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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 3 months

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Meet the Bean

(I will be updating this post as I discover and draw my forms)

Name: Genna Brooks

Pronouns: She/Her & Shay/Ter

LGBT Status: Genderqueer, PanDemic (panromantic & demiromantic), Asexual (repulsed)

Nonhuman (NOT therian or otherkin)

Eldritch Shapeshifter

No True Form. Always more than meets the eye.

My forms/sonas:

Human

Toon Ink Demon (based on Bendy and the Ink Machine) - 3 variations

"Shapeshifter" (based on the Shapeshifter from A Hat In Time)

Pokémalgam - 2 variations

Luna Moth - 5 variations

Water - 5 variations

Ghost

Animatronic/Robot (based on Five Nights at Freddy's)

TV Head

Shadow

Plushie - 2 variations

Puppet (based on Welcome Home)

Glitch

Disassembly Drone (based on Murder Drones)

Golden Crowned Flying Fox (fruit bat) - 2 variations

Echo

AS (U avatar | based on Belle)

Maned Wolf - 2 variations

Eel mer - 2 variations (1) (2)

Howler (based on Ghosts Among The Wildflowers) - 2 variations

Yellow-headed Box Turtle (based on Rise of the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles) - 2 variations

Space/Nebula

Fae

Black American Shorthair Cat - 2 variations

Spring-Limbed Jester thing (I don't really have a good name for this one yet) (based on The Amazing Digital Circus)

Skeleton

Fluffy Skull Faced Creechur

Cryptid Canine

Striped Owl - 2 variations

Dragon

Slime

Reptilian Centaur

Ink Cap Mushroom

Bold Jumping Spider - 2 variations

Striped Skunk - 2 variations

Common Raccoon- 2 variations

Opossum- 2 variations

Bee - 2 variations

Void (based on Minecraft, lol)

Chocolate Ferret - 2 variations

Brown Rat - 2 variations

Otter - 2 variations

Purple Skimmer Dragonfly - 2 variations

Squirrel - 2 variations

Japanese Giant Flying Squirrel (yes, this one is different) - 2 variations

Raven - 2 variations

Anna's Hummingbird- 2 variations

Axolotl - 2 variations

Backrooms Entity

Snowflake Obsidian

Lava/Magma

Lightning Bug (Firefly) - 2 variations

Potato Bug

Moss

Cordyceps

Sunflower

To Be Named Poppy Playtime themed thingie

Fern

Acorn

Fire

Fox (specific kind currently unknown)

Scorpion (specific kind currently unknown)

Dog (Shiba Inu/Golden Retriever/Husky mix)

Wolf/Werewolf

Chromian (Prism World)

African Wild Dog

Jackrabbit

Personified Railroad Crossing

Dandelion

Sea bunny

Selkie

Pumpkin head

Snapdragon

Sakura

Cherry

Vampire

Candy Corn

Strawberry

Blue Raspberry

Phoenix

Pony (MLP FiM)

Pulsar Star

Blanket Critter

Worm OFF the String (with legs :3)

Music box

Wind

Geode

Eyeball head

Pigeon

Seagull

Griffin

Gargoyle

Frog

Gingerbread cookie

Soot sprite

Boombox

"Witch"

Squishy silicone cat lamp

Clock

Jellyfish

Flamingo

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 2 months

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Does anyone else have issues with people touching your stuff?

Like. Whenever my dad or younger brother come into my room they like to grab something and fidget with it and it makes me really physically uncomfortable for some reason.

I just. Really hate it when people touch my stuff. Like. Plz don't.

Whenever someone does that I'm all like

internally. But I feel like I can't show my irritation externally and it's really frustrating.

An example is When people ask if they can use/see/hold my phone for a bit, I feel really irritated for no reason. Like, no. Don't touch my stuff.

It's just a really animalistic reaction. like those videos of people trying to grab something from their dog and the dog just growls and bites at them to scare them away.

I'm honestly thinking about making a sign for my door that says something like "DO NOT TOUCH ANYTHING (without asking first)." Because I'm getting really fed up with it all.

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 2 months

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I'm currently fighting for my life with artblock rn so...

Could you guys send me some asks/comments/etc with an expression/pose & one of my forms (list can be viewed here)? You can send an outfit too if you want. Pictures are proffered, but you can also just write a description.

Also plz share! I wanna get as many suggestions as possible to help me break outta my artblock.

Ok thx bye!

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 4 months

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Being nonhuman and autistic is really rough sometimes. Like, I wanna run around barefoot like a little feral creature, but the feeling of the ground on my bare feet is just auOGH ICK BLEH ANJDWNDJDWHDIW.

It feels so oogy. The worst is hard floors, small rocks/dirt/gravel, and grass (I have allergies so grass just makes me itchy T^T i wanna touch grass so badly but it's not fun for me)

#eldritchbean speaks #nonhuman community #nonhumanity #nonhuman #non human #nonhuman things #autism #sensory issues #nonhuman with autism

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 13 days

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Hello! I'm very nervous about this. I'm used to people thinking I'm joking about being a shapeshifting alien from Saturn's rings, but if there's legit people who would believe me, I need more people in my life like that. I'm not even from this dimension, but I got trapped in a human body that should belong to someone else. My original body is currently being held by a Historian in another dimension and timeline, as my partner and I are trying to find our way out of here. I'm curious to know how many more like us are trapped in this dimension who shouldn't be here.

Hi! I'm not sure how much I can help, as I am a (non-omniscient) eldritch being rather than an alien, but I can at least try to get your message out there in hopes of others like you finding it! I really hope you find a way to find your way back to your home dimension and original body. Best of luck!

#eldritchbean answers #anon ask #alien shapeshifter #saturn #shapeshifting alien from Saturn's rings

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 24 days

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So some of my family & I are in Greece with a tour group, and it has been SO AMAZING.

And yet, I can't even escape my dysphoria here. I was kinda hoping that all the cool fun stuff would distract me, but instead it sometimes makes me feel all to aware.

Yesterday we were climbing up the hill at the Acropolis, and I found myself desperately wishing that my wings were solid and that I could just fly up.

Not to mention it was extremely crowded and people kept walking through my wings, and while it normally doesn't bother me when that happens, this time it was extremely uncomfortable. I had to pull them inside in the crowded areas.

And tonight while I was showering it punched me in the gut super hard. I ended up taking forever and my brother had to come knock on the bathroom door to ask me to hurry so he could use the bathroom.

I feel really bad that my family keeps getting involved with my issues. It's not my fault, but I still feel really guilty for some reason.

IDK. Maybe things will get better. I'll let y'all updated. I'm hoping to post some pictures :3

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 1 month

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shaving your legs not because society says to but because the creature you are (at the moment) doesn't have body hair

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 1 month

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Hhhhhhggg I really wanna make a nest but my bed is too small :(

And I don't have enough space anywhere else in my room either :((

Someday I'll have my own place and can make a bunch of nests all over but until then I'll just have to try to be patient.

#eldritchbean speaks

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 2 months

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I made my own ID card based on this

I made a few variations. I'm really quite happy with how it turned out :3

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 3 months

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Had a bit of a rough day today

My dysphoria followed me into my dreams. I really hate it when that happens because dreams are supposed to be my safe space where I can do and be things I can't experience in real life.

I slept all day because my depression and burnout have been really bad lately (and have been keeping me up super late at night), and I didn't want to be awake when that meant having to deal with my body feeling wrong.

It's hard to want to get up when you aren't supposed to have legs that day.

Luckily my family is super cool. I recently came out to those of them that didn't previously know, and while most of them just Don't Get It, they've been super nice and cool about it. So I don't have to hide anymore at home. That really helped.

#cw vent #vent post #tw vent #vent #eldritchbean speaks #eel #eel day #eel mer #eel form #nonhuman things #nonhumanity #non human #nonhuman #shapeshifter #shape shifter

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 3 months

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I'm so mad I'm just trying to get in the shower after my exercise and my brain won't let me.

I love the water. I love being clean. I like the splish splash. Water is soooo great.

But.... My dumb species dysphoria keeps getting in the way because Ew My Human Body Feels So Gross Right Now.

Ough...... This is The Worst.

#my mom made me this thing though to cover me up so i don't hafta see myself when i shower #it's super nice but...#it can be kinda hard to wash around sometimes.#super nice of my mom to do for me and i do love it #she even did it before i told her about my non human identity #thanks Mom you're the best #nonhuman #nonhuman things #nonhuman community #nonhumanity #non human #eldritchbean speaks

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eldritchbean-shapeshifter · 3 months

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This year I made a new year's resolution for the first time since childhood.

I decided I want to exercise for at least half an hour, at least 3 days a week.

So far I've been doing really well!!! I've been using the treadmill in my basement.

I didn't really make this resolution for health purposes (though that is still a huge part of it. I am so out of shape lol).

No. My main reason is because.

I WANNA RUN.

I WANNA GO FAST.

I WANT TO ZOOM AROUND LIKE A DOG DOES THE MOMENT THEY ARE LET OFF THE LEASH

I WANNA CAUSE MASS MAYHEM LIKE A CAT AT 3 AM.

I WANT TO NYOOOOOM.

I want to frolick and run and play without feeling like my lungs are going to implode after 5 seconds.

My inner creature desires to be free to run for as long as I like.

So Imma make it happen. :3

#eldritchbean speaks #gotta go fast #zoomies #nonhuman #nonhuman things #nonhuman community #nonhumanity #non human

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