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barb-l · 6 months

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A, R, U?

(🫶🏽 thank you for your support)

Oh man. I dont wanna sound like I'm tooting my own horn, but I genuinely find it hard to choose because I love my fics dearly. I enjoy writing so much, almost as much as I do drawing.

In no particular order, one of them is my Power Rangers 2017 fic Code Yellow. Idk if I've told her this(probably not cuz i dont much like to talk about my feelings) but the premise of Kimberly and the rest of the OG's being much older than the next rangers, with Kimberly serving as the next Yellow Ranger's mentor was inspired by my friendship with another PR fic writer(if you know unicorn affair then you know she's a legend). We became friends when I was like 17 and still relatively new to accepting my queerness, so getting to be friends with an older sapphic woman who was very kind, into the same things I was, and was in a loving relationship with another woman? It was very comforting and filled me with hope. Kimberly and Aisha's dynamic aren't the same as my dynamic with that person, but I can say that I projected a lot of my feelings over the warm comfort of having a friend that was like an older sister to Aisha.

I haven't made myself finish it yet, but I have hope I will even now years later. This is a snippet from my drafts

Another one is "Courtship Woes", the second part of a fic series for probably the craziest ship I've ever shipped, Wednesday Addams and Lydia Deetz from the musical version of Beetlejuice. It's a very different Wednesday from what a lot of you are probably used to in my Wenclair fics tho, as it's characterized as a mixture of Ms Ricci's version in the 90's movie and the animated version voiced by Chloe Grace Moretz. While I like to think of Jenna's Wednesday to be more like Morticia, I wrote this Wednesday to be a lot more like Gomez. So I guess I already have written a Gomezified Wednesday. Huh.

And, predictably, the other one is "raven in the den, wolf in the nest". I'm still really proud of what I've accomplished for this fic. The final chapter was especially very healing to write with Wednesday's confession affecting Enid's confrontation with Esther in the climax of the fic. The whole point of the Addams Family isn't the gothicness necessarily, but that they were supposed to be the topsy-turvy of what is conventional. It was one of the main points of that fic, with Morticia fainting over the thought of her wonderful spawn dating an adorable rainbow being the topsy-turvy version of the disapproving parent trope. That confession was supposed to go along with that theme too. In typical stories that involve monsters, the crux of that romance is the person's love of the other person despite them being a beast. But Wednesday isn't a typical girl. Loving a murderous beast would be what's expected of a grim girl like Wednesday, but the best thing about Wenclair is how they still keep the topsy-turvy theme for Addamses. Enid is insecure about not being the ferocious monster she's supposed to be, yet despite all odds Wednesday loves her regardless. She grew so dang attached to her even before Enid got the chance to shift and that's both so unexpected but makes so much sense of Wednesday Addams.

Fredrik Backman is my absolute favorite writer. The way he writes grief and loneliness alongside humor and love in his works is just phenomenal. It just saddens me that I do not understand a lick of Swedish and can only rely on the english translated copies, so I can't say that I fully know how he writes his prose as translations can only go so far. But I can say that the emotions he evokes in his writings is what I always try to strive for. To make my readers tear up as much as I could make them laugh. Or maybe more of the latter. Like a warm hug.

(also wow that's very wenclai--)

I apologize for cheating and choosing my OC's, but I think I'd want to actually write a fic with Vega and Sora someday.

#asks #this became a monster sorry

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castle-dominion · 9 months

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6x18 the way of the ninja

the ninja episode liveblog

my intention is not to be racist by lumping in asian martial arts together but this kind of reminds me of Kung Fu Crabtree from murdoch mysteries.

Ooh she pretty oof thought that flapping was a gunshot. Oh it's a knife. WAIT IS THIS THE EP WITH THE KARAOKE THAT GAVE ME ANOTHER SONG TO PUT ON MY RYSPOSITO PLAYLIST? (dang there rly was subtext there huh.)

Ooh jazz Ooh friend from high school! Carly. Interesting. Like the other high school friend who owned a restaurant. Love the castle theme in the music here. KB: Definitely not. You are exactly her type. And the last thing I need is to watch someone from my past trying to seduce my fiancé while talking about the goddess that lives in her hoo-ha. RC & me: !?

KB: Please, Castle. You have to promise me. If you don’t hear from me by 10 o’clock you will call me and get me out of there. RC: I am setting an alarm right now. See, this is what having a partner in life is all about. Me: so true bestie.

they LIKE the strange ones Passport? why does she have it here & now? SP: To the untrained eye, perhaps. But what you don’t know about postmortem analysis could fill a book, Mr. Castle. In fact, it has. Numerous times. (Lanie first met him & praised him for his writing of death) & maybe castle should read those books to please permutter. RC: (dryly) Fine. So it was not a knife. SP: Ah, wrong again. It was a knife. But "stabbed" implies the blade was thrust into the victim, whereas this wound was produced by it being hurled into her chest. tbh could clip but won't

KB: Ryan, do we have any witnesses that saw the Great Throwdini or anyone else in the area? KR: Uh … no??? Not so far... (looking between them)

Ryan backstory moments: It’s a drop key. Yeah, I used to scavenge stuff like this from old buildings when I was a kid. I LOVE KEYS I HAVE AN ELEVATOR KEY MYSELF WHICH I HAVE USED TO PLAY WITH MY SCHOOL ELEVATOR BEFORE, I LOVE EXPLORING OLD ABANDONED BUILDINGS RYAN & I SHOULD HAVE BEEN KIDS TOGETHER.)

rehearsals fo rwhat? Oh dancing. Oh that's beautiful actually. Poor Dean he's so broken up over this & still young enough to be living with his parents.

Ryan comes in looking so excited (Ooh ryan totally was in ballet as a kid or smth lmao. except who can afford that? it was either piano or ballet, not both. Only one extra curricular.)

Ooh a good old yucky chair. Also grabbed a pic of caspockett but not ryan bc he was on the other side. tho had a great look.

point, why an elevator if no elevator? Ooh hanging sheets, can't see anything?

Ooh tatami mats & a shrine!

Castle no touchy! love a good silhouette

love slow motion & a puff of smoke...

... a ninja... stole the murder weapon... ... ho ho ho yeah!!! a cough diversion!

caskett: *married couple bickering* Gates: MURDER INVESTIGATION HERE

KR: Detective Beckett, this is consulate officer Amaya Tagamai calls her detective <3 Amaya Tagamai

Good old accents. Shinto my beloved. I really wish I learned more when I was in Japan & in World Religions class

Actually I heard that ninjas don't exist... in the plural form. But there is one last ninja & he is going to pass away before he can teach anyone else ninjutsu because the era & need for ninjas has passed & assassination is not a pretty thing to be proud of. Or maybe I'm remembering wrong. idk. But yeah as soon as he dies there will be no more ninja! ninja 3 the domination XD

KB & me: I swear she just said that it wasn’t that mysterious.

Actually yeah! bruce lee was a great dancer!

Oof ex(ish)-lovers playing lovers.

esposito said karate nicely <3

Castle mixing up two different east asian ppl, I'm glad that it was a funny bit of "don't be racist" without being to heavy

Lee: Look, if she fumbles a lift I’m the one that blows a knee. That's true He did almost catch the cup bc he does have good reflexes from being physically trained, but yo're right he did fumble. But the cup srs broke? kinda shocked but becks reacted nicely & calmly even tho castle broke the blue mug that she likes. Imagine her getting mad. Then castle tries it again with ANOTHER person he thinks is a ninja & this time breaks Ryan's signature mug. then he's mad too. Then ryckett gang up on him mad for breaking their cups.

WHY was she giving it up? She IS mad abt the cup! He slept thru it!? lol

*castle raises his hand* KR: yes castle! Carly & the goddess lol

bro it DEF looks like a tea import company a warehouse. A limo in the warehouse district.

"& two of us are cops" I was just thinking "only two really count" but he was thinking "there are three of us, plus two more bc we're double-powered bc we're cops" but I was thinking "three plus sokka"

*camera lets them in for some reason*

Ooh music. Ooh glass beaded curtains. Bro: they're shooting a porn? No wait it's an asians themed single club. I mean an asian themed singles club Nice place!

I've worked at a place like this. or it looked like this & I worked serving food. Castle buying these two their fun. Love it. Wow she is faking that accent. Wowie esposito with the girls & poor ryan my married man. "yes" "no" love it when they do the rysposito opposite directions thing *pushes her off*

ryan & esposito making each other all. I love. "private time" RC: I'm fine right here *watching rysposito fight* "what we came here for" good line

I love japanese karaoke. Play the part or they get in trouble? do they... do they have cameras? or ppl watching? Also Castle could ask for a massage where they don't need to play the part so much. oH WAIT THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS I was just remembering it by accident lol. CASTLE SNOOZE THE ALARM

je: Do you think maybe we could get another bottle? Something better? More expensive? they didn't put their badges in their pockets? JE: I’ll stay here and... entertain the ladies. Ryan has two paths: "fine by me I was getting uncomfy since I have a wife" or "why can't I be the sexy one?"

YES NO YES KARAOKE. I hate it I love it I'm excited it's a new song on my playlist kill me kill me kll me second hand embarassment but he's actually good skjfdskdlfjsdklfjlksjd didn't kate have a karaoke stakeout with mike Aww mama-san, like what I call my mom.

*getting thrown out* just like that time in vegas. This is not the first time these three have been thrown out. Best table, second bottle of more expenseive sake, three people, private time,,, still tho that's pricey (it is not lawful to remove alcohol from their premisis" KR: you're rich it's fine (tho that's a term or even two of college)

JE: It cost you six k and we’ve got nothing to show for it. RC: Ah, I wouldn’t say that. KR: You mean besides lipstick marks on your shirt? RC: I actually got a lead in there that’s going to blow this case wide– oh, whoa. Wait. Lipstick marks on my shirt? Where? Beckett’ll kill m– (he stops and covers his mouth) Oh my God! I didn’t call. (he scrambles for his phone) You guys. Beckett is going to kill me. He pulls out his phone, but before he can dial there’s a ninja throwing star embedded in the screen. KR and JE gape. RC: Ninja attack. (not clipping but I could have)

(or maybe I will & I'll grab this fight scene too.) Yeah clipping. I love how castle slowly backs away. rly edited voice. Look up idiot look up!

Sounds crazy AND you were drunk (possibly) If I was Gates I'd say they're trying to cover for something. mister saito not saito-san? He threw a party. The girls must have been brought by car... Ohhhh catering! Genius! Castle & gates I love them Castle in trouble with gates ryan oh no castle in trouble with his gal. Clipped that genuinely.

Ok but the excuse its valid!

Oh no beckett is afraid that marriage will be boring! Romance my beloved <3 *the music holds for a sec* How bout now?

I have never heard of cronuts until this show. croissant donusts. Ryan with the cronuts "Hey!" Becks, who took one & then stole the box with a second: they're not both for me! What are they already doing here? they already went down to soho & bought cronuts & talked to caterers?

Hoho, the consulate gal

NOT just like! Those ones are decorative, yours were made of steel! (& tbh it looked to me less on the japanese side of the spectrum, but def not as far on the german side of the spectrum. Just judging by the use. I mean, obviously it is far away from the maleable german side, but I wouldn't say it is quite fully there on the brittle japanese side. Tho ofc again if you consider the use, japanese steel would make more sense. & ofc you can't forget that they are literally japanese. but they are a more malleable japanese.)

Love the way beckett said esposito's name to mr saito. Love how he is so... good at talking. No technically her job is to solve what happens AFTER ppl are on the street. (& remove "dangerous people" from society so that yeah no murders happen on the street.)

If it were me I'd say "Of course, I'll have it right over. Can I read through the warrant? Oh, you don't have one? don't you need one? Oh not if I give it willingly? Well I'm not sure how that works so I'd like to read the warrant first, sorry. i just don't want to get in trouble with the law for sharing private information without a warrant or not reading the warrant, because you're legally supposed to read the warrant right? You're saying it is my RIGHT to read the warrant but not my JOB? Hm sounds sus. I'd rather not. I want to be a good citizen of the law."

Wasn't esposito in organized crime for a sec? (btw love the ryan outfit. stripes are smth he has. tho tbh I dislike it.)

tagami was on mat leave for 2 months! imposter! Crazy! Love it! except the orphpangage will be japanese

Aid you in your quest? she's only like 20 years old? I mean yeah she was dating a guy who was still young enough to live with his parents. To me that looks like a burn more than a scar. Then again, my stars aren't that shape even tho they are nearly the size.

Okinawa!

the green dragon wow cool name lol you had jade's bday? she didn't change it along with her name?

But the body type. Was the body type of the ninja close to saito? (also were they feminine? then again, skinny asian ballerinas don't have boobs)

Not wearing their vests? She said behind your head-- you come up with them down & then throw them up rly fast?

The sister survived too? Good on the uncle. Did the brother die?

I REMEMBER THE BUSINESSMAN NOW Ph I remember the green dragon arc now!

Randall: We were property developers. Jade’s father? He was an architect. I was a builder and Saito was the money guy.

He didn't do nothing! He called asked not to hurt her!

*killed just before he shared the name* ah the ninja was waiting to kill him later or see if he got arrested, but he was forced to kill him to protect his secret.

Wow love a good fight scene & also love the score Maybe don't shoot either maybe she told u to get the gun so THEY wouldn't shoot! (looks like a white guy babes) & it's bedford. & IT'S SAYA!

will she get charged with attempted myrder?

Oh no I remember Castle taking out the star. (he's so going to cut himself on that) But remember how in future episodes he has it.. framed almost? In a jar or smth? Ah the theme

Loved that ep! Absolutely loved it!

#castle 6x18 #castle 6x18 spoilers #castle 6x18 quote #the ninja episode

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day-dreaming-fox · 2 years

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GUESS WHO CRACKED THEIR PHONE FOR THE VERY FIRST TIME ON THEIR VERY FIRST PHONE THAT THEY GOT FOUR YEARS AGO!? I'm oddly proud of myself lol, I have reached a ✨milestone✨ —🎶

Dang that phone lived tho

#asks #🎶 anon #my favorite grandchild

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thelonelynindroid · 3 years

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I uh accidentally came out as Enby to my Mom today !!

#she was v accepting which is great!!#I'm still rlly not ready to come out to anyone else tho #but I never even thought I'd be strong enough to get to where I am now so I'm pretty dang proud of myself #exhausted but proud #to anyone who has shown me support and acceptance throughout me figuring myself out thank u so so much ♥#I genuinely don't think I would have got this far if it weren't for people online supporting me.#It's so easy to feel so so alone sometimes and u guys reminded me that I'm not. so thank u ♥♥#alexprobablytalksshit #gender stuff

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n41r · 6 years

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Guess who just killed her shoulders? Yes, it's me-

I was practicing on how to shade in animation so I just made a simple bouncy animation I'm pretty happy with the result~

Bete Noire from GlitchTale, made by @camilaart

#GlitchTale #Bete Noire #Betty (Glitchtale)#Animation #N41R Drawings #I made this from scratch in one day-#and wITH A MOUSE-#I'M DANG PROUD OF MYSELF #drawn with a mouse #tumblr kinda killed thhe animation tho #is2g it's just 4 frames-#why you do this to me-

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maplerin99821 · 2 years

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Omg-

Let's say it's Lucifer's bday and the brothers weren't sure what to do-

Until mammon comes and gives them a perfect birthday plan that 100% will make Lucifer have the best bday ever.

So after they finished everything and successfully surprised Lucifer he asked how did they come up with the idea and all say that it was mammon's idea and he planned it all

Then Lucifer's smile drops and he goes "what are you..." And all of them were confused then Diavolo says "You 6 realize that...mammon is dead..right?"

And ofc they didn't believe him and one of them points at a wall while saying"what do you mean he's right the.." then they realized mammon wasn't there:,)

Yeah that wasn't mammon ghost or something it was just their brains lying to them that he was there but he wasn't;-;

trigger warning // death

NOOO THE TWIST 😭😭😭😭 KSJAJH I can imagine Lucifer's heartbreaking into pieces 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 BUT JUST IMAGINE KJHDJKHA I have this thought that whenever a demon dies (or even an angel), they would get reincarnated into a human in ANOTHER world or timeline, that means there's a possibility that they won't be able to look for then in the human world because they got reincarnated into another universe. (To make it angsty, ofc)

(I truly believe that there's a bunch of different universes out there with different people and even different timelines and such. I and my classmates would give all sorts of possibilities 'cause imagine having an alternate universe is cool.) BUT LET'S GET BACK, IMAGINE that Mammon's soul is ready to be reincarnated into another universe, but decided to leave a parting gift for his brothers. SO yes, ghost Mammon is possible for this au. The younger brothers would probably think that it's weird at first because they know Mammon is gone, that their big loving brother is never going to come back— But Satan interrupted their thoughts and said that maybe, just maybe this is the result of their coping. Mammon wanted to cry because it's hurting him, but he has to do this, and since it's almost Lucifer's birthday— that can be Mammon's last parting gift. Helping the brothers with everything, making the atmosphere a little bit brighter because Mammon doesn't want Lucifer to celebrate his bday with a gloomy atmosphere. After that, Mammon would probably leave memorable gifts for his younger brothers since this will be the last time he's seeing them.

I'm making myself cry just by thinking how Mammon's gonna leave a teddy bear gift to Lucifer with all the encouraging voice records inside 'cause he knows his big brother needs some emotional support.

BUT DANG THAT ENDING THO KSDJKSHSA and Diavolo pointing it out since Luci's too heartbroken to say it. 😭😭😭 Then Lucifer's probably going to think that Mammon doesn't want this kind of party, so he brightens up the atmosphere by saying how Mammon's partying right now. So they all did, they celebrated it with smiles and laughter but their hearts are still heavy.

AND imagine where the younger brothers are so exhausted so they slept earlier than usual, so Lucifer's left alone with his thoughts— then he saw Mammon.

"You're late to the party, how unusual of you." Lucifer scolded with the lack of his strict tone; Mammon simply giggled as he made his way through the confetti and sat beside his big brother.

"Happy birthday, did ya miss me?" Mammon asked.

"Depends, are you still a trouble maker?" Lucifer replied. They talked like nothing ever happened; they talk like old times, and Lucifer's too afraid that this is going to end soon, so he overshares.

"Big brothers are supposed to be proud when seeing their baby brothers go." Mammon smiled; Lucifer said nothing, but his tears said everything.

"I'm simply not ready, Mammon. But I'll guide you on your journey, that's what big brothers are for, yes?" It's all Lucifer had to say after a minute of silence, and his baby brother laughed.

"I'm not used to seeing you go all, sentimental and stuff. Where's the strict Lucifer I know?! Did he run away?" It was satire, Lucifer knows that, so he replied with a joke. "He's probably working his ass off in his office."

Another laugh was let out, and now they're both laughing.

"I'll visit you in your dreams, now you're never gonna get rid of me!" His baby brother had said, and Lucifer noticed the fading glow on his legs. His baby bro is going to go now, and Lucifer couldn't do anything.

"Make sure to stop gambling in the other world, and make sure to be smart when handling money—" Lucifer's rant could go on forever. Mammon only rolled his eyes as he replied with a "Yes," in every order.

Lucifer wasn't the type of guy to say an emotional goodbye speech, so he simply stated the simple farewell he could muster.

"Be happy there." I love you

Then, Mammon's gone for good.

#thank you for this #omg #AAAA #im making myself cry #Thanks for putting this in my ask box #obey me angst #obey me mammon #mammon angst #sorry if there's any grammar mistakes

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madisonbeersource · 2 years

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i hope your health issues get better soon! i’m sorry to hear you have to deal with them :/ you deserve to have peaceful days, not hard times with health :// how are you doing apart from that? are you in school right now?

i’m doing well. i just moved to new york on my own! which sounds crazy! i’m moving into my new apartment this week and am going to start a tiktok and youtube channel with my studies and decorating once i’m settled 🤍

- ☁️ anon

(i’m glad you like the clouds! i think they’re so lovely and cute and they remind me of madison bc she’s so sweet and cute)

yea i'm taking care of it right now even tho i don't really know what is going on w me atm haha at least it ain't very serious i think & I treated myself w/ a nice fantasy book i'm soo exited to read SO there's that! My health's always been a real problem sadly :/ but ayeee can't be amazing and have a good health haha jk but thank u for ur concern cloud angel. I'm doing amazing tbh like i'm lit in my cozy apartment talking w/ u drinking my macchiato i could be so much worse haha (always trying to look at the bright side of things!) YES i'm in uni i got my final exam in spanish this week and i'm officially done w/ spanish now thank GOD haha but yes i'm in uni i have some courses tomorrow and i'm gonna see my babies (well one in particular like she's sooo sweet i love her)

WHAT??????? NEW YORK???? GIRL WHAT A POWER FLEX I LOVE THAT FOR U omg i wish i could say i did THAT your mind!! POWER FUL dang i'm so proud of you wtf!! do u work atm? or do u wanna become a full time influencer??

(the cloud is def a mads reminder!!)

#ask

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smutty-ki113r · 3 years

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Hi~ I wanted to hop on the match-ups as well cause I've read them and they're amazing. So could I request a romantic one? 👉👈

Hi, the name's Daniela but my friends call me Dina (pls call me Dina, after the Mr Worldwide post I wanna be your friend so bad 😭), I go by She/Her and I'm bisexual with a slight inclination towards males. I think I'm quite fun to be around, the most stupid things make me laugh and I can crack a few jokes even on the worst situations but at the same time I'm kinda serious, I get moody quite easily sometimes but for the most part I'm really bubbly. I suck at social interactions but I love people, so I'm absolutely an extrovert that's really scared to make people uncomfortable.

My insecurities are very much linked to me and my personality, I mean, I'm kinda self conscious of my weight and my body, but at the same time I always try to find beauty in myself, so much that it can lead to feeding my ego a little bit too much. And personality wise I feel like I can be really annoying, I like to feel special to the people I care about, so it lead to me being a really jealous person. Also I'm super competitive and that's not good at a certain point.

I like lots of stuff, very interesting things... I never really give much thought to the things I like, dang. I really like watching Anime and horror movies, drawing, going on walks, baking, I really really love to bake and clean, it's just so relaxing, ooh~ and I like dying my hair, a real fun activity if you ask me. In my friend group I'm chaos in person and also the one who's horny 25/8 and makes it known. Also, I'm known for hyperfixiating on anime characters (mostly mad scientists and intimidating blackhaired men). My music taste is quite normal, rock, punk, pop/punk, punk/rock, alternative rock, a bit of occasional metal. Some of my favorites are My Chemical Romance, Get Scared, Avril Lavigne, All Time Low, Three Days Grace, Hollywood Undead, Set It Off and Bring me The Horizon

The weirdest thing I do is thank the universe each and every morning for my incredible and amazing boobies 🥰🙏🖤🌸✨ and also I think being into esoteric stuff, crystals, demonology and that stuff could be considered a weird thing of mine(?) not sure how weird it actually is.

Oh yes yes, I just got admitted to college and imma be a Vet, super proud of myself, so I'm an animal lover. Btw I'm also libra, an ENFP with ego issues from time to time and an amazing person to dump your problems to (I love solving everybodies issues except mine). My ig is frutill.a, in case you need a physical description (don't be intimidated by how hot I am, I know I know, I'm amazing) and my abandoned art ig is frutill.art

For the ideal date thing? Yeah, cuddles, giving and receiving them, and eating, i like to be taken care of but also taking care of the other person(?. Even tho a picnic and cuddles under the stars sounds lovely. Yeah, maybe that's my ideal date, just doing something together at night that feels special to the both of us.

And to finish this up I just want to say that I love everything you do and you 😭 you're writing is so amazing, like just beauty, and I've read the other match-ups and they're so good, you're super duper talented and amazing. Keep up the good work and don't over do yourself, take care and keep it fun, I really look forward to see what other fic ideas you have in mind and I'll be there supporting whatever you come up with cause it'll be great. Kudos 🖤🖤🖤🤠

HI Dina, I match you with…..💞JEFF💞

Alright this was a hard one, quick quick why I didn’t match you with others. Demonology and EJ don’t mix, he has trauma. Plus, you seemed to be sort of similar to Jeff in some ways (not bad at all, you’re wonderful). I’m gonna go in order of what you talked about so that I can get my thoughts organized.

Stupid things make you laugh? At the worst possible times? At least you won’t be alone with Jeffy, he is the king of doing that, but he dosen’t exactly feel bad about it. AND you get moody often, Jeff too. Still, I feel like developing the relationship would take a while. You would have to constantly sit down with him and tell him what’s bothering you, open communication. Jeff is a master at feeding his ego, but he is fragile on the inside so be careful not to insult him, and once he warms up to you he is so so possessive. Does not want anyone else flirting with you at all, just goes to prove he thinks you might leave him for someone else.

He also loves horror (as we can tell) and he’s pretty much the chaos person too, you guys will bounce the energy off of each other for sure. //Also bro… what anime characters I have a thing for the murderers-// BUT BUT, set it off you say? Maybe go read some of this😏. I’m sure if you wake up next to Jeff he’ll be thanking the universe for your boobies too. HES AN ANIMAL LOVER TOO, and you being a vet is lovely, he wants to take care of his dog ya know?

I just know this man would bring you a rock thinking it’s a crystal. BRB BAWLING MY EYES OUT OVER THIS. Jeff isn’t one to dump his trauma on you, but he will tell you his current frustrations like how much Slender is pissing him off or something. He’s not very elegant but he would lay down a blanket and cuddle you if you like, once this man is attached he is attached. He loves being the big spoon in bed, and the little spoon too but don’t tell him I told you

He acts like he doesn’t pay attention but he really does, any slight changes in your mood and he will know what’s up. Very naggy about it, will try to pry it out of you (even though he doesn’t like other doing that to him), and gets angry if you don’t tell him. Just reassure him because he wants to help, he doesn’t want you to go to others for help when he’s right there.

Hope you liked this! BTW yes we ARE friends! Plz I almost cried at the Mr.Worldwide thing. I beg of you don’t let people dump their problems on just you, you need to have a space to share your struggles too. You can always message me, tumbler is like a safe place for me rn. I’m very understanding and wouldn’t ever make fun of you, I think that’s disgusting. You must be beautiful, I don’t have insta sadly. It got a bit toxic so-. You have great music taste, and I think you are a lovely person.

#jeff the killer headcanons #creepypasta #jeff the killer creepypasta #jeff the killer x you #jeff the killer x reader #Jeff the killer #creepypasta matchup #matchup #cp matchups #matchup.cafe #📯

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jinned · 3 years

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I am so sorry I haven't read Payback's A Bliss sooner :(((

I tend to shy away from one-shots with cheating and revenge involved because I have read a few too many that seemed too unrealistic and the characters tend to make a lot of unhealthy relationships. No offense to any authors though, some people like the angst and I'm totally fine with that lol.

Anyway, when I saw the warnings for it, I was like dang, that's too bad. I'll just read something else then and went on with my day.

Fast forward a day or two and I'm about to cry from the frustration brought by my workplace when I see your oneshot yet again. As I'm already frustrated, I decide to read it so that I know that at least someone else in this world is suffering like I am 🙃

After reading it though, I can only say that I was pleasantly surprised.

Instead of getting angry every minute or so at oc's choices, I found myself silently cheering her on and being proud of her self growth and improvement.

I could tell that both oc and Taehyung were hurt by their past relationships, but they still knew their self-worth and wouldn't let getting cheated on ruin them.

Bonus points for oc tho, she reassured Taehyung when he really needed it :D

Although their friendship started out from hatred and resentment, it grew into one where they both enjoyed in each other's company and encouraged each other when needed.

When they both set their plan into action, it really did seem to work in favor for them. They both gained confidence, increased their self care, and saved themselves from a toxic relationship.

The little details about their wardrobe made me UwU a lot.

Before the party when their hyping each other up, I honestly felt like I was there. I loved the conversation.

The ended was soo good though. Them deciding to stay friends was nearly my most favorite part.

I feel like a lot of people need to understand that both Taehyung and oc had recently left quite serious relationships that were longer than 3 years and they aren't ready to enter another one on a whim.

Being friends seemed to be the best option to me as well.

Adding on to that, I also wanted to say that I loved how you described their interactions. I constantly find that people write oc and the members' relationship as a one sided thing where one person would constantly care for the other, but the other would only enjoy the attention and not return it. I'm definitely not saying that a lot authors do this, but I just wanted to tell you how much I appreciated your descriptions.

Anywayyyyy, I don't even know if you take asks like this and I really hope you didn't get annoyed with all my ranting. I just really wanted to tell you that your writing is amazing and a lot of people look forward to seeing you posts, even when they don't say it out loud.

TD;LR >> Read Payback's A Bliss to get clear skin, a better life, and solid grades. Authornim is amazing and deserves lots of love.

- 🥔 anon (Unless there already is one. If so, I apologize 🥺)

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ANON!!!! I DONT THINK YOU UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I JUST S O B B E D

this was SO SWEET. I LITERALLY RAN TO SHOW MY SPOUSE WHAT YOU SAID THEN SENT IT TO ALL MY FRIENDS. it’s been so long since i’ve gotten feedback like this and i want you to know how much this truly means to me and how happy you just made me. i felt really nervous about PAB because i didn’t know how the revenge would come off or the fact that y/n and taehyung dont end up together. i didn’t want to be too confusing but i also wanted that confusion they were feeling to be evident and realistic and now i’m RAMBLING BUT REALLY I CANNOT THANK YOU ENOUGH FOR THIS!!! i will try to write and post more. this kind of feedback really motivates me and words of affirmation is my love language so 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 i cannot thank you enough for all of your kind words and i’m so glad you liked it!

also i ALWAYS welcome these kinds of asks. it truly means the world to me

#im framing this #you made my entire YEAR #💌🥔 anon #fic:pab #ask bean

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taeyamayang · 2 years

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first off, CONGRATS ON 800 LOVE WOO 🥳🥳 soso proud to see how far you've come and what the future holds <33 keep up the gd work!

i totally understand not wanting to watch an emotional anime, i have fallen victim to too many animes disguised as happy-go-lucky tropes which end up being a really sad and heart wrenching coming of age anime🥲

it's interesting to see a writer's perspective on how the characters are essentially brought to life, and don't worry, i understand what you mean. i think it's amazing how you plan all these steps in order to create the 'perfect' scenario for the readers. if i wasn't sure of it before, now i am 100% sure that my requests are in good hands ^^

i've recently started a new semester of college this past week, and i changed classes so all my classmates are pretty new. (i'm an engineering student!) it was a bit nerve-wracking having to interact with people but we pulled through nonetheless 😭 i'm really excited for my modules this sem though as it looks like ill be learning more abt my specialised engineering and i highkey can't wait 😁 what about you? anything interesting/random happened lately? let me know!

although these past few days have been a little iffy since i got into an argument with my dad about the course i'm in but i've decided to move past that.

as always, i hope you have an amazing week ahead and never forget to stay hydrated! you are loved and no one can tell you any different because they will get a roundhouse kick from me 😋

🌻

thank you! you know what, i never thought you’d join my event so when you did i was excited?? i don’t know why but maybe because i am used to reading your letters and seeing you join had a different feeling (anyway, i’m rambling lol)

yes, yes! you totally understand! i’ve been a victim of countless depressing anime series dressed in a romcom-looking slice of life anime,,

aww you’re good with words, has anyone told you that? like, every time you subtly tell me something sweet it always gets to me! thank you, you are such a sweet human :)

ooohhh engineering, that’s interesting (and challenging) what are you specializing on? only if you don’t mind and yeah i get that. the nervous feeling of a totally new environment and you just don’t know what to do in terms of socializing especially on my part since i studied in the same all girls school from pre school to high school so i literally have zero experience in terms of interacting with new people (also, that i am an introvert lmao) i’m glad you pushed through tho! i can sense from how you narrated me your day that you had fun despite the nerve-wrecking feeling! i’m proud of you! :)

anything random about me, hm, nothing much is happening in my life honestly lol but i am preparing for midterms so i am kinda busy with studying (not really) aside from that i am preparing documents, i don’t know if you know about this but i recently made music for a short film, so yeah i’m preparing documents for that and for a film competition the we’re joining and one of the requirements includes an HD photo of MYSELF,, A PICTURE OF MYSELF that’s a struggle i can’t even get a decent selfie but i guess i’ll have to work on that

oh dang, i hate arguments. i don’t like ending on a sour note with someone because it takes a toll on my overall mood for the day.. days, even. do you mind if you tell me why your father has issues about the course you’re in? (optional, only if you don’t mind)

i guess, i’ve come to the end of my letter to you, sunflower anon. i wish you a great day ahead and luck to your course! i know you’ll nail it because you obviously enjoy what you’re doing :) you deserve rest, so don’t hesitate to take a breather and pamper yourself. eat well and take care.

#anon.🌻#pea.asks

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kyunsies · 3 years

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hey mädch! how are you? sorry for taking so long to reply. i got a bit sick from overwork and my whole body kind of shut down? it got to the point where i couldn't eat or sleep and i ended up having panic attacks even just thinking about sleeping... like, no matter how well i was doing i just ended up feeling like i'd failed and idk i think i imploded. that big global launch i told you about reached thousands of people but it was like one of four jobs i'm also doing and with those stats idk i got myself so so pressured to keep it up (i'm really scared it'll end up failing tbh) and i think i went overboard with everything until my body decided stopping was the only way for me to stop - so i ended up having to take a week off to just kind to be healthy and alive?

thank you for being so kind as always, because i took time off i guess i ended up replying to my friends to just apologise for being so absent. i'm sure you understand how when you get overworked you can kind of end up just cutting things off and cutting everyone off and i think that happened with me a lot too? idk i think i just want to find a place that's healthier in general?

how is your job going? is it still going well? i hope you've been able to treat yourself with the money you're making as well what new albums did you buy? what shoes? i'm like you though! i get a bit obsessed with saving and i hate seeing my bank balance get too low as well.

i thought my favourite song was heaven but i'm really loving rotate more and more these days. but then i really like secrets... ah, there's no point picking haha! idk how i feel about eshy still working so much with them though. i'm so excited for their next english record cause aal was so good but... eshy? sigh.

i understand you very much - i was feeling like i deserved to be stressed all the time as well but i think that was me and that was kind of why i ended up a bit dead i think. you are so kind and aware and good and i am sure you will do amazing things. like, the fact you have doubts means that you're aware and considerate, and able to really push yourself as opposed to not thinking. one of my teachers used to say that the fact i was doubting meant that i was able to move up as opposed to just stand still so i believe it is the same for you and i am sure you will be able to do things that you want to do. i mean, you think far too well of me but you are so compassionate that i just think it's impossible for you to now succeed in your field! i had an ex who's dad was big in medicine and he used to say the best people in the field weren't like the most flashy or smart (though you are smart for sure) or academic etc but actually the best with people. so i believe in you!

omg ok that has been a whole ass essay!! ahhhhhhhh (sorry!) but <3 i hope you're super good. love you!!

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HELLO LOVE !!!!! <3 it's been a little while hasn't it ?? it's okay !!! i know u are heaps busy, i'm just happy when i'm able to finally hear from u again <3

oh god hun are u feeling better at least? u overwork urself so much ;____; you are doing so many amazing things, you will never be anything less than a fantastic person u know that right? i know i can't sit here and tell u otherwise bc i feel like we have similar tendencies, like no matter how hard we work or if we get good results we won't settle for it bc we are always looking at a flaw . but i really am proud of all that u do :( i could only dream to be as hard working at u are , i look up to ur work ethic . i hope the panic attacks have gotten a little better tho bc that's not healthy :( you are doing more than enough :( i am so happy u have decided to take a week off tho love really u deserve it after your hours and hours of hard work ;___; truly!! <3 i think everything will go well bc i know u gave it everything, with your dedication i'm sure the project will be just fine okay?

and pls i totally understand what u mean bub .... when things get a lot or even when things aren't so busy sometimes it's just hard you know? there are still ppl i need to message to make sure they know i think about them all the time but like i said last time i want to make sure that all the responses i give to ppl are genuine and not half-assed so i usually dedicate a message for them when i know i'm in a good headspace to answer ;____; but i don't think theres anything wrong with that :( as long as u eventually get back to ppl who care about u i don't think they care about how long it takes for u to get back to them as long as u do it at some point so they know u are still thinking of them :( ppl know ur busy love (hopefully) and they shouldn't look down on u or think of u badly if they understand ur situation <3

my job is going okay love they're re-organizing all of our files tho and i've just been trying to get everything all nice for them bc we're kinda getting rid of the old system and i want everything to be nice and in it's place before i leave to back to my final year of uni :') i've been making good money for me tho and yesterday i treally treated myself with some much needed nice clothes .... i might have dropped $200 hhh which isn't really much but when i buy clothes i tend to splurge on better quality stuff ,,, it's why i don't buy a lot of clothes in the first place LDKFJ bc i know it's going to be expensive whatever i buy :') i ended up only getting version 2 + 4 of the one of a kind albums !!!!!!!! i think i'll order the other ones later, i didn't think i should spend about $100 in one sitting sdlkfskd it just didn't feel right . and i did end up getting the shoes !! i got some nice white leather platform tennis shoes, i'm very happy about the purchase, i've been wearing them everyday :D we really are the same when it comes to spending money i see HHSDLFJLSKDFJ <3

also u are SO VALID about one of a kind lol in the beginning i was like omg rotate rotate rotate but like i said last time my fav is definitely heaven ;____; it is so dang comforting for me idk what it is but i have deemed it my top 3 emotional support mx songs so for me they are now amen, gravity, and heaven <3 AND OH MY GOD i agree with this so hard ...... i'm actually really excited about what mx has in store next ....... i dislike eshy with every fiber of my being but !!!!!! idk i'm always excited what mx has i really don't even care as long as they give them free range that's all i ask ;____; and i know ppl are concerned about them going overboard with working but ...... if they didn't want to do it they don't have to !!! i think they crave making music and i think the more opportunities they get the happier they are . they only get this life once u know !!! why not make the absolute most of it <3 just without eshy lol

and lastly ....... this last part got me right here ;_____; how are u so understanding ...... u know exactly what to say all the time :( i've really have been dreading this last year of uni, i don't feel like i'm ready for this . i'm scared to look for a job, i'm scared no one will want me, i'm scared that i won't be able to work int he NICU like how i want to ;____; i'm scared i'm going to screw everything up . i just want to be a good nurse, i want to finally have some confidence in what i do :( i always get so anxious about this stuff, i have so many classmates telling me just to calm down and that i worry too much so i often think something is wrong with me ..... but i worry bc i care about what i do and i want to do it correctly .. i don't know how to say this but u have given me so much comfort just reading this :( i put u in such high regard bc u work really hard and i can tell u are good at what u do for work !! it's crazy that YOU think I am something to be proud of when u are already out there in the working world, being a really damn good adult and being responsible when i'm just me being so insecure about everything i do and i'm not even graduated yet . i just blows my mind u think of me this way and that in it of itself is just ........................ u are so kind ;____; i hope u realize how good of a person u are and you are just one of those ppl i don't even hav to meet and i just naturally look up to u :( so thank u so much .... i really hope u are able to take care of yourself on this break . and remember i am here any time okay !!!!! no matter how many days pass i am always here happy to hear from u okay?? pls take care, i love u angel !!!!!!!! <3

#asks #💥 anon #us <3 the essay ppl on this site <3 #i was so happy when i say this in my inbox babe !!!! ty for coming here and stopping by #i love u so much :( u are so sweet and kind and comforting #i hope u are doing well always !! i think about how u are doing often bubbie <3

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trulyhopelessromantic · 4 years

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Phantom Santa strikes again! >:3 Your Christmas sounds amazing! All that food and tradition~ 😊 That's a fantastic ballet! One of my absolute favorites! What kinds of nutcrackers do you and your family have? Also, you've seen the musical that much? I've only seen it once!! Dang, I'm jealous but that's amazing! 😆 BUT- Wow! So much wonderful info!♥️🌹 Keep on telling me more, I don't mind learning even more about your passions~ ;3

I feel like I'm bragging when I say how many times I've seen Phantom but living in London I told myself I need to see it at least three or more times before I move back to Canada and so I did. Lucky for me too it has come twice to my city through Broadway Across Canada while I have been alive. ( it came once before but I hadn't been born yet)

As for The Nutcrackers we have mostly just once the size of your forearm and most of them are soldiers or members of the military band with a drum etc LMFAO but I have one dressed like a jester for example so we have some variety and one of my favourites is a Mouse King Nutcracker!

I self published a book titled A Promise Kept which I wrote while I was in junior high and high school but I've since removed it from circulation because as an adult I've realized I need to add more detail for setting in it. My style has always been to focus a lot more on the events of the story and the feelings and dialogue and I need to get better with properly describing setting. It makes me sad because I am very proud of A Promise Kept but I need to acknowledge my room for growth as a writer.

My favorite things to write are fantastical things or historical fiction. So like vampires, magic, princes and princesses, time travel, and so on. I also LOVE writing love stories and I enjoy a healthy dose of angst!

I also like to read the same sorts of things!

I guess instead of going on and on about each fandom and what I like about it I'll just list a few of my favorite characters across my fandoms:

• Belle -Disney Beauty and the Beast

• Rapunzel and Eugene -Tangled

• Sherlock Holmes -almost any adaptation really! BBC is a fav versuon of the character tho

• Iron Man -Marvel

• Legolas, Pippin -Lord of the Rings

• Spock, Kirk, Bones, Scotty, Chekov -Star Trek ( the new movies cuz I haven't seen much of the old stuff yet)

• Ron Weasley, Sirius Black -Harry Potter

• Pretty much the entirety of the Haunted Mansion 2003 movie XD and characters from the rides too

• I guess the Phantom is my favorite character from Phantom of the Opera but I do enjoy elements of other characters too ♡

• I'm also fond of Shakespeare and my favorite plays are Romeo and Juliet and Midsummer Night's Dream

• I'm also into Pirates of the Caribbean although I feel like the first movie was the best movie

• I also love Van Helsing the movie with Hugh Jackman and Kate Beckinsale

I feel like there's so much more to tell but suddenly my mind has gone blank LMFAO

I'll conclude here then and reflect further :D

#poto secret santa #I keep forgetting to tag it I'm so so sorry!

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