The backstory for this pic is that I actually only started drawing again after a few years bc I'm trying to be less depressed, and I was super depressed last night and stayed up drawing a catfe for hours rather than doing work that I should've gotten done, but fuck it I'm so burned out.
So yeah, here's this ... thing?:
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"Take that depression!" - Lucifer Morningstar, 2024
I need this on a mother fucking T-Shirt!!
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I think it is about that time to throw myself back into Ranma
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Feeling a bit depressed and lonely lately if anyone feels like talking 🫶🏼
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Doing some tasks that I've been putting off for weeks today!!! Life can SUCK IT!!
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OH MY GOD IT FEELS AMAZING TO WRITE AGAIN
Seriously, fuck depression. Fifteen damn days of having only the energy to exist -- barely -- was quite enough.
Yesterday, managing about three paragraphs felt like remembering how to breathe.
Today... I'm not sure exactly where the cutoff between yesterday and today fell, but it really looks like I wrote about 1500 words ❤️
Better yet, the next words I write will be to introduce the FP in the final draft. I'm leaving that for next time, but I absolutely wrote a note, to myself, in all caps, bolded, with three exclamation points, because I'm pumped about what comes next.
To be excited about anything, after the past two weeks and then some, feels like walking out of the desert at last. To be excited about being creative, and actually creating? Just amazing.
I'm back.
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me working out when depresussy fucking tries me
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Had a really rough couple of weeks mental health-wise. Panic attacks at work and brain fog when I try and concentrate. This is shit but it will get better again, I know. Thank you to all the artists and writers for keeping me going by sharing your creativity with the world.
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I randomly decided to stop wasting away and being depressed today so I’m making a project called “start running” (named after some obscure inspirational thing a saw on Pinterest a few years ago that hasn’t left my mind since). Basically I’m trying to do one thing that makes me feel alive every day for some amount of time (haven’t decided how long yet).
It could be literally anything, it just needs to make life feel like it’s worth living, like kissing someone, going out at night, singing along to music, making or eating really good food, praying, getting high, waking up before sunrise, having fun with friends, making art, dancing, learning new things, getting piercings, making impulsive decisions, …
I tend to lock myself away and ignore the outside world whenever I’m depressed or anxious which just makes everything worse, so this is my way of forcing myself to leave my room and overcome my fears. I might make like a little zine or comic or something out of it, that seems fun.
Anyway, just felt like sharing this as it’s something of a breakthrough.
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You ever get bored and your mind is quiet with nothing really to think about for a moment…
But then you realize the quiet in your mind is not even a danger anymore? Like depressive and suicidal thoughts aren’t around every corner. You trust in your own mind more…. This is a strange peace to come up on.
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