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Promises. (Levi x reader)
"Hey."
Fingers wrapped around your arm, stopping you from mounting your horse.
"Will you be okay?"
Levi was staring at you, though his efforts of hiding his concern clear, his eyes were wide with a sort of urgency.
You turned to meet his gaze. His eyes softened when you smiled.
"Yeah." You nodded, hesitant but firm. "Yeah, I hope so."
First expedition without Levi by your side. It'd be an understatement to say you weren't scared because you were fucking terrified. But you can tell from his pursed lips and the way he was looking at you, he felt guilty. He just had to get such a shitty injury.
You didn't want to worry him more. It was probably hard enough for him to let you go out like that.
When his grip tightened, you raised your own hand to wrap it around his. More to comfort yourself than him to be honest.
"I'll be fine." You tried your best to sound confident and reassuring. "I can take care of myself, Levi."
"I didn't say you couldn't." He muttered. "I'm just—"
The sound of a whistle cut him off. That's the first signal. His grip loosened as you hastened to climb up your horse.
And though his face would appear as expressionless as usual to most, but never to you. It was easy for you to notice the growing anxiety in his eyes.
"Wait." He stopped before you could say anything. "Not yet. Just..a few more minutes."
"Levi. That's the first whistle–"
"There's two more left." His hand went over the clasps in your thighs, eyes narrowing in concentration as he tightened them. He patted it, gesturing you to let him see the other leg.
You grumbled, but swung your leg over. He was pissy when he was worried, and he'd sulk all day if you didn't let him fuss and confirm with his own hands that all will be well.
"Don't take unnecessary risks." He muttered quietly as his fingers worked. "Don't go after titans on your own. Avoid being in the rear of the group. Don't waste gas. Don't—"
"I know." You whispered, gently pulling his hand away. It was trembling, but whether that was because of your tremors or his, you didn't know. "I know."
He swallowed. "I won't be there."
"I know."
"So, don't die."
You smiled, earning a scowl from him. "No, don't just laugh." He frowned. "I'm serious. Don't die."
"Levi."
"Come back. With all your fucking limbs. You have to."
"Levi."
"I'm rambling, aren't I?" He rubbed his temple. "Why can't you just listen to me and stay here?"
"Levi." You said, voice firmer this time. He looked up. Both of you flinched when the second whistle cut through the air.
Time was running out.
Without thinking, you stretched your arm towards him, hand rolled into a fist and your little finger raised.
He stared for a second, eyes flicking from you to your hand. Then realization dawned on him and he let out a huff.
"No fucking way." He grumbled, glaring at you.
"Yes way. Or I'll be sad."
"No way."
"Why not?" You pouted. "It'll make me feel better."
"What are you? Five?" He scowled.
You wiggled your finger. "It's sacred." You said, grinning. "Don't underestimate the power of pinky promises. That's a life-worthy oath."
"Fuck no."
"Levi—"
The final whistle rang out.
He stared at you as the other soldiers started shuffling, noises filling up the space in moments.
You looked at Levi, eyes wide in alarm.
"Come on." You pleaded.
Finally, Levi caved. With his cheeks flushing, he reached out, his little finger wrapping around your own. You held on to it.
"I'll come back." You promised.
Levi only nodded quietly, looking away.
"No good luck kiss?"
"Fuck off." He said, pulling his hand away. "Don't push it, you little shit."
"That's a nice goodbye."
"It's not a goodbye. You'll come back."
He said determinedly, gaze searing through you as if seeking confirmation.
You nodded your head. "Yes." You smiled. "Promise."
He exhaled, letting out the breath in relief. His face relaxed. But he stared at you as you adjusted in your seat.
"Tch." He clicked his tongue. "Your hair's a fucking mess."
"Shame. No charming titans with my beauty then." You shrugged, taking the reins.
There was the smallest hint of a smile on Levi's mouth.
"Be safe." He muttered quietly. With one last look at him, you set off, your horse's hooves kicking up dust, leaving Levi there as he watched you leave.
Levi looked down at his hands, the feel of your touch still tingling his skin.
"She'll come back." He muttered to himself quietly.
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You didn't come back.
And Levi doesn't think he'll ever believe in promises again.
Liar. Liar. Liar. He thinks. That's what you were.
Fucking liar.
@sad-darksoul @anxious-chick @raginginferno267
#fucked up my exam#and if im pain#all of you will suffer as well <3#mwah#IM SAD OKAY#levi ackerman#aot#captain levi#levi#levi heichou#snk#aot fandom#aot fanfiction#levi x reader#snk fanfiction#levi angst#aot levi x reader#levi thoughts#levi x y/n#levi x you#captain levi x you#captain levi x reader
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NaruFox AU
What could be going on with the Uchihas that upset Sasuke so much and right when Obito comes to visit?
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Just realized I could (and maybe should) add my thought process, so here's the thing... Itachi is the little Uchiha genius, not Sasuke, while Neji IS the Hyuuga genius. And even as the top student in his year, Sasuke was still one year behind Neji in experience. So it was never much of a match from the start for me.
On top of that I made sure he let his emotions get the best of him - which let's be fair he would - and tried to use a jutsu he still hadn't mastered and most likely drained a good portion of his chakra. That leaves a tired Sasuke against taijutsu and clan techniques he can't copy.
#NaruFox#naruto au#my art#sakura haruno#sasuke uchiha#ino yamanaka#chunin exam#sasuke- fucks up in a fight#me-time for team talk
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feeling like a saggy massive sack of shit
#this was way cooler in my head:(#i regret not doing this instead of reviewing for my exams#that ill be takin in like#3 hours from now#whoo#life choices amirite#ace attorney#ace attorney art#ace attorney fanart#aa#fanart#art#aa art#apollo justice ace attorney#ajaa#ajaa fanart#i like the responses i got from my last phoenix burnham hehe i love you guys:3#I MEAN#I DONT REGRET DOING THIS INSTEAD OF REVIEWING FOR EXAMS#the grammar just went down the drain up there holy carps#bo burnham#because why the fuck not#me when i associate hobo feenie to inside bo burnham#i will now never shut up about it
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S7 mumbo jumbo cosplay coming soon :3 (wip)
#hermitcraft#hermitblr#hermitcraft s7#mumbo jumbo#mumbo#mumbo cosplay#hermitcraft cosplay#its technically finished but im too lazy to put on the pants#Anyways i spent like 9hrs yesterday working on the foosh + mumbo cosplay#So imma go pass out actually#Except i CANT because i have a fucking exam in two days#...but there's a convention on sa/su that im going to#And i gotta finish my cosplays#So I've just given up on studying#So i guess.... I'm gona go work on my foosh cos??? Again???#OH WAIT I REMEMBERED WHY ITS A WIP!#ITS CAUSE I DIDNT MAKE THE GRUMBOT PROP YET!#Im so sleep deprived#ghostyclosplay
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overdue backposting of the one man mental illness (and two man, sometimes)
#drrr!!#durarara!!#durarara#drrr#orihara izaya#izaya orihara#shizuo heiwajima#shizaya#a cheap imitation#aci#admin draws#fanart#its like one a m and i hav e been up since 7 beause exam season yaaay#which is why again no art#i drew a little today an d it wasnt any of this but it did remind me to finally fkn post this#and also to stop waiting for doodles to pile up jgdgsljlh i shuld rly stop doing this#formatting is also always a nightmare#anyways cough. hope that last one makes it through#not all of these are up to my standard but too fucking bad
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i decided to not be lazy and actually look at references for how to draw the m34ths hat
#the cat witchs guild#the misc adventures of mochi and lime#tcwg#tmaomal#lime#the m34th#art#ocs#original#my nightly doodle while i try to not go insane with exams#also looked up some references for the shoulder guard#and im also brainstorming the weapons they use even though i cant draw inanimate objects :')#m34th lime makes me fucking MOTIVATED to DRAW man
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I deserve not even you
#holds him up by the armpits#ohh he got a little fucked up just a little fucked up but that’s a babygirl congratulations!#this piece has been a fucking struggle#not because it was necessarily hard#(the horse was fucking hard)#but because of exams#i started it back in like october#and then the other day i loft my apple pencil#and i had to leave for school for a few days and i really wanted to finish this so i got sad#and then i remembered my display tablet is in the city#so i finished this on photoshop while listening to adam beed lol#he’s so himbo#anyway#do you ever think about how alone diluc was and had absolutely no one to turn to when he got hurt#goodbye#diluc#genshin impact#diluc fanart#just a bro and his horse fr#i’m too tired to talk more about my thoughts behind this i just finished exams i’m a wet noodle#digital art#my art#genshin
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Optometrist: oh shit these thangs (my glasses) are 5+years old?? Looks like someone takes good care of their stuff oh wow not much of a prescription change there looks like your eyesights all right good job :)
Me kicking my feet, twirling my hair
#me: i am getting a good grade in eye exam something completely normal to want and possible to achieve#my fucking optometrist I'd been going to for over a decade RETIRED at the beginning of the PANDEMIC 😩#and ya gurl finally worked up the nerve to call and set up an appointment somewhere else
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A DEVIL REBORN
Happy Halloween!!! A detailed ID will be placed under the cut (it's close to being 1K i could literally post this to Ao3)
p1. ड्याम्म (dyamma) - Nepali for "(feeling) full", "hitting something"
p3. Chutiya - Hindi for "idiot", "moron" and other related insults
p5. க்ரீச் (kreech) - Tamil onomatopoeia describing scraping/screeching sounds
[Extended Image ID: DYAMMA! Slamming his hands on a table, Achanba Okram finds himself in the darkness of his laboratory. He is wearing black clothes and a white lab coat on top, and has a bowl cut with rectangular glasses.
His thoughts whirl within boxes that are coloured gold and are outlined with red; they put a voice to the uneasy feelings Okram knows are stirring inside of him. The thought boxes read:
With Pavitr gone, I finally have time to string my thoughts together. Half-drowned answers bleed out of my pores. Coalescing like some great, abysmal creature of unknown origin.
Bracing his hands against the table, Okram is acutely aware of his body, of the gaping holes in his back that bubble with demonic energy. His thoughts narrate, My body quakes when I begin to question, wracked with paranoia. With dread, as if the idea of what I had to face was unbearable.
The holes in back — four of them, spaced evenly from each other — begin to ooze golden liquid, hot like fire and viscous like tar.
And yet, Okram thinks, I felt it all the same: that crawling, scintillating horror of my reality. Of my tainted flesh and blood. My being here is the work of demonic forces.
Golden arms, fluid yet bony, powered by some otherworldly thing, unravel from the void in his back. They flounder and expand around him, filling the lab with a cold glow. The fingers are tipped with talons, and, if he looked hard enough, Okram swears they are edged with blood.
I died years ago, Okram thinks. I lost my humanity to the fire of the devil's madness. Thus, the question remains: what is the future of Achanba Okram, a DEVIL REBORN?
The lights of the lab suddenly brighten, and Okram hears him before he sees him. His arms register the presence of the other person, immediately unraveling and slipping out of reality. Just outside, Pavitr Prabhakar's voice calls, "HEY, DOCTOR OKRAM! Sorry I'm late! Traffic was abysmal today."
Pavitr's entrance catches Okram by surprise, and he stutters out, "PAVITR?! You- ah- you have one of your shifts today?"
His thoughts reprimand him, You CHUTIYA! Pavitr always has his shifts on Tuesdays!
Pavitr is unaware of Okram's turmoil, sauntering into the laboratory while hefting up a white plastic bag. He's wearing a black and white flannel shirt, and he has circular earrings. Pavitr's eyes are trained on the bag in his hand. He answers Okram's question with, "Yeah, I do. I, uh, got a little hungry along the way (I'm always so hungry)." Pavitr whispers the last part as he lifts the bag up. He continues, "so I went and bought some vada pav, and—"
He suddenly pauses, his eyes locking onto Okram. He can't tell what is going beyond Pavitr's eyes, but the other man's analysing gaze unnerves Okram to a degree beyond description.
(In Pavitr's POV: his Spider-Sense was just triggered. Red and gold squiggly lines emanate from and surround his head in a halo.)
Pavitr lowers the bag slightly in concern. "Uhm," Pavitr says "are you okay, Doctor?"
Dread and fear floods Okram's system. Suddenly he is hyperaware of everything in the room, including the golden arm that has sprouted from his back and was lying on the workbench behind him, right in Pavitr's line of sight.
Play dumb! Okram's mind screams at him. Accordingly, Okram replies, a tad too tightly, "Of course I am, Pavitr! Why wouldn't I be?"
KREECH. The golden arm scrapes its taloned fingers across the table, no doubt giving away its location.
Okram chuckles nervously, sweating almost immediately, at which his mind howls, Not that dumb!
Pavitr narrows his eyes at Okram and at the golden arm on the workbench. "Are those...demonic arms?" he asks Okram, a shadow crossing his face.
(In Pavitr's POV: In the back of his mind, Pavitr sees a vague and faded image forming in response to seeing the arms. He remembers Doctor Octopus, the man with two extra sets of arms who had attacked him many years ago; he was one of the first villains Pavitr fought as Spider-Man. But... Doctor Octopus died a long time ago. Perhaps...?)
"Oh, Doctor..."
Pavitr's gaze softens as he asks, "Are you being haunted by demons? Have you been attacked by them? Why didn't you tell me? I'm so sorry this has been happening to you. I can't imagine how stressful this is for you." A moment, and then, "Do you want to talk about?"
Okram hides his face in his hands, quickly responding, "No, I'm alright, Pavitr."
Pavitr walks forward, placing his bag down and reaching down to place a reassuring hand on Okram's shoulder. "But, Doctor, men of your generation have ignored their mental health for too long."
"Yes, I know," Okram sighs.
"It'll be okay, Doctor," Pavitr promises, "we can figure something out!"
"And what?" Okram asks somewhat sarcastically. "You will be here with me 'every step of the way'?"
"One hundred percent!" Pavitr says.
Behind them, one of Okram's demonic arms reaches out to peer at Pavitr and Okram; if an arm could be happy, it certainly was. The arm is seemingly pleased with Pavitr's helpful and understanding nature. /.End ID]
#i finished this comic the night before an exam. pray for me#anyway THE COMIC IS HEREEEEEEEEE#this thing has been rolling around in my mind for SOOO LONG lmao#only real spidey fans will understand that this interaction is based on that one scene between peter and otto octavius-#-in the first ps4 spidey game#friendly reminder that pavitr prabhakar (at least in the comics) does not know the identity of his version of doctor octopus#so my brain knew it would be super fucking funny to have this scene happen in the mmau except the roles are swapped. how fucking funny#(please tell me it's funny i worked so hard on this hyperspecific joke)#also yes that picture of pavitr with the bag? that i've been reblogging where he picks up sad peter parker or gets jumped by miguel?#yes that came from here. I AM A COMEDIAN#but narratively-speaking. considering this is now canon for the mythic mumbattan au....#thinking about how i far i can push the insomniac spidey agenda into this universe. thinking. just THINKING. wait I JUST THOUGHT OF SOMETHI#and it is FANTASTIC oh you guys are gonna love it#cackling. you'll have to wait for it tho <3#spider man#spider man india#pavitr prabhakar#achanba okram#(also in case you didn't know. achanba okram ISN'T REAL. HE'S MY LITTLE GUY. I MADE HIM)#(he's like. half oc half established character)#artoftheagni#mythic mumbattan au#atsv#across the spider verse#atsv pavitr#doctor octopus
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barbie dressup games dot com this man
ID in alt
#yeehaw. putting him in wildly period innacurate clothing#bestows my highest honor upon him. dress him up like doll#exam stress is absolutely fucking me rn so therapy sketches of my guy#my artwork#digital art#malevolent fanart#malevolent podcast#malevolent#arthur lester
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a post about fic updates! so the fics im currently juggling are dog teeth, tams, and of course, taob. my original plan was to start posting the second installment of the dog teeth series by sometime in april, bc it's the fic im most into atm and i already have the first chapter done, i just want to bank another one or two because once i start posting it i want to KEEP posting it with regular updates, hopefully every 2 weeks like with kaiein. HOWEVER this will put my atla fics on a back burner. april is a good writing time for me (PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE) bc i have the entire month off from uni to prep for may exam season, and i always want to write when im procrastinating my degree. which is. it's own thing im sure i'll graduate it's fine i'm fine. so if i focus on dog teeth, neither tams nor taob will get focus until like. june. which is par for the course with taob but im NOT happy about doing with tams.
SO my thought process was i can either be normal about this and just accept it's literally my final year at uni and im trying to graduate and it doesn't matter if updates are slow on ANY fics, or i can do my usual and implement an insane deadline that i somehow always make by the skin of my teeth. can you guess what i went with?
and thus i present unto the crowd my tentative plan: have the next taob chapter done by middle of april (im aware this is quite hand-wavey but it gives me a month to work with, so in my head this means anything between april 10th-20th), have the next tams chapter done by the end of april, and dog teeth can follow.
#i know a lot of you are gonna swarm and tell me not to push myself/rush and i love and appreciate the fuck out of you#i PROMISE if it gets too much i will call it quits like im not about to jeopardise my final exam season for this lmao#but ultimately i do work better when i give myself these insane writing challenges and it gives me something fun to do#while im drowning in econ assignments#as for dog teeth being moved to the back burner despite it being my current passion project#im not actually too bothered by this bc i will still be working on it as i work on my atla fics#and it'll be good as a breather when those get up my arse PLUS has the added benefit of the second part of dog teeth#not actually being posted yet so technically no one's 'waiting' for anything. like kaiein exists perfectly fine as a standalone#whereas if i post ch1 of part 2 in april i then have to KEEP POSTING or it'll bug me#and then i'll have THREE updating fics to juggle#does any of this make sense. hello. tapping the security camera in my padded room is anyone there#WHATEVER. I WILL KEEP YOU GUYS POSTED <3#taob updates#tams#dog teeth
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i need to know why waltz of the psychonauts doesn't have more plays. like what the fuck guys is it just not special enough to you?? did it not shift your molecules around enough??? am i vaguely obsessive about this song for no reason??? absolutely yes
#we are so so so tiny and it's gonna have to be ok.#sorry i have a class abt space right now and it makes me Feel shit#like in between not knowing how to tell where saturn's gonna be at in a week and failing exams i'm just thinking like#shit out there is being all cold and big and SO FUCKING COOL and. we invented capitalism. what the fuck guys#mx the narcissist cookbook i love moth with every living fiber of my being#jsyk. i appreciate the shit u do. thumbs up#treewords#musicposting
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Fall from grace
#here is smthn!! ig!!!!!#no exams to worry abt for a while thank god microbio got me fucked up#hk#hollow hk#pale king hk#pale king hollow knight#hollow knight#my art
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:-P
#i took an exam at 8.30 to 10. when the fuck home and got tattooed from 1 to like 5#it was only like 2hrs of tattooing. mostly it was me having her redraw the lines a million times#the color is dark blue and i really like it. wasnt super painful bc i think i have pretty high pain tolerance#i could feel it most under my shoulder blade and a lil on the soft part of my inner elbow#glad i did it today bc i was feeling fucked up abt thr exam. bc the frustrating thing is that i think i could verbally explain the concepts#to u better than i articulated them in writing. idk grades dont really matter for me at this point but i still feel fucked up abt it#anyway. apparently markers stick really well to my skin bc i never go out in the sun lol#she had to scrub so hard and it would not come off with rubbing alcohol#unrelated
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Doodle done in response to me starting the homework that was assigned 4 months ago. I am a great student. I am also a liar. Hahahahaha.
#bsd#bungou stray dogs#tanizaki junichirou#junichirou tanizaki#bsd tanizaki#It was intended for him to be doing this to Tachihara#But i fucked up the tachi chibi and just left it as is#So he's just telling everyone to kys 🥰#kms has been the most used phrase of mine for the past month#when my school nearly fucked up and gave me exam schedules#I don't have exams#i actually cried at the email#LOL#Thank god for unscored electives#I still have homework though.#sadge moment
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I don’t think I ever actually said this on here, basically for one of my mock english gcse exams for the “write a story” section I wrote a time travel / somewhere else jonmartin fic. literally. the prompt was “something surprising” I think, and I just went well. waking up in an alternate universe would be pretty damn surprising. and it was just jon waking up in bed with no scars and no eyepocalypse and going “wHEre’S mArTiN” and I got a grade 9 (A**). so yeah that happened
#I literally had no fucking clue what I was doing and I thought it was absolute ass but yeah the teachers ate that shit up#I guess because it didn’t make sense without the context?? so there was a lot of mystery?? idk man it was crazy#the one I did for my actual final exam was literally just how to train your dragon but with a griffin or a hippogriff or something#no point wasting your time being original for a gcse english language exam lmao#I got a 9 in the end btw so 👍#jonmartin#jmart#teaholding#jonathan sims#martin blackwood#the magnus archives#tma
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