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smtown-tourist · 8 months

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Taemin:

Proves time and time again that he is every K-pop fan’s Bias Wrecker even if they aren’t a Shawol

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moonilit · 5 months

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I met Freminet for a day and a half but if anything happens to him i will kill everyone in Tyvat then myself

#Precious baby precious #Send help send help the adoption papers controls me #Sweet baby honey baby who hurt you!!!#Point them to me i will fight them #I want a LIST!#Who were these landowners i will fucking murder them!! We will start from the bottom up i will fight all of them #I don’t have a single physical artifact i never played it and he is claymore #But we will be working on it sweetie we will get you geared up #Kaeya make room there is a new kid in the family!!#Me handing him to rosaria ”you know what you really here for sister”#Keep him safe at ALL COSTS #Rosaria somehow end up looking after the little physical boys #genshin impact #freminet

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8rujaa · 7 months

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to anyone dealing with ptsd, has there been anything that has helped relieve some of the symptoms?

#im emotionally stuck due to the constant reliving of what happened #i get these weirdly intense flashbacks where i can remember the how the fabric of the couch looked like up close #and how they felt. and how everything looked. the way the colored lights hit the room a certain way #i think i did myself a disservice by thinking i was soooo in love that i didn’t want to forget any details lmao #now i can remember everything like a photograph and sometimes i find myself back in my old apartment and the fear floods my chest #and i can’t breathe and my stomach starts turning it’s terrible. i really felt like i was in hell #i stopped smoking ouid 3 weeks ago bc whenever these flashbacks would happen the high would make them HD and it would send me into a loop #but now i think weed was the thing keeping me above water… it’s been a rough 3 weeks. but before i start smoking again #i wanted to ask if anyone found something else that made it a little easier #it’s been months since our break up and i really want to move on. i’ve tried to meet other people but i’m terrified of men #and i find myself unable to connect with anyone…#i’ve been physically better which i am so grateful for because being unhealthy was my biggest reason i was so depressed #i’ve been doing therapy but i talk about the same thing with her every week. i’m tired of it #i think i’m still in disbelief that they did that to me. i never thought they’d be capable of hurting someone so badly.#i can’t get over the fact that he r***** me for months while i was disabled and pretended not to know what he was doing was bad #i realized he knew when he tried to make it look like i was crazy. that made me really sad. i think i was hoping he was clueless so #i could still believe he was a good person… or at least the man i fell in love with. i was willing to forgive him once he apologized…#when he tried to make it seem like i was going insane the blindfold came off and i saw him for who he really was #like no wonder i was so scared of u dude… no wonder i kept having panic attacks anytime we were together and i couldn’t sleep next to u #i’ve been afraid to admit that shit broke me as a person. i don’t think i’ll ever be the same. i can’t function.#plus knowing i stayed for her bc i was worried for her and didn’t want her to experience the same thing without someone there bc i realized #how good he was at gaslighting and lying. only to find out she was waiting for an excuse to get rid of me… she wanted me gone…#i went thru all that for nothing…#and i still don’t understand why each time i tried to leave for my own good- to get medical help and support they begged me to stay!!! why #brain vomit

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rosaacicularis · 1 year

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which was more culturally significant, the renaissance or hermitgang

#it all started when grian touched my redstone he played himself like a xylophone set on automatic doc monster is a savage with technical #skills and crazy vocal acrobatics i’m a legend of the nho with etho beef and double o docmc is coming for you seven fold i got rendog and #other firemen to douce the flames that you shoot at this leviathan iskall can try again you think i’m in hiding i’m just biding my time #putting pen to paper coming up with rhymes were the star studded group got together just to crush you once we start something you know were #going to see it through i’m the knight the soldier who brings the fight at first light y’all had to incite so now i gotta indict you’re #guilty of getting murdered with words y’all are outgunned go home nerds hermitgangx16 if you think you can stop the symmetry that’s false #gteam is dialling for help but i’m in ignoring their calls and when their bodies dissolve you know that false’s on a killing spree try to #stop my pvp and perish painfully i’m the queen of hearts heads and body parts your diamond armour can’t compare to my martial arts i’ll #send a poison dart to make you breath your final breath gteams name will be the only thing left caffeinated animated redstone innovator my #behaviour’s crazy can’t phase me impulse is never lazy tango why would you betray now my scope is aiming better run from cover from all the #ghast balls that i be taming without a sound without no hesitation my creations are amazing better watch your step or the gteam will end up #blazing whos the better team there is no controversy but before it’s said and done y’all be begging us for mercy hermitgangx16 x gone give #it to ya i’m gone give it to ya x gone give it to ya what lyrical boxing dropping blows on all my foes and the gteam they’re looking #unclean needing some sunscreen burnt by words this herd of nerds it’s ubsurd how my rhymes got them injured danger danger i got lasers to #cut them up like razors it’s flexing season and i got flavour their weak defenses like trenches and fences that these dense heads are #presenting they’re presenting them alright they’re not very good i could walk over them i could jump over them i could use an ender pearl i #could use my elytra come one gteam geez hermitgangx16 now i’m back and i got some things i wanna say what’s the letter that starts the #alphabet a ladies get it line the diggity be on the way cleo don’t know who she freaking with all the signs say to notify her next of kin #this digitty dog be dropping bombs nothing but hits spit that line again brrr cause the message is i could mumble rap and still be the best #there is hermitgangx16 oh you wanted me to do a verse i’ll have to check with gteam i mean i’ll have to check my schedule to see if i can #see if i’m able to do that sort of thing busy guy lots of things to do oh do averse bananas do a verse bananas i just don’t know if it’s a #good idea for me to a part of this song really #i just typed all of that out from memory im a little bit insane i think

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ssreeder · 1 year

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i never realized you were getting those rude comments I'm so sorry, ao3 has a newer feature that makes you able to block certain accounts from commenting, so if you're getting multiple comments from the same person you can block them

awwww I promise I’m just being sensitive & over dramatic because they really aren’t that bad! Im sure people get much worse & I truly get so many positive compliments I shouldn’t dwell on the handful I have gotten that I deem to be rude.

I did learn about that new feature on ao3!! It’s pretty cool they let you do that!

Thanks anon <3

#I don’t get that many #if I got 1000 comments I’d say 10 have been ‘rude’#it’s more like… one person tries to be helpful #like give me some advice #even though I didn’t ask for it lol #which is fine!#then another person will add their advice #& then sometimes another person will add theirs #which it’s just #who wants to read that?? ya know??#it’s me just sensitive #but I also think we live in a world where everyone on the internet has an opinion #& everyone wants to be heard #so they’re screaming in spaces not designed for that #from what I understand #ao3 authors don’t want feedback unless they specifically ask for it #& I do ask for feedback!! from people I trust and people I send my doc to before posting #I don’t ask stranger anon commenter on ao3 they didn’t like this or that or this was weird #anyway it’s really not a big deal #it just happened the last like two chapters in a row & idk I am moody sometimes and I took them too hard #I’m not perfect I KNOW THIS #but jeez I’ve been writing for two ish three idk years only leave me the fuck alone #just posting my shitty stories on ao3 #for the handful of people who wanna read them #anyway thanks anon #I don’t really wanna keep talking about this #because I really get HUNDREDS of kind comments and asks and I have a beauitful following #but idk this irked me lately and I know it’s made me less confident #& less enthusiastic to post new chapter #(but not less enthusiastic to write them haha)

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designernishiki · 8 months

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oh baby I knew it from the fuckin moment the addc was introduced that there’s just no damn way they DIDNT have some legally sketchy shit going on with the alzheimers/dementia patients and unethical clinical trials. I feel so vindicated right now

#im on chapter 9 of judgement #I know my SHIT when it comes to human experimentation and medical ethics #and criminal investigation in general frankly that’s a big reason I was so excited to play this game (I’ve taken college classes in this)#but yeah the moment the addc is introduced and we see the layout of the place and details like the gigantic dementia patient ward right next #to the research facility and such I was like mm….. that can’t be good #I was rambling to my friend during that like. yeah they could probably get away with doing basically whatever they want with these patients #because of all the conditions to research alzheimer’s and dementia make for some of the easiest to strip subjects of their autonomy #making informed consent and whatnot most likely not an issue and complaints about malpractice or what have you extremely easy to stifle #ie; if you are a patient there you are probably just straight up trapped. no one’s gonna listen to you you have no autonomy and-#the sad but true fact about the situation is that people don’t have the time/resources/capacity to be caretakers for their alzheimers/#dementia-ridden loved ones so a place like this- a leading research/medical facility said to be on its way to finding a cure and changing #the world- would seem like the perfect place to send a loved one in need of full time care and trust that they will do nothing but good #so it’s a great setup to get patients who are likely to die as it is- who have no autonomy- who have no credibility- and have nowhere to go.#I couldn’t help but think about that like. immediately after seeing the ward #so. here we are. let’s see where this goes #judgement #judgment spoilers #rambling #I have a weird special interest sorta thing in medical ethics / human experimentation and I have a character who literally teaches a #class on the topic (and is a surgeon) so. that’s why I’m like. especially intrigued right now

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crossbackpoke-check · 1 year

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I have to ask about good dog bad dream <3

🥰🥰 oh i was HOPING for this one. ok so y’all may actually know a little bit already because it exists in the tags as tyler borzoituzzi but! good dog bad dream is the working document title/notes compilation for a fic that started with the premise of “well you see that’s actually not a dog that’s my blorbo from my hrpf shifter wolf au—”

and, because i have never formally addressed it or put it anywhere other than the tags, three important details about this fic:

this IS a semi-au fic about the detroit red wings, set vaguely in the 2018-19 season, because the wings sucked that year (but not as bad as 2019-20)

this is ALSO a fic that is mainly about tyler bertuzzi and dylan larkin, with some other wings thrown in because i've never met an ensemble i couldn't shove into a love story

this 100% exists because of mickey redmond calling tyler a junkyard dog every chance he gets and me every time going "okay but what if literally though" -> 🐺

#me 🤝 the detroit red wings hippo campus hive mind #liv in the replies #the way that this fic exists fully formed in my brain & i just need it!!! to come out as a narrative!!!#where is the brainworm to print fic button. where is it #also the way in which i’m just like ‘yeah the fic is tyler borzoituzzi’ ok but can we have a title please. like a real one.#because somehow out of 20 pages of bertuzzi-thesis-dog-related quotes i have not found a title. ???? help. i also have a whole titles note #for just collecting phrases to use as titles (sometimes with specific ideas sometimes just vibes sometimes like oh i like that phrase)#not to mention the fact that my quote doc for the bertuzzi thesis has a more embarrassing title but like it’s fine!!#UPDATE THE DOC HAS ACTUAL WRITING IN IT 🚨🚨 I REPEAT WE HAVE REAL NARRATIVE NOT TAG NOT!FIC #WE ARE AT A SOLID ALMOST 1K!!! THIS IS THANKS TO Y’ALL!!! don’t ask how long the document with notes is tho. also how many scenes are done 🙃#anyway i have had this reply written for like two days but keep not posting it because i wanted to be able to have something written to give #but also there’s another ask about good dog bad dream so this one will be info (boring) (sorry) and i will post a snippet in the next ask <3 #me vs not wanting to spoil things vs literally the entire plot of this already written out in the tags: fight #tyler borzoituzzi #WAIT MY TAGS DIDN’T SAVE 😭😭😭#you’re missing the one of me going ‘🥺🥰☺️😭💕‼️🥹 thank you for the ask’#lmaooo tumblr out here like ‘bro you can’t do that every time someone sends an ask’ ok well watch me. what if i DO cherish every interaction #wip ask game

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insanechayne · 8 months

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#I have so much I want to say but nothing I can actually articulate #how do I make you see how much you’re hurting me? how do I make you see how much I love you at the same time?#you grew a conscience too little too late and I was left to hang for it #I keep trying to be who you want but it feels like there’s no version of me that will make you happy #and I feel the distance growing between us every day because of how you’re pushing me away #but still you’ll say everything is fine and I just have to accept things the way they are #it doesn’t matter what I say or do because everything I say/do is always wrong in your eyes #I’m always fucking things up somehow and making you angry #so it’s at the point where I just have to stifle my feelings and swallow my pride and try to keep you happy #do you remember how we became friends? you reached out to me to help me with my anxiety from a post you stumbled across #but I feel that now if I were to share any of those kinds of feelings with you I’d be mostly ignored or it would start another fight #how can you say you’re always supportive when there’s no way to talk to you when I really need you because you’re simply not here?#how can you be mad at me for wanting more time with you when there are days you only send me one message and nothing else?#and still the thought of losing you hurts so much that I’d rather just concede to whatever you want #I’d rather let you crush me and dictate how our whole relationship will go than see you walk away from me #I know that’s so unhealthy but I don’t care anymore because I just need you that much #I hate this stupid connection we seem to have and how we’re still so drawn to each other even when we’re hurt and angry #it would be so much easier if you were just some guy I could block #but you’re not because you’ve become my best friend and that in itself is so horribly pathetic it makes me sick #I just can’t get these thoughts out and so I feel sick and anxious and I just want to sleep this all away #how do I say any of this to you? i don’t think I could really #personal

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floral-hex · 8 months

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I’m out of town for a couple of days for my brother’s chess tournament and the internet in this hotel sucks butts and I only brought one book with me 😓

#sucks butts IN A BAD WAY #this is the same hotel that held the last couple of big chess tournaments my brother entered #so I’ve been here a few times but this is the first time I’m actually renting a room instead of driving back and forth each day #so positive: got a room and don’t have to drive a bunch. negative: no continental breakfast 😒#they have a little tiny starbucks but no free breakfast which is bullshit!#also all of my books are stilled packed up from moving bc I’m lazy so I couldn’t grabbed any one I really wanted to read #but I did get a free copy of Stephen King’s ‘On Writing’ the other day so I brought that #and yeah I am kinda pumped to peruse that. Mr King is a pretty cool dude and I def want his writing tips #but also… I just kinda would rather read something about a fucked up wizard or something ya know?#anyway I always feel weird or annoying saying this but if you want to send me any asks or anything to help pass my time then by all means #or not. it’s cool. really. I hate bugging people and I hate coming off as desperate & needy outside of the bedroom #im going to be mushy and say im kind of excited to spend the night sleepover style with my little bro here #he’s getting older and it’s getting harder to convince him to hang out with me #love this little dude so gosh darn much #oh man what if we get a pizza and watch a movie together? would that be cool? is that something teenagers like to do with their older bros?#i’m so lame #being like 18 years older than your younger brother means you get to fulfill your cool uncle/dad vibes without actually having kids #ok I have to stop myself from filling this with tags about wishing I was a dad or being whatever #what was I saying before?… did I even have a point?#oh yeah… bad internet… only one book… I’m hungry… yeah…#this isn’t important #you can ignore this #text

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pepprs · 1 year

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i didn’t quit my counselor bc i was so busy w the retreat and now im seeing him in 9 minutes ermmmmm

#purrs #i thought abt doing it on friday but i was busy and also i felt bad bc i didn’t want to just drop it on him w/o time for him to get support #from his supervisor and profs in dealing w it lol. so yeah yet again i remained in an uncomfortable situation in order to make someone else #comfortable and put (WHAT I PRESUME TO BE) their needs above my own. but im emailing him tomorrow to do it. or thursday. it’s more money Dow #down the drain which sucks but i did it to myself. i don’t want to hope that tonight is bad bc i was in a horrible place after we last #talked but i hope that tonight reaffirms that i need to leave and im gonna go thru it and schedule send the email for 7:19am on thursday so #as not to be suspicious. lol. dear god help me here we go #delete later

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 9 months

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“Where there’s smoke, there’s fire.” Absolutely. But is the fire wild and destructive; or safely contained and being used for something?

“Being into dark and disturbing media is a red flag.” I can’t disagree with that. Most people who are okay with committing crimes in real life are okay with viewing disturbing things for entertainment; however, many good (or neutral) people are okay with things in fiction that they wouldn’t be okay with in real life. If you don’t know someone at all — who they are, or what they do — you cannot judge their motivations for liking or disliking something. But absolutely exercise caution online when dealing with any group of people.

Some online communities may be so rife with actual illegal activity that it is best to stay away from them, despite much of the content within them being legal and — for the most part — morally neutral. As a result, the illegal activity may fly under the radar and be allowed to remain on the internet. In these cases, it is your responsibility to report the community to higher authorities, as people and/or animals will be adversely effected if you do nothing.

If you are comfortable pursuing the issue, do not block the content before you’re done reporting it, as you may need to try several times before someone does anything about it. You don’t want to cut off your access to evidence that can be used against a harmful group.

Do not leave comments or engage with the individuals within the harmful community in any way, shape, or form. You may want to tell them “go to hell you fucking degenerates,” and I understand how you might feel that’s the right thing to do… However! This is the kind of behavior that will get you blocked and banned; thereby cutting you off from any plans of reporting illegal activity after they’ve seen your comment. If you have no access to the content; you cannot report it. The best thing to do is go in silently.

Do not report — or even look at — any artwork or fiction; hurting and embarrassing yourself is all that will accomplish. If there is nothing “blatantly illegal” (such as photos or videos of illegal activity), look for other evidence of the members engaging in actual illegal activity (such as requesting photos or video of illegal activity, or confessing to crimes they’ve committed for others’ gratification), and report these instead, since that is precisely the conduct you are trying to prevent. You cannot put out a fire by waving away the smoke; you must get rid of the fire itself, which is causing the smoke.

But remember: not all smoke is caused by the same type of fire. Some can be from a stove left unattended; other types can be from a fireplace. You can’t call a fireman to put out your neighbor’s fireplace just because you don’t like seeing smoke come out their chimney.

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(If you tag this with ANY term followed by a word meaning “wanting two characters to kiss,” or potentially, “large boat,” I will throw a rock at you. This is about how to properly report content in a way that doesn’t waste moderators’ (or the FBI’s) time; because my belief system is practical and action-based rather than philosophical. Thanks.)

#internet safety #I guess that tag fits #I was helping report a subreddit focused on abusing animals (in exactly the way you think those animals were abused)#and lots of people were complaining about the artwork being gross and said they tried to report it #Buddy…#You are in a giant field of animal abuse confessions and “send pics and videos pls” posts and detailed threats about how people want #to harm animals for their own malign gratification; and all you‘re reacting to is the artwork???#I don’t give two fucks about what they’re drawing and neither will a court of law; only what they’re DOING #That subreddit is down by the way… one of my reports seems to have done it in because I got the notification for it #idk which post it was that I reported… but all the other ones until that point “didn’t violate the rules”#despite those posts soliciting real animal abuse media #So I — and others — mass reported it; and we annoyed them enough for them to finally ban it after like a month #I took a screenshot of my successful report and the “[redacted subreddit] has been banned” screen as trophies

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supergraphicultramoderngirl · 1 year

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. sigh.

#met hot neighbor today. it went relatively well #we got along pretty good there were only a couple stalls in the conversation when neither of us could think of a thing to say #but aside from that she was very nice and it was very chill #i have discovered a small problem though and that is no matter how physically/aesthetically attractive she is to me i don’t want to kiss her #like at all #which doesn’t make sense bc i do think she’s attractive and she’s not straight and we got along well so like what’s up with that #but then again i think in my head i’m comparing it to monday night where my best friend who has kissed me before was like all over me #and i wanted her to kiss me again then. just like a little.#except SHE IS FULLY TAKEN NOW. i physically CANNOT do anything abt it.#i have truly fucked myself over with this one #idk maybe i just don’t know hot neighbor well enough yet maybe if i get to know her more and we get comfortable with each other #then i’ll want to kiss her #i think i am learning tho that in order for me to want to kiss someone i need the person to be physically affectionate w me first or smth #in either case. i’m fucked. send help.#mari is irrelevant

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lilgynt · 9 months

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i will not call out no matter how much i want to (self affirmation) ((not working))

#personal #i’m not gonna call out especially bc i have a chance of doing way less today if i’m on that project again #it’ll still probably be dog shit after 5 and we’ll only have like 3 agents again #which i know means that supervisors is gonna send me that copy paste again that we go through every fucking week bc we only have like 3 #agents for 3 hours and i get she’s stressed but if i get that copy paste again just for her to be like no worries take ur time!!!#i’m gonna blow a fuckin gasket and make it so we only got two agents tonight #like is it specifically her fault? absolutely not fuck the company for not hiring more people and sucks she’s the only supervisor for a #hot second that’s not fair on her but flip side she’s burnin bridges with 1/3 agents she has for like fucking hours two nights of the week #like i have no desire to help you at all. mainly bc the message you said is literally fucking copied and pasted #just text me like a normal person!!! hey we’re slammed can i get you back on calls?#hey no rush but much longer on whatever aux?#i think i’d be annoyed no matter what bc it’s not fair nor my fault the company can’t balance agents during the day/night #but the copy paste and the same fucking convo everytime is killing me #and the way she’s the only to message me like this let alone every fucking shift we work together #i imagine she texts everyone this shit im not special but does not mean i don’t fucking hate it #re writing this almost made me call out 😭😭 i got so mad no i have to go in one bc i don’t want to be fired #two bc i might do fuck all today 😭 waited two hours yesterday for a project to review just doing fuck all

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moonfurthetemmie · 1 year

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Moonfur!

I made this :)

Haha. Been emotional neglected until slash. Even if she was to hurt. She would tend wound even if it's for her own amusement and entertainment. She is gentle like a real parent

:((

Poor kid

#I can see the (imaginary) question marks around Slash’s head #she’s so confused #gentle pat #andjdjdjdj ‘guys I think we need to find this kid a therapist they just hugged me’#‘cross that’s not. …actually given the circumstances that IS concerning’#‘yeah. exactly.’#‘are you sure they weren’t trying to tackle you to the ground or something??’#‘yeah they just?? hugged me????’#‘what the hell’#‘yeah kid needs some therapy we are NOT qualified to give’#they don’t really want to be responsible for the kid getting help (nvm the fact that they can’t for a number of reasons)#but in the other hand they have a feeling their parents will not help them either #ssoooo……what are they going to do with them?#mostly likely still send them through; if nothing else maybe they can find law enforcement when they get out #and tell them about their shitty home life so they can get better caretakers and proper therapy #this is a totally normal plan that a sane person would make. 100%. and they are perfectly sound of mind #Horror!DS #H!DS Slash

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rosepetalmark · 2 years

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was in a very complicated and emotionally draining situationship earlier this year that i’m still trying to heal from and gosh this is so hard

#we weren’t even dating or talking it was just my friend being overly talkative and invested after he and his gf broke up #but god the things he said and did made it seem like he wanted to be w me and I fell for him and it ended bad and now we don’t talk #it’s been months since we’ve talked actually and I’ve been okay but sometimes I can’t help but think what I did wrong #esp when he was the one constantly sending mixed signals #I shouldn’t care or beat myself up about this but it’s hard :(

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yoohyeontual · 2 years

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I’m in a fucking dream, this is not reality I refuse to believe it 😳

#I’m gonna meet with my friend soon… well soon what her schedule can give her HFBSJDBSJ #she work all the damn time last time I waited 2 month before seeing her #I hope this time it actually work and we become friends again 😭#even tho doing the main thing that made us fight to the point she had enough is dangerous #she wanted to go right to it first but I was like no we meet first #I’m not gonna go straight how it was before it would be too much of a shock for me #I don’t want the impression that it’s like before cause it’s not I don’t wanna get too comfortable and getting me heart break again #maybe after we finish this thing if we do maybe she won’t know what to say anymore and just ignore me all over again #ooooh I wish Cath was here with me I need my best friend I need a hug 😭#if I do see her today which is surely the case I don’t think she have today off #I’m sending a message to my friend or cousin and hang out with one I need to lose my mind to someone #even tho my mom finally seem less awkward about me liking girls it’s still weird to talk about crushes cksbjxbsjsbs #If anyone wanna tag me in anything helping me calm down i would love you #I also hope she dosen’t come on Tumblr and see this 😭#for now I’m lucky she’s never on when I talk about her she come like 1 time a year and she was here the other day fksbxjbsjd #alex.txt

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