Why do I have the urge to draw Bailey having the body type of Miguel O'hara?

Struggles of fantasy E.

Recently I've been thinking about self-shipping more actively with General Grievous/Qymaen jai Sheelal - he's been on my secondary f/o list anyway but I've found myself thinking more about him again in the past weeks. I just have no idea what kind of self-insert or oc to make for shipping with him😅

I originally fell for this guy the first time when I was about 13, without knowing what self-shipping even was, but my taste in this type of fictional characters was apparently already set back then (even if it took me a couple more years to admit it). In the Legends timeline my poor coughing cyborg boy actually has a pretty sad backstory, he could need some love I think <3

Dozing in and out while your f/o holds onto your legs and gives you slow, painstaking, almost worshipful head. There’s no rush. It’s almost gentle in its own way, a soft sort of intimacy to the way they lavish their attention on you. The two of you have nowhere to be but right here, sprawled in the warmth of your bed, your warm blankets, while your lover gives you what you need. They let you relax while they do the work, wanting only to make you feel good.

Imagine your f/o protecting you from bullies. Whether they be real life or in fiction, or even if the bully in question is their ex, your f/o will not take kindly to you being picked on, hurt, or mistreated, and they will gladly stand up for you.

Bonus: If the bully tries to get you down by saying that your f/o would never love you, they're wrong. And your f/o knows it and will gladly prove them wrong by kissing you in front of them and protecting you.

If you have a transfem F/O who takes HRT in pill form, imagine setting up a little pill box for them so they remember to take it every day + putting cute decorations on it :D

(pr0ship dni nobody wants to hear from y'all)

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i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i suck i can't even TYPE probably i fucking suck so fucking badly fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck and fuckkkkk

Rant about hormones, being intersex, and IRL desires under the cut

Warning of 18+ discussion ahead

Seriously, avoid this if you don't wanna see my raunchy thoughts about my boyfriend and the woes of being intersex and on hormone therapy

You get the monthly gut punch of what would be period horny if it weren't for the Testosterone making it so you don't ACTUALLY have a period, and also the rush of Testosterone horny from both the internal testes you have and the injected hormone used to regulate your everything.

Y'know the worst part of using Testosterone to regulate your wonky hormones from being intersex?

It just.. gives you a rush of wanting to be the absolute filthiest beast imaginable and ruin your boyfriend on any flat surface that will withstand the act of feral desire you intend to decimate him with.

Aaand he's 2000 miles away and aaaaaaaaaa

Best way to describe it?

Looking at your boyfriend once a month and genuinely thinking, "Fuck, I wanna get that man pregnant."

-////- I'll be fine as soon as the monthly three day flux of hormones passes, but fuck I needed to yell about this

I just want to read a good book 😭

not to hornypost on main but I wanna have sex so bad it’s been so loooong the celibacy gif makes fun of me

how is it only 7:30, i feel like i've been awake for fourteen eons

I'm gonna do the dishes and then maybe I'll have a snack and pretend mo.rdin brought it to me,,, I wanna curl up against his side with my stim toys and viddygames and de-stress and be a little bit childish with him while he takes care of me

SJSHDHAKDH WAIT I THOUGHT THE CHU CHU LOVELY CHAINSAW-137 WAS A JOKE I DIDNT EXPECT THAT. AWESOME!!!!

A Furby is the best kind of medicine!*

*Please do not take this as actual medical advice. Take your meds when needed and remember to use your aids!

[Image description: Princey is a 1999 two-tone pink Flamingo Furby sitting on a shelf, surrounded by over-the-counter medications. She is wearing a black collar decorated with various colorful moons and stars and a bowtie. A purple heart tag hangs from his collar that reads, in all caps, "Do not pet. I'm working". End ID.]

C&f jk, oc is mad or pissed at you for some reason. How long do you have to grovel before you’re allowed in the bedroom again? 🤣 What do you do to woo her?

Jungkook: "I'm not sure who in their right mind would piss on someone in their anger, but I sure hope ____ never does."

Jungkook, humming: "I think it very much depends on what I did and what she is mad about. Did I promise we would go for a walk today and then forgot? Then a couple minutes consisting of cheek kisses and multiple apologies suffice."

Jungkook: "Have I said or done something very idiotic, though? Then I might just as well go flower picking – her favourites, of course–, round the palace and prepare to play a couple rounds of chess with the staff. Also need to practice ducking, so she does not throw a book into my face."

Jungkook: "I am joking, she wouldn't. But I feel incredibly horrible when she is furious with me. So I try to treat her as well as I can."

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ask my characters! 🤍

also the favoritism thing is still making me so fucking mad and insane btw. im not jealous / resentful of my brother bc he deserves her love and is also burdened in his own ways by it and bc i think my drama w my mom has shaped my life in profound ways and given me friends i cherish and i would never trade any of that for the world but jesus fucking christ. why do i have to beg you to interact with me like a mother. why do i have to talk to me at all beyond asking me to do you 847439473 favors a day. why do i have to beg you to take an interest in my life and apologize when you hurt me and be nurturing and perceptive for once in your fucking life. like it hurts to hear her asking him about his classes and whatever bc she didn’t think i was stressed out w school but i had to talk to a ****** hotline last decemver when i couldn’t take it anymore and my mental health was crashing and burning and it doesn’t even fucking matter to her at all and she’s going to get him the nice gifts and throw him the nice parties and whatever because she hates me and my sister for… and let me get this straight… being complicated and anxious and depressed and also girls. lol!