idk if it was during the first acid trip, if I was on mushrooms, or if I was dreaming but this one night I had this intense dream where I was far away from earth looking down on it with a whole bunch of other people around me and then my pov change and I am now looking at my self there — maybe on a cloud or the rings of some planet — but there I was looking down at earth a little scared like “oh fuck that’s far” and this wizard/god grabbed my hand and raised it, he asked me if I was ready and this huge smile came from me I’m assuming that was the yes because then I jumped and the wizard held my hand until my highest point and let go so that he could push me forward.
i saw my self screaming with joy and excitement as I fell and then everyone else falling afterward with me had the same sort of feeling. But, obviously when you fall from space you catch fire from how fast your coming in down. well I slowly started to light up. looking like a shooting star I start to thinking who was I? what was I doing? where was I going?
I jumped so freely like I knew what was coming. Maybe we were the astroids who killed the dinosaurs, maybe we were just a meteor shower. but whatever we were, we were all our beautiful individual light creating an ever bigger ray of light.. and idk why I felt like telling you this maybe because you seem to wonder what goes on in my head and this is something that replays in my head.
So while listening to the dog days are over by Florence + The Machine and crying. That dream kept playing and I thought I’d share it because thats what the song reminds me of, when she says happiness hit her like a train on a track thats how I genuinely felt when I jumped off those rings. now I’m here waiting for whatever it was I was looking forward too jumping off. just waiting for the happiness to hit me here.
Sorry if I haven’t been posting so much lately. I’ve been taking some time for myself as I spend my final summer days in Colorado. Mostly hanging out with artist friends, nature hikes, checking galleries n museums, a boat ride and lots of brunches. So grateful! #summervibes #dogdays #enjoying #gratitude (at Crestone, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/ChpbnjhAvNT/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=