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god that "morning people are an oppressive class" post annoys me in some way i cant. quite. ugh
#toy txt post#it doesnt feel quite right to me...........#maybe im just a Morning Person. lol. lmao even#idk how much that is true vs in high school i felt very much like a morning person bc#i was taking my adderall with coffee and then it would all wear off right at the end of the day and id crash soooo hard and have like.#anxiety attacks every night and just be generally overstimulated and irritable as hell#which is mostly managed now by me trying to be smarter about caffeine consumption (amount + when) and on a lower dose of adderall#but it does feel like a lot of that shit mentioned would be adequately covered by like. being able to take time off work to go to the#doctor etc. idk#im half joking these days when i ID as a morning person but legally none of you are allowed to get up my ass about it🔪#bc of the nocturnal bullshit i pulled on second shift for like 3yrs after everything around me decided to start closing early after the#pandemic hit even tho theyve re lifted every other miniscule precaution they ever enforced#probably bc no one wants to work night shift at the grocery store for like 12$ an hour. fucking offer better pay idiots#god even when i was a package handler working the super inconvenient hours of 3am-like. 9. 10am(inconvenient my ass that was ideal hours.)#the main reasons ppl left for other jobs: hours suck and they got offered better pay. they cant adjust the hours. so they shouldve#increased the pay to retain. and maybe have more structured start and end times that were less up in the air#like all the drivers leave at 9am so if theres anything left on the truck thatll be for tomorrow. since that fuckin happened anyway. idk.#honestly wouldve been more important to me to have consistent start times cos thats one of the things that pissed me off about that job was#like youd go in and before you left youd have to ask what the start time would be tomorrow cos they kept jumping all over the place by like#15min increments and like its once thing to do it on occasion to try to deal with like Bad Weather but it was like fucking Daily#and sometimes theyd write it on the little whiteboard. but sometimes they wouldnt. and sometimes theyd write it on the little whiteboard#and leave it up there forget to erase it and it would still be there but they told you as you walked out actually its not 4:30 tmrrw its 3#idk. i know the main real reason i miss it is cause it was part time and the day ended at like 9am usually
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obviously there is no such thing as "canon" in doctor who but to YOU. personally.
#wizardspeak#am i missing any crucial options... idk... oh well#dw#doctor who#dweu#ummm. idk i hate tagging. rb for sample size pls etc
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another day, another j7 scene that makes me feel insane
#insane + turned on at the same time. it's a terrible predicament#olivia watches voyager#j7#seven of nine#kathryn janeway#star trek voyager#i think janeway Did need to hear this im ngl.....#like the fact that she clearly takes it on board + it affects how she proceeds with the doctor confirms that imo#and seven was making good points!#i'm glad she advocated for the doctor#bc it did feel like the whole crew was regressing a bit in their treatment of him recently idk#voyager's continually grappling with this tension between 'giving' someone their freedom/encouraging them to explore it#and then abruptly retracting that freedom when it's convenient#e.g. obvs the doctor with the memory wiping + the fairly regular 'i'm gonna deactivate ur programme' threats#seven with the 'ur an individual but there's also ever-shifting parameters to ur individuality' etc#also 'ur an individual but we will harvest u for nanoprobes on demand + ur objection will be noted but ignored' lol#but also tom in a recent ep of s5 - janeway bringing up how she freed him from the penal colony#+ also b'elanna in s5 - janeway barely giving her 2 seconds to recover#before ordering her to 'move on' from her anger re: that holo cardassian operating on her#it's like. yes all starfleet ships have their hierarchy + individual freedom exists in tension with that#but bc there's such an amalgamation of characters on voyager#from backgrounds that aren't starfleet/aren't strictly starfleet#and that - by their presence on the ship - have been 'indebted' in some way from the beginning#it all feels even more complicated#anyway why have i just written all these tags lol <3
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went on a lunch date recently where the guy like. didn't mention what job he did on grindr, just that he'd been working late etc, and then when i got there and mentioned it i asked what he did, and he was like "oh well i work for the police" and i was. immediately shut down, understandably
and later on i asked his opinions abt police brutality, police abuse rates, if he thinks the police should be abolished etc, and later was like, yeah, ethically this is a bad match
but idk like. when ppl tell me they're a cop or a gard (or in the military) on grindr i just block them from the off, bc it's like, well, you're cool w brutality, rape, and abuse, there's no reason you could or should be trusted with an intimate partner. and this guy had mentioned he followed me on twitter and didn't at all seem surprised by my open disgust for his profession, and idk if that was why he didn't mention it up front and thought i wouldn't make a big deal about it (as if) or if he just doesn't mention it to anybody
but i'm still so like ??
like my house has a very explicit no cops policy. if sb else brought their partner or brother or whatever to dinner and they were a cop, they would be told to fucking leave. as if i'm gonna fuck one myself
#musings#like idk man. there's ppl in my life who absolutely hold places of power in our carceral system#like. social workers or doctors and nurses or teachers or who work in politics etc#like all ppl who in diff ways have power and influence over others including their autonomy and agency#and you have to rely on your individual ethics in a fundamentally unethical society#but a COP???????#like even were it not for the personal safety aspect#even if your cop isn't from the offset a domestic abuser and rapist#they'll work w them? they are in a job that ultimately encourages complete dehumanisation of vulnerable ppl? and violence against them?#that rots your brain and your soul?#if they really had ethics they wouldn't be a cop in the first place
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yonny pikmin 4 🫵👍my head in going to explode !!!!🫵💥💥💥💥💥
#i juuuust love him#i wish i wish people gave him more credit for his charisma and genuine social adept-ness#because naturally what you expect of the “unethical doctor” archetype is a recluse. never very popular. introverted tendencies etc etc#buuuut i dont think hes like that#he's got a lighthearted demeanor that makes him seem easy to be around#and i really dont think hes socially awkward by any means. and hes certainly never been anxious lol lol#so probably hes always had an easy and even enjoyable time making friends and networking and all#and chose to befriend the cowardly loner dingo because..idk he likes a challenge#what was i talking about. Hm#if i don t talk about fictional characters the words all stay in my head and i get sick#not art#but i will be working on art so beware 🫵🫵(and alos i have some i've yet to post i just remembered !)#pikmin#pikmin 4#<- is it Presumptuous to place the main “fandom tags” on such a flippant post. well i dont care im evil#this is a meat-sweaty summary of whats been dinging around my inadequate skull anyways.
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[ID: youtube video where david tennant is seen kissing a man in a production of richard ii, bottom of image there is a youtube comment stating “David Tennant stop kissing men challenge (IMPOSSIBILE)”]
#david tennant#richard II#good omens#good omens 2#etc#feel free to add the ones i forgot/was too lazy to look up#youtube#youtube comments#id included#idk how i’m supposed to put ids tbh#doctor who#dr who
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you know what I’d like to see more of in film, whether it be in animation or live action? characters with visible deformities. and not just in the background, although that would honestly be a good start. how about having a character with a limb difference? how about a character with a visible rib hump from scoliosis? how about a character with a craniofacial disorder? and what if those characteristics had nothing to do with the plot? what if they were never even mentioned, just something you observed? those of us with physical deformities are out here just living, and even though our conditions affect our lives, they aren’t the only aspect of who we are. when i’ve seen these things in film, they have been portrayed as a tragedy or worse: characteristics to indicate that a character is a villain. in my opinion, it’s past time to change that.
#idk just#it’s disability awareness month#but I think about this from time to time#take scoliosis for example#the only time I’ve seen it on tv was a one-off with the character’s brace getting ridiculed#And you already know how craniofacial disorders are portrayed in everything#i just want to watch something where I see a character with uneven shoulders and clothes that don’t fit quite right#but she’s doing something cool and living her life etc etc#and like it’s actually ok if it’s mentioned in the context of like#oh I have a doctor’s appointment can’t make it#or even maybe the character makes a joke about herself because we do that lol#but just make it casual yk?#anyway soapbox over#personal#disability awareness#disability awareness month#limb difference#spinal deformities#craniofacial disorders#also idk what the preferred language is for all of these necessarily#but I’m not offended if you call it a deformity#just don’t say I’m deformed. like she has a spinal deformity is fine. she’s deformed is not.#but that’s probably obvious
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Ghost is reverse Doctor Who for music folks.
Doctor Who: different actors playing the same character
Ghost: front man is the same but he plays different characters
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i always say im able-bodied bc i feel like it best describes my General Lived Experience but i do have that like. thing in my legs where if i walk briskly for some distance (like 500 meters) i get this crushing pain in my whole lower legs which gets worse and worse if i keep walking until i eventually have to sit down for a few minutes and wait for it to go away. which im still trying to get diagnosed bc so far artery scans and muscle ultrasounds render nothing. and ngl it is like, an issue often enough and is a pretty bothersome thing when it happens (like not only bc its extremely painful but also having to find some place to sit down in the middle of the street and having to stay there a while isnt awesome) so im not entirely sure "able-bodied" fully describes me but i also am not sure its a disability bc we dont know wtf it is. so i guess im kind of in a weird inbetween where i err on the side of just assuming its not a disability and its just like, an annoying body thing..
#97#i guess if it happened every single day or something i would probably feel more confident identifying it as like....#idk some type of disability or at least something worth integrating into my definition of my general health#and ensuing relationship to my body to the medical system etc etc#but bc it only happens when i walk briskly for a bit and i dont even go out for a walk every day it doesnt feel worth mentioning#anyway ive had this since 2019 or 2018 lol but the first round of attempted diagnosing i gave up early#and for a few years i just ignored it which is easier when i dont get out a lot anyway#but im currently in the process of attempting to figure out what it is again..#by september ill know if its compartment syndrome which has been brought up but is apparently unlikely#thats the last exam were doing so. if its not that then ngl idk what the next options are#bc this was everything my doctor could think of to explain it#another thing abt it not being diagnosed and not clearly being a disability is i dont dare ask for a seat in public when i need one lol#which has been an issue a few times where every seat is taken but i REALLY need to sit to stop the pain#if i could say 'excuse me i have (x thing) i really need a seat' id maybe dare to ask#but i dont manage to just be like 'hey could i get a seat my legs hurt' lol
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#24 pages in total below the cut. etc etc idk#oc x doctor arknights#doctor arknights#arknights oc#arknights fanart#ppl should draw more comics about their arknights ocs it will be so good and fun i think#comic tag
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Had a doctor tell me quite sincerely this morning that my "life seems miserable" because of my health problems and it immediately made me think of the damn bitch you live like this meme
#like i cant stop thinking about it#he wasnt even the doctor i was there to see#the nurse called him in because my heart rate was high and it scared her#but like thats just a normal flare day for me#so anyway this guy i dont even know comes barging into the room to listen to my heart and ask about my symptoms etc#and then he says that its not sustainable to live like this and how i must be miserable#and im just like lol okay like tell me something i dont know#oh and when i told him i usually get through flares by staying in bed for a day or two#his response was to say how that would make going on vacation hard because i might end up having to be bedridden for part of it#and like#first of all#im too broke for vacations lol#second of all#i can barely leave the house bc of my health so what vacations would i even be attempting#idk like he did seem genuinely concerned#but i was honestly not in the mood to hear all that#like i was (and still am) feeling extremely unwell#i just wanted to go home#did not need or want the pity of some random doctor
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diagnosed with a tight little thrussy (doctor says I have a crowded oropharynx that could be causing sleep apnea)
#this is my favorite doctor ive ever seen he is so validating and genuinely wants to get to the bottom of problems#ive dealt with high blood pressure and fatigue and anemia for years and the doctor i had before was like#'welp idk what's causing that. Lose weight i guess'#but this doctor gave a full physical and asked about my sleeping habits and said 'has no one talked to you sbout sleep apnea before?'#and instead of telling me to lose weight he asked me to talk about my weight#and i said i fluctuate between 240 and 260 but i am active and do not want to intentionally try and lose weight#but that i want to work on making myself feel better - eating better/being more active/etc#and he said that was great and to keep doing what im doing!#i didnt feel talked down to or admonished like. this is wild !!!
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I am very invested in the idea of River song as like…a clinical psychopath. And one literally trained and brainwashed to be an assassin at that. which is what canon claims she is but it rarely characterizes her that way especially post-Mel. I think it would be interesting if she genuinely had low empathy and a non-intuitive sense of right and wrong but uses this kind of overly flirtatious, femme fatale persona to mask that because firstly she was trained that way and secondly she thinks it makes her seem more like a “real person.”
And I think her connection to the doctor (especially 11, who I think has a really unique relationship to both having a masked personality and intimacy as a whole) becomes even more layered because they are both these outsiders almost play-acting the way they think human relationships are supposed to go. This version of River would be especially drawn to the doctor because he’s the only person who can really get her nontraditional understanding of love, something she can’t intuitively feel but has learned and basically only feels for him and her parents.
#but that makes her a VERY different character#obvs ppl w aspd are real people etc etc it’s just the way she thinks of it#but yeah#like we see it a LITTLE in SOME eps and audios but it’s not really explored???#idk. the way she gets along w the master has me…hmmmmmmm inch resting#idk I’m high#warlock wartalks#doctor who
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saw a post about projecting your ethnicity onto a character and started missing vespa ilkay. so so bad
#pov u grow up in a 3rd world country(/planet) where healthcare workers are exported by the thousands like cheap produce to richer countries#it's your ticket out of poverty as long as you can deal with the loneliness the separation from everyone you know the discrimination etc#ive never talked about my hc that vespas mother was one of them sending money every month visiting every couple of years until it just stop#like why return to the swamps when youre doing fine working on a richer planet w much better living conditions#cost of living rises every year. sending home a % of your salary used to be enough to support your husband and daughter and then it isnt#you know how it goes#vespa is also dead set on this path until ranga realizes that hemorrhaging healthcare workers leaves them with little to none of their own#students on scholarships or in community/state universities are bound by return service agreements and are forbidden to leave the country#until theyve rendered a few years of work on ranga to pay back their tuition + as a really shitty solution to the brain drain problem#this is real in my country btw but my professors say a lot of ppl do break their rsa's and fucked off to work in other countries LOL#our state unis can barely afford decent facilities they do nottt have the budget to chase down their own alumni in other countries!#but the mental image is a bit funny#vespa ilkays first crime: tinakasan ang rsa#i do also think it lines up with her having a network of med friends everywhere in the galaxy (heart of it all) you kind of go into pre/med#expecting most of your classmates to leave to work in other countries eventually. mine are aiming for the usa / uae / europe / japan etc#anyway whether vespa breaks her rsa or not she leaves ranga asap decides to switch careers and the rest is history#i also deeply love the fact that she's superstitious i'm very sad it wasn't highlighted more (i've only heard s1-3)#as someone who did grow up in a rural area and went to more albularyos/folk healers than doctors in my childhood. (they never failed me)#lots of folk illnesses (ex. balis; pasma) local medical superstitions (dont eat noodles in hospital; youll have a really toxic shift) etcc#theres also a lot of potential in tying her past as a rangian + med student + assassin to me idk how to word this properly#being raised on cautionary tales of not to touch/disturb anything in the swamps then being given free reign to poke & prod at things in her#lab classes (now with the proper ppe)....she was having so much fun with the curemother prime too lmao#years of walking hanging bridges docks boathouses in ranga etc gave her great balance & stealth#cracking open alien shellfish in the swamps to cutting open bodies for studying then for assassination....#I MISS HER SO MUCH BALIK KN SAKEN 😭😭😭😭😭😭#i get why most people + the canon focuses on her being an assassin bc people find that cooler i guess#but vespa being a swamp girl > 3rd world med student > assassin is so personal To Me. the whole pipeline. eugh.#skl.txt
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maybe i'm missing some camp dialogue here (entirely possible since i spend more time running around the map hunting woodpeckers and saving maidens than at camp) but. do we have a "i'm dying" or "i'm sick" or "i've got tuberculosis" scene w arthur. or ANYTHING. i feel like they just Know at one moment but it's so vague? i didn't even realize the gang knew until the first reference i could find was strauss (STRAUSS) saying he's sorry for arthur in the money lending quest. like i very much needed a scene like that and maybe some more reactions idk? i realize you got your own problems n all but damn. can u ask him if he's okay or whatever. jesus.
#rdr#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#and this is NOT a my poor blorbo is so mistreated and nobody appreciates him post#okay so maybe. what if it is.#not that they're bad people just i think this would have been important to put more time into? like just a few things. idk i realize it#could have been intentional - they dont have time for this etc#like when the doctor in saint denis tells him to get plenty of rest in a warm place and he's like right lol sure i'll get right on that#it just makes me sad.#personal#while i'm here if someone has fic recs that has arthur just Telling People i'm all ears#like it can be the main thing or just one thing that happens in it idc
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god you know how much i love science fiction/fantasy purely for That Moment when the character rockets off to space for the first time or when they see the stars for the first time or when they see grass for the first time just something inherently beautiful and emotional about watching someone realize that the world is so vast and so much bigger and so much brighter and so much scarier and so much better or whatever that one doctor who quote said
#caroline talks#yeah. i thought about how when i was a little kid#how i felt like someone had opened a door for me#when i watched star wars and star trek and doctor who#something something when jim and bones sees the enterprise for the first time#something about how each one of the companions in doctor who have their 'oh my god. the universe is so lovely' moment#something about just like. realizing that there is so much to see and so much yet to come#like idk. maybe u should watch an episode of some kind of sci-fi/fantasy thingie#and realize that there is so much more to do and so much more to see and so much more to learn and then maybe#maybe u will calm down and maybe u will feel like you were meant to breathe the air and experience another day#who knows! who knows what you might find! isn't the world dangerous! isn't it frightening! isn't it exciting!#isn't it amazing!#and etc etc etc
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