Nah, we are all on the same boat I think 🙄

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It’s been a minutes. I’m 30 now and currently homeless. Been looking and trying to buy a house since 2019 but then covid hit everything went up. Landlord decided to sell the house and not give us our deposit back. I live in Jupiter so nothing here is affordable with me being a therapist and my husband doing ack repair. Nothing is affordable here. So we are probably going to pack up Thea hike life we made her and move somewhere else. I’m also feeling like. Im never going be able to have a family I mean I’m already 49 and can’t even afford a house. How can I afford a kid and give them the life a kid deserve? Im just feeling so defeated I’ve been working hard and so has my husband and it just feels like it doesn’t matter. Sometimes I feel like it’s all my fault. If only worked harder when I was younger, of knit I had saved my money instead of traveling and or going to festivals. Guess I should be thankful for the fun I got to have because it feels like I’m just going to finacially poor. I just want a house and a family that’s all and I feel like I don’t know how I am going to get that. #feelingdefeated

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I have no been in the best place mentally in the last few weeks. I feel as if I’m being defeated emotionally and mentally. Depressed may describe where I’m at right now and I’m not sure how to pull myself out of it #feelingdefeated #feelingdepressed #fighting #fightinginfertility #needadistraction https://www.instagram.com/p/Bsv1DW-hxgx/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1e4sdoek4t2wx

So tired of feeling all alone and having to put up a front for people. #currentmood #feelingdefeated #tiredoftrying https://www.instagram.com/p/BsQ5kqggLDLdwMi8IPgIzXU7mRtCcfogey3lck0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8zavkfamybwq

My new medical ID bracelet from @laurenshopeid came in the mail today. I'm so exited about it and couldn't be any happier with it. Rather wouldn't need one, but since I do I just want a pretty one. Today I've had an appointment with the physician assistant and it didn't go exactly as hoped. The intracranial pressure (icp) readings were way to high when laying down, but standing up the numbers went straight into the negative. This means my shunt still drains to much standing up, making my shunt go vacuum so it stops draining and giving me high pressures. But for now the neurosurgeon doesn't want to change anything in the settings of the valve, because of the pulmonary embolisms and wanted to let my body try and heal from that before changing the settings, because he's afraid he would make things worse when he's changing it now. So I'm facing another 3 months of these excruciating headaches, nausea, vomiting, strength loss and vision loss.. I'm just so ready for some relief.. and I'm just feeling devastated that it seems like changing the shunts valve hasn't done anything so far. Tomorrow I have a phone consult with my nephrologist, my potassium and phosphate levels are dropping the again.. Really hope I don't need any iv potassium anytime soon ▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️▫️▪️ #neverendingstoryofmylife #itneverstops #iihsucks #totiredtofunction #sonauseous #myheadhurts #feelingdefeated #invisibleillness #chronicillness #chronicpain #chronicfatigue #chronichope #chronicheadache #butyoudontlooksick #intracranialhypertension #pseudotumorcerebri #headachefromhell #justspooniethings #justwanttosleep #justwantrelief #shuntlife #shuntproblems #shuntrevision #spoonielife #medicalalertbracelet #ineedacure #ifeellikegivingup #electrolyteimbalance #brainsurgerysurvivor (bij Radboudumc)

When you shaved your head bald, you're in a ridiculous amount of pain, but you know you're still cute so you smile like you mean it even though you don't. #fibromyalgia #fibro #fibrofighter #needchocolate #abouttocry #spoonie #spoonielife #fibrowarrior #drugsplease #feelingdefeated #angrylesbian #transgender #translesbian #wlw #ilovemylifebutdamn #ineedapaincation

FAILURE. FAILURE. FAILURE!!! This is what I feel like amidst the congestion, headache and chills. It screams inside my head how weak I am and how I should’ve been able to “suck it up” and “tough it out” and get my ass to the race. . I sit here utterly embarrassed and humiliated. I made such a big deal about today and crossing that finish line, and I couldn’t even get to the start line. I’m angry and defeated. Why today of all days? I had been battling this all week, keeping it at bay, and then it hits the night before my big race?? What should’ve been a great day filled with achievement and happiness is now filled with depression and regret. And living with regret sucks!! . Then the mean girl inside me keeps laughing and telling me she knew I couldn’t do it. She knew I would fail. I really cannot put her in her place because I do agree with her. I couldn’t do it and I did fail. Sometimes I wonder about my luck. 😞#broken #disappointed #embarrassed #defeated #anxiety #depression #selfhate #selfloathe #feelingdefeated #why #sick #selfbullying #flu #cold #coveryourmouth #ihategerms #anxious #hiding #epicfail #failure

Barely Breathing

Have you ever been the not so smart one out of your study group? Feel like you fall behind a lot or can’t understand the information as well as they do? Well, that’s me. no matter how many more hours of studying I put in or amount of professors I go see, I'm always the one ending with the lowest grade. BUT HOW? let me tell you, test anxiety and doubting yourself when it comes to test taking time. but don’t let it get to you, pick yourself up and do better.

Tired of the drama!

Good morning everyone, at least it started out that way. My fiancè just left for work of course most mornings that doesn't happen without a little drama first. Sooo we have been saving and saving and saving for our own place. Current situation living in the same house as his brother. It's their mothers house, she still owns it however moved to a different state so we all just live here. When things are good they are good. However when they are bad it's like World War 3. Now with me being a stay at home soon to be mom. I'm always the one cleaning and we'll pretty much doing everything in the house. Fiancè helps when he can but he works 12 plus hour days...

This morning it was a bug uproar because his brother could not find a piece of mail. I'm the one that gets the mail every single day. I take our mail to our room and leave his brothers in the same spot. Routine never changes, well of course it was everyone else's fault but his own when he couldn't find a piece this morning. I just don't get it!

Why be like that? He makes living here so beyond stressful and not something I want myself nor our child around.

I just haven't had the energy or will of late to post. I guess I let the winter blues get to me. Add to that a couple pretty distressing panic attacks, a sick troll (ANOTHER ear infection!) and not 1, but 2 craft shows that I could only give things away at.... (I always bring a few things and some old stock to either trade or let little kids "shop"secretly for theor families❤) Im a little sad in the heart this week. Painted some dino snuggles to try and get out of the rut❤ Sending good vibes out to everyone else who may need some today, and now Im going to go make coffee ☕ #Rootletoole #maegreyfrost #autisticmama #autisticartist #panicattack #panicdisorders #panicattackssuck #feelingdefeated #winterblues #sad #seasonalaffectivedisorder #itiswhatitis #paintthroughit #breathethroughit #illustration #illustratorsofinstagram #childrensillustration #613 #dinosaur #triceratops #babydinosaur #wrap #wovenwrap #babywearingforthewin #babywearing #snuggle #hugs #comfort #coffeemakeseverythingbetter https://www.instagram.com/p/BrFuyB4n2vW/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=8r95xsfd8x4x

~Courage Does Not Always Roar. Sometimes Courage Is The Quiet Voice At The End Of The Day Saying, "I Will Try Again Tomorrow".~ Holding onto these words today as my #autoimmune #nervedisorder is making me feel defeated and weak. Today if I was to be honest I would say that I wish I was "normal" and able to run errands without having episodes. But I wasn't created normal, so I will try my best to make the best of it and carry on. Tomorrow I will try again 🧘‍♀️💖 May you all have a blessed day, and try and find Joy in all situations 😘 _ #feelingdefeated #dancerspose #igyogini #iginspiration #wayfitnessyoga #tomorrowisanewday #yogagirl #igyogateacher #findingjoy #namaste https://www.instagram.com/p/BozMNBXlIa5/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=19o429wz0w5oh

The wall that defeated me #thatsnotmeinthepic #stuckonthatwallforaratherlongtime #wouldntletgo #nevergiveup #onedayiwillbespiderman #climbing #feelingdefeated #armsaredead #扭軚都冇力