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good news: i found a four leaf clover in my yard!
bad news: i did break a bone after all! IT HURTS!!!!
#glad i went in for a follow up#but i won't be able to get a cast before Monday or Tuesday.... :(( I'm kinda scared it's healing in the wrong spot...#it wasn't hurting that much until they straightened out my hand to put it in a temporary cast#hey. but you know what. this is ok#i needed to slow down anyway#my knee was in the middle of overuse and i kept trying to rest but didn't. I'm gonna take these next few weeks to just slooowww dowwwn#and at the end I'll be all healed. it'll be so good. I'll use my hand again and I'll run again. and until then I'll read and draw and nap#it isn't even a hairline fracture. it's like a whole piece of the bone broke off. it's unfortunate that they missed it last week :(#I'm not gonna think about this.... I'm gonna think about....a abut...paprus instead -///-
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welcome home
#kabby#The 100#Abby Griffin#Marcus Kane#my art#every now and then I drink wine and spiral about Them#anyway this was an old wip I found while clearing out some files that was nearly finished#so I figured I'd clean it up and post it#this blog still exists so if this makes anyone still following it happy then I'm glad#in my heart this was the ending they had#a little cabin that they share#building a new life together on the ground#helping secure a future of peace for their people#surrounded by friends and family#always returning home to each other at the end of the day#and never taking for granted all that they went through to get there#the home they'd always dreamed of#the love they never thought they'd get to have#the happiness they'd earned
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What was Spreen and Roier’s betrayal? I only started QSMP during the Felps rescue mission and the lore recap videos didn’t cover that
okay first I want to preface this by saying you get a very very very different perspective depending on what pov you approach it by, especially because of how different the hispanic streamers' approach to lore is, so the focus is on cc!roier's pov because he's the one that chose to take it most seriously and actually incorporate it into his cubito's lore
anyway with that out of the way have some babooshka roier propaganda and go watch this animatic it's The roier cubito lore animatic and sums it all up pretty well
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there's also this really good thread on twitter by @mmyashas that includes clips and screenshots, here's the link: https://twitter.com/mmyashas/status/1652070589882925056
if for some reason you can't access the thread the short but not that short version summary is that roier learned how difficult it is to make tacos after spending like an entire stream just trying to find the ingredients and ultimately had to enlist osito bimbo's help, so he made a bet with spreen that spreen wouldn't be able to make a taco in 10 minutes.
spreen then made a deal with rubius devil to get tacos in exchange for killing roier's dog and missa's cat. when spreen showed up with the taco roier got quackity to be his lawyer against having to fulfill the terms of the bet (like 100 subs) knowing spreen had to have gotten the ingredients from someone else. quackity sided with spreen and roier refused to give up his dog so he ran away until spreen managed to kill him and his dog (and missa's cat). that's when roier decided to enact and start planning revenge against both spreen and quackity.
there's more stuff that's happened since that the twitter thread mentions, but this pretty much sums up the basic foundation of the actual betrayal.
#qsmp#roier#q!roier#lore#qsmp lore#should i be posting this so late? nope! but from the links i doubt it'll show up in the tags so anon i hope you think to check back in#also mmyashas if you see this i hope it's alright i included your thread when i went to look for it i found out i follow you here slkdfjsk#anyway glad to do my part in spreading babooshka roier lore animatic propaganda#🫡#ask#speaking
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HATE THE A.M. HATE THE P.M. 💥🕷️ 🎸
#churro art#my art#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#spider punk#hobie brown#atsv#spiderman#spider verse#illustration#digital art#AHHHHH I FINALLY BEAT ART BLOCK WAHOOOOOOOO#girls. girls. i was so so art blocked and felt MISERABLE. for 2 weeks#BUT THEN I MADE THIS AND I WAS SO PROUD OF IT??!!! AND I LOVE HOW IT ENDED UP AHHH#hobie ended up being my fav spiderman from atsv#hes just so freekin cool!! and he's always sticking up for miles in the movie; i srsly love him so glad they made him 100% punk 🥹#ANYWAYS....... i already said it but yea im so proud of this HAHAHA#im just so happy w the pose his face and the bg ahhh#cus i went thru like; 2 almost complete sketches? before i settled on this one#and gosh im so GLAD i followed my gut and ended up on a third sketch; cus of the three this is the BEST one#sorry ahhhh AHHHHH
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#c plays bg3#i have more ss and screen recordings too and i could go on and on but i squealed SO MUCH I PANICKED THOUGH WHEN HE RAN AWAY AFTER THE SUN#CAME OUT I WAS LIKE WAIT LET ME FOLLOW YOU I THOUGHT I MESSED SMTH UP DSFLKJ#karlach went to avernus with wyll her scene on the docks hurt me sm i love karlach dearly im glad shes alive#shadowheart was so cute at camp too so excited we hugged :')#poor gale though my playthrough he really got the shit end of the stick OTL#BUT ASTARION SAYING WE HAVE FOREVER AND THE SIX MONTHS OF HAPPINESS I SQUEALED#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#i cant believe its over#until i make a new chara KSDFJ BUT IM GONNA TAKE A LITTLE BREAK#TO FOCUS ON MY IRL STUFF THATS GOING ON#BUT I WANT TO DO A DURGE RUN
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Finally reading The Spirit Bares Its Teeth by Andrew Joseph White and I Was Not prepared for the little character reveal in chap 9
#crow rambles#the way I went from ‘what’s up with him’ to just….. quiet screeching#I’ve been meaning to read this book for months and I’m so glad I’ve finally started it#I love Hell Followed With Us so I already was going in with high hopes here
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Two days in a row of no abnormal sneezing!
#long butt#newt#guess he may have had a small infection starting#maybe his body was doing a decent job of fighting it off#but yknow when you’re sick and you wake up you feel excessively congested and gross#perhaps that’s why it would trigger in the morning and phase out as the day went on#either way glad I followed my gut and went to the vet#cause this has resolved after 24hrs of meds#and could have been so much worse if I just left it until proper sick symptoms showed up#hopefully it keeps going this way!#tail#rectrices
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I know you dont go here anymore but i just wanted to say that hawks is helping defeat afo in the funniest way by being a charismatic and sexy fake bih gssfshhsfhdfgf
Charismatic??? Hawks?????
Fhdhhdjdh my inner Dabi just went, "did you read that in a self help book?" @ him
The fakeness factor checks out at least
#Ali replies#Bnha#Bnha spoilers#I have no idea what's going on except from some vague afo spoilers I've seen on my dash#You know bnha went off the rails when I didn't unfollow basically anyone from bnha but#There is only one (1) person of all the hundreds of bnha blogs I follow who keeps up with the manga and enjoys it lol#Anyway I'm glad hawks is living his best fake ass bitch life#It was his calling
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Steven Universe.. hit different and I don’t really understand why? Thinking about any of my other old hypefixations, I smile. But Steven Universe just makes me a deeply uncomfortable kind of sad that latches onto my brain like a leech and doesn’t let go for many hours. And I have no idea what it did to deserve that lmao
#I guess this show was a much more massive part of my life than I realized?#it's not my favourite show but I think it's. part of me now#if I'd watched it all in one hit for the first time now I'd think ''woag that was awesome'' and proceed to be normal about it#I had a hard time being normal about things I really liked as a kid and 'cause this show went on for so long and I followed it religiously-#for the ENTIRE time it was airing-#I think it became a permanent resident in my brain along with the emotional state I was in when I started watching it#when I think of Steven Universe I'm flooded with all the ways my childhood self took it way too seriously#I think about things I just MADE UP about the show through theories and implied backstory- all the deeper things that never even happened#and it gives me this unscratchable itch. this weird sense of longing#wughfgdh anyways#my ears ache from getting weirdly choked up about this lmao#just did a shortened rewatch of the whole show through watching Scoot's reaction videos#and like#bruh#the show is y'know. REALLY GOOD. But not THAT good jesus christ#nothing is THAT good#it's kinda cool that I used to have such deep emotions about literally everything but man I'm glad I'm not 13 anymore bahah#mannnnnn I really set this show up for failure by expecting it to reach this impossible unachievable level of depth#and then being kinda bummed when it didn't#it's a CARTOON Cas. a reallly fucking good one just the way it is. calm down child#anyways might draw Greg because he's the goat#steven universe#rant#(?)
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Hmm
#pondering#I can’t believe it’s been a year since I gave up on my last crush#it seems like so long ago I feel like I’ve lived eight lifetimes since then#but it also feels like just yesterday#and yet I feel so…. distant from him#I mean I also never see him anymore#the only reason I did then is because I’d seek him out#and even then….#idk what I’m trying to say#just that things change#and myself of two years ago would be amazed#that I’m able to have a normal life and think about him minimally and painlessly#because two years ago I was in the DUMPS#I went through this intense phase where I just felt like I *had* to be with him and got to the point where I’d just cry out of fear that#that I’d die before I got a chance to make him fall in love with me#it was so bad I was so paranoid and lovesick and and and.. ough#I still remember that night so well#it was also a Wednesday like today and it had been an awful day and I had a headache#and I just thought. I can’t take this anymore. where are we even going. he’s never going to notice me never#i GIVE UP#it was mostly an impulse but looking back I’m so glad I followed that particular impulse#it’s like when Edmund walked out of Mary’s house not because he was super resolved but more on an impulse of the moment#just felt like the thing to do. and I may have regretted it once or twice afterwards but in the end it absolutely WAS the right call#and a couple months later YOU-KNOW-WHO showed up#absolutely insane events happening to me last year.#but now I feel like the girl from that one video#“girl who is going to be okay” djdjdhdh#but really! I will be!#and I am even! just taking it one day at a time#elly's posts
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when i got my wisdom teeth out when i was 17 all i did was watch documentaries on youtube about quantum physics and take painkillers and cry for like a week. i also rewatched the first season of h2o just add water. awesome experience aside from the pain
#text#im glad nothing went wrong cuz i never went back 4 my follow up appointment on account of the plague
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i actually love the comeback of bucket hats and mom jeans and big glasses and fanny packs and clunky shoes personally. i was born to dress like a dorky tourist from the 90s
#ever since middle school i have tried to follow trends and felt fundamentally like i qas doing it wrong and it didn't work when i did it#i couldn't pull it off it was forced and dumb even when i dressed and did my hair exactly like everyone else#so i gave up on being trendy bc it was never fun and didn't work#but i was so excited when mom jeans came back bc they're actually comfy then i saw cool fashionable people w fanny packs and i was like :0#no way!!#then i found a cute floral bucket hat at goodwill and i was like hm why not and it actually rocks ngl#i finally got a new pair of glasses bc of headaches and i went ahead and got some big af 90s looking ones and they actually look good on me?#i know im lowkey dressing like a high schooler now but im finally having fun with my clothes and enjoying the way i look#also i got a haircut and its a bit retro and fun and finally my hair isnt in my face bc i tried bangs and i actually look nice for once#also the great thing abt the dorky 90s tourist style is its really practical and easy#like im comfortable and i have storage and my hair looks good no matter what with zero maintenance#i still dont wear makeup ever tho lol#but im glad there's finally a way to be fun and fashionable for lazy dorky people lol#i know some people complain abt the bucket hats and fanny packs and stuff but idc im having fun finally#this has been a shitpost
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the cool thing about getting news about people you got along with in school but didn't keep in touch with is that you'll be shown pictures of them on instagram or smth and they've grown into such beautiful adults like. i haven't really talked in you in ten years and you were such an uncomfortable and sad kid but you have a really nice smile and a cool sense of style and im glad you're studying something you love. nice autism awareness posts btw i knew we had something in common when we were 4 and you bit my arm so hard i had your teeth marks for days. could have been me. sorry my mum threw a fit
#i've kept in touch with 2 (two) people i was friends with in middle and high school#cos we were a trio and barely had any other friends#but one of them has kept in touch with Lots of people who also kept in touch with other people#so this summer i saw people i was friends with in middle school then barely ever talked to in high school and didn't keep in contact with#it was so nice to see them again!#plus one of them brought her bunny to the picnic and it really liked me so. fuck yeah#anyway we all started talking about people we went to school with#and they went from instagram account to instagram account to find people in follower lists#so i saw pictures of lots of people i straight up forgot about#including that guy who bit me when we were 4#he was visibly and undeniably disabled so everyone was super cruel to him#i was Weird™ but not in an understandable way so people were also mean but like . more low key#anyway he and i talked and hung out a few times in primary but we lost touch completely afterwards#waved hello every other month when we crossed paths in hs#but i didn't have any way to keep in touch after that#he's quite the handsome young man now#good for him#he got his bachelor's degree this year#got a gf and everything#im glad#im still not gonna talk to him because i cant exactly go hii remember the girl you talked to briefly every other month several years ago?#well he's a guy now hi i am autistic also turns out how have you been doinng#i don't do conversations like that#anyway#lots of other people have grown up also#horsegirl who had a crush on my friend when we were 13 is still a horse girl. nurse in training. soo fucking hot like 😳
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#found out last night someone i knew at uni died and its odd. really odd#didnt know them well enough to really feel grief but always intended to hang out with them more#follow each other on spotify & their last listened to artist is one of my favourite bands#i would have liked to have known them better. yeah#really feel for the ppl who were closest to them like im sad but as i said its not like. actual grief#we hear abt other students dying every now and then but its never someone you knew personally or someone whos house you went to#& you meowed at them and they got scared because they said theyre a barking household. and they showed you the dead buzzard in their garden#from which you stole some feathers. and then you went in their fucked up shed that apparently had asbestos#yeah. i just wish id had more opportunities to know them. me and another friend always said we should hang out with them more#man it sucks. which is an understatement rlly but u know#and now its kind of just like. this is a thing that has happened#and i probably wont rlly feel the impact until coming off placement year next year because then ill actually notice that theyre not there#never had anyone in my peer group die before. really fucking weird#really hope theyre at peace now and all. and im glad one of my friends who knew them more i checked in on is doing alright#i mean i say im not grieving but i have cried and am crying but i also cry easily or when i hear people i dont even know have died#but also i do miss them and i wish i could see them again
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thanks! I guess my main question is; how can I be secure in my faith?
I was raised in the faith and I wish I could believe firmly with all my heart, but university (I study biomed) and the world's view of religion make it so hard. I've seen others say that genesis is allegory, which brings into question the historicity of the Bible and Jesus, and I don't know how that can reconcile with faith
Ooh! This is my favorite question :)
So I too was raised in the faith and I too study biology (microbiology in my case, with an emphasis on microbial ecology and evolution). I am firmly convinced that one should hold both Scriptural and scientific truth in high regard; when undertaken with a spirit of curiosity and humility, science and faith pose no threat to one another. In fact, I think understanding one bolsters an understanding of the other.
I'd start with this: I don't believe that Genesis is an allegory, nor do any of the theistic evolution proponents I've read and spoken to. Rather, Genesis uses figurative language to communicate creation and the fall from the perspective of a God who transcends time. Figurative language is innate in Scripture, and I think it's erroneous to take the most literalistic possible meaning for every line of the creation account. For what other part of Scripture do we do this?
I think we need to take it seriously; everything in Scripture is true. But I think when the creation account says, "And God separated the light from the darkness. He called the light Day and the darkness Night. And there was evening and there was morning, the first day," that's more similar to "I have been crucified with Christ" than "In the year that King Uzziah died I saw the Lord." From a heavenly perspective, that's what happened, but just as I haven't literally had nails driven into my hands in order to be saved, I don't think it's reasonable to assume that God divided Day from Night in the space of one 24-hour day. It's a spiritual account, not a scientific account. That doesn't make the words of Scripture any less true.
But! I also think that when Christians discuss evolution, we tend to get far, far too hung up on Genesis and we end up missing some of the deeper implications of the conversation. Evolutionary biology pushes us to think about our embodiment and how deeply interconnected we are with the rest of creation. Likewise, a theistic framework narrows the odds when we talk about the organic origin of life, protein sequence space, etc. If a sovereign God was behind every movement of every atom, then we can see grace where an atheistic scientist sees only coincidence.
Don't ignore your scientific and historical questions, my friend. Ask them all. Chase them to the ends of the earth. All truth is God's truth, and behind each answer I believe you will find the glory of God.
Some reading to get you started:
Finding Darwin's God, Kenneth R. Miller
The Selfless Gene: Living with God and Darwin, Charles Foster
Ask the Beasts: Darwin and the God of Love, Elizabeth Johnson
The Age of Wonder, Richard Holmes
(Note: I don't agree with every word in all these books, but I find them all generally good and useful)
Just in general, I really recommend reading up on all those great Christians who were also scientists and great scientists who were also Christians. Don't take my word for it, take theirs! Read the books I recommended. Read Isaac Newton, Johannes Kepler, Louis Pastuer! Augustine and C.S. Lewis! Stop centering the conversation on Darwin (who was a Christian, but who was just one guy). For goodness sake, don't listen to Richard Dawkins and Ken Ham. Throughout history, greater thinkers than you or me have reconciled faith and science. Thus, there's hope for us too :)
I'll leave you with this quote from Augustine's exhortation to humility from "The Literal Meaning of Genesis":
"In matters that are so obscure and far beyond our vision, we find in Holy Scripture passages which can be interpreted in very different ways without prejudice to the faith we have received. In such cases, we should not rush in headlong and so firmly take our stand that, if further progress in the search of truth justly undermines this position, we too fall with it. That would be to battle not for the teaching of Holy Scripture but for our own, wishing its teaching to conform to ours, whereas we ought to wish ours to conform to that of Sacred Scripture."
All truth is God's truth.
#all truth is god's truth#I'm so glad you asked this my friend#feel free to pop back in with any follow ups#i went mostly in the direction of evolution bc that's my wheelhouse and it sounds like it's probably yours too#but obviously this conversation extends out into all branches of science#and into history#and all sorts of other places#ask me hard questions
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Suggested posts from the tags I follow were just suddenly not showing up on my dash for a bit and I thought it was yet another weird glitch with my tumblr account that seems to just happen but as it turns out at some point I just stopped following those tags??
#i went to follow the isat tag then later a post from it showed up on my dash and i was like '...huh'#and realized i just wasnt following any tags anymore#i swear i didnt unfollow them not even by accident by misclicking#dunno whats goin on but glad i fixed it i guess#siren speaks
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