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gaysindistress · 6 months

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Prompt 4 ❤️‍🩹 for bucky. Extra points if it's a bit angsty then super fluffy

Congratulations you deserve more🩷

Thank you for the request and kind words!

Someone needs to take Spotify away from me. I keep finding the saddest songs when I’m writing.

warnings: angst. That’s it. There’s fluff but you have to get through the angst first.

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“I swear to you, that as long as I’m alive I won’t let a single soul ever harm you.”

That had been his promise to me the night we huddled together for warmth in that abandoned shed in the barren snow covered fields of Russia. He’d whispered it into my hair as the cold whipped in through the cracks and weakened my dying body. He’d wrapped me as tightly as he could against himself and shielded me from the onslaught of the wind as the both us were certain it would be our last night. He’d stayed awake that night, keeping his eyes trained on the door in case any enemy soldiers found us. He was in no condition to fight but he was better off than me who was covered in shrapnel wounds, knife cuts, and marks that were already bruising. Enough blood was caked on my suit that he refused to move me once we found that shed. He’d told me that he had already called for the quinjet to pick us up but rescue still wouldn’t be until the next morning.

He’d stayed awake the entire night, checking my vitals obsessively as tears filled his eyes and later fell from them when my pulse grew too slow. He’d contemplated sacrificing what few layers he had on to me but reminded himself that he needed to be alive if he wanted to keep his promise. That didn’t stop him from unzipping his outer layers so that I could be as close as humanly possible to his warmth.

“I swear to you, that as long as I’m alive I won’t let a single soul ever harm you.”

That was the last thing I remember he saying before I slipped into sleep and the first thing I heard when I blinked awake to bright lights. The quinjet had be faster but the early signs of daylight were showing. It felt like a movie; the pale morning colors painting the sky but doing nothing to mask the sheer feeling of emptiness that filled this place. Bucky wouldn’t let anyone touch me no matter how fatigued he was and stubbornly carried me in his arms to safety. I remember seeing droplets of pale red in the snow trail behind us but it didn’t register than they came from me. I had grown too cold, my limbs ice to the touch and too stiff to move. My only saving light was Bucky and the promise he whispered to me.

He turned into a passing comment, a running joke between us when I was finally ready to leave the infirmary.

“See, I didn’t let a single soul ever harm you.”

We both knew it killed him that he had, in fact, broken that promise before he even made it but I’d smile back and say “and for that I’m forever grateful.”

The night we kissed, he whispered the joke to me again. The night we had a massive fight because I loved him desperately and he wouldn’t let me in, he said it was because of that promise.

“I could hurt you! Can’t you see that? I’m a liability, Y/N, and I couldn’t live with myself if I was the one who hurt you. I can’t…I won’t risk it.”

The night we’d made love the first time, he whispered his promise to me in spite of the fear that he could be the one to hurt me.

The night he proposed, he’d modified it as he bared his heart to me and allowed me to love him in the same way he did me.

“I swear to you, that as long as I’m alive I won’t let a single soul ever harm you or our family.”

On our wedding day, he didn’t work them into our vows but whispered them against my lips as we became one and made love for the first time as a married couple.

“I swear to you, that as long as I’m alive I won’t let a single soul ever harm you.”

That was the promise he made to your daughter shortly after she was born. He had her bundled in a quilt Sam’s mom made as a birthing gift and was gently rocking her to sleep.

When I was pregnant with her, she would kick and move around when she heard his voice. She would still when his hand landed on my stomach and she’d place either her hand or foot where she could feel him. Now as he rocked her, she was content and I imagine she wasn’t going to risk sleep so she could keep looking at her dad. After he made his promise, I heard him sigh afterwards and he turned to me, absolutely beaming because “she smiled at me. oh my god Doll, she smiled at me.”

“Of course she did. You’re her favorite person in the world.”

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gaysindistress · 6 months

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Prompt 2 🌶️ for a Bucky please? 🥺

Tell me why I instantly thought about this scene:

warnings - smut. cursing.

I almost gave you a full ass fic but I had to stop myself to finish Van Helsing Retold.

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I know better than this.

I know better than to provoke him when he’s already in a bad mood thanks to Tony.

I know better than to tease him when he’s on a mission especially since he’s cranky and on said mission with Tony.

I most certainly know better than locking the front door and putting my phone on do not disturb after sending him nudes but I can’t help myself and he brought it on himself to be completely fair.

Tony decided that 3am two nights ago was the perfect time to call him and tell him that he needed to be back at the tower in 15 minutes because they were going on a mission. At that exact moment however, Bucky just so happened to have me face down ass up on our bed and was railing me like an animal untamed by man. He tried to at least make me cum but Tony wouldn’t stop calling and I was getting afraid that he would bust through if Bucky didn’t leave immediately.

So here we are now, 48 hours and several failed attempts at getting myself off later, I decided that sending my sweet super soldier nudes while he was on a mission and with others would be the best idea. After sending them, I turned my do not disturb on and locked the front door as a little extra teasing but what I didn’t anticipate happening was the scene before me.

The bedroom window slides open and Bucky slips in without a sound. He’s still in the suit he wears on missions and if I didn’t see the flash of his left hand in the moonlight, I would’ve called for help. Instead, I smirk as I scoot up the bed to sit with my bed against the wall and push my blanket off, leaving my legs bare. He’s still standing where he landed but his eyes are trailing hungrily up them and narrow when they land on my curled lips. For half a second, the fear that it’s the Winter Solider starts to creep in instead but then Bucky speaks, “You sent me nudes while I was on a mission.”

“You were not. It was over and you were on your way home,” I throw back as my legs fall apart so he can see my black thong.

A growl rips from him, “Fine. You sent me nudes when I was with Sam, Steve, and Stark.”

He pounces on the bed and grips my ankle, pulling me down the bed. I let out a giggle as he traps me between his body and the bed. My body feels light having him back after he had to leave so quickly and although I know I shouldn’t provoke him even more, I can’t help the way that my legs wrap around his waist.

“You’re a menace,” he grunts against my lips before devouring them.

I know better than to tease him but I can’t stop when it ends like this.

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gaysindistress · 6 months

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Congrats again, dear Rose!

Can I toss a request - if your muse likes it - for dark 🌑 #1 with Nick?

I’m starting to think this celebration was a mistake because I want to turn everything into a fic 😅

warnings: cursing

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Anger is all I feel.

No anger isn’t strong enough.

Disgusted, horrified, sickened, absolutely furious; those are better words for what I feel when look at the sight before me.

My coward of a husband is lying on the ground, crying and begging for his lord as two masked men stand over him. Another has tied me to a chair and stands behind me with his AK 47 lazily slung across his chest.

“Please,” the bastard begs but the bigger of the two laughs and kicks him yet again.

“You had three months to figure your shit out and you knew we’d be coming for you if you didn’t,” he tells my husband who shrinks into an even smaller ball on the floor.

The other masked man hasn’t spoken yet and has stayed off to the side for most of the attack. Occasionally he looks over at me and a shiver races through me.

“Take whatever you want, please. Anything and it’s yours, I swear Lloyd.”

Lloyd, the one who had just kicked him, looks to the other and shrugs before they all take their masks off.

Fuck.

That’s not good.

It’s never good when the bad guys take their masks off.

Lloyd bends down and grabs my husband’s face, forcing him to look at his attacker.

“Anything?” He says with a hint of humor before he cocks his head to me, “what about her?”

The other man narrows his eyes at Lloyd and then looks over at me. We make eye contact and I instantly know that im fucked even more than I thought.

Lloyd is still talking to my husband but I don’t hear anything because the other man is slowly prowling towards me. I sneak a glance to Lloyd and my husband but he catches my chin in a tight grip, “Don’t look at them, why are you looking at them? Look at me. They’re not going to help you.”

“You can have her! Take her, I’ll even divorce her so you can own her,” my husband cries out as if I’ll be his saving grace.

The man before me visibly cringes at his words and pulls out his gun without a looking before shooting him. Lloyd laughs that blood curdling laugh as the man begins to untie me.

He yanks me up by my arm and whispers into my ear, “Don’t think that I did that for you. His voice was fucking annoying and I couldn’t stand to hear it anymore.”

“You coming, Nick?” Lloyd calls to us from the door with a smirk, “or do you want to try out your new toy? See if she’s worth it?”

I look at Nick in fear when he says nothing, neither confirming nor denying. He meets my gaze with a certainty that strikes even more fear into my heart.

“I’ll wait until she’s crawling on her knees and begging for me to fuck her.”

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gaysindistress · 6 months

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🖼️ Maybe a moodboard my love Yelena in When Night Comes?

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Making this made me really want to an alternative ending where reader ends up with Yelena because look at her 🥹🥹

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gaysindistress · 6 months

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Gaysindistress’s 600 followers celebration

I combined the sleepover and blurb event because the poll was literally 50/50 😂

Anywayssssssss I’ve never hosted anything like this before and I wanted to celebrate hitting 600 followers!! I’m so grateful for all of the love and support that y’all have shown me �� it warms my heart and lowkey makes me want to cry thinking about all of the sweet comments and reblogs some of y’all have left. I literally have an album just for screenshots of them 😭 thank you and I love all of you 💕

rules:

- preference will given to those who are following me on either on this blog, gaysindistress, or my main punkrockrevivalist

- this event will be from November 11 to November 21

Without further ado….

To celebrate please send me an emoji with any additional request details from the list below:

🖼️ [moodboard]: I’ll make you a mood board based on a character or a fic that is either one of mine or yours. You can request one, or I can surprise you!

❓[ask me a question]: ask me anything about myself or one of my fics

For blurbs, please include the prompt number and the emoji with the character (with any additional request details) from the list below:

Example ask: “prompt 6 💧 with Bucky!”

Characters

Seb Stan: Bucky Barnes (my love)/winter soldier, Nick Fowler, Steve Kemp, Lee Bodecker, Max Burnett C Evans: Steve Rogers, Ransom Drysdale, Lloyd Hansen Misc: ACOTAR (Cassian, Az, Rhys), Pedro Pascal characters, Wanda, Yelena, Natasha, Sam Wilson, as well as other MCU characters. please note that I do NOT write RPF or for Tony Stark, John Walker, and Peter Quill. My guidelines can be found at the bottom of my masterlist for more info.

Prompts

I do not take credit for writing all of these prompts. I looked through many, many lists to make this one and I linked them 💕

Angst 💧

"I wish we never met. I regret the day I ever met you."

"I hope you’re happy now with someone else."

"What exactly do you want from me? Because I’ve been trying to figure it out, I just can’t."

"How am I ever going to be the same after this?"

"Say something. Anything. Please don’t let me sit in this silence."

"I stayed because I love you. Now I realize I should have left because you never loved me back."

Protective: ❤️‍🩹

“Hold my hand, okay? It’s gonna be over soon.”

“I need you to close your eyes for me love.”

“When I say run, I need you to do as I say without looking back and don’t wait for me.”

“I swear to you, that as long as I’m alive I won’t let a single soul ever harm you.”

“You can bury me yourself before I lose you. Now get down and don’t move.”

“Listen to me. . . take deep breaths, yes follow my breathing just like that. There’s no need to panic, I’m right here now, aren’t I? You’re safe.”

Classic Bucky & Sam banter 🙊

“Who let you in here?”

“God you’re annoying.”

“Oh go fuck yourself.”

“Don’t look at me, that was all you!”

“you make me need to carry ibuprofen around.”

“Kiss me and I’ll…” “what? You’ll do what?”

Fluff 🧸

“I love you more than words can express."

“I'll love you til my lungs give out.” “Oh give me a break, you don’t mean that.” “I’m not lying, doll.”

“So… What’s the next date going to be?” Character b murmurs, nuzzling their face on Character A’s neck.

"Stay with me tonight. please."

"We don’t have to talk if you don’t want to. we can just sit here together until you feel up to anything else.”

"did we fall asleep?" "I think we did.."

Suggestive🌶️

This marriage has been nothing but a fake since the start. But we’re staying over at your parent’s home, and they’re expecting us to act like we’re in love… which side of the bed are you, regretfully, taking?

"YOU SENT ME NUDES WHILE I WAS WITH THE GUYS/GIRLS!"

I’m damn freezing, and I know you run warm. You wouldn’t mind if I…

As a bodyguard, you’ve been posted in my bedroom. Just… come sleep next to me. That way I can be safe, and you can be comfortable. Deal?

All the other hotel rooms are booked, and even though you are my ex, I would rather sleep next to you than a stranger, or even go back out into the snow. Move over, and let’s not talk about it.

After a “there’s only one bed” kind of event, I slept next to you. But now, my bed seems so empty, and yours seems so comfortable.

Dark 🌑

“don’t look at them, why are you looking at them? look at me. they’re not going to help you.”

“go on, scream for me.”

“Do you miss the way that I did everything for you? The way you watched me lose my mind? I hope it was entertaining.” A continues, their tone so chilling, it almost sends a shiver down B’s spine. A chuckles, there are obvious bags under their eyes, but it contrasts the fire within them.

“Did you really think i would let you go? Awe, doll, you should know better than that. You’re mine and I’m never letting you go.”

“I hope for your sake that you can run fast because you have approximately 30 seconds before I rip your throat out.”

“how you come out of this depends entirely on you. so i strongly suggest you cooperate, for your own sake.”

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Here are the lists of things that I think are canon for our lover boy Bucky and no one can convince me of otherwise.

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I write female/afab reader insert fanfiction and do my best to make the reader as inclusive as possible. Any images of women that I use in my banners and mood boards are not meant to be representative of the reader and are for aesthetic purposes only. If the reader is a specific race, it will be stated in the tags as well as the pairings.

I've written for Seb Stan and C Evans characters, aka Bucky and Steve, but I'm open to writing for other MCU characters or other fandoms.

I usually write whatever crack fic idea comes to my head but I'm open to writing requests.

What/who I have written/what I'm comfortable writing:

Angst is my self-proclaimed specialty, fluff, smut (within reason, mostly because I don't think I'm good at it), light, soft!dark, dark, AUs (feel free to ask), age difference (of age), A/B/O, WLW relationships, and more. If you don't see something, please send me an ask.

Seb Stan Characters: Bucky Barnes (my love)/winter soldier, Nick Fowler, Steve Kemp, Lee Bodecker, Max Burnett

C Evans Characters: Steve Rogers, Ransom Drysdale, Lloyd Hansen

Misc. Characters: ACOTAR (Cassian, Az, Rhys), Wanda, Yelena, Natasha, Sam Wilson, as well as others.

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