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Fic Name: Duty Calls

Pairing: Jennifer Jareau x reader x unsub Elle

Words: 9K+

Warnings: Angst, kidnapping, miscommunication

Content: Okay so this was the first fic I ever wrote, I haven’t published this yet because I thought it was too long lol, anyways this is a fic about you falling in love with JJ and JJ falling in love with you, unfortunately Elle Greenway (your bestfriend) has a problem with it but you can’t quiet figure it out.

Also if something is in italics it means that the conversation is happening at the same time as the other in the scene!

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Duty Calls

I had known Elle Greenaway for just under 7 months, she grew to be one of my closest friends from the BAU, we were practically like sisters, when one of us were not there, people would always ask where either of were, we were probably the closest people you would ever meet, that was until Jennifer Jareau walked into the building.

“Special Agent Jennifer Jareau, JJ if you like”

“Elle” she began

“Greenaway, highest solved cases in Seattle, three years running, speciality in sex offender cases” JJ finished for her as Elle gritted her teeth and I could tell she was angry that she was already profiled by the new girl

“I’m sorry, I don’t believe we’ve met” JJ questioned as she turned to me

“Oh, well I’m-“ I gave her a smile and I started to laugh

“She’s busy right now, she’ll talk to you later okay?” Elle grabbed my hand and dragged out into the hallway, I turned back to see JJ sad but shocked, Derek and Emily looked at her to say something but she shrugged it off putting it down to Elle being overprotective of me.

“Well” she turned to Emily and Derek “I’m the unit Liaison, my speciality is untangling Bureaucratic knots” at this point, she started walking up the stairs to go to her office “You’ll probably be talking to me a lot, my door is always open, mostly because I’m never in my office so just call me on my cell”

“I like her” Derek leaned down on the table he was sitting on to talk to Emily, Emily just nodded trying to profile her whilst not being able to figure out why she can’t. “She’s known everyone for a minute and already managed to piss off Greenaway, that’s got to be a record” Emily turned to look at him and furrowed her brow, partly because she knew he was right and partly because she realised you hadn’t been back in over ten minutes

“What the hell was that” y/n shouted

“I don’t know what you’re talking about”

“Oh come on Elle, I may not be the best profiler in the world, but I sure as hell know that that wasn’t like you, you love it when new people join here” my arm flung back instinctively “Emily, Kate, Alex?” you stared at her waiting for her to say something

“They are different, you didn’t try to flirt with them the minute they walked through the BAU doors?

“Flirted?” I breathed out, those damn profilers

“The way you laughed, the way you smiled at her, the way you played with your necklace, not being able to look at her in the eye but simultaneously not being able to look away to see if she’s looking back at you”

Those. Damn. Profilers.

I retaliated, “I do all those things when I’m nervous Elle, you know I do, she’s just intimidating she walked in here like she owns the place”

“Intimidating?” She laughed out loud “Like that’s stopped you before” You suddenly remembered how you confessed you had a crush on Emily drunk on your couch on girls night solely because of how caring yet stubborn she was. Elle turned to walk away

“Elle wait” If someone else were here they probably would’ve thought I was pathetic

“Just drop it okay Y/L/N” You’re a damn profiler figure out why I’m mad” You just stood there as Elle walked away, you tried to read her as she walked away

“She’ll be fine, just give her some time” Emily said walking up to you, trying to believe her own lie.

“This isn’t like her” You said to her as you kept your eyes focused on your best friend walking away like her friendship meant nothing to you

“Come on” She tried to pull me out of my trance

“Okay, but first coffee” you laughed, Emily laughed too, happy to see you feeling somewhat better.

“I’ll meet you in the bullpen after” she gave you a look and you instantly knew what she meant

“I’ll get you one too, your usual?”

“Please and I’ll love you forever”

“Oh, forever” you giggled “Well if you say forever” you joked

She rolled her eyes “and don’t forget the-“ you cut her off “Splenda, I know” she gave me her best ‘ugh-you-know-me-so-well look’

“Coffee?” The tall Blonde questioned, unsure whether to talk to you because she didn’t know if you were half as intimidating as your friend.

“Ugh gallons please, it’s been a long day” you both laughed, you flirting and her knowing she could be at ease with you, maybe Elle was right, you thought, once you caught yourself laughing, smiling at her, playing with your necklace, not being able to look at her in the eye but simultaneously not being able to look away to see if she’s looking back at you.

“It’s” she said checking her watch “not even 9AM” she chuckled

“My point exactly” it felt easy with her, holding a conversation, she laughed and you felt a new confidence, you’ve never felt this way before, not even with Emily

“Hey, about my friend. I’m so sorry about her, I don’t know what’s gotten into her, she’s not normally like this” you felt your arm lifting up to her shoulder to soothe her anxiety

“You know what, don’t worry about it” she gave you her best “im fine” look, but what she didn’t know is that you invented that look

“Jennifer-“ you started

“Please-JJ, Jennifer makes me sound like a middle school teacher” you both chuckled, more loudly than you wanted. “So will I ever know your name mystery profiler” You breathed out to try tell her,

“Y/N come with me” Elle barged your shoulder, making you fall into JJ, landing on the floor. “Now Y/N we have a case”

“Duty Calls” you made a surprised face to her which made her laugh as she helped you up from the floor.

“Right of course, see you later Y/N” JJ suddenly remembering where she was.

“Bye Jennifer” you waved

“JJ” she said whining but laughing.

“Bye JJ” you said turning around pointing to her”

She laughed into her mug, knowing her Vanilla Latte had definitely gotten cold by now.

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Hotch explained the case and said “Wheels up” I nodded knowing I had to face Elle on the jet and I had to be away from JJ for a while, I wasn’t sure why but I felt so drawn to her, I twisted my ring, something I did when I was nervous, trying to figure out how to even approach the subject of Elle not talking to me to her

“Wheels up babygirl” Derek pulled me out of my thoughts.

“Right”

I looked over to the bullpen looking to see how long I was thinking for, luckily no one moved out of there yet, I saw Elle talking to JJ, this can’t be good I thought to myself “I’ll be back in a minute” I excused myself from Derek and made my way into the bullpen.

I made my way over to them but Emily caught me before I did something stupid

“Y/N don’t”

“Em, what’s going on?”

“Elle overheard JJ talking to Pen, about the fact that she has a small crush on you”

I lit up, JJ likes girls? And she likes me too?

I start to ask her what the problem is but because she is an amazing profiler, she already figured out my face

“The problem is Elle likes you too and it doesn’t take a profiler to figure out that she’s jealous, jealous of the chance that you have a chance with the new media liaison” I remembered everything, the little touches, the way Elle would insist on looking after me when I was drunk, the first one to make my coffee the way I liked it, the first one who would always help me to finish my paperwork when she could see I was stressed out, I remembered this morning, the way she gritted her teeth when she knew there was a possibility that I liked JJ, the way she barged into me when I was flirting a little bit too hard with Jennifer Jareau.

“Everyone knew except me right?”

“What that Greenaway had a crush on you?” Derek laughed walking up to the table I was sat on “Come on babygirl I’m pretty sure people who don’t even work on this floor know” he winked at Emily

“What do I do” I sighed

“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do” Emily said

“And don’t do anything I would do” You heard a familiar voice and turned around

“TARA” you shouted, you practically jumped into her arms

“Well if it isn’t DR Tara Lewis” Emily said

“Hello to you too Agent” Tara laughed

“Is she new?” she looked over to JJ

“Jennifer Jareau, but you can call me JJ” She smiled

“Well Alright JJ, I heard we have a new case?”

“Yep, wheels up” I gave my best Hotch Impression

“I missed you”

“I missed you too babe”

Tara was the first ever friend I made at the BAU, she took about 2 months off from work because of an injury due to the last case she worked but I was very happy for her to be back.

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It’s been 6 months since Tara has came back, Jennifer Jareau and I have gotten really close and Elle and I have slowly drifted.

Hotch Debriefed everyone on the plane “Emily you go to the ME with Tara, Kate, Alex, Derek, Luke, stay here with me to look through the case files, and Y/N and Elle, you go to the crime scene, got it?”

Emily joked “you got it boss” and saluted him and I swear that if I blinked I would’ve missed him smirk for a second

Emily sat next to me on the jet, across from Kate and Derek, Alex, Tara and Hotch sat on the chairs on the other side of the jet, talking about work, I looked up from our conversation and I could see Elle making coffee but stirring the mug like she had something on her mind, I profiled her for a second, trying to read her face and I concluded that she wants to be left alone so I left it at that and returned to the conversation where I could see them all staring at me

“hmm” I said and everyone laughed

“I said are you dating anyone” Kate laughed

Wanting them to leave me alone and for Penelope asking every time I went into her “Lair” as she called it I decided to Lie

“Umm, Yeah I am seeing somebody” Elle’s head turned toward me as if -I- were the unsub like she talked down to last week

“Yeah somebody called Elle Greenaway” Derek laughed and Elle tilted her laugh and bit her lip intrigued as to what my next words would be, all whilst still giving me that death stare

“Hello my lovelies” Penelope said

“What have you got Garcia” Hotch said as he, Alex, Tara, and Elle walked over to our table

“There’s been two more bodies found” JJ said

“Hey Jayj” I said, to be nice and to piss off Elle for a second

“Hey Y/N she smiled and I returned the smile

“Get a room” Elle said as she walked back to get her coffee that she accidently left on the counter

Emily and Derek knew what I was doing and tried to hold back their laughter

“Thanks Guys” Alex said

When you and Elle got to the crime scene you could sense something was wrong with Elle but you didn’t want to push it because you both were the most professional people the team had ever worked with.

Four days later when you finally finished with everyone you finally relaxed on the jet as you caught the unsub, so much so that you accidently slept on Emily’s shoulder throughout the entire ride there.

“Wake up sleepyhead” Luke said

“Sorry” You looked over to Emily realising what you’ve done

“Don’t worry about me, your girlfriend over there is the one you want to worry about”

You looked up to see Elle reading a book crossing her legs not really reading just trying to distract herself, she gave you a sarcastic smile and went back to reading.

“Hey you” JJ beamed when she saw us coming back into the BAU after we came off the jet, her arms flung around me and I could feel Elle’s jealousy from the back of my head “How was your case?”

“Nothing we haven’t seen before” Elle said harshly as she brushed past us, I nodded and shrugged agreeing that we see these cases a lot of the time and it was nothing we haven’t seen before

“You’re back” Garcia shouted “girls night and that includes everyone, and that includes you Jennifer” jj looked over at you “I’ll pick you up” a voice said behind me “Thank you Emily” JJ said

“Don’t even mention it”

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You were the last to arrive at Garcia’s house for girls night because you got drinks for everyone, JJ opened the door for you and hugged you as Emily took the vodka out of your hand, JJ dragged you to the couch where Emily and Tara sat. Kate and Alex took a chair either side of the couch with their glasses already filled wine, you looked around for Elle and spotted her gossiping with Garcia, you put it down to nothing and focused your attention back on JJ as she was putting a movie on

“RomCom okay Y/N? we kinda decided before you came” she half stated and questioned

“Only if the RomCom is 50 first dates” you said jokingly but it wasn’t a joke, you loved that movie

“Oh my God I forgot how much you loved that movie” Tara said as she remembered you begging to watch it every time you were drunk, or even sober for that matter

“Luckily for you Y/N/N it’s my favourite movie” JJ stated, you could practically hear Elle seethe from the other side of the open planned apartment

“God Drew Barrymore is so hot” Tara said

“Now that I can agree with” Emily sighed, the others nodded their heads in agreement

“Wait, who’s got the popcorn” I asked.

“Me” Elle spoke loudly so everyone can hear her.

“You want anything else?”

“Skittles to put in the popcorn” you and JJ spoke at the same time standing about to head to the kitchen, you and JJ looked at each other not realising someone else has the same habit.

“Sorry babe, only enough for one person and I heard Y/N first” Elle barged aggressively past her and JJ ended up falling onto the floor completely the opposite to what happened a week prior

You lifted JJ up off the ground and spoke softly so no one else could hear “Don’t worry you can share some of mine” she returned the same smile you gave her, and you both made your way to the couch to find Elle sitting in JJ’s seat.

You knew what Elle was up to so you decide to test her as soon as JJ was about to sit on the floor, you turned to JJ said “Actually there’s a space on my lap if you want to sit on it” I swear Elle’s eyes hit the back of her head when she rolled them. “Well thank you M’lady” JJ joked, Emily and Tara stared at each of other as to ask what the hell is going on and Alex, Kate, and Penelope were obliviously watching the film that has only been on for 20 minutes.

“Y/N I need some help in the kitchen” Elle shouted after 20 minutes of JJ cuddling with you, which you and JJ both secretly loved.

“Duty calls” JJ joked after getting off your lap referring to the one of the first conversations you had, you both laughed as you understood what she was talking about, the others chuckled looking around confused

“What’s up?” I asked as I caught my breath running up to her

“Nothing I just wanted to see your pretty face” Elle smiled as you blushed “Although I could do with another drink” she whisper shouted as she squinted her eyes to you knowing it would make you laugh. “Anyone want another drink” she questioned to everyone louder

“Please” Tara, and Emily said, the others politely declined or said no out loud.

“So, what’s everyone’s love life like” Garcia questioned as you and Elle walked back towards your seat knowing fully well she knew everyone’s answers she just wanted the gossip

“Well I’m seeing someone” Kate reminded

“Oh yeah, Chris right? How is he doing?” You questioned sitting down wanting to change the subject

“He’s good, Meg’s great too, she’s just well”

“A teenager” Emily laughed

“Poltergiest okay for everyone” Tara said as she was confident it was going on anyway

“Ugh I hate horror films” JJ groaned

“Come here you big baby” you opened your arms signalling for her to come back into your lap knowing and understanding that both of you felt a wave of comfort in holding the other person.

The film lasted around 2 hours and everyone fell asleep after Garcia managed to grab blankets for everyone, JJ fell asleep on my shoulder but luckily she was a light sleeper “JJ” you whispered to her “Jennifer” You whispered more loudly, you shook her shoulders, she stirred lightly

“What time is it we are going to be late for work” she said in her sleep

You moved the hair out the face “Okay first of all its 3AM and it’s our day off” you laughed

“Oh okay” she said lightly you lifted her off to get some water “no” Jennifer whisper shouted, you turned to see her face still sleeping “you’re so warm don’t leave me”

“I won’t leave, I’m going to get some water for the both of us”

“Ugh” JJ groaned “fine but be quick I’m cold” she said groggily

You laughed and got water for the both of you “You smell so nice” she said into your shoulder “you’re so soft I could lay on you forever” you smiled and blushed knowing every time you spent with Jennifer Jareau you were falling harder for her, you looked over to the other side of the couch to see Elle sleeping, you were faced with the biggest dilemma you had in a long time.

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Elle woke up before anyone, you woke up and you saw her looking at JJ lying on your chest, “Elle” you breathed, she didn’t say anything and she just starred at you looking for an explanation as to why “She hates horror films” you tried to give your best explanation without trying not to wake up JJ and to piss off Elle, she gave you a slow nod, the same one she gives an unsub before she’s about to say something life ruining, “Elle come on, I know that face, tell me what’s wrong”

“I have to leave” Elle picked up her things from the floor and headed for the door, you grabbed her free hand

“Elle please talk to me” You sighed

“Let me go” Elle argued

“No, not this time, I am always the first person you come to in situations like this, why is this time different” you argued back, she gazed at you debating whether she should admit her thoughts out loud

“I said let it go Y/N” Elle shouted and you scoffed

“I-“

You cut her off “You what Elle”

She made sure no one was awake and after realising what she was doing you did the same

“I love you Y/N, always have” she started to breathe heavier

“what” you said genuinely confused as to why she would admit it now

“But I know I can’t be with you because you’re in love with the new girl” Elle reasoned “Everyone can see it apart from you and her”

“Elle-“ she cut you off

“Tell everyone I said I would see them later and that I’m meeting an old friend, you think you can do that or are you going to be pining after the media liaison?”

“You and I both know that isn’t fair Elle” you tried to reason with her

“See you later” Elle stormed off, making you realise that her walking off in the BAU hallway wasn’t a mistake

“What was that about?” Emily scoffed

“Well how much did you hear?” You were curious but tried to make light of it

“Just heard the door slam” Emily said and you felt relieve wash over you

“Oh” you laughed “She’s going to meet an old friend but she’s coming back” you said, shocked how easy it was to believe the lie.

“Right” Emily said profiling you, you nodded making your way to the kitchen getting a glass of water, trying to figure out what happened.

“Hey” a small voice said behind you

“Oh, hey JJ, you want one” you nodded to the glass of water you were filling up

“Sure, thank you” she smiled to which you returned it, “Hey I need to talk to you and it’s kind of important” JJ said with increasing worry but the same smile

“Yeah, the bedroom okay” you asked knowing it was the one room over but it was the best option to ensure privacy for the both of you

You lead her to the bedroom after realising you were the only one who knew where it was because JJ had never been over to Garcia’s house.

“Sit down” JJ said sternly, in the 6 months that I’ve known her I’ve never seen her so sure of something, sure how she acted on the phone when she was trying to get through to someone on the phone who would not take her seriously I thought back to that night “My name is Jennifer Ja-“ she started and then decided on a different approach “No, you know what, I’m not going to explain this entire thing again to another mid-level bureaucrat who can’t give me a sufficient answer, put someone on the damn phone who can authorise what I need” “Y/N” JJ said louder this time, you noticed her pacing around the room

“Woah JJ it’s okay” you got off the bed and went to grab her hands to try and help her breathe properly, you guided her to the bed and sat her down and tried to get her to match your breaths, at this point you were sat face to face with your feet on the floor “hi” you said to her flustered

“Hey” JJ sighed “So um” she tripped over her words, you laughed slightly indicating to her to carry on “I know I’ve only known you 6 months but I thought you deserve to know, I like you, I like you Y/N I have the biggest crush on you and I have since the first time you bumped into me literally and figuratively” you both laughed “but I know you’re seeing Elle I’m sorry I shouldn’t have said anything” she let your hand go and started to walk out the door

“JJ wait” she turned around unsure of why you stopped her “I’m not seeing anyone” you said lightly so no one heard you

“Oh it’s just what Penelope said” you suddenly remembered the conversation on the plane and the conversation that Elle, JJ, and Penelope said in the bullpen

Confused but intrigued you asked her “What did she say?

“She said that Elle told her that you and Elle had been dating for 2 months” JJ expressed sadly, of course she did

“I’m not sure why she would say that but I can assure you that I’m not seeing Elle or anyone for anyone for that matter”

“So it’s okay if I do this” JJ grabbed your face and lunged towards you pulling you in for a kiss knowing it’s something you both wanted

After two minutes of kissing you stopped to breathe “it’s more than okay miss Jareau” you said truthfully.

“Okay good” she said in the middle of you kissing again

“I could kiss you forever” you said

“I hope you do” JJ smiled

“I don’t think we can tell anyone about this, I already hate paperwork as it is, plus I think it would be fun to keep it a secret about us, see how long it would be before someone finds out about kissing”

“Apparently not very long” JJ pointed behind you and laughed at how terrible you were at whispering

You turned around to see her “Emily hey” you twisted your necklace and laughed while tilting your head back only doing those things when you were nervous

“Relax Y/L/N you have nothing to be nervous for, I’m rooting for you, plus I was waiting to see how long it would be before you guys kissed, I owe Tara so much money”

“No wait Em you can not tell anyone about this, this can not get out I’m already on thin ice with Elle as is” Emily could tell you were serious about this

“You got it” she gave you a nod and closed the door

“Bye Emily” you said

“Now where were we” JJ said

You got closer to her face “Hey”

“Hi” she said back to you “Ever since I saw you that day, I knew it was going to be you”

“I didn’t know you felt the same way”

“I did” Emily laughed from outside the door.

“Bye Emily “you repeated.

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You and JJ had been in a secret relationship for about a month, you loved spending time with her and she was overall becoming your favourite person, you both found comfort in each other and could always count on each other for everything, it was a lot like your relationship with Elle before you met JJ but this time it was different. Whenever no one noticed you would always sneak a kiss with her and she would do the same, you would always go to her office for lunch or whenever you had finished your paperwork and wanted to see your girlfriend.

“Hey, you busy?” you knocked before she answered.

“For everyone else yes, but because it’s you” JJ looked up from her paperwork, you walked over to her and kissed her head and sat down on the chair opposite before pulling your lunch out “but because it’s you I’m busy” she joked and you shook your head and laughed, you looked behind you to double check if you closed the door to find you did, you leaned over to kiss her lips “You’re so lucky I love you” you said into her lips.

“I love you too Y/N/N” JJ replied as you pulled back to get something for her

“I got your favourite” you pulled out Cheetos from your bag.

“You’re the best girlfriend in the world I could literally kiss you right now” JJ beamed.

“Oh, be my guest” you flirted as she leaned into kiss you as your phone goes off.

“It’s Pen, this could go a million different ways” you said to her.

You read her text out loud “There’s camera’s in her office btw, top left corner

; )” you both darted your eyes to the to top left corner to see a camera, you felt your face blushing as you saw JJ laughing in the corner of your eye

“I forgot about the cameras” JJ said after she finally calmed down from her hysterics

“You knew?” You whisper shouted as you saw her circling her desk to come up behind you, she teased you as she leaned over you and grabbed your face to kiss you but stopped suddenly.

“Come on babe, lunch is over” She knew what she was doing.

“Jennifer” You laughed and groaned at the same time, she grabbed your hands to pull you up and to get ready to go back to working.

“Next time” JJ promised

“Ugh” You moaned

“I love you too babe now get back to work before Hotch shouts at us” JJ laughed as she opened the door signalling for you to go out first, when you were stepping out of the door you turned to thank her not realising you would bump into someone whilst you were doing it, “Ugh my coffee” Elle groaned as you both realise you spilled coffee all over her red shirt.

“Elle I’m so sorry, here let me” you grabbed a napkin from the table next to her as you leaned over JJ followed behind you Elle’s eyes darting between you and JJ walking out of her office at the same time.

“You know what don’t bother” She said as she realised what was happening

“What was that about” Kate asked as she past you.

You began to speak but JJ stopped you “I accidently tripped Y/N up and she fell over me and into Elle” you gave JJ a sad look unsure of why she would cover for you like that, luckily Hotch held up a case with a look and you knew exactly what was about to happen.

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“Okay so you need us to stay in Colorado for a week in a cottage?” you needed to double check with Hotch to make sure you were hearing him right.

“And you want us to pretend we’re married couple?” JJ looks after at you trying to figure out if they already have figured out about our secret relationship.

“It’s just because I know how close you two are and I know you two will remain professional at all costs on this case, Y/N is our best profiler” Hotch added, you and JJ both nodded knowing that what he said is true.

This time felt different, being asked to work the case as lovers due to the fact that you were excited to spend time with your girlfriend but also due to the fact the rest of your team found you and JJ to be a compatible match relationship wise.

You looked around to see everyone’s reactions, everyone was mostly focusing on Penelope going over the new case again but your eyes stayed over Elle for a while, she was tense and nervous but she would never let it show in front of other people, since you used to be so close to her and she hated talking about her emotions, you learned to pick up and profile her behaviour, she was quiet, more than usual, and picking at her nails but doing it swiftly under the table so no one would notice, as well as this, she also had an underlying tone of anger, she was mad at you, at the situation, at JJ, at Hotch for giving you and JJ the case, and at herself for getting this irate and nervous that something bad could happen to you that was out of her control.

“Wheels up in 30” Hotch nodded to you and JJ.

You all got up and left the table, before you were out of the room, Emily stopped you “Aren’t you excited to be with your girlfriend for a week? What’s up with you?” she teased but also said growing more concerned with every word, you looked over at her, suddenly realising that you mirrored Elle’s nervous behaviour, “What?” you finished before she could answer your question “No it’s not that I’m worried about” you said honestly, “it’s her” you nodded at Elle, Emily looked in your direction and squinted her eyes and nodded slowly, “got it” “why are you worried about her though?”

“Maybe I’m overthinking it, but I think she’s mad at me’’ Emily started to nod but she had no clue what you were talking about “I mean the whole thing with JJ, this case, she keeps bumping into me all the time and it’s always when I’m with her” both of your eyes drifted to JJ making coffee. Emily tried to give you the best reassurance as she could but honestly this situation confused her just as much as you.

“Give them both time, they are both the most professional at their jobs and JJ is a smart girl she wouldn’t do something that would risk her job like this, and as for Elle, you know each other more than yourselves, what would you do in this situation?” Emily being a Libra meant that she would almost always be the peacemaker in situations like these but not when she was supposed to be, I shook my head in both disbelief and agreement that Emily was always right, she didn’t even need to tell me what to do next.

“I’ll go talk to Elle, you take JJ” you stated but it sounded more like a plead

“Hey you” you walked over to Elle

“Hey” Elle looked around to see if JJ was making her way over.

“I’ve missed you” you said honestly.

“Well it looks like you’ve had some really great company recently” Elle meant for it to come out sarcastically but it ended up coming out more harshly than you both expected it to.

“Oh come on you know that’s not fair” you both rolled your eyes

“Where is she anyway? Thought you would be going to check on her any minute now” Elle sighed

“Why are you acting like this? You’ve changed and I don’t like it!” You retaliated and Elle rolled her eyes.

“You want one?” JJ felt Emily’s presence behind her.

“Sure, thanks” Emily said

“You take Splenda right?” JJ smiled and Emily smiled back nodding knowing that the media liaison took notes of the way everyone took their drinks. JJ turned to face Emily

“So how do you feel about going undercover with Y/N, I know it can be a lot”

“I’m nervous, Em, what if someone finds out about you know” JJ tried hint at your relationship

“Okay JJ relax, you’ll tell them when you’re ready no one will force you or Y/N to come out when they are not ready, I won’t allow it” Emily tried to act confident but there was a hint of sweetness around it, JJ nodded and smiled.

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“She’s doing what?” you practically shouted at Hotch

“She said that when we never have her back, she took it on me the most, talking about The Fisher King case” you both nodded knowing exactly what you were talking about but didn’t want to pry any further

“When does she leave?” You asked but didn’t want an answer

“She’s out there talking to Luke right now” He said, you turned around to see her and Luke talking, you nodded thankful the answer wasn’t coming from anyone else but her

You made your way into the bullpen “Hey” you said to her softly and Luke made his way back to his desk to give you two some privacy

“I guess you heard” She talked into her mug, you nodded

“Where are your-“ you wondered why you hadn’t noticed her gun and badge yet

“In Hotch’s office” she finished knowing what you were about to ask her.

“You know, when I first started this job, the sound of my phone ringing, a call from the Bureau, I used to get so excited, the blood used to race through my veins” you nodded knowing you had the exact feeling when you first started this job “and now, that same sound it paralyses me” she continued “I’m not the same person anymore, that night at Lee’s if I had to do it again, I wouldn’t change a thing”

“Even though you killed someone” I asked her still unsure of whether I wanted the answer, she sighed and rolled her eyes, both of us thankful she didn’t answer my question.

“I guess that’s it then” she changed the subject very quickly, she left before I could say anything

“I’ll miss you” I said out loud but not loud enough for anyone to hear you.

“She’ll miss you too” Emily said making you jump

“Youhave to stop appearing behind me like that” you playfully hit her arm.

“Now that I know how scared you get, I don’t think I will” Emily joked back.

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“Are you sure you’re up for this” you said zipping your girlfriend’s dress up, you all had finally tracked the unsub down after 10 days of being undercover and you had been sent by Hotch to a local club where the unsub goes a lot, JJ was wearing a long red dress with black heels and her hair slightly wavy, you were wearing a short black dress, also paired with black heels, and your hair was more curled than hers.

“Yep” JJ said popping the p, she didn’t realise this was a heavy tell on her nervousness.

“JJ look at me” you turned her around to face you “we’re going to be okay, you know that right?” it was more of a statement than a question but you made the message clear

You squeezed her hand twice, you and JJ had a secret code within your relationship, one squeeze meant that ‘everything is okay?’ two was ‘you will be okay’ and the three squeezes means ‘lets get out of here’ if you were both extremely uncomfortable, unfortunately it has happened more than you would like it to have been

“it’s just” she started to breathe heavier, you squeezed her hand two more times “these victims look so much like you and I don’t know if I can handle not being with you” JJ looked anywhere but you as she knew if she would look at you she would lose it and ruin her makeup

“Jayje” you lifted her chin so she was looking at you “I will be absolutely fine, you mean everything to me I want nothing more to be with you for the rest of time, I love you so much” it slipped your mouth but that was the first time you said it to her and meant it.

“I-“

“JJ im sorry I shouldn’t have said it, it was too soon” you turned to leave and you felt a tug on your wrist, JJ pulled you in for a kiss and let her hands wander all over you

“I love you too” JJ smiled into the kiss.

“Come on baby we have to get ready now, put these in so everyone can hear us at the bar” you handed her an earpiece as you put yours in

“12 o’clock” Emily said through your earpiece, you looked around and it was fairly loud, there were so many people in the club but in distinct groups so it was easy for you to find the unsub.

“I’m going to the bar, what do you want?” you said to both JJ and Emily to let them know you were going to make your way over to the unsub

“I’ll have a vodka lemonade babe, I’ll sit over there” she pointed at a table near the bathroom

“See you in a second” JJ squeezed your hand once, you made your way back to the bar and you sat down getting ready to order drinks for both you and JJ.

“So, what’s a pretty lady doing here all by herself” A man in his 40’s flirted with you.

Emily and JJ both said your name at the same time indicating that this was our guy.

“Just getting some drinks” you said honestly and not wanting small talk, he just nodded.

“What are you drinking?” at this point it felt more like an interrogation rather than a random guy flirting, you lifted your glass up to show him that you ordered a vodka lemonade, not wanting a drink at this point, just wanting to go back to your girlfriend, as you turned on your heels you made eye contact with JJ shaking your head angrily, “I said what are you drinking” he raised his voice at me and I was not about to lose whatever confidence I had in myself at this point, luckily I felt JJ walk over to me, I looked down at my now red wrist and back up at him again “Vodka lemonade, let me go” you hissed at him

“Now that I’ve got you” he towered over me and leaned into my ear “I’m never going to let you go” you felt your breath grow heavier. JJ flashed him her badge and he let you go, JJ picked you up before you fell to the floor as she guided you to the bathroom.

“What happened baby?” she didn’t care if the team found out if the team knew about your relationship, her priority at this second was to check if you were okay, you told them both the story knowing Emily was still listening in.

“I’m coming over” Emily couldn’t take it anymore

“NO” you and JJ both shouted at the same time “he’s dangerous, we do not need another agent in danger” you begged

“Fine, but the second I hear something go slightly wrong I won’t hesitate to come over capeesh”

“Capeesh” you said looking up to JJ saluting her

“Let’s go back out” You said to JJ

“Yep, I’ll get the drinks this time hmm” JJ said

“Sounds perfect” she guided you back up off the floor and she kissed you before you both left the bathroom, you stayed with her until you got the drinks, you leaned into her and said “I’ll be back I’m just going to get some air, I love you”

“Miss you already I love you too” JJ fake pouted, you started to make your way outside, you felt eyes on the back of your head but thought nothing of it, when you got outside you felt dizzy and the last thing you remember was a man standing over your body.

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“Finally” a man said over your freezing body, you looked around to figure out what was happening, it was light outside so you had been out for a while, you looked around some more and you realised that you were in some random basement in the middle of nowhere typical, you saw JJ still sleeping on the other side of the room and you couldn’t help but smile because at least you had the love of your life with you. “she’s been sleeping for days” you were out longer than you realised.

“Who are you and what am I doing here” you croaked.

“She’s still feisty even after being trapped here for a whole week” he turned to face a person standing next to you but you couldn’t muster your strength to turn and see what they looked like, even though you couldn’t see what she was doing you felt her look down at you and pout, you turned around and decided to sleep again because at least that way you could forget about your reality right now, as the door slammed it startled JJ.

She jumped up and made a noise, after she calmed down she tried calling me “Y/N” she also sounded thankful that we weren’t doing this on our own, you couldn’t turn around but instead just let your tears roll down, after 10 minutes you decided get up and crawl to her to be in her arms again but you only got so far, you felt something pull you back, after realising that it was handcuffs that were stopping you.

What seemed like hours later, a tall brunette walked in and gave you something to eat completely passing JJ “you need to eat my love” you didn’t even need to turn around to realise who was doing this to you, she called you that all the time

“Elle leave me alone, you’re the last person I want to see right now”

I know baby, you wanna be in her arms right?” she teased

“You do not get to call me that” you turned around and you became face to face with Elle Greenaway for the first time in what felt like years, she reached out her hand but you flinched, she carried on and wiped a tear from your cheek which you didn’t even realise was there, instead of fighting it, you let her, at least imaging it was JJ who was wiping your tears.

“Eat up” she repeated before she left, she looked back to see if JJ was looking at you, she was so she did the only thing she know would make you both mad, she kissed you, she kissed you intensely foolishly you let her, closing your eyes imaging it was your girlfriend the entire time. She stopped harshly and stood up and winked at you and called you “good girl”, after realising what just happened you felt even more disgusted, as she walked past JJ, she leaned down and whispered loud enough so I could hear it too “What’s the matter sweetie; see something you like” she laughed in her face and stood up, JJ looked over at you with a sad smile and Elle noticed this “I want to wipe that grin of your face so badly but my mother taught me to play nicely” you felt a lump in your throat and lunged forward at her about to say something you never thought you would get to say.

“Elle wait” she turned back around as you chocked on your sobs “Let her go, kill me and let her go” you emphasised those last words.

“Did anyone ever tell you how good you look begging pretty girl?” she cooed as she started to make her way over to you.

You lost it at her “Why are you doing this? What’s the matter with you? Why are you acting like this? Why are you hurting me and why are you enjoying it” you just couldn’t help yourself at the word vomit, it was like all the questions that had been running through your head for the last few months were just dying to come out.

Elle turned around to face JJ who was too startled to say anything at this point “You sure you want her?” she tormented “She’s way to suborn for her own good, get’s that from me I think” you were not even angry at this point, you felt uncontrollable tears fall down your face as you realised that was a possibility that JJ would leave you due to your stubbornness at some point, it hadn’t crossed your mind though until Elle pointed it out.

“Please” JJ rolled her eyes “It’s gonna take a lot more than Y/N’s stubbornness to make me leave her” she spat at her “Actually it’s one of the million reasons why I started dating her” both you and Elle were confused at this but then you realised this was JJ’s way of telling you that no matter what the circumstances were, she would never leave you.

“Okay then” Elle smirked as she stood up and lifted her arms up to a box on the highest shelf of the basement, taking JJ’s statement as a competition, she opened the box and pulled out a red camera, this was your camera, the one that you and Elle shared when you went places together.

“You kept that?” Your gaze softened.

“Shut up” Elle barked.

Considering it was dark, she fumbled for a while looking for the night vision filter on the camera and you had seen enough of these livestream cases to know exactly what was happening.

Penelope was pacing around her office in front of everyone as she furiously did everything she did to find you and JJ.

“Pen you need to calm down” Tara guided her to sit down as Luke came to stand behind her, he turned to Emily as to ask her what he should say next.

“Penelope we have done everything we could so far” Emily started

“They are two of our best workers they’ll be okay” Hotch finished Emily’s sentence for her. Kate’s phone pinged, everyone’s eyes landed on her.

“You got something pretty lady?” Derek was the only one brave enough to ask.

“Meg” Kate shook her head, feeling guilty it was someone else other than you and JJ, Alex came in with a handful of papers.

“This isn’t a case, this is just a list I’ve made of every possibility of who could’ve kidnapped them” Alex sighed, everyone else was thankful that Alex got further than they did.

“Andrea Nolan” Derek sighed.

“Matthew Brewster” Emily shook her head.

“Melissa Brdgers” Luke read out loud knowing these people would never kidnap you both.

“Wait was Matthew the guy from the bar, the one who flirted with Y/N” it started clicking for Emily.

“Garcia pull up Brewster’s number, see who he had texted more often this month” Hotch said sternly.

“Already on it sir” Garcia was.

“Greenaway, that’s got to be a coincidence right” there was a hint of panic in Derek’s voice.

Just like clockwork there was a livestream from Elle’s camera.

“Hey guys, I know you’re all there, did you miss me? Not too much I hope” Elle said to the camera as you hid your face because you hated your team seeing you on edge never mind in a situation this serious. “HI Emily, you were always my favourite, don’t tell the others” It was clear that she was stalling and that she knew what she was doing. Elle, however was smart enough to not do it on her phone because she knew Penelope would have already tracked her by now.

Elle turned back to you and finished the sentence that she started before she started live streaming “Okay then Jareau, if you’re sure that nothing will come between you and her” she angled the camera at you on the floor and started to straddle your hips Elle started to kiss you more intensely than JJ granted but you hated it, every time JJ kissed you it was soft and gentle, but Elle’s kiss was rough, she hurt you and she knew it “Say it” she whispered in your ear.

“What do you want me to say?” you were genuinely confused at her statement.

She leaned more forward kissing your neck but covering her head and her hands traveling up your waist from your team “That I’m better than her, in every way” you both looked over to her, you giving her a soft smile in which she returned, Elle the opposite.

Your chest grew heavy as you knew that this could be a possibility of a way out “You’re better than her, in every way” it came out as barley a whisper

“No sweetie, I know you can do better than that, say it louder for me baby, loud enough so everyone can hear it”

“Elle is better than you JJ, in every way” you shouted at JJ, you didn’t mean to. Not yet a profiler, JJ didn’t pick up on the fact that this was a message and she thought you genuinely meant it, you could see the tear roll down her eyes and you had a lump in your throat.

“Good girl” Elle whispered as she stood up to walk away, you knew exactly what to do next

“In fact JJ, Elle is better than you in every single because when I went over to her house for the fourth time I knew I loved her.”

“Pen and paper” Alex was the only one that picked up that this was a code “Write down important words of her next sentence Emily, she said directly to Emily because everyone else couldn’t concentrate.

“Yep, I knew I loved her when was away, when I was taken from everyone, I basically lived in Elle’s house at some point” she laughed like it was a great memory “ the one on 10th street you know, days I was away from my cat” she kept laughing “In fact Emily was the one I called on, I knew she was the one who could help save me” At this point Emily already had her FBI jacket on and was ready to leap out the door in order to save you both.

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Elle was about to say something before she heard those four words “FBI drop your weapon” Elle was too careless that she had you that she forgot you were also a profiler and you left Emily a coded message, after realising what had just happened, Elle slapped you hard across the face.

“In here” JJ shouted at the footsteps that grew louder, Derek kicked down the door, which you weren’t expecting anything else.

“Em” JJ struggled to speak and make eye contact with Emily as she reached down to take JJ’s hand.

When Elle figured out what was going she whipped your head around fast and shoved you back to the floor as you stumbled making your way to Emily and JJ.

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You made your way back to the bullpen with Emily and JJ, Elle was arrested because she aimed a weapon at an FBI Agent, before you stepped out of the elevator you stopped JJ to talk with her privately and you signalled to Emily that it was okay to leave for a second.

“I’m so sorry about what I did back there” you looked into JJ’s crying eyes, you stepped closer indicating a hug, reluctantly she agreed.

A minute or two into the hug she looked down at you “Is it true?” you both knew what she was talking about.

“JJ look at me” you lifted her chin up to look you in the eye. “I want you to know that you are the most perfect person in the entire world, what I said in there, every time I kissed her” you stopped to take breath “every time I kissed her I imagined it was you, it was the only thing that got me through those couple of days, I imagined it was you, every single time, what I said about Elle was absolutely not true, I said it because thankfully Emily and Alex picked up on the secret code I was giving them, there was a chance Elle would too but I had a feeling the team would find out before she did”

You looked up to see JJ crying, you held JJ even longer and whispered sweet nothings into her ears whilst you stroked her hair, it became a much bigger habit over the last three months which you both secretly enjoyed.

“Nothing will ever make me love you any less, nothing you ever do, nothing in your past, got it?” you always knew how to reassure your girlfriend.

“Got it” the side of her mouth tugged with a smirk “love you” she said into your hair as you were still hugging, she made sure to give you plenty of forehead kisses.

“Now come on, let’s get back out there before we look suspicious” she extended her arm for you to take which you gladly took.

When you and JJ walked into the bullpen there were balloons everywhere and party food on the table, you two were confused as to what this was for until you noticed a huge ‘WELCOME HOME Y/N AND JJ’ sign handwritten by everyone on the team, you tapped your girlfriend’s arm and leaned into her, she hugged your waist and whilst you and JJ started talking to everyone on the team, you realised this was where we you were meant to be, this was home.

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