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drunk | Adore Delano

| pairings. adore delano x reader

You and Adore have been friends for a long time, before the fame, the Drag Race, the American idol, all of this you have been there with her from the start, and never once did you complain about it. Even within those years, it's not only just the span of your friendship that grows... but also the feelings you held for her.

"7 years (Y/N)! Ohh my gosh 7 fucking years, you've been pining for 7 mother fucking years!" (Y/F) slurry exclaimed, waving a bottle of beer in front of your face. "You really embody being a masochist bitch!"

You drunkenly laugh at what she said.

"And you know what's more amusing about it?" (Y/F) lazily asks you.

"Hmmm... what? "

(Y/F) drop her bottle on the table and stare at you teasingly "Is that you look like you don't plan to stop~"

Hearing that, you break off the eye contact and slightly twirl your bottle "Will I just really throw it away..?" you roughly chuckle.

"You know— me and her" pointing to yourself waveringly. Changing the topic.

"What? " (Y/F) lifting her brow at you

"Me and her— we can make great pair, we can be a great pair,"

"... But? "

"But, but, but—She doesn't love me back," you answered, stumping your bottle on the table.

(Y/F) cackles at you, "And you're still hoping, slave."

"Hey, I'm not a slave!" Pointing a glare at her

(Y/F) looks at you with doubt then smirks. She forward herself at you to make face to face "Then, why the fuck are you here? Why the fuck did you flew all the way here to LA?"

You blink dumbfounded, the question took you off guard. It's true though, why are you here? You don't have anything to do here, so why-

Ah...

You felt the answer click immediately in your head, it's because she said she needs you to be here.

You're here because of her. Everything is always about her.

"Hey, bitches, what are you up to?!" A voice interrupted your thought, and you turned your head to see who called you. And there she is, the person of your ruins,

Adore...

"Adore darling, how's the preparation?" (Y/F) asks, tilting her head.

"It's going well, I'm pretty excited- is that a beer, can I have some? Need something strong today!" Adore excitedly ask, looking at you with a cute pleading look, making your heart go beat faster.

You just hum in response, and give her the bottle you were drinking, which she gladly took and tilted her head to drink it.

Your eyes locked into her face, and as always it took your breath away from how gorgeous she looked. No matter if she's in drag or not, she never fails to make your heart skips a beat with her looks. You study the way her face churns from the beer, causing you to form a small smile.

Cute.

"Fuck bitch, I need this!" Adore exclaimed, after drinking the beer. She then gives you back the bottle "That's fucking strong!" pointing to the bottle. Adore tilted her head to both of you and (Y/F) with a curious look "So bitches, what are you talking about?"

You felt nervousness creep into you because you're still not ready yet to tell her it. You gave (Y/F) a quick glance, which she immediately jump in to reason out.

"Oh, you know about work and stuff. You know how cruel the corporate world is to us slaves right?" (Y/F) smile.

Adore looked at you in doubt, as if trying to know if it was true or not. However, before she can open her mouth, a staff taps on her shoulder saying it's her cue. Adore blink for a second before turning her head to you two

"Well, bitches, it's my time to shine! See you later!" she farewells, then follows the staff.

Your eyes never left the leaving figure, even until it blurs in your sight.

Sigh

___

‘And now let me introduce the rock star legend from drag race season 6... ADORE DELANO!’

The whole crowd turned wild when the Adore song blasted from the speaker. Then there she is the queen who stole your heart, striding on the stage with confidence and beauty. Just like always she never fails to hype up the audience.

And then she began to sing, entrancing you with her voice. Every word that left in her mouth only hypnotised you even more into thinking about her voice and hers alone. It's like everything that surrounds you is muted and goes to blur, except her, making you smile wider. And the moment she looked at you, it's like a cherry on top of the ice cream, it's perfect, everything is perfect.

Almost...

Your smile went strain the moment she went to the guy in front of her, that looks like her type, and like in Adore fashion way, she flirted with him. All you can do is watch it unfold and hear your heart crack into pieces. But the pain doesn't stop there, because the crack you felt turned into crush after you saw her put her hands on the guy's face and plant her lips on his.

You immediately turn your head away from it and drink the beer straight without stopping, hoping the bitterness can numb the pain you're feeling.

"Hey, are you... okay?" (Y/F) look at you with concern, instead of replying you just look at her, and it's enough for her to know you're not.

You took a deep breath and you stood up waveringly, making (Y/F) jump a little from surprise, then you picked up another bottle since the other is already empty.

"I'm going back to the hotel," you announced slurry.

"A-are you sure? You're pretty drunk—"

"I'm fine (Y/F)."

" But—"

"I said I'm fine. " Making (Y/F) stop fussing. "I'm fine, I'm just pretty t-tired."

And without a second thought, you went to the front door and opened it, but before you stepped outside, you gave Adore one last look, then you left.

___

When Adore went back to the hotel room, you can tell she is pretty drunk, especially how she was stumbling in the room. Thankfully, you're a bit sober up to help her sit in her bed.

The two of you are sharing a room since it's the only one available in the hotel. Thankfully it's a two-bed space, so you don't have to share the same bed with her.

"Bitch, where have you been? I've been looking everywhere for you" Adore drunkenly said, after sitting comfortably on the mattress.

You sit on the next bed beside hers and just plump into it. "I'm just tired..."

"Oh really? I-I doubt that" pointing at the bottles of beer below the bed. You take a look at it and chuckle from getting caught. Grabbing some 2 bottles that are left, you offer her one up.

"Want some?" you ask.

Adore stares at it for a second, before grabbing it from your hand "Well there is always enough room for another one."

She opens it up and drinks and the same way goes for you. Drowning yourself again from the pain.

"So why did you really leave?" Adore seriously ask, snapping you away from your thoughts.

You look at her and her staring at you, waiting for an answer.

"Hmm... I'm just—tired"

".... Really?"

"Uhuh—really" you chuckled roughly.

A moment of silence enters again.

But everything is ruined when your drunk mouth opens up.

"I love you," you whispered quietly but it was enough for Adore to hear it and look at you straight in the eyes.

Still not looking at adore, you repeat "Adore—Danny... I love you, Danny"

Biting your lip, you force yourself to look at her "Danny, I loved you for seven years,"

"I've been in love with you for seven years..." you whimpered. You covered your face with your hands when you felt tears start strolling down your cheeks.

"Seven years..."

You felt Adores slowly go beside you. She carefully takes your hand away from your face and studies you. Then unexpectedly plant her lips into yours, kissing you softly.

You also return the kiss. As she devours you, you can taste the beer she had earlier. You keep kissing, as she lies you down on the bed. You close your eyes as you savour the moment you shared.

Then it's like cold water dumped into you when her lips plant kisses on your neck because that is when you realise.

She's drunk... and everything of this is not real.

You gently pushed Adore away on top of you, making her sit in bed, and without saying anything, you left the room, with your heart finally broken.

___

After that night, you haven't seen Adore for a couple of days, and you're hoping that this hide-and-seek can last longer than you think, but it turns out the universe again has another plan for you. Because you're here again in the club where she will be having her show. Maybe what (Y/F) said is true, you really are a fucking Masochist.

Chuckling lowly, you drink the beer you were holding, while watching and waiting far away from the stage for the show to begin.

"(Y/N)..." A voice interrupted you. Even without looking, you already know who that said person is.

You felt Adore slowly go by your side, with her stares lingering on you.

Silence

You keep your eyes locked on the stage, afraid that you will break down again the moment you took a glance at her.

"(Y/N)..." Adore repeated, looking at you anxiously "(Y/N), I'm sorry."

"..."

"... I'm sorry, (Y/N)"

You closed your eyes for a second and took a sharp breath, you finally answered "Why do you keep saying sorry? You did nothing wrong,"

"... It's not your fault that you don't love me after all. So stop saying sorry" you continue.

You heard her take a deep breath like she was struggling to say something.

"(Y/N) I—"

"Ms. Adore, it's time." a staff interrupted you two.

You felt her contemplate. Struggling with what to do right now.

"I'll be there— can you just give me a minute?" Adore frustratingly ask the staff.

"Just go Adore, they need you..." you nonchalantly said, still trying to look up straight.

You felt Adore look at you once again, before letting out a harsh sigh. As you close your eyes, you sense Adore leaving your side, and you finally let out the large sigh you were holding. You lift the bottle again to your mouth to take another drink, but before it can even touch your lips, Adore said something unexpectedly that made your eyes go wide.

"What makes you think that... I don't love you?"

___

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