wow I didn’t think reblogging that tea post and then seeing people’s tags would deal me such strong psychic damage. come over I can fix you I can find a tea you will like. “I don’t like tea” how can you say that as a blanket statement when there are so many vastly different kinds of tea. head in hands

vb season 6 themed redraws, unfortunately i dont know the original artists...

can we have more "cold reader warm hobie" fics it is so unbelievably cold in the uk right now im literally burning calories from shivering

i think part of the reason people are so hateful about fat people is because theyre not fat, even though they put little to no effort into their diet and daily activity levels. even if they dont live healthy lifestyles and theyre not trying to, and theyre still a "normal" weight. and because theyre ignorant and resistant to learning about how peoples bodily functions vary wildly, anyone who is fat must have brought it upon themselves by being extra lazy or extra glutinous and if they were normal they wouldnt be fat and its soooo easy to not be fat because look at them theyre not fat. which is so fucking stupid because so many people complain about how skinny people exist without "earning" how skinny they are, theyre literally just like that even if they eat tons of food because they're trying desperately not to be skinny. but the opposite cant be true for fat people apparently. fatness is always a direct consequence of abnormal habits apparently.

Tubbo literally going days without anyone knowing about the funeral and how he's going through it all alone

"Im not even sure anymore if we get to choose who our friends are" There is a part of me that resents you for making me a worse person than i want to be but i am inexplicably uncontrollably drawn to you. You make me a worse person which is the last thing i want yet i want you in every way. If i could leave i would. Maybe i can but i dont want to. I have fun with you. You challenge me and you captivate me and you push me and pull and run circles around me and it makes me feel like a younger man. For the price of being a worse person i get to feel truly, wholly alive. You are the blood that runs through my veins; vital, inseparable. I was reborn when i met you and you are the womb that haunts me. You are the one person on planet earth who knows me. I wish i could leave, move on and be the man im supposed to be but my heart is tied to yours in a gordian knot. There is a part of my soul that rests in yours, magnetic. For as long as i love you i cannot be better than i am. But maybe thats something i can learn to live with. Gregory House-- I think you're worth it.

this past week its just been a constant cycle of *normal normal normal* OH FUCK THE SITE UPDATE IS NEARLY UPON US *has to sit down and breathe*

if horror doesnt make u uncomfortable then wht the fuck is even the point

idk if its the romance repulsion, or just the normal teenage disgust over couples(my parents) but i literally am so grossed out by kissing. like EW??? its my ick. i get so uncomfortable when people kiss. im so grossed out by the sound, the implication, the germs being passed around GAG. A MILLION TIMES GAG.

having the worst weekend ever in my life rn

im still dealing with the consequences of my accident - where i fell down five meters and was almost paralysed meaning i had to get emergency surgery on my spine but i also broke my foot which has enforced my already existing back and posture issues - leading to pain and sometimes debilitating pain. yet my doctor says there is no chance this is recognised as a disability which would mean i get special worker protection which i feel i need because im being guilt-tripped and not believed and probably soon to be fired at both my jobs because i have to call in sick every now and then due to sitting at a desk on the computer literally causing me pain. this is making me suicidal again, despite being on antidepressants. i already had health issues before the accident especially mental health so now im just super hopeless and anxious for the future

edit: i have a decent support net in my life and soon to start therapy so please dont worry about me, i just need to vent my frustration and feelings sometimes! i appreciate everyone reaching it out a lot though!

you forget how Physical depression can get when you're on good meds. i have been drinking so much water all week and forcing myself to eat, but i still feel both bloated and nauseous like ive overeaten + dizzy like i haven't eaten in days. no wonder i had-have disordered eating

i should not have to eat every day, let alone multiple times a day.

the cure for tranquility should have been a bigger plot point in inquisition, it is literally the final straw that makes the circle of magi vote for independence, yet all we get from it is an ambient dialogue in haven and cassandra's quest where you cant even push for her to release it to the public bc it has to be 'dealed out slowly' like what the hell

it shouldn't have even been a reveal in cassandra's optional companion quest, it should have been forefront bc fiona is right there and she was there when it was revealed during the vote??? this should be a big thing, at the very least in the mage route? we get a tranquil character in having maddox (who is also optional) why isn't there more?

had a whole post written out but it sounded insane and ramble-y but basically you ever think about how media gets chewed up and spit out in seconds. like things arent popular for more then MAYBE a month. because i do and it makes me feel a tad ill

TANG BO..THE MAN THAT YOU ARE..