Refuckinglax 💖😌

Sunny Sunday. ☀️

Throughout Anne-Marie's labour, Taheem had a grin on his face. He was beyond excited to meet his daughter.

It was a long and painful experience, but Anastasia is finally here!

laying on my bathroom floor because life was hard today

He really is like that.

i'm making this post solely to come back to it when i have my own place to live. temporary or permanent. just any place but here.

it's 12:28 AM. a sunday. september 4th. 2023. future me. please hang in there. please. (rambling more to my future self under the cut)

i'm super tired but i just. hope you're still kicking. i don't care, if the depression is worse, if the substance use is worse, if the trauma is worse, if the pain is worse, the fatigue, everything. all of that. you still have time, to make it better, somehow, someway. but im sure you know, every day we spend here, every day we lose more of ourselves, stunt our growth, and get sicker. so if you.. if you got out, wherever you are, however long it's been. thank you. im proud of you.

you're very brave, and so many more good things. i wish i could be there with you but, time doesn't work that way. i'll be here. in the now - the past for you. i'll be stuck here, but i'll be growing, getting us out, until you put the last piece on the puzzle and we walk into our new home together. even though i'm not really there. you'll remember me, somewhere in your bones, even if you forget on the surface. amnesia, trauma, it can't make me not exist.

i love you. and i hope that you love you, too. bye.

🍁 autumn-dreamin 🍁

One of those draining, humid hot days that I have been going through the motions, my mind not connected to my body.

Don’t be jealous of my natural beauty 😂😂😂.

Mood today

lounging in my bra do not disturb

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