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i queue on my laptop now bc its easier and the urge to shuffle it is very strong
#IM NOT GOING TO BUT COULD YOU IMAGINE.#not sanji#i'm on ch418 rn i'm gonna see if i can just brute force my way through the rest of enies lobby#which is like. 20 chapters minimum but there are quite a few chapters without sanji#or with very few snoojs that i can just click through#doing a brief skim of the plot to remind myself of it....#also since i'm power queueing.... might once again bump up the queue to post more frequently#idk yet we'll see
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GET YOUR DREAM LIFE: A CHALLENGE
Welcome to this challenge, babygirls and babyboys 🗣️🗣️🗣️
So are you ready to manifest everything you desired in April? Then start up rn!
I'll show you 5 important, simple steps you can use to manifest your dream life!
This challenge will be done for 30 days throughout April. At the end of this month, the results are guaranteed!
You might be wondering if its gonna be hard... Buuuut! The steps are super duper simple, just follow them!
THE STEPS:
🤍 MENTAL DIET 🤍
Y'all heard it right, maintain a strict mental diet, like literally stop wavering! Stop focusing on things you don't want! Don't accept things you don't want! It's that simple. Only focus on positive and favourable thoughts.
Your mornings should go like, 'uhh it's such a beautiful day. It's gonna be amazing day as always. But it's gonna be fun today! I literally love this life, it's freaking amazing, I literally don't know how to thank myself for this. The fact that I'm the ultimate creator is soo mind blowing for me even though I've always been for my entire life. I'm literally thankful for everything! My life's being too perfect and I get what I want everytime, everything's in my favour always. I literally look soo amazing in every outfit I wear, it's such a slay everyday. Uhh I'm soo lucky to have what I want. Literally my self concept is supreme' and blah blah blah. You can add whatever you want further lol.
So like literally throughout the day steady yourself in this mindset. If you catch yourself wavering, be like *sike there ain't no chance bitch* come back on track! Catch yourself waver ---> stop ---> drop ---> flip it into something positive or favourable.
Literally robotic affirming is the only way you can keep your thoughts in check. So go bestie! Keep your head high, keep a check on those thoughts inside your pretty/handsome head 😩 keep slaying everyday ✨
🤍 ROBOTIC AFFIRMING 🤍
Keep affirming babygirls and babyboys! Like literally don't even stop (unless you're doing smth important, then stop affirming for a while lol) y'all got your dream lives already 💅 so why y'all telling yourself that you don't?? Well y'all do have it, so tell yourself the ULTIMATE FACT that you have your dream lives already 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ tell yourself whenever you're free, like even doing your daily chores such as taking a shit or shower, or brushing your teeth, eating, scrolling through the phone, or walking, waiting in a queue (I'd never wait in a queue... Cus I don't go to places with long ass annoying queues 😭) or listening to music or watching TV, doing the dishes or doing self care (I love my babygirls and babyboys taking care of themselves like there's no tomorrow 😩✋🏻I'mma give y'all a nice smooch 😚) just do it my babies! It's the ultimate way to get (which you already have it) your dream lives! So get tf up babies! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
🤍 LIVING IN THE END 🤍
This step shouldn't be missed at all babies! So focus on the end! Focus on having it! Focus on thinking from the end! Like you already are living yor dream lives, you have that car you wanted cus you already drive it everyday! You have that sp that loves you till death, that spoils you with their love, money, and what not?! You have that house you've been dreaming of! No, I mean living! You're living in that house already! It's yours my love! You got that perfect sculptured summer body ody that the normal human beings are jealous?? Like you have that body effortlessly 😩✋🏻 FOCUS ON HAVING IT BITCHES 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
🤍 USING SLEEP TO YOUR ADVANTAGE! 🤍
Listen here, my babygirls and babyboys! You sleep 7 to 8 hours a day, and sleep, according to medicals, is a state of complete rest. That means you're not aware of your surroundings. You're just being a black, quiet, space like floaty state (the void actually) so things are easier to manifest Instantly in this state! So why not do psych k or sats or the lullaby method before bed and after you wake up my loves?? It's so much more effective that what you do in the day time! Trust me! Go prepare yourself well for the bed babies 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
🤍 PERSISTENCE 🤍
Since you already affirming that you have your dream lives, you have it already! But you can begin to doubt that why is it not in the 3d... BITCH DON'T EVEN THINK LIKE THAT. Be like 'bitch wtf my life literally feels like a dream come true moment everyday 😭😭 like I'm literally living the life I wanted, I already am experiencing it wtf are you talking about' like literally GASLIGHT YOURSELF INTO THINKING LIKE THAT (cus you already have your dream life) like literally decide that you already have! Hold onto the new story no matter what! 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
So ig I've told you what you needed to do... So all you gotta do is follow the fucking steps babies 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
Okay, take care, love y'all babies! Byeee
- olivia 🤍
#dream life#law of assumption#neville goddard#reality shifting#loa success#affirmdaily#frequency#manifestations#manifestyourreality#scripting#nonduality#nondualism#void thoughts#voidstate#void#void success#loassumption#loassblog
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Hi! Can I request a smut imagine with prompt 48 and trope 8 with Theodore Nott.
She’s a slytherin too and a badass bitch who everybody wants to be or date
Thank youuu!
✧ theodore nott x fem!reader x jealousy x "you. are. mine."✧
(this request is a part of my writing event, here is the link to the masterlist of the fics i'll be publishing from said event:) )
this took longer than i expected, thank you for your request anon! x
told u guys i’d post smth… surprise!!!!
warnings: 18+ MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, p in v sex, some swear words, some slight cedric x reader, theo being bitchy ig, fingering, general sex stuff, orgasm denial, ummmmmm yeah i think that’s it
i’ll reread it later to fix mistakes cuz rn it’s 2 am where i live and i’m going to bed bye
•❅───✧❅✦❅✧───❅•
Your relationship with Theo was complicated. At least in your mind that was the most suitable word for this dynamic, you could never find anything else that would quite describe it. You were friends, that’s for sure, this was the only thing you were certain of. Some days you had found yourself tangled in his bedsheets, his soft fingers caressing your back as you lingered in his scent. But, there were also days when you didn’t speak to him at all, strolling through the halls and seeing him tug a piece of hair behind the ear of some Ravenclaw girl while simultaneously giving her his infamous smile. Even though you also flirted and went on dates with others, something inside your guts sunk down each time you saw him with a girl who was not you. And you could barely handle it. Every time you promised yourself you’ll never sleep with him again or give him your attention, you’d always end up doing the opposite. There was something about him that lured you in, it was toxic, but so divine. So, whenever his lips connected to yours in a hungry kiss, you’d forget about all of the other women he probably does this with. It was just you and him and your only thought during these moments was to stay with him like that forever.
‚-it’s not like it’s that important.’
‚Huh?’ You lifted your head and met Pansy’s annoyed face. ‚Sorry, what were you saying?’
¨What is going on with you lately?´She shook her head and sighed. ´I asked if you have a date for the ball.’ She then added.
‘Oh, well, not really.’ You shrugged.
‘Seriously? Is this about Theo again? I’ve told you multiple times that there is a fucking queue of guys just waiting for you and all you do is always go back to him.’ She huffed. ‘What about Mason? Louise? Henry? They were all head over heels for you, I don’t believe they didn’t ask you at least once.’
‘They did. I just said no.’ You mumbled and avoided her angry gaze.
SShe groaned and took a sip of her butterbeer. ‘I was not going to tell you this, but I see there is no other option.’ Pansy took a deep breath. ‘I heard the boys talking about the ball and Nott wants to take Arisa.’
You swallowed a big gulp in your throat and looked down into your drink. You expected that something like this would happen, you just didn’t think you wouldn’t be prepared to hear it.
‘’M sorry.’ She looked at your numb expression with caring eyes.
‘It’s okay Pans.’ You gave her a soft smile. ‘Maybe you’re right. Maybe it’s time to move on.’
Even though you tried to not think about him for the next few days, it was unusually hard. He was on your mind non stop, like a song playing on repeat. On top of that, everyone was talking about the upcoming event. While walking through the halls you overheard people gossiping about the pairs, discussing what they are gonna wear and you were also a witness to roughly 7 performances of the boys creatively asking their crushes to go with them.
You walked into the courtyard and took a seat on the nearest free bench. You pulled out your sketchbook in hopes to finally draw something. Truth is, you didn’t remember the last time you practiced your beloved activity, not that you didn’t have time, you just didn’t have any ideas. This time wasn’t different, you looked around and then your gaze rested on the empty page before you. You made a soft line with your pencil and stopped, it was like your hand didn’t want to listen to your mind. You groaned and closed the sketchbook to put it in your bag again. While doing this, you felt a presence in front of you. Looking up, you saw Cedric Diggory, a charming smile plastered on his face.
‘Hi, do you have a moment?’ He asked and you stood up to face him.
‘Of course.’ You smiled.
‘I have a question.’
‘If you want my help with something, then no. I can barely finish my own essays and-‘
‘No, that’s..’ He chuckled. ‘I was wondering if you’d want to go to the ball with me?’
‘Oh..’ You bit your lip softly from the inside. ‘I.. I’ll think about it. Is that okay with you?’
‘Surely, just don’t take too long, darling.’ He sent you a wink and walked out of the courtyard.
Later that night you were studying in your dorm, soft music was playing in your headphones as you scribbled some sigils for one of the classes. Your back was turned to the door, so you didn’t hear that someone came in. It was the feeling of being observed that made you move your head to inspect the room and there he was. Theodore Nott stood next to your door, his arms were crossed and you couldn’t quite read his expression. You grabbed your headphones and took them off.
‘Knocking exists.’ You told him.
‘Not for me.’ He replied sternly.
‘What are you doing here, Theodore?’ You fixed your position on the bed so that you were fully facing him. ‘Don’t you have any other hoes to tend to?’
‘Are you going to the ball with Diggory?’ He avoided your question.
‘Why do you care?’ You stood up.
‘Answer me.’ He took a step closer to you.
‘Maybe I am, maybe I’m not.’
‘For fucks sake, stop being a brat and answer the question.’ He said through gritted teeth.
‘It’s none of your business.’ You replied while stepping closer to him and poking your finger into his chest.
His scent filled up your nose and you felt this forbidden feeling again. Your body was lustful, for him, but you couldn’t let him win again.
He chuckled, ‘See, that’s where you’re wrong.’
You scoffed, ‘Fine. Yes.’ You spat at him. ‘I’m going with Cedric. Is that what you wanted to hear?’
His eyes darkened at the confession, which wasn’t even true. You just wanted to get on his nerves and see what he would do. You didn’t even have time to react before he pinned you to the wall and hovered over you. Your breath hitched and you tried your best to avoid his eyes, because if you looked into them, you’d lose.
‘No, you’re not.’ He stated. ‘You are not going with anyone.’
‘Why? Why the fuck do you care so much?!’ Your eyes were glued to the ceiling.
He gripped your face with one of his hands and forced you to look at him. You closed your eyes.
‘You.’ He whispered and brought his lips closer to yours before breathily adding the rest. ‘Are. Mine.’
The sound of his voice was angelic and it sent a certain feeling down to your core. You tried your best to resist but your eyes fluttered open and met his. You lost.
He grabbed your face and connected your lips in a hungry kiss. You whimpered into his mouth and cursed yourself in your mind. Why was he so addictive? Why couldn’t you quit? He just felt too good to be true. Kissing you in all the right places, his fingers touching where you needed him most, every time you felt him inside of you, it felt like heaven.
He took a few steps back and tried to not break the kiss. He pushed you onto the mattress and with one of his hands he pushed all the books off the bed. He left wet kisses along your jawline and you moaned at the feeling. He discarded both of your shirts and attached his lips to your chest, leaving a couple love bites along the way.
‘I want you to say it.’ He mumbled into your ear.
‘Hm?’ You were brought out of your trance.
‘I want you to admit you’re mine.’
‘But am I?’ He stopped kissing your neck and gripped your throat.
‘Are you?’ He raised his brow and smirked challengingly, knowing you’d fold under him.
You stared deep into his eyes and swallowed harshly because of his grip, before replying, ‘I’m yours.’
‘Good girl.’ He let go of your neck and connected your lips once again.
Soon enough both of you were a sweaty mess, clothes laying somewhere on the wooden floor, soft sounds escaping your lips as he pumped his fingers in and out of you. His breath on your neck and occasional kisses made you feel dizzy, his fingers making you squirm from the pleasure, but it wasn’t enough.
‘I need to feel you.’ You breathed out and Theo didn’t waste a second.
He positioned himself on top of you and slowly entered your aching pussy. You threw your head back and he used that to immediately attach his lips to your neck once again.
‘’S okay, darling. You’re doing so good f’me.’ He whispered to help you relax.
His voice made you let go of the tension in your lower body, finally allowing him to move at a pace so perfect for both of you. He lifted you up and spinned both of you, so that you were on top of him. His thrusts became quicker and stronger, one of his hands was caressing your breasts, while the other rubbed your clit so deliciously. You cried out his name a few times when you were close, but he always stopped just then. He just smirked every time and continued his actions, it turned him on, watching you whine on top of him. He felt he was getting closer to his release, so he sped up again, and this time his hand stayed on your sweet spot. You reached your high with a loud moan and threw your head back, your hand grabbing Theo’s arm. He released inside of you with a loud groan and you used that to push away his hand which was still rubbing circles on your bud, too sensitive for more. You collapsed on top of him and gave him a peck on his collarbone. Theo reached for the blanket and covered the two of you.
‘I lied.’ You mumbled.
‘What?’
‘I’m not going with Cedric.’ You replied softly. ‘I told him I’d think about it and..’
‘Good.’ He interrupted. ‘You’re going with me then.’
‘Am I?’ You looked up at him playfully. ‘I thought you were taking Arisa.’
‘Who?’ He replied and you giggled. ‘She asked me to go. But I refused.’
‘Why? She’s a nice girl.’
‘Maybe. But she isn’t you.’ He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. ‘And I belong solely to you.’
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@ girasollake 2024
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have you seen the tiktok of a girl who made her boyfriend a little sprout to put on his gaming headset ??? its so cute and reminded me of hyuck 🤏🏻
pairings. streamer!haechan x reader (f)
genre. fluff
note. STOP RN ANON i haven’t seen that tiktok but i’ve seen some where ppl make a lil sprout bc a few months ago i crocheted me a sprout for my headphones 😭 but THIS IS SO CUTE BC HAECHAN WOULD LOVE IT thank u for sending me this,,,, here’s another streamer/gamer hyuck drabble
[ haechan masterlist | masterlist ]
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“i play val a few times but i prefer overwatch, they’re both enjoyable but overwatch is better in a lot of ways, for me personally. but if i’m in the mood for a tense flick-type game, then i play val.” haechan answers a comment, as he’s waiting in the game queue.
he’s sitting relaxed in his gaming chair as he watches the comments fill in. some disagree with him and some agree.
“which one does yn like? she likes overwatch more, she likes that there’s a more wide range of characters than val. she’s not really into fps games, she says they’re too intense for her.” he chuckles at that. “she only plays overwatch because i do and because she wanted to bond with me since it’s one of my favorite games. she’s cute,” he mumbles the last sentence, grinning as he continues reading numerous comments from his viewers.
chat is going crazy at the mention of you.
he’s about to read another comment before you quietly knock on his door, he whips his head around to see you carefully peeking your head through the crack of the door.
you have a sheepish smile, knowing he’s streaming and you didn’t want to bother him but you also have something you really wanted to show him.
haechan doesn’t seem to be bothered at all, because he smiles at you waving you inside.
“what’s up baby?” he slides one side of his headset off, letting you know he’s listening.
you make sure to stay out of the camera since you’re only wearing a t-shirt, one of his t-shirts to be exact. and the end of the shirt stop just below your butt.
you take your hand out from behind your back to reveal a green crocheted sprout.
“ooo, what’s this?” his eyes widen as he carefully takes it into the palm of his hands to closely examine it. he admires how neatly each chain is and how precise it is to a sprout. the two leaves shaped perfectly.
“i made this for you, it’s a sprout and it’s supposed to go on your headset.” you explain.
he spins his chair around to face you and he slides off his headset. “really? how, put it on for me.”
you lightly giggle as you take the headset from him to slowly loop the sprout around the top.
you squeal out of excitement but also taking pride at how good it came out. “see!”
“woah, baby this is so cute.” he gasps, putting his headset back on and looks at himself on the camera.
“chat, look what yn made me!” he shows off the top of his head, scooting closer to the camera that sits on top of his monitor and scooting back.
“hi chat!” you spoke up, finally greeting yourself to his viewers.
“it looks like a sprout is growing on top of my head,” he expresses. shaking his head left to right watching the sprout wiggle.
he rolls his chair a bit off camera to wrap his arms around your waist, squeezing you. “thank you, i love it. it’s staying on my headset.”
your arms circle around him before your hands curl around the back of his hair, softly tugging it. “you’re welcome, i’m gonna make me one now so we’re matching.”
you pat his back as he unwraps his arms around you and rolls back in front of his desk.
“bye chat!” you say out loud, as you’re at the door, blowing your boyfriend a kiss before leaving.
user i just want what they have
#yeow6n#haechan fluff#lee donghyuck#nct fluff#haechan drabbles#haechan#haechan imagines#nct dream#haechan x reader#nct scenarios#nct drabbles#nct dream fluff#nct 127 fluff#haechan imagine#nct haechan#lee haechan#haechan short drabbles#boyfriend!haechan#gamer!haechan#streamer!haechan
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Alright, I thought about it last night a bit.
I may just stop forcing myself to do the usual 'male v monday' 'shippy saturday' 'thirsty thursday' 'wip wednesday' stuff (I mean I can't even manage to keep up with that either) and instead post whenever I want, like I do on Friday already when everyone is posting their gorgeous females but I (if I post) do post my boys since I do not have any female oc.
I don't know if I'll completely abandon the tags for it or not. it's gonna be more: if I manage to post on that day, I'll add it, if not, I'll reblog and then tag it with the tag or sth like that.
I will still try and take my at least 30min of time a day (mostly after work around 6pm German time) to browse tblr. Queue often makes noe sense to me, sometimes I use ib when I feel I've reblogged to much in a row already but I do not tage anything that will come from my queue so you won#t even notice that it was queued.
I've also set a few blogs on receive notifications so I do not miss any new posts. I love that feature! But sometimes I have to stop using it if a blog keeps posting like every 1h through the day which will give me 24 notes a day on my phone - forcing me to look and I can't do that. I need to find some balance somehow. Still a thing to figure out to have it healthy.
I do not want to abandon looking at content because you all create so many cool things, but in this fandom, as I already said it so many times: it is just so hard to keep up with it. So please do not be mad about me or think I do not like your stuff (anymore) because I've not liked/reblogged a thing lately of your content. I often feel very 'unmenschlich' (inhuman?) when I can't find time to give some love to others work bc I receive so much from all of you, therefore I want to give it back as well.
Idk how you manage having 4+ ocs btw. I with my 4 boys feel like I abandon at least one for too long (rn it is Vijay - and it makes me so incredibly sad, no one will probably understand). But I have to keep telling myself, he will receive a whole lot of attention and love again. However, this month is for Thyjs, because he's having his birthday soon (13th) and so I will focus on him in the first place.
I decided to slide in Jaysen for something else yesterday (because spontaneous things still happen) and I'll hopp in to take a bunch of pic of him as well once my writing here is done, bc he's modeling for some new real cool pants. And then I go back to my soldier boy doing the same (if I can manage bc taking pic … takes time xD).
What elese?
I'll just need to find a balance when I do at least answer roleplay or do story writing because this also I feel very bad about It gets neglected the most, mainly because I've never been a writer. But I find such joy in it and I feel like a bad person that my rp partner always has to wait such long time until I answer. Some days I'd just love to thorw literally everything aside and just do rp 24h nonstop (we all know this doesn't work) because I love love love this story that developed in the past year and when I think about it I'm just so hyped to share it one day but it's a lot of work to do. It's gotten something like a lifetime project by now?
And I need to stop hording my drafts. Its getting ridiculous …
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Just a lil heads up y'all that the queue for this blog is almost empty 😱 I have TONS of stuff in my drafts rn to refill it with, but I cannot deal with writing that many tags on mobile and I don't like to leave art and other people's hard work etc untagged as just an Organisation Go Brrr autism thing (tm)
I will hopefully be able to get some time on a borrowed laptop to refill the queue soon but I don't want anybody to panic if suddenly there's no posts here for a bit if i dont manage that🙏 My PC is still broken so that's why you haven't seen any new screenshots or meta type posts for a while because well...I can't access SWTOR at all rn lol
I'm working on getting it fixed up, but it's gonna be a lil while still before I can 100% fix it. I've got a Plan(tm), I just need to make sure I actually have the funds to buy the replacement parts with, but hopefully SOON. Just pls bare with me if it takes a while!! <3 I haven't left the fandom or forgotten about y'all or anything like that! I've also had some art block that I've been working through and I'm currently working on some art pieces for the Reverse!Zephyrverse timeline so you should get some new art relatively Soon(tm) too while we're waiting for my PC troubles to get sorted 🥳
Miss you guys and hope to get back into it soon!
Elven
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hii hello (wes xhotmessx here) :] i have seen yr gabeposting recently i <3 u sourcing images is the work of angels .. i have in my free time been going thru cobra lj pages chronologically and i have like . So Many live photos from it .. so i was gonna post them but am . umm i think i had this qyestion formed better in my head earlier . like have u also done this and have/are going to post these images ? i guess . i mean we can just ;ut gabe everywhere also . i am not home rn but i will be home 2mrw afternoon and thats when i was gonna go thru the images ive got so far theyre mostlyyy 2006 and 2007 . is this a question im unsure at this point . .. what ever send ask xx
hiiii i think i get what ur asking ! i haven’t personally dug through cobra’s livejournal much, almost all of the pictures i have are from flickr/photographer’s personal websites etc etc. so i don’t know if any of the stuff i have queued for dailygabe is stuff that’s been on their lj (assuming that’s the question you were going for?) you can just post your images, you don’t need my permission or anything, if there ends up being duplicates on dailygabe i’ll just take em out of the queue it’s no big deal !! there’s currently like 50ish pictures queued up over there it’s really not a problem
#i hope that made sense#basically go for it post the gabe images it’s all good#:)#like i only think i have one picture i got from livejournal rn but it’s not from cobras lj so like it’s cool
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Picnic Date♡
~Knight
CW: small Knight♡, tooth rotting fluff, outdoor painting date, no description of hair color, skin color, height, body type, outfit or any distinct features, maybe little personality queues specific to me but that's it
Rating: General consumption
Word count: 1121
Note: I love Knight so much I wanna get married--
Update: I just read Knights route of the new event path(I read Tinos first) and I'm gonna start crying rn I love him sm--
"I can carry this all myself you know.."
I wanted to go out and paint in my free time, enjoy this beautiful day while creating something new, seeing as there were no lectures today and I hadn't painted in a while. My paramour, Knight, also having time to spare, offered to join me, turning this into a tranquil picnic/painting date.
"Nonsense, I shan't let you carry this all on your own," Knight said, carrying my bag full of my paints and paint brushes, and the canvas I had made for the occasion, leaving me with the picnic basket full of goods to snack on.
"Knight," I whined, dragging out his name.
Not that I don't appreciate the help, but I'm plenty capable of carrying my own things.
Arriving at our destination, a grassy field with tall trees shading the area, flowers and other plants in the surroundings, I laid out the picnic blanket next to a tree placing the basket down in the middle, Knight placing my things on the blanket as we sat down.
"I told Tino we were going on a picnic and he gave me some fresh bread for us to eat, I also made us some sandwiches, packed some fruit, biscuits, not necessarily a hardy meal but perfect for a mid day picnic," I smiled taking my paints out, seeing Knight empty the basket.
"What kind of sandwiches are these?" Knight asked, taking out a couple trying to inspect the contents without removing the plastic wrap.
"Try one, let me know what you think."
I watched him unwrap one of the sandwiches waiting for a reaction only to see him take the smallest bite known to man, basically nibbling on the crust.
"Come on, take a bigger bite than that, the good stuff's on the inside of the bread ya know," I said really to shove the thing down his throat.
"Alright! Alright! I am eating!" Knight said, leaning back away from me, taking a big bite, crunching through the sandwich. "It's full of greens!"
"Yeah, do you like it?! I know not everyone's a fan of vegetables but I use to love this sandwich when someone would get it for me, it has lettuce, cucumbers, salted avocados raw broccoli-"
"This is amazing!"
"Do you really like it?!" I said smiling, hearts in my eyes as he devoured the sandwich reaching for another. "I made plenty more so dig in! There's also fruits and baby carrots-"
"You really like eating healthy don't you?" Knight questioned opening up another sandwich.
"It's not that I like eating healthy, I just like vegetables I guess," I said, taking out my own sandwich.
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Setting up my canvas, laying a piece of fabric on my lap to protect my clothes, I dipped my brush in the cup of water.
"Knight?"
"Hm?" he answered, fiddling with a vine of grapes.
"Pick a color, any color," I said, gesturing to the many jars of paint laid out.
"You want.. me to pick?"
"Of course, any color will do, pick as many or as little as you want," I said.
Knight put a finger to his chin in thought scooting closer to me for a better look. Looking at the different colors and different shades and tones of different colors, he narrowed his eyes in thought.
"Or how about I paint you?" I suggested.
"Me?!" Knight yelped.
"Yeah… you're really cute♡ and you have quite the fixed color palette, I think it'd be fun," I said, taking his cheek and turning his face my way.
Knight blushed deeply at the action, loss for words as he looked back at me. I caressed his cheek with my thumb giving him a small peck on the lips.
"Do you like that idea?♡~"
"I- um.. I mean- you- like- it's uh.." I giggled as he fumbled his words, face red to the tips of his ears.
So cute☆
"Or I can paint something else? I'll let you choose," I said without dropping my hand from his face.
Knight fumbled for a second before picking up a couple jars of paint.
"How about… you make something with these," Knight said, holding up three jars. Lavender, light green and light blue.
"Perfect," I said, stealing one of his grapes.
-
"Knight, can I have a biscuit please," I asked without looking at him.
"Of course, here," Knight held out the biscuit for me, looking at me oddly when I didn't take it.
"Ah," I opened my mouth.
"... you have hands."
"Knight! I have paint on my hands, please," I said, showing him my fingers.
"... um," Knight averted his gaze.
"Come on, no one's here, and I want a biscuit. Ah," I opened my mouth again waiting to be fed.
"Dragon's teeth, fine," he said, breaking a piece and putting it in my mouth, letting me chew before I opened my mouth again.
"More please☆"
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"Boop."
"Boop?? What's boo- did you just put paint on me?!" Knight scrambled when I taped his nose with a blue paint covered finger.
"Calm down, you'll make a mess, it isn't toxic, nor will it take long to dry, you can peel it off," I said, peeling some dried paint off my hands.
"Still… you're the painter not I," he pouted.
"And you're the painter's paramour, I'm a package deal hehe."
"A package de-?? What?"
-
"Ta-da!"
"Pretty."
"So how'd I do, critique me," I said, propping the painting against the tree.
"Nice colors."
"You picked them."
"I know," Knight chuckled lightly, standing at my side. "Your work could hang in a gallery."
"You flatter me, be mean for once," I say, pushing his shoulder.
"I speak only the truth, this is beautiful.." he said looking me in the eyes.
"I was only thinking of how nice it was to be here with you today… a picnic lunch, the fresh air, painting.. you, it's perfect," I said, holding his gaze.
Knight blushed hearing the sincerity in my voice. Grabbing my hand he tugged me closer, staring at point blank range he called out my name.
"... I should like to kiss you now.." it sounded more like he was questioning himself then he probably would've liked.
"Go ahead."
Slipping his arms around my waist he pulled me in pressing his lips against mine. I held firmly at his biceps as I returned his advances with the same amount of affection.
Releasing each other's lips with a smack of the lips I smiled.
"Wanna help me hang this up in my room?"
©bitchkay.tumblr.com
I'm in love with him.
I wanna get married and like have little baby Knights running around, ion even like kids but if he wanted some I'd make him a daddy no hesitation come here baby, gimme some loving😼😼 /hj
#cod knight#court of darkness#fanfiction#otome fanfic#I love Knight so much give me more event stories🤬🤬#voltage inc#cod fanfic#court of darkness knight#court of darkness fanfiction#kay's writing
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ill eventually make a proper, pretty intro-post
but hello, hi, i am Kaiden-Shenandoah Knapp
also, yes, Kaiden-Shenandoah is my first name. the hyphen is optional, but you still have to type/say the whole thing. no, you may not call me "Kaiden". yes, i am aware it is a mouthful lol
(probably gonna change my surname is "Knapping" in a few years. i wanna distance myself from some shitty family while making the Indigeneity in my surname more apparent. dont be surprised when that happens. im just putting it off bc i got a lot on my plate rn lol)
(also if you knew me as "Kayleen", hi, hello, i no longer go by that childhood nickname. it is retired, wave goodbye, better to have loved and lost and all that)
this is my messily mindless "welcome to my head" blog, we do things very casually here. im making it my new Main (as of 24 March 2024). my professional/art blog is @kaidenshenandoahknapp
but the real point of this post is: i am not a bot lol
and also, stuff is on a queue (until i do a mass-reblog binge but, typically, i am on queue)
everything in my queue is now 2 post per 24 hours (as of: 20 April 2024)
ive been on tumblr before, but since this is a new Main, im just going through my favorite content-creation blogs i know and mass-queueing loads of the op's projects. (if you are one of those said blogs and find this nth new notes a day from me annoying, please let me know; and i will just spam them all to Post Now so i can get out of your hair asap) i'm also just not good at regularly keeping up with creators' new stuff week-by-week, so instead i generally mass-queue because i assume mass-reblogging is a bit more overwhelming, idk, maybe im just overthinking lol
tags guide: (mostly for me, ngl lol i need reminders of what i tag what when i do my mass-queues)
#me - me posting something
#relatable - "omg that is so me" at someone else's post
#aesthetic - me just really liking the vibes, which sometimes just also happens to be pretty to look at lmao
#canines wolves and werewolves i love - i know what i am about. ill probably have more "niche My Special Interest tags" as i find posts that fit them
#nutty nutcrackers / #the nutcracker - another Special Interest tag. pretty self-explanatory, i like The Nutcracker a lot lmao
#betty boop - you would think this belongs with fandom tags, but no. part of why i am obsessed with her (and have been since i was, like, 14) is because she was the popularization of the very next tag's trend
#infantalization in animation - it's when you apply baby facial proportions to an adult bodied character, it's most often done in female characters. i'll be using this tag outside of animated stuff btw. but yeah, anything that examines that visual design choice i am all 👀 over lmao
#other people's art - any individual person, not counting final version of studio work (like ill tag "Lilo and Stitch"'s exploratory concept art with this, sure, but i wont tag stills of the "Lilo and Stitch" film)
↳ #animal art
↳ #background art
↳ #oc art - is all "my original character in a canon piece" kind of ocs, not the "my original character in my original story" type
↳ there are also specifically listed artists here and there if they have influenced me/my style in the past or recently (such as but not limited to: #rvsa). almost all of them are indies with social media (aka: no Van Gogh, no Hayao Miyazaki. if they have their own fandom, i tag said fandom and not the specific artist, usually. it depends. there are some gray areas)
#brushes - the (digital) brushes people i like use
#art tips
#writing tips - is about actually doing the practice
#on writing - is the philsophy about the practice
#[insert fandom here]
#[insert fandom here] analysis
(here are the tags i chose for some fandoms that had multiple possible tags. this is not all of my fandom tags)
● #studio ghibli, #[insert studio ghibli title here] (i tag both the movie itself and studio. because sometimes i want something from the original movie, so i go into those tags; and i also go to the studio to look at overarching things since the studio has such a strong overall aesthetic/visual brand)
● #[insert disney title] (here, i do tag the specific movies and i dont just use the studio. because im usually looking for specific things this one disney movie has)
● #moomin (as opposed to "moominvalley", "tales of moominvalley", or the like)
● #my hero academia (so many different options for one work)
● #trigun (so many different branching creations from one source lmao im just gonna lump them together)
● #into the spiderverse (i dont use "across the spiderverse" for simplicity's sake, and i don't use the hyphen/space between "spider(-)verse" also for simplicity. its easier for me to be consistent if i just go "nah, its all one word")
● #marvel comics (i do not tag the mcu specifically)
● #dc comics, #batman (i tag both. but i dont tag any other dc comics property. i just know im esp obsessed with the batfam enough that, sure, they should get their own tag)
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just started college + my sims 4 is so laggy rn basically kinda unplayable again
so like, possible hiatus again i guess WAHAHAH i figured that i could leave an update this time <33 it's not like the blog is gonna be inactive forever, but more like i don't really know when i can get to play because other than the pleasant legacy i'm working on reworking my main save file (cuz it's so old it's so LAGGY so i have to move everyone and start from scratch on a new save).......and thats not even considering the fact that my sims 4 rn is LAGGY AS HELLL like my LAPTOP IS STRUGGLING!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but yeah, i'm going to focus on college and revamping the main save for now
the pleasants are never going to die though i will get through that legacy challenge no matter what- unless my laptop dies for real or i do
one of these days some posts of mine will suddenly pop up, if i ever get the urge to upload i'll dump it in the queue so there's no need to worry
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I posted 351 times in 2022
That's 351 more posts than 2021!
91 posts created (26%)
260 posts reblogged (74%)
Blogs I reblogged the most:
@frey-the-they
@an-ungraceful-swan
@fromthemouthofkings
@shipsgaysfordays
@too-many-fandoms-to-explore
I tagged 187 of my posts in 2022
Only 47% of my posts had no tags
#marauders era - 15 posts
#ask bel - 13 posts
#important - 11 posts
#asks - 10 posts
#marauders - 10 posts
#sirius black - 9 posts
#wolfstar - 9 posts
#remus lupin - 8 posts
#ask game - 8 posts
#the marauders - 7 posts
Longest Tag: 114 characters
#that song i was talking about is everybody talks by neon trees and its fucking amazing but noooooo i have ptsd now
My Top Posts in 2022:
#5
AGHHGHGHGH I CANT
i changed this just now and the edited version is at the bottom
SO I WAS JUST SCROLLING THROUGH #wolfstar headcanons AS ONE DOES AND I GOT A CRAP TON OF PROMPT IDEAS
SO I'M GONNA WRITE MY ULTIMATE COMFORT FIC (IF THAT'S A THING) AND IT'S GONNA BE SO GOOOOOOD
AND SO
LONG, FLUFFY MARAUDERS FIC (WOLFSTAR, JEGULUS, DORLENE, ETC) WITH EVERYONEEEE (JAMES, SIRIUS, REMY, PETE (BUT PETE’S ALRIGHT AND DOESN’T KILL ANYONE), REG, LILY, MARY, MARLENE, DORCAS, PANDORA, BARTY, EVAN, ALICE, FRANK, PANDORA, (MAYBE XENO IDK IF HE WENT TO SCHOOL AT THE SAME TIME AS THEM))
THAT FADES INTO JEGULUS RAISING HARRY (LILY AS SURROGATE MOM)
THAT BECOMES DRACO HERMIONE RON AND HARRY ALL BEING CHILDHOOD FRIENDS
AND THEN DRARRY BC WHY TF NOT
BUT MOSTLY REALLY MARAUDERS
AND FLUFF
AND FRIENDS
AND GAY
AND ENDLESS CAMPING TRIPS
AND WONDERFUL
BUT NO SMUT OR ANGST
SO IF YOU'RE INTO THAT KINDA THING
WHEN I'M DONE IT (IN LIKE THREE MONTHS BC I HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED IT AND I'M WORKING ON TWO OTHER STORIES RN)
I WILL SHARE THE LINK
edited version:
LONG, FLUFFY MARAUDERS FIC (WOLFSTAR, JEGULUS, DORLENE, ETC) WITH EVERYONEEEE (JAMES, SIRIUS, REMY, REG, LILY, MARY, MARLENE, DORCAS, PANDORA, BARTY, EVAN, ALICE AND FRANK)
THAT FADES INTO JEGULUS RAISING HARRY (LILY AS SURROGATE MOM) AND PANDALILY RAISING LUNA AND FRALICE RAISING NEVILLE AND EVERYONE LIVES TOGETHER
AND THEN DRACO HERMIONE HARRY LUNA AND NEVILLE ALL GROW UP AS CHILDHOOD FRIENDS AND MEET GINNY AND RON
AND THEN THE REST OF THE UNEDITED VERSION STAYS THE SAME
12 notes - Posted September 18, 2022
#4
✨the queue✨: a guide
the queue is great! it's helpful if you want to post regularly or if you have lots of posts you want to reblog but don't want to do all at once.
you can queue posts by either a) clicking the reblog button > clicking the arrow next to it once it opens the page where you can add comments > selecting 'add to queue'; or
b) going into settings > clicking on the part that says 'labs' (where tumblr has new features they're working on) > turning on 'fast queue' (this adds a new icon next to the 'reply' and 'reblog' icons where you basically reblog a post but 'add to queue' is the default).
and why would i want to post regularly, you ask? well, the more you post (and the more diverse posts you have), the more likely it is for your posts to reach more people. accurate tags help with this, too. it also helps if you need to post at a consistent schedule for whatever reason, but can't always log on at the same time every day.
if you want to queue your posts at more random times, go into labs and turn on 'queue 2.0'. this enables a more detailed way to schedule your queued posts. i had to play around with it before i found something i liked, and i suggest you do too.
that's it
14 notes - Posted November 30, 2022
#3
*screech*
what if, and hear me out, the black family was not french, but japanese? and yes, the original idea started from a wolfstar fic tag on ao3. i forgot which one, sorry.
back to the main point. give me sirius and regulus not speaking french, but japanese. i get that french is a language of love, and all that, but i don't care. give me remus and james falling in lOVe when they hear the black brothers speaking japanese to each other.
please. someone. i'll never get around to doing it myself; do you know how many wips i have in my drafts? (answer: a lot)
16 notes - Posted November 17, 2022
#2
writing a new marauders fic where all the marauders in the afterlife react to harry's daily life (not his war stuff but like his cringe everyday stuff)
22 notes - Posted November 8, 2022
My #1 post of 2022
okay, but what if peter didn't exist and regulus was in his place and james and remus took sirius and regulus's last name and the marauders were all the blacks and they went to see walburga and were like 'hey mom!' and walburga fucking flips
173 notes - Posted September 23, 2022
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Buster & Rio Pt.4
Buster: [you know he’s gonna go like the gentleman he is and that he doesn’t need to ask because he’d been watching her all night since the second he walked in mcvickers’ pub door so knows what she likes and will shamelessly buy her the most expensive version of her fave because he is that bitch being all ‘they’re on me’ about it cos not gonna let her buy a single drink the entire time actually]
Rio: [‘I can get the next round’ like excuse me, I wanted to but we’re only that non-mad level of hey about it ‘I never buy drinks’ like if anything the world is owed so many on me]
Buster: [‘and you’re not starting now’ as he bowls off to get these drinks like no no]
Rio: [be here shaking your head like oh you]
Buster: [just be staring at her while it takes forever and a day to get served because how busy it would be in there makes me feel anxious]
Rio: you have really intense eyes, you know
Buster: The drugs are too long gone to blame
Rio: it’s just you
Buster: I’ll take it over nice
Rio: it’s a compliment, obviously
Rio: piercing just feels like the sort of word they only use in romance novels
Buster: I’d have to take your word for that, or be lying if I said I’d read any romance novels
Rio: 😏
Rio: only if it’s on your syllabus right now, I’m sure
Buster: yeah, and for better or worse, they definitely aren’t
Rio: I’ll read one to you when your head is done in by what is
Buster: A promise or a threat?
Rio: I guess we won’t find out how you feel about them ‘til we start
Buster: already knowing how I feel about your voice takes some of the guesswork out of it though
Rio: probably meant to be in your voice
Buster: What do you mean?
Rio: the Prince Charming of it all, Hugh Grant
Buster: too predictable and tired
Rio: alright, I won’t set you a reading assignment back 🤪
Buster: There are better tasks you could set me
Rio: tempting thought
Buster: you’re welcome for it then
Rio: got to keep entertained somehow whilst we wait
Buster: Almost sounds like a dare
Rio: I’m up for the challenge if you are
Rio: the crowd I’m swamped by rn is so boring
Buster: of course I am
Rio: that’ll be why I like you best
Buster: The question is, do you want to dare first or be dared?
Rio: dare me
Buster: [we’re gonna have to say he does and it’s scandalous but she obvs does it because my googling and brain have both let me down but y’all would slay]
Rio: fuck, okay
Rio: [however long it would take you to do that and prove it etc]
Rio: 😇😇😇
Buster: Dare me, we’ll see how 😇 you actually are
Rio: alright, I’ve thought of a good one
Rio: tell someone at the bar that you fucked your cousin today
Buster: okay, come here so you’re in earshot
Rio: [do that, at least you’re tiny, snekk through these hoards of people casually]
Buster: [do that because my boo isn’t a flop and actually thought of something, and I’m gonna say either the bar person or someone else gives you a shot thinking it’s bants so you can give that to her]
Rio: [do that feeling like such a spy like haha you have no idea, random person]
Buster: You earned that for combining a dare and a truth
Rio: I’m good at games, you can’t have forgotten
Buster: I remember
Rio: you can tell me I’m 😇 now
Buster: [pulling her even closer to him through however many peeps necessary, excuse us, I have to do a hot move, so he can fully whisper in her ear just to be the most extra about it ‘you’re my angel, you can’t have forgotten either’]
Rio: [doing a shiver because we have not honey, shaking our head ‘never’]
Buster: [we all know it’s not a cold shiver but putting his arms around her anyway, just to be even closer ‘don’t’ because seriously never forget thank you]
Rio: [leaning into him like yes hug me ‘I promise’]
Buster: [hugging and kissing her in this little queue for drinks, no fucks given]
Rio: [‘I missed you’ as if you lasted any time at all]
Buster: [‘because you’re a good girl’ like yes of course you did]
Rio: [‘because you’re so…’ looking him up and down like you’re trying to think of an appropriate word for how missable he is ‘daddy’]
Buster: [gotta kiss her harder because he loves hearing that]
Rio: [making him hold you for a sec ‘cos you need to, making happy noises]
Buster: [and you’ll probably be able to get your drinks not long after that because the kind of charmed night you’re having and charmed life he leads in general so everyone will be thrilled about y’all leaving this queue]
Rio: [get out the way lads, and drink some of this drink instead of just making out, as is the temptation to do at all times]
Buster: [drink some of your fancy drinks and maybe you’ll calm down, my boo say]
Rio: [you absolutely won’t but we must at least not totally abandon them after the time and effort to get lol]
Buster: [there’s no calming down remotely until he’s at the airport but yeah, take a sec here]
Rio: [check in on all your siblings to make sure everyone is behaving even though it makes you sigh ‘cos real life]
Buster: [put an arm round her again but this time in a genuinely trying to be comforting manner because that sigh which you can easily guess the reason for]
Rio: [shaking it off metaphorically and literally like no, fuck that, can’t waste time]
Buster: [in the spirit of that, down what’s left of your drink and get her to do the same and go do some more grooving]
Rio: [you know none of the songs will be close to slow so do the most getting hot and sweaty]
Buster: [it’s been a minute since the initial dirty dancing that started all this, love that we’ve come back around]
Rio: [go us, if you want we can skip to when you have to start leaving ‘cos we know the vibe here]
Buster: [my boo says drinking and dancing is what’s up, but we absolutely can skip you’re so right, cos that’s gonna be the drama]
Rio: [just a thought lol ‘cos you’re probably just calling a car straight from this club so good luck saying this goodbye]
Buster: [I wonder what time clerbs shut on st paddy’s, something I have no clue about]
Rio: [me either, I’m just assuming they could stay open later but who actually knows]
Buster: [even if it’s poetic licence I agree that him leaving straight from there is a whole mood, and I am gonna be a massive cliche and say that he takes his jumper back but gives her his watch, which will be as adorably big on her, with the energy of counting down til Easter, soz again we are cockblocking you, love how cinematic it would be that he’s putting his jumper back on and she’s lowkey sad about it but then he puts his watch on her wrist, which he has been grabbing all night, though]
Rio: [it’s a cliche but a glorious one and yes v cinematic girl, unable to help our very real 🥺 about it, hugging you the tightest we are capable of]
Buster: [nbd just giving her his rolex like it’s nothing, sir ILY but you are ridiculous]
Rio: [thank god we know she’ll look after it lmao]
Buster: [his fam gonna think he’s been mugged lol, but he cares not and he’s just hugging her back and saying ‘I’ll see you soon’ from within it because a promise even though it ends up taking y’all longer to see each other again than you think rn]
Rio: [also your fam like where did you get that but that’s not an issue for now, excuse us we’re having emotions, just kiss him in response like it’ll be a million years regardless]
Buster: [they simply DON’T care about that soz baze and cali fams but they’re too in love atm keep your questions to yourselves, all they are bothered about is having this epic goodbye kiss and keeping it going to the literal last possible second and I do mean seriously until he’s getting in this car, don’t @ us]
Rio: [just annoying this driver by lowkey getting into this car to continue until you’re really forced to stop by time and said driver like hello ‘I’ll be waiting’ as you finally untangle yourself]
Buster: [sorry to that man, but I’m sure he’ll tip you to make up for it, sir, so you’ll be fine ‘Good’ with ALL the feeling ever that you can put into a single word]
Rio: [clearly you’re already like an exclusive and pricey driver or you’d never find one on this day at this short notice so you’ll be fine lmao, just shut this door for him and start waving like you’re not gutted]
Buster: [dramatically staring out of this car window at her until he can’t see her anymore is the only acceptable move because likewise trying and failing not to be and seem devastated lol]
Rio: [don’t know where the hell you’re going to go now and how you’re remotely going to start to process that]
Buster: [honestly, he has a flight to catch but she’s just been left there with nothing but a rolex and her feelings]
Rio: [like on the one hand, being alone would mean you could think about it but you might want to distract yourself so going to a friends is best of both but then if you fully wanted to distract yourself you could go back to the fam but I really don’t know at this point and probably neither do you so]
Buster: [lowkey wandering the streets but on her own this time, reliving it all, again how cinematic]
Rio: Will you tell me when you get back to London
Buster: Yeah, unless you’d rather I didn’t
Rio: why would I rather that
Buster: because it ends things, for now, at least
Rio: you don’t have to talk to me if you don’t want, I just wanna know
Buster: I’ll tell you, I said so
Rio: okay
Buster: It will be, you know
Rio: ‘course it will, there’s no reason why not
Buster: [telling her what time he’s due back so she can check this rolex like hang in there sis]
Rio: be home before you know it
Buster: Back to my real life
Rio: right, only a holiday here and for the night
Buster: exactly
Rio: probably take me longer to get back
Buster: Walking, in those shoes, we can call it a definite, babe
Rio: pisstake 😏
Buster: I’ve spoilt you and you’re out of practice even walking at all
Rio: Yeah you have
Buster: if you’re waiting for an apology you’ll be waiting longer than the easter hols, I’m not sorry
Rio: I’m only sorry it’s over, don’t get it twisted
Buster: It isn’t over yet, London marks the end
Rio: so talk to me
Buster: You don’t need to dare me to
Rio: The driver wasn’t that scary
Buster: Fear’s a motivator regardless
Rio: not necessarily one I aim to inspire though
Buster: you inspire the other
Rio: yeah?
Buster: tonight proved it
Rio: Agreed, definitely weren’t scared
Buster: Relying on a John Lennon quote as the basis for anything, though, is hardly the move
Rio: other % of your heritage being celebrated, like
Buster: playing fair isn’t always totally redundant, it has its place
Rio: If it’s fair to us, sure
Buster: it was complimentary to you, so
Rio: I know you can do better than that
Buster: You don’t like inspiring?
Rio: Hmm
Rio: 6/10, could be more if proven
Buster: noted
Buster: I’ll prove it using the pics of you, first chance I get
Rio: 😋
Rio: okay, that works
Buster: your underwear will too, very well
Rio: you were right, you needed them much more than I did
Buster: I’m rarely wrong, I did tell you
Rio: It might take a bit longer for me to get used to just how right you are
Buster: Truthfully, I can’t get used to having them in my pocket, it’s really distracting
Rio: I bet your hand is on them right now
Buster: one of them, it’s a secret where the other hand is
Rio: from the driver but from me?
Buster: you can guess, you’re a lot smarter than he is
Rio: I can imagine, almost well enough to feel it myself
Buster: like I said, smart in the Scouse sense
Rio: I just look like I’m really worried what time it is
Buster: Or really worried about wearing a watch like that as a girl all alone
Rio: being this naked felt smarter when you were here too
Buster: I’m going to have to teach you how to keep yourself safe when I’m not there
Rio: I know how to talk to people, it’s not gonna get nicked
Buster: I’m not worried about it, and I won’t be about you when you know what to do when talking isn’t working
Rio: Don’t worry about me, I’ll be at the pub before long
Buster: tonight, but I’m not back until [whatever date Easter is, soz once again babe lol]
Buster: I’ll make the lessons fun, you don’t need to worry it’ll be boring
Rio: I’m not worried about that
Rio: you’re meant to be remembering what’s good about me though, not thinking about my literal shortcomings
Buster: It isn’t a negative
Rio: that I can’t take care of myself?
Buster: that I get to show you how to
Rio: that has appeal, definitely
Buster: Or that you’re such a tiny little baby
Rio: being totally dependent on you was so good
Buster: it won’t be long before I’m not gonna be in London any more and you can be all the time
Rio: You know how much I need you to look after me
Buster: And we both know I’m the only one who can do it right
Rio: you’re the only one I trust
Rio: others have tried
Buster: but try is all they can do, never succeed the way I have
Rio: it’s never been anything like how it was with you
Buster: Because you’re mine, for me
Rio: like I was made for you
Buster: we fit together like that, I told you how into it I was
Rio: you like how small I am as much as I like how big you are
Buster: Like isn’t the word
Rio: it’s an obsession, I can’t stop thinking about it
Buster: Yeah, it is
Rio: I’ll be sick in the head if it means I can have you
Buster: I can’t stop touching myself right now
Rio: you have to, you’ll be so bored otherwise
Buster: you’ve got me feeling the strongest urge to
Rio: you can do whatever you want, you’re paying top dollar
Buster: What do you want me to do?
Rio: just keep thinking about your tiny little baby and touching yourself
Buster: You’re all I can think about
Rio: Good
Rio: you aren’t allowed to forget about me
Buster: Don’t let me
Rio: I can annoy you constantly
Buster: No, it’d only be annoying from someone else
Rio: you want all my attention
Buster: Why would I accept any less?
Rio: I’m obsessed with you, if you want it, you can have everything, you know that
Buster: All or nothing, you know that
Buster: give me fucking everything
Rio: It's already yours, I am
Buster: I’m yours, so completely
Rio: Buster
Buster: Rio
Rio: keep me forever
Buster: if you could fit in my pocket too I’d take you out and have you wrapped around me like this underwear is
Rio: you need me that close, that often
Rio: you need looking after too
Buster: yeah
Rio: give them back at easter so I can wear them, feel how many loads you had to blow into them
Buster: You’re on
Rio: that makes me happy
Buster: you make me
Buster: Jesus, this feels so good and you’re not even here
Rio: How are you staying quiet?
Rio: it’s so loud when I walk
Buster: I’m not
Rio: that’s so sexy
Buster: Stop walking, sit down and show me how happy you are
Rio: [do that despite the fact you’re still just in the street somewhere because simply must]
Buster: oh god, now taste yourself for me
Rio: [video for that]
Rio: you miss how it tastes
Buster: I really do
Rio: I do taste good but I like it better when you can taste me for yourself
Buster: you’re my favourite taste, you know that
Rio: if you don’t remember how much I love your cum, you’ll have to look at the photos
Buster: I haven’t been able to close them
Rio: I’ll send you new ones every day
Buster: I’ll book you a flight as soon I can
Rio: you will?
Buster: I need you in the same city as I am, as much as possible
Rio: I love you, you know
Buster: Fuck, don’t say it if you don’t
Rio: I’m not
Buster: then say it again, please
Rio: I love you
Buster: It’s too late to show you what that just did to me
Rio: I wanted to say it when you were still here but I was too scared to
Buster: I can protect you whatever happens, scared is for other people
Rio: I’ve said it now, I couldn’t take it back if I wanted
Rio: did you manage not to make a mess, as I’m not there to clean it up for you
Buster: That’s not true, I wouldn’t hold what’s said in the heat of the moment, or when we’ve both had as many drinks as we have, against you
Buster: wrong twin, you can take it back, or anything else, if you want to
Rio: do you want me to?
Buster: I’m giving you the option, I didn’t say it
Rio: alright
Buster: you know it is
Rio: obviously I can do what I want
Buster: Yeah, that’s been the entire point of tonight
Rio: I don’t know if point is the right word
Buster: doing what we both want has been the most important thing, how could it not be the right word?
Rio: I dunno, wasn’t like there was a game plan or something
Rio: It was unavoidable, bound to happen
Buster: I’m obviously not suggesting either of us planned this
Rio: No
Buster: of course not
Rio: be mad to
Buster: and another case of mistaken identity
Rio: awkward at this point
Buster: awkward definitely wouldn’t be the word
Rio: closer to mortifying
Buster: As is the fact she’s getting yet another mention
Rio: I didn’t bring it up as a 💭
Buster: no, I did, and I was trying to make you feel better
Rio: Why? I’m good
Buster: Because I give a fuck and I wanted to make sure you were
Rio: You’re good, honestly, don’t worry
Buster: okay, Rio
Rio: Oi, why are you Rio’ing me like you don’t believe me?
Buster: Why would I believe you?
Buster: we barely know each other, which is why you were scared to tell me you love me in person and why I was giving you an opportunity to act like you hadn’t said it once you did
Rio: I don’t care, we’re still family
Buster: Don’t, that’s so distracting
Rio: You can’t deny that, it’s facts
Rio: no matter what else
Buster: I know, I’m not denying it, or you
Rio: Then let it be distracting, let me
Buster: What are you asking my permission to do, baby?
Rio: Let me turn you on
Buster: I can’t stop you, remember, everything you do is a turn on
Buster: and I don’t want to, that’s a proven fact in itself now
Rio: You like it, I like it, there’s no reason to fight that, whatever words you put to it
Rio: You want me
Buster: It’s a fight I’m well aware I’d lose, and that isn’t a position I’d ever willingly put myself in
Rio: it isn’t one I’m interested in putting you in either
Buster: we’re left with plenty of others
Rio: my current options are slightly limited but you’re still right
Rio: pretty quiet here… should’ve found this spot earlier
Buster: Mine too, but I can be quieter myself this time
Rio: Do you have to?
Rio: your driver has such bad taste to not want to hear more
Buster: If you wanna hear me, I’ll let you
Rio: You’re the best
Rio: but it’s cute, imagining you trying to keep quiet
Buster: I am, so don’t underestimate me, babe
Rio: Doesn’t sound like me, babe
Buster: at least I know you haven’t been robbed yet, it’s still very much you I’m talking to
Rio: I can take care of myself a 🤏
Rio: just prefer it when I don’t have to
Buster: Completely helpless would be a turn off, there are already too many girls like that in my circles
Rio: I’m familiar
Buster: my sister talks about it enough without me bringing it up as well
Rio: I’ve met a few of them, had my own friends like it before
Rio: it’s usually a grift anyway, stupider or kind guys will fall for it ‘til they learn better
Buster: I don’t doubt for your friends it is, mine actually need a nanny along with the rest of their staff until they’re 21
Rio: 🙄
Buster: yeah
Rio: well, must be nice to be able to afford to
Buster: Everything has its pros and cons
Buster: but I’d personally rather see my parents more than a couple of times a year
Rio: Obviously, everyone knows how fucked up posh kids can be
Rio: just a different look on how fucked up really poor kids can be too
Buster: Living in extremes leads to behaviour that is
Rio: and suburban middle class kids are bored, everyone has their shit
Buster: and their excuses ready
Rio: Valid or otherwise
Buster: I don’t think there is any valid justification for shitty behaviour, or that anyone should be given further encouragement to push blame around
Rio: Sure but there’s exceptions
Buster: that’s such a polite way to disagree
Rio: I don’t gain anything by judging anyone
Rio: have to make sure you’re perfect before you start that
Buster: Well, you are perfect, take the moral high ground as often as you like
Rio: That was smooth
Buster: it’s a fact
Rio: Did your parents have to get the earliest flight possible
Buster: They didn’t know I’d have a reason to want to stay this badly
Rio: True, can’t exactly bring it up for a reschedule either
Buster: No, but I could’ve brought you to the airport with me
Buster: I’m an idiot for not taking full advantage of this driver
Rio: Oh
Rio: why didn’t we think of that before now 🥺
Rio: I’m stupid for getting out the car
Buster: We weren’t thinking clearly
Rio: Impossible to
Buster: I forgive you for not being here, it’d be as impossible not to when I still can’t stop thinking about everything we did while I was there
Rio: I’d know you were lying if you tried to say otherwise
Buster: You’ve always been able to tell
Rio: maybe I just pay close attention to you
Buster: there’s no maybe
Rio: not now
Rio: no plausible deniability with you, at least
Buster: Oh, do you think it’s plausible to pretend there was ever a maybe?
Rio: Oi, that’s nothing to do with me, you just think everyone is always looking at you 😏
Buster: As I’m not totally oblivious, I notice the people who definitely are
Rio: It’s definitely now, is it?
Buster: you chose maybe, I didn’t
Rio: You know how I think about you, and how often
Buster: Remind me
Rio: I think that looking at you has always been enough to turn me on
Rio: for as long as I can remember
Rio: which could be very inconvenient considering but I never minded
Buster: [Tell her about how turned on you were the last time you saw her and have a lil reminisce, I won’t commit y’all cos we might wanna do it at some point as there’d obvs be a vibe if not also a full moment ™️ to end up here, I think it would’ve been Christmas, even if you bailed before nye to party with your flop friends, correct me if I’m wrong]
Rio: [I think it would deffo be Christmas, nothing else is big enough bar NYE and like you said, you’d both be with friends for that more likely]
Rio: You looked even better than the last time I saw you, I don’t know how it’s always possible for you to best yourself but 😾
Buster: I could say the same about you and managing to wear my jumper so well though
Rio: Almost as well as I’m wearing your watch now
Buster: and you will the lingerie when that arrives
Rio: you’ll be the first to know
Buster: It’ll soften the blow of returning home
Rio: Distracting you from your studies sounds more interesting than my own
Buster: Being distracted sounds too tempting not to allow
Rio: You have to play too, you’ve heard the saying
Buster: but it’s undeniably almost as tempting to see what you’ll do if I ignored you again
Rio: Well that’s just mean
Buster: Come on, play along
Rio: maybe I will when you actually ignore me
Rio: risk you have to take, isn’t it
Buster: you’ve heard the saying, no risk, no reward
Rio: 🤞 babe
Buster: Wishing me luck implies you think I’ll need it, a belief I can’t and don’t share
Rio: 😏
Buster: How did you know that’s what my face looks like right now?
Rio: I got a pretty good look
Rio: not just across crowded rooms, like
Buster: Pretty good?
Buster: that isn’t good enough
Buster: [obvs sending her a pic like hey]
Rio: 😍😍😍
Rio: I can’t handle you
Buster: Not true, you’re the only girl who can
Rio: You ain’t gonna wish that weren’t true any time soon
Buster: I know
Rio: just like you’re not REALLY going to want to ignore me
Rio: right, daddy?
Buster: I included the almost for a reason, baby
Rio: 🥰
Rio: the walk back feels longer
Buster: The drive to the airport is too short though
Rio: what you get for paying for a decent service
Rio: I’ll miss having you all to myself
Buster: I already miss you
Rio: It’s weird, I couldn’t miss you before
Rio: who knows when we’d see each other again
Buster: Christmas was the only real certainty
Buster: and we couldn’t tell each other how much we did, if or when
Rio: definite risk, no idea on the reward, yeah
Buster: Some idea, still a foolish amount of risk
Rio: Not as much idea as you’d like
Buster: unfortunately
Rio: it’s different now
Buster: and we aren’t really gonna go back, I was just playing about ignoring you
Rio: You know I wouldn’t let you for long
Rio: only long enough to be fun
Buster: I know there are so many other ways we can have fun
Rio: I know you do, even if I wasn’t totally certain before tonight
Buster: Weren’t you?
Rio: Not saying I thought you were boring or anything
Buster: What are you saying?
Rio: Just that I didn’t know how fun you were, obviously
Buster: We both outdid ourselves tonight
Rio: agreed
Rio: No need to hold back now
Buster: agreed
Rio: so you can talk to me a bit when you’re on the plane, right?
Buster: Yeah, of course
Rio: 🥰 thank God
Buster: You should be thanking me
Rio: I intend to
Buster: yeah?
Rio: you don’t remember how I worshipped you?
Rio: that won’t do
Buster: I haven’t forgotten, that wouldn’t do either
Rio: I’ll still remind you
Buster: good
Rio: soon, don’t want any random thinking it’s for them
Buster: Where are you?
Rio: nearly at [the location of the party]
Buster: Well then I wouldn’t worry, nobody left there is gonna be capable of forming a coherent thought
Rio: That’s true for the whole town, I reckon 😏
Buster: except for us
Rio: You’re worth being sober for
Buster: Nobody has ever told me that before
Rio: Sounds like they’ve got a problem then
Buster: A drinking problem?
Buster: true for my whole town
Rio: If anything gets in the way of feeling good, what’s the point
Buster: It’s a pointless postcode which I don’t belong in
Rio: Couldn’t agree more, obviously 😋
Buster: You’re biased, about Trinity’s location and me
Rio: Me? 😇
Rio: not at all buzzing how long it’ll take you to be properly qualified either
Buster: absolutely not
Rio: You’ll like Trinity
Buster: [tell her the uni stats etc cos idk but you would before you accepted that offer]
Rio: I meant the atmosphere but that’ll undoubtedly help
Buster: Oh, I’m sure I’ll love the atmosphere
Rio: You’re adorable
Buster: Me?
Rio: Very
Rio: and I’m not just saying that because I’ve got here and everyone is, as predicted, a total state
Buster: or because I’d have insane FOMO if you don’t
Rio: you know damn well you’re the only person I actually want to be with right now
Buster: I feel the exact same, you know
Rio: I’m gonna go sit on the kitchen floor and think about you
Buster: You’re full of the best ideas
Rio: [pics to show as much]
Rio: feeling like the best/worst idea and I’d rather go with your analysis so
Buster: The choices we’ve made shows our judgement has been impeccable
Rio: I can’t even remember how it happened but I couldn’t be happier it did, conscious choice or otherwise
Buster: It happened because I’m full of the best ideas too
Rio: okay, so tell me what I should do now
Buster: That depends on which of the kitchen floor moments were your favourite
Rio: How can I pick when it was all perfect 🥴
Buster: think really hard
Rio: I can only think about how your cum should be all over my face still
Buster: Look at the pics again
Rio: Fuck, okay
Buster: it was you that was perfect, don’t forget it
Rio: I can tell you think it, just looking at these pictures you took
Buster: Everybody thinks it, I just acted on the thought before any of them did
Rio: I only want you
Rio: you treat me right
Buster: How else can I expect to keep you?
Rio: I’m yours for a reason
Buster: and you’ll stay mine for a reason
Rio: when you rub my feet…
Buster: I should be, you’ve walked so far
Rio: it aches
Buster: my poor baby
Rio: I really, really need you to look after me
Buster: Without me to take care of you, you’re never gonna feel better
Rio: I can’t do anything right now I’m so overwhelmed
Buster: [this boy just sending her a v extra and ‘comforting’ voice note as if this driver doesn’t exist]
Rio: your voice is so sexy, you haven’t talked to me enough
Buster: [obvs gonna call her, again as if both of y’all are alone when you absolutely are not]
Rio: [just answering with 🥺 noises as if you’re incapable of anything more rn]
Buster: [giving even more comforting noises back because of course]
Rio: [‘Buster, I seriously miss you’ as if you were thinking we were playing like no, you gotta know]
Buster: [saying her name with ridiculous amounts of !! because hard same in case she didn’t know lol]
Rio: [just moaning in response to this ‘I want you back’ again like its not so obvious already]
Buster: [‘I want you here’ likewise as obvious and also totally impractical for her to be in this car rn, the poor driver is having to deal with enough but anyway]
Rio: [‘if I was there-’ with the oh the things I would do not needing to be said]
Buster: [I don’t need to be going into the graphic detail he is about the things he’d be doing if she was, we know damn well and Clove is barely letting me type rn as it is]
Rio: [being blatant about how this has made us feel and what we’re having to do about it]
Buster: [it’s clearly mutual despite Clove saying no saucy antics]
Rio: [‘I don’t even care how embarrassing it would be if anyone walked in on me’ ‘cos clearly]
Buster: [add to the number of approx peeps who have witnessed y’all being feral as if someone had, being like ‘[such and such] isn’t an embarrassing number’ because we all know y’all are about it]
Rio: [‘but I’m alone this time’ like isn’t that what would make it cringe, even though we actually don’t think it is]
Buster: [‘No you aren’t’ because really trying to do the most to make it like y’all are together rn]
Rio: [make happy noises about it]
Buster: [in the spirit of what she said about getting walked in on and not caring, tell her about this poor driver’s reactions to y’all being feral as per]
Rio: [‘tell him I’m sorry’ in the least sorry voice of all time tbh]
Buster: [‘I’ll tell him to make a detour and pick you up’ just saying we don’t care if we miss our flight as if baze wouldn’t be like um wtf son]
Rio: [‘you know I’d love that’ because obviously we don’t think it’s going to happen]
Buster: [I simply can’t let it happen sir, this is night 1 there will be plenty of time for things like that, calm down lol ‘I know you love me’ because he was into it sis, however much he tried to be like you can take it back if you want lol lol]
Rio: [‘yeah’ like you’re so nonchalant and there’s no part of you freaking out over how he feels that you said that ‘you don’t want me to get married’]
Buster: [‘you don’t want to marry somebody else’ just hardcore saying she does wanna marry you there, bighead, where’s the lie but you didn’t have to say it atm]
Rio: [you can’t really clapback like yes I do because who so just making a noise like the cheek]
Buster: [‘you belong to and with me’ like that’s case closed]
Rio: [when that shamelessly turns you on to a ridiculous degree ‘alright, come pick me up’ like you must]
Buster: [‘What do you have to say first?’ do we mean please or ILY or both, shan’t elaborate]
Rio: [going with neither and parroting ‘I belong to and with you’ like it’s a contract]
Buster: [this nerd being so turned on about it, I have to lol, being loud like that’s remotely acceptable]
Rio: [‘it’s not right that I’m not there’ as if there’s anything y’all can do about it ‘you wanna spend more time with me, don’t you?’]
Buster: [‘yeah’ but there’s nothing nonchalant about it, it’s obvs indecent and he’s also obvs going into yet more graphic detail about how that time would be spent]
Rio: [‘I swear that’s all I wanna do’ getting louder ourself because we’re so !!]
Buster: [‘You’re so good at promises’ because how she sounds just is sending him, he’s dying over here]
Rio: [‘you make it really easy to want to give you everything’ no lie, we’re on the same level here]
Buster: [‘You make it possible to offer you everything you could ever want without turning me into a liar’ because will give you everything, you’ll see, gal]
Rio: [just have to call him daddy because too compromised in all the ways]
Buster: [calling her baby in response because simply must but we all know he’s feral about the d word so that’s coming out sounding indecent af]
Rio: [‘keep me’ with all the sincerity and urgency like you cannot just leave this at this point, even though we know you all can’t, you’d obviously still be slightly concerned in the AM you might change your mind]
Buster: [‘it’s all I wanna do’ as !! ‘keep you feeling like this’ as if that makes it any less sincere or you can remotely pretend it’s just in a saucy manner]
Rio: [‘I will do anything for you’ so seriously like name it and it’s done lmao because we just wanna scream ILY at you at this point]
Buster: [‘say it’ because honey he wants to hear her scream ILY at him, can’t and won’t even pretend otherwise in this moment]
Rio: [we know what you mean and that gets to us like nothing else could so we are saying it but it’s amazing it comes out at all for how indecent a tone we are having to say it in]
Buster: [we all remember it making him cum the first time she said it so there’s no way it isn’t going to this time when she’s not only saying it again but being that extra about it, fully losing it in this car, soz to that man driving]
Rio: [which will in turn make you cum gal so excuse us, this party, we aren’t soz and it cannot be helped, here attempting to catch our breath]
Buster: [likewise so I love that you’re breathing together v dramatically on this phone lol, thank god he didn’t actually insist on the car being turned around cos how awks]
Rio: [gonna say you have to hang up this call to talk to someone who has walked in, whether they’re being like can u stop or flirty about it]
Buster: [both are realistic and feasible scenarios depending on the type of person strolling in, meanwhile this boy just sending her a pic of the mess he is in after all that, shamelessly and unrepentant]
Rio: 🤤
Rio: gimme
Buster: I swear I can feel your tongue on me
Rio: I wish I could taste you
Buster: I’ll do it for you
Rio: did I mention I fucking love you
Buster: [sending her a lil video of that moment for no reason except to be feral and so he can also react to the ILY because never over it]
Rio: I swear you aren’t real, you’re so perfect
Buster: Everything you could ever want, that’s what I said, and I’m a man of my word
Rio: How do you know exactly what I want though
Buster: because we’re soulmates, remember, I told you that too
Rio: how could I forget that
Buster: don’t
Rio: never ever
Buster: Rio
Rio: Yeah?
Buster: I’m basically at the airport
Rio: it’s okay
Buster: okay isn’t the word
Rio: no but I can’t say how gutted I am without sounding hysterical
Buster: I don’t know what to say and speechless for me might as well be hysterical
Rio: I won’t tell if you don’t
Buster: you can’t and neither can I
Rio: is that a good or a bad thing for you?
Buster: It’s a little jarring, given that this is the first thing in my life I won’t be bragging about after the fact, but I like having you as my secret more than I care about scoring points with people who are soon to be totally irrelevant
Rio: that’s logical
Rio: and you have so much else to brag about
Buster: exactly, why would I chalk it up to any kind of loss for staying between us when it’s actually the opposite
Rio: secrets are fun, if your friends didn’t suck so hard, you’d know
Buster: I can be myself with you, even if that’s bordering on hysterical
Rio: Not a word I’d choose but still, of course you can
Buster: it hasn’t been an of course before, with anyone else
Rio: People can be hard to trust
Rio: like you said, there’s security in this, neither of us can say anything without blowing our own shit up with it, and why would we do that
Buster: I don’t think you would betray my trust, under any circumstances, these are unusual but if they were more conventional and you had the option to, you still couldn’t
Buster: it isn’t who you are
Rio: I mean, yeah, I would never do that to you, I can’t imagine wanting to do that to hurt you for any reason
Rio: you wouldn’t do it either, we couldn’t have taken the risk if we really thought that was a possibility
Buster: That was never where the risk came from, no
Rio: we won’t get caught
Buster: I’ve done worse, you can rely on me
Rio: Fucking you whilst they were all in the building was so good, we can’t get caught because I need it again and again
Buster: We won’t
Buster: I had you up against the cellar door and nobody on the other side of it realised
Rio: I screamed your name so many times
Buster: I need that again and again
Rio: I don’t care who else is around then, or how close
Buster: I don’t give a fuck how close this airport is, all I can think about is making you scream
Rio: you’re so thoughtful, baby
Buster: you’re so important to me
Rio: your favourite
Buster: my girl
Rio: your soulmate
Buster: my perfect match
Rio: made for you
Buster: blood, like you said
Rio: you can fuck me forever, there’s no going anywhere, we’ll always be family
Buster: Jesus, I’ll miss my flight whilst waiting outside the airport if you don’t stop turning me on
Rio: I’ll try to behave, even though nothing about that really makes me want to
Buster: behaving could mean making me cum for the last time
Rio: protecting my reputation and halo like I’m not debating all the ways you can make me scream with our family there
Buster: You’re my angel, not theirs
Buster: and you know how badly I want to do every way
Rio: you like it as much as I do, that’s why you’re touching yourself again, just like I am
Buster: I love it
Rio: no one else should be able to touch me, not when you’re the one who’s always turned me on the most
Buster: they’re not anymore
Rio: you want me just for you, tell me
Buster: any cunt who lays a hand on you will lose the use of it and I’ll break their jaw if they even try to kiss you
Rio: I’m so in love with you
Rio: too bad I’ll never see it because I’m solely yours now
Buster: I can always go for eye sockets when they look, if you wanna see how I feel about you
Rio: I wanna see you fight, can I
Buster: I’d let you watch every single one, be in London all the time
Rio: move me in
Buster: fuck you in each room of the house
Rio: I want you to be thinking about me wherever you are
Buster: I already am
Rio: every room, yeah
Buster: You know I’m obsessed with you
Rio: you can be all I think about, keep this up
Buster: I could travel back to America or anywhere I’ve been before or have yet to go to and I’d still have thoughts of nothing else
Rio: I’m yours before I’m anything else, you know that was true the moment you touched me
Buster: You didn’t need to touch me to make me yours, I haven’t been anyone’s the way I am for you
Rio: Buster
Buster: none of it means a thing, I thought I wasn’t being real because it’s all too shallow for any depth of feeling, and that’s true, but it was also because I was waiting for you
Rio: there’s nothing fake or shallow about this
Rio: you have to fuck me forever to make up for the fact you had to ever wait
Buster: And I feel like I could love you for that alone, never mind the rest
Rio: I don’t need you to say it, you show it
Buster: words get twisted, I twist them, manipulate conversations however I like, whenever it suits me
Rio: you’re intentional, you said I can have everything I need, what more could I possibly ask for
Buster: Ask and it’s yours, it’s as simple as that
Rio: I know, daddy
Buster: We could have it all, I believe that would be as easy
Rio: you do?
Buster: don’t you?
Rio: I wanna
Buster: I’ll show you, the world was mine and now it’ll be ours
Rio: Okay, show me
Buster: I’ll put a ring on every finger, you couldn’t get married to some other cunt if you were desperate to
Rio: fuck, do it
Buster: you can have the first at Easter, I’ll bring it with me
Rio: you know why I want it, yeah
Rio: not because I’m a golddigger
Buster: You’ll be richer than me, babe, the content you’re gonna put out, I’m not worried about you being interested in my wallet
Rio: I’ll give you your share
Buster: I’ll earn it, or it isn’t my share at all
Rio: You know what I mean
Rio: only fair if you’re half of what they’re there to see
Buster: I know it won’t be hard work doing any of it with you
Rio: I should hope not!
Buster: You’re adorable
Rio: Yeah, I am
Buster: I’d do it for free but I’ll take my share and save for a house I seriously can move you into
Rio: 😍
Rio: If only
Buster: it’ll happen
Rio: but there’s no point moving me there now
Buster: I didn’t say I would, we can do loads better
Rio: I don’t mind coming to see you in halls
Buster: I should hope not, babe
Rio: 😏 just saying, probably the only way I’m experiencing it
Buster: There’s nothing stopping you going when you’ve achieved your other goals, you’re more than intelligent and hardworking enough
Rio: yeah well
Buster: I’m just saying, you could do it
Rio: I’d rather be distracted by you though
Buster: Well that’s easily arranged
Rio: go on then
Buster: [sending her the hotel booking confirmation he’s just done for where they said they wanted to stay at Easter, soz you won’t get to do it, huns]
Rio: I’m going to buy so many pretty things to wear for you
Rio: like now, too excited to wait
Buster: Good, it’ll keep you busy, I’ve got a flight to catch and I’d hate for you to think I’ve started ignoring you
Rio: Thanks for the warning, babe
Rio: I won’t go hysterical now 😘
Buster: [do go and do that sir so there’s obvs a pause here]
Buster: I like you hysterical
Rio: You missed it
Buster: I’ve missed you
Rio: [the number of days it is ‘til Easter] to go
Buster: You counted
Rio: I had time
Buster: How did shopping go?
Rio: I’ve made a start
Rio: but you aren’t getting any clues
Buster: Why not?
Rio: because it’s a surprise of course
Buster: but since you’ve only made a start there’ll be surprises left
Rio: 😖 rude when you know I can’t say no to you
Buster: It’d be both insulting and ridiculous if you wanted to say no to me
Rio: I don’t wanna
Rio: [send him some of the purchases you have made, you know the vibe, nothing practical]
Buster: I’m really proud of you
Rio: 😳 stop it
Buster: no, I am
Rio: you like what I chose for you, daddy?
Buster: very much
Rio: Good thing I know what you like
Buster: You’ve proved it and yourself
Rio: well, you have good taste
Buster: I know
Rio: Are you in the air yet?
Buster: [send her a pic of whatever part of the airport process you’re at idk cos I’m disabled and have to be there ages early and am also not rich, realistically I’m sure you’re on the plane already]
Rio: 🛫☁️💭🛬
Buster: Are you still in your friend’s kitchen?
Rio: Thereabouts, yeah, when I wanna go to sleep, I’ll probably go to the pub or somewhere, no point trying to get to mine
Buster: I don’t know whether to be impressed or offended that I haven’t tired you out yet
Rio: Be impressed, that works for me and you
Buster: Good answer
Rio: I like the idea of you being impressed with me
Buster: I have been for as long as I can remember
Rio: You know you’re impressive, so I don’t know what I can say for the same effect
Buster: Don’t you know you are?
Rio: I don’t think I am yet, not that it’ll never happen
Buster: You are, and you’re allowed to acknowledge it while striving for more, it’s the kind of attitude that’ll only help you get there
Rio: You’re a good motivator
Buster: I’m just stating a fact, you’re a business woman, at our age that’s impressive
Rio: I’ve barely started but thank you
Buster: nevertheless, you’ve started, instead of sitting around talking about what you might do
Rio: Talking is just that, we both know that
Buster: yeah, and most people are all talk
Rio: definitely
Rio: it’s hard to relate to my friends like that
Buster: I don’t relate to mine either
Rio: You’ll find them
Rio: school is just, the dickheads you live near, you know
Buster: absolutely, and it’s almost over
Rio: Thank God
Buster: We’re both ready to move on, plenty of those friends aren’t
Rio: it’s sad, how some people are already clinging on so tight before its even over
Buster: sad as in embarrassing, sure
Rio: A lot of people get lost in their 20s, as long as they sort it eventually, then we can say embarrassing not sad
Buster: As long as I don’t have to express sympathy toward or interest in said people during their 20s, they can waste their own time and opportunities however they want
Rio: Not the friends I had pictured for you, no 😏
Buster: I appreciate that, babe
Rio: I’m not that bitch, anymore than you would let me tell you what to do
Buster: I’m not opposed to you telling me what to do
Rio: oh yeah?
Buster: there’s a definite time and place for it
Rio: Interesting
Buster: Think about it
Rio: I am
Buster: What would you like me to do then?
Rio: Is now the time and place? 🤔
Buster: You’d rather wait until we’re together again?
Rio: On the one hand, yes, because there’s more I could have you do but on the other, maybe I’ll be too shy then
Buster: Well now I’m not going to be able to stop thinking about how stunning you look when you’re blushing
Rio: [an adorable selfie]
Buster: I’m never gonna get over how fucking beautiful you are
Rio: It’s mutual
Rio: I keep looking at everything I have of you
Buster: Same, plus everything else you’ve posted, which is an unfair amount of content in my favour compared to what I’ve given you, and I would feel bad about if I didn’t already feel a completely different way
Rio: It is entirely unfair and if it wasn’t my only desire to make you feel that way I’m sure your feeling, I would insist you felt sorry for me right now
Buster: At least you can’t demand it by looking at me 🥺 because I honestly can’t resist when you do
Rio: that’s a really smart way to ask me to send you more and more photos
Rio: [do a 🥺 photoshoot]
Buster: You’ve given me such vivid flashbacks [and obvs he’s recounting every time during their feral antics that she’s made that face but I’m not gonna go back and re-read rn so I can list them lol]
Rio: Vivid is the word
Buster: and I’m so turned on right now that it’s bringing back the memory of how wet you were for my bulge and your reaction to the tip of me
Rio: I’m as wet as that from nothing but the memory now too
Rio: you have such a hold on me, you know
Buster: I wanna hear you
Rio: [send that voicenote]
Buster: Jesus
Rio: good thing you remembered headphones
Buster: True, but it’s a shame some passengers would notice me using your underwear as a gag
Rio: another reason to earn private flight sort of money if I ever heard one
Buster: And book a [huge number here because the whole point is they can hook up for ages uninterrupted whilst still ending up at a destination they’d wanna be at] hour flight to [the boujee destination that he knows from her socials she hasn’t been before and he obvs hasn’t either for that first]
Buster: [then just describing said holiday under the guise of all the saucy antics they are gonna do on this long af flight and at the hotel and every landmark cos that’s the mood y’all are in rn but we both know underneath that you’re not at all casually planning a romantic summer holiday cos it’s never just horny nonsense]
Rio: That would be perfect
Rio: you are
Rio: say we really can
Buster: Of course we can
Rio: and we can [add more sexual exploits you’ve somehow thought up]
Buster: [add some more of your own too, boy, you’re both extra bitches]
Rio: alright, lets do it
Rio: I can take a solo vacation, no one will be asking questions about that
Buster: We’ll have both earned it after acing our exams
Rio: I’m going to have to knuckle down
Rio: I haven’t always been that focused
Buster: You haven’t always had me rewarding you
Rio: exactly 😋
Rio: everything used to be more drama before this year too, when most of us realised none of that really matters, you know
Buster: Too many people have their priorities all wrong
Rio: you’re telling me
Buster: but I’d rather tell you more about mine and how right they are
Rio: I’m certainly not opposed
Buster: [make some more plans for y’all’s summer that I won’t commit you to rn cos we can decide when we get there lol]
Rio: it’s the first summer of the rest of our lives
Rio: full freedom
Buster: You know we don’t have to wait until summer to do whatever we want though, tonight was the beginning of that
Rio: ‘course but all we wanna do will be easier living in the same city
Buster: What do you wanna do first?
Rio: tonight, or when you live here?
Buster: Tell me both
Rio: I’ll tell you anything you wanna know
Rio: tonight I just want to keep going, not lose any of it, make sure it’s real
Rio: when you live here, I’ll have to take you out properly, show you what you’ve been missing out on, convince you how much you need me
Buster: Haven’t I convinced you yet how much I need you?
Rio: Never hurts to be doubly sure
Buster: I’ll do whatever it takes to make you as sure as you want
Rio: you know I’m sure too
Buster: yeah, I do
Rio: I told you
Buster: And you know you can tell me anything
Rio: Might take a while to get my head around but yeah, right back at you
Buster: A lot of what’s happened could have that effect if you let it
Rio: potentially
Rio: not going to change my mind though
Buster: good, don’t
Rio: we’re a bit past that
Buster: Ordinarily we would be, but like I said when you said you love me, all normal bets are off as it’s just me and you who can and do have any idea where we are and what we’re doing there
Rio: Well yeah, but we can’t just pretend to ourselves like it didn���t happen
Buster: We haven’t had that luxury for a long time
Rio: okay, true
Rio: I can promise you I have 0 desire to go back to how it was
Buster: I swear I have no desire to either
Rio: I believe you
Rio: you’re not an idiot
Buster: I believe you
Buster: you’ve obviously learnt from your previous terrible relationships
Rio: that’s not fair, I can’t judge you for your crap choices
Buster: I’m not judging you, I’m judging them, which you’re perfectly within your rights and welcome to do
Rio: only if I had time or inclination to go through your tagged pics
Buster: you don’t need to pretend you haven’t
Rio: Shh
Buster: we’re definitely past that, babe
Rio: anyway, not all my boyfriends have been shit
Buster: Bullshit
Rio: you’re hot when you’re jealous
Buster: I am, but there’s nothing to be jealous of where your ex boyfriends are concerned
Rio: 😏
Rio: maybe not now
Buster: not at any point
Rio: that’s just mean
Rio: they’d touched me and you hadn’t
Buster: I could’ve while you were with them though and they can’t now you’re with me
Rio: not just them
Buster: exactly
Rio: you said with you
Buster: I did
Rio: 🥰
Buster: [a pic that’s like the equivalent of that and v 😍 just because and also if you were making summer holiday plans for a while there I could realistically say you’re getting off this short af flight and it not just be blatantly just a we’re on page 29 shh move]
Rio: that was too fast
Buster: Remember what a short flight it is when you’re waiting for me to show up for Easter
Rio: Who knew you were so positive
Buster: You should know I’m in a good mood
Rio: I like to see it
Buster: and you like how much credit you can take for it
Rio: it helps
Buster: I’m glad because you’re gonna have to stay positive yourself while I’m heading home
Rio: I get it
Rio: no privacy in a car filled with your fam
Buster: I’ll talk to you soon, hold me to it
Rio: You will
Buster: yeah
Rio: talk soon then 🤎
Buster: Goodnight, Rio
Rio: Buster
Buster: I know
Rio: Sweet dreams then
Buster: you too, baby
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i know i said i should set up my queue for when im inevitable gone for a month straight after totk comes out (<- exaggeration)(maybe) but honestly
am i really gonna schedule posts.......i can't set up my queue rn or itll start posting obvs but im not gonna wanna go through all 300+ posts in my liked posts the day before it drops so. am i really gonna be manually scheduling posts...................
#wwaffles bein' an idiot#ive done that several times before and i hated it every time btw#i keep losing track of where i am#+ how long is a good period between posts anyway? 5 minutes? 10 minutes???#if im not queuing it i get to choose how many times it posts in a day#vs the like. what 50 daily the normal queue allows?#so that's already more ideal. but its the keeping track that kills the man
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finally figured out my password lol, srry for being absent
#gonna go through my likes and queue up rn#miight write later if i feel like it#depression's kicking my ass tho
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I’m going on a content hiatus~
I’m going through some mental health issues for a while now so please don’t expect any content from me until I update y’all when it’s done~
#brewgie updates#personal#i feel this is to be expected-#i have made promises of content but i dont have it in me#im going to go on a content break and focus on myself n my environment and feel free from expectations i admittedly made you expect from me#im going through some shit rn so i hope you can understand#im still going to revlog stuff im gonna load up my queue#i might post a text post here and there cuz jm me but i mean any writing or edits#i’ll remake my theme but thats it for now#so any of yall whove noticed my lack of content or actuvity thats why~#i just need to figure everything in my life out#who knows this could last three days or like two months idk im just. im going theough a lot with mental illness ive rel*psed#i wont go into details because i dont wanna trigger anyone!!🙇🏼♀️💓💗 please take care of yourself and know all your feelings are valid!!!#thank you for reading all this i appreciate you bubby💓💗💖💕💞💝💛💛💛💛#im so sorry n maybe yall havent even noticed!! i hope thats the case!!
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[sorting art] hmm i could merge all my anime into one folder bc i dont draw it often
[puts homestuck in it]
#the goal is to have as few folders as possible with maximum efficiency#also my queue ran out. which is really weird#bc 2 months ago it had like 100 and would shit posts out a month late#so seeing recent posts was like woah! fucked up!#im gonna fix that#so like.#bi-yearly warning if i ~suddenly~ reblog something from half a year ago#ive been listening to really weird music just cuz thats what the algorithm is on#thinking about that 5 minute long montage about satan and hell#not religious so that was like huh! interesting#and then the music started and oh yeah! there was a song in there!#my favourite 'weird' music audio is the cult opening#'do you want devoted followers?#everyone used to put that in mp100 dimple playlists#its such a fave#rn im rlly digging the song 'no one is ever going to want me'#bc its ambient guitar and then it just SLAMS halfway through#scared the shit out of me last night tho bc i was getting shot by a skeleton in minecraft#so i was AAA and then music ATTACKED me and i shit my pants#ouija board
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