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ispridestillasin · 2 months
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Genuinely think Dean would have been so much more accepting in 4x19 of John having another kid if Adam had been a woman. You just know that he would have been so relieved that he wasn't competing with another male sibling for Sam and a deceased John's affections. Because obviously John wouldn't have wanted his only daughter to grow up as a hunter. Because obviously Sam would want to be a big brother to the baby sister they never knew they had. Subsequently, because of this, he and Sam would have been so fucking weird about Adam in 5x18 after she's resurrected by Zachariah
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michaeliad · 1 year
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if adam was a girl would his name be eve to keep the “first human/first angel” midam name dynamic?
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adreamoverlife · 6 months
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the flu has made me deranged so here's something Michael is an animal guy. He'll never admit it but one day Adam catches him putting some in-shell peanuts into their shopping cart and is like ????? and Michael does his little standoffish shrug and by the time Adam gets home he is going over every spell Michael has ever told him about trying to remember if peanuts is an ingredient to anything and he's focusing so hard he almost doesn't notice Michael going over to their window where it has like flower box or something and just sprinkles a little bit of the food there and makes a strange click in the back of his throat that carries the echos of an angels true voice. and now Adams like ?!?!?!?!? What the fuck are you summoning ?!?!??! expecting something like a hell hound or horrific creature that responds only to an angel but it's none of that it's a flock of about 8 crows that descend down to the flower box and chirp at Michael in a way that can almost be described as respectfully. Now Adams never been so confused in his entire life but Michael the bastard just tilts his head in the way only angels do and says "I've known these animals longer than Humans have had names for them Adam. They remember me." and then smiles, a little sad and eyes glossy. "I think I've told that to you once before."
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samwinchestersgspot · 11 months
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I NEED someone to make an au where Adam Milligan is the original (biblical) Adam and Michael falls for him so he starts visiting him and Adam falls for Michael instead of Eve. Then they start dating in secret because they don’t want Chuck to get mad and then one day they’re caught fucking or something by Eve and she just sorta becomes their wingwoman and helps them keep it a secret from Chuck. (Also Chuck catches them and something happens your choice)
Also guys if you write this fic or have found a fic like this tell me in the comments
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wornoutspines · 7 months
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3 Body Problem | Exclusive Clip
Yesterday #NetflixGeeked released a sneak peek of the upcoming #3BodyProblem. #Netflix #ExclusiveClip The series now premieres on March 31st, 2024
Writers: Liu Cixin (Novels), David Benioff, D.B. Weiss & Alexander Woo (Showrunners) Directors: Minkie Spiro, Derek Tsang Stars: Saamer Usmani, Marko Kelly, Jess Hong, Jovan Adepo, Sea Shimooka, Benedict Wong, John Bradley I still have to read the books but this sneak peek makes me want to read it ASAP. March 21st, 2024 on Netflix If you want to support this site, help by getting me coffee…
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oceanusborealis · 1 year
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FUBAR: Season 1 – TV Review
TL;DR – Arnold Schwarzenegger’s charisma goes a long way with this spy series, but odd structural choices and a middling narrative hold it back from reaching its potential. ⭐⭐⭐⭐ Rating: 3.5 out of 5. Disclosure – I paid for the Netflix service that viewed this series. FUBAR Review – Between The Diplomat, The Night Agent, The Recruit, and more, it feels like we are going through a renaissance…
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lovelyteng · 8 months
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My Crossover Cast as The Amazing Digital Circus (My Version)
Brawl Stars Colt as Pomni Mortis as Caine Pearl as Ragatha Chester as Jax Nita as Gangle Colette as Bubble Stu as Kinger Edgar as Zooble Barley as Kaufmo
No Straight Roads Eloni/Green 1010 as Pomni Mayday as Caine Haym/Yellow 1010 as Ragatha Zimelu/Red 1010 as Jax Yinu as Gangle Ellie as Bubble Neon J as Kinger Eve as Zooble Sayu as Kaufmo
Balan Wonderworld Emma Cole as Pomni Balan as Caine Eis Glover as Ragatha Sana Hudson as Jax Lucy Wong as Gangle Lance as Bubble Cal Suresh as Kinger Cass Milligan as Zooble Attilio Caccini/Princess Marey as Kaufmo
Cuphead Mugman as Pomni Chef Saltbaker as Caine Baroness Von Bon Bon as Ragatha Goopy Le Grande as Jax Sally Stageplay as Gangle The Pawn as Bubble Dr. Kahl as Kinger Rumor Honeybottoms as Zooble Beppi The Clown as Kaufmo
Luigi’s Mansion 3 Steward as Pomni Morty as Caine Ginny as Ragatha Clem as Jax Nikki as Gangle Polterpup as Bubble Dr. Potter as Kinger Amadeus Wolfgeist as Zooble Hellen Gravely as Kaufmo
Welcome Home Howdy Pillar as Pomni Wally Darling as Caine Julie Joyful as Ragatha Sally Starlet as Jax Eddie Dear as Gangle Barnaby B. Beagle as Bubble Poppy Partridge as Kinger Frank Frankly as Zooble Home as Kaufmo
Bendy Series Henry Stein as Pomni Joey Drew as Caine Wally Franks as Ragatha Shawn Flynn as Jax Norman Polk as Gangle Daniel “Buddy” Lewek as Bubble Grant Cohen as Kinger Susie Campbell as Zooble Bill Danton as Kaufmo
Mixels Camillot as Pomni Flain as Caine Snoof as Ragatha Zorch as Jax Wuzzo as Gangle Torts as Bubble Dribbal as Kinger Gurggle as Zooble Berp as Kaufmo
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rom-e-o · 11 months
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“Journey to the Past” - Ebenezer/OC
On one otherwise uneventful night, Ebenezer Scrooge is again whisked away from his bed. This time, he’s given a glimpse of his fiancée's past. Specifically, her wedding day with her ex-husband.
Rating: 16+ (mentions of physical and mental abuse, self-harm and assault - all done by a third party)
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He wasn’t sure what spurred it on. Was it the intervention of Jacob Marley, or was something more cosmic at play?
Ebenezer Scrooge was at a loss.
All he knew was, a few hours before, he’d gone to sleep with his loving wife tucked safely in his side.
Now, he was standing in some kind of…chapel? A church? It was a building he didn’t recognize, that was about the only thing the man was sure of.
As the image coalesced more around him, he made out other details that only enhanced his confusion. For example, the seats of the hall were packed with people, all with unfamiliar faces. Their voices also pulled his attention, their accents distinctly foreign. Specifically, American.
“W-Where am…”
“Ah, we meet again, Scrooge.”
That voice. It was so distinct in cadence that he could never have forgotten it, even if he tried. He knew the identity behind it before he even saw the flicker of light that giant flame atop her wax-modeled body cast.
“You…” he started, turning to face the familiar face of the Ghost of Christmas past, still wearing the smirking form of Lottie Milligan from the Christmas Extravaganza flyers that had long since become outdated in his home realm.
He glanced down, noting that he was in his sleepwear and (thankfully) the green silk dressing gown he usually wore when moving about the house late in the evening. It was the same ensemble he’d worn when the spirit had last visited him on that fateful Christmas Eve many years ago.
“Did you miss me?” the Ghost of Christmas Past inquired, her tone as chipper as ever. “Well, I should hope not. Our last meeting wasn’t exactly whimsical for you, was it?”
Just as he opened his mouth to speak, he silenced him with a finger to the lips. “Before you ask, no, you’re not being visited because of anything you’ve done wrong. Fear not! You are not in any danger of any nightmarish vision, painful memories or an eternity of potential damnation. Not today, good man, so rest easy!”
When she pulled her finger away, a blend of confusion and panic bloomed on his face. “T-Then, why have you visited me, and…where are we?”
“In the past!” she answered with her usual flair, even adding a little giggle at the end. “Obviously. I thought you got the memo the first time.”
He found the cheekiness even less cute than he had before.
“Certainly not my past,” he refuted, glancing around again at the unfamiliar chamber. Towering white walls, vases of lilies decorating the aisles, the faint thrum of organ music…none of this was familiar in any sense.
“No, not yours, but the past of someone you hold dear,” she explained.
“Who do you—”
A timid voice called his attention from the talking waxwork.
“E-Ebenezer?”
Standing a few feet away from him was his fiancée. Disoriented and woozy on her slippered feet, but his fiancée most definitely. He’d know her anywhere, and from any angle.
Constance, dressed in a flowing gown of white silk with a cobalt velvet sleeping jacket synched tightly around her frame, stared back at him with confused eyes. Her long, coppery hair flowed freely down her shoulders and back, unbounding ribbons or ties. “W-What is…Where are…”
Goodness, she was terrified.
Ebenezer ran to her and pulled her into a tight embrace, seeing the fear in her eyes and longing to assuage it as soon as possible. The tight hug seemed to help, as he felt her exhale and wrap her arms about him shakily.
“You’re okay,” he promised, his voice husky with emotion as he stared down into her wide eyes. “I’m here with you, okay? All is well, darling.”
“A-All is not well! What is happening?”
She continued to stare up at him, looking around occasionally to take in glances of their environment. After doing so, something about the setting spooked her to the point that she buried her face into Ebenezer’s chest.
“Constance?” he asked, hands smoothing her hair, trying to provide her with any sense of comfort he could.
“No, I can’t be here,” she whispered against the lapel of his robe, her breath hot and frantic upon his collar. “H-How do we leave?”
“Now, now, pet, it’s only a vision!” Past spoke up from afar. “A memory come to life. A dream. Nobody can hear or see you here, darling. We’re perfectly safe – meager spectators!”
He turned to glare at the spirit, his brown furrowed and mouth set in a tight line.
“Why have you brought us here in the first place? Why her?”
His arms tightened around her protectively.
“Oh, don’t panic, Scrooge,” Past said with a roll of the eyes. She approached the fearful woman, gently shoving Ebenezer from her embrace. “Off with you.”
“H-Hey!”
Softly, Past reached up and took Constance’s cheeks in her hands, cupping them softly. “My, my. So, this is your fiancée, hm? Curled hair, freckles, blue eyes…I say, you have a type, don’t you?”
Scrooge went red in the face, but Constance let out a puff of laughter.
“Let me guess,” she piped up, her fingertips rubbing the surface of the ghost’s hand experimentally, noting that her ‘skin’ had the exact texture of candle wax. “Isabel?”
“Ah, so you know about Lady No. 1,” Past teased, which only caused Ebenezer to huff and clear his throat loudly. “Marvelous! Would have been an awkward little rendezvous otherwise, hm?”
“Could you not—”
“My, you…really are…made of wax!” Constance observed, taking the ghost’s hand in hers and admiring it like the arm of a statue. “That’s incredible! But…impossible. Am I dreaming all this? I must be, right?”
Conveniently avoiding the question, Past smiled and twined their fingers, pulling Constance forward a few steps. The redhead followed clumsily, stumbling along the way. Thankfully, Scrooge was on her heels to help support her.
“Scrooge, you said this wasn’t your past, and you are correct!” Past said, sweeping her arm across the room. The action sent a wave of shimmering magic throughout the space. The floor became almost mercurial beneath the couple as the building around them seemed to populate with more and more details. The bundles of lilies sprouted ribbons, the individuals in the seats became to soften their voice. Somewhere in the distance, there was even the toll of a church bell, loud and crisp as cannon fire.
“T-Then whose—”
“It’s mine.”
He looked over to see Constance staring around the chapel, her chest heaving as she took deep breaths to calm herself.
With great effort, she shut her eyes and brought her hands to her chest, fingers clasped so tight that her knuckles turned the shade of baby powder. “We’re at East 10th and lower Broadway in Manhattan, aren’t we? Grace Church. This is…that church I was first married in.”
She turned to Ebenezer slowly. “Married to Orin.”
In a flash, the entire room seemed to spring to life before them. Vague shapes became newly crisp, warbling sound synthesized, and…two figures materialized at the altar.
A man and woman in white. One with inky hair and a diamond-cut face, and another with strawberry-blonde curls and a flush that couldn’t be dulled even by the cold, ivory shade of her gown.
Constance, age twenty. Orin, age twenty-two. Gods, they looked like children. So young. They held hands before the crowd, staring at each other with matching smiles.
Behind them, a deacon dressed in cords and cascading layers of traditional garb began to speak before the bustling room.
“Dearly beloved,” he began, his voice a reverberating tenor in the room. “We are gathered here today…”
Scrooge lurched forward and grabbed Past by the shoulder, forcing the spirit to face him. “Why are you showing this to us? To her? Do you not know how that damned, devil of a man treated her?”
The ghost turned a patient gaze upon the anger-filled man. “Now, now. Just because they can’t hear you doesn’t mean that you should shout!”
“The hell I won’t,” he said, voice dropping to a growl as he bent his head to meet her gaze. “Answer me! Why are we here?”
The ghost waited a beat before answering, peeling his fingers off her shoulder one by one.
“W-Were you also sent by—”
“Not this time,” she said. “Your old friend has nothing to do with this visit, old boy. No, this is merely a…follow-up, let’s say, to our last discussion. After all, you never got to experience a wedding in your past, did you? Blew that opportunity right out of the water.”
Scrooge huffed in guilt.
“Well, if all goes well, you will finally experience one in your future,” she said.
“Yes,” he replied, his tone almost stubborn. “This summer. August ninth.”
“Ah, it’s coming up! So, we probably both agree that it’s better if travesties from both your pasts don’t repeat themselves.”
That answer didn’t provide any of the clarity Scrooge sought. Huffing again, he wagged a finger at the spirit, his voice tolerance quickly waning.
“Now, look here—!”
His sentence was cut off by Constance’s voice rising above the hum of the crowd.
Not his fiancée’s, but the one belonging to her past self. A younger, but no less radiant, version of the woman he loved most ardently.
She looked so soft standing there in front of the tall, more hard-edged gentleman that she was about to become betrothed to. Meanwhile, Orin gazed upon her with an expression that Ebenezer struggled to read. He looked…composed. If he didn’t know anything about the abusive bastard the man was, hell, he might have even called him elegant.
“I remember this part…” his Constance said, her voice sounding deflated as she stared at the duo before them. “Our wedding vows.”
Past nudged the man with her elbow. “Perhaps you should be supporting her rather than giving me an earful, hm?”
He couldn’t even be offended. Scrooge went to Constance’s side immediately, hands upon her shoulders as she watched the memory play out before them.
“Orin, you’re everything I ever thought I couldn’t have in a husband,” the young bride began, “Tall, dark, very handsome. Like a knight from a storybook.”
Constance lurched in Ebenezer’s arms, screwing her eyes shut to try and block out the words.
Ebenezer knew how awful it was to face memories, especially the less glamourous ones. All he could do was hold her and squeeze her hand. “You’re okay, dear.”
She nodded, sinking further into Ebenezer’s body, as if she was trying to convince herself over and over that he was truly there with her.
The bride continued, “I don’t know how I managed to get so lucky. I know I’m eccentric and a bit of a talker, but…you accept those things about me. Not only do you accept them, but you love them! You make me feel so special and loved, even when others would turn and sneer.”
Orin smiled back at her and kissed her gloved hand gently.
“I love you, Orin, and I promise I’ll love you for the rest of our days together. No matter what challenges come our way, I’ll overcome them all! I’ll strive to make you happy.”
Seeing that his bride was crying, the groom produced a handkerchief and dabbed away her tears. Hearing the adoring coo of the distant, mercurial audience shifting in and out of perspective just beyond the altar only made him hold onto Constance tighter.
Once she had signaled with a nod that she was finished speaking, Orin cleared his throat and took her gloved hands in his, smooth fingertips finding delicate purchase in her satiny palms.
“I longed to discover a love like ours my whole life,” he began tenderly. “I never dreamed such a union could be mine, until the day that you accepted my request to court you. From there, my life became hurricane of surprises and laughter that I never anticipated….I never know what to expect for you, but that’s part of the fun.”
Scrooge’s brow pinched at the declaration. “The smarmy, disgusting, loathsome little…”
“He can’t hear you!” the ethereal candlestick reminded her irritated friend. He growled nonetheless, unable to contain the hatred he felt for the man.
The man before him, someone who looked like an Adonis of handsomeness, had been the reason Constance had left America.
The reason she’d lost a child.
The reason she’d almost taken her own life. The reason for the jagged scars that decorated her legs and wrists.
Now, to watch him cradle her face in his hands and whisper poetic words to her like some lovestruck prince, it made him almost physically ill. Yet, as horrible as he felt, he couldn’t even imagine what was going through the head.
“Constance, are you…?”
“I’m, um…” she started, her voice already weak despite haven spoken only a few words. Then, after a moment, she hastily moved a hand over her eyes, as if to wipe something away. “I’m fine.”
“You don’t need to—”
“It’s all in the past, after all!” she rushed to say, adding a laugh at the end to soften the abruptness. “W-What’s done is done. I can’t go back. Right?”
Scrooge sighed. He couldn’t argue with that logic.
Meanwhile, the illusionary couple before them continued on with the ceremony as planned. After wiping the bride’s tears, the groom continued to speak, pausing only a moment to slide a ring upon her finger. “With this ring, I swear my love to you.”
“Oh, Orin…”
Constance watched on, memories of the happiness she’d felt on her wedding day flooding back to her with each flicker of emotion across her twin’s face. The happiness had been so sweet, but so fleeting. On that day, their love had burned as brightly as the sun.
“As long as I live, my dear, you’ll never be alone. I’ll always be with you.”
After the vows concluded, the couple rejoined hands and waited for the end of the ceremony. The man in robes who stood between them nodded in recognition before addressing the rest of the crowd, likely asking if there was anyone in the audience that resented the union happening before them.
What Scrooge would have given to be in that audience. His younger self wouldn’t have had the guts to storm the altar, but now? He would have walked up there in his bloody dressing gown, taken her hand, and begged her to reconsider. Sod the humiliation and stares, he would have done anything if it would have possibly spared her the decades of torture she lived under Orin’s blood-caked thumb.
The rest of the priest’s words faded away after that statement. That last instruction seemed to echo through the space around him, the rest of the cathedral seeming to fall away piece by piece into a galactic abyss of colors.
Moments later, even the robed figure leading the ceremony had faded away. This left only the bride and groom. Drifting ever closer, she watched as Orin lifted her veil and pressed his lips to hers. Their first kiss as man and wife.
She heard her former self sigh in bliss, then giggle as he lifted her above his head and twirled her about, her white skirts swooshing around the ankles of her heeled shoes, her whole body moving almost effortlessly as he guided her back down to the safety of his arms, claiming her mouth again in a kiss that was so passionate that both Constance and Ebenezer blushed, although for entirely different reasons.
“Oooh, very nice!” Past cheered, clapping gaily as the last remnants of the happy memory faded into glittery dust. “Well, you’ve got quite the show to live up to, Scroogey-boy.”
He barely heard a word that the specter said, as his focus remained solely on Constance. She’d gone still and silent beside him, her head low but her shoulders steady.
Ebenezer rubbed his large hands up and down her shoulders, trying to provide some comfort in a way he knew words could not provide. This was not a situation where sentiments would suffice. After all, he was practically inconsolable after he’d lost Isabel. In that instance, she’d left him, and they’d both gone on to live their lives. She’d even prospered as a young woman, becoming a happy wife and mother to three children.
He couldn’t imagine living with someone, loving someone for nearly 20 years, all for it to mean nothing.
When she did dare to speak, her voice was stronger than one might have given her credit for.
“You know…for as horrible of a man as he ended up being, he did still give me a wonderful wedding,” she said. “Anything I asked for, he obliged willingly. It was really, really wonderful. For one day, our marriage felt beautifully real.”
Her eyed fluttered shut, and ghosts of tears rolled down her cheeks, outlining the slopes of her face with the trails of silvery, shooting stars.
“Ebenezer?”
He was before her in heartbeat, taking her hands into his. Twining their fingers, she squeezed them gingerly. Maker, she was freezing.
“Yes?”
Despite the memory she’d just confronted, she stared up at him with a smile. Her eyes radiated kindness, her cheeks flushed with life.
“I want our wedding to be perfect,” she whispered, breaking one hand free to stroke his face. “Actually perfect, not just an illusion.”
“Of course!” he agreed eagerly, his heart screaming the phrase even louder than his voice. “Anything you want.”
“I don’t want much,” she assured.
“What do you want?” he asked, lowering his head to meet her eyes. “I’ll find anything. I’ll give you anything you desire, Connie.”
She giggled, not in mockery, but in glee. “I don’t need flowers, a church, or even a dress or ring. I had all that, and it was lovely, but…I want the wedding you want.”
He blinked. “The one I want?”
“Yes,” she whispered. “Because I had a wedding. Everything I shared with Orin…is in the past. I don’t want it back, and never will. I want to create brand new memories with you, Ebenezer.”
He choked back his shock, but the widening of his eyes still beckoned silent tears forth. “You’re too good to me.”
“You started it,” she teased, sniffling at her own tears threatened to rush forth. “Ohhh, don’t cry! I’ll cry too.”
He laughed and rubbed his eyes with his sleeve before hastily reconnecting their gazes. Eyes never faltering, he lowered himself onto one knee before her, staring up at her like the goddess he prized her as. “No. It’s not my wedding, Constance. It’s ours.”
She nodded and whimpered out a sound of agreement.
“I…don’t want much either,” he said.
“You must want something.”
“Someone,” he corrected, “Just you, Connie.”
Her lake-colored eyes practically glowed from their ethereal surroundings reflecting in them so perfectly.
“You don’t mean that,” she said, although even her tone was doubtful.
“Bloody hell, we’ll get married under a bridge for all I care. I want you. I want my ring on your finger, and I want us declared man and wife, and I want your name on every official document that crosses my desk.”
“Really—”
He continued to speak in a frantic haze, “I want your picture on my desk. I want your nightclothes in my wardrobe. Your perfume in my washroom. Your body next to mine, every night and every morning. Your children. If you’ll have them. If you’ll have me.”
Pearly tears hit his hands like raindrops from above. “Gods, Ebenezer…”
“That’s all I want, Constance,” he swore, pressing her hand to his robe-covered chest. His heart thundered beneath her fingers as proudly as a stallion’s. “The wedding is one day. I want you forever.”
The floodgates broke as she fell into his arms. He caught her and brought their teary faces together in a breathless kiss. Collapsing fully, Ebenezer used the leverage of his one elevated knee to support them as their kiss continued, his arms around her waist to rock her gently.
After what felt like the fastest eternity possible, they pulled away…and found themselves back in their bedroom. Back in the real world, in London, a sheet of stars glittering like pinholes amidst a cloudless swatch of navy night sky.
Neither of them had felt the floor fall beneath them or heard the magic of their fantasy dissolving around them. There was no thunder, lightning, fore or brimstone. No shadowy reapers or rattling chains.
Only the familiar smell of their washed bedroom linens and the sound of crickets, chirping a symphony in the city’s lamplit parks and ponds, greeted them once the trance broke.
The shock of returning to the real world hit them quickly, and they bounced out of each other’s embrace before scrambling back to each other.
“W-What…we’re…back?” Constance asked incredulously, turning to Ebenezer in disbelief.
The man, still stunned, nodded somewhat breathlessly. “I suppose so.”
A beat of silence passed before both rushed back into each other’s arms, squeezing the other for dear life.
“D-Did you really mean it all?” he asked, her voice slightly muffled by the silk of his robe.
“Every word,” he husked, turning his head to dot kisses along her wet cheek. “Every word. I’ll swear it again on our wedding day, and every day until then, and every day after that.”
Constance swooned before pulling him into another kiss, which he allowed himself to be pulled into with great vigor.
It took many more kisses before they were back in bed. Then many more kisses, gasps, moans and cries of bliss until both were in any shape for decent conversation again.
Hours later, as both laid nude and tangled in the bedsheets, the glow of a warm sunrise bathed their joined bodies in a heavenly aura.
As Constance traced her fingertips up and down the outlines of her lover’s furred chest, she paused and flattered her palm against his warm skin. It roamed a bit, shifting a few inches to the left and right, until it finally found what it sought; his heart.
Sure enough, it pounded resolutely beneath her fingertips, and she knew.
It hadn’t been a dream.
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sylvieeee5 · 2 years
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episode the FOURTH
okay it’s LATE and i forgot i had an event today but i said this lb would be out today and it’s gonna be TODAY DANG IT
(soooo spoiler: i didn’t finish 😅 see you tomorrow for the last 2/3 i suppose!)
i've got eggnog and a danish and i am READYYYYYY let's go!
!Warning!! Book/show spoilers ahead!
1:09
Aaaaaand that's how you get an insanely high fee because the cabbie "accidentally" left the meter running while in gridlock.
Lookin' at you, New York.
1:49
I'm so glad Constance has found a kindred spirit sajhdkdah
1:56
DJAKSSKCASDA i thought it was gonna stop at
"Have you gone insane?"
"Most likely..."
2:19
KING
2:32
According to my calculations (aka an online fare estimator), it'd only be about 776.71 escudos, so he is scamming them, but they couldn't pay the proper fare anyway bc they have the dollar equivalent of 89 cents-
man reynie's morality speech really did screw them over rip
4:40
i don't clamp.
5:01
you MONSTER
5:18
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE NECKLACE!!!!!!!
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I KID YOU NOT WHEN THE FIRST TRAILER CAME OUT I SEARCHED EV E R Y SHOT FOR THAT NECKLACE
turns out she had it tucked into her shirt the whole time :,)
5:37
she will be coming for you. in your nightmares.
5:57
okay constance is being constance but- she seems genuinely sad!!!! no!!!!!!!!!!!!
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6:33
she's upset!!!!!
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6:49
yes, yes it is!!! do something PLEASE
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NO
NO NO NO NO NO
NO
pffft... nathaniel
7:16
honorary doctorates
knew it
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7:53
Mercury thiocyanate does create a really cool reaction when ignited! But it is still… mercury. And creates poisonous gases in the process.
8:07
NICHOLAS NO
8:12
Not even the possibility of permanent kidney damage and cyanide poisoning? 🤨
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he’s a dad,,,
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rhonda wtf??? that is a MOM looking for her SON and also a BAMF YOU SHOULD RESPECT
this is a very illuminating look into her character though… 👀
We’re seeing how all three manage the stress and worry that’s been thrust upon them- Milligan “overparents”, tries to distract himself with small things. Ms. Perumal is the most well-adjusted, taking practical steps and working to maintain the others’ morale. And Rhonda… Rhonda seems to be channeling that “professionalism” that she was encouraging in the steward earlier. She needs to do something to push toward results in a situation that’s largely out of her control, and she’s a scientist- she goes for the most pragmatic solution.
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         ❝ magic  doesn’t  come  from power .  .  .  it  comes  from  pain  . ❞
       𝑐𝘩𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑟⧸𝑓𝑖𝑙𝑒 : millie winchester  ››  witch  ››  danielle rose russell .
❛❛   aesthetic .  ❜❜   ―   ◜   ❏  . ―   a  growing  bud  /  flowering  into  a  pretty  lycoris  radiata  only  to  be  plucked  by  the  hands  of  their   father’s  legacy  ,  how  like  a  goddess  she  smiles :  beautiful  &  sweet  &  ready  to  rip  out  your  heart  ,  she  has  a  way  of  stripping  inhibitions  &  tempting  to  set  loose one’s  honest,  unfiltered  instinct ,  “ magic  doesn’t  come  from  power  /  it  comes  from  pain “  ,  they  had  been  crafted  from  the  darkness  between  the  stars  . ⸻  tw : abuse tw  , death tw .
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―   ◜   ❏  . ―   supernatural . danielle rose russell. gender nonconforming. she/they. ― i saw  millie winchester  on the streets, you know? the  21 years old witch, i think they been around beacon hills for a couple days, but i can be wrong… not like they can leave now, anyway. i heard a rumor that they want to heal the nemeton. they hum smells like teen spirit by nirvana, you know? . ⸻  .  
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full name : millie winchester .
age : 21.
date of birth : october 31st .
occupation : unemployed .
species : witch .
language(s) spoken : english  ,  french  ,  latin  ,  spanish  ,  german .
hair color : redish-brown .
eye color : light blue .
notable scars : n/a .
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positive : fervent  ,  clever.
negative : unpredictable  ,  morally-questionable .
moral alignment : chaotic neutral .
deadly sin : lust + greed .
element : water .
emotional stability : its there .
alcohol use : socially .
prone to violence? : if provoked .
drives / motivations : herself / her  .
character parallels : margo hanson  ( the magicians )  +  jinx  ( arcane )  +  five hargreeves  ( the umbrella academy )  +  nairobi  ( la casa de papel )  +   mabel mora  ( only murders in the building ) .
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mother : cordelia ( deceased ) .
father : john winchester ( deceased ) .  
siblings : sam winchester , dean winchester , adam milligan ( half-brothers ) .  
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— born out of an affair between john winchester and cordelia , a natural witch and according to most a good witch who would help hunters . her mother worked with John Winchester in capturing a demon that provided information about 'yellow-eyes’ , Azazel . of course , leading only to more clues and dead end . during the couple of times they met for work ,  they had a more than once romantic weekend together.  which resulted in cordelia’s pregnancy . 
— the next time john had come to her for help regarding a hunt six months after, john was informed of her pregnancy .  realizing he going to father another child, told cordelia he will be back for her birth in 3 months . but fate had other plans when her water broke that night on hallows eve . 
— seeing cordelia unable to stay conscious , john had decided to name millie after his mother and give her his last name . all of which cordelia did not mind at all . John stayed for a week or two to help out but went back on his hunt and to sam and dean . 
— millie was raised by cordelia in magic . all kinds of magic and the darkest of them all . cordelia harboring a secret in which she pretended to be a good witch but truthfully , any hunter she came across she would kill .  two others being the exception to spread the news of her goodness and willing to help out and John whom ‘yellow-eyes’ had personally told Cordelia not to kill and give him the run around . having a child was not part of the plan but what better way to use the opportunity ? still , it did not make her a good mother whenever she would get angry with millie her punishments were severe . the times john would visit , millie always put on a brave face . 
—  when cordelia’s true nature came to light , millie was right around 13 . John having every intentions to kill cordelia but the witch got the best of john and tied him up . telling him and taunting him about Azazel .  millie came home to the scene , but when she had every intention of helping john out , cordelia used her magic to cause her pain and hurt her . Taking the opportunity of cordelia being distracted , john killed the witch .  
— that night , john took mille and they were honest with how she truly lived with their mother and only reason she never said anything was because from the moment millie was able to talk and understand , her mother threatened her with never seeing him again . millie loved her father and if he was going to kill her for being a witch like her mother , they wanted him to at least know that . john took her to bobby , who took note in how much she looked like him and made arrangements for her . 
— for the next few years millie stayed with a couple who john could trust her with in the words of bobby. keeping in touch with her and visiting whenever he could . the day john had died , making a deal for dean’s life , john tried to say his goodbye to millie but she didn’t pick up instead left her a voicemail . 
— when millie got to hear it , she truly didn’t understand it but she knew it felt like a goodbye . millie tried to call back but the phone was clearly off . it worried her but  she knew her father was a hunter . she held on to the small hope that it was just nothing , until the day when he would always visit came . John never showed up . instead a stranger . Azazel who took her . 
— it was during her imprisonment with the demons that she came to know of john’s death . of course , not an easy prisoner to deal with as she made it all the more harder for them and in turn made sure she couldn’t do any spell and made her weak . until she found a loophole to their plans , a part of the house she was kept in that didn’t restrained her powers . waiting for the right moment and harnessing her strength , she secretly perfected and made the witch-killing spell john did when he killed her mother , into her own . a demon killing spell . 
—  she escaped that night and found herself in beacon hills a couple days later . unsure what to make of the town , let alone why can’t she escape it . all she knew was that she wanted to find bobby . someone she remembered john told her to call if anything should happen . 
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Weathering the (Christmas) Season by seidenapfel (now complete)
A Very Prompty Christmas - SPN Edition: Day 31 (New Year's Eve) 37,446 words (Chapters 31/31) // Explicit // No archive warnings apply Tags: AU - Canon Divergence, Angel Dean Winchester, Angel Castiel, Kid Jack Kline, Fluff, Christmas, Established Castiel/Dean, Minor Eileen Leahy/Sam Winchester, Angel Wings, Fluff and Smut, Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Topping from the Bottom, Wing Kink, Domestic Fluff, Alcohol, Medical Emergency, Angelic Grace-Powered Orgasms, Angelic Grace, Bottom Castiel/Top Dean Winchester, Wing Grooming, John Winchester's A+ Parenting, Minor Michael/Adam Milligan, Minor Claire Novak/Kaia Nieves, Minor Gabriel/Rowena McLeod, Marriage Proposal, Light BDSM, Bondage, Dom Castiel/Sub Dean Winchester, Angel True Forms, Dean Winchester Has a Panty Kink, Rimming, Light Angst, Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond, Blow Jobs, Anal Fingering, Wing Oil, New Year's Eve Summary: Dean, Cas and Jack celebrate their first proper Christmas as a family. Chapter Summary: Around the world in twenty-four hours, and beyond. Timestamp for Calming the Weather Read chapter 31 on AO3 Hope you enjoy. Not beta'd.
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name:   hope
nicknames:   hope   actually   is   a   nickname   because   it’s   my   middle   name!   my   first   name   is   lauren.   i’m   also   known   as   ziggy   because   of   my   intense   love   for   anything   david   bowie   or   labyrinth   related.
pronouns:   she   /   her
preference   of   communication:   tumblr   im   or   discord
most   active   muses:   honestly?   it   changes   daily!   my   utmost   most   active   are   the   ones   with   their   own   blogs,   denny   &   lucille,   but   genuinely         .   .   .         i   love   all   my   babies.   supernatural   wise,   right   at   this   exact   time,   i   would   say         :         adam   milligan,      bela   talbot,      ellen   harvelle,      john   winchester,      lee   webb         &         kelly   kline.   
experience   /   how   many   years:   listen         .   .   .         i’ve   been   roleplaying   since   we   used   to   make   freewebs   pages         &         try   to   advertise   on   neopets   without   getting   blocked.      if   you   know,   you   know.      if   you   don’t,   then   let’s   just   go   with   15   +   years.
platforms   you   use:   these   days   it’s   only   tumblr   and   occasionally   discord.   
best   experience:   roleplaying   has   literally   given   me   so   many   experiences.   i’ve   been   bridesmaid   twice   at   two   separate   weddings   to   people   i   met   through   roleplaying.   i’ve   met   my   sister,   who   came   to   live   with   me   for   a   month,   through   roleplaying.   i   was   given   a   cameo   from   ruby   modine   by   a   long   term   roleplaying   pal   just   this   christmas   eve.   for   me,   the   best   experience   about   writing   is   the   people   you   meet   and   the   friends   you   make.   
rp   pet   peeves:   i   run   a   lot   of   multi   -   muse   blogs,   so   i   think   my   biggest   pet   peeve   is   when   one   particular   muse   is   favoured   over   everyone   else.   don’t   get   me   wrong.   a   part   of   me   loves   the   hype,   but   it   can   be   super   disheartening   to   realise   someone   only   followed   you   for   the   one   person   when   you   have   so   many   others   available.   i’m   also   really   not   a   big   fan   of   call-outs      /      psa   type   posts   overwhelming   my   dash.   it   triggers   anxiety.   
fluff,   angst   or   smut:   give   me   all   three.   i’ll   never   pick   a   favourite.   it’s   like   asking   arthur   weasley   to   pick   his   favourite   child.   
long   or   short   replies:   write   whatever   you’ve   got   the   inspiration   for.   i’m   not   the   kind   of   writer   who   thinks   we   have   to   match.   i   think   we   should   write   whatever   comes   to   mind   and   work   with   it!   sometimes   when   i   do   a   starter   call,   i’ll   keep   them   to   one   -   liners         .   .   .         but   then   i’ll   gradually   build   them   into   paragraphs   when   i   reply.
best   time   to   write:   whenever   the   muse   hits,   my   dude.   don’t   force   that   shit.   let   it   flow   naturally.   
are   you   like   your   muses:   i   wish   i   was   a   super   cool   badass   hunter   saving   the   world,   but   sadly   no.
tagged   by:  @lilyspaintedred​ 
tagging:   you!   
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jun 4
you do not gate keep horror
Keeping things age appropriate for kids, gore appropriate to people's sensibilities yes, but everyone has the right to horror.
Anything else I have to explain this morning to people who should be past the psychological threshold that other people might think differently than they do? Everyone cool with the idea of that and how getting out of the crab bucket and exposing yourself to a bigger and more varied world can make you a better person?
I've always wanted a Hawaiian shirt, I have a t-shirt that says Weird and a small accordion, I might just have to go buy one now.
What? Were you not invited to the Let's Watch the Oldest View and Scare the Bejesus out of Wendigoon party and you're salty about it?
And speaking of thalassophobia might I suggest having some friends over and watching an EV Nautilus dive? They're the science s ROV geeks who squeed over the googly eyed squid and called a gulper eel a Muppet. You have to yell "squat lobster!" back every time they see one and take a drink (if you do) whenever they find something purple and/or slorp.
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Project wise I think I'm about half way thru the cutting of fabric patches.
On closer look the Unoa Lusis decided she doesn't want clothes made form the BBQ fabric. The line is literally called "Bar-B-Que" by Nancy J Smith and Lydia S Milligan for Possibilities. I found a partial selvedge and it will go in my tornado of thought book. It is adorable and worth looking in to.
I had to remind myself of the original intention of the patch project which was to clear out the stash and scraps and with some exceptions if the dolls wanted clothes out of anything in the No Two Patches the Same quilt they could have said so at any time.
Just bought a more agreeable boarder print yesterday, and I need two more patches to complete it. I have decided it will be plenty big enough, about full size, and it's time to finish it. All I want is the right variegated thread to do some of the boarder quilting with. Might consider the embroidery floss on a spool.
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Multiple Personality Disorder More Accepted. Schenectady Gazette, Aug. 1, 1987.
By JEANNE REALL
AKRON, Ohio (UPI) - "The Minds of Billy Milligan," "Sybil" and "The Three Faces of Eve" are books about only three people, but they contains details of myriad personalities.
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DISCLAIMER: This blog serves to archive things related to trauma, dissociation, and complex dissociative disorders (CDDs), such as DID, Partial DID, and some people with OSDD or UDD. Keep in mind that some of the things on this blog may be outdated and inaccurate to the current and modern understandings of trauma, dissociation, and CDDs!
While the works have done much to publicize the existence of multiple personality disorder, the syndrome went virtually unrecognized until the last quarter-century and still is challenged in the medical profession.
There is an increasing acceptance, however, according to Dr. Moshe Torem, head of the University of Akron's psychiatry and behavioral sciences department.
The cause of the disorder is believed to be child abuse, particularly sexual abuse
Recent studies, when averaged, show that at least 25 percent of all adult women and 10 percent of the men in this country experienced some form of sexual abuse as children, Torem said.
About 4 percent of such victims may suffer repeated abuse during crucial developmental stages and fall prey to MPD, experts say, although this may be an underestimate.
William Milligan, who has been diagnosed as having 24 personalities, says he himself was a victim of rape as a child.
Milligan was committed to state custody in 1978 after being found innocent by reason of insanity of raping three women abducted near the Ohio State University campus in Columbus.
During medical therapy, court hearings and interviews, Milligan told of repeated sexual abuse by his father, who allegedly forced the youth to dig his own grave and buried him alive. Milligan said his father threatened to return him to the ground and leave him to die if the youth ever told anyone of the abuse.
His father has denied the accusations.
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Doctors say Milligan coped with the abuse and his disjointed life by relegating pain to part of his mind, in a personality known as David. Other abuse was handled by lesbian Adalana, and deaf Shawn endured beatings in silence.
Dr. Cornelia Wilbur of Lexington, Ky., one of nine psychiatrists who have confirmed Milligan's multiple personality disorder, also fused the 16 personalities of a patient known as Sybil, later the subject of a book and television play.
Doctors say Sybil was also the victim of sexual torture as a child.
Chris Sizemore, subject of "The Three Faces of Eve" (1957), was diagnosed as having 22 personalities. She was traumatized as a child by witnessing a series of violent, bloody events.
Sizemore was successfully treated, has written a book, "I Am Eve," and is working on another. She attended an April conference on MPD hosted by Torem and Akron General Medical Center.
"She is living testimony that the disease can be completely cured," Torem said. "Sybil also is testimony."
Milligan remains in state custody after nearly 10 years, though he freed himself for about five months by escaping last July 4 from the Central Ohio Psychiatric Hospital in Columbus.
Milligan has been under the supervision of a hospital administrator, who has said publicly he does not believe in multiple personalities.
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"It's not a matter of believing or disbelieving, that's for religion," Torem said. "This is science. This is a matter of looking at the facts and forming your conclusions using a scientific method."
Torem, who attended medical school in the 1960s and performed his residency in the mid 1970s, is not surprised by the lack of recognition accorded MPD. He feels he may have overlooked incidences of multiple personality disorder before he diagnosed his first case in 1980.
"In school I was told, "This disease is so rare that you will never see a case in the whole lifetime of your career, so it would be a waste of time to study it," he said.
Misunderstanding may have led some people to confuse MPD with schizophrenia - "two totally different disease," he said.
Schizophrenics sometimes are known as "split personalities." People with MPD can have a multitude of personalities, with the average being nine or 10, experts say.
Schizophrenia can be treated with antipsychotic drugs. While some types of medicine can be helpful in treating MPD, the disorder does not respond to anti-psychotic drugs. Treatment generally is psychotherapy used in conjunction with hypnosis, Moshe said.
MPD is caused by child abuse, schizophrenia is inherited.
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"Schizophrenia can happen in the best of families, even if you had all the loving care in the world," Torem said. "Schizophrenia is a genetically inherited disease of the brain. It runs in families, like diabetes."
Another distinction, Torem said, is that schizophrenics often believe they hear voices coming from outside their heads, while victims of MPD usually hear voices within their minds.
While schizophrenics can be managed with medication, they cannot be cured, Torem said. MPD, on the other hand, "has an excellent prognosis, with many cases where full integration (of personalities) and cures are achieved."
Skepticism continues, however, partly because of the public's interpretation of the label "multiple personality disorder."
To many people, Torem said, the name evokes an unbelievable, fairy-tale image of several people existing in one body, rather than the very real situation of several personalities struggling within one mind.
Public acceptance of the disorder might be increase, he said, if people realized it is a form of post-traumatic stress disorder, which is best known as an affliction suffered by some Vietname War veterans.
The stigma attached to both child abuse and the Vietnam War compels victims to hide their problem, complicating it further.
"A child suffered repetitive abuse. He couldn't run away, couldn't fight it or flee from it, so he floated with it; he used internal escape. Part of his personality shut off to deal with the depression, pain, hurt, and another part of the child went on as if nothing has happened," Torem said.
"If (trauma) happens early in life and continues through crucial developmental stages, you have split ego states that develop in a parallel track and they don't communicate with each other. You have a barrier of amnesia between these states
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Dr. Bill Smith, chief clinical psychologist at the Menninger Foundation in Topeka, Kansas, said the mechanism behind MPD is the same as the one that gives creative writers a basis for developing unusual characters.
"Most who develop this disorder are bright and highly creative. The figures they come up with are often creative and highly embellished," he said.
"Multiple personality is sort of a caricature of the normal process where individuals have a repertoire of selves," Smith said. "We all have sort of an angry self that we keep under control, and maybe a rebellious self, a more flamboyant, exhibitionistic self.
"Sometimes these 'selves' will come out more under the influence of drugs or alcohol, perhaps at a party. They are different sides of us that get activated under certain circumstances, but we still know it's us.
"The multiple personality is so extreme that the selves have no knowledge of the existence of the others," he said.
Smith said most MPD victims develop more than four personalities and average anywhere from nine to 13. The process becomes self-perpetuating, he said, as a victim learns to hide "undesirable" traits, such as anger, greed, or promiscuity outside his or her central personality.
"It continues with anger, greed, and so on, as more unacceptable parts of the person - or parts of the person the parents cannot tolerate - all get channeled off into fantasy-created, submerged selves.
"In a family where literacy and academic achievement are actually discouraged, the person may develop a highly intelligent, highly literate personality" that is kept hidden from critical parents, he said.
Smith said psychologists find a much higher incidence of multiple personality disorder among females than males.
"Little girls are more likely to be abused and be victims of incest than are little boys," he said. "Also, since MPD almost always involves an antisocial side, males multiples end up in prison, while female multiples end up in hospitals, because society still is much less likely to prosecute females.
"Unfortunately, if we can't always adequately diagnosis MPD in mental hospitals, it certainly isn't going to be diagnosed in prisons."
If victims are good enough at hiding abusive family lives and the ensuing problems, their reward may be accusations that their disorder is really a hoax. Even "beleivers" often doubt whether the condition can be cured. In Milligan's case, doctors' efforts to gain his freedom caused public outrage and fears that his violent behavior would recur.
Torem said problems are possible, but such fears are irrational. Even if they do have a relapse, people with MPD "at least know that they need to get help to cope."
The Ohio Legislature is debating a bill that would abolish the plea used by Milligan, innocent by reason of insanity, and replace it with "guilty but mentally ill."
Some people advocate that offenders who use the new plea should be forced to serve time in prison after they are treated for their mental illness.
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Inspired by @gayest-persona-character
Do you have opinions about who is the gayest character in CW's hit show Supernatural? Well you have certainly come to the right to place.
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Rules:
Vote for the character that you think is the most gay/queer whether that be because of gender, or sexuality, no matter if you think they’re non-binary, ace, gay, bi, pan, aro, lesbian, etc. You can vote based on vibes, or canon, it doesn’t matter as long as everyone is having fun here.
I will allow propaganda in the form of asks and reblogs! Please be respectful to other people’s headcanons, not everyone has the same ones!
Tagging these guys for their vibes + shared characters:
@queer-coded-tourney
@immortal-x-mortal-tourney
@most-mistreated-characters
@wasted-women
I understand that these kinds of events can get quite heated, and it's all cool to be passionate, but I will block you if you start threatening or insulting me, or other voters. I will not hesitate to block you.
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Spike Milligan: 'Follies of the Wise'
As the festive season approached in 1970, families would have pored over the special edition of the Radio Times to see what treats the three television channels could offer. If on New Year’s Eve had they walked across the room to warm up the set, and twiddled the knob to find BBC One, they would have seen a programme called Follies of the Wise presented by Spike Milligan. The writer, actor and…
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