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What made you ship it?
Back then we were thinking about people to ship JC with, and WQ existed. Since then, Untamed gave our little crackship food. And since then I also started OTPing Chengxian and the core transfer has been a object of easy fixation. It would be inaccurate to say that I started shipping Chengqing because I started shipping Chengxian. But I certainly ship Chengqing through a certain amount of WWX feelings - not only Chengxian, in fact.
What are your favorite things about the ship?
sometimes a mad scientist performs a secret, impossible experiment on someone who doesn't know what's going on and they get together afterwards, and suddenly there's this huge, grotesque thing between them.
I think they should kink on it, but I also think JC would deal very badly indeed with WQ's involvement in the gc transfer. (in my mind she doesn't tell him until she has no choice/it comes out.) I can't overstate how much I adore the kink (in a wide sense) potential between them.
they get one another, about duty and family and keeping the people you care for close and safe and not trusting easily.
also - this is notably less my thing - but I think they'd be good at taking of one another when they're not tearing each other apart for the heavy topics (they agree on duty, but that doesn't mean it would never come up in a bad argument, and the core transfer reframes everything there - suddenly wq has very little room to argue about her dutifulness! you were rearming a direct enemy of your sect babe! you were 100% betraying your sect!)(unless: and I think this is juicy: unless WQ explains that she expected JC to die after the core transfer. no JC with a core, no betrayal.)
and yes also chengqingxian, or at least wq and wwx being besties.
also very into the age-gap between them. she's older! she's already respected and established and a wordly grown-up! it's not relevant to post-canon chengqing except as a contrast to how things were back then, which is still very interesting, but in a canon divergence where the Wen siblings go to Lotus Pier, or sth like that, I really like the idea/image of WQ's crush on JC. it's funny and it's cute and look I think JC should get a win. The win in this case is WQ horny-clamping her jaw and respecting him. his brains. while looking disrespectfully.
Is there an unpopular opinion you have on your ship?
...this is very dependent of "what-ifs" but: I don't think JC would be totally okay with WQ and WWX's relationship.
He's deeply insecure when it comes to people loving him, and WWX betrayed his trust and convinced WQ to go along with it. (in Untamed it's made worse by the fact that JC and WQ already knew one another.) For me, WWX and WQ get one another to a level that other characters don't, I'm only 10% kidding when I call them soulmates, and imo JC would not be able to deal with that very well unless it's solved in Chengqingxian. (which I think he'd shoulder better because they're both here; if WWX is with LWJ it's... it's not exactly YZY while JFM is thinking of WCZ and CSS, but something like that. to me. I do think he'd be jealous.)
less unpopular than it seemed at one time, but bears repeating that it's fine for WQ to neither peg nor dom JC. I mean I'm failing to write that but I think WQ needs and wants to be pampered from time to time. Otoh I also think she's a lot more likely than WWX to tell JC what she needs, since her self-image isn't all twisted up in being better-than-jc at all times.
I clearly didn't try hard enough to keep WWX out of this answer.😔
#imagine if you will wwx seeing the wq/jc and deciding his feelings are 'hmmm jc better let wq off the hook every once in a while.'#'bc that shit is exhausting. i know it is and i know how jc is with-- his person who is like that with him. 't's why i left.'#'he's demanding and he doesn't get that it's hard on us.'#what does 'his person who is like that with him' mean? hope you're not expecting wwx to be clear on it himself#chengqing#ask meme#chengqingxian
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Hii, there is some thing I wanted to ask your opinion about
About that time Jiang Cheng sacrificed himself to save Wei Wuxian from Wen cultivators, I say it in the most non-bashing way possible but do you think there's a chance his sacrifice was pointless?
What happens is: JC distracted the Wens from unsuspecting WWX, causing them to chase and then capture him, which results in him getting whipped and more importantly him losing his golden core. When WWX can't find him where he left him he makes haste and finds him the same day, runs and gets help from Wen Ning. I hope I got all that correct.
Now, is it possible that if JC never saw anything and WWX was captured instead... he would scare Wen Chao again and be thrown in the Burial Mounds? Because sadly WWX does get captured by the Wens in the end anyway and it was after the core removal, which was a surgery he experienced awake for 2 days, and he was basically helpless and unable to protect himself and yet he tricked them into leaving him alive. Obviously, experiencing hell on earth for 3 months isn't the nicest but still, he survived.
So, if he got captured with a golden core could something similar happen? Even being thrown into BM would be better with a golden core and he could have escaped earlier.
At the same time, while he had his GC he could fight back and make things worse for himself but I don't know if after everything we've seen of him I believe in that. It's established he's a genius, a quick thinker and will manipulate his opponents if he has to so I believe he would survive.
Could it be possible or are there flaws in my reasoning? I'm very interested in your opinion, I think it's fun speculating about what ifs and such but if it's something you have no interest in don't worry about replying too! No pressure!
Hi! It was interesting to read your thoughts, I think I understand what you’re asking, but I think there’s a different way to phrase it, which is that if Jiang Cheng isn’t captured by the Wen, none of the novel shakes up the same way because none of the tangles of the plot can shake out the same way and I’d say you’d actually get a much worse ending for everyone involved.
Because Jiang Cheng gets captured, Wei Wuxian runs back to find him and runs into Wen Ning. What with the two of them attempting to avoid Wen detection, the odds of Wen Ning being able to find them, let alone talk to them long enough to re-earn Wei Wuxian’s trust drop to almost nothing. They are too wounded, reasonably distrustful and in some sort of shape to actually stop and listen at the time and it was only because Wei Wuxian truly had no more options that he slowed down even then.
If Jiang Cheng doesn’t get captured, then they don’t go to Yiling with Wen Ning, the odds there are either that they go to Meishan to find Jiang Yanli or one of the other great clans for some sort of aid since it’s just the two of them. Wen Chao therefore can’t run into Wei Wuxian, Wei Wuxian isn’t in worse enough shape to be captured and he never gets thrown in the burial mounds.
And in all honesty… they probably lose the war. Jiang Cheng wouldn’t degrade as far because he didn’t hit the full breaking point of having his core crushed in the end and that sort of debt with Wei Wuxian in his head never comes to exist and their relationship would be a little better, but the odds without Wei Wuxian’s guidao are very bad, what with the Lan having been attacked and not in as good shape and the Jiang having been all but wiped out, leaving only the Jin at full fighting strength since the Nie have been skirmishing them for a while. And given how Wei Wuxian was being the front line of the Jiang border for a while, without the power of him being a whole army by himself, at best it ends in a war where everyone’s pretty much lost in the end and none of the clans are in a state to do anything, or the Wen under Wen Ruohan win and everyone we’ve grown to love gets executed for fighting against them.
So in the end, as awful as it sounds, Jiang Cheng’s actions do lead to the war being won because without Wei Wuxian’s guidao, they weren’t going to win, but they do doom Wei Wuxian in the process. Which really just goes to show how well MXTX thought out the whole process that as harmful as JC’s sacrifice is, it is very, very hard to change things in such a way as to where it does not happen and they still win the war.
As for your question, I think in the unlikely odds that he does still end up in the burial mounds, it’s possible that Wei Wuxian could invent his guidao to get out and have the golden core to supplement, but the problem there is that having a golden core doesn’t change Wei Wuxian’s fate in the novel. People are scared of him for having the power that he has, even if Jiang Cheng doesn’t have the serious grudge of losing his core, his relationship with Wei Wuxian isn’t strong enough to withstand people poking at his sore spots, so I guess in a sense it’s pointless because there’s too many elements by the time lotus pier falls to change that.
I don’t know, mdzs is a very hard novel to change without losing the good elements and even small actions have seemingly wide spread consequences. Just look at how many things are impacted by Su She’s desire to be seen as cool and impressive both in past and present. It’s very difficult to determine which things are pointless or could be changed to improve things in the past because it’s just so tightly layered.
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hello hello and welcome to the “peace ring is that bitch™️” group chat!
due to popular demand, @loustyles and I have decided to start this 21+ Larrie group chat to scream and cry about all things Louis, Harry, One Direction and whatever your heart desires 💐 its main goal is to have a safe space and to meet new people!
Please only apply if you:
Are at least 21 years old
Are a Larrie
Don’t believe in any of the stunts (no ifs and buts)
Don’t believe that Louis is a dad (no ifs and buts)
You can fill out the form here, we genuinely don’t know how long this will be up for, it depends on how many people apply and how quickly, since we hate disappointing people. We’re gonna chose around 12-14 people so pls pls pls don’t be sad if you don’t get chosen, we just don’t want the gc to be too full and overwhelming for people.
If anyone got any questions feel free to hit us up anytime ✨
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On mobile browser, the only way to save is online. Many IFs have the ability to download your save games; will this game have similar?
So, I was ready to say no, it won't happen, because the save to disk option comes with sugarcube only and I use harlowe. But then I complained about it in the gc and a friend found a code that might actually make this possible! I can't guarantee it'll work yet, but I will look into it.
In the meantime, I guess this is a good time to give some recommendations for the game to work as best as possible:
• Prefer playing on laptop/desktop when possible. Some mobile devices *cough*iphones*cough* erase cookies like their lives depend on it. (And cookies are where the saves are stored.)
• Make sure your browser settings allow cookies on itch.io and doesn't erase them over time.
• If that's not enough, use firefox, it seems there's less issues there (also it's the best, I'm a firefox stan).
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I have a tea 🍵
So I just came back from my date :) and this man just shamed me for not drinking alcohol and smoking 🧍🏻♀️ actually this is our 3rd date and during our second date he got to know I'm actually a virgin tho I've dated before and he just saved my number as 'geek whore' and yeah made s3xual jokes w his friends on the gc about me, got to know about it today and dropped his ass, what's even crazier is that the other two dates i was the one who paid cuz he forgot his wallet which was a 'LIE', i should've background checked before going out w his nasty ass
ummmmm why was he even considered for a second DATE? 😭 so he conveniently forgot his wallet both times and none of this raised any questions before the third date??💀💀 but yk WAT, drop his ass REAL QUICK. no ifs or buts about it bby DROP HIM LIKE THE DOG HE IS. like he’s a red flag in itself like wym ur angry that someone doesn’t kill their livers with alcohol and doesn’t wanna ruin their lungs with CANCER STICKS? pls keep my updated lovely and i hope you find someone better than his ass.
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Idk what you have planned for the gc (or more accurately what the boys have planned) and I’m literally hyped for anything you want to throw at us (even when it’s sad Tyson’s and rat boys)
but would love to see more knighter even ifs it’s just him adding dialogue, low key he is my fave (but also I’m pretty sure I view him the same way you view key, he is a precious baby and must be protected) but now he gets to be in a sacred club of Matthew tkachuk goalie hugs TM.
OH MY GOD MATTHEW GETS A NEW BABY QUEER GOALIE TO ADORE AND RITTER IS GOING TO HAVE A CRISIS ABOUT IT AND MATTHEW IS REPEATEDLY GOING TO REMIND HIM OF THE "I DON'T FUCK TEAMMATES" RULE BUT RITTER IS STILL GOING TO HAVE THE CRISIS BECAUSE HE CAN COPE WITH NOT BEING MATTHEWS FAVOURITE BOYFRIEND BUT HE ABSOLUTELY NEEDS TO BE HIS FAVOURITE GOALIE
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9/19/2
I have mixed feelings about this section. At the same time, it's fun but loneliness wraps around me like a blanket.
It hurts looking at my other classmates interacting so freely - them staying close with their old classmates because despite me still being in the same section as R and Y, I don't feel that close with them anymore. They have their own friendgroup in our room, they have their own gcs and I'm. Just alone. I liked K because we were together but as the seating arrangement happened, she's starting to have her own friend group too with S. I like my new seatmates but It's still so lonely because despite me being friends with them on Facebook, despite me talking to them, I have no one to call my bestfriend. I thought being lonely was cool and alternative, but I've just realized that it is so painful. I wish I could've paid more attention to the quiet people in class back then, because now I know how they felt. I guess this is karma. I like my new seatmates but I tear up in class as they seperate and go to their own respective friendgroups and eat together while I just sit alone in my phone. The difference is large - back then I would've had two or three friends with me by recess, we would've blabbered our mouths off, we would've walked to the canteen arm in arm. But now, I'm all alone. I can't help but think, what if I was in another section? What if I were in section pino where I think I would've been more comfortable? Because I know so many people there that I relate to. What if? So many what ifs plague my mind that I just want to bang my head into my wall until I forget about these damn feelings. It's coming back. It's never over. I want to die again. It's a damn cycle.
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You are the reason
In this Au semi and sho were dating then out if nowhere Semi was forced to break his relationship with sho he didn’t want to his dad made him and when he found out sho had left to go to the USA he was in bits the girl he was meant to marry saw how much sho meant to him she told him to go to them semi didn’t think twice he ran on the way he rang Tendou and said if he could get in touch with his sister now he has nothing but regret and alot of what ifs going though his head
🎶 There goes my heart beating 'Cause you are the reason🎶
✨Flashback✨
Shona: Ei lets go i want to kick my brothers ass
Eita:Slow down love
Shona: haha
Eita:☺️
End of flashback
Semi’s thoughts💭i miss that mischivous giggle that smile i miss you
Eita:🎶 I'm losing my sleep Please come back now🎶
Semi’s pov
Please come back to me it feels so dark so empty so bleak i miss you my light my sunshine my everything
Eita:🎶 And there goes my mind racing And you are the reason That I'm still breathing I'm hopeless now🎶
Semi’s thoughts 💭how many times have i thought about ending it god i am hopeless
He decided to contact Tendou
In call📱
Tendou:📱 you now want to contact sho
Eita:📲 please Ten i want to explain
Tendou:📱 fine i guess you owe sho that much i will add you to the GC
After telling tendou what he was going to do tendou added him to a gc
In the family gc
Tendou added semi
Shona:Onii chan why did you add him
Eita:please sho let me say something
Tendou;let him
Shona:Fine
Eita:🎶 I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken🎶
Tendou:When you said you were going to talk this is not what i had in mind
Eita:🎶 Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason🎶
Shona:Have i missed something
Eita:🎶 There goes my hands shaking And you are the reason My heart keeps bleeding I need you now🎶
Shona:Are… are you okay Eita
Semi’s thoughts 💭she still cares
Eita:🎶 And if I could turn back the clock I'd make sure the light defeated the dark I'd spend every hour, of every day Keeping you safe🎶
Shona:What are you trying to say
Eita:🎶 And I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken Oh, 'cause I need you to see That you are the reason🎶
Sho’s thoughts💭he wants to fix us does he still want us but he can’t we can’t
Eita:🎶 don't wanna fight no more I don't wanna hide no more I don't wanna cry no more Come back I need you to hold me (you are the reason) Be a little closer now Just a little closer now Come a little closer I need you to hold me tonight🎶
Sho was stunned and confused
Eita:🎶 I'd climb every mountain And swim every ocean Just to be with you And fix what I've broken 'Cause I need you to see That you are the reason🎶
Shona:Semi I-
Eita:Sho please listen the reason i broke us off was cause i was made to by my dad he wanted me to marry someone he had picked out someone from a rival company she like I could see I was still in love with you and told me to come find you we told our dads the wedding is not happening because both parties cannot agree and we both have ex lovers we were forced away from
Shona;Wha-
Eita;Long story short as i was saying in the song i want to fix what i had broken and that is us so if i am allowed Tendou hinata shona please can i have a second chance
Shona:Yes. I have missed you
Eita:Missed you too sunshine you really are the reason
Shona:What reason
Eita:Reason why i didn’t fully commit to ending it all
Shona; Huh?
Eita:Dealing with my dads bs and being away from you lets just say it made me depressed and slightly su!c!del
Shona:Oh eita lets go home
Eita:Yeah be nice to see the place again
Semi came to learn some second chances are worth having if there Are legitimate reasons to have them and he always kept in mind that sho was his reason to stick around to carry on to live because one day he will make it back to her and he did
Hey Hey Hey author chan you will notice most of my stories will feture Semi eita sorry I am A SIMP FOR HIM
HE IS MY
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Rant Confessions for H #1:
Nakakafrustrate. Bakit ganun? There would be times na isang message mo lang, masaya na ako. And that would make my entire day and then maaalala ko, hindi nga pala ako yung gusto mo. Kasi you'd bring her up in our group chats. Kahit anong convince ko sa sarili ko na isipin na ako talaga at hindi siya para it would be easier for me to get along with her, masakit pa rin. Akala ko tapos na ako. Akala ko wala na akong gusto. But why does it still sting? Kinakaya ko magpanggap at magtago ng nararamdaman harap harapan. Kinakaya ko hindi ipakita na bawat pansin mo sa kaniya, hindi ako naaapektuhan. Alam mo ba yung totoong rason kung bakit ako nagleave ng Viber GC natin? It's because you said magrerefrain ka to hang out with her pero last week Sunday, ginawa mo pa rin. But I don't want to hold that against you. Sino ba naman ako, diba? The only solution I could think of is to escape the situation somehow. So I left the group not to put the attention on me but because a part of me wants to let you go na pero ito pa rin ako. Tangina. 😅 Kakayanin ko pa kaya na magintay until end of August bago magredownload ng dating app para makamove on na ako? There would be days I think bumabalik na tayo sa dati. Dun sa mga araw na wala pa akong gusto sayo. Dun sa mga araw na hindi pa kita nakikita. Kahit hindi tayo madalas magsama, ang lalim na ng mga pinaguusapan natin. Nakilala na kita. Nakilala mo na rin ako. Ano ba kasi dapat gawin? Hayaan ko na lang ba 'to at magtitiwala na this will eventually fizzle out like all the other guys I liked? A part of me wants to tell you how I feel pero sa lahat ng mga lalaking nagustuhan ko, ikaw yung napili ko na huwag sabihan. Maraming dahilan kung bakit hindi ako dapat magsabi. Maraming pwedeng maapektuhan. At higit sa lahat, hindi ka pa healed eh. Kaya ginagawa ko lahat ng makakaya ko para pigilan 'to. Pero hanggang saan? Hanggang kailan? I don't know why it feels one of us will eventually cave in. I just hope it's not me. Hayyyyy. Bakit kasi ikaw pa. 😔
Tinanong niya ako isang beses kung ano mga what ifs ko. Sasagutin ko na.
What if nameet kita na single ka? What if hindi alam ng mga tao na ikakasal ka dapat? May chance kaya tayong dalawa? What if ako talaga yung gusto mo pero ayaw mo lang sabihin? What if kagaya mo rin ako na nagpipigil lang at gusto nang tigilan? What if simulan natin sa umpisa? May reset button ba diyan?
#jiannaeloise#jiannaeloiserants#jiannaeloiseconfessions#tumblr diary#online diary#personal diary#my diary#daily diary#diary entry#dear diary#HDS
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“almost included a lil text abt hosh accidentally adding joshua to a gc that he meant to add vernon and gyu to....hosh wouldve sent something like "so how long do yall wanna bet it's going to be until they're engaged" and joshua would wait for everyone to place their bets and then be like "well now you all owe me money since we just got engaged" *sends a pic of his hand and an engagement ring* BUT ALAS. i settled on a dating anniversary instead. just know in that universe, they would eventually get married (an extra little epilogue just for you anon)”
ynshie….marriage…..real…..(i explode into tiny little pieces) i actually screamed and nearly rolled off my bed when i read “well now you all owe me money since we just got engaged” like i prayed for times like these FR!!! (i dont think ill ever get over ynshie ever this extra epilogue will live in my brain thank you so so much 😭😭🫶🫶)
also THERE WAS A PLAYLIST BREAKDOWN?? actually dropping everything to read it all while listening to the playlist im so excited to read it rn tysm <33
(also i just noticed that u posted a ww fic??? omw to read it rn . angst will not stop me) (i will eat my words soon)
-⛺️
put my reply under the cut so our message won't be too long on the dashboard but 😗🫳*picks up the little pieces of u one by one that have exploded*
BUT YEAHHHHH!!!! there are so many lil headcanons abt this fic anonnie!!!!!!!!!! since u like the lil nuggets.. i'll shower u in some unused photos and their What Ifs!!
1...firework/sparkler pic: remember the tweet after cabin wars when joshua realized how cute reader looked when they were happy...yeah reader would've had that realization too on the 4th!!!!! joshua probably asked vernon to take the pic and he would post it on main being kinda fuckboyish but reader and joshua would (obliviously) be flirting in the comments. like get together alr 🙄
2...vernon/josh preoccupied on their phones: reader would send this pic to hoshi and be like "they've been trying to figure out how to load a tiktok compilation vid onto the tv for the kids...who's gna tell them that i hid the remote? 😝" reader just being chaotic since hoshi would b gone that day for personal reasons or smthn
3...joshua bed pic: I WAS SOOOOO TEMPTED TO USE THIS ONE! the thing is though it looks soooooo like Professionally taken, yknow? but it would've been vernon being a little cupid, texting reader like "we mentioned your name and suddenly bro is wide awake" LIKE LOOK HOW PRECIOUS HE LOOKS???? it could pass for him being infatuated w you and UGHHH yeah!!
4...mud masks: the camp has rewarded the counselors for taking care of the campers all summer! free spa day for all of them! except nobody told joshua and hoshi where the mud bath was and the spa was nature themed so um. when they saw a pool outside of the changing rooms with mud, they automatically thought that it must be the place w rejuvenating mud for the skin! yeah no...it's just an old pool that hasn't been cleaned. so they have actual dirty mud/clay on their face. reader and vernon come back from buying snacks like ??????? how are you so muddy when we didn't even tell you where to go??? and reader takes that pic of them just utterly shocked like !!!!!! wym that pool wasn't even a part of the spa?!!??!!
5...karaoke night: again, a counselors only type of event. they would go to the local pub and have fun (maybe drink, maybe not idk!) but you and hoshi would encourage joshua to sing and vernon to rap! joshua would go after you kept whining, he's a sucker for you, and ofc start singing sunday morning. reader would tweet the video and caption it like "living up to the username i see @/sundaymorning"
6...pfp: ok this one is the most nugget of nuggets but i was considering making this joshua's pfp/icon for reader and joshua's texts! it would b for after they're together! i was gna add a bit abt how he makes funny faces to cheer reader up. he made that face one day during one of your facetimes, so you screenshotted it and always look at his contact pic when you feel down!
if you did get the chance to check out the breakdown i would b soooo interested to know which song(s) u think fits the series the best!! i def have my own picks for the ones i listened to a lot and used the most 🤭
THE WONU FIC!!!!!!!! my friend is a wonu stan and i was texting her like... yeah almost done w the wonu angst.. and she was like WONWOO?? ANGST????? 🤲 it was soooo funny bcos she's v chill but she was eating up the little sections of the fic that i was sending her hehe
i also made two mbs on my other sb for the wonwoo fic: one based more on the vibes and one based on the aes! the one w wonwoo's face kinda flopped and i'm like 👁️ interesting... @ the followers on that blog
sorry for the late reply!! but hope u had a nice day <333
#kmgkmganswers#⛺️ anon#ive been offline p much all day :OOOO which is wild consindering ive been up since 6:30 am (it's 9:45 pm my time)
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HOLD OR LET GO?
Hi, nandito nanaman pala ako.
Grabe ngayon xD
Bakit naman ganoon, pag gusto kitang bitawan gumagawa ka ng mga bagay para di kita bitawan.
Pero...
Bakit pag balak na kitang ipaglaban tiyaka mo naman ako binibigyan ng reason para sumuko nalang.
Am I the one being toxic here?
Am I just being over acting?
Am I just traumatized?
Diko alam...
Hindi ko na alam kung paano ako gagalaw.
Wala nga akong problema sa family and friends ko pero sa sarili ko nagkakaroon dahil unti unti ako kinakain ng selos at what ifs ko.
Bakit mo sya chinachat ng hindi naman kailangan?
Bakit kailangan mo syang iupdate na nagpagupit ka kung pwede naman sa gc niyo at hindi sa pm niyo.
Bakit kailangan i mention, i tag, i chat at itanong niyo pa sa isa't isa yung mga bagay na kaya niyo naman sagutin ng di nag uusap.
Bakit pakiramdam ko ako na yung pumapagitna sa inyong dalawa?
Alam mo ba na hindi nako nasasaktan?
Alam mo bang unti unti na akong nawawalan ng pakielam?
Alam mo ba unting unti nalang.
Alam mo ba na yung mga biro ko gusto ko ng gawing totohanan.
Naguguluhan ako sa mga pinapakita mo.
Ramdam ko na mahal mo ko pero bakit di mo kayang bitawan siya?
Tangina hindi ba talaga ako sapat?
Hindi ba talaga kaya na ako lang?
Hindi ba kaya na tayong dalawa lang?
Hindi naman kita pinipigilan makipag kaibigan pero bakit iba yung sainyong dalawa?
Siguro nga karma ko na toh.
Alam mo bang nanghingi ako ng sign kay God.
Sabi ko.
Pag pumasa ako sa university na pinuntahan ko.
Bibitawan kita.
And God knows how my smiles and excitement turned into pain and sadness and doubts.
I'm sorry.
Tanggap ko.
I failed.
Pero lalaban parin ako.
Uubusin ko muna lahat ng nararamdaman ko sayo.
And when time came and I snap.
Even if i get hurt.
Sana dumating yung araw na magkita ulit tayo.
And if that day came.
Kung mahal mo ko.
Kung mahal kita.
Kung pareho tayong single.
Let's give another chance as we love each other.
Let me love you as I set you free.
And let me love my self as you set me free.
I love you so much but if this is not as healthy as we think it is then maybe tama na.
Sana.
Sana hayaan mo yung sarili mong mag explore ulit.
05/02/23
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- ÌFÉ - House Of Love (Ogbe Yekun)
#ife#ÌFÉ#puerto rico#music#music video#edit#i just discovered them this year but my god theyre amazing#my first gifset brought to you by vapoursynth lol#but this was fun to make#gg: ife#gg: music video#gil's content#gc: gifs#gc: ife#gc: music video
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whenever im gonna draw a certain character instead of using official art as reference i usually look for fanart or more Simplified fanart (esp if its a complicated character design) so i hav something to base my Own design on that isnt just. me with my cartoony style trying to draw a character that has an extremely realistic design
but
but with certain characters finding fanart for them is ridiculously difficult
because they have such a complex character design that Theres Barely Any Fanart Of Them because No One Knows How To Draw Them
#yes this post is about raiden mgr. cries in reall ife#EVEN LIKE TRYING TO USE MY GFS FEW DOODLES OF HIM AS A REF IS HARD BECAUSE LIKE#with her art when shes drawing him she Tries to do realism somewhat. but liek#my art style. is not realistic. and i am not Good at Doing Realism#so im just sitting her elike ouhgghhghg i want to ddraw my silly funny white boy but im nto good at drawing silly funny white men#dies in REAL LIFE#<:(#also looks at my gf. i watched you play mgr for like an HOUR that one time when we vced for a bit#and now im just. Hourlgrhg#PART OF THE REASON WH Y I KEEP PUTTING OFF WATCHING THE VIDEOS IS BC IM CONCERNED ABOUT SPOILRS? FOR SOME REASON?#LIKE ITS A GAME ILL NEVER PLAY BC IM NOT RLY INTO THOS TYPES OF GAMES BUT LIKE !!!!!!!!#SPOILERS!!!!!!!!! AUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont even rly know what the game is about i mean u prolly told me but i forgor so liek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#LISTEN its jus one of those things thats like. okay im not interested in playing the game/watching this but#i want NO SPOILERS i wanna experience the game/show Myself. by watching someone else play/watch it or whatever idk#ALSO I HOPE U KNOW WHAT I MEAN BY THE VIDEOS I MEAN THOS VIDEOS U TOLD ME TO WATCH THAT U SENT TO THE GC#I HAVENT WATCHED THEM I KEEP FORGORING BUT ALSO HRGRH. NO spoielrs for me#I MEAN ILL WATCH THEM EVENTUALLY BUT IM LIKE >:((((((( I DONT WANT MAJOR SPOILERS BEcause i am. Sigh. invested#SDKJHBDBHJJBHJBHJBHJBKBGJK
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your thoughts on canon divergence fics where LWJ decides to join the BM settlement or he finds out about the GC transfer during or post-SSC. thank you! i enjoy reading your meta o/
Thank you!
So, on the whole, I enjoy these tropes. I love canon divergence AUs. What-ifs are fun! However, most of the ones I've read aren't quite as satisfying for me because they don't seem to recognize the barriers in canon to this happening.
For instance, I think LWJ finding out about the GC transfer, or some sort of similar catalyst, basically has to happen for him joining the Burial Mounds settlement to make sense. In WWX's first life, LWJ is generally a neutral force. He does not work against WWX, but neither does he really work in his favor, despite knowing for a fact that the Wen remnants are a bunch of old people and a kid. My interpretation of LWJ in this time period is that he's pulled between his love for WWX and his respect for orthodoxy and duty to his sect, so he basically stands still. It's not a single-log bridge into the dark, but LWJ is performing his own balancing act here.
Nightless City forces a choice on him. Nightless City shows him that if he does not do something, he will lose WWX. And we know that, when the choice is forced on him, he does choose WWX. He does choose to protect WWX after Nightless City, even against his own elders and knowing that the personal consequences for himself are likely to be dire.
For LWJ to make that choice before Nightless City means that something else has to serve as a catalyst for him realizing his priorities. We know that he wouldn't just join the BM settlement on his own, because he didn't. The pull of orthodoxy and his sect was too strong. Something has to make the pull of WWX stronger.
Finding out about the GC transfer is a reasonable choice. It would show LWJ that he has been making assumptions about WWX that were not true. We don't know a whole lot about LWJ's thought process during this period, but it would make sense for one of the reasons the pull from WWX wasn't as strong to be because LWJ was concerned about his cultivation, his reasons for it and where his path with it would lead. If he finds out the reasons, it makes sense that LWJ might feel his pull towards WWX to be strong enough that he chooses him at this point.
It's not the only potential catalyst. I've read several fics where WWX nearly died in the ambush at Qiongqi Path, and that forced LWJ to make a choice. There just needs to be something to force LWJ's choice.
I tend to be happier with the fics that stop here. However, many continue into full fix-its, and there's nothing wrong with that, but I don't think I've ever read one that recognizes the canon barrier that is JC. JC is the one who named WWX an enemy to the sects when he didn't have to, and JC is the one who threw a self-centered unsupportive fit about the core transfer when he found out about it. Fics that do not recognize and respect the impact of JC's canon negative reactions to WWX's morality and sacrifices are less satisfying to me because of what that means for the canon barrier to things going well.
If JC would have reacted well to the core transfer if only WWX had told him earlier, if JC would have supported him if he knew, then that means that WWX was stupid for not telling him. Either that or he really is so self-sacrificing that he would rather keep himself and all of the Wen remnants, including A-Yuan, in danger rather than inconvenience JC in any way. These implications distort WWX's characterization and choices in a way that I find frustrating.
So basically, I do enjoy the concept of these AUs, but I find them less satisfying if they don't properly recognize and deal with the barriers that prevented the story from going well for WWX at this point.
#mdzs#mdzs meta#wei wuxian#lan wangji#wangxian#this is what makes an au satisfying for me#so there are plenty of people who don't need these things#and that's fine#and on a less meta-y note#I also want wwx to find a way to get another golden core#because it makes me sad if lwj has one and wwx doesn't#anyway here's more meta#so I hope you enjoyed it! XD#asks#anon
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Feel free to ignore but I saw in some ask how others say gcu which made me think of the mcu and my train of thought just kept going. Do you have any what ifs or multiverse thoughts floating in your head? Like different pairing than the ones in the gcu (like mcstrome and tkasaitl instead of mcdrai and stromecat) or what if eric actually took cole up on his offer. I thought it would be interesting to hear your thoughts cause there are like a thousand different possible pairings and you have said before that sometimes the gcu just writes itself. Thanks in advance if you end up answering!
"FEEL FREE TO IGNORE" DARLING NONNIE YOU HAVE TO KNOW I WOULD NEVER IGNORE YOU. YOU ARE MY ONE TRUE LOVE <3 <3 <3
SO, in answer to your question yes, and at the same time, no...
(I get lengthy on this one so I'm gonna put a cut in)
I have OTHER versions of the boys in my head for OTHER fics, but I wouldn't think of them as AUs of the GC verse, because they're like, just other fics...
The GC has no AUs because, well, this question kind of implies I PLAN what is going to happen to these boys, and I have HOPES AND DREAMS FOR THEM but I do not plan for them, I sit down to write and whatever happens happens. This is literally the most chaotic fic ever for a reason.
It's worth saying that I really DO NOT ship MattDrai. (I will read Matt Drai fic, but only because my friends write it and I like to read what my friends write). BUT I am a stromecat shipper OVER a mcstrome shipper (Because McStrome should be the baby Strome/McLeod's shipname). Like, most of these ships STARTED OUT as my preference of ships, like Cale/Carter is my weird preference that has seeped out into the fandom (which I lowkey love. My life goal is that one day, someone who hates me, will write a cale/carter fic because they've seen someone they like writing one and they won't realise I built that ship). BUT the ships change/mutate throughout the course of the GC, so like, I fought the McMattDrai for so long because I HATE it, and I hate Connor/Matty and I don't think it works but they were fucking determined and sometimes you just have to let the characters run free. You guys remember that flashback where Connor was hooking up with someone and we find out it's Matthew? YEAH I DIDN'T KNOW WHO THAT WAS UNTIL AFTER I STARTED WRITING IT
I wish the GC had some Nate/Tys history also, that would be sweet, it doesn't. What's stopping me from writing in Nate/Tys history? WHO FUCKING KNOWS but my brain says "No, GC Nate/Tys never have." (GC EJ and Tys have though ;) ) And this is the thing, I HONESTLY feel I don't control GC most of the time so I don't spend any time thinking about it OTHER than when I am writing it or answering anons.
Other fics that I write I think up scenarios for and mull over in my head for days and weeks and months at a time depending on the sitch. But this one really does seem to write itself sometimes, and that's fun and all, but is probably going to end up with some super contradictions in the future
But honestly, you should imagine the process for GC like I have one of those adorable magic 8 balls in my hand and I'm like "MattDrai?" and it's like "Try again later" and I'm like "Cale/Carter?" and it's like "Yes" and I'm like "Jeff/Eric? PLEASE PLEASE JEFF AND ERIC" and I keep getting "No," "No," and "Try Again Later" and I KEEP SHAKING THE DAMN BALL BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE THAT ANSWER
Whewwww... I think I need a tea...
Also Nonnie, I wasn't joking up at the top there, I love you, feel free to send me asks/anons/dm's :D
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(Gc)
... thats a good question... awe heck now I’m spiraling into terrifying what-ifs-🔪🦀
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