Currently doing exam prep in the library and was procrastinating between the shelves earlier. Took out a book about Albania opened it in the middle and landed on a page about Lord Byron. What are the chances-

girlbossing too close to the sun.

Star vs the Forces of Evil could have been so much more interesting, were it not the way it was, but was a different way instead.

I am BEGGING you to elaborate on how sangcheng post canon is also wwx related (because as I was reading that post I was thinking chengyi was def more wwx related than op assumed but had no additional thoughts on sangcheng) because my grubby little hands need more chengxian to grasp onto

It's honestly not very chengxian flavoured (or is it? i cannot say I have my finger on the pulse of chengxian) I just think that actually if NHS was going to make a move on JC post canon it would be in large part about

a) just wanting to feel something, you know? and look, there's a free jiang cheng just lying around waiting for someone to pick him up. ooooh wwx the devil's got your shidi but that's fine because you're so well adjusted and estranged. this one is very vibes based but I think post canon NHS is emotionally exhausted and a little bit irritated with WWX in ways that could easily snowball via externalized self loathing and lack of anything better to do

b) the thing is NHS did many schemes, including luring Jin Ling to Xue Yang, which I don't know JC would forgive. However JC doesn't know he did that! WWX does know he did that but has no hard evidence and kind of thinks JC hates him and wouldn't believe him. I think there is some real potential for WWX to insert himself into that ship even if sangcheng are just exploring life after pyrrhic catharsis via each other's bodies.

I’ve been thinking about our core and their silly courting rituals and how everyone was so excited to include Karlsson into the group to make the threesome a foursome and idk I think there’s something that never healed when Flower left. It used to be that the Pens shining stars were Sid and Geno - the captain and his alternate, and the secondary pairing was Flower and Tanger - the goalie and his defenseman. Sid had his own special relationship with Flower - captain and goalie - and Tanger was the distant fourth member of the foursome. Then Flower was traded/drafted to Vegas and the two duos were broken. Tanger got dragged into Sid and Geno’s orbit as a third, being given the A for the first time, making it the captain and his alternates. Tanger and Sid had to create a new dynamic with their goalie, first Muzz and then Jarry but it was never the same as Flower. Flower was a contemporary, and everyone who’s followed is a step down, a step behind. Now we have Karlsson so it’s changing from our core trio to the forwards and the defense, all four decorated stars and future hall of famers. There are days when can I feel Flowers absence. The missing spot where he used to fit at Sid and Tanger and (less so but still very much there) Geno’s sides. I wonder some what this team would look like if we’d kept flower and given up Muzz. Would we have kept Tanger and Geno during contract gate without the open wound that is Flower’s departure? Do we keep this emphasis on the core™️ and keeping them all together through retirement? Geno’s been saying only in Pittsburgh always with Sid with every contract negotiation but does management listen without the hurt that is losing Flower?

well it finally happened lads i got in another argument abt lgbt rights with my mom and ended up coming out as bisexual happy pride LMAO

ok forget the art inconsistency. forget his ability to change appearance/age/whatever. what if he just casually got a (i suppose more convenient) haircut after dropping barry in the negative speed force, thinking he got rid of him so there was no need to smash the slay button that much to impress him anymore and apparently decided to subtly show it off to iris cause i have no idea why else he would take his mask off that moment

michael brainrot but i am just too eepy to articulate any of it properly

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anyway there is actually a couple things that niggled a bit at me from atsv but OVERALL very good very very good film

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IGNORE ME I'M SORRY I KEEP TALKING ABT IT i'm just so not used to my cat not being around and it kinda kills me inside to not hear him walking around or meowing or sleeping at the bottom of the staircase anymore... it used to be like a nightly routine where i'd go downstairs and make myself a drink and give him some water and now i just. don't even wanna go down there anymore.

Feels like I’m not gonna stop gushing about him until I go to sleep. I mean I told you I missed him all day and I’m not kidding shfjfl

the sorrows of young werther could've been avoided if all three of them just dated each other send tweet

I’m so angry because I’m watching a TV show and there was a nun character that told one of the main characters who’s an ex catholic that God would be waiting for him when he’s ready to come back, and I instantly started sobbing and I could feel the presence of God just like I always used to be able to but I’m so fucking tired of this happening over and over again. I’m trying to block it out and not let myself be comforted by it because in october when I lost my faith I promised myself I would never go back to God because what He did to me is unforgivable.

I don’t give a shit if He’s pursuing me because He loves me, I can’t keep getting tossed around like this. I so badly want to start going to mass again because I love everything about it but I can’t because God fucked up too badly this time and it’s like an abusive relationship if He can torture me and let bad things happen to me and then expect me to come back to Him just because He loves me and can make me feel His love against my will.

when i first listened to out of my system i was like “yeah i like it, but i liked bigger than me more, idk :/“ and now im SO OBSESSED WITH IT, its literally my favourite song by far, i cant stop listening to it. not only the sound is SO GOOD but also like the lyrics hit so close to home. “take anything you can carry and leave everything else behind” “i am only half of what i think i could be” “im taking all of my demons, putting them where i wont see them, ‘cause i just wanna feel alive” ??????? HOW!!! btm also feels personal but this is just so......yeah.....yeah this!!! idk these songs are just so in line with the process i’ve been doing in the last couple of years and. like his album’s name IS faith in the future im :’) IM SO EXCITED FOR THE REST OF THE SONGS.