Hey, I love how so many of the little ones are having fun at Lulu World. 💜

I'm over here in the splash zone with Rhea. I got a nice shady spot, many pairs of of noise canceling headphones, and I made a cozy little blanket nest here in the grass. If anyone needs a sensory break, a nap, a clothes/diaper change, or just a quiet moment, come find Mama. I got you. 💜

still stuck on mhok's trauma, unsurprisingly. i keep thinking about the opening scenes of this show, showing us day losing his sight, and mhok losing rung. i really thought that the show would spend equal time and care on both

my first post about this show was pointing out that the first shot of day is a close up of his eyes, and the first time we see mhok, he's holding something in his mouth. and i thought it was so interesting that we see mhok gagged, because society generally doesn't care what people who've been incarcerated have to say. or poor people. and by and large, it doesn't care about the voices of traumatized people, either

and i was so curious to see what the show was going to do with that. i can't believe the show itself was never really interested in what mhok has to say

and i'm stuck on mhok's time in hawaii. the show highlighted over and over again how poor he is, and we know that he didn't like studying. what are his english skills like? we saw singha there, and i think one other thai person. was that the extent of his social circle? he seemed pretty happy to leave hawaii behind, so did he make no new friends? did he spend his days off just sitting in his room by himself, the way day did when he went to songkla with mhok?

i assume he and porjai were still in touch, but he moved abroad at a time when his ptsd was getting worse, and in the wake of a terrible breakup, and he just walked all of that off? alone???

feeling overly protective and over-responsible is absolutely an understandable trauma response for mhok, but you know what else is? losing a relationship, and feeling like you HAVE to go back and fix it, and that if you can just get a do-over, you'll be able to do everything perfectly this time, and you'll get everything right, and everything will be okay! this makes more sense to me in the final episode than the idea of mhok and day having a happily ever after does

🌿 🌻 Someone who always sees the bright side of things… 🌻 🌿

The more I’m thinking about the way s6 is going, the more I have mixed feelings about it? I swear it’s like, fusebox decided to give us the longing and the yearning and the pining straight from day one, and I’m just like, “but we didn’t even have the time to build a relationship with our li yet??” Sure, we’ve spoken and we’ve kissed, and sure yeah, I enjoy having the attention, but at the same time I’m just like, it’s what, day.. 2? Like, let us be in a couple for a bit so that the pining makes sense?? Idk..

I spent a few days hyper focusing on this because I wanted to make a reference sheet of sorts for myself. And then I gave him actual clothes that aren't built into him because i think the mechanical built in clothes look... really dumb. (sorry <//3)

I adore him to absolute bits. I seriously don't know how or when it happened but he snuck his way into my comfort characters list and now I'm fighting Idia for title of favorite brother.

Plural culture is

"Hey where did $80 go from our bank account??" -🪐

"Jacksepticeye comics Jacksepticeye comics Jacksepticeye comics Jacksepticeye comics" -🗡

oh oh i went to one of my classes yesterday and in the building they have a shelf full of free to take books- most of them are books that people had to get for classes but just didnt want to keep once they were done with them. anyway i picked up one of em bc i was curious and i kinda like it so far, its the revolution of everyday life n the person who last had this book must have really liked it too becaue it's full of notes in the margins n stickies and stuff. one of my favorite parts of getting secondhand books tbh. anyway im not super deep into it yet but the illustrations ive seen so far are neat and im liking the language.

"in its concrete and tactical form, the concept of class struggle constituted the first marshalling of responses to the shocks and injuries which men live individually; it was born in the whirlpool of suffering which the reduction of human relationships to mechanisms of exploitation created everywhere in industrial societies. It issued from a will to transform the world and change life."

LOVE this kind of wording tbh . but also. guy who's only played disco elysium. getting a lot of disco elysium vibes from this...

I started this on a plane ride on no sleep and finished a couple days later instead of sleeping. Anyways, here’s some thumbnails/storyboard for my rewrite of that last scene in EE

It’s so distressing to simply not remember big ol chunks of your fucking life??? Like apparently I’ve been happily not remembering what it was like being 19 without realizing it, but now that I know that I don’t remember I can’t stop thinking about it. And like there is no reason for me to not remember my 19th year on this planet. I was just in community college. I hung out with my friends and went to school and that was it but like I remember literally nothing else. I don’t remember if it was good or not. I don’t remember anything particularly specific about it. It just was. God it’s just like my elementary school years. I remember bits and pieces of it but most of it is just one big blank. I remember high school and college the best, and everything else is just ?????? Like where was I???

📓🕯️🐇🖤pt.2

Would anyone be interested in a little blurb/concept night over the next few days 🥹🥰

hm.

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Biro Doodles :)

I got a bit bored earlier, so enjoy your messy lil 3 Rococos and a Spaceboy :]

Chapter 3 of What you can't bury was a fucking pain to write and get to the draft stage. But now that I've left it to marinate for several weeks, it's not so bad re-reading it. Edits may actually be easy for this one. (Whereas chapter 2 was the opposite, easy to write a first draft but then a pain in the ass to edit a dozen times). Is it because there's only half a smut scene in this chapter and the rest is plot? 😂