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tim and bernard who break up and it's nothing big, no one cheated or anything. it's just their lifestyles didn't work out well together. tim cannot give up vigilantism currently and bear cannot handle the level of danger tim puts himself in. and on the other hand, tim cannot handle the fact that bear chooses to run into danger as an emt bc he already worries about everything but now he has to worry if he'll find his boyfriend convulsing from fear gas in a random alley but also bear who felt the life drain out of darla cannot stand the thought of not helping people and runs headfirst into dangerous situation after dangerous situation hoping that every person he saves can somehow make up for the fact that he could not save darla.
(he very pointedly does not think about the fact that there was nothing he could do because if he thinks about that, he'll spiral until they have to lock him in arkham too)
and so they break up but they were tim & bernard in high school and when they started dating they balanced out the worst of each other and they became tim&bernard. and everyone who knows them, knows that they're better together but they cant be together, they refuse actually because they cannot lose another person to the violence of gotham and by the time they figure out that they cant work together as long as the other is an emt or vigilante, it's too late for both them. they've already left too many pieces of themselves in each other.
tim still knows what bear means when he says "tim" in that exasperated voice. tim still goes boneless when he hears bear say "baby" in that firm tone. bear can still read tim like a book. he still knows the right way to massage tim's neck so that tim can go to sleep. everyone at the first responders gala knows not to bother ceo drake-wayne and senior emt dowd when they're talking.
(and if they're standing a little too close to each other than what is normal, who are they to judge? everyone knows that dowd and drake-wayne have history)
and if everyone on the night shift has caught red robin with his head tucked into the crook of emt dowd's neck as emt dowd runs a soothing hand up and down the vigilante's back, well then, they just quietly back away.
(after all, dowd's one of like, five, emts that can get the bats to receive medical treatment so if turning a blind eye to whatever the fuck they have going on is what allows them to give back to their heroes, then the night shift will do it every time)
and of course, tim and bear are practical people. they loved (love) each other sure, but when your lives are fundamentally incompatible, well, you cant get too stuck on the what-ifs, that's for sure. and so they do find love with other people and yeah, maybe it's not what they expected love to be when they first fell in love with each other. it's not the bubbly, stomach-swoopy, cant stop grinning, feeling that permeated tim&bernard's early days or the i Know you/you Know me that was their middle or the quiet despair that was their end but it is contentment. and in a life with as many losses as theirs, contentment is something they hold dearly
and they're happy! truly! but sometimes, at galas when they're making each other snort champagne out their noses or in darkened alleyways when their clothes are both stained with blood or at rallies for stricter gun regulations in gotham where they both sit too close to each other, fingers enclosed around each other in a death grip, when the presenters inevitably bring up grieves
(worst school shooting in gotham in decades, there's blood on their hands and blood in their mouths and darla is dead in between both of them and there is a chasm so wide that they are screaming to get their voices across and she will always be dead and maybe this had always been the problem that she is dead and there is no coming back from that and that there is blood on their hands and blood in their mouth and blood on their han-)
but sometimes, most especially on opposite sides of the street, as life pulls them in different directions, just sometimes, they see each other and just for a second, nothing too long, the flap of a hummingbird's wings, the time it takes to blink, an electron's orbital, they look at each other and for the briefest moment, blue on brown, a barely noticeable stutter in their steps, the space between heartbeats, because this is all they will give themselves because they do not dwell on what-ifs or what-could-have-beens, or what-should-have-beens, or delusions of a softer world, their eyes meet and they think to themselves, god, in another life, i would have really liked just doing laundry and taxes with him.
#what the fuck is this#the theme was wistfulness. hopefully that came across right. and like i wanted this to be all 1 text block so you feel how it all collapses#into that 1 thought they have at they end but fuckass tumblr has a 4096??? text limit for a single paragraph???? so here's multiple paragra#anyway here is my middle of the road sad timbern hc. do i think this will happen? no? is this still a fun world to play in? yeah absolutely#also super huge fan of darla haunting the narrative. darla as this chasm they cannot cross. darla as smth they shelter each other from#but also smth like a 2 way blade. it cuts them both. it will never stop cutting them. smth smth the wound will always bleed#also i cannot stress how important it is that they are happy with other people!!! they are both satisfied with other people. it's just that#they have a very specific history and they are the only two people who really know and understand that history#and also it's not that theyre unhappy with their partners but just that smtimes they look at each other and... wonder. in a softer world#maybe i could've been a chef and you could've still been a superhero and we could've still worked out. maybe we would've gotten a boat#together and maybe we could've come home to each other. maybe i could've trusted you to come home to me. maybe you could've#understood my need to help people. maybe we could've held our love as something precious.#maybe in a softer world our love wasn't something that hurt us both.#i need to lay down. im going crazy#as always i do love reading yalls thoughts in the reblogs and replies!!!#bernard dowd#dc#tim drake#timbern#timber
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I don't want to start shit but the funniest argument you can have against feligami is that felix somehow is manipulating / controlling kagami. You mean the guy whose whole thing is that he hates sentis being controlled. As if he holds any power over her. Ah yes, the same guy who detransformed in front of her willingly because she was about to pummel him with a fucking chair, totally powerful. And the part where he showed her he meant no threat by throwing his fan away so it would get her mother off their trail-- so awful and menacing of him. I'm so scared for Kagami, yall. He might have put himself in harms way by going against Tomoe (who turned into like the size of a skyscraper and multiplied four times at this point) literally just so he could get to know her; but let's not forget that he's COMPLETELY EVIL and wiped out the entire planet with the help of his amok... which he promptly stopped doing after being told that he shouldn't do that by Kagami herself. The fact that Kagami has years of fencing training and could easily defend herself from him-- hell, the fact that she's best friends with Ladybug and could have turned him in to the heroes at any moment in those sewers if she was uncomfortable around him-- no, none of that brings me any solace. i'm quaking in my boots at this 15 year old boy built like a twig. He's a monster guys.
Look at them at the pool together -- she looks so afraid, clearly he forced her to be there. Ignore the part where she's happily sat next to him of her own free will. He's gonna hurt her for sure. Kagami needs to be protected from him, because she cannot take care of herself obviously. The horror.
#Sorry i am the world's biggest felix defender he can do nothing wrong to me#felix graham de vanily#kagami tsurugi#Felix is a sad little puppydog he wouldn't hurt a fly on her head I promise#I'm just saying but if you're going to be afraid of ANYONE you should be afraid of kagami lol#'he kidnapped her!' kidnapping is a strong word she could have easily decked him#i mean she was literally 5 feet away from him with a fucking CHAIR she was ready to fight!!!!!#hell he wouldve returned her happily if she'd asked nicely#Yall dont get him like i do!#indiposts#feligami#felix#kagami#ml#dont ask me about emotion i don't remember it#But like. she was clearly not being manipulated in emotion either. she was fine#Guys you do not need to baby kagami she'll be ok. she can take care of herself.
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figuring this out a little more
also here’s ya man @lady-of-disdain :3c
#hashiart#not having to color OR clean up my lines saves me so much time omg#like this is game changing kjfdhsjfsg#sorry for the wait all my posts are basically queued so it goes to the end of the line skjfhskf#i draw too much in too little time and this is how i end up burning out for 3 years HAHA#but im having too much fun to stop now#so fuck it we ball#undertale au#killer sans#killer!sans#i guess also#mafia!killer sans#now thats a fucking tag lmaoo#two versions cause while black on brown is hard to see black on white also hurts my eyes so now you get to choose which one to look at : )#in other news my work recently got the same kind of chair hes sitting on and they are SO comfy#yall are in for a treat cuz nightmare is next again in the queue :)
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#do yall ever think abt how Tim felt to be recoiled from like what had happened between them was the most revolting thing imaginable to Dale?#the look on Tim's face when he realizes the horror Dale feels truly hurts me#this is the look of a gay person who is afraid that they really really really fucked up#(fucked up = took a risk - accidentally came onto a 'straight' person - 'straight' person disgusted - humiliation & shame)#the newsreader#dale jennings#tim ahern#gay tim from camera#yo mismo#sam reid#chai hansen
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ok heres one i never posted on hwere [pushes it at u guys like its an embarrassing letter]
#i have. like 4 more but they're either too weird and high concept or unfinished looking#my dhmis postings#me art#but okay ill tell yall. its 1 more other fluffybird one (yahoo)#uhhh one about duck and lesley...#one thats a part 2. of the dogdadduo one i posted...#and yet another one abt my fav duo but uh. with guts. and blood. and such.#FUN FACT i did this one waaaay back last summer when my wrist was FUCKED#bc i couldnt get the timing out of my head#like i couldnt. not. create. it physically hurt my soul
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Thank you In Stars and Time for proving to my doubting ass once and for all that I am
In fact
Panromantic. Cause HOLY FUCKING SHIT-
#princess speaks#in stars and time#isat#when I tell yall I wanna smooch all three of them like ho lord#hoooo lordy baby#where are my fellow self shippers in this fandom plz tell me I aint alone out here#I wish to smooch them ALL on the mouth like gods damn#Crush order: Odile then Loop then Siffrin#Odile I saw her hurt portait and went owo#Loop. Just. Was themselves xD#SIFFRIN ACTIVATED LIKE A FUCKING SLEEPER AGENT WAY AFTER I BEAT THE GAME LIKE WTF
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Day 123 | id in alt
Sorry Shoko, you gotta act professional around this one student because her technique is corrosive.
#dailykugisaki#jjk#kugisaki nobara#shoko ieiri#nanami kento#would yall still like me if i out fucking uh....big curls on shoko....#I PUT A FUCKIN BIG CURL ON SHOKO YALL I SAID I WOULD#I SAID I WOOOULLLDDD#its kinda a fro? idk if you would call this one ive looked at ref pictures but all of them have smaller curls so im not sure#Shoko thinking she could bullshit breeze all the students? nah#Kugisaki cursed technique bombing the poor woman lmao#SHE WOULD. Kugisaki wouldn't be proud of it but she would honestly#i rarely see people draw shoko pissed its goofy#saw the leaks#that motherfucking villain is absolutely turning out to be one of those kindergarten “NUH UH” mfs and im shriveling#anyway back to Kugisaki#she dosent really mean to hurt shoko she never will but damn. that shit is REFLEX
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i think player should be able to deck gray. just once. as a treat.
#shut up suzie#carmen sandiego 2019#player carmen sandiego#let the child unleash his inner violence#yall ever watch race to the edge?#theres this one scene where one character goads the protagonist into punching him#thinking that it wont actually hurt#bc protagonist is built like a tree branch#but then he gets his shit rocked and it's magnificent.#anyways yeah. whenever i see that scene#i think if drawing like this stupid hypothetical#where gray is like 'look kid. clearly you have a problem with me. understandable. why dont we settle this like men? ill give you one free#pass to punch me'#and player is like 'thats stupid as fuck no.'#and then gray keeps goading so player turns around and BAM#kid packs a punch wheb backed by the power of friendship#zack and ivy are losing their shit while recording#carmen is like 😰😰😰
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How about "the cost of ambition" with Rook Hunt?
send me a prompt and i'll write u a drabble
the cost of ambition
rook; 472 words; fluff and a hint of angst and also a hint of rook with a pain kink LOL ; gn!reader
01.
he knows what it’s like to give, to love something hard enough to want it to go free.
the first time he sees you, he thinks he finally understands what freedom truly means.
02.
sometimes greatness, like beauty, is a more a curse cast than a gift bestowed.
“that’s not fair! how’re they getting full marks when they can’t even do magic?!”
“do you think the professors are being easier on them just cause they can’t do magic?”
“ugh. so unfair.”
rook sighs and tries to clear his throat loudly enough that you don’t hear the whispers, but one glance at your face tells him that it’s a lost cause.
“don’t mind them…” he says in a stab at his usual, flourishing bravado, “they’re simply jealous, ma cherie.”
“oh i know,” you say, but there’s a steely glint behind your eyes that holds him still as you turn to look at him, “but that just makes me want to beat them that much more.”
it’s then, he thinks, the he falls in love with you.
03.
he knows what it’s like to take, to love something hard enough to want it to never touch the light of day.
he swallows down the urge to hide you away, to steal you into the heart of the forest and never let you go.
04.
it is in the library, the first time you kiss him, nearly knocking his hat askew with the force. there’s a fire in you — he’s always known that, but it’s then that he tastes the flames licking into his chest from how hard your body is pressed to his and he knows himself a lost man.
and what a beautiful kind of losing.
as much sweet as it is bitter, as much soft as it is biting.
you sink your fingers into his fine flesh and he revels in the sting.
when you draw back from the kiss with blood on your lips and he flickers out his tongue to feel the cut on the edge of his mouth from what he’s sure were your teeth, he only grins and leans in to whisper —
“kiss me again, cherie — harder. i want to feel it properly when you make me bleed.”
05.
he knows what it’s like to lose, to unfurl his fingers to a firefly’s light and watch it fade away. to love something hard enough to hold it in his heart and not his hands. to know when time had run it’s course with him and with you.
he watches you go with a smile and the ocean behind his teeth.
“go, cherie… know that you take my heart with you, and it’ll always be yours to keep.”
#rook hunt#twst#twisted wonderland#twst x reader#twisted wonderland x reader#rook hunt x reader#rook hunt fluff#rook hunt angst#twst rook#twisted wonderland fluff#twisted wonderland angst#twst scenarios#twst imagines#twisted wonderland scenarios#rook hunt imagines#floofy floof floof#angst mcgee#yALL KNOW; YALL FUCKING KNOW; THAT ROOK HAS A PAIN KINK DO NOT FUCKING AT ME LOL#his voice just like SAYS 'hurt me ;)' uKNOW LIKE CMON
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okay, i completely switched gears to somewhat coherent ideas, thoughts, and rambling instead of an essay. this doesn't really have anything new or groundbreaking, its more or less just me thinking out loud about nevin; so here, take what ive written in the last 2 hours
☆ I don’t believe that Nevin has the textbook-definition of a victim complex; he’s obviously going to be more complex than the first google result of a Victim Complex/Mentality, but he absolutely shares behaviors and tendencies with said textbook-definitions. He has been shown to deflect blame (“I’m sorry you feel…” / “I-I… It wasn’t a fight, I didn’t hit him, he…”), as well as (seemingly) having a tendency to catastrophize (“...No… but Nevin tends to assume the worst,...”). A key difference between him and a typical victim mentality is his optimism. He believes that things can and will get better and that he has control over elements in his own life. (“I wouldn’t say it’s too late.” / “The only way to go is forward. As someone who has lived in four different states, things aren’t going to stay the same forever.”) He’s hyper-vigilant about possible threats due to negative past experiences, particularly about people (loud coughing Edward). This is shown through Nevin complaining about Drew’s choice of friends, both being people that Nevin actively dislikes and doesn’t trust. (“Is that fucking Quinton?” … “Where the hell are you going with him? / “I said, I'll tell you later,” … “I can’t talk about this right now.” / “Have you been hanging around him behind my back?”)
☆ Nevin doesn’t actively use his trauma to elicit sympathy from others. The thing that separates Nevin from a victim complex the most is intention. He isn’t like “boohoo im so traumatized no one likes me let me do what i want im so damaged”. When he’s talking about his personal hardships and emotions (a rare occurrence) he’s not doing it to manipulate others into feeling sorry for him, he’s literally just sharing how he feels. So his feelings of being a victim are internal for the most part, but. I mean. Yeah, he was the victim
☆ Chris’s tendency to be blamed for things paired with Nevin’s tendency to deflect blame is. It's not going to be fun. Because yes, Chris is a pushover, but he didn’t hesitate to call out Nevin for being unreasonable in their bathroom screaming match. What I'm wondering is how/if this will alter as their relationship develops; will Chris become more tolerant of Nevin’s unjust behavior? Will Chris call him out for outbursts like this in the future, and will Nevin take offense to it?
☆ This is why you do your research, kids. So you don’t prepare for 5 hours for an essay and then you realize your topic makes no sense and can’t actually be proven
☆ Nevin lashing out when offered help by Drew (“What do you think you’re doing?... / “I’m healing you. What do you think?” / “You shouldn’t have. I did this to myself.”) is also considered to be a common behavior for people with a victim mentality. This scene also makes me wonder about how Nevin reacts to being helped/assisted, and a step further than that, being coddled/babied. He’s been the caregiver all his life. He’s been the protector; suddenly, having the tables being flipped on him where he’s the one being cared for is gonna be fun to watch. Like don’t get me wrong, Grandma Jovel is an awesome parent, nothing but unconditional love for her, but it’s obviously gonna be different coming from say Drew or Chris, and it’s also gonna be different between those two as well. We’ve already seen Drew be kind of that way with Nevin, at the end of their argument (“You’re not alone, Nevin. You have me,” … “Even so… I do need to be a part of this because I love you, and I don’t want you to feel alone.” / “Drew, stop that…” … “You’re going to make me cry, too.”)
thanks for coming to what i spent a collective 6 hours on today, im gonna return to being Silly with my boys now
#stfu chris#ibvs#nevin jovel#i have a lot of thoughts regarding him and his character#but yeah feel free to talk to me about nevin like any time whatsoever#yall my fucking NECK HURTS
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repeating “jealousy is a disease get well soon bitch” in my head every time i block rude anons and delete hatemail so i can try to brush it off but i am not ur strongest soldier so can you all stop being mean 🩷 please
#♡.gabi barks#im okay i prommy (im crying rn)#like omg seriously what did i do!!!!! i dont do anything but mind my fucking business!!!! and talk to my precious little friends!!!!!! but#apparently i cant even do that bc no matter what i always get meanies in my inbox 🤞#like im seriously not doing anything i just came back and im already receiving asks telling me to kms and deactivate like do yall realize#im a person too.. like im literally real and i have feelings and im not a complete ditz#like what is so hard about treating people with kindness!!!!#ive spent all morning blocking mean anons and deleting asks and trying to brush off the mean words i see and receive and it hurts!!!!#im just a girl#if u send hate or tslk meanly to or about me im assuming ur a LEWSER and have no life bc i dont even do anything fr!!!!! im coolin!!!!!#i was gonna post this with the jealousy is a disease get well soon girl meme but i couldnt find it#anyway im fine!!!! (as im actively texting my therapist)#no bc im so upset and so angry WHAT AM I DOING WRONG#what am i doing to deserve this like please give me a valid answer so i can fix it im so tired of being sad and mistreated and bullied :(#i know i promised i was gna try to be more active but my little heart is so heavy and sad
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ya know what I’m deciding not to give a shit if my job doesn’t like me missing work bcuz I’m in agonizing pain
#txt#it is what it is#fuck it we ball#like idk what else to do#and it really erks me that my boss thinks she has the right to tell me I need to go to the doctor#because bitch I’ve been all my life I’ve been misdiagnosed with stomach viruses utis and it’s never that#I’m not risking being misdiagnosed again. I’m waiting for my gyno appointment bcuz it has fucking everything to do with my period/reproduct#REPRODUCTIVE ORGANS#like hire more people if it’s such a loss when I’m gone ??????#don’t fucking text me telling me that “As a mom I’d tell my kid to go to the doctor😇 as if my parents aren’t fully aware of the pain I’m in#and have been fully aware since I was 10 years old#I know what’s going on bitch I don’t need to waste money at a walk in clinic for them to tell me I have a uti or my stomach is just hurting#u think jus fucking about with this shit. no I plan for this every month. usually it’s not terrible. this month has been hell#there’s nothing I can do to avoid it. I take meds and they barely do anything#i deserve to rest bcuz I’ve been busting my ass this year and last through this pain#i can afford to miss a few days off work. sorry yall can’t#I’m sorry for ranting this had jus been an issue my whole life. they used to grill me as a kid at school for missing#and it reminds me of that so much and it makes me feel like a child again#being told It’s JuSt period CrAmpS just TakE medicine#meanwhile I’m literally puking from pain#meanwhile my insides feel like they are blistering and on fire and my lower body is being yanked to the floor#ok sowwy I’m gonna go cry about it now
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people really love to conveniently forget trans men exist when they talk about feminism. or if they dont they make us out as also part of the problem as if we somehow are able to have the same amount of privilege as cis men. absolutely wild
#“not all men” is a valid statement because its fucking true#like guys. seriously. not every single man is evil#feminism isnt about putting men down its about raising women up to be equal and getting rid of gender inequality#sorry im seeing a massive uptick in people hating on trans men for being men lately and its fucking stupid#like yall are doing a great job at making me feel ashamed to be a man who likes men. awesome thanks guys#i dont normally make posts like this but its been rattling around in my mind for a few days now#its always put out like. all men (trans or not) are Inherently Evil and all women (trans or not) are Inherently Victims#which is absolutely the stupidest shit ive ever seen#and they also leave out anyone who doesnt fit into the man/woman dichotomy. and if they dont its always seen as woman lite#which is also stupid as fuck#not every nb/agender/other person is feminine asshole#anways. case in point. can we stop demonizing masculinity while also discussing the effects of misogyny and the patriarchy please.#because both of those things are very real and very much do hurt people#but im sick of people lashing out at trans men as if the problem magically doesn't affect us anymore because we are men#because guess what! newsflash! it affects trans AND cis men too!!#i shouldnt have to explain it should be obvious but like. im tired man#sorry ill forever be annoyed at women who just hate every single man who dares breathe in their direction because they COULD be an asshole#if you hate someone because of their gender no matter what gender it is i Do Not Trust You#anyways thanks for coming to my ted talk. replies are off cause i dont want to argue with people i just want to express my opinion
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Perditus grunted a little as he adjusted his leg while laying down against the rock. It was a pleasant day, all things considered: the sun was warm without being smoldering, the winds were strong but not as harsh as usual, and he had something to make the pain a little more bearable.
With his eyes shut he fished a flint lighter and a medicinal sghitt out of the pouch under his thigh armor.
He didn't bother looking as he heard footsteps approach quickly; medication stuck between his teeth, he clicked lazily until he caught the telltale crackle of papery tissue catching fire, took the longest, deepest inhale he could, soaking in the acrid taste and familiar burn in the back of his head, and let an enormous cloud of septic-smelling smoke blow out of his mouth with a growling sigh.
His fellow debtor sat beside him nervously, scanning the horizon.
"Any news?" he asked.
"I was going to ask you," the Glatorian replied.
"None, then."
"None."
Hard nails tapped far too quickly against the rock.
Perditus took another drag. The numbing effect was starting to take hold of his anguishing limb.
"Do you think it'll be soon?" Atakus asked.
The Tapyri exhaled: "Maybe."
"Yes or no?"
"Maybe, I said."
"Maybe means nothing," the other said, glaring at him with his typical nervous anger, the fact that the larger being still wasn't looking at him inconsequential: "Will it be soon, yes or no?"
A shrug: "Probably, yes."
"You think?"
"Unless he wants to observe these freaks of nature do their merry little dance in a new environment for a while. But I'll bet a guy like him has already watched them long enough to get bored by now."
Another pause.
The hard nails were now scratching at the stone.
Another long drag and a puff of smoke.
"Do you think he'll kill us before or after the plan's done?"
"Who knows," Perditus answered lazily. He reclined his head to better bask in the sun. "Before would be a little annoying. For us, of course, he wouldn't care if we never saw what all this thankless work has been for. But then again we're his cannon fodder - maybe he'll wait till he has no need even for that."
He played with his sghitt, turning it between his fingers.
The knowledge that his eventual instantaneous murder would be inevitable had slowly but surely numbed him to the very same fact across the span of the many, interminable centuries that had passed since the day he'd started wracking up this blasted debt, and his only request (which he knew would never be taken into consideration) was to be allowed to die slowly, painfully, so that he could at least feel the life leave his body properly; but Atakus had never managed to make peace with the horror of their shared fate, and now that the moment was drawing near he was every day a little closer to losing his mind completely to the horror of his situation.
Frankly he was surprised the Potori had lived this long, with as anxious a disposition as he had. He'd always imagined he'd get out of his shackles with a stroke.
And yet here they both were.
Awaiting the second coming of a cruel god.
And while entire species were about to be massacred into heaps of melting, wailing scraps any second or day or month now, they were sitting against a rock under a pleasantly warm sun bathing in its light.
He could hear the Agori's irregular breath become louder.
"How's your leg?" Atakus asked in a fruitless attempt at changing the course of his spiraling thoughts.
"Hurts as usual." Perditus replied. "How's your heart?"
"Beating too fast," the Potori answered, "As usual."
The Glatorian's hand leaned over to the smaller being, offering the sghitt between his index and middle: "Take as many as you need."
The medicine was taken from his fingers by significantly shakier ones. He listened to the air slither with a long hiss into Atakus's lungs for the first time; the second was a little longer, a little less frantic, followed by a loud sigh; the third time was slow and deliberate, finally a little more at ease.
He listened to the sound of Skrall armor scraping against stone as the Agori laid back against the warm rock with him. A smaller hand placed the medication back in his palm, and he hummed gratefully before taking another drag himself.
The wind picked up slightly and dragged the smoke away from them.
He opened his eyes blearily, squinting in the sun.
Such a nice day.
Something far, far away, up in the clear sky, exploded. He saw the burst, a blot of bright hot color tearing apart the stratosphere, and long lines of white and faint red as pieces of whatever that was tried to land on Spherus Magna; but the destroyed body was barely above the size of a dot from where he was, and its meteors shriveled up into dust before coming anywhere close to the highest point available for them to strike, and in the end nothing of whatever tragedy had just transpired mattered at all.
The Glatorian hummed.
"Did something happen?" Atakus asked, eyes closed.
"No," his companion reassured him. "Relax."
The Potori did not respond, and got a little more comfortable.
Perditus glanced at him.
Maybe it made sense - he mused for a second, a second only - for Velika, of all cruel, paradoxical beings, to one day have complete and total control over this cruel, paradoxical world.
#bionicle#perditus#atakus#random writing#smoking tw#implied drug use#its essentially painkillers in the form of like a joint but im putting it there just in case yall want it#based on my hc of perditus having a fucked up leg prosthesis that hurts like hell so he needs medicine to have some time without pain#anyways ENJOY YOUR ALLEGIANCE W/ VELIKA!! YOU ARE NOW ENTITLED TO: lifelong debt; nihilism; the assurance that your boss WILL kill you#i dont necessarily care for atakus nor perditus but i like to look into characters' brains and their role as velika's allies is interesting#to me neither of them are properly 'loyal' bc that would imply they respect velika. which they fuckin Do Not#they are terrified of him and he has them in a chokehold bc he can kill them by looking at them slightly to the left if he so decides#but neither side has any respect for the other. theyre useful toys to velika and hes a volatile dangerous and powerful asshole to them#atakus n perditus are not necessarily friends?? either?? but theyre the only bitches on bara magna in this situation so theyre like My Man#just two guys enslaved by a sort of divine entity waiting to be fucked over by said entity. better than bein alone in this ig
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honestly as a brown man living in england in the 19th century heathcliff had the right to be as evil as he pleased they probably deserved it
#yall about to be real mad at me !#except from hurting the little kids and teaching them to like. kill puppies and shit. i didnt like that one.#but if you think the earnshaws and the lintons hadn't given him every right to absolutely fucking destroy their lives.........#wuthering heights
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THIS IS BASICALLY WHAT HAPPENED RIGHT??????
#the witch from mercury#mobile suit gundam the witch from mercury#g-witch#miorine rembran#suletta mercury#guel jeturk#sulemio#THIS HURT ME SO BAD IM PHYSICALLY ILL#THE FUCKING TROJAN VIRUS MIO DID TO SULUETTA AND FOR IT TO SING HAPPPY BIRTHDAY?? YALLS PLAYIN#MIO HONEY DARLING DID IT HURT WHEN YOU SAID ALL THOSE THINGS TO YOUR BELOVED?#THIS IS A CONFESSION OF LOVE!!!! (please take a hint im tryrna protect you)#GRUEL IS JUST THERE TO BE LIKE..... FOLLOWING HIS DA'S FOOTSTEPS#LIKE VIM HAD A WIFE AND A LOVER.... THEN HIS WIFE AND HIS LOVER ELOPED MSLKDJFSLKDF#GRUEL I MAY SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT YOU BUT...... IM GLAD U KNOW UR PLACE#i HATE HATE HATE THAT I HATF THAT THIS TORE MA APART!!!!!!! IVE HAD ENOGUH!!!! (please hurt me more)#I JUST WANT..... A WEDDING..... BUT NOT THE GURREN LAGGAN TYPE OF WEDDING NO NO NO NOT THAT PLEASE#daily misadventures#dont @ me im emo
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