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scopriusmalfoy · 9 months
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athens, greece | summer '23
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bookwyvrn · 1 year
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always busy reading ✌️
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peterszblog · 1 year
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#❤️ #demijne ##berlin #portrait #portraitphotography instablackandwhite #insta_bw #bnwlas #bw_society #insta_pick#blackandwhitephotography #blackandwhitephotochallenge #blackwhite #blackwhitephotography #bw_lover #bwoftheday #ic_bw #bw_society #bandw #picoftheday #instablackandwhite #seenby #liveauthentic #bnw_planet #BnwTones_flair #ig_shotz_bw #bnw_planet_2023 #capturestreets #scacco_matto_ #tnscollective (bij Berlin) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpvOJFzIJ4S/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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cardinalcheerio · 2 years
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Because there is rumors that in SOC3 Kaz might die, I decided to write down how I think the crows(+colm our honorary crow) would react to his death.
Jesper:
Gambling with the fortune Kaz left him.
Doing research into his past and trying to see if he had any family to notify.
Quiter and avoids the Barrel unless he's drunk or really needed.
When on Jobs he's more cruel, and doesn't hesitate to kill anyone, also more cruel in a casual setting and doesn't make as many jokes
Overall very depressed for a while, and maybe focuses on something else like his fabricator abilities.
Wylan
Pays for a funeral and an actual gravestone.
Tries to support everyone. Even though he isn't doing well himself.
Insults Kaz alot to avoid the fact that he's gone, and he doesn't really know what to do.
Plays more flute, and sadder and more mellow songs.
Tries to deal with Jesper and help him mourn healthily.
Buys the Crow Club, and doesn't change any of it.
Starts dressing darker and more like Kaz, keeps his cane is a special glass container.
Nina(if chaper 40 never happened):
Doesn't take as long as the group in ketterdam do to deal with it.
Tries to get Matthias to understand that he did care about Kaz, and that they were friends.
Tries to bring him back to life by using her grisha magic, and by reading almost every book there is.
Eventually breaks down, and spends a day crying with Jesper, Inej, and Wylan.
Matthias:
It takes him a while to acknowledge that he did care about Kaz.
Keeps insisting for days after that Kaz will just show up at the door since he's a demijn and that means he can't die. Though he knows the truth deep down.
Hides his emotion and starts preying to djel, contemplates going back to fjerda to recieve his punishment for betrayal, though Nina stops him and they have a heart to heart.
He adopts a dog, and names him Kaz. He puts a tie on the collar to remind him of his lost friend.
Overall takes it decently, since I think that Matthias would believe he is happy and he will see Kaz soon.
Colm:
Doesn't believe Jesper when he tells him over a letter.
Travels to Ketterdam to get answers, only to find the group of teens mourning.
Decides to let them stay in his hotel(after he gets a bigger one) and takes care of them for a few weeks.
Cooks them meals, buys them some blankets and pillows for comfort. Just helps them mourn in general.
He is in shock, unable to comprehend how little the Crows know about Kaz's past.
Decides that he is going to figure out his past, and see if he has anyone to notify.
Overall Colm is just caring to who is left, and wants to help them move on and not feel guilty about not knowing their friend.
Inej:
First of them to know.
Takes it the worst, ends up killing on heists and being more brutal towards people.
She kills Pekka Rollins, and burns down the Menagerie out of anger.
She waits to tell the rest of the crows the day after, since she wants to see them be happy for a little longer.
First she breaks down into Wylans arms and tells him that she can't tell Jesper, because he will always associate her with it. And she can't deal with that right now.
Next she tells Nina, who breaks down and they both spend a girls night drinking and sharing memories of Kaz.
Eventually she sends a message to Colm saying.
"I'm so sorry, but Kaz died. Jesper might need you, no one is taking it well.
Love,
Inej Ghafa"
She sends the message then sneaks back to Kaz's old room and sleeps there.
She has no regrets about their relationship exept that neither of them got the chance to fully open up to one another.
She mourns for years, over her lost life with him. But also revels in the freedom, now having less ties to Ketterdam, and being able to do what she wants without thinking of a lover.
She still visits Jesper and Wylan a decade later, but not nearly as much, and she is free at sea, saving children and adults from slavers, and occasionally helping one of the other crows with a heist or anything else they may need.
Thanks for reading. I'm not crying you are.
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ladyaksoy · 2 years
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location : azamet, the finantial district time : around 9 or 10 in the morning with : kaz brekker @demijn
there  was  a  lot  of  work  feride  didn't  exactly  need  to  do  herself  —  she  has  more  employees  she  should  be  able  to  count,  after  all,  but  to  say  she  trusts  them,  to  any  extent,  would  be  far  fetched  and  she  often  made  measures  to  keep  them  on  their  toes,  such  as  visits  to  the  warehouses  at  the  exchange  whenever  her  schedule  (  or  mood  of  the  day  )  allowed  her  to.  this  morning's  inspection  had  given  positive  results,  minimal  waste  of  product  and  time,  with  a  good  calculation  of  the  shipment  time  and  estimate  of  the  prices;  thankfully,  the  deal  had  been  struck  two  weeks  past,  before  all  of  the  unpleasantness,  and  she  could  only  hope  it  would  hold.  though  there  was  a  smile  on  her  lips  as  she  departed  from  the  exchange,  feride  could  not  help  but  to  feel  a  coolness  in  her  belly,  as  if  she  was  waiting  for  the  other  shoe  to  drop.
the  shoe  is  the  first  thing  she  sees  upon  entrance  of  azamet.  dirty  hands  was  hard  to  miss,  after  all,  standing  apart  from  the  couple  of  patrons  not  for  his  garb  —  for  he  did  choose  good  cuts,  at  least  that  feride  could  not  complain  —  but  for  the  aura  that  emanated  from  his  person,  enough  to  make  the  woman  on  the  table  next  to  his drag  her  chair  to  the  farthest  distance  she  could  just  to  get  away  from  him.  for  a  moment,  feride  wishes  his  seat  could  be  pushed  far  too,  preferably  away  from  her  restaurant  but  with  a  small  flutter  of  the  lips,  she  makes  her  way  to  her  least  esteemed  patron.
“mr.  brekker.”  slowly  removing  her  gloves,  she  glances  at  his  own  clothed  hands,  then  at  the  single  coffee  he  ordered.  fucking  brat.  “have  you  come  to  disturb  my  waiting  staff?  they  are  not  familiar  with  undemanding  customers  such  as  yourself.”  in  public,  at  least,  she  must  maintain  the  appearance;  it  is  to  the  other  patrons  that  her  voice  leaks  honey,  and  her  smile  tugs  at  full  lips,  but  as  her  eyes  stay  on  the  bastard  of  the  barrel,  they  are  sharp,  a  question  stabbing  at  his  own  face.  what  do  you  want?  they  mean  to  say,  but  her  lips  do  not  (  yet  ).
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emilidickinson · 5 years
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beauty and the beast with emma watson
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alettalot · 4 years
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Ik zie zoveel fijne stories, plaatjes voorbij komen deze zomervakantie. Of het ligt aan mij, maar heb het gevoel dat iedereen meer lijkt te genieten dit jaar. Meer thuis, meer NL. Meer samen. Fijn hoor. Let love rule. ❤ #blijvendoen #dezemannensowieso #demijne #zomer2020 #corona? #zouhetdantochwatbrengen https://www.instagram.com/p/CDUr5pYp2sY4PC7x768yWy4G8l42JIAXktlgbQ0/?igshid=10560gdrb3nwg
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meinliiedarchived · 5 years
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@sharpshoots @demijn
Nina vc: MY FAM
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scopriusmalfoy · 9 months
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sunset on crete | summer '23
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bookwyvrn · 1 year
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how i miss reading with beautiful views in norway
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peterszblog · 1 year
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#❤️ #demijne ##berlin #portrait #portraitphotography instablackandwhite #insta_bw #bnwlas #bw_society #insta_pick#blackandwhitephotography #blackandwhitephotochallenge #blackwhite #blackwhitephotography #bw_lover #bwoftheday #ic_bw #bw_society #bandw #picoftheday #instablackandwhite #seenby #liveauthentic #bnw_planet #BnwTones_flair #ig_shotz_bw #bnw_planet_2023 #capturestreets #scacco_matto_ #tnscollective (bij Berlin, Germany) https://www.instagram.com/p/CpvM0A6IIe_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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bornpariah-a · 5 years
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anyway i've said it before and i'll say it again but i stan ?? your dorian so hard ?? every piece of meta you write is just. fantastic and i'm honestly CHEF KISS !!
I’M CRYING???? THIS IS SO SWEET I’M GONNA DIE WHAT THE FUCK
ok but honestly speaking your kaz is??? so good. all of your writing and all of your meta and the fact that he’s shu/asian is just making me go hardcore HEART EYES MOTHERFUCKER because your blog is essentially everything i’ve ever loved about the kaz in my head rolled up into one lovely little package and i just. yes. thank you for your presence in the rpc and for bringing an amazing kaz FUCKING brekker to us
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tairngire · 5 years
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‘ i wish i would’ve loved you better . ’ // inej .
THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE // closed
    inej  could  hit  him .  could —  because  don’t  lie  to  me  kaz .  not  about  this .  she’d  said  her  goodbyes  already .  to  him  and  to  the  city  and  now  the  sound  of  the  sea  crashes  against  her  ribs .  ( funny ,  how  the  water  made  them  both  new .  one  crawling  from  its  depths  a  dead  boy  /  a  changed  man .  and  her :  hungry  for  the  freedom  it  promised . )  she  could  hit  him  but  he’s  already  sworn  by  the  hard  set  of  his  jaw  that  he  wouldn’t  lie .  not  about  this . ( she’s  still  waiting  for  that  to  scare  her )  
     now  all  that’s  left  is  her  leaving .  his  words ,  an  open  chasm  between  them  and  inej  has  never  been  afraid  of  falling .  never  worried  about  hitting  bottom  until  she  found  him  reaching  up  from  hell .  ( and  was  she  waiting  for  him  to  catch  her ?  or  drag  her  down  with  him ? )  either  way  every  time  he  speaks  of  love  it’s  an  outstretched  hand .  the  fire  reminds  her  of  the  furnace  in  the  ice  court .  of  everything  she  did  in  his  name .  it  reminds  her  of  every  late  night  spent  in  the  quiet  of  his  office  with  the  low  burn  of  the  lamps  warming  the  cold  pale  of  his  skin .  he  isn’t  a  dead  boy .  she’s  seen  him  breathe .  heard  his  heart  and  felt  the  warm  of  his  blood .  
    ( did  i  fall  this  far  to  find  him ?  did  i  touch  hell  to  come  back  with  his  soul ? )  dirtyhands  doesn’t  have  a  soul .  inej  settles  for  wrapping  her  hand  around  his .  i  wish  i  would’ve  loved  you  better .  she  won’t  tell  him  that  he  loved  her  enough .  it’s  not  a  lie  he  deserves .
     ❝ but  you  did . ❞  they  were  both  born  in  water .  but  now  inej  can’t  look  to  the  sea  because  she’s  thinking  about  life .  bodies  always  reach  the  shore  eventually  and  they  both  washed  up  here .  born  and  died  and  born  again .  ( she  isn’t  a  dead  girl — he’s  seen  her  breathe )  she’s  looking  at  him .  she  hasn’t  stopped  since  she  found  him .  ❝ but  you  did .❞
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emilidickinson · 5 years
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just a night off, that’s all she asked for
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murios-archive · 5 years
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‘ please stay. if i can, you can. ’ // for inej maybe :)c
this is a moment she’d never expected to experience  ——dreamed of,  perhaps,  fantasized about,  but never truly believed to be possible.  it feels  —  it feels like something  cracking  inside of her,  and that rift takes with it the breath in her lungs,  leaving her without enough even to speak a response.
oh,  and the responses she’d had ready,  too.  inej is not  meant  for ketterdam.  no matter how much time she’s spent here,  with the dregs,  with kaz,  it isn’t her  home,  and it doesn’t feel right to stay when she’s been planning to  leave.  and his words are false,  in a way.  he  belongs  to this place,  fits into its cracks as though he’d always been meant to make it whole.  ketterdam has plenty of spiders,  but there’s only  one  kaz brekker,  and it  needs  him as much as he needs  it.  
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for a long time she just stares at him,  still,  silent.  it was always this  —  this is what she’d wanted all along.   this  is what she’d meant when she said she wanted him without armor.  and here he stands,  saying the words she’d needed to hear,  and still inej feels more torn than ever.    ❛   it’s  not  the  same.  ❜     there’s a point she means to make,  here.  the two of them are too different,  what they needed from this place was too different,  it’s not fair to compare them in such a way.  but her words die before crossing her lips.   she wants to,  she  wants  to stay,  here,  with him,  with him.   it would be so easy to give in to that want,  to reach out a hand and ——   and then what?  they both recoil from the touch?   how fitting it is that the one person she’s ever   wanted  to touch her is as terrified to  do so  as she is to  feel  it.
she barely moves,  and her movements do nothing to interrupt the silence that’s begun to settle heavily around them until she’s standing before him with eyes searching his own.  it was always this.  the two of them at odds but still intertwined in a way that she thinks maybe neither will ever understand.    ❛  you don’t need me here——  ❜    she whispers,  and hates herself for the reassurance those words beg.   he’s already asked her to stay,  what more does she want from him?    ❛  ——and i need to do this,  for  me.  ❜ 
MEME   »   @demijn
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