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#guys help im too attatched#when they have kids... oh its over for me#sims 4#ts4#ts4 gameplay#chor: 1#juniper chor#espresso chor#gino#rani
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Hot take maybe but like i feel the vile crew are a much more fun, dare i say, dynamic of a dynamic.
Like dont get me wrong i think zack and ivy are a fun duo that contrast carmen's badasssery with player acting as intel and shadowsan as a stoic support
But antonio, jean-paul, gray, and sheena (mime bomb too ig??) played off carmen better. (Tho to clarify not at all saying the writers shouldve had carmen hang around vile instead, they def were all bad influences on one another due to vile)
Like to me, cuz carmen is the mainly hyper-competant moral good of team red, she somewhat stands alone for it. Player is highly specialized, while idk what zack and ivy contribute specific to the team aside from extra manpower. Shadowsan may rival carmen in skill, but he has his own mistakes he's working to fix, so he's in no moral place to argue against her. As much as team red is filled with good wholesome family moments, carmen still feels kinda treated as the leader, and thus, seperate from the group. I wish sometimes there would be a conflict (no im not including the s2 conflict with the car and stuff idk that one was too inconsequential to me) between team red splitting hairs on how to approach a problem. Itd add some variety to each specific relationship carmen has with each rather than a generic friendly terms
The vile crew works as a more entertaining group cuz there are actual unique dynamics carmen has with each of the group members, as well as the group members themselves having unique relationships with each other. For the first point, cuz everyone is on the level playing field of some kind of competant thief, its not like carmen has the immediate, no-questions-asked role as the leader. Theres more of an underlying feeling she had to make a good impression aside from her skills to gain their respect, which to me is more realistic than zack and ivy suddenly attatching themselves to a then dismissive but skilled carmen during the boston caper. Like as contrived sheena just being a hater to carmen is, theres still something interesting abt her still tagging along with carmen as a reluctant friend/rival. As such, it challenges carmen to show a different side to her, like her constant need to prove herself, to the forefront, which in turn, helps also flesh carmen out more. In comparison, antonio is quite the opposite, being literally so nice to everyone regardless, which also makes him stick out (like for example, in the cs interactive game, he will readily help carmen out if u choose him to be an ally)
Each character in the vile crew have also unique groups. Unlike one blob of general friendliness like team red (aside from the over it dad energy from shadowsan lol), we see that antonio and jean-paul have a closer friendship within the group, similar to how carmen and gray also have a closer bond. Tell me the unique relationship zack has with player that is different from how anyone else treats player? Like its not much.
Theres def more banter within the vile crew as well, with sheena always being the sour one of the group. Moreover, there is the group collectively finding mime bomb to be the "weird guy in class" that is so endearing to me. They all challenge each other, like how they all judge gray's pun vile name, or how they sometimes make fun of sheena during their first mission. Yet admist all that, they still care and enjoy their company together, as seen with them still reminiscing the water balloon prank in season 4 or how antonio and jean paul are relectant to fight carmen the first time they see her again.
Idk i find it so funny how the show was able to make the vile operatives so endearing as characters, especially in comparison to tesm red whos a bit lacking
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brian headcanons? pretty please
Smiles so big and wide at you yes absolutely I love that little freak
putting under a read more for convenience's sake
- I'm 100% a Bug Brian truther, that man is an insect you can't convince me otherwise, I like to think he can make weird little chittering noises and climbs up walls with his hands and feet for enrichment
- He's trans and has no last name because he didn't care enough to pick a new one so he went with none, acts all mysterious about it because he thinks it makes him look cool
- This man needs glasses so fucking badly but after a litany of "nerd" comments growing up he refuses to wear them, has attempted contacts but cant get them in his eyes for the life of him
- He would genuinely rather die than go to the factory, he does all his needed repairs on himself unless he's forced to (usually by Ben or William)
- He gets along with his co workers in, his own way when he's forced to interact with them. He does not understand how to behave "appropriately" around other people, he's my favorite rude autism icon (he is going to insult your intelligence at any given opportunity with what he sees as good intentions and does not understand why everyone hates him)
- I'm also a Bellthinker truther I think that british man should kiss that bug right on the brain dome and make him so flustered his systems soft reset
- Every time theres a meeting that he's in the second he's at the front of the room the entire mood changes because everybody knows he's gonna have a whole presentation planned thats no less than 1 hour long, and he will yell at you if you try to stand up for any reason
- I like to think living in the heart of toontown (right in the playground no less) definitely has some side effects on him, the silliness is rubbing off on him more than he realizes, most obviously things like his brain exploding comically when he starts baby raging
- Im sorry this man is absolutely a cog reddit user (coggit? idk) you can't change my mind, hes a power mod and proud of it, keeps getting talked to for using it on company time though
- He's very attatched to the Desk Jockeys but absolutely hates to admit it, I like to think its a Dr. Robotnik with Scratch and Grounder type dynamic (thinking especially like that one scene where Robotnik says "I don't even know why I bother to repair you guys, I suppose I'm too sentimental" shit like that)
- With his dynamics with the other toontown central managers, I think he actually feels very guilty about the incident that happened with Buck- but instead feigns a petty hatred for him so nobody will ask him about it and he doesn't have to admit how monumentally he fucked up
- He's on relatively chill terms with William, they're both angry big mouthed autistic people who do not know how to shut up so they mesh pretty well, I think they like to fight eachother to let off steam and then makeup immediately after, Brian isn't too fond of the whole oil leakage problem thing though because it makes a mess of his basement but he doesn't exactly hold it against him since he knows he can't help it
- When he can spare the time he loves poking around in the systems of his co workers just to see how they operate out of morbid curiosity and to see how he can make the jockeys more efficient, he's on that medic tf2 shit, not many of them let him do it though (understandably so)
- Probably went to whatever the cog equivalent of medical school was but lost his medical license after The Buck Incident™️
(And I think thats probably good for now because I am dangerously treading the line of infofumping about my AU sorry I have so many thoughts about this creature)
#sludgetalkz#answered asks#prethinker#brian ttcc#fuck it yknow what this is getting character tags. look at my thoughts boy
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GRGRGGFGH ok so bioshock right. Well eleanor lamb is from bioshock 2 but the base knowleghe you need of bioshock is that This Motherfucker made a city underwater bc he sucks ass. and used the final pam morals of No Rules Just Right. WELL they discover The Slug That Gives You Superpowers and go hrmm how could we make a profit from this (the city is capitlism world except its worse than captilism bc the guy thought american captilism was Too good to poor people) anyway so they figure out if they put the slug in little girls they can make super power drugs. WELL now they have a bunch of freakish little girls running around and people keep killing the little girls to get the drugs which is No Bueno. so theyre like “hey!! lets take our prisoners and brainwash them so heavily they genuinely cant think of anything Except protecting the girls!” yay! ok so this chick Sofia Lamb comes to rapture to be an awesome psychiatrist who loves to help poor people and also shes a single mom. Well andrew ryan the guy who made the city is like hrm. helping poor people is bad. and has her arrested. and then custody of her daughter Eleanor goes to this other chick who Loses Her Immediately and now shes being taken care of by this other guy whos like man fuck them kids and sells eleanor to the little sister orphanage which is really a sort of factory to make the freak girls. except this is Before they figure out the “brainwash prisoners to protect the girls” so theyre still figuring that out. WELL they figure it out by expirimenting on this one guy Yay! so they do it some more to other guys and As It Turns Out if the brainwash dudes get seperated from their little sister too long they either Die or Go Insane oh fuck! anyway back to subject delta whos the first guy to have that bond and eleanor the first one to. also have that bond. ok so now eleanor is Really attatched to subject delta and calls him her father also shes like 7 years old. anyway so theyre chilling Yayy! except her mother sofia lamb escapes from prison and is like fuck youuu die thats MY daughter. die. forever. and kills subject delta and does Things so that eleanor isnt a little sister anymore shes just a little girl. ok so while delta is dead sofias like hrmm wouldnt it be awesome if we created the perfect person whos super awesome by injecting them with Every Drug? well this goes bad. also sofia is a cult leader now. so sofias like Well eleanor my young daughter should be immune to the drug bc she was exposed to the drug. so actually im going to raise my daughter completely isolated from everyone so she wont be tainted and the cult is going to revolve around this little girl sacrificing herself to be the perfect most special guy in the world. yay! Well 10 years pass eleanor is a Teenager now and figures out how to revive subject delta bc kind of her mom sucks. this is the start of the plot of bioshock 2 Well subject delta goes on this epic journey to save his adoptive daughter and makes Moral Decisions which is to say the player gets to make moral decisions. and this seemingly effects nothign until closer to the end where when (spoilers) delta saves eleanor by turning her into a badass big sister (girls with big knives) u get little Hints of oh ! oh my choices mattered ! bc eleanor will either be viscously murdering everything in her path Including Children and laughing maniacally abt it OR going lalala..dont hurt my dad ok..and i save the children..anyway skip to the end there are like a bunch of endings but the one my profile pic is inspired by is where (more spoilers) subject delta dies but also so does eleanors mom But Also so do all the little sisters but eleanor escaped the city so eleanor is Completely Alone and also she was born and raised in the city so this is her first time on the surface and basically bioshock 2 is like undertale 5 years before undertale
jaw dropp...this sounds so interesting ill likely never get into bioshock but that sounds cool as hell
#i didnt answer earlier bcs i fell asleep 😭 i pulled an all nighter on sunday so i was so tired#kitsu posts#kitsu asks
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YOU GOT IT JECTOR BOY
hmm i know ya already knew this one, but i wanna tell it again. i stole one of the spare projectors. n' i took it home cos i wanted to try and set up a little movie night. invited multiple ppl but nobody believed me so it was just me</3
um i ended up causing a small fire but after i put that out i got it workin!!!! saw about 3 minutes of the reel i stole and then got bored. took the reel back but kept the projector.
hmmm. lemme think. i think at some point i was not havin a good day so i started hiding in the back of the warehouse to just get away yknow. lacie found me n she was so nice??? like i usually just annoyed her but she goes "kid, look. ya gotta beat their asses." and like girl..... ur so right..... i'm gonna beat them up.... so anyways i got into a fight
also! when i was rigging the uhh. warehouse games. to the doors? the guys were like "wow for a tiny guy you're capable." so i bit them too. teehee
did the water bucket trick on the music director. tried to run away but slipped on said water. i think thats when he kicked me down the stairs
another one. i visited jack cos i was done early and i didnt wanna go home yet. i go down there and theyre like,, i dont know how to describe it. but i just watched them do this little jig and then they saw me n went. well? you gonna join or what?? so im like. frick yeah ill join. so we grooved for a while until someone started yelling for me fkebdjeb
miss susie did my makeup once! but i moved too much and she was just. WALLY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SIT STILL. but it tickled it wasnt my fault it felt weird ok. anyways i was literally killing it afterwards. shes really good at makeup. and putting up with me cnsvhf
one more for now, then i gotta go-
sorry it has to do with the friggin mechanic. but its funny. so like after the whole Welder incident he just. stopped trusting me to do things alone so any time i had to help him (I HATED HELPING HIM) he was just watching the whole time like >:[ and saying no. youre doing this wrong. youre turning the wheel the wrong way. THEN YOU DO IT YOURSELF. anyways after a while of that shawn appears out of NOWHERE, drags me outta there, sayin "we gotta put my plan into action theres NO time to explain." and she had a "sled" (a bunch of wooden planks crudely attatched to eachother) set up at the top of the stairs and i couldnt even object before they just. put me on this thing and kicked us both off. i fell off immediately but shawn didnt realize i fell off til she was at the bottom of the stairs. THEY SET UP LITTLE SLINGSHOT THINGS TO HELP EM GET AROUND THE TURNS OF THE STAIRS. thomas catches up like "what the f man" and im just listening to the distinct sound of thunkthunkthunkthunk as the thing keeps goin. i get dragged back to work just as norman started scolding shawn 😔
anyways, thats all i got time for right now!! see ya later, im outta here >:]
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I love your Pearl redesign! I also love that you gave her a more motherly personality, cause Steven deserves a Mom! 💖 (I know he had Garnet in canon, but still)... But is your Pearl still an inventor and knight, like in Canon? 💜Also, what is your Pearl’s relationship with Amethyst, since they don’t argue like in Canon? 💙And how does your Pearl feel about Greg, since the crush on Rose/Pink isn’t there?
thankyou so much!!! this made my day ;w; im answer your questions so apologise that i literally am clinically like, unable to be brief. god how i wish i knew how. i ended up going into way more detail and writing than what you asked so im sorry for using your questions as writing prompts sdgkj
she's still an inventor and knight, and insecure about these traits since they were developed over thousands of years and not what she was made for. rose just thought of her as another joining her forces while pearl could only see it as a transfer of ownership, so in a way she saw learning those skills as a way to be a better servant for rose's cause but no one had really Asked her to pick up arms or technology, she was simply interested in those things without realising it herself. im sure shed be similarly enamoured with the concept of knighthood as it's a more glamourized form of servitude.
pearl and amethyst would have similar like, butting heads in canon except pearl isnt berating and diminishing amethyst like she did, but still a sort of like shes telling or trying to encourage amethyst to 'do her chores' and amethyst hates it and is dramatic about it. pearl is clearly very ocd driven but more meek so she'll tell amethyst, please pick up those things on the floor and amethyst going UGH I HATE IT HERE, its something that over time does make amethyst feel like shes improper but pearl isnt too prideful to not stop when amethyst asks her to, and amethyst learns over time to be more considerate with pearl than just make a fuss every time cause pearl takes it very seriously. pearl still tries to do things she seems helpful sometimes without asking like tidying up a few things in amethyst's room which makes her mad and pearl doesnt understand why but is actually distraught when she makes amethyst unhappy
they are very much still a sort of opposites to eachother but pearl has a more introverted personality, shes more easily embarassed by amethyst's antics than offended. she like cares deeply about her bc she and garnet basically 'raised' amethyst over the hundreds of years since they found her in kindergarden. amethyst has is jealous of both pearl and garnet being so 'put together' and it makes her question herself but shes not in suicidal depression like she is in canon (where she talks about literally not asking to have even been born)
i think further on in canon after some development with steven too theyd get a lot closer and learned to work some of their differences where pearl has learned to 'let loose' some more and amethyst has grown more responsible. pearl needs to learn to exist For herself and not depend on anyone else for her worth and amethyst wants to form an identity for her own and she needs to accept her own flaws and that relying on other people doesnt make her lesser.
wrt greg, i could see pearl initially being very awkward around him. like moments in canon where she like, ducks behind garnet around greg and such except wtihout the context of 'ew the Disgusting Useless manthing that STOLE my gf' and more like, oh no one of the alien people >< greg is such a loose chill guy and itd bump against her neat and tidy outlook, but she would grow to like him and find him fun. i believe All the gems become torn on how to feel about greg when like, rose becomes more attatched to him than them, pearl would specially not understand and feel frustrated why she cant come along on 'dates' because shes used to being around rose as much as possible, rose presumably having already had flings with humans but like, in secret from the others. greg would also be like, Greatly insistent on letting her act in servitude towards him and become upset by her trying to act like what to him is like a maid or something worse, something pearl wont be able to understand for a while until after she sorts this out with steven.
wrt the whole, giving birth to steven, im torn on how to change it in the sense it still doestn Fully make sense to me how it happened anyway but, i feel like pearl would be so shocked she wouldnt really process the depth of what was going to happen until it did. greg should bring up the living conditions for the baby and theyd probably get the house in the temple built before steven's birth, rose finds the idea of the house super endearing but amethyst is the one who suggests greg should 'just move in', and no one has really any complaints about that. (bc theres no valid reason he adn steven couldnt live in a house when they could just build one anytime anyway?? greg is litearlly homeless and poor?? i think rose wouldnt even think to consider that greg's life is difficult, but when greg brings up all his anxieties about raising a baby, the rest of the gems were definitely concerned)
when it happened pearl went throw stages of depression where shes denying rose is really gone because shes just shapeshifted into this baby thing, and unable to really reach or talk to rose or see her over time makes her frustrated and angry and upset in a way not even the gems had ever seen her, where she butts heads with greg who similarly ends up having an outburst because hes in so much grief and he didnt really Want her to be gone and they couldve jsut adopted a human baby but he felt he had no right to deny her the right to have a kid if thats what rose wanted. pearl has a similar thought to canon that if they just pull the gem out rose would come back before snapping back into herself and seeing how everyone is grieving and in pain and that like, Thud in her gut that she really is gone, for real, like she might as well have been shattered, and sinks into a very long depression where shes near catatonic similarly to how she was when losing her diamond. she floats through the motions and does whatever anyone tells her to do but doesnt really talk anymore. everyone else is going through their own like, ways of processing and coping with this and they really dont know how to support each other, and garnet doesnt want to push pearl into fighting because shes barely there mentally so she ends up spending a lot of time in the house with baby steven, with greg picking up working in the car wash like in canon bc hes broke and has a son to raise. i think this is where shed actually pick up the habit of watching steven sleep, this has just ocurred to me sdklgj idk why she does in canon other than canon pearl is a freak but while steven is like an infant and pearl is too depressed to do anything she starts to just watch steven and babies sleep most of the time. greg like, rants out loud to pearl whenever hes home, which is fairly often anyway, like walking himself through the steps of baby 101 and she kinda just watches it almost absentminded, but thanks to her gem processing she Is absorbing most of what greg is saying to her, she just doesnt react much. greg also starts to ask her for help more and let her help with chores which she greatly takes to because its like thank god something to fullfill my self worth and give me something i can do. i think this is what gets her slowly becoming more active again because of settling into a parent routine and caring for a baby gives her more than enough things to do. shes intially scared of even touching steven like he will break, and theres a lot of like, alien doesnt know how human babies work moments, but she starts to absorb herself in parent 101 books and knocking at vidalia's door with a questionaire and becoming familiarised with baby stuff. itd probably get to the point greg has to like pry steven from her bc steven is His son you know. i think pearl and greg would probably end up becoming pretty good friends through this experience, honestly. same with garnet and amethyst. greg would take a much more active role in steven's life than having to distance himself bc of 'gem stuff', he would also raise steven to love music the same way in canon.
i think while pearl and greg wont get along 100% of the time, as their personalities dont quite meld, theyd be a pretty good co-parenting duo. greg would teach pearl a lot about humans that she had no idea about and she takes his lessons to heart, often Too literally, and he has to clarify things to her later. she would share the feeling from canon that humans seem 'very fragile', speciallyafter spending time with a baby. she probably became really horrified at all the horrible ways babies could crack their skulls that contributed to her overprotectiveness of steven later. as well as her mentally transferring her servitude from rose to steven. i think many people would regularly assume pearl to be steven's nanny or maid than a mother bc thats how she acts like, which like upsets steven when hes in his teens because he wants her to be his friend, not his maid.
anyway no one is gonna read all of this but tahnk you sdlgkjs oh and to add, while i dont want pearl to have a crush on rose i believe she would idolize/admire her in a way people could interpret as crush-like but i want her to feel about rose as platonically as garnet and amethyst do. like its simply not a romantic thing bc in canon she is Literally her owner and in my au pearl thinks of her as such.
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Ya know. I got incredibly lucky with where and how i got my first job
For my manager to be an open trans ally. A guy who understands autism. And a guy that i feel 100% safe with.
I got incredibly lucky.
Especially too cuz the way i got my job (through another company that helps people into job) the company recently went bust.
I feel i got so lucky. And im so proud of myself.
Yeah its just working in a clothes store. But as a kid, i just wanted to tidy stores and make them look nice. And now thats what i get to do.
Yes many people are leaving because they dont like it. But for now. Its giving me stability, peace of mind, im takinf good care of my mental health, i have support for my transition and i just really love the people i work with, ive grown fond and attatched to them. Why would i leave?
Why would i leave if im HAPPY?
Why would i leave if i feel SAFE?
-a very happy boi
-toby :)
#just a ramble#i thought itd be nice to document this#cuz im actually happy#yes i have my bad days but we all do#im in a great place right now and im not gonna do anything to jeopardise that#April 6 / 2023
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Workin on an au and I should probably wait until I have more drawings done BUT...Im pitching my Hex tf2 au,
Its pretty barebones atm? it follows the comics closely in that theres 2 teams that then combine into one, but think more ‘A bunch of separately hired mercenaries im forcing to work together and I don’t even give them a matching uniform i just make them wear a patch’
More Info and Rambling below the cut, not really in any order, i just wanna get Ideas Out into the world!
Reginald and Lionel - Blutarch and Redmond Mann
Carla - Administrator
Miss Pauling stays as Miss Pauling. Shes iconic.
Super Weasel Kid - Scout
Irving?? - Soldier (Heavily considered him as Miss pauling?? or Classic heavy??? I literally genuinely dont know.)
??? - Pyro
Rust - Demoman (Rocky is either the Sword or the Mom back home. except hes a kid)
Bryce - Heavy, melee
Lazarus - Heavy. Shoots you dead.
Rebecha - Engineer (Considered her for Miss Pauling for a bit)
Sadie (yknow who i mean) - Medic (considered jerimiah for a good second.)
Chandrelle - Spy
Trish - Mirasmus (trust me)
Theres No Sniper. In theory I thought about Chandrelle multi classing, and Maybe Lazarus being a sniper instead?? Or Rust could fit sniper and i can make Lazarus Demoman. Im not too fussed about not having a sniper okay. I am a bit bummed about having two Heavys though
None of these are set too set in stone, im ironing alot out.
The ones I have the most thought out about are Chandrelle, ???, and Sadie, cause ive started drawing them first!
Chandrelle is a spy, im figuring out all the Magic stuff cause Magic def Exists but its not like any of the main tf2 characters utilize it besides Monkey Man. I imagine Vallimir is a magical parasite (honestly wish i could make him the sword) thats attatched onto her and gives her abilities of Cloaking and Identity theft. Eventually in the future Vallamir gets trapped in a jar (like the spy’s head in a jar in medic’s lab) but Chandrelle has enough like, leftover magic to function. and the help of technology.
??? Is just.. Pyro.. Like i understand Sadie could be Pyro if u wanna go that route but ??? is mysterious..funny little guy...doesnt speak...u dont know what they look like..its perfect. The weapons ive picked out 4 ??? are supposed to connect to the Walking game, like its purposely all fast acting stuff.
Sadie is just medic. its perfect. Shes a little insane and shes replacing all your organs with spiders!!
Super weasel kid is so obviously Scout aswell, look at that man. Hes fast. Hes arrogant. he gets NO bitches and he tries so hard.
Rebecha is engineer cause it fits well but like, im not entirely happy with it. Ik characters wont fit into assigned roles PERFECTLY but man. Though i can see her as one of those beach chair engineers in a sentry nest.
Im changing the story with Reginald and Lionel a little bit? Im unsure how their feud entirely started, i know they arent related, and I know Reginald doesnt seem like a grudge kinda guy and id agree with you if it wasnt Lionel.
When both of them die in comic im replacing that with Reginald strangling Lionel to unconciousness (slay!!), everyone thinks Lionel is dead and goes on about their day. Lionel ends up replacing Grey mann later
^^ thats All very loose. im unsure
Reginald just really hated Lionel. So Carla wouldn’t be too worried about him hes chill, so all the Administrator stuff would still happen.
I think im also keeping Saxton hale as the same person?? I dont know if anyone in Hex has the same pizzazz and self confidence as saxton hale.
Id say lionel. but in my mind hes a twig, hes already assigned a character, and I like saxton hale more.
Irving really fits Classic heavy more then solider, but then id have to figure out the REST of the classic team and that is more characters then the Hex Has i think, Unless i want to make hex Ocs
#pyropost#The Hex#Do i tag all the characters?....#chandrelle stormblaze#??? the hex#how do u tag a guy with no fucking namr#HOW DO U TAG A GUY YOU CANT SAY THE NAME OF!!#lionel snill#The hex Reginald#Feel free to do whatever u want with this au btw#if u have Ideas id LOVE to hear them#Whats the name of this au?? Hexf2? Tfhex?#Team Fortress Hex? Hex Fortress 2?#Hexf2#will work for now
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I mean if you know me by now you should also know that I'm not in the best headspace either, therefore I've been getting over it whilst still being upset about it if this paragraph makes sense
i knew it was going to happen eventually I just never wanted to say anything,, I've known since the Eli era baby (a little less but I've still had suspicions)
what upset me was the "I wish I never met you guys" but honestly at the same time i was just "sure whatever you say" in an I honestly don't have time to entertain whatever this is so I don't care right now way.. and I didn't really care after for a bit
the couple of times me and Kevin talked after I didn't bother asking about you because, well if you wish you never met me then why would I //neu but by that point I was kind of over it and way overdue for a therapy appointment so
i talked to myself a lot about it after and I know I'm self aware, so yeah I guess I still cared about it even after.. it just baffled me how you said that knowing wasn't in a good headspace and I had to think back like. did I ever say that to you at one point when you spiralled (nono, genuinely I'm still thinking about it, because what prompted that)
I'm STILL not in a good headspace which is why this is lengthy and it's a thought-spill because I don't have the energy to sugar anything
all of this isn't in //neg btw,, like even after then I didn't have any //neg feelings towards you but more of my usual "it's whatever" things
I do not mind talking to you after this or whatever, and I apologize in advance if I seem a little more callous than I normally would
but if you still wish you hadn't met me we don't have to talk we can just keep doing whatever we were doing before //gen
most of this is rushed because I'm being pressured to do chores jfc
im dizzy and awaiting a trip to the hospital in questioned time and i didnt know if i should respond to this yet because it wouldnt seem serious but i want you to know that i am im just not in a physical or mental state to sound as genuine as posisble though i am geuine so i apologize for spelling mistakes and or questionable sentences that dont make sense whatever i say i dont mean to self cneter or try to justify i have half a mind for what im saying rn /srs/gen
i dont know where to start
i know youn arent in the best head place or place at all and i dnt know or remember what this happened for but it did happen gradualy so i guess itwas building up
i physically nor mentally more than 85% of the time cannot control what ido when i outburst especially with influence i have a disorder it will not be helped and i cannot say that i will not outburst because i literally yk cannot help it because i am a different person when i outburst hence cause - bpd n bipolar / insensity - other things and im being so serious when i say this and i am so sorry for saying that or saying that i wish i never met you guys thats what i was feeling so i said it and i shouldnt have and i am sorry and words cannot describe how confused i am on how to apologize correctly but i did not mean it for the most part
i will be honest sometimes i have sour feelings when i am ghosted or ignored - this attatchments built up over the course of many years and if its being taken away then i am irrational and that is mostly explanation for why im so frequently upset - more than 2 weeks later it is still object of outbursts this explanation is not meant to feel guilt it isjto give reason because maybe its needed
i give warning not to speak to me if it will be an issue i give warningthat if my issues will be problem like they have been then js dont try because you dont haveto do that to yourself
though probably all too scaredto admit im a backgrounder now and i shouldve left yuou all alone long ago and im so glad you have newer and better friends and seem to be making a good place here from my perspective it seems your better off if we branch off but thats not my choice i do hope you and the rest of whatever is left of that old group continue to grow and i again apologize about all of this and i have reason for shame andm i hope your a ltleast doin g better and having fun with everyone i still warn that js do whats bets fro yourself we arent close anymore nor related if you consider so it doesnt really matter abt my show i js wanted to make a point to poorly and breielfy i do recognize apologize and tell you you deserve good and all great and youve done so much for everyone and i hope you get better from here yeah idk what to say im kind of dizzy in the head rn
but i do mean it wehn i say you deserve better and im sorry ijsdont know how to show it
i wish i couldve made this better but mi blank i appreciate your codnsideration
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Week before
Remus Lupin x Reader
Warnings; fluff and mentions of a semi-panic attack
(Lighting era, Voldemort doesnt exist anymore, but everyone knows eachother)
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It was the summer from third to fourth year for the kids, you and Remus were staying with Sirius at Grimmauld place to keep him company
Harry and the other Weasley kids were bound to be home in about an hour, so you were walking around in the mean time
“Hey” You walked into you and remus’ room, he was laying down on the bed, reading a book “Hey bunny” he extended his arm out for you to lay under
“Are you feeling alright?” You kissed his cheek and settled next to him, hugging his chest. You knew the full moon was in around 4 days and it was still a bit hard for him
“You’ll be fine m’love” you assured “Just stay with me alright?”, he nodded and wrapped his arm around you protectively
Around the times of the full moon, Remus tended to get very protective of you- like an animal protecting its belongings. He wouldn’t be able to live with himself if he knew something happened to you, so he would just stay by your side until it was time for his transformation so that you’d be safe and so that he didn’t hurt one of the kids
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“Hey pads” you smiled at the raven-haired man opening the door while Remus laid on your chest, arms around your waist as you read a book
“Am I interrupting?” he stopped, “When did you ever care if you were” you chuckled
“You’re right” he shrugged laughing, sitting on the foot of the bed. “How is he?” he looked at the man who you held like a baby
“Protective” you replied kissing the top of his head, a ghostly smile crept onto his lips
“He’s just scared to hurt one of the kids” he shrugged, “I know” you replied “Do you want to lay with us?”
He nodded and turned into Padfoot, then laid next to you and Remus
“I missed this” you whispered petting the dog and falling asleep
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You and Sirius woke up to sounds of kids filling the house a long with some adults
“Greet them i’ll be down” You smiled at the black dog as it turned into sirius once again
He complied and made his way down as you tried to wiggle out of Remus’ hard grip on your body
After finally moving you kissed his forehead and made your way down
“Hello” You walked into the dining room were everyone was, “Hey harry” you gave the boy a hug and kissed his cheek
“Hello you are..” You looked at a bushy haired girl next to him, “Hermione Granger” She smiled up at you in admiration, “Hi hermione” You gave her a hug and looked at the book she was reading, “I like your book” you pointed “Thanks” she blushed red
“I’ll show you more in the library later” you winked and moved onto the redhead boy who seemed to be nervous
“Ron?” you asked, “Yea” he nodded, you gave him a hug and kissed his cheek as he blushed scarlet
“Where’s Remus?” Harry asked
“He’s resting love” you smiled “Sit down im sure Molly is making something good”
“Oh dear!” Mrs. Weasley indulged you into a bear hug, “Hi molly” you chuckled
“Do you need help with anything?” You asked eyeing the food she was making, “No dear im alright” She smiled and with a small wave of her wand the food started making itself at a rapid pase
“Alright” you walked up to the brunnette that was reading a book, “Hey do you want to see the library” You smiled at her as she nodded excitedly
You walked her into the small library that the house had with the two boys following not far behind. “It’s beautiful” she beamed, “You can look around just be careful some of the books are old”
She nodded and you lead the other two boys to a small couch in the corner, “Do you guys want a brownie?” You asked, Ron nodded furiously
You made some brownies appear infront of them as they both took some and ate
While you were in the library with the kids, Remus had woken up alarmed that you weren’t in the room with him
He sped-walked to the kitched and saw that you weren’t there either, “Wheres y/n” he worried-ly asked the people in the kitchen
“I don’t know” Molly shrugged, his breath hitched
He moved past the people in the room to find you, nerves filling his body slowly
“Moony!” Sirius shouted to him, “She’s fine i’ll find her and take her to your room” he said trying to calm Remus down
“Y/l/n!” You heard Sirius’ faint voice shout as you talked to harry and ron
You stood up quickly, worried, as the three kids stayed together, “stay here” you looked at them
“Y/l/n” Sirius sighed, seeming out of breath, “It’s remus”
Without another word you ran to your room to find him, the three kids trying to be quiet as they followed you to see what happened
Opening the slightly agape door you saw Remus on the floor with tears threating to roll down his cheeks, “Oh rem” you sat next to him “i’m fine love”
He wrapped his arms around you like he feared that somone would come and take you in any second
“I’m fine rem” you whispered kissing his face “Im here”
“I got worried” he cleared his throat
“I know” you rubbed your thumb across his cheek “But im safe and im here”
The trio stayed for a bit behind the door, hearing your interaction. Though Ron didn’t think much of it, it didn’t go unnoticed by Harry or Hermione
Hermione thought maybe you were ill, but Harry feared that you were in danger; maybe that there were deatheaters trying to kill you.
He feared loosing you, the woman that he called a mother
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Throughout the next few days, Remus kept an eye on you, and a hand too
While eating he’d lay his hand on your thigh, at night he’d keep you in his arms, while you cooked he sat in the table reading the prophet or talking to one of the kids about your times at hogwarts, you showered and talked to him as he waited outside reading;
“I think the redhead likes the brown hair one” You told him over the curtain
“Hermione?” He asked looking up from his book, “Yea her and the funny red haired one”
He chuckled at your gossiping as if he wasn’t one to gossip himself too
“I heard she cheated on him” he stated while you two were on the couch speaking of your former classmates
“No!” You shouted laughing in shock “Mary wouldn’t do that”
“It’s what I heard love” he smiled down at his book
“With who?” you questioned
The two of you were attatched by the hip, it was 2 more days until the full moon and Remus went wherever you did
Some of the kids in the house found it weird how neither of you got annoyed by eachother, how you didn’t tell him to stop following you, or how he would always keep a hand on you; wether by holding hands, a hand on your thigh, or laying his head on your shoulder and sometimes on your lap
The twins thought he just cared about you, and some other more adult things but they’d only speak about it with eachother since no other kids their age were in the house
Hermione kept the conspiracy that you were ill
But Harry was truly sure that someone was out to get you, which caused him to have lots of nightmares of people taking you that would become too much to handle for him
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You and Remus were laying down in your room, the morning before the full moon. All of the adults were in diagon alley taking a break from children, so you were alone with the three troublemakers. He laid on your chest, in deep sleep, preparing himself for tonight.
Two knocks on your door and Hermione came in looking scared “You look like you’ve seen a ghost” you put your book down
“It’s harry” She smiled worriedly, you quickly got out of Remus’ grasp and asked where harry was
“Downstairs in the hall”
You ran down the stairs to see the boy curled up in a ball, having a panic attack
“Harry” you whispered, “Get him water now” You looked at the two kids infront of you
“Hey harry” You sat next to him wrapping an arm around him, “What’s wrong”
“Im here harry its okay”
He hugged you, “Are you safe?” He questioned looking at you with pleading eyes
“I’m safe harry” You assured him “Im safe and you are too and so are your friends”
“Why does Remus follow you everywhere” he cried “Is someone trying to hurt you”
He was scared, scared to loose you and Remus just as he’d lost his parents
“No no harry” you passed him water, “here you two sit”
Hermione and ron sat infront as you explained while trying to calm harry down
“Well Remus is a werewolf im sure you all know that now” they all nodded
“The full moon is tonight, he gets very protective of me” you stated “like an animal that doesn’t want their own to get hurt”
“He just wants to keep me safe while he can” you looked at Harry “im safe and so are all of you”
You explained a bit more about Remus and how he acted, before harry calmed down and just laid in your embrace
“Now im going to go back with Remus to sleep” you stated, but quickly realized they’d probably not want to be alone here
“Come on you three can sleep with us”
The three followed happy, Hermione with a book and ron next to her, and harry walked next to you with an arm around you
“Remus needs to rest so don’t talk a lot” you whispered “here”
You transfigured some sleeping bags on the floor and the three laid down and Hermione spoke up shyly
“Can I lay with you” she blushed red with clear embarrassment of being rejected
“Ofcourse” you smiled
The two boys quickly passed out and you laid down with Hermione on the bed reading a book together as Remus was in deep sleep
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As everyone got home at around 6 they saw that no one seemed to be downstairs
Sirius made his way up to you and Remus room, hoping you guys would be there
As he opened the door he saw Remus and you sleeping with Hermione in your arm and harry with Ron on the floor passed out
“Molly” he whispered-yelled at the redhead woman “look”
“Oh my dears” she smiled taking a picture of the heartfelt moment
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Damu headcanons mayhaps? 👀
YES i love my son. please look at my son forever and ever ok? thank you
either one or both of his parents were like. healers of some kind, probably went into the udug war as battle medics?
this means he does have a bit of medical knowledge! before the war (and during?) he wanted to do the same as his parents and help others, so hes got a bit of training!
this is all just so i can have a little nod to his namesake btw. since the real life god damu is a minor (literally) healing god!
really looked up to his parents too. they were very kind people which he very much inherited. hes a sweet kid!
they did definitely die in the battle against the udug though, sadly. which has been still very hard on him but hes ... Handling It (shoves a lot of that down so Hes All Good Now!)
he was around 14-16 yrs old when he became an arm. awesome! we love war crimes
i have a specific voice for him like i can hear it but i uh. dont know who the voice claim is sadly. his voice is deep but in a Im A Growing Teenager way. LOTS of voice cracks. he was a bit embarrassed by it but now he has to actually live with it forever so hes fine. its fine.
hes deeply attatched to indra. like. Incredibly So. not for any deep personal issues reasons tho. hes fine. its really all good. hes normal. (he is not)
he doesnt mind being an arm, because he is! helping people! or at least one person! but... he misses a lot of the things he could do as a human. misses feeling the world live around him. misses doing normal things like eating, sleeping, etc. kinda funny how you start to miss even the most banal of things.
back to being a healer of some kind, bc of that, life and death as a cycle is a deeply important one for him. that everything has an end eventually. its a thought he takes comfort in. you can imagine how being almost immortal makes him feel then.
ok now for more like. not heavy sad hcs. i think botanty is a big interest for him tbh. if he wasnt gonna be a doctor or whatever or an arm then he def wouldve gone into something gardening/farm related because he does like to care for plants! real good at plant identification too.
i think itd be fun if he can also become a little drone so he can just be an even littler guy. but drone ver. no one can see him other than indra ofc but still. he likes just chilling on her.
probably when indra had gotten lost somewhere (shes on an alien planet. shes gotta have gotten lost like Several times) he was ah. Very Useful, turns out plant identification is useful for navigation, especially when ur in an area with wildly varying biomes. crazy!
i personally think any of the arms that can talk Do talk btw like. just kinda in indras head just commentating or talking to each other. this did drive indra a little crazy bc the more she got the louder her head as been (until she got Drone'd then she was like ok this sucks but Thank Fucking God some peace and quiet).
i say that bc i think even with others talking damu is a very... shy kid. he didnt have much interest and was a little too intimidated to really try to reach out to the others. he prefers just doing his own thing really
#ask#damu#long post#SORRY LMAO i just love my son. boy of the year#ok this is a lot if i think of more ill add onto this but YAY YAY YIPPEE THATS MY BOY
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Twelve
shes got a schedule now. for learning how to be a princess. also what is “protocol” supposed to mean?
theres something so extremely funny to me about mare calling her makeup “war paint” like some straight cis guy. such “im not like other girls” energy.
lucas and mares banter is so good. please become besties.
of course the women all eat together. of course this is mares torture.
Across from me, Evangeline laughs into her hand. “You’re still taking Protocol?”
shes is so obnoxious girl what are you five. shut up.
“You mean you aren’t” […] “Excellent.”
on the other hand mares response is an a++
queen elara mentions lunch will be with the other queenstrial girls. nice! maybe some of them wont be horrible stereotypical rivals/enemies.
mares anxiety when she realizes shell have to see these people again still: 📈
oh and then theyll go to the capital, archeon. that name is so cool.
mare is kind of a messy eater. lucas is a good not-friend and tells her.
lady bess blonos- her protocol tutor -is a blood healer, which means she can heal herself. there are also skin healers who can heal other people. shes there in case mare looses control.
lucas leaves her and she wanders towards the window where she see what appear to be people training with the help of a machine or something? oh nvm its cal and maven. using their sick fires to hit targets. nice.
evangeline, however, uses her sick metal darts to hit the targets.
lady blonos shows up and mare seems distraught about… something. is she really that ugly?
oh ok so its like an old lady using plastic surgery to look pretty. but wrong. aight.
lady blonos mentions her horrible posture and i can only think of that one tiktok about this person following another tiktoks advice to make your face look thinner that made them push their head forwrd too much- its so funny but i dont think ill be able to find it. anyway. bad posture. yeah.
mare is understandably upset about being called a savage, but even angrier because she knows shell need lady blonos’ help.
alright, soup time.
the glass terrace sound really pretty… columns that work like prisms? maybe theyre like… square shaped, to do that, right?
two girls from house iral and haven walk up to her as she enters.
ok so the iral girl- sonya -is dark skinned and dark haired (and cat like?) and haven girl- elane -is a pale red head and quiet. they sound cool ngl. but they are a little bitter over participating in queenstrial for mare to get the princess tittle by tripping.
sonya calls her grandma- lady ara -this old lady sounds awesome lemme tell ya. HER NICKNAME IS THE PANTHER??? THATS SO FUCKING COOL DUDE.
lady ara is good at poking at the holes in the story king tib and queen elara came up with. it helps that she makes mare incredibly nervous.
so the recap for lunch is that evangeline is very good at chatting for two people and the queenstrial girls are Cowards for not ganging on her.
mare is very aware of the iral women. they will come for her again.
hdjkfjgjf maven being described as friendly puppy is so adorable. mare. what are you doing mare. they were supposed to be the Enemy. be careful growing attatched to them.
mare comments about lady iral and maven seems on edge about it. i mean yeah. she was a fucking war spy i should hope they are worried. he tells mare hell tell queen elara to do something about it.
aight, she became aware of maven status again. dont let your guard down, you never know who will be a twist villain.
he offers to show her around but shes got lessons. so he leaves her with a gentle and warm hand grab. adorable.
“You know, we’d get there much faster if actually moved.”
“Shut up. Lucas”
see?? theyre already besties.
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AAA ok so i----i drew some angels today and i love them very much!! there’s around twelve of them so im putting em under a read more !!
first up is raphael — the oldest of them all and the band-aid carrier. stressed constantly. never has to ask for directions. extremely protective. very tired. has seen a lot of.....unpleasant things in mankind’s history.
next is uriel! he’s the weather guy!! very cheerful, pays attention to detail, can be a bit naive at times. he just wants to make everyone proud. his wings are pretty buff because he has to get up to the sky easily and wears a suit of armor because wind would pull on a robe.
here’s selaphiel! he’s responsible for the music in heaven and he is a pretty chill dude. he has a kind of “cross that bridge when we come to it” attitude which can get him in close calls sometimes. he carries around his thurible wherever he goes and can attatch it to his sash. he will sing for you. just ask!
next up is barachiel! he/she is easily one of the most wholesome ones in the group. he carries a basket of flower petals, and showers them over people like “small blessings.” she looks after families and young children, and helps coach guardian angels!
here comes michael! he is very defensive and noble in the face of danger. in battle, he lost a wing and injured his other, leaving him unable to fly, but luckily his job doesn’t call for that often. he can’t recall much about the recovery period and secretly likes it that way. he’s not very gentle but he tries to be, and he will defend anyone in need from harm. he, gabriel, and raphael are very best friends.
speaking of which, here’s gabriel! he is gentle, soft and kind, and he is the messenger angel! he often acts as a median if anybody is quarreling. he used to have very long, beautiful hair but he let barachiel cut it short after michael’s injury. (he actually likes it short now, believing it’s “more practical” for a job as fast-paced as his.) in its place he wears a carnation, meaning “i will never forget you!”
next is jophiel/dina! she or he are one of the most beautiful angels and presides over love of any sort. jophiel is pretty innocent but he takes heavy matters seriously and values companionship over everything. she is also quite intuitive and smothers people with quiet love when they feel lonely.
here’s chamuel! he presides over peaceful relationships and is hardly ever seen without a bright smile on his face. it’s hard not to feel relaxed when you’re near him, and he often has plentiful treats tucked somewhere on his person. all you have to do is say his secret password, which is really any word you can possibly guess. he was with zadkiel and phanuel when they were separated from the host, but he was too young to remember much of what happened then.
next up is zadkiel! he is a bit of an odd one out amongst the group. after being accidentally seperated from the host for a while, he lost a bit of his peacefulness and returned with a new scar and lots of spite. but after lots of mellowing out from gabriel, he is a lot more peaceful than he used to be. he is the angel of freedom and mercy.
here’s phanuel! quiet and calculating, he watches and listens so intently that he can almost record any piece of information he’s ever been given by memory. when not in working mode, he is very kind and benevolent, striking up a conversation about any topic. he stayed with zadkiel after he was separated from the host and is one of the only angels besides gabriel he can talk to freely.
next up is raziel! true to his name, his a very good keeper of secrets and will not tell anybody your whispers for anything. he is thoughtful and curious and likes to collect lost trinkets that he finds, prizing his golden headband over all of them. his collection has actually grown pretty vast though he will willingly donate something if you ask politely.
heeeere’s raguel! the angel of justice and vengeance, he and michael go hand in hand with each other. his left wing was created much smaller than his other, which made him feel sorta useless until he was given a very important task: to avenge. and he does it well. it may be hard to coax a smile out of this one, but once you do, it’s even harder to get him to stop.
last but not least, samael! he has a bit of a mixed reputation around the host, and most angels steer clear of him. they only know he made a big mistake in the past, has been forgiven, and is now given only the darkest of jobs. he is pretty aloof and much of a loner. but samael secretly likes quiet company and wishes he could be as friendly as the other angels are to each other.
aaand some miscellaneous angel sketches!
#HO boy that was a lot#anyways. hope yall enjoy these little dudes#they have more of a complex story i might get into later#or yall can 👀#ask me about it#angels#archangels#angel art#my art :)#tw blood
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unrelated to pjo. but i desperately need advice. im in this another fandom(its a band) and ok so. i started out as a fan of all the members of the band, but then slowly i lost interest in almost everyone except one guy for who i still stick around but i have this weird notion in my head that its not acceptable to hyperfixate on only one. And the thing that bothers me the most is, ive started obsessing over who my mutual is shitting on, or being super obsessed with everything they say which is major red flag because why the fuck should i care, its just a random pixel on the internet. It ruins my mood and i keep thinking about what they're saying about which member, what they're doing etc etc idk i want to leave, i need a way out, but my attatchment to that guy wont allow me to. its actually come to a point where i leave my everyday life & work & friends for the fandom because it bothers me if i dont know every single thing. help please.
hi Anon. We have a lot to talk about here.
First, I want to talk about your relationships with this fandom. You mention that you only really care about one band member and you hyperfixate and you are worried about that. I want you to try really hard to remember that you are a fan of this person, there work, and there public persona, but you don't know them. They are a private person who deserves privacy. Being a fan it totally fine, they want fans, its a bands whole business model. But boundaries are important too.
And speaking of boundaries: you need some with the fandom. I get it. I've seen fandom posts that have totally tanked my whole day. So unfollow everyone who makes comments that upset you. Find a couple of blogs that are dedicated just to your favorite member, or to just happy shit abut the band (do they still have fuck yeah blogs?). Block the hate, block people you don't want to hear from. It fandom and social media. That's allowed.
And finally, your real life/fandom balance. Here I'm actually going to give you some classic work/life balance advice. You are pulling away from your real life for fandom information that is also stressing you out, and that's not good. My suggestion there is to set times every day, maybe 2 or 3, schedule them, put them on your calendar, set and alarm, whatever you do for your schedule, and make those the times you check on news about your band. That way, you know that a time to check is coming but you can fully be present in your own life. You will still get all the news. But you will get it at the scheduled time.
What you really need, Anon, is balance. I believe you can achieve it.
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ayye, im glad you like the bottle idea! id be happy to let you use the idea for a fic, go right ahead! :D
i cant tell you some stuff about c!krabs' childhood life because thatll be for a fic im planning on making, but i can tell you a couple of details!!
c!krabs is obviously mexican american, similar to myself she has two mexican parents but was born in a majorly american place. she was usually sheltered from going outside of her property and engaging with too many village folk because her parents didnt want her to get smarter than them, in short they were selfish a$$hats. they always used to claim that they wanted to protect c!krabs and keep her safe, but she was pretty similar to how she was when shes older and didnt completely buy it. thats all im gonna expose about the parents cause its gonna be used for lore but i can share more information on her general life in the past! she lived in a two story house that had a small backyard that she could go in every now and again. she had a bit of freedom, sometimes she would be able to go out to the shops with one of her parents in very close proximity. they would give her a small amount of money each time and let her buy anything she wanted with that spending money, which she used on paper and pens/pencils. each time she recieved money she saved a little bit and kept the collected money inside of a box under her bed where she kept other things that she held dear.
sometimes she also used to sneak out of the house at night by sliding down the roof from her window and landing on the pile of hay in the backyard and jumped the fence. she went out on the town and was fascinated by the blacksmith, the glowing metal, the way he forged such a beautiful and powerful weapon out of a stick and some ore fascinated her. she also thought the villages welder was really sick as well, the way they repaired so many different things, the sparks that flew every time they welded the metal filler rod in the imperfections was so cool to c!krabs. she was only ever able to see them every so often though, because the townspeople werent very friendly. most of the people were white americans. they werent as bad to c!krabs' parents because they helped out a lot in the village, but since c!krabs was just a child that wandered around at night, she was often ridiculed, made fun of, and discriminated because shes hispanic which was very obvious due to her tan skin, having a hard time speaking english because of being sheltered, and her accent. so she wore a cloak whenever she went out. she never really had any childhood friends other than c!tubbo and c!fundy then.
but yeah man, c!krabs is a money maker, what can i say? shes making bank!! and yeah, she can replace her iron parts! thats one of the reasons she learned how to weld and blacksmith after all! and of course this means that every now and then c!krabs would weld onto herself some super sick attatchments! sometimes when she participates in wars she welds spikes onto her iron knuckles so that her punches really hurt. (i just thought of this but what if one day c!krabs and c!george were doing a trade and just hanging out when c!george makes a really good trade to c!krabs but in return she has to weld herself a cat ear on the left side of her head and make her iron hand have a sort of padded-like look to it like a cat. she begrudgingly did it and when she showed c!george, he took a picture of her and sent it to the general messages of the server through his comm and said "GUYS KRABS ISNT PART GOLEM SHES ACTUALLY PART CAT!!!" and everyone was either confused, playfully disgusted, or laughing their a$$es off and c!krabs was just like
"GEORGE WHAT THE F-CK GUYS DONT LISTEN TO HIM HES COLORBLIND")
honestly if c!quackity hadnt jumped to conclusions im sure that he and c!krabs would be super sick homies for sure. but she DOES give therapy to anyone who asks for it, no matter who it is. she would just take her weapons and splash potions of poison with her in case it was ever someone who she didnt trust like c!schlatt, which he did have quite a few appointments with her during his manburg days.
Aw man :( That’s sad about her childhood! Does she stll somehow miss her parents? Is there no contact at all?
I do love though that she has been interesting in blacksmithing and iron work for a while now! If I remember correctly c!Krabs was turned into an Iron Golem Hybrid correct? I sadly can’t find the first post atm :( But if I remember correctly it is in a really sad way ironic how she loved iron works before
Yo that’s such a smart idea! Adding spikes to her knuckles etc! I’m guessing it doesn’t really hurt so it’s fine? I mean the adding parts to her body, if that hurts. But I do love her shenanigans with c!George haha, I’m sure she had problems living that down after that haha
Bit sad about c!Quackity’s and c!Krabs relationship :( Really wish the two could be friends but c!Quackity screwed that up himself sooooo, oh well
Oh that is an intersting tidbit though that c!Schlatt was in for therapy with her 👀how did she feel about that? Conflicted or like she genuinley wanted to help him, maybe even hoping that helping him would help in return the others suffering under his rule?
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HUGE HEADCANON & seven swordsman childhoods :0
bruh i have this REALLY huge idea, i really want to animate it but i have little 2 no experience with animation (i can draw tho thats like the least i can do) and i watched the S2 Glitchtale series and it gave me such a huge inspiration for something!!! (warning this post is *very* long)
so the seven ninja swordsmen weren't always ruthless, matter of fact, they were never ruthless, they were only trying to protect kirigakure from enemies, the reason why it started was because during the 1st mizukage's reign there was a huge human trafficking rumor going around which turned out to be true, enemy villages were kidnapping children from kiri & the seven ninja swordsman was formed, throughtout the years the seven ninja swordsman were labled as this ruthless group of people who killed just because they wanted to & that wasn't the case.
the swords have a mind of their own much like samehada and in most cases the blade's souls would take over their weilder and have them do ruthless & heartless shit.
the last generation (y'know ameyuri ringo mangetsu hozuki and those guys) were the best at keeping a distance between the swords souls & themselves, making them the strongest generation ever, but, why were they so ruthless during the 4th great ninja war?
kabuto had the help of a friend who terroized many of the last generation when they were younger (especially kushimaru for one sole reason: his power), and had extracted their original souls in replacement of the blade's souls.
during their lifetime, they were all branded as ruthless, heartless, coldblooded thugs outside of the village, but in kiri, they were known as heros, loving, and protective over their village, the fourth mizukage was not always ruthless, when obito had placed him under genjutsu and controlled him, thats when the "bloody mist era" began.
ameyuri ringo worked as a scientist alongside her lover, ace (an oc of mine :3) and specialized in lightning style which she had no effort in, her mother & father, alongside her elder brother had died around the end of the 2nd shinobi war, now homeless without a family, she was adopted and raised by them, a pretty decent childhood, she was playful & confident, can get a bit too overconfident at times but still, she was loved by everyone around her, ameyuri eventually met ace, and the two of them fell in love, as they were scientists, the two were responsible for the electricity in the mist, ameyuri was then drafted to fight in the third great ninja war, killing over 100 chunin and 50 jonin after kiba, her blade, had taken over her soul completely, ameyuri knew how to control kiba's soul, but kiba found other ways to take over ameyuri, eventually with the help of ace & kushimaru, ameyuri was finally feeling better, but was fatally ill, and soon, passed.
kushimaru kuriarare, being apart of this clan as the most strongest of all, despite having ptsd & major anxiety, still tried his best to make his life better after his traumatizing childhood, his clan was slaughtered at the hands of a shimogakure shinobi named mujōna which will later then start the war between kirigakure and shimogakure, in haunt for his soul, as it possessed an inhumane amount of dark chakra passed down by his mother, mujōna had created a sensei for him, which in turn had abused him constantly, his sensei and mujōna worked together to "power" him, having him tied down being bit by venomous spiders which gave him a huge amount of arachnophobia later, over the years he was staying with jinpachi's parents, and the two future swordsmen will later become like brothers, the two moved in together and kushimaru then later had a child out of wedlock which turned him into a single father, with the help of jinpachi, the two of them worked together to raise the child (don't judge me this is my favorite ship) in a household where there is no conflict & hatred. the third great ninja war had started and kushimaru was on the battlefield, while fighting might dai who was in his 8th gate form, kushimaru had a dark chakra sealed inside of him, whilst loosing control and also loosing control over nuibari's soul, inserting inside of kushimaru's body, he became a monster and killed everyone in his path, including jinpachi & jinin were were also fighting against might dai, kushimaru survived but was terribly injured, and for the rest of his life spent in a hospital bed, dying peacefully.
jinin akebino was known as a hero fighting in the 2nd shinobi war as a teen, deadly on the battlefield and showed no mercy, never letting kabutowari's soul take over him, a brave young man with a heart of steel. after the war had ended, he decided to settle down and become an academy teacher for a short period, while also taking care of his son & sick wife who was fatally ill with lung cancer, after his wife had died, he was now a single father taking care of his now 13 year old son, training him to become like him someday, his son grew older and eventually moved a new path, jinin now teaches young chunin how to control their jutsus and looks after the other swordsman on his team, the third great ninja war starts & jinin is fighting against might dai, noticing one of his teammates lost control of his soul in the process, being killed before might dai even makes a move on him
mangetsu was raised by the sea alongside his younger brother, the goddess of the sea had taken the young boys as her own after their parents had died in the 2nd war, they were then trained to fight to become one of the seven ninja swordsman, suigetsu had accidentally let his blade's soul take over his body, which had stayed attatched to him for the majority of his life, mangetsu on the other hand, had learned how to control his emotions and not let the sword's soul take over him, but mangetsu wasn't satisfied, he wanted to weild all 7 blades, in which he almost died while doing so, since the last person who wanted to weild all 7 swords had died in the process, while he tried to use shibuki, it would blow up out of nowhere, even when he wasn't even using it to train or fight, nuibari's wire would cut him deep & the other swords would even try to attack him on his own, hiramekarei (well, one half) was the only sword that didn't have an evil soul, which he kept by his side, eventually he got the ability to weild all 7 swords which also in the end, costed him his life.
[ im thinking of more headcanons soon so this is part 1 for now. ]
#LONGGGGGG post#headcanon#kirigakure headcanons#nobody asked ❤️😟#seven ninja swordsmen of the mist#ameyuri ringo#kushimaru kuriarare#kushimaru x jinpachi#<- ok a little bit but not really 🙇🏾♀️#jinin akebino#mangetsu hozuki
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