I think I'll talk to my therapist about the whole getting in contact with my ex friend thing first & maybe ask some other friends about it too
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im so crazy over the tragedy of everything q!bbh does being under a demon pretense even though he's a fallen angel.
do u think he just accepts the demon label because it's easier. do u think he believes it too, and catches himself in his thoughts with "oh, right. im not exactly that". and maybe he believes that he did this to himself? do u think what he did was to protect himself or someone? no matter the fall, he still has so much kindness to give and his brain just isn't wired the way a natural-born demon would be, he can't hold back instincts when time demands it, maybe that's why he fell in the first place.
and when he's finally bad, not good, it's treated like the end of the world, without empathy on why he would act out. do you think this keeps happening? the same scenario, multiple times, every timeline? he has to be used to it. so he has to take it in stride. he's good until he lashes out under extreme pressure, and suddenly he's called demon. and once again he's what heaven made him out to be. what he made himself to be, his brain would ruthlessly provide...
i don't think he wants to be that, though he hides secrets behind secrets of which neither identity is a home... but i don't think he wants to have to change, either. and i don't think that's wrong of him.
...you collapse atlantis ONE TIME and all of a sudden YOU'RE the bad guy and SURE it was FUN but REALLY now,--
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aweeeee my babyyyy, BUT ALSO THE FACT THAT HE SAID HE’S GETTING BIGGER
SIR YOU’RE ALREADY BEEFY FUCK ME
but can we talk about the reindeer headband 🥹😭 how can he be so hot and cute at the same time
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hiiiii dr who fandom *crawls from under a nest of blankets after binge-watching season 5*, how's it going?
so yes, I've recently discovered this show (i am a bit late to the party) and have a LOT of thoughts about a LOT of characters
would really appreciate some mutuals who are equally as deranged about this show as i am
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