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Don’t mind me I’m just thinking about how Rory almost destroyed her life and definitely destroyed her sense of self trying to please everyone around her not because they explicitly demanded it of her but because she grew up with a deep rooted unadressed view of her own existence as the destruction of Lorelai and Christopher’s lives, causing her to be constantly mindful of what the world might expect of her and desperately trying to not just meet those demands but a whole lot more no matter the cost because that’s the only way to make up for the fact that she exists and is alive
#like how am I supposed to not want to wrap Rory in the tightest hug and then twelve blankets and seven pillows#I’m sleep deprived and on my period and this is what happens because of it#the rory gilmore is good actually tag#rory gilmore#gilmore girls#gilmore girls meta#the potato rants
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dude theres like no art of her what the fuck
#does she even have a name?#canon or not#im reluctant to accept cyn cause it might be a gaster situation#where they could be entirely different characters#anyways i needed to manually go to the episodes to get references#this cannot stand#murder drone art community i call upon thee#draw pre ep 3 tessa and [INSERT NAME HERE] more often#art#artwork#murder drones#murder drones tessa#murder drones.. uhm..#murder drones this girl#how am i supposed to tag a nameless character
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WHY HELLO THERE !
Are YOU interested in interacting with a BRAND-NEW and .. somewhat improved ( totally not false advertising , fuck off. This is VOXTEK SHIT AT IT’S FINEST. ) multimuse with HAZBIN HOTEL && HELLUVA BOSS muses ?
Well this UNREMARKABLE LOSER’S blog is the PLACE for you ! Come on down to hazs-been , a blog written by fink. Some guy you may know from secr3trings.
SOOO — MIND SPREADING THIS AROUND ? I’LL BE SURE TO SEND YOU TO THE SUPERVISORS TO CHECK YOU OUT.
#( 📺 ) — & : promotions.#hazbin rp#hazbin hotel roleplay#helluva boss roleplay#girl how am I supposed to tag this —
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trying hard not to fight the sydney haters but i’m just a girl and she looks like this
#sydney adamu#the bear#she’s just a girl#ayo edebiri#carmy you’re not special i’m in love with her too#sydcarmy propaganda page#syd x carmy#how many tags am i supposed to use
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mmm… spaceshipgirl pussy…
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speaking of all the questionable things i did as a teenager, i am sort of mourning omegle. all of my friends who are mourning omegle are like "man i met so many friends on there through various RP tags or through our shared hyperfixations :(" when i was 15 i used omegle as my excuse to hook up with girls i'd just met on camera bc they wanted attention from the adult men online and i just wanted to hook up with girls. We Are Somewhat Different You And I,
#occasionally i wonder if there are still Very Illegal videos out there of 15-year-old me and then realize i don't particularly care#yes this was yucky. NO i promise no adults in our lives coerced us into it.#we just had the impulse control and desire for attention that most 15-year-olds do.#there was this one girl i only met one time and i still remember what her tongue tasted like. (it tasted gross.)#idk what to tag this. sorry for being How I Am i suppose.
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i havent even watched legacy yet but that fucking kh world did some.. unexpected things to me
#beep boop you want fries with that#kingdom hearts#re:ddd#sora#quorra#tron#riku#was trying to redesign rinzler’s helmet bc god. its. kinda fucking boring. leaning into the beast more#also teh helmets eyes are supposed to look angry when its down and sad when its up. bwaaa#i heard rinzler acts like a cat. thats soemthing to look forward to when i watch the movie. grins.#the three dots are supposed to be the classic t. btw.#theres four you just cant see the last one.#made sora look more liek his space paranoids look because he needs to retain the 80s swag.#this reads like a change log.#and my good friend quorra. idk if i’ve even posted that redesign b4.#yes im making her quote the ur my pockets eddie post#i think she needs to chew on things. maybe she should maul clu with her fucking teeth.#shes so unorthadox girl to me. do you see my vision.#also dw about riku falling or paralelling tron or anything hes fiiine.#speaking of the falling art. its old. so its inaccurate to how i draw riku now#before my brain was huge basically.#its so funny how i drew this much art for legacy like. i love tron 1982. i havent watched legacy yet but i feel like im gonna hate it.#the kh world was okay but it had a lot of potential and. uh. made me a BIT insane at the last part in sora’s story (EXPLODES)#also this post is tagged re:ddd for. reasons. dw about it.#ANYWAY GN ITS 1 AM. RUNS AT MACH SPEED.
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hey guys! just watched the gomens 2 finale and
#jam talkin tag#how am i supposed to recover from this#i have a sad music playlist i made on spotify years ago that i never use and brother#WE'RE PULLIN IT OUT TONIGHT#AND OF COURSE THE FIRST SHUFFLED SONG IS FIRST LOVE BY CAREGIVER#girl help spotify said dw. we'll get the crowley x aziraphale tragedy playlist started for you <3
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Her. An Essay.
The spring air lies heavy in your lungs as you breathe in deeply, the bright smells assault your nose and waves of nostalgia roll off the hills. You know this is her favorite season so you’ve dressed prepared for the chill in the air.
It's a long walk to the meadow with a shovel in hand and wheelbarrow pushed in front of you, but you do it. When you get there, a girl smiles up at you from where she is playing in the grass.
You know her age, but do not say it. You know her name, but do not say it. You know her, but do not say it.
She says hello in that sweet mellow tone that sounds so foreign yet so similar and tastes like syrup on your tongue. Her eyes are wide and shining, but blissfully not tear stained- like your own- and her cheeks are round with a warm flush as her smile softens.
You do not meet her eyes, those same beautifully colored eyes that match yours, searching for a hint as to what you’re doing here. You gaze across the meadow instead but still catch a glimpse of her blue denim overalls and green shirt.
They match your own in a way.
You finally say hi back and take the shovel to the dirt under a beautifully perfect sycamore tree that arches into the sky; it rises before the two of you, right in the middle of the meadow. The dirt stains your clothes as you drop to your knees, using your hands more than the shovel to dig at the layered earth.
You hear soft footsteps behind you but don’t look up from your work. To your side you see the girl walk up to you again and she places a small flower behind your ear before grinning and moving to lay in the sun near you.
You pluck the flower out from behind your ear to examine it. A white petunia. A wistful familiarity to the flower washes over you and you tuck it back behind your ear before moving back to the freshly unearthed dirt.
You can feel her watching as you dig this pit, you hate the feeling of dirt under your fingernails. The mud cakes on your hands and crackles with every movement; it makes your skin crawl but you don’t give up now. After a small hole is dug, you grab the large stone and tools brought in the wheelbarrow and begin to carve. She sits next to you now, her smaller hands grip a rock in her own palms and she plays with it gently.
You carve a name you didn’t think you’d ever write again into the rock and place it at the top of the pit. She recognizes the name, tips her head smiling gently, and in an understanding manner she stands up.
And walks away. Around the back of the sycamore tree she disappears and then reappears.
She plucks a sycamore leaf off the ground when she´s visible again and looks up as you smile at her. She drops the leaf into the hole you've dug, then helps you repack the layers of sediment that you both know you’ll unearth again, in the future, to be intertwined together in the end.
But not now. Now, the earth is resealed and she smiles sweetly, laying a makeshift bouquet of petunias and poppies with a gentle hand.
You get up and hold a hand out for her, she doesn't look away from the earth you've both just moved and instead runs her hands over the top of the rocks again before sighing with a big smile. She gets up and grabs your hand, it's so much smaller and softer than yours yet you can still feel the dirt on both of your hands.
She grips your hand a little tighter, following your lead as you walk towards home, flower still tucked behind your ear you notice a matching flower behind her own. And you smile.
When you get closer to the house, her eyes are wide with soft recognition, a place so familiar to the both of you yet it feels cold and empty at the same time. You invite her inside again, it's been so long for you both, still the house is like an old friend, in a way. You hold open the door and she steps through.
She walks over to the dinner table and sits down at the far side, gesturing for you to sit on the other but you shake your head politely.
You aren't ready yet.
You ask if she’d like a drink, and she nods. You already know what she would like so you don’t have to wait for her to tell you. Passing over the tall glass with ice clinking in it feels like a ritual. You don't want to let go. You do. You sit down across from her.
You know what's coming next and it's hard. You know you have to accept it. Losing her again won't be easy but you know it's not permanent this time.
She takes small sips of her drink, smiling over to you but neither of you attempt to make small talk anymore, you both know how the interaction will end.
And it's not bittersweet. Neither of you are upset. She is content in a way you don’t think you quite understand yet. But you think you feel complete, whole and peaceful for possibly the first time in your life.
It's enjoyable to watch her glowing eyes look at you with respect and admiration, to be able to grow into what you did makes her heart beat with something adjacent to love.
And as you leave the house, knowing you will be reunited in the end, to be buried in love & hate, happiness & anger, and warmth & heartache. You know it's love. It's always been love.
For her.
-Her. An Essay. (By me)
Happy trans visibility day. This is an ode to the girl I was. We will be buried together in the end. I love you, take care.
#scamera writes#scamera poems#original poem#trans day of visibility#transgender#lgbtq#tdov#wanted to post this one eventually and figured today wasnt a terrible day to do it#anyways. idk if it comes across properly but this is about being and not being the girl i was#and how she was herself and in order to be me i had to dig her grave and by god she helped#but we will be intertwined again in the end#(idk if That makes sense ! guys my brain works weird)#also yeah. this one is a long one <3 i do call it an essay dont i#and idk how happy i am with this (i cant tell if it Seems positive but its supposed to be kinda)#it still feels much too story based for what i want but im okay enough with it that i will post it (im not Overly happy with it)#i dont think it needs any tags? just in case though#ask to tag#okay#i love you all & happy tdov#your body is your own and you are lovely
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#supposed to log good things#most of day was negative feelings and sadness#then. i remember feeling good#and then. tthe good went away#rreplaxed with the usual self doubt and loathing#the feelings of undesirability#the wish that i was. attractive in any way to anyone close to me that anyone wanted to. touch me#that i wasn't horrifically gross and disgusting#do the people who hold me do it out of pity? am i really so awful#pictures get a lot of praise#sometimes#less so lately#maybe the novelty of my personality has worn off#maybe seeing how broken i am#such a shambling wailing mess of a girl#....has made people realize how ugly i am#i don't know. its hard to care most nights#I'm supposed to feel better in the mornings#i don't usually#I used to#now i just feel..... dead inside#like a walking corpse#some part of me wants to make that reality#sigh.#anyway.#im sorry you had to read this whoever you are that's made it this far#it's a cry for help but my discord status says don't message me so it's. probably not gonna get much lol#.....i guess uh. if you've read this far and do want to say something you can take this tag in particular as a one time pass to do so#....i make no guarentees I'll respond but i will guarentee that i won't kill myself. at least not tonight or even any time this week
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idk how tumblr works heres an art piece i did sorta kinda recently 🦶
#original character#oc#oc artwork#digital art#i dont know how this be works#ARGEGG#sowwy#devil oc#demon girl#what am i supposed to tag???
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There was a time on this website gif makers could simply tag the media they were giffing, the characters, and perhaps an edit tag, and that was enough to get notes
Nowadays we gotta rely on source blogs unless you’re the rare personal blog with a bajillion followers
I think you all should go back to searching tags is my point
#the way some people don’t even tag media/characters on posts either and just tag source blogs#like girl HOW the fuck am I supposed to find your shit
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but still I keep your hand, as a precious souvenir...
#em draws stuff#oc time again hehe#haunted by your hand#the gambler: james webster#the highwayman: kate heriot#remember that 'what should I draw' poll? well girl soup won so here is Girl Soup as you so politely requested.#feel like I ought to tag this for Something but for the life of me I do not know What.#time to say a little context also. for I fear that this needs context.#james's entire Deal is a bit 'sad old bartender with a dead wife in the walls somewhere' except that she's not particularly sad or old#and the wife in question is not precisely in the walls so much as being preserved in alcohol in a barrel in the basement#'but what else are you Supposed to do after you've stolen your ladylove's corpse and turned her hand into a sorcerous artifact?#just bury her? well that would be both a difficulty and a waste wouldn't it. better to keep her close. right here. right here.'#so you see james's thought process on this one. and if she's drinking a little of what's in that vat of dead girl juice what's the problem.#...I realize now that I'm not ever sure I Said what the haunted by your hand storyline was out loud on the website before.#so if this was a sudden bucketload of information then. well. do not know what to say beyond That's Just How It Is.#aaaaand caption lyrics from tom lehrer's 'i hold your hand in mine' since I am still finding room to get a little silly with it around here
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does anyone remember that frankly horrendous project i started about a year ago? well great news, im back at it. sorry.
this is ironic this is ironic i do not want to be doing this but i simply cannot stop myself when the urge to (ironically) design markerplier bishoujo figures strikes. dont ask questions.
#markiplier#wilford warfstache#i dont want to tag this#i dont want to have made this#i dont want to be CONTINUING to make this#but i sure am!#this still isnt the final thing#this is just me trying to figure out proper anatomy better and then going overboard#by coloring and shading what was supposed to be a sketch#this is me Suffering#also 'proper anatomy' sure is a Stretch when it comes to drawing anime figures aint it fjkdsla#this thing is not shaped like a human#this thing gives me body dysmorphia every time i try to look in the mirror to figure out how the shoulders will work or smth#still fun to draw tho#in a horrible and soul wrenching kind of way#anyway engineer is next#fluffle art#wip#fluffle regrets everything and blames this on idk. because im poor. oh no my poorness has caused me to make rash decisions. somehow.#and now ive designed many anime girl figures of markiplier characters#(ironically)#if only i was rich so i wouldnt have to be doing this oh sob sob cry#give me money and ill Stop
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long time no horse! 1/3
alt. versions under the cut
#my art#horse#horses#once again HOW am i tagging this#sv forum#ocs#four horns#guobei esen#(<- ???? close enough?)#anyway @ mingyansveil of svforum if youre on here let me know so i can tag you for your son#there was supposed to be a bird too but i gave up. sorry tseren :(#<3 steppe trip where nothing goes wrong ever#(anyway this is 1/3 of a set but i think id wither away if i had to draw 7 horses and 6 people on one canvas so separating them)#goats#(one goat but she goes in the goats tag. the Original Goat who started it all)#BUT im super excited to draw the other 2 of this set and then +1 (with additional goat lore)#(the extra lore is just that when riding into battle goat demons attach horns to their horses bridles. and i want to illustrate that SO BAD#sorry i WILL say nonsense in the tags again#why does my girl 4horns have white hair and no horns under the cut? reasons :3#also i have to say aaa tumblr why do i have to use the new post editor......... please dont force me to i dont like it :(
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WHAT DO YOU MEAN KIT PURRSON ISN'T REAL
IMPORTANT EDIT: Kent does have a cat! It's named "Purrs"! Some wonderful people have made really helpful additions to this post so do check them out! I don't want anyone else scrolling away thinking Kent doesn't have a cat sdfsd That's my bad, take me away officer 😔
(I didn't expect this post to gain so much traction, but I should have known others would be equally invested in the existence of this fictional cat. Also, I'll leave my tags for posterity! I think my distress (hyperbolic) should be preserved, even if it looks ridiculous now that we know the truth 😂)
#omg check please#check please#omgcp#kent parson#kit purrson#puts the fandom in a chokehold#EXPLAIN YOURSELVES.....#listen you don't understand#i was so happy kent had a cat#at least one nice thing#YOU FILTHY LIARS#don't come after me for liking kent parson this is not the time slslfhslslslfhslfhsf#THE CAT GIRLS THE CAT'S FAKE???#Y'ALL..........#also I love cats I thought I wld get to see a cat in the future how am i supposed to recover from this CRUEL DECEPTION#curls up on floor...cries...#i feel like i passed some kind of initiation/hazing and i don't like it#juli 🐸#tags edit: btw i hope no one takes these tags too seriously sdfskd#tags edit: i wldnt usually clarify tone but the edit makes these tags less cohesive w/ the post and it's far less funny now rip 😭#tags edit: oh man i rly hope my humour isn't broken
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