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citiair · 5 months

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MY BESTFRIEND

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eren yeager (eren jaeger) x back female reader

-> ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE!!!, modern time 21st century, eren got a crush on reader!, headcannons, fluff, biking, kissing?, i love you?, reader and eren like eachother but scared to admit it to one another, armin is a flirt, short story at the end?, mikasa is one of the reader’s best friend, she/her pronouns used for reader and female bodied. SFW (safe for work)

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YOU GUYS ARE BESTFRIENDS,

-> of course you guys are always be together.

-> you guys are bestfriend, eren will always give you his coat if it’s too cold in an area.

-> you guys are bestfriends, you will always give eren a kiss on the cheek before he leaves you for the day.

-> you guys are bestfriends, of course everyone notices that you two like eachother!

-> you guys are bestfriends, armin will always playfully flirt with you to see eren’s face go red!

-> you guys are bestfriends, he will call you innocent pet names like darling, sweetheart, and pretty :)))

-> you guys are bestfriends, you totally almost kissed eachother when you guys were standing in the rain waiting for bus you guys previously missed earlier.

-> you guys are bestfriends, you guys tell eachother you love eachother without totally knowing how much you guys love eachother. more than friends…

-> you guys are bestfriends, you stay over his house all the time to the point you have your own toothbrush over there.

-> you guys are bestfriends, you’ve totally kissed eachother before but never told no one or did it again because you didn’t want to ruin y’all friendship :(.

-> you guys are bestfriends, you ride bike together in the forest to the waterfall.

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you’re so slow eren! you laughed as you peddle faster on your bike.

he scoffed playfully and match his speed to yours to keep up with you.

you guys cruised through the forest and admire the beautiful nature around. well at least that’s what you thought he was doing.

while you were taking in the scenery he was taking in your beauty.

we are almost there, keep up! you playfully bantered with him and kept peddling.

right behind you sweetheart! he smirked and peddled faster and soon passed you up.

your cheeks became hot as he said that, he started saying things like that a lot you never took it into consideration but it was starting to make you think.

*flash back*

mikasa and bri, your bestfriends sighed.

you know he likes you right? bri inquired.

yes i do. but its an innocent crush. you tried to wave off the accusations.

mikasa looked at you and began speaking. you like eren don’t you, y/n?

you pouted, looked down and nodded your head.

you didn’t want to ruin your friendship with eren. you guys had known eachother since the beginning of high school and now you guys are in your last year of college. you didn’t want to mess anything up cause you didn’t know where life would take you guys after college.

*flash back over*

you quickly snapped out of your transit to eren saying slow down, we are here!

you guys hopped off your bikes and sat on a rock near the waterfall.

you guys found this waterfall when y’all first got to college, when y’all were riding your bikes.

you gazed at the beautiful fall and smiled softly.

y/n, can you look at me? eren spoked softly to where you could only hear him. you turned your head and looked into eachothers eyes.

he took a deep breath and cupped your face with his hands.

i love you. he said hesitantly.

i love you too eren. you said as you smiled.

no you don’t get it, he removed his hands from your face and took your hands into his.

i love you, i wanna be with you for the rest of my life, i want you to be the person i run to for everything good or bad, i want you to be my wife one day, i want you to be the mother of my kids, i love you so much i go crazy thinking there’s other guys that look at you the way i look at you. i go crazy when armin flirts with you even when i know it’s playful. i want you forever. i love you y/n.

he said finally, he finally told you how he felt. truly.

you felt tears coming out of your eyes. you didn’t know what yo say because you knew you always felt this way about too.

i love you so much eren, i want to be with you forever too. i was just scared of ruing our friendship. i don’t care though cause i know i will never lose you. you mean the world to me. you told him and then kissed him passionately as he kissed you back.

you both pulled away and looked at eachother.

he smiled and spoke once again as he pulled you into his arms.

my baby, my everything, my bestfriend.

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a/n: heyyyyyy! i have been gone for so long! i miss y’all! how y’all been? life is a lot right now! but i plan on writng more soon! i wanted to get something out here for my babies i will see y’all soon hope y’all enjoyed!

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citiair · 1 year

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YOUR VALENTINE

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armin arlert x black!female!reader

-> ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE!!! set in the late 1940s, old hollywood, forbidden (kinda) lovers, armin is so smitten by reader (it’s adorable), reader is a up and coming-popular jazz singer, armin is rich, singer!reader, baller!armin, female reader, FLUFF, a small bit of racist in marks.

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MY FUNNY VALENTINE…

you sang into the mic softly, you swayed to the music as people admire your voice. you were an up and coming singer— new to the business.

armin sat back mesmerized by your voice.

it was smooth as silk and sweet like honey.

is your figure less then greek… is your mouth a little weak…

your mouth dragged out calmly, you knew you had eyes staring at you but there was one pair that caught your attention.

the icy blue eyes that soften every time you moved your lips. you smiled gently at him and he looked down at his twiddling fingers with blush to cheeks.

each day is valentine’s day… you sung out the ending of the song and smiled at the welcoming applause.

you bowed and took your leave from the stage and walked across the room to the bar.

you order a glass of water to wash down all the notes your voice just ran.

thank you, kindly. you said the bartender handing you the drink, you sipped your drink slowly, mind wondering to other places until you felt the air next to you get filled.

you looked to your right and saw those icy blue eyes again and smiled softly.

beautiful voice to match a beautiful face. he told you and you giggled.

why thank you… you said queering at the end of your sentence.

armin. armin arlert. he told you and that name rung a belle to you, then soon realizing that name.

he was one of the richest men in hollywood! what was he doing at club like this? you shook yourself out of your thoughts.

y/n. y/n l/n. you spoke to him then drunk more of your water.

you and your voice deserve to be seen and heard on the big screen ya know? i can make that happen… he spilled his thoughts to you and looked into your eyes.

you scoffed and rolled your eyes, ignoring him and continuing your drink.

who does guy think he is? why is he saying all this?

you finished your glass and sat it down.

i don’t need you. i don’t need a white man. you demanded to him and he was taken back.

he thought he was being nice? he shook his head.

i wasn’t trying to be rude little darling. it’s just you deserve too be heard, and woman you are beautiful, so you dang sure need to be seen! he told you.

never was it his intention to offend you. your gaze on him soften and he sighed.

that’s when you saw a white man whispering to a woman who looked like could be his wife. that man and woman’s eyes were right on you and armin and you didn’t like it.

i’m sorry i have to go. you muttered quickly and put some change down on the bar counter and ran to your dressing room.

you left a armin artlet stunned and no time for him to say goodbye, he slowly turned to see what you were so scared of and saw the man and woman, he cleared his throat and walked over to them…

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you closed the door shut behind and sighed. you really liked him you thought to yourself.

you sat down at your small vanity and looked at yourself.

what you would do to talk to that man for five more minutes…

happy valentines to me right..? you grumbled sadly and made a scowl.

you ran. you didn’t want anything trouble for you or armin, so you ran.

then out of the corner of your eye you saw a bouquet of assorted roses with a note with them.

you were stunned, you didn’t know if this was trap or someone genuinely wanting your attention. you shrugged your shoulders slightly and grabbed the note and opened it!

you closed your eyes preparing for something to jump out, then opened one eye then relieved and open the other.

you smiled softly and began reading the note…

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‘ my funny valentine… you are sweet as can be. voice is like honey to me, you walk with such confidence… you fill my mind with nonsense. pretty lips that sound form the image of a gorgeous swan. those lips i want to kiss upon. i hope that wasn’t to much to say… i come here from time to time to hear you sing, but yet get mesmerized by your beautiful essence. one day in the future or sometime… you’ll be my precious precious valentine…

your valentine, armin .’

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you felt tears swell your eyes. you needed to get to him quickly. you slapped the note on your vanity and rushed to the door, you opened and revealed a quite disheveled armin arlert.

you smiled softly and pulled him towards you.

he cupped your face pull your lips to his and kissed you softly.

you relaxed into the kiss and held him,

you didn’t want to let go.

he didn’t want to let go.

you pulled away to give yourselves some room to breathe while gazing upon eachother.

looks like i’m… he began..

your valentine…

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a/n: I feel like this seems a bit rushed. there won’t be a part two for this since this was a valentines day special which by the way happy valentines, my funny valentines. also if you didn’t make sure to vote which fic you want! i hope you guys have a good holiday and day! <3

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citiair · 1 year

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LIKE YOU

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aran ojiro x black!female!reader

-> ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE!!! basketball!player!aran, cheerleader!black!reader, reader and aran are good friends, aran is low key a jerk, reader likes aran, angst, she/her pronouns, female bodied.

pt. 1 -> pt. 2 -> pt. 3

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DID HE NOT LIKE YOU? DID HE LIKE YOU?

why should you care? why shouldn’t you care? why did you have to care? why didn’t you have to care?

you sat there on your bed with your finger twiddling with one another.

you shouldn’t had sent that text you thought.

you wonder what he was going to say, how he would react, good, bad, nasty, happily honestly all of the above.

you were nervous for some reason, you honestly thought maybe there was a chance of him liking you back.

you slightly grin at the thought all the memories you have with

aran ojiro.

you and him met when he moved to your neighborhood, about that time you were in the 7th grader and he was going to attend the 8th grader at your school.

you guys never spent much time in school cause of the grade difference but outside of school, you guys had gotten pretty close within the span of 5 months of him being new to the states.

yea, he was from karumai a town in japan. he told you he learned a bit of english when his parents first informed him about the move to the states.

you asked him if he wanted you to help with knowing more about the english language. he happily obliged.

by the time you both were in high school— him eleventh grade, you tenth .he was fluent knowing both japanese and english. you were proud of him, from those days you guys got closer and closer, eventually becoming long-time best friends.

you both were into sports in high school. you being a volleyball player your fresh man year, then sophomore, junior and senior year being a cheerleader. while him being a basketball player for three years of his high school experience, his first year went to volleyball.

you liked volleyball but cheering and dancing was something you loved to do, you dreamed of being a pro cheerleader for the lakers, while aran dreamed of playing for the lakers.

“all the greats played for them!” he would say all the time. you and him had similar dreams with eachother, and saw eachother in the other’s future.

you realized as you both got older, got into the same college and you developed feelings for him, you honestly don’t know how and when, but did that stop you?

nah.

so now here you are, sitting on your dorm’s bed, biting your fingers and waiting for a response.

from him.

girl calmed down! he’s gonna respond! your dorm-mate willow told you, you guys had gotten pretty close you’re freshman year of college and luckily got the same roommate for sophomore year.

i know but i’m nervous you told them. they went over to you from their bed and sat on yours, next to you.

they rubbed your back gently and hugged you.

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⁷:¹⁰𝚙𝚖 -> 𝗵𝗲𝘆𝘆𝘆𝘆𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗻!

𝘄𝗮𝘀𝘀𝘂𝗽 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘆𝗼𝘂 <- ⁷:¹¹𝚙𝚖

⁷:¹¹𝚙𝚖 -> 𝗶'𝘃𝗲 𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗼 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂...

⁷:¹²𝚙𝚖 -> 𝘂𝗵𝗵𝗵..

𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹... 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝘂𝗽? <- ⁷:¹²𝚙𝚖

⁷:¹⁸𝚙𝚖 -> 𝗶 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

⁷:¹⁸𝚙𝚖 -> 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗮 𝗳𝗿𝗶𝗲𝗻𝗱...

𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘵 ¹⁰:⁵²𝚙𝚖

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the next day you didn’t go to school.

this had such a impact on you.

he looked at you messages and ignored it.

you were sulking in your own thoughts when you heard a knock on your dorm door.

you got up from your bed and went to answer it.

and behind it was him- aran standing in all of his ‘glory’. he was shining with sweat so it looks like he just came back from the gym.

can i come in? he asked you curiously , it never took you this long to tell him to come in. sure come in. you said with your head pointing down

you went to sit on your bed and patted your bed to sit next to you but he shook his in rejection. you heart sunk, he never rejected sitting next to you. you really messed up.

listen y/n, i’m gonna cut the chase. i, we can’t be anything. we are best friends i would hate to ruin over some stupid crush, ya know? he spoke to you urgently wanting you to understand where he was coming from.

you bit your lip and shut your eyes.

humiliation.

humiliation is what you felt.

i know, it was dumb to act on my heart rather than my thoughts. my bad i guess.. you harshly said to him now with tears cascading your face

y/n- he began to plead but you stopped him.

please just leave aran, there really isn’t no point of explaining. you said what you said. you told him wiping your tears and walking to your door.

you opened the door and slowly walked over to you and the door and looked at you one more time.

i love you. okay text me if you need me. aran said to you as he kissed your cheek and left out the room.

he was almost already down the hall when willow was walking up to the open door with you in the entrance.

so i saw him kiss your cheek? is it a yay or a nay? they asked you concerningly looking at your dries-up, tear-covered face.

it was a nay wills. you told them as you walked away from the door it’s funny cause you really thought he would you

like you

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a/n: heyyy its been a while… anyways! anyone want headcannons or a part two? maybe i’ll be nice and give y’all both… who knows… hope you enjoyed!

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citiair · 2 years

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LOVESGONNAGETYOUKILLED

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rue bennett x black!gender-neutral!reader

-> bestfriend!rue, bestfriend!reader, rue and reader are best friends but reader likes rue and sees through rue’s bull, reader doesn’t particularly like jules because jules has rue, reader isn’t happy that rue is using jules, same setting and universe just reader added in, mentions of drug addiction, mentions of using people, small mention of death (not specific just the word), just angst for real. :/ THIS TAKES PLACE IN SEASON 1!!!

*warning: if any of this makes you feel uncomfortable you are welcome to leave this story, your mindset and health comes first!*

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YO Y/N!

she yelled behind as you were pacing to your next class.

she was with jules. great- it’s just you couldn’t believe that wasn’t you but instead jules.

moving forward classes were transitioning and you had a chemistry, you wanted to be first there because you had a assessment that you had to pass.

you tried to ignore rue and jules but you couldn’t— rue had caught up to you.

hey, i need to talk to you? she told you while standing behind you. your body facing the opposite way not turning around. jules could smell the tension between you two and thought to give you two some space.

rue, i will catch up with you later… she stammered to rue, kissed her on the cheek and proceeded to her class.

rue rolled her eyes and walked up infront of you and stared at you. i’m sorry… she said softly and sincerely to you. she was your bestfriend and still was. you loved her and cared for her, but what she said was unforgettable.

*one week ago*

you both were in a empty class room, sitting in pure silence. neither of you wanting to talk.

until you broke the silence.

rue, i’m not doing this anymore. you clearly are using her. you don’t love her! you keened to her.

shut up! she’s the only person that’s been there… rue said to you looking away from you.

wow… okay so i guess i ain’t nothing then. fine by me. i don’t care. go “love” her! you mimicked to her. you grabbed your book bag to proceed to your class that you were already late for.

i do love her. okay. you don’t know anything about the love i have for her! she said to you with gruff yet monotone voice.

you turned to her.

rue this love.. you have for her is only because she’s the reason you aren’t doing drugs. you love her because she’s only sobering you up. so what happens when your all sobered up? huh! will you still love her?

you were now infront of her, your eyes piercing into her.

i’m going to marry her. she said with a light grin, thinking all the ways to make jules happy.

cut the crap! you getting married? i will believe that when i climb mount everest! you lashed out on her then chuckled at her nonsense.

mount everest ain’t got nothing on me… it’s like soon as i got with jules you wanted to start acting like you never have time to hang out- man even when i mention jules, your face turns into a scowl… heh, kind like now. she talked to you as she pointed to your face.

which indeed was in a scowl.

you chuckled and began to walk away. you didn’t have time for this.

maybe you just want me to die. it’s like you don’t want me to be happy… but yea walk away. she finally murmured to you stopping your pace.

either of you ears couldn’t agree with what you heard.

you know what rue, go be happy, use jules as your emotional support animal. i don’t care no more. i’m done. you strictly told her.

you walked out the classroom leaving rue there.

she watched you walk out the classroom leaving her behind.

*back to present time*

rue, go away, leave me alone. you said to her coldly.

please, talk to me, i need you, you’re my best friend… she pleaded to you. you were her best friend and still was but you just needed space.

rue you need to rethink your choices of words, people and just decisions… I gotta get to class… you said pushing beside her and walked to your classroom that was only a few feet from your last position.

rue wanted to stop you but she knew that she messed up.

she knew she was going to need give you space.

she watched you enter your classroom and smile at kat who was also in your class and entering at the same time as you.

you entered class with a little bit of a mood boost cause of kat and took your seat in the classroom.

you really didn’t know what type of love rue had for jules but you knew…

that type of…

lovesgonnagetyoukilled.

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hope you enjoyed!

#black reader #x black reader #black y/n #black!reader #black yn #euphoria #euphoria x reader #euphoria x y/n #gender neutral reader #rue x reader #rue bennet x reader #rue bennett #citiair — chronicles ༄#euphoria season one

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citiair · 2 years

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LONELY

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eren yeager x black!fem!reader

-> ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE!!!, modern universe, lonely!drinker!eren, partier!sentimental!blackreader, mentions of drinking abuse (if you squint), brief gore mentions, alternative universe, angst, slight fluff, everyone involved in the story is 21 or over, mentions of cheating, reader sees eren is upset and attempts to help. they/them pronouns used but reader is bodied as a female

~ inspired by the song Lonely by Chloe x Halle

*warning: if any of this makes you feel uncomfortable you are welcome to leave this story, your mindset and health comes first!*

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YOU WEREN’T LONELY…but he was. eren was a mess and he knew it. his mom didn’t care about him. his friends didn’t care about him. man…the woman he loved didn’t even care about him.

he was slumped over the bar table as he watched everyone have a good time and live their best lives. he couldn’t do that. he wouldn’t let himself do that, he felt as if he didn’t deserve to live his life. in his 23rd year of life he felt lonely.

I KNOW SOMETIMES YOU FEEL ALONE

eren? are you in here? eren! mikasa stammered over her words attempting to grab eren’s attention. eren sat in their shared bedroom alone in the dark; mikasa went their bedroom and opened their door.

it smelt disgusting, reeking of the alcoholic drinks he was drinking. what the f- eren oh my gosh! are you seriously drinking again?! mikasa exclaimed to him while flicking the lights on.

shut up. he told her but she didn’t she forward a ‘excuse me’ to him and that grew eren with rage

shut up! shut up, shut up, SHUT UP! he was now red with a scowl on his face and in front of mikasa with his fist clenched. mikasa didn’t know what to say- she couldn’t say anything. she just put her down to the floor.

I KNOW SOME NIGHTS YOU WAIT BY YOUR PHONE

eren-

why would you sleep with him, why would do that to me… to us? was i not good enough? all those times you were working on your fashion collection; no, no, no- you were working it off with jean huh? weren’t you- several calls went to you by me.. oh I just wanna-

I KNOW YOU WISH YOU HAD SOMEBODY TO HOLD IT DON’T HAVE TO BE LONELY BEING ALONE

one electric lemonade for the beauty there and anything else for you sir? eren was quitely interrupted from his reminiscing of tonight’s earlier events by the bar tender; eren gently nodded him off and waved him off to let him know he was fine as of right now.

hard night huh? his gaze was transferred to the young woman sitting on the stool across from him. you could say that… he muttered to them, he would of said something more entertaining but he was in awe by their looks. beautiful white satin dress paired with gold chained, white blocked heels and crimson hair with bangs almost covering their eyes.

the young woman took a sip of their drink and grabbed eren’s hand. he was taken by surprise. what were they doing? come let’s dance so you will feel less lonely! they sheepishly smiled at him, his lips turnt to a little smile and put his drinking down he was sipping, and was guided to the dance floor by the young woman.

WHO ARE YOU WHEN NO ONE’S WATCHING? YOU CLOSE THE DOOR TO YOUR APARTMENT

eren slammed the door to his used to be shared apartment with his now ex-girlfriend. oh he was on a mission, and not a good one at that…

punch after punch, scratch after scratch, jean was beaten up pretty badly… earlier that night, eren went over jean’s house for a “guy’s night”? no. now jean was lying on his living-room floor slightly beaten to the he pulp.

eren stood infront of jean’s body and picked up jean’s phone to facetime the contact ‘mikasa♥︎’, she picked up the first ring and there saw mikasa’s ex-boyfriend blood splattered face; he turned the camera to jean’s now almost unconscious body.

you see your little boyfriend kasa, hmm? you see him? how about you come get him and take him to the hospital and if you try to snitch, hah, your little cousin will be next. i’ve now warned you! he gritted at her through the phone and hung up the phone. he through the phone at jean and smirked at him with evilness.

let’s go clean up, shall we?

ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE SILENCE?

eren wiped off the fog on the mirror in jean’s bathroom, he had just gotten out of the shower. he opened the door to jean’s bathroom and still saw jean lying on the floor conscious, he was shaking and eren loved that, eren wanted jean scared of him and now he was…

eren walked over to jean’s halfway opened bedroom door, opened it then proceeded to go in his room and looked through his drawers and closet to find something to wear for tonight was.

he going out to the bar/club to celebrate loneliness and unhappiness. yay!

eren later than settled for a turquoise floral short sleeved shirt, some capri pants, white gucci belt, white versace loafers. he ruffled, somewhat combed through his hair. sprayed one of jean’s colognes on and left out of the bedroom.

ARE YOU AFRAID OF WHAT YOU’LL FIND IN IT?

everything went silenced when he saw the faces of mikasa, armin, connie, levi and h-h-his mother— carla with crossed arms. he made a scowl at them, all of them knew that mikasa was cheating and they didn’t care.

he was hurt. so before anything could have himself involved with anything else bad. he grabbed his jacket he brought earlier with him and left the out jean’s place.

eren was sober, well sober enough to get him from point A to B to C back to A.

eren arrived club and well we all know what happened after that…

I KNOW YOU WISH HAD SOMEBODY TO HOLD

he held onto your waist as y’all dance to the music being played, though to eren he didn’t really hear anything— except for the beating of you and his hearts beating in sync.

your arms wrapped around his neck as your hands would occasionally tousle his hair.

the song ended and your friends were telling you it’s time to go it was one in the morning.

you and eren had to say your “goodbyes” well his was more of a ‘goodbye’ yours was a ‘see you later’.

you hugged him tightly and eren squeezed you back, you guys let go.

you gave him your number and saved your contacts as ‘Y/N :)’ and his was in your phone as ‘eren (:’.

oh wow that’s your name? I would’ve said some like josh! you giggled to him and he smiled gently and let out a small chuckle only you could hear.

call me if you ever get…lonely… you told him softly as you proceeded to kissed his cheek and walked away from into the crowd to find your oh-so tired friends.

he looked you as you walked away into the on going crowd of partiers and maybe even lonely people.

he looked down at his phone that went off and genuinely smiled.

‘Y/N :)’ at 1:09 AM: lonely yet? :p

‘eren (:’ at 1:10 AM: i guess… IT DON’T HAVE TO BE LONELY BEING ALONE…

s͟e͟n͟t͟

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hope you enjoyed!

#black!reader #x black reader #x black fem reader #black reader #black girls #black y/n #gender neutral pronouns #fem reader #eren yeager #eren x reader #eren x black reader #aot x poc!reader #aot x female reader #possibly triggering #Spotify #citiair — chronicles ༄

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citiair · 2 years

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SIR BAUDELAIRE | PROLOGUE

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armin arlert x black!musician!reader

*soundcloud link in story title ^ and Spotify link above as well ^*

bold -> talking | regular -> story telling | slanted -> past story telling | colored text -> song lyrics of ‘CMIYGL’

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YOU THINK YOU WIL BE OKAY… your mother said to you abruptly,

as you were carrying your few loaded suitcases to your car from your hopefully used to be humble of home. mama i’ll be okay. i promise! you assured her worries as you open your car trunk and load your bags in; you close the trunk and walk up the steps to your mother and hug her tightly.

you kissed her cheek softly and pulled away from her and held her hands. you were the oldest out of two you had a younger brother named b/n, and your father was here as well. being 20 years old and about to take a trip around the world was a big step. 16,000 dollars you paid for a ‘round-the-world’ trip ticket, within taking out a 30,000 dollar loan from the bank; i mean it was the same things as taking a loan out for college..

right?

CALL ME IF YOU GET LOST

(the series!)

yoooooo! i’m telling you this trip finna be hot! like having the time of our lives dawg! you exclaimed excitedly to one of your bestfriends of 6 years on the phone. she was coming on this trip as well but started hers ahead of time before you; she was already in australia, y’all were going to meet up in switzerland.

you were gliding down the streets of your hometown to get to your next destination: the airport! you were honestly a little nervous to be gone from home a 1 year without physical contact from any of your family or other friends. but you were on a mission to get a record deal, to get the proper recognition as artist you deserved!

you were zoned and didn’t even hear the faint sounds of your bestfriend ‘coco’, trying to get your attention back. Y/N! she screamed at you through the phone. my bad- that’s when you heard the sounds of one of your songs being played from the radio… bro bro..BRO! you were practically jumping up and down in your seat of your at a red light. the sun beamin’ y’all ready? you were stunned and shocked! was this really happening?!?! i’ll hit you up later, ight? you tried getting her off the phone. ight hit me later! CALL ME IF YOU GET LOST! cause you know you new to this thing… Haha- you clicked on her and turned up the music and drove off from the red light now green allowing you to proceed to your thriving life.

ITS MADAM BAUDELAIRE!

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citiair · 2 years

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FOR YOU

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toji fushiguro x black!gender-neutral!reader

-> ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE!!!, modern universe, depressed!sentimental!toji, toji may or may not be on his last straw :/, drug abuse/overdose mentioned, black!gender-neutral!reader, angst, mentions of rehabilitation, toji tries to better himself for reader, heart-break, break-up, they/them pronouns, FIRST PERSON PERSPECTIVE FROM TOJI’S POV for the first half!

*warning: if any of this makes you feel uncomfortable you are welcome to leave this story, your mindset and health comes first!*

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FOR YOU…

i’ll stop… i’ll stop this madness we go through, this storm that doesn’t seem to want to go.

for you…

i’ll learn to love you the way you should be loved…

for you…

when you cry i’ll be there to wipe those tears— but i don’t want those tears to be because of me…

you deserve so much, you deserve love, happiness, goals that are completed, everything your head could dream of!

for you…

i won’t have to make you worry about me being passed out high on drugs, wondering if i will ever open my eyes again but not by a doctor…

for you…

i won’t let you overthink if you were ever enough for me to stop.

because you are. i was just ungrateful. stupid. and only caring about myself.

for you…

i won’t use drugs to cure my “needs”. the only thing i should need is you and i need you…

to not worry about me for right now…

finish living your life.

because for you…

i’m gonna get help— the help i need!

probably by the time you get this letter…

i should be getting settled into my space of rehabilitation.

this will never be a goodbye.

you and i are just on two different journeys right now in life.

i promise I’ll be back, i’ll be better, i’ll be there…

for you…

— with everything i have, toji <3

your face was cascaded with tears springing from your eyes. as you read the letter your love had written to you. as much as you loved him you knew this was the best. you look at your finger that was closured by a ring you and toji got together that matched each other’s. you knew he was wearing his ring. a promise ring you and him each had gotten the rings a week prior to these now events happening.

No you weren’t letting him go… you never would.

because…

for him…

you will wait for him to get better.

for him…

you will wait.

because that’s what he was doing…

for you.

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