i think my bf might be developing a drinking problem and i just don’t know what to do…..

These are super sketchy but guys I need you to think about it. They were uncles.

(Bonus some Angstier stuff :))))

can someone pls comment to say u saw this on the tl and not from clicking on my account….

i think i might be(??) shadowbanned

I promise I will finish things.

Hello! I watched your speedpaints on repeat when I was in middle school (like 6 years ago) and sometimes still go back and watch them for the sake of nostalgia and good music. I just wanted to let you know you’ve touched my life and left a print, thank you 🤍

Thank you. So so much. For sending me this??? The me who made all those youtube videos. Doesn’t exist anymore. Life got harder. In so many new and horrible ways. And that like. Spark to create kinda died. And also I had more important shit to worry about all of a sudden. But. Knowing that it left on impact on someone enough to send me a message. Years after I’ve stopped making them tho. Idk.. that means something.. I appreciate you didn’t forget about me! (/my videos lol. I kno u don’t kno me. My vids and art feel a bit like. An extension of me tho? In a way. But I kno that it’s not a 1:1 thing. My art an videos express thoughts ideas and feelings of mine. But they are not. Me. Just lil slivers of me.. Tiny lil portions from specific moments in time.)

Sometimes it feels like those videos were just a flash in the pan. A brief moment of attention and fame I didn’t grab onto hard enough… and now the moments long gone. but. I didn’t rlly want to grab onto it, I just wanted to make fun videos. And show off my music taste lol. And express. The music videos my brain would create in my head into the real world. And then I got too busy w real life kicking my ass. (Ps. life has now stopped kicking my ass!! It’s gotten better. Just. Not the same as it was before) Maybe I’ll get back into it one day. If I have any new ideas. Once I get stable and know what I’m doing. And get like an iPad or something so I don’t have to wrangle w my laptop lol. But yeah!!! Srry.. I’m rambling a lot.. this message just made me emotional ok! I’m being openly vulnerable in turn hopefully that’s not too weird lol. I’m happy my videos had an impact on your life!! That means. A fucking ton. Like. Words cannot properly express the weird happy feeling that gives me in my heart. Thank you so much!! For real!!! Srry for getting all in depth about my life again this message just!!! Struck an introspective chord w me!!!

im gonna start a petition in order to get stranger back all in favor of it start putting #bringstrangerback in asks

Please don’t.

absolutely no one :

me, stoned out of my gourd : so yeah, like the human race is a plague on the earth and i just happen to exist in a time right before the inevitable collapse of society as we know it, and we’ll probably all die out, as nature intended, because the earth was around long before us, it’ll be around long after us, and also we probably exist in some fucked up simulation….

i’m about to take a long, grueling journey that will no doubt leave me filled with shame because of how much i’ve neglected it, but it is a journey i must take nonetheless (i’m gonna check my ask box that i’ve not touched for months)

earlier today i saw a serious post that said “when feb 1 is a week away” and i hurried to every site i could to make sure that i wasn’t going insane before i realized that after the number 19 is, in fact, not 30