fuck I miss my family

women long to play on the ladybug at the playground. no idea why i decided to make that face, but i remember having a damn good time on the ladybug.

(from june 2022)

i need one of my siblings or friends to get married and have a baby stat bc i don't plan on having kids and i don't have a job where i work with kids anymore and my baby cousins are grown up now. and i miss hanging out with babies and little kids so much

Of course it's you I want to put a baby in, silly. You're cute and would make cute babies, and I know I'd breed you fully because if you squirt on my chest, I'll drive my cock into your womb so hard, you'll know the moment you get pregnant when I cum.

oh……. OH 👀👀👀👀👀👀

Someone better give me coins bc I am not waiting for another 14 days.

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This is the first year of my life where I haven't had to attend any Christmas gatherings. I moved nearly 750 miles away from my hometown so I have no obligation to meet up with family anymore.

I almost feel bad about, not feeling bad about this lol

Just pretend 4 a moment u wanna come here for christmas please

It's my b-day today, so warning for y'all I'm bout to be very annoying today 😌

was gonna say i can't believe my mother would pull this shit, but actually I can believe it

the fact that im going to be 26 this april is actually amazing given the very low chances at a long survival i was placed under as a vagina-owning indigenous genderweird person in my own post apocalypse.

from MMIWGS2, genocidal violence leading to generational trauma, b*arding/r*sidential schools, general misandry/misogyny, racial discrimination as both a 'too white' native and a 'too native' white, and living in a poor area and a food desert surrounded by man-made illness and addictions, i should have been dead by 6 and 10 and 13 and 15 and 17 and 19 and 21 and 25. but im going to be twenty six.

i survived the odds

trying to fall asleep for the last three hours I can confirm: covid fucking SUCKS

Remember kids, no matter what the reason is for separating from your best friend, you’re going to miss them like fuck all the time

for the first like 3 hours of work tonight i was trying to starve off an anxiety attack because just before i got there my mum told me she nearly got into a car accident the night before that was eerily similar to the car accident that killed my cousin and it was just like haha holy shit! that could’ve actually happened! again!! fuck!

My grandpa was not a very nice man but after his Alzheimer's got really bad he always thought I was his late daughter who I had been very close to and had practically raised me. And he was mean and ornery to everyone else who came to visit but I used to sit on the porch with him and have the same three conversations over and over again and I used to practice social interactions with him because I was shy and awkward but he wouldn't remember anyway. And I hadn't seen him in several years when he died and I think maybe I never really processed his death because while he was a lot of things he was also my friend when I really needed one